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#i'm in a really angry mood this morning lol sorry
bangchansgirlsblog · 3 days
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Heyyy, give me something angsty with Felix please🥰 like maybe she comes home really tired and he’s just mad about everything small and calls her clingy🙀 and they go to bed angry (really bad idea btw never do that‼️) and then in the morning she tries to avoid him bc she doesn’t want to seem clingy? Happy ending tho, I can’t take too much heartbreak🩵
By my side.
Warnings: Yelling and crying.
Paring: Felix x Reader.
This is my first Felix story and I messed it up lol. Anyways. Enjoy 🩷
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Y/n slowly removed her shoes at the door trying not to make a sound. Her body was aching and she was extremely exhausted. She moved like a sloth as she put away everything; her coat, her bag, etc.
When she heard the sound of banging dishes she knew her boyfriend, Felix, was home from his schedules.
Never in her life did she ever think she would be so irritated by his presence. She thought she would come home to a quiet house, she really wanted to be alone since work was so tiring.
"Oh! Hey my love," Felix face lit up when he saw his girlfriend walk through the living room. He quickly hurried around the counter to give her a kiss in which she returned.
"Heyy," she said trying to be as energetic as him but completely failed. Her chest was tight and all she wanted to do was cry.
"What's the matter?" He frowned when he noticed her little pout, "how was work?"
His hands automatically land on her waist trying to sooth the not's on her back. He cringed at how stiff she was and automatically knew she wasn't in a good mood.
"Can I have some alone time babe," she shrugged his hands off and started to make her way to their room.
"Did something happen?" Felix frowned as he quickly followed behind. She let out a frustrated sigh seeing he was still going on. He heard the sigh and was a little hurt by it but decided to push it to the side and make sure she was okay. That was what mattered right now.
"Nothing, I just want to be alone Lix-"
"I made us brownies! We can eat it with ice cream and chocolate-"
"Felix! For the love of God I said it's enough! Leave me alone. You're being clingy." She screamed and slammed the bathroom door in his face. He quickly took a step back in disbelief. He was hurt and it was so obvious.
His heart ached. He didn't know what to do but stand there hearing her soft sobs. Should he say something? Should he wait outside? Should he leave?
He was overthinking it. His hands were shaking and tears filled his eyes. She never yelled at him. Never did she even try to tell him off. This was all new to him. Was she getting tired of him? He thought.
Meanwhile on the other side, Y/n's tears were streaming down her face. She felt disgusted and guilty. Felix didn't deserve any of that. She knew it, he was just trying to help.
How could she let a miserable day at work affect her home life? Her relationship? Her thoughts became foggy as she sat there. All she could do was cry and so she cried until she finally fell asleep on the cold, hard tiles.
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The frantic knocks on the door were what woke her up. Her head was banging and she was freezing. She looked over at her phone and saw it had been an hour and a few minutes. All she could hear was Felix's voice in distress calling out for her.
He sounded weak, worried and tired. What had she done? She quickly got off the floor and opened the door to see what was going on.
When the door opened Felix pulled her into his arms. He was so scared that she might have passed out or did something to herself since she had been locked in for an hour.
"Are you okay my love? Don't ever do that again to me! I was so scared something might have happened," he told her off but still managed to keep her in his arms.
"I'm sorry for yelling at you," she whispered, "I know you were just looking out for me and you were worried. I love you babe," she tightened her grip around his waist as she hid her tears.
"Hey, look at me," he slowly put his finger under her chin. "We all have bad days, I know you didn't mean any of it. Okay?" She nodded, "stop crying my love, you need to talk to me and don't shut me out. Please?"
"I don't know what I would do without you," she whimpered.
"Well first off, you wouldn't be able to reach the top shelves..." he trailed off and smiled at her little laugh. He loved her laugh. Her laugh made him feel warm and happy. All he wanted was for her to be happy.
"You're so silly-"
"Yeah but you love it," he pecked her lips and helped wipe her tears, "should we go cuddle and eat the brownies now?"
"Yes please, I was actually craving them when I was in there,"
"My poor baby, go lay down and I'll be back in a bit," he let go of her and made his way to the kitchen where he got busy.
Y/n sat in their cozy bed trying to figure out how she would explain to Felix what was going on and she knew he was not going to let it go unless she told him and so she did.
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multi-lefaiye · 1 year
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yes i hate tiktok as a platform for the most part. HOWEVER. the proposed ban would do exponentially more harm than good and would set an incredibly dangerous precedent for censorship and lobbying to ban competitors
like i know the US gov is basically four-five corporations in a trenchcoat at this point who get what they want by throwing money around, but if we want to at least *pretend* it's not just that, then this can't go through.
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turtledovenycx · 5 months
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Heyy I Hope youre doing well can I request reader being on her period and having cramps so she’s really irritable. When Hyunjin comes home and says he has stomachache she thinks he’s just teasing her and doesn’t believe him but then she realizes he’s actually sick and takes care of him 🤞🏽💙
note: Hey lovely, I hope you did not wait long. Sorry I'm late but I wanted this to be perfect I think I went a lil overboard lol. I wrote and rewrote it a lot but then I decided this is the best <33333 I hope this lives up to your expectations and it is what you pictured. Stay happy <3
waiting to hear from you again with your thoughts on this 💙
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𝐠𝐞𝐧𝐫𝐞: 𝐒𝐅𝐖
𝐩𝐚𝐢𝐫𝐢𝐧𝐠: 𝐟𝐞𝐦!𝐫𝐞𝐚𝐝𝐞𝐫 𝐱 𝐇𝐲𝐮𝐧𝐣𝐢𝐧
𝐭𝐚𝐠: 𝐞𝐬𝐭𝐚𝐛𝐥𝐢𝐬𝐡𝐞𝐝 𝐫𝐞𝐥𝐚𝐭𝐢𝐨𝐧
𝐖.𝐂 𝟐.𝟏𝐤
𝐓𝐫𝐢𝐠𝐠𝐞𝐫 𝐖𝐚𝐫𝐧𝐢𝐧𝐠𝐬: 𝐌𝐢𝐬𝐨𝐠𝐲𝐧𝐲 (𝐧𝐨𝐭 𝐛𝐲 𝐡𝐲𝐮𝐧𝐣𝐢𝐧), 𝐁𝐥𝐨𝐨𝐝 𝐦𝐞𝐧𝐭𝐢𝐨𝐧, 𝐌𝐞𝐧𝐭𝐢𝐨𝐧 𝐨𝐟 𝐩𝐮𝐤𝐞/𝐯𝐨𝐦𝐢𝐭 (𝐧𝐨 𝐝𝐞𝐭𝐚𝐢𝐥 𝐝𝐞𝐬𝐜𝐫𝐢𝐩𝐭𝐢𝐨𝐧 𝐛𝐮𝐭 𝐢𝐭 𝐢𝐬 𝐡𝐢𝐧𝐭𝐞𝐝 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐜𝐡𝐚𝐫𝐚𝐜𝐭𝐞𝐫 𝐠𝐞𝐭𝐬 𝐬𝐢𝐜𝐤 𝐛𝐞𝐡𝐢𝐧𝐝 𝐝𝐨𝐨𝐫𝐬.)
ɴᴏ ᴏᴛʜᴇʀ ᴡᴀʀɴɪɴɢꜱ
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Fucking cramps ugh. Waking up to more cramping pain in your lower abdomen was the starting sign of your day’s downfall. The lack of iron in your body made your head spin and feel heavy it was like a never leaving hangover. The second day of your period was always the worst, with pain in your stomach combined with soreness throughout your body and sometimes your lower back also hurt it just felt so bad. You cursed at the higher powers for inheriting your mother's horrible PMS and dysmenorrhea rather than her good looks. 
Begrudgingly you did your morning routine sticking to the most basic skincare. You could not focus properly so you decided to take a leave of absence from your work. That call, however, did not go well your mood turned sour because honestly what the fuck!
 Your asshole of a manager lacked empathy and a female reproductive system so along with your morning coffee you heard an earful of how women were using periods as an excuse in the workplace. You really needed this job so you had no choice but to hear his nasty word and bite your tongue praying your mouth does not run. Colorful words were spoken in whispers so that you don't fully regret not saying anything. The dick granted you leave but it would cost a small cut from your salary. 
“Sir, but..”
“No buts. You can either come to work or produce a health certificate for paid leave. It's company policy.” 
Motherfucker. Fucking ass, dick! cun-
“I’ll bring the health certificate on Monday thanks for your time,” you say ending the call after hearing his grunt and flipping off the blank screen. You hoped a pigeon would shit on him and his over-gelled hair. Dickhead. Now you had to figure out how to get a medical certificate for periods. 
Fuck this. 
The day carried on, the meds did not help you one bit. Hyunjin was the one who usually restocked your supplies since you worked night shifts a lot, but this time however he had brought the painkillers with a lower dosage. You resorted to eating three or four pills before calculating that to reach at least 200 mg you would have to eat twenty pills!
“This is crazy. Aaah!’” you screamed into your empty apartment. 
These breakdowns left you irritable and cranky, the smallest inconvenience making you angry. You tried to control it but since there was no way to release the tension it kept growing and growing and growing until you would blow up on the next person you saw sadly it was your sweet and sometimes dumb boyfriend.
Hyunjin had let himself into your apartment to find you hunched over the kitchen island, the smell of soup prominent in the flat as it boiled on the stove. He knew you were on your period so he kept his footsteps as light as possible not wanting to disturb you, Poor baby startled you instead. 
