i have many words. so many
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I think I’ll be doing dishes forever and ever
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ok in the next 15-20 minutes i will
> make bed
> clean bathroom
> take laundry down
> take trash down
and i will be done. finally
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god i just realized that i am never going to have to care about what rooster teeth does ever again
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*finger hovering over the block button* Give it time.
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Imagine an incredibly uncomfortable Halloween costume that you wore for several hours:
The only thing you can think of is your costume- it pinches and pulls and pokes and itches… The pulling is the worst part, as it feels like a very heavy backpack that digs into the shoulders and a sharp object from the backpack is digging right into your upper back. Also, it is so hot, you’re overheating the whole time, and the hot flashes come with a mix of anxiousness, dizziness, and nausea; It’s a whole lot of uncomfortableness, enough to drive someone insane… and ALL you want to do is go home to rip off the costume as soon as you’re in your room, all so you can jump in a cool shower for some sweet, sweet relief.
The worst part is my costume can never be taken off- my costume is my body. This is my chronic pain experience. I have it WAY better now... but chronic pain is hell.
I look completely fine on the outside, so it’s impossible for some people to understand… all I can say is this my personal experience, and all I can do right now is try to explain what I am feeling- because it is driving me insane.
That’s all, thank you.
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I completely forgot that’s what Shadowheart’s voice is.
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i have officially reentered my escapism phase. nobody bother me until i cope all the stress away
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i only have three assignments left for the school year and the rest of my life let’s fucking gOOOOOO
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happy pride month fellow gay ppl on my screen!! have some griddlehark (figure skating au)
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Y’all
Y’all
Y’all
I have only just now realized how much pressure I put on myself at school
Idk how I managed to hide it from myself
I’m such a huge perfectionist
How did I not even notice how much it’s hurting me
Check in with yourselves ok
Because sometimes the Bad Feels are really sneaky
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"Oh great. Another trauma to add to my C-PTSD collection," I say to myself as I stand in front of the mirror, staring hard into my reflection, almost to the point where I can see through all my life experiences. It is so overwhelming to confront all these scars and I'm also extremely exhausted from all this self-taught healing I have had to learn on this life journey. But, I find solace in the resilience that keeps me going, determined to find strength in the process of all of this healing and growth.
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People told me college was hard but literally no one prepared me for this, college is the worst place when you're a perfectionist who starts procrastinating the moment the work gets too complicated or confusing, which ironically enough, starts when they with the instruccions!!!
This is insane!!!
I know I will make it but half the time I believe I won't, since literally most of the time I know what's wrong and how to fix it but I have no idea how. It's scary, I was always a good student but now it feels like I am walking on mud on a rainy day.
You don't need to answer, I just needed to get it out of my chest.
I hope you have a good day.
High school feels really easy compared to college. You have the life drained out you and it’s all for a piece of paper. Is it worth it? Someday. It doesn’t feel like it in the moment, but one day you’ll be glad for the trauma that college gave you.
We’re all on the highway to hell
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face card face bank face economy
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One of the earliest examples of Leo’s “I’ll do my own thing to accomplish our goal without discussing it with my team first” is in episode one. It’s super, super quick, and ultimately inconsequential, but it subtly sets up a great precedent that I think is very interesting.
When the boys need to grab the medallion from Splinter without Splinter noticing, Raph, Mikey, and Donnie huddle together with Raph taking the lead in trying to devise a plan to get the mystic device. Meanwhile, Leo slinks away and grabs the device by clocking the situation (by knowing his father well enough to predict his actions - something he does with each family member multiple times in the series) and making a move on his own.
It works out perfectly fine, and is ultimately the best move, and it’s honestly okay that he didn’t consult everyone for something so small when it’s such a non issue to get it, but it nicely sets up how this tends to go in the series, including how it goes in the movie.
To be honest episode one is actually really good at setting up a lot of things for each character in the long run, this is just one example that caught my attention, as small and unassuming as it is.
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Love is one of the most painful things I’ve ever experienced.
Just saying.
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