#i’m a special breed of autistic tbh

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Autistic culture is randomly switching your conversation style mid sentence. Specifically going from the most eloquent person you’ve ever met to talking like the child of a hill billy and a british pop star.

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ASK GAME STUFFIES:

💫- Does anyone wanna share something about their source? Feel free to ramble, anyone can answer too!

☄️- Do you guys have any collective interests?

☀️- Do you have any non-human alters (including hybrids)?

HAVE FUNNNN

Grins at you so fucking wide

☄️ Yes!! Collectively our special interests for fandoms are FNAF + MCYT + Madness Combat and then nonfandom interests we all share are art (all forms), cooking & baking (still learning), and especially puzzles of all kinds. Jigsaw, escapw rooms, riddles, you name it and we go balistic

☀️ So so so so many we should probably make a pk group tbh. Ranging from Mathias (living statue) to Mars (literally just a sheep) all the way to Cell/César (damned to be a catboy) and even fictional species like our handful of endermen! Can’t forget the animatronics too

💫 I COULD TALK FOR HOURS ABOUT MY (Asier/Dream) LORE. Fuck you you’re getting a brief infodump about my species/race. Ramble under the cut!

In source we were nameless because we originated millions of years before modern Minecraft and there weren’t really any universal languages so every race gave each other names in their own language for everyone except themselves, and my race sorta got erased from history. I named us Takei recently because I feel like we deserve a name.

Basically we were created in the image of XD, and His whole thing is illusion, deceit, etc. We had a general base physical appearance of:

Long torsos, legs, and fingers

Triangular ears with rounded tips

Black sclera

Long and slightly hooked fingernails/claws

Small feet and semi digitigrade legs, like paws

Flat faces and no visible mouth

Skin, fur, and scales that look like static

And since we were made in the image of the dude whose whole thing was illusions and deceit, we had these things called FAs or Fake Appearances that were survival tactics. We could pretty much warp an outsider’s sensory perception of us, and only other Takei could see through these FAs.

Religion was rampant in our culture (and general Overworld culture) alongside a firm belief in “purging the unfit”, and that manifested as Takei accidentally feeding into a decline in our population. Religious hysteria rolled around which led to a further decrease in population and eventual extinction. To escape that, the remaining Takei started abandoning culture and panic breeding (for lack of better words) with other races as an attempt to save themselves but that didn’t really work out too well.

Not to be the main character but I was the last Takei LMAO. I was supposed to be a mortal vessel for XD Himself, so that paired with Takei being made in His image is why that quote of “Hey Dream, why does God look exactly like you?” (or whatever the quote was) happened in those DSMP streams.

I was NOT a successful vessel, I was stillborn, but Death saw that I had a fully developed Void (extremely irregular) so she decided to send my soul back? He revived me but also ended up accidentally making me immortal, cutting the tie between XD and I, and also leading my village to give me a shameful name (Dream wasTaken by Death) (Dream itself actually refers to the context of aspirations in my culture’s tongue) and leading me to be abandoned by them at a young age under the cultural idea of “purging the unfit”.

I’m so fucking normal over my lore HAHAHAHA it is so fucking non-canon because we’re so autistic with Minecraft and genuinely have so many exomemories it’s crazy

[autismus-obscurus]

do the prime numbers

1. What are your current special interests?Oh boy. Mostly, it’s my own AU. I don’t want to go into too much detail (because then I’d still be sitting here overmorrow) but basically it used to be a portal AU and I stole some characters that had little personality, turned them into my characters, added a bunch of OCs and a lot of Pain™I don’t have the giddy feeling with it anymore, it’s just a constant companion of sorts that gives me security whereever I am.And my other SpIn is studying Swedish. I practise every day and it’s a ton of fun :)

2. What have been some of your past SpIns?The oldest SpIn I remember was in elementary school when I would learn everything about cats. I had a stuffed animal collection, and books, and I love cats (I still do). Then we got a internet connection and suddenly I had Wikipedia. Pages upon pages about cat breeds and certain races of wild cats, everything from tigers to ocelots. I still have some knowledge about it, although it’s not as detailed as it used to be. I wrote pages upon pages, and experimented with Word (9 year old me knew how to do three columns on a page and add pictures, which is a skill I dearly miss). From age 8 to age 15 it was pretty much constantly Pokémon (good times.) In early middle school it was DIgimon, which I shared with a friend. When we went on a class trip for four days we were so pissed because we missed the latest episode on TV :,D I had an ancient egyptian phase that turned into a YuGiOh Phase, also Old norse mythology is still really interesting to me. Five Nights at Freddy’s was a SpIn for about a year and of course Portal.

3. What is guaranteed to make you overload / shutdown?People yelling. I’m absolutely terrified of someone yelling, even if it’s not at me. When it’s only short, I flinch and can kinda get back into it after a bit but the moment there’s aggression in the group I'm talking to or somebody yells at each other I’m out. People luckily don’t yell at me much, because I’m a very passive and quiet person for exactly that reason.Negative emotion in general makes it very hard for me to react adequately. I’m very sensitive to sadness and it will most likely make me shutdown or trigger a crying spell, which in public makes me shutdown even more because embarrassing.

5. What are some of your happy stims?I bounce and flap a lot when I’m happy. I also do a wiggly-twisty thing with my torso. Usually all at once. Oh and when I’m happy beyond any consideration I gasp and squeal.

7. What are your favorite textures?I like soft textures. The fur of a cat is sensory heaven or any soft dog fur (Puppy fur is awesome. Poodles have really nice hair as well.) Recently I found I love the texture of soap stone (with a little of the stone dust on it). It’s firm but still super soft and it’s just awesome.

11. What are your favorite visuals / things to look at?I’ve never been much of a visual stimmer tbh. Seeing videos like these hugs bulks of paint in machines makes me want to stick my hand into it. Stim videos get boring really fast for me. Idk. In terms of aesthetic I like dark stuff, night / halloween aesthetic and space. And well, cats. But who doesn’t like cat videos?

13. Is there anything you don’t like about being autistic?Ableism and discrimination really sucks. But that’s not the fault of my autism.Sensory overloads can be difficult to handle. Mostly I hate my executive dysfunction. I’m a perfectionist, but god studying is torture if you’re not interested in the topic and get distracted by everything. And the moment I’m in an unclear situation, panic.Also I can’t tell if I’m insecure in social interaction because I was abused in school (what people call “being teased”) or because I can’t pick up on social cues and are making a fool of myself constantly.

Those were very interesting asks, thanks!