“Jesus fuck Hyunjin. Makes some noise would you,” you yelled when he had placed his hands on your shoulder. 
He flinched, “Sorry baby. Are you okay?” he asked arms reaching to hug you. You were sweaty so you declined the hug not knowing he needed it more. In the haze of your irritation, you had failed to notice that his face was paler than usual. Hyunjin had left work feeling nauseous. He had a stomach bug, nothing serious but his leader recommended he take rest. 
“No, I’m not okay Hyunjin, I’ve been in pain since the morning and I don't have the right medicines and Nothing is helping me. My boss is an asshole-” 
“Your medicines are not right?” he asked confused. 
“No, they are not they barely do anything you brought the small dose ones. If you are not sure what to get just leave it I’ll buy it.”
“I’m sorry,” he says palm resting on your shoulder as he leans into you.
“My tummy hurts,” you whine, crouching over but you sounded so adorable Hyunjin could not help but laugh. “My tummy hurts,” he said whining too, little did you know he meant it. Misunderstanding the situation you got mad thinking Hyunjin was mocking you like the dramatic ass he was. “It’s not funny Hyunjin. Try bleeding for seven days every month and working a full-time job,” you say turning off the stove and not bothering to eat. “Baby no I have a stomach bu-” You stormed out of the kitchen leaving behind a confused Hyunjin. He did not mean to make fun of you. His stomach felt weird but you paid no heed to the man as you slammed the bedroom shut. “Shit-” he sighed into the empty kitchen. Slamming doors in your home meant one thing, ‘I don't wanna talk!’ he decided it was best to leave you alone.
Tears spring to your eyes, and feeling dejected and exhausted you cry. You were not sobbing but they were tears of frustration. Guilt seeped in you felt bad for lashing out at Hyunjin but as you heard the sound of utensils through the door you figured he was helping himself with food. Unreasonably this pissed you off more so you decided to sleep it off instead. Your fatigue caught up to you the sleep overpowering your pain as you slipped into slumber tear stained cheek and all. 
Contrary to your thoughts Hyunjin did not eat he was simply putting the soup away and cleaning the kitchen. He understood why you reacted the way you did so being the sweetheart he is he warmed up your hot bag and opened the door a little to peak. Seeing you curled up into a ball on your side broke his heart. He softly entered the room and checked if you were fast asleep. It appeared that you were out like a light so Hyunjin adjusted your body to lay in such a way that the heat pad was resting securely on your abdomen. Then he covered you with the duvet and fidgeted with the AC temp he knew you liked it to be cold so that you could wrap yourself in something warm. The furrows in your brow were slowly replaced with a look of peace. He rubbed your leg for a few moments before wrapping you in the warm blanket and giving you your favorite Jiniret to hug. Once he ensured you were comfortable the tired man slipped out and went to the couch to get some rest. His bowels were in discomfort and he still wanted to throw up, he resorted to gulping down glasses of water and going to sleep. 
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You woke to the sound of retching from your bathroom, the cramps had subsided the 60 mg finally working in your body. It tugged on your heart when you noticed the temperature in the room, the blanket, the heating water bag, and your Jiniret. You felt like an even bigger asshole than your boss, at least that dick treated someone he did not know personally like shit while you treated the love of your life like garbage. Hyunjin hurled his stomach into the toilet and it clicked inside your head that he was sick. Groaning at your ignorance and rubbing your face you got up from your cozy cocoon and opened the bedroom door. He was still locked in the bathroom but you noticed the spare blanket on the couch. Poor Hyunnie must have been awful sleeping on the couch especially when his long legs won't fit in unless he is curled up. You notice the little green puke basket nearby. Shit, you messed up. 
The bathroom door revealed a tired Hyunjin who had just washed his face, he stopped in his tracks as he saw you standing in the hallway. You turned around to see your boy sick. 
“I’m sorry baby.” you cried as you ran to hug him, you tried to be as gentle as you could not wanting to disturb his body, but Hyunjin did not speak for a few seconds. Thinking he was angry at you you tried to give him space but his long arms brought you back into the embrace. You breathed a sigh of relief, a million apologies leaving you. 
“I’m so sorry, I was such an ass,” you repeat fingers moving his hair out of his face before placing sweet kisses on his wet skin. 
Hyunjin just hummed, he was leaning his whole weight on you now. 
“Did you eat?” you ask, your boyfriend shakes his head before hiding on your neck. “Oh sweetie,” you say as you bring him into the bedroom. The air is cool so immediately Hyunjin finds himself wrapped in a fluffy blanket. He held your hands eyes worried as you began to retreat. 
“I’m just gonna grab you some food,” you reassured after making sure he was lying down on a raised pillow. 
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The soup had become cold, but you reheated it. You searched through the cabinets for tea sachets as ginger tea is good for upset stomachs. After preparing the food you put them all in a tray and grabbed a pack of Advil just in case he became feverish and went to your room.
Hyunjin was having cramps too so he did not sleep, he was sitting cross-legged and crouching over trying to make himself into a small ball.
“Baby, eat this will help,” you say putting the tray on the nightstand before grabbing the bowl. 
“I’ll throw up, I don’t want to eat,” he says turning away. 
“If you throw up I will clean it but if you don’t eat you might get gas and it will hurt more.” you explained, “Please just try eating half the bowl.” your hands held the food in front of him.
After a few moments of consideration, he opened his mouth welcoming the spoonful of hot clear soup, even though he said he didn’t want to eat Hyunjin must have been famished because he ate the whole thing in a short time, taking control of the spoon with his hand. 
You watched him carefully leaving to help yourself to some soup too, the two of you sat in your bed eating without saying much.
“You don’t have a fever so it’s not stomach flu,” you say checking his temperature and helping him back into the covers. He had a quick shower and brushed his teeth. 
“It's probably because of the street food you had yesterday.”
“Hey! You had it too.”
“Yes, but I only had one serving whereas you had almost three.”
“I was craving it,” he said lips all pouty as you smiled for the first time in that day at his cute antics. 
Seeing your smile, Hyunjin’s face brightened up too. He was feeling better no longer nauseous now he waited for his stomach to settle. 
“I’ll let you sleep,” you say clearing the bedside table and beginning to exit the room before you feel a tug on your arm. 
“You will come back to bed right?” your boyfriend asked whispering, his brown eyes almost sparkling, face red, and bottom lip jutting out. Any other human form making that face was an instant cringe for you except him.  You nodded as he reluctantly let you go. 
When you slipped back into bed after chores you were certain Hyunjin was asleep. But warm hands wrapped around your figure from behind his head resting between your shoulder blades, you turned around to hug the lean man spooning him as he tucked himself on your chest. 
“Hyunnie, are you asleep?” you whispered Hyunjin stirring at the use of his name, 
“No,” he whispered back before looking up at you. You felt guilty again as you stared into his eyes in the dim glow of the nightlight. 
“I’m sorry baby. I will try to control my emotions during my periods. I had a rough day okay. I’m so sorry.” you said fingers brushing his hair back as he closed his eyes. 
“It’s okay, I’m not mad at you,” he says eyes drooping as they get tired. “What happened?” he still asked despite almost falling asleep.
“I’ll explain tomorrow.” 
“I love you babe,” he says kissing your collarbone,
 “I-. I love you so much,” you say placing a long kiss on his forehead and turning to switch off the night lamp. When you turned around Hyunjin was snoring lightly hands holding you tight to him as he slept on your chest. You knew you were going to properly apologies to him once you guys were feeling better tomorrow but knowing that this boy loved you even when you messed up was such a warm feeling. Sleep called you once again as the two of you lay limbs tangled under his favorite fuzzy blanket.
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𝘋𝘰 𝘯𝘰𝘵 𝘤𝘰𝘱𝘺, 𝘵𝘳𝘢𝘯𝘴𝘭𝘢𝘵𝘦 𝘰𝘳 𝘳𝘦𝘱𝘰𝘴𝘵 𝘸𝘪𝘵𝘩𝘰𝘶𝘵 𝘯𝘰𝘵𝘪𝘧𝘺𝘪𝘯𝘨 𝘮𝘦 𝘸𝘰𝘳𝘬 𝘣𝘺 𝘵𝘶𝘳𝘵𝘭𝘦𝘥𝘰𝘷𝘦𝘯𝘺𝘤𝘹 ©
𝐓𝐡𝐚𝐧𝐤 𝐲𝐨𝐮 𝐟𝐨𝐫 𝐫𝐞𝐚𝐝𝐢𝐧𝐠. 𝐑𝐞𝐛𝐥𝐨𝐠𝐬 𝐚𝐧𝐝 𝐈𝐧𝐭𝐞𝐫𝐚𝐜𝐭𝐢𝐨𝐧𝐬 𝐚𝐫𝐞 𝐡𝐢𝐠𝐡𝐥𝐲 𝐚𝐩𝐩𝐫𝐞𝐜𝐢𝐚𝐭𝐞𝐝
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tagging 🏷️: @comet-falls @noellllslut
Let me know if you want to be tagged I might start a tag list if a lot of you guys want it. For now it is just my two lovelies I have on here <3
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ghostiiess · 1 year
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[NSB HEADCANONS] - darren being your boyfriend
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pov: darren is your bf!
warning: none!!
type: wholesome and fluff
members: darren liang (lildarbear)
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so how darren would be if he was your boyfriend?
he would probably make fun of you
like "ayo y/n, you are so short that i have to use a magnifying glass to see you!"
but don't worry, it's just one of his way to show his love and appreciation towards people he appreciates
he would be super sweet and caring towards you
he would hold your hand even if he don't have a reason to
"can't i hold my gf's hands? is it not allow?"
