#i’m crying right now

[navnae]

For awhile before Eddie would walk out on stage he would have to calm himself down because he was anxious and nervous during every performance. Of course when he was actually performing no one could tell that he had a million thoughts in his head telling him that he wasn’t doing good. When the show was over he left the stage with shaky hands and uneven breathing. No one there by his side to comfort him, he was always left alone. When he started dating Steve all of those things weren’t a problem for Eddie anymore. Whenever Eddie felt his hand shaking Steve would take his hand into his own and softly squeeze it before placing soft kisses on it. Eddie would blush just from Steve being affectionate and he always did it at the right time too. Now when Eddie leaves the stage he doesn’t have to steady his breathing, he didn’t feel like he wasn’t good, he wasn’t alone.

Steve praised him after every performance, held him, loved him. Eddie has never felt that even when he was supposed to have it. He couldn’t go one day without Steve being on his mind especially when there was an upcoming show. Eddie would pray that he could have Steve there with him and he would be the happiest man alive. This wasn’t what Eddie expected, he wasn’t supposed to fall in love because that’s not even close to the image he portrayed, hardcore was all he knew. Eddie was a different man now. He wanted nothing more than to be a softie, the little spoon, a boyfriend, husband, parent ect. All of those things he wanted now and he wanted to do it with Steve. The more they hung out to watch those cliche movies that Eddie hated but loved because Steve loved them made him realize that he wouldn’t want to do any of this with anybody else.

Eddie fell, way harder than anyone who has walked this planet and he was fine with that.

Here’s the Steve one

(Woah this got a little emotional, might make a Steve one 😭)

[currently-becoming-potatoes]

I’m shitting refrigerators rn I’m at a debate competition and a girl did an entire speech on the deep symbolism in the Trolls franchise and I’m convinced she is operating on a level far beyond what humans can comprehend

[phantomram-b00]

Help! My aunt want to watch season 2 of Good Omen because she hasn’t seen it yet.

[justmeandmyships]

Today my country has done the impossible after more than 200 years for the first time we chose a President who isn’t part of the oligarchy. So after this I believe in everything and Byler will be real on July 1st 😭😭😭😭. Nobody touch me

[cowboylivio]

Guys help I listened to brother by lord Huron while thinking about livio and wolfwood. BAD IDEA

[zamazingz]

HAHA ok so here is Ethan and Kevin in I guess like an anime style?? Idk I was watching Japanese tales of the macabre so i guess that’s what made me draw them in this way also don’t mind the numbers on their shirts cause I was thinking of an au where they are test projects idk my mind was way into that anime that it got me thinking lol

[ochipi]

My parents are on holiday and they left the household in charge of me. I’m at home with my younger sister who is doing a summer job. She literally complimented me for being so well thought through and “she’d be lost if she moved out.” For once she had to do one little task because she didn’t have to work today.

All of a sudden I got a text where she just snapped, asking me why taking out the bin was too hard for me and called my parents telling them all kinds of bullshit. They got pissed and called me reciting all these allegations that didn’t happen, now saying I don’t have to do so much.

WHO ELSE IS GOING TO CLEAN CAT PEE OUT OF THE COUCH THAN?

Why can people never be pleased? Why don’t they understand I want to move out?

[ambrossart]

this is probably too much to ask but when i tell you that we need dancing with myself chapter 6 in these trying times, i meant it.

I finally got it up! I’m so sorry it took me so long. Everything’s going to be okay, I promise. Even after this series is over, I’m gonna write a million one-shots about this man and he’s gonna have all the happiness in the world. 🥹

[mrs-jamesbbarnes]

I was today years when I found out Alina is a Greek name that means light.

Out of curiosity, I searched Aleksander too. It means defender of the people.

[navnae]

The idea that people think Steve wouldn’t cry over Eddie’s death is INSANE to me. Everyone loves to paint Steve as this heartless villain and some people even said that he was happy about it…. Umm are we talking about the same show????

I don’t think people realize how much faith and trust Steve had in Eddie to leave him with Dustin knowing that things could go wrong. Both of them love Dustin to death and they would do anything to protect to him. Eddie basic went against Steve’s orders to put his life at risk just so everyone could make it out alive, he didn’t even think about himself. So yeah, I believe that Eddie putting everyone before himself would definitely get some tears out of Steve and for the first time in years he finally had someone he could’ve bonded with. Then if you add in the small moments that they had together that are classified as romantic, it would’ve hurt even more that Steve lost someone that he was genuinely falling in love with and in Eddie’s last moments he probably had so many thoughts in his head that were fear, anger, ect all mixed in one. It’s truly sad when you think about it.

Can we also talk about that Eddie’s last words to Steve were “make him pay”? I’m throwing up as we speak 😖

[dreaming-for-an-escape]

“I just want you to take me away. To make me disappear.”

Hearing that made me cry. Depression is the worst.

[eatyourdamnpears]

I’ve been in such a funk since the concert. I’m not even sure I enjoyed myself that much. maybe I did. I don’t know

[jude-us]

Happy coming out day! My mom and I just arranged to go to planned parenthood and talk about hrt with them. Trans joy for ever and ever.

[hamable]

I’m thinking about Mahito’s great great uncle maintaining and preserving a peaceful and beautiful thing in a way that to an outside observer looks tedious and unimportant, hoping to pass the duty off to a successor but ultimately he cannot find one and dies with it.

I’m thinking about the specificity of the blocks being made and handled with care, not with malice or ill intent.

I’m thinking about Hayao Miyazaki, a bastion of beautiful 2d hand drawn animation who refuses to retire.

I’m thinking about a world where animation is so rarely made with love over profit and efficiency.

I’m thinking about how, though the old man didn’t see it, the next generation still hangs onto a piece of that beautiful, tedious thing and takes it with them because it feels important.

I’m thinking about Mahito being told he should forget, but no. He shouldn’t.

[sunshinethena]

been so anxious all day and i don’t even know why!!!! i hate this!!!! this is bullshit!!!! a

[ohposhers]

Don’t play Trolls Remix Rescue at 3 am