if he see you're sad, angry or not in the mood to laugh, he would tell his corny jokes or flirt with you, like he do it with every nsb members
"though you are sad, you are still hotter than the bottom of my laptop after 5h of gaming"
he would literally try to make you smile by telling corny things just he could see your smile
"like a broken pencil, life without happiness is pointless.. this is my quote of the day. they're better than regie's-"
listen.. darren is a really funny guy who love having fun with the people he appreciate! you see.. you're one of his people so expect A LOT of funny memories with him
going on date with him to korean bbq
being bestie with char <3
darren is so caring towards other people. we know how happy he is when he meet stars so i'm sure, darren would make sure everything is okay and good for you, if you're comfortable, if you're not sick...
backstage in his nsb's concert
HIS VOICE GOD DAMN---
did you guys already heard his singing voice??
he's amazing
i'm sure, like jp, lildarbear would sing you to sleep and make song about you (like his video's outro is one of his song he created! at least, i think so?? i can't find it anywhere so i guess it's a unreleased song he wrote lol)
darren love doing skincare!! in his morning routine video (skincare), he said "baby lotion" was helping a lot with his face and all and.. i tried? lol, it's kinda working, although i did some researches before to avoid acne or things like that, since my face composition is a bit messy, and my researches' answers said it's a good product to apply on our face! so if you guys wanna have a little skincare tips, here is it! anyways, what i'm trying to say is that he would make you discover new products or selfcare tips to help you with your face composition, new facemask… selfcare tips and ideas, baby! (and you guys would take a lot of pictures together)
lildarbear would give you his hoodies
sometimes you'll have kane's on you but because it smell like darren, you would keep it
yeah because darren stole clothes of the members haha
he would dye his hair with you while watching animes with toasty!!
if you want to and are comfortable to do it, he would love to dye his and your hair to do a matching? like i feel it's something he would do with you :)
he's super sweet :(
he would get you a plushie
"this is toasty and *name of your plushie*"
like we know, darren is a little bit sus towards his best friends..
so expect these kind of things (he'll still do it with the members, but less, since he'll mostly do it with you)
going to the gym with him!
"let's go baby!! you can do it!!"
touchy hands on you...? 😏 (if you're okay and comfortable with it, ofc!! otherwise, if you're not, he'll stop and apologize)
as we know, darren love going to omegle so expect to go on this website with him!
he'll talk with you in chinese and will make you learn it if you're interested in that kind of thing
it would be his type to come see you and say something flirty in chinese and make you try to know what it mean
"我爱你,Y/N"
if i'm correct, it mean "i love you, y/n" in chinese
going to a crystal store with him!!
discovering new food places with him
"hey baby.. wanna eat to this place? maybe we could discover new food that we could like?"
"i ain't need deserts when it's in front of me.. if you know what i mean 😏" (this is so darren, i'm sorry)
as we know, dar' is really good to insult people? like he have comebacks? so if someone insult you or make fun of you, he'll do this kind of thing to the person and smile innocently
he doesn't mind if the person is hurt. if someone hurt his friends or family or close friends, he would make them regret it
nobody hurt them.
sleeping and cuddling with toasty and darren
darren wouldn't be too jealous, but... if he see a guy who's flirting with you, he'll make sure the guy do not ever do that again :')
if you did something that made him jealous, he'll stop talking to you for like 20 minutes and he'll be right back after because he just can't stay mad at you 😭
you guys would talk for hours about everything
"remember the last time you spilled all your hot chocolate on me?"
darren and you would definitely jam music together
sleepover with him!
liang would try his best to make you know you're important to his eyes
he would bring you flowers times to times just because he wanted to give you some
"i was walking with the boys today and i saw a little stand selling flowers.. so i though, i would have just pick some for you"
h-mart shopping with him <3
face mask with him!! you guys would watch movies or tv shows while doing each other's face mask!
he'll cook for you!! darren is a real chef who love cooking and making food for his best friends // loved ones! so, he would cook for you, for sure :)
he'll woke up earlier just so he could make you breakfast before you do it
he'll make you know you're perfect just the way you are!
to conclude, darren liang would be a super fun boyfriend who would always be there for you and always cheer you up when something's not working, not okay or just because you aren't smiling
hope you guys liked it!!
if you have any requests (who's not on my masterlist) you would like to see or have any questions towards my imagines or / and my preferences, please don't hesitate to tell me in my request box :) i read everything and it would be a pleasure for me to write an imagines / headcanons for you! <3
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1-sasha-stuff-1 · 2 months
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Chapter 12: Exam Day of Into Another World a MHAxReader fanfic
A/n:
I go back to school tomorrow :( (Send help).
Anyways, here's the next chapter and I hope you enjoy!
Warning: some language here and there (Don't really proofread any of the chapters that I write so if anything is off or something, I'm sorry. I'm just too lazy to check sometimes but I'll work on it, lol.)
Key:
d/n - dogs name
h/s - hair style
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"I'll see you later, d/n. Wish me luck!" 
You locked the door to your home and walked down the pathway and onto the sidewalk. As you walked on, you enjoyed the calmness and quietness of the streets before they got busy and noisy. The display of warm colors had taken over the sky, creating a contrast with the blue and white clouds. The sun seemed to resemble a golden coin, or a dazzling gem in the sky.
And where were you heading so early in the morning? Well, you were going to take the entrance exam at no other than the most prestigious high school for future heroes.
UA High.
It was currently early in the morning, about 7:30, but the entrance exam started at 8:30 and you wanted to make sure you got there early. The day before, you had asked Midoriya if he wanted to walk with you so that you both could go together, but he had other plans. Well, the plans being that he had to go to the beach and inherit All Might's quirk, but you didn't need to know that. You wore your black sweatpants with a f/c shirt and put your hair in a h/s, along with your favorite shoes that always seemed to travel with you wherever you went. Although it was still peaceful outside, someone decided to ruin it.
"Oi, Insect! Wait a goddamn minute!"
Turning around, you spotted Bakugo a few meters behind you, walking towards you with an angry expression. Sighing, you turned around to fully face him as you also stopped walking in the process, hands shoved into the pockets of your pants.
Ever since he tried to blow up Midoriya and you took the hit for him and after class the same day, he kept his distance from you. Even when you sat at your desk and Bakugo beside you, he kept his mouth shut most of the time, only really calling you 'pest' or 'insect'.
"Huh, wonder what he wants...."
He finally came up to you and you both began to silently walk together towards UA. Neither one of you said anything to the other person.
A few minutes passed and still, the two of you were too stubborn to talk to each other first, so as per usual, you broke the ice first as you kept your head forward but talked.
"So, how's it been?"
It was quiet again until Bakugo spoke up.
"What's it to you? And besides, why are you even talking to me, huh?"
"Well, you were the one to say 'Wait up, you pest!', weren't you?"
Now it was your turn to roll your eyes at him.
"Come on, be for real right now, Bakugo."
"I am being for real, you damn pest!"
"Uh huh, sure you are."
It turned into a (yet again) silent walk once more for about ten minutes until it was broken, but by the young male beside you.
"I’m talking about your left side."
Looking forward, you hum in thought. Was he being an ass to you, or was he actually genuinely worried? 
“It’ll be fine. I’ll just have to be on some medication for a month or two, maybe only a week if my body works it out faster or whatever.”
Although you didn’t see it, Bakugo exhaled a breath he was seemingly holding in, now releasing how tense he was as he was awaiting your answer. He didn’t want to accept the truth, but he was pretty worried for your condition after the incident had happened.
You glanced at him from the corner of your eye, noticing how his brows were furrowed and his lips were pressed into a thin line. You felt a pang in your chest, knowing that he blamed himself for what happened to you. You wanted to say something to reassure him, but you didn't know how to break the ice.
You decided to change the topic and lighten the mood.
"So, are you ready for the entrance exam?" you asked casually, hoping to spark some conversation.
He snorted and looked at you with a smug grin.
"Of course I am. I'm going to ace it and become the number one hero. You should be glad that you're walking with me. Maybe some of my greatness will rub off on you."
You rolled your eyes again, but this time you smiled.
"Yeah, yeah, whatever you say, Bakugo. Just don't get too cocky and blow yourself up, okay?"
He scoffed and glared at you.
"As if that would ever happen. I'm not like that useless Deku who doesn't have a quirk. I'm a natural genius, him."
You shook your head and chuckled dryly.
"Sure, sure. Keep telling yourself that, Bakugo. Maybe one day you'll actually believe it."
He growled and clenched his fists.
"Shut up, you pest! You're so annoying!"
You laughed and nudged him playfully.
"Aw, come on, Bakugo. Don't be like that. You know I'm just teasing you. You're my friend, after all."
He blinked and looked at you with a surprised expression.
"Friend? Since when are we friends?"
You smiled and shrugged.
"Since now, I guess. Unless you have a problem with that."
He looked away and muttered something under his breath.
"No, I don't have a problem with that. It's fine."
You grinned and wrapped your arm around his shoulder.
"Great! Then it's settled. We're friends. And friends stick together, right?"
He sighed and rolled his eyes, but he didn't push you away.
"Yeah, yeah, whatever. Just don't get in my way, okay?"
You winked and gave him a thumbs up.
"Got it. I won't get in your way. I'll just be right behind you, cheering you on."
He smirked and nudged you back.
"That's more like it. Now let's go and show them what I’m made of."
You rolled your eyes and followed him as he quickened his pace and walked slightly ahead of you so that you couldn’t see the red that crept onto his face.
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The two of you conversed with each other as you entered the gates of UA, slightly getting to know each other better as they both thought the same thing in their heads. 
"I guess being friends with her/him isn't so bad after all...."
As the two of you walked on, students around started to whisper among themselves and their friends/classmates. 
"Isn't he from the sludge villain incident?"
"Who's that walking next to him, his girlfriend?"
"Nah, I heard from a friend of mine that goes to their middle school, they're apparent rivals of some sorts...."
The whispers went on and on as the two teens walked on, that is until Y/n got a rough nudge from Bakugo as he looked over to someone else in the crowd.
Midoriya.
Bakugo guided the two of you towards his direction as he "accidentally" bumped into the poor boy as he stopped his muttering and looked at Bakugo.
"K-Kacchan! I-"
Before he could finish his sentence, he looked at you with confusion and slight betrayal in his eyes. 
"Y-Y/n?"
Smiling tensely, you looked between the boy standing in front of you and beside you. 
"How's it going Izuku? It's good to see you-"
"Why are you with him?"
Confusion came across your face as you looked at the green haired boy, was he mad?
In his mind, he was slightly hurt that you had walked with Bakugo instead of him, even though he couldn’t walk with you to begin with, but he couldn’t help feeling those emotions.
“Why do feelings have to be so complicated?”
"I was just walking with him over here for the exams, you know, since you were busy with something."
"R-right, sorry."
"No, it's alright Izuku, don't worry about it!"
Bakugo tsked as he looked at the two of you, slight disgust written on his face.
"Eh, you guys are weak, I'm going to go and ace this test. Unlike you two."
Bakugo walked off, leaving the two of you alone.
Looking at Midoriya, you smile as he smiles back and you both continue on your walk.
You felt a wave of relief wash over you as Bakugo left. You didn't like how he treated Midoriya. You hoped that he wouldn't bother you again during the exam.
You turned your attention to Midoriya, who was still looking at you with a mix of curiosity and admiration. You wondered what he was thinking, and if he still felt the same way about you as he did before.
You decided to break the silence and start a conversation.
"So, Izuku, are you excited for the exam?"
He nodded and smiled.
"Yeah, I am. I've been studying and training hard for this. I want to prove myself and become a hero. Just like All Might."
You smiled back and nodded.
"I know, Izuku. You’ll do amazing, I'm sure. Even without a quirk"
He blushed and looked away while laughing awkwardly.
“Y-yea, right. Without a quirk….”
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“WELLLLLLCOME!!!!!! EVERYONE SAY ‘HEY!’”
Everyone in the huge room was silent.
“Damn, I feel bad for the man.”
Is all you thought as Present Mic silently said a low ‘okay’.
“Anyways! I’m here to present to you the guidelines of your Entrance Exam!”
Besides you on your left sat Midoriya as he fanboyed over the pro hero (Present Mic) talking about the Entrance Exam as Bakugo sat to your right and rolled his eyes.
“Will you tell Deku to shut the fuck up? If you don’t, I’ll do it myself!”
Bakugo silently whispered (yelled) in your ear as you turned to face Midoriya.
“Izuku! Please be quiet or you’ll ask questions on what he had been saying later!”
“R-Right, sorry Y/n!”
Midoirya was now quiet as you all began to pay attention to the loud hero once more. 
“After the presentation concludes, you’ll all head straight towards the location you have on the card that was given to you all earlier!”
Looking down at your card, you noticed that it had the letter ‘G’ while Midoriya had his location the same as it was in the Anime, along with Bakugo.
“They're separating us so that none of us from the same middle school can work together, uh. I was hoping to beat Deku’s ass.”
“H-HUH?!”
“Each site contains three types of faux villains, you will have to use your quirks to defeat them and earn the points that they may have! Obsoully based on the type of villain you defeat!”
“Excuse me! May I ask a question!”
Turning towards the direction of the voice, you see a dark blue haired boy with glasses standing up from his seat while holding the piece of paper on the information you would have to know about the practical exam. 
Tenya Iida.
“Come to think of it, Midoriya didn’t run into Uraraka like he originally did….”
You got lost in your thoughts as Iida continued on with his little rant on the fourth faux villain, until he pointed towards the green haired boy behind you.
“And you! The one with curly hair next to the h/c girl! You’ve been muttering this whole time, it’s distracting! If you can’t take this exam seriously then leave!”
Midoirya muttered a small ‘sorry’ and shrank down into his seat as you patted his shoulder, telling him it was okay as Present Mic answered Iida’s question.
“Um, Nice catch, examine 7111! Although, unlike the rest of the faux villains that are worth one, two, or three points, that fourth one is worth zero points!”
The blue haired boy pushed his glasses backup and sat back down.
“Thank you for clearing up that information! I apologize for not reading the handout thoroughly enough!”
Present Mic was seen having a few sweat drops from his forehead until he cleared his throat and began to talk once more. 
“It’s alright! That villain is kinda like a security guard of sorts! But instead of giving you  points to defeat it, it’s just a barrier trying to waste your time, so I would just ignore it and continue on my way if I were you!”
He clapped his hands together as he was concluding the presentation.
“Now, go break a leg out there everyone!”
“PLUS ULTA!”
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Standing outside of a fake city labeled G, you felt a surge of adrenaline and anxiety. 
You could see the tall buildings, the narrow streets, and the hidden traps that awaited you. 
“Breathe in, breathe out…” you whispered to yourself, trying to calm your racing heart. 
You scanned the crowd of other participants, hoping to spot a friendly face, but you recognized no one. 
You were alone in this challenge. 
Sighing, you headed closer to the massive gates of the city and continued to control your breathing. 
“Alright, Y/n, you got this. The minute he says to start, run as fast as you can.” You repeat your mantra in your mind, psyching yourself up for the task ahead. 
“Breathe in, breathe out, in, out, in, out…” You heard a loud voice booming from the speakers. 
“BEGIN!!!” 
You didn’t hesitate. 
You sprinted towards the now open gates as the rest of the crowd stood there, stunned and confused. You ignored what Present Mic was saying, something about following your example or whatever. 
Upon entering the city, you closed your eyes as you focused on using your quirk to turn small and the all too familiar hornet wings sprouted from your back. You soared into the air, searching for the robots. 
You were determined to prove yourself in this exam.
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Same time, different location….
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In a spacious room, several UA teachers were watching the students on multiple screens, each showing a different part of the entrance exam. 
They were commenting on the performance of the applicants, especially the ones who stood out from the crowd.
“Well, that was unexpected.” A man with long, black hair  said as he saw the all too familiar girl with wings fly over the city, dodging the robots that tried to shoot her down as she was the one to take them down.
“Ooh, how daring. She must have a lot of confidence in her abilities. I wonder what else she can do with those wings.” A woman with a revealing costume said, admiring the girl’s boldness.
“Indeed, she seemed to have shown great initiative and courage. She also wasted no time in entering the city and activating her Quirk, what’s her name anyways?” 
A man in a cowboy getup asked as he leaned over to a white mouse in a suit, who was operating a computer.
“L/n Y/n is the name and her quirk seems to be called Hornet! I suspect it’s a mutation type of quirk.” The mouse said, pulling up a separate screen with Y/n’s information. 
“She can transform into a human-sized hornet or shrink to the size of a regular insect.”
“She’s smart, too. She knows that flying gives her an advantage over the ground-based robots. She can scout the area and avoid detection, especially because of how small she was able to turn herself.”
A man who was literally concret said a serious expression on his face as he analyzed the girl’s strategy.
“Hmm, yes, very impressive. But she should also be careful. It says that she has had a recent injury a couple months back, could ruin any plan she has in mind if she injures it again.” 
A man with wild, blond hair and a gentle smile said, expressing his concern.
“Hey, hey, hey! Don’t be so negative! Let’s cheer for our students! Go, Y/n, go! You’re the best! You’re the coolest! You’re the-” 
A man with tall, blond hair and sunglasses shouted, waving his arms.
“Enough, Present Mic. You’re giving me a headache. And you’re supposed to be impartial. You’re the announcer, not a fanboy.” 
The man with messy, black hair and a tired look said, rubbing his temples.
“Aw, come on, Eraser Head. Don’t be such a killjoy. Let me have some fun! Besides, didn’t you tell me you knew her or something? You should be cheering for her as well! I bet that Y/n girl is gonna be in the top 5!” Present Mic said, challenging his colleague.
“Oh? I bet she’ll get a place between 10 and 20.” The R-rated hero said, accepting the bet.
“Look, there’s one of the robots. It’s about to fire at her.” 
The skinny looking man said, otherwise known as All Might (in his weak form) said, pointing at the screen.
“Let’s see if she has a plan in mind or is just as reckless as one of us in this room.”
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A/n: 
Welp, Y/n is friends with Bakugo......Right?
And of course, Yn is totally not interfering with the cannon events and changing them without knowing herself......Right?
Anyways, you got the chapter and I hope you guys enjoyed it!
Have a good rest of your day! :)
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28, 68 and 98 for the ask meme please 😊
Ok sorry in advance for how rambly this is- I'm writing this in between Monday morning meetings and it's a really fun way to procrastinate :)
28. What type of music do you like? This is so hard to define lol. I have my music sorted into playlists based on moods and feelings and whatnot, so really anything that fits those moods. (I have a crying playlist, a sunny day playlist, a melancholy playlist, an angry playlist, an energy playlist...) So the genres are all over the place- I'll listen to classic rock mixed with Taylor Swift mixed with MCR mixed with Insane Clown Posse. So y'know. Not complicated at all. Also, I grew up only listening to Orthodox Jewish pop, so I'll still listen to that every so often for the vibes. (Late-nineties/early 00s Jewish pop- so good.) I'm going to a 5SOS concert tonight though! Very excited about that :)
68. Favorite school subject? Always history, English, computers, and art. So it works out that I got to teach all of those subjects for a few years at my old school :) I taught history (Ancient Civilizations and Medieval Europe) and ELA to sixth grade for two years and I got to teach graphic design fundamentals at my old high school.
98. Do you have any scars? Nope! Hopefully it stays that way 🤞
thanks for the ask! 💞
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Thursday December 7, 2023
Believe me, I was seriously about to write an entry on the 5th but got distracted and didn't realize it was already 3 something or 4 maybe so I just slept it out. I got lazy but I had a valid excuse, I was really tired. I even forgot what happened in these past few days. My head was hurting a lot too, I got soo dizzy often it was kind of frustrating, I even did something so embarrassing because of my dizziness that it made me want to kill myself.
Like I said I don't really remember what exactly happened so I'll just tell you what I remember. No specific dates though. Lol wait, I think I remember now. I scrolled through my gallery and saw the pictures with the dates so... I'll start with tuesday. Nothing really happened except we practiced and I slept inside the dance room, it was cold so it's nice. I thin I actually fell asleep or I was about to drift away when my damned bladder couldn't hold it in so I had to get up from my comfortable position to go piss, even met sir when I was about to go to the bathroom. He asked what we were doing, told him we were sleeping lmao. It was so awkward. Wait... what the fuck. I just had a realization, Ok so I think that didn't happen on Tuesday but instead happened on Monday, because I suddenly looked at my wallet log and realized that theres no classes yesterday so our performance was on Tuesday lmao. Fuck me, Im so sorry. See? I told you my headache was so bad it made me confuse reality. Well So yeah that's what happened on Monday.
Tuesday, it was a big day. I spent a total of 120 that day fuck me. It was a 50/50 situation for me, I was both sad and happy. On the mornings I felt fucking exhausted and I was constantly thinking of depressing things— just like how it is everyday, what the fuck is new. Shaina fucking annoyed me so much too, she won't just leave me alone she was annoying like hell. Of course I wouldn't talk back to her, I don't want to cause a fight ++ It would make me look fucking pathetic because that was only supposed to be a "joke". So yeah we performed the line dance, It was so hot, the sun was angry and glared at us. I felt like I was a marshmallow getting roasted. It was so embarrassing, I was like doing a lot of mistake it was both funny and embarrassing. If I was like on the back I wouldn't really mind but no— I was next to the person in front, basically the second one in line. The girl infront of me was short too, that made my mistakes so much more noticable it made me want to off myself. Well, after that we got ready for the opening. It was funny, I did my makeup there, which is very embarrassing but, I told myself I shouldn't give a fuck about them and did my make up. It was refreshing. We took lots of pictures but that damn bitch still won't send it so annoying. Yeah so I thought I looked fine myself, not that ugly but also not that pretty. Still, at least I looked decent to look at. It was funny performing that, It was sooo hot when we were waiting and then when it was out time, our performance was a mess! Kristina made soo many mistakes, Thank God I was behind someone tall (Not at all I'm so angry, at least let me be seen like wtf I'm being covered.. Fuck Sir jeff, he can fuck off) It was so funny I laughed when performing, she was such a mood booster, yeah I don't think Sir was having fun tho. he was definitely angry, too bad I didn't look at his expression. Well after that we just stayed in the dance room exhausted and laughing. Fast forward, I went to the booth with Tina, Sam and their cheerleader teams. It wasn't fun at all so I had to back out I was feeling out of place, So I hurried back to dance room and found jhamire and Alexis. They asked me if I wanted to join them so I did, I told them to wait a bit because my stomach hurts (I bought a 30php red tea and ran on the way there). And then jhamire told me "tumakbo ka siguro" I replied, "Oo, ang daming lalaki e" I think he said something like "feeling" or something I forgot, then I told him that "Ano? kahit pangit naman nababastos ng mga lalaki ah" and then he replied "Sinabi ko bang pangit ka?" WELL he didn't say it but he was implying like I wasn't even that attractive for guys to hit on me and become assholes because I was ugly. Does he think I'm pretty or what? I don't know, it made me upset. But anyways we went there and Alexis and I had to go back in the dance room because it was so hot and crowded and jhamire was talking with his other friends so.. And then I waited for a moment and went home. By the way I chose to do the long ride, It would take too much time to wait for jeeps so I had to. When I was getting on it was still moving a bit so I fucking slipped, that damned driver. Thank goodness a kind lady grabbed my hands and helped me get on, fuck the driver seriously it was so fucking embarrassing. I bought chicken skin btw, so yummy.
Nothing happened on Wednesday, I literally just chilled and lazed around. Now Thursday, today, I finally cleaned my room. I spent the whole fucking day cleaning it and having mental break downs in between I wanted to like destroy everything in my sight I was so pissed. Gtg, I'm going to piss lol and take a shower I'm like so nasty right now and I smell bad.
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Yes I would also want to go on all of the dates, I imagine first date Ross to be kind of shy, George maybe a bit nervous, Matty would try and show off a bit to hide his nerves, and Adam quiet but also very funny.
Ok I'm sorry that your day is shit :( BUT.... you got out of the house and walked to the office! And you'd said this morning that you didn't know if you'd be able to, so that's something to be proud of. And well done for being recommended for the job! Even though you're unsure whether to take it or not the fact that you've been recommended is something to be really proud of yourself for ❤️
🌷🌷
You’re right. Honestly I’m just in a bad mood cuz of some family stuff that brought up a lot of past trauma for me and I know I’m not dealing with it well. I should call my therapist instead of being angry at the rest of the world lol.
Thank you for being so supportive and kind. It means a lot to me. 💗
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beckysworld7 · 2 years
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The Winter Getaway (Part 3)
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Synopsis: Imagine being stuck in a quaint and cozy log cabin during a winter storm with these seven men for the weekend.
Paring: OT7 x Reader
Genre: 18+, smut, angst, vacation au, f2l au
Warnings: mentions of first time, walking in on private pleasure moments, teasing, mentions of oral, angry outburst
Rating: NC-17/ 18+ / Mature
Word Count: 2.2k
A/N: Sorry this took forever 😅
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| part one | | part two | | part three | | part four |
| Master List |
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You groan at the sound of your phone chirping on the bedside table next to you, alerting you to a text that you've just received.
Red numbers on the alarm clock next to it glare at you, it's 5:30am.
Upset at being woken early on a Saturday morning you'd almost forgotten where you were.
The previous day comes back to you in a rush. Not only did all the guys find out you were still a virgin, you'd had intimate encounters with not just one but two of them afterwards. You wonder if you'd just ruined those friendships. If things were ever going to be the same between you and Kookie as well as you and Yoongi.
You shake your head at the thought of what lies in wait for you today and choose to roll back over in bed to sleep and escape it all for a little while longer.
As you get comfy, your phone chirps again reminding you of what woke you up in the first place.
It's a text from Jin inviting you down for breakfast.
Jin [05:30 AM]: Hey Y/n? You up? I have breakfast ready. I know you never came out to eat last night. Your plate is still in the fridge. I'm worried.
You smile at your phone. He's such a sweetheart, you think to yourself. When he's not being a pain, you add as an afterthought with a chuckle.
You [05:53 AM]: Who's all up?
You text back hoping to avoid Jungkook and Yoongi for just a bit longer.
Jin [05:34 AM]: Just me. Come eat and keep me company.
You grin, relieved and reply.
You [05:35 AM]: Let me freshen up and I'll be right down.
Jin [05:36 AM]: Hurry up or the food will get cold. 😂
You [05:37 AM]: Stop texting me and I will lol 😝
The banter with Jin has you in a better mood as you rush to the bathroom, throwing the door open.
You should have paid more attention. If you had, you'd have noticed sounds coming from the other side of the bathroom door. But you didn't.
Standing before you, naked ass the day he was born is Tae. And he's getting himself off!
Oh my God! Oh my God!
Your mind screams as you stand there unable to look away. Not that you really want to. He looks glorious. Tanned skin moist from the steam of the shower running behind him, ab muscles flexing as he strokes himself, and his cock is freaking gigantic.
His eyes had snapped open at the sound of you entering the room. Realizing it's you he just smirks and keeps going, locking eyes with you. Finally coming to your senses you manage to look away.
"I'm so sorry," you mumble as you turn to walk out the room.
"Don't go just yet Y/n," he calls out to your retreating form, voice deep and husky.
You pause. You know you should keep going, walk out of the bathroom and pretend this had never happened. But your feet won't move. Hesitation and curiosity are holding you in place. You'd never watched a guy masturbate before outside of an occasional porn clip or two. And if there was ever a guy tempting enough to watch, that guy would definitely be Tae.
It can't hurt to watch for a bit. It'll be nothing like what happened yesterday, you think to yourself trying to justify your desire to stay.
You turn around slowly, the decision to stay and watch having been made. Still shy though, your eyes remain downcast looking at the floor.
"I don't think the floor is nearly as interesting as what's going on a little ways further up," he teases, voice full of confidence.
You run your hand through your hair nervously, resisting the desire to look at his dick again; you opt for looking at his face instead.
He's staring at you intently now, bottom lip caught between his teeth. You can see the slight movement of his shoulder off to the side letting you know he hasn't stopped his private massage.
He speaks again, this time his voice is more demanding.
"Watch me Y/n. Watch what I do when I can't get you off my mind."
His words are all the encouragement you need, taking away any remaining shyness you'd felt. You slowly lower your gaze, eyes trailing down his tanned chest and tight flexing abs until it reaches the hand slowly fisting his hard-on.
You watch as his hand moves slowly from the base of his cock toward the tip. The thickness of it, the veins running along it's smooth hard surface, and the way it glistens from the precum smeared on it all turn you on. You find yourself biting your lip and wondering how he tastes as you watch more precum leak from his tip as his hand reaches his head. He pauses there and he circles his head in his palm giving it a little squeeze before descending back toward the base.
You're captivated, unable to look away and he knows it.
"Y/n, you like what you see don't you?" He asks teasingly.
Maybe it's the teasing in his voice as he says this, or maybe it's the reality of what you are watching finally setting in that brings you back to your senses.
You close your eyes and shake your head as if to clear the fog.
This isn't you, you think to yourself. None of what you've been doing lately is you.
"Are you ok Y/n?" Tae instantly questions, noting your expression and body language, all teasing now gone from his voice. He stops his previous activity and grabs a towel, wrapping it around his waist full of concern.
Hearing the change in his tone and subsequent movements around the bathroom you slowly begin opening your eyes, ready to close them again quickly if needed. You let out the breath you hadn't realized you were holding as you notice the towel now hanging from his hips covering the bulge beneath.
"I gotta go," Is all you reply as you turn, quickly step out the bathroom door and firmly close it behind you.
What the hell is going on with you??! You mutter to yourself under your breath as you try to regain your composure.
The clock on the bedside table now reads 05:55 AM. Remembering that Jin has been waiting for you to come down to breakfast you decide to forego freshening up, considering what had just happened in the shared bathroom, and quickly change into some baggy sweats and a hoodie. Taking a deep breath and putting on a bright, and somewhat fake, smile, you head downstairs.
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Jin looks up from his seat at the table as you enter the dining room smiling in your direction.
"Good morning!" Hobi's voice rings out brightly from the other side of the table.
"Hobi came down while I was waiting for you and I told him he could join us." Jin says in greeting and nods in Hobi's direction as if he needed to explain.
"The more the merrier," you confirm, smiling at each of them.
Jin and Hobi instantly turn to look at each other, only pausing a moment before bursting into peels of laughter.
Head tilted to the side as you watch them, it only takes you a moment more to catch on to how they've perverted the meaning of your statement and why they are now so amused.
"Very mature guys," you chide trying to hide your amusement. Rolling your eyes, you take an empty seat at the table.
"So, Jin, what are we eating this beautiful morning?" You question in an attempt to stop the giggle fit the two of them seem to be locked in.
"Fruit and muffins," he replies with a sheepish grin. "Seems like the caretaker must have been out on a food supply run before the snow hit, so we're limited."
Hobi hops up excitedly and runs to the counter where you see an arrangement of fruit and muffins on a platter. "Here let me get it for you." He offers as he begins fixing your plate. After selecting your favorite fruits, oranges and bananas, and a blueberry muffin he heads back in your direction.
He stands behind you as he places the plate in front of you. As he pulls his hand back you feel his fingertips brush the length of your arm before his hand comes to a rest on your shoulder. He leans down closer to you, his face very near yours, hovering over your other shoulder. "I got all your favorites." His voice is low and the close proximity makes it feel as if he's whispering in your ear. You're not sure if it's the desire to eat or his actions that have kicked up the butterflies in your stomach.
The sound of Jin clearing his throat has Hobi backing away, but not before saying in another almost whisper, "I know exactly what you want." You're left with the feeling that he's talking about more than just food.
"You ok Y/n?" Jin asks, noting your checked out stare.
You blink, nod yes and smile in his direction absently as you wonder how many more times today you'll be saying you're ok when you're not even really sure of the answer yourself.
Starting with an orange you begin eating and make occasional comments as the conversation between Hobi and Jin resumes. It's not until you've lifted the banana to your open mouth, ready to take a bite, that you notice they've gone silent and are watching you intently.
"Really guys!?!" You exclaim, frustration setting in. "I'm trying to eat a banana not give it a blowjob!"
Sitting the banana back down on the plate you rest your elbows on the tabletop and plant your face in the palm of your hands. The guys at the table on either side of you remain silent for a while before Jin speaks.
"Y/n," he begins.
"No, no, I'm sorry," you interrupt quickly. "It's me," you begin rambling. "It's just… after yesterday's conversation and everything that's happened since I'm just overwhelmed and need a break from all this sexual tension and shit to clear my head."
"Exactly what's happened since the convo yesterday?" Hobi asks, genuinely curious.
Realizing your mistake you shake your head and groan before replying, "A lot guys. A lot."
With that you get up from the table leaving the rest of your food uneaten. As you turn to exit the room you catch the slightly amused look shared between Jin and Hobi.
"You know Y/n the best way to ease sexual tension is for you have sex," Jin calls out from behind you.
"And we'd be more than happy to help," Hobi adds with a laugh.
Their words quicken your pace, as you exit the room.
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As you round the corner exiting the kitchen, wanting nothing more than to go back to your room, you bump into Jungkook, who'd been standing outside the doorway listening.
You can tell he's heard his friends parting comments from his amused expression.
"Don't even," you say in warning, as you step around him and continue down the hall toward your room.
"Don't act all surprised" he smirks "I told you yesterday that this would probably happen."
His comment surprises you. Normally your attitude would have prompted an apology from him. But today he seems kind of... cocky. Well not cocky really, just more confident than you're used to.
Determined to make it back to your room for some privacy, you continue on without a reply.
You don't mean to be rude but honestly you're feeling overwhelmed and you'd really like some time to sort things out, alone.
Jungkook shrugs and shakes his head, smiling at your back as you walk away. He decides to go into the kitchen and eat breakfast instead of following you.
You find relief and the lack of footsteps following you down the hall, but it's short-lived. Walking past a door that's slightly a jar, you pause as you hear your name mentioned.
From behind that particular partially closed door you overhear Jimin teasing Namjoon with an old nursery rhyme between fits of giggles.
"Namjoon and Y/n, sitting in a tree…" he begins.
Namjoon interrupts him, voice firm, "Jimin, I didn't tell you I liked her so that you could tease me about it."
It's the realization that you are again the focal point that pushes your last button.
"THAT'S IT!!" you yell out, surprising even yourself. But it doesn't stop you from continuing on as doors pop open and heads peak out through doorways and around corners to see what's going on.
"I've had enough," you say, calming down a bit, but still just as determined. "We ALL need to talk."
Before anyone can respond you turn around and start heading toward the din.
"Can you all please meet me in the din?" The tone of your voice indicating that this isn't a request.
It was time for a heart to heart.
Something had to give if you were going to survive this weekend with both your sanity and virginity still intact. That is assuming you decide you still want to keep it, the virginity part that is. It's a question you ponder as you continue down the hall toward the din.
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breezymichelle99 · 3 years
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2AM | Pierre Luc Dubois
Summary: You fight with Pierre Luc before a game. There had been too much stress with playoffs lately that he doesn’t realize he’s being an ass. but he finds a way to make it up to you. 
Warnings: angst, cursing, couple fighting, Relationship struggles, Crying, I'm sorrys, Female recieveing, sort of Hand Job, domish PLD, dirty talk, Threat of Orgasm Denial, Sweet PLD, (not really a warning lol.) 
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You and Pierre Luc had been together for 2 ½ years. You'd been with him through his struggles with Columbus and through being traded to Winnipeg. You'd follow him anywhere. And he had never been more grateful to have you by his side through it all. But with the Jets making it into the Stanley Cup Playoffs the pressure had never been greater for the team or for Pierre. 
And your relationship was beginning to feel the stress of the season. Pierre had been extremely short with you lately and you were beginning to lose your patients with him. He was leaving for the arena, and usually you'd be drooling all over his pregame look but the two of you had been fighting all morning and you weren't In the mood to find him even remotely attractive right now.
But no matter how upset you were with him you still wanted to tell him you loved him and to have a good game, so you swallowed your pride and did so. He looked at you with sad eyes. Surprised by your words. "I love you Pierre Luc, please have a good game." You whisper. He kissed your forehead but said nothing in return, leaving you in silence. 
"Ughhhhh why was he so god damn frustrating." You slammed your fist onto the counter. You hated fighting with him because you were both so stubborn that it took forever for either one to give up and apologize and usually it was you because you couldn't stand it. You went to the bedroom to change before heading to the arena, to show your support for your boyfriend regardless of how mad you were at him. You threw on your "13 Dubois" jersey with black Jeans and cute booties, grabbed your bag, and headed out.
You got to the rink and walked down towards the ice hoping that getting around his teammates would have changed his attitude but it didn't. LB, the Jets goalie skated over towards you and began chatting with you. You thought nothing of it as you laughed at his jokes, touching his arm gently as he told you something Hilarious that Pierre had said to him earlier that day.. You stop laughing when you see the death glare you were getting from Pierre. A whistle blew in the distance, LB said goodbye, you shouted have a good game and then you were greeted by one angry PLD. “What the Fuck was that?” he shouts at you making a scene. “What was what? I was talking to YOUR teammate about YOU!!!!.” you shout back. “It’s not like I was making out with him or something like Jesus Christ, maybe if you wouldn’t have slammed the door in my face when you left tonight, and talked to me like an adult , then I wouldn’t have to talk to someone else.” you yell..eyes from around the arena gravitating towards you two. “So now this is my fault?...” you interrupt him, “You are acting like I was standing out there on the ice kissing him, YOU are my boyfriend Pierre, even if you are acting like a jackass right now you still are the love of my life. I'm not going to sit here and have you talk to me like this, I'll be at home when you decide you wanna grow up.” you shout at him once more as you head out of the arena. 
“Babe.” you hear him call to you but you just keep making your way out of the arena before you cause an even bigger scene. “Dubois.” you hear the coach yell at him, you look back to see him watching you leave the arena. You get back to your car and you sit there behind the steering wheel for a few minutes trying to catch your breath, tears welling up in your eyes. You loved that man, so fucking much. Like if you didn’t you wouldn’t have uprooted your life in Columbus to follow him here. You understood there would be difficult times, and things wouldn’t always be fun but it seems like lately you hated each other more than you loved each other and that wasn’t something you were proud of. 
You got home and you threw your purse onto the counter, stomping up stairs to remove your shoes and jeans. Crawling into bed at 7pm because you were just sad and upset and you didn’t want to be in this stupid fight with Pierre anymore. As you laid there in bed in his jersey you thought about how you two never use to fight, ever…how you always use to communicate with each other, and when you didn’t agree you worked it out, it just seemed lately that everything was a fight and you knew it was because of the high pressure of the season but you HATED it! 
You pulled Pierre’s pillow from his side of the bed into your chest, quietly sobbing. How did you get here, alone in bed crying instead of cheering wildly at the playoff game. You fell asleep in tears not even bothering to turn on the game or care if they won or lost because at this point Jets Hockey was ruining your relationship and you were not a fan. 
Pierre played like crap. He hated when you were mad at him, and maybe you were right if he stopped acting like an asshole and like everything was always your fault, Maybe he wouldn’t have found himself in this position; down by a goal and you nowhere to be found. You were the best girl he had ever known; you always rolled with the punches and you never ever gave up on him, and you loved him; always. You followed him to Winnipeg without question, took care of him when he got injured right after being traded, had his back when no one else did but for some reason he continued to feel the need to push you away when things got stressful for him. He knew he fucked up today, he knew it deep down in his soul and he also knew he deserved to play like shit tonight even if it was costing his team. 
The buzzer sounded at the end of the 3rd period; the Jets losing. Pierre slammed his fist against the wall as he skated off the ice into the tunnel.  He headed in but did not change. The rest of his teammates headed for home and he headed back onto the ice. He needed to clear his head before he went home. It was almost 1am before someone from the arena staff came out and told him he needed to go home. He hadn’t realized the time. “I'm sorry.” he says, grabbing his gear and heading back into the locker room. He took a quick shower, and turned out the locker room lights as he headed for home. He tried to call you but there was no answer. If you were mad at him before you were probably really mad at him now, thinking he wasn’t coming home. 
When he got home all the lights were off and you were nowhere to be found. He saw your purse thrown on the counter and knew you must be here somewhere. He left his bag by the door along with his shoes. He hung his suit coat on the back of the chair and he headed up to the bedroom, where he found you sound asleep in his jersey. The Dim light from the tv glowing in the background. He smiled. He turned off the tv and climbed into bed with you, wrapping his arms around you tight and kissing slowly on your neck. He hears you begin to wake up. “I'm mad at you.” you groan quietly. You hear him chuckle as you finally open your eyes to look at him. 
You look over at the clock on the bedside table. 2AM. “Did you just get home?” you ask him as you rollover in his arms looking into his gorgeous eyes. He smiles half heartedly. “Yeah, I worked out after the game. I needed to clear my head.” he says with a loud sigh. There was a long silence before he began to speak again. “I'm sorry.” he admits. His long fingers tracing over your cheek. You melt into his touch. 
He notices that you’ve been crying. Fucking idiot. He thinks to himself. “Pierre…” you pause because he stops you with a long passionate kiss, slowly he pulls his lips from yours as he begins to speak again. “I'm sorry.” he repeats. “I was a complete asshole, not just at the arena but this morning too. I've been under a lot of stress lately with playoffs and not producing as much for the team as I should be and I took everything out on you and I fucked up. You are my world, babe. Literally. I love you so fucking much and you deserve a better boyfriend then you’ve been getting lately and I promise to get my shit together. I fucking swear because I can’t lose you.” his eyes are staring at you so lovingly and so sadly that you felt bad for leaving him at the arena tonight. 
“You will never lose me baby.” you whisper, running your hand over his cheek as he looks down at you.. “I know it’s been tough lately, I know you’ve been struggling but you can NOT shut me out! I love you, Pierre alright, no matter what.. Even when you're acting like an ass, which by the way you should apologize to LB he was just being nice to me.” you say with a smile. “I don’t want you to have to go through these things alone okay, just talk to me I've got your back, always. I’m sorry for yelling at you and I'm sorry that I make it tough for you to love me sometimes because I'm so stubborn, but I really just want what’s best for you..” your words trail off with a moan as Pierre’s kissing you again shutting you up. 
You feel his warm hands under your jersey attempting to pull it over your head but gives up momentarily to try another tactic. “Pierre.” you whisper quietly. “Come on babe, you can’t stay mad at me forever.” he whispers onto your skin as he slowly begins kissing down your thigh now. “Mmm, I can try.” you groan as you feel his long fingers hook under the elastic of your panties pulling them down and tossing them to the floor beside the bed. He is looking up at you from between your thighs now. “We’ll see about that.” he smirks as he licks his lips. 
He knew there was one sure fire way to get you to forgive him. Your hands fell into his curls as he licked a long strip from your clit to your entrance. “Ohhhh Piereeeeee.” you moan loudly pulling his curls between your fingers. You feel him smirk against you as his tongue continues to work. “Fuck baby, your so wet for me already.” he couldn’t help but smile knowing alll too well you couldn’t resist him. You moan his name once again as his thumb begins slowly stroking slow even circles over your clit. “Fuck Babe.” you call arching your hips into him. “GOD Pierre I'm…” without another word he’d make you cum.”Fuck you taste so good.” he moans savoring the taste of you on his tongue.  “Lean up.” he demands seconds later. You do as you're told. He practically rips his jersey off of your body, tossing it to the floor. His lips kissing up your body till he reaches your lips, your taste yourself and moan into his mouth.your hands grip his shoulders as you feel him on your thigh. You reach between your bodies. He groans loudly against your neck. 
“Mmm you want to be inside me don’t you baby.” you moan in his ear as you palm him between your bodies. “Yes, please baby, please.” he begs and you smile as your hand continues to work him. His head drops into the crook of your neck as he moans biting your collarbone. “Fuck please baby.” you smirk listening to him beg for you now. You bite his neck, sucking a deep purple bruise into his skin that you knew would get you in trouble in the morning. 
You wondered how long he’d let you make him beg before he’d had enough; turns out he wasn’t a very patient man. He grabbed wrist roughly, shoving it above your head. “Enough teasing.” he growls. Your eyes light up. “Or what?” you challenge him. There was silence for a minute as he thought about what your punishment would be for being such an insubordinate little brat… “baby girl if you don’t learn to behave I’ll have you right on the edge so many times with no sense of release you’ll be begging me to let you cum.” His voice was deep and dark and raspy and almost made you cum like a command. 
You swallowed hard. “I'm sorry.” you whimper. “What did you say?” he asks, eyes boring holes into your body, with how intense they were looking at you. “I'm sorry, sir.” you repeat your answer with a smirk. “That’s what I thought.” he says with a cocky grin that had you almost begging for him now. His long fingers teased your nipples as he paid you back for teasing him. “Mmm Baby.” you moan. “I want you Pierre.” you beg for him. “Say it again.” his voice is a growl on your skin. “I want you inside me, Pierre please.” you beg him again. He’s getting everything he wants as he listens to your words again and again as you repeat them.   
“As you wish baby.” he groans as you feel him deep inside of you in a second. “Fuckk.” you cry out as your hips collide with his rough and sloppy, both needy for each other. Your nails are digging deeper into his shoulder blades with every thrust. You wrap your legs around him pushing him deeper into you making you both moan out loud into the darkness of your bedroom. “I love how my cock feels so deep inside of you, how you take every inch of me so fucking well.” His words are dirty and sexy and for a moment you almost don’t recognize this Pierre but something about this commanding side of him, demanding every single inch of you had you falling even more in love with him.  
“Fuck Pierre, cum inside me please.” your words barely make it out of your mouth as you find yourself tightening around him. “Fuck baby, cum for me, cum all over my cock.” he growls fucking you harder into the mattress, the rythm of his hips was erratic and careless and despreate for you to cum. You toss your head back into the pillow as you scream his name as he fills you up. “Fuck baby.” he moans his head tossing back as his rythm slows and practically stills inside of you. Bodies hot and sweaty, breathing erratic and uneven. He lays there a few minutes savoring how he feels inside of you before he pulls out of you. You whine. He can’t help but smile. 
He leans down to kiss your forehead as you lay naked and satisfied in his bed. “I love you and I’m so sorry.” he says. You feel the bed move as he leaves it, returning a few minutes later with a towel to clean you up. You kiss him slowly as you get up, placing the towel in the hamper as you walk to the bathroom. You notice a set of your own deep purple hickeys on your neck and chest. Your fingers trace them gently. You clean up a bit more and slide on one of Pierre’s Winnipeg Jets T-shirts before returning to bed with him. You crawl into his arms, head on his chest. 
“I hate fighting with you.” you say looking up into his gorgeous eyes. He smiles. “Me too baby I really do. It sucks but it’s because we’re both so damn stubborn.” he chuckles. You knew he was right. You smile.   “True.” you sigh. “I know that things are stressful right now, and the last thing I want to do is add more stress.” you say, leaving soft kisses on his chest, his fingers running through your tangled hair. “I know babe. I need to learn to stop shutting you out and just talk to you about shit going on instead of just taking it out on you.” he pauses because he sees you smiling. “I mean you taking it out on me isn’t all bad.” you smirk. He leans down and captures your lips with his, his hand gently rubbing circles on your back. 
He stops kissing you. “I love you Pierre Luc Dubois. I hope you never ever forget that.” you whisper as you try not to yawn. It is well after 2 am now and the two of you have another busy day tomorrow. “I love you more my love, forever and always.” he whispers, leaving soft kisses in your hair. “Forever and always.” you quietly repeat as you fall asleep on his chest. He pulls you into his arms tighter, snuggling his body in with yours as he too would fall asleep. The future in Winnipeg looking very bright for you both. 
The end.
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deadly-departed · 3 years
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Awwww thank you for appreciating my request!! I actually love it when you do one of them so I come and check if there's anything new everyday lol. Ok ok so how about some fluffy headcanons with Hanako, Tsukasa, Teru and Akane (male) and how they would react when s/o is on her period? I'm currently on mine rn and I. AM.DYING.
Qfohsxohwgjpvshpcd OMFG YEEEEEESSSS!!!!!!!!! I love your requests much! I didn't expect so many of them at once lmao but I love them!!! Also if you wanna know when I post you can turn on notifications for my acc if you're on moblile-
You are by far my favorite anon that I've had over the course of my Tumblr HC days, which honestly hasn't been too long, at most a few months over all my accounts but still!!! I love you-
Hanako-kun The Bathroom Ghost, Wonder No. 7
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He'd be pretty confused and worried
Like
You're bleeding??? Out of your baby maker hole??? Why?????
Once you explain to him what's going on and that you're in pain he'll be the sweetest little ghost boyfriend ever
Are you craving something? He'll do his best to get it. And by that I mean he'll ask Kou or Yashiro to get it for you.
Do you want cuddles? He's not exactly warm but he'll happily cuddle you whenever you want!
Having mood swings because hormones? He'll understand and not hold anything against you!
He is kinda clueless as to why you are on your period and why it's so necessary but just give him time, he'll understand eventually.
He can't exactly do much for getting pads or tampons so guess ya gotta ask Yashiro or Aoi-chan for those but you can't blame him, he's dead.
If he notices blood on your skirt before he understands what's going on his have a panic attack, thinking someone hurt you.
But hey, at least it was him who noticed and not a classmate or teacher.
Just so that he doesn't seem dumb, he'll ask Yashiro questions to help him understand. That leads to her being a blushing mess though.
But you really gotta give him some credit for trying
He never got to learn this when he was alive!
He's just really trying his best, comforting you when you're cramps are bad, playing with your hair to call you down if you get upset, whatever
He's always there for you, even if he doesn't completely understand what's going on with your body
Tsukasa Yugi, The Rumor Spreader
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You will never see this boy more confused then when you tell him you're on your period
Like, fr, he would be absolutely clueless and wouldn't understand a single word you say
Use small words, like you're talking to a 4 year old
"Me go hurtie hurtie, body want make baby." You say, trying to hold in your laughter as you watch Natsuhiko in the background losing his shit
"Well then tell it to stop." Tsukasa says, smiling like he had just solved a cold case that has been ongoing for 23 years.
"I can't do that." You say, laughing as Natsuhiko wheezes behind Tsukasa.
"I have to just wait it out. And while I do, I'm going to be in a lot of pain." You explain, trying to help him understand what you're going through.
He nods a bit, seeming to understand.
And like that, he brought you literally everything he thought would help you.
Some of it was nice.
Like tea, sweets, heating pads, a stray cat to pet and keep you company.
Other things, not so much.
"Why did you bring me homework? It's not even mine."
"How did you get a hold of an Exorcist's Staff? It can't even work, it has a seal on it!"
"Did you just bring me someone's shirt?"
Meanwhile Natsuhiko is desperately trying not to fall onto the ground as he laughs.
Sakura has the look of 'yep, same old shit'
Once you leave to go home, he'll ask Sakura questions about periods and for some reason the questions get more and more personal???
"Why do they happen?" "Will I have them?" "What are they like?" When was the last time you had one?"
Yeah after that last question Sakura just noped out of school for the rest of the day.
But like, the boy has a morbid sense of curiosity, what do you expect?
When you come back to school, hell hopefully have a better grasp on the concept (thanks to Natsuhiko being shameless in talking to him about it)
So he'll be better at comforting you
Akane Aoi, The Time Keeper
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Gets exceedingly flustered when you mention that you're on your period
Like wow ok that's something to hear at 7 in the morning
Will try to help out as best he can, grabbing a pad or something out of your backpack for you, getting you something to snack on
Just like, not around Teru.
He'll try to laugh it off then immediately feel really bad and just silently get up and get the thing you asked for.
Akane will also cuddle the life out of you if you want, he will never he able to get enough of you
Probably has a stash of your favorite foods somewhere in his room for you to eat when you start to get cramps
His moods will swing with yours.
Are you happy bouncy and giggly? So is he! Are you crying because you just accidentally dropped a pop tart on the floor? He'll be on the floor with you, crying.
But!!! If you get angry for any reason, he'll be so calm and understanding and just let you get all that angy out of you.
Once you're done he'll hug you and kiss the top of your head and ask if you feel better now
Man's really out here, buying a heating pad or a heatable stuffed animal if your cramps get too bad
Cannot tell me that Akane wouldn't make an excuse for you if you have to skip school because of the pain
"Sorry sir, she can't come in today, she has a doctor's appointment."
Teru Minamoto, The School Prince
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Surprisingly knows very little about periods
Like yeah he has a sister but she's like, 5 so-
Hes probably red in the face when you told him
He's not grossed out or anything! Just wasn't something he expected to hear when he walked into school that morning.
Has absolutely no shame in asking one of his female classmates for a pad/tampon if you need one
Besides, what are they about to do? Tell the school prince no?
Yeah that's what I thought.
We know this man can't cook for his like so he'll ask his little brother to make some cookies or something.
He's not going to be specific, he doesn't want to embarrass you.
Hell just be like 'hey, would it be alright if you make my girlfriend some cookies? She really likes your baking'
And Kou will just 'yeah why not?' And do it
He'll bring them to school along with one of those stuffed animals that are also a heating pad and hand them to you with a smile on his face and fidbdj-
Just an overall nice experience. Kinda. Youre on your period after all.
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lunarflux · 3 years
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hwang hyunjin x reader
genre — angst!au
hookup to lover
suggested background music: (click the x)
note: i am so so sorry idk what happened with this one. i was listening to one song, and as my playlist changed, the storyline changed so i did a lot of tweaking to keep with the mood. i did my best to characterize a backstory for the mc x hyunjin lol i like to write about these "moments" that let the reader continue the story on their own, so i hope this is okay??
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Hot water hit the back of your neck before trickling down the curves of your back.
No music, no distractions, but here in the steam, enveloped in a warmth akin to his, these were the only thoughts, combing through the air like water under lily pads.
Watching the remnants of bubbles sliding down your legs and onto the porcelain, you sighed through the fog.
He seemed to be all you could think of lately.
You two had known each other for years. Childhood dreams came and went, and the years spent apart from the other seemed like nothing. It was like you two always found your way back. Between the heartbreaks, he'd be there. After the storm was over, he'd be there like a flower waiting for sunlight.
After your first breakup, he appeared like the first night of pleasant dreams after a year of nightmares. Hyunjin was just always there until he wasn't. The spaces in between the time you shared were always spent with other people, almost like you two didn't know how to talk when someone else was around. The world you built was only made for him.
How many more days until your little daydream flitted away like the memories of yesterday morning? You couldn't remember lunch, but you remembered dinner and the after, sitting beside him as his eyes slowly closed, his temple hitting your shoulder.
You didn't dare remind him that he fell asleep intertwined with you in his sheets before slipping out in the morning.
The routine of falling in love with a romantic who wasn't yet ready for you became your weeknights, and it crept into the weekend. Sleeping next to your faux lover, using Monday mornings to figure out what exactly you two were - these were your weeks, and it continued throughout the years.
He wasn't your boyfriend - no, you coiled together, you spoke in a language made for your tongues alone, and when the night fell, all you could see were stars and the moonlight resting on his pillow, ever so intimately resting on his cheeks.
It was always a dreaded question.
What are we?
You never wanted to ask. The question frightened you - you couldn't imagine how much it terrified him. The thought of solidifying what you were to him seemed all too intimidating.
Although.
Maybe I do love him.
And again.
Do I love him?
Saying it out loud was the scariest part. Once it was said out loud, you couldn't take it back. It was there. It was truth. It was matter floating through the air, and it drifted away like a kite to the clouds.
Stepping out of the shower, the moments slowly came back.
Quietly locking his door with the spare key he left under the mat. Catching a taxi back to your small apartment. Falling asleep again on the couch before waking up just as the sun hit the horizon. Washing away the remnants of his scent - though, you could swear it was everywhere - in your hair, on your clothes, forever dancing over your skin like he could never be scrubbed away.
(1 new message - Hyunjin)
Why'd you leave?
You hated it when he did this. You hated him. And you loved him. You hated how he would call, and you couldn't resist saying yes. You hated how he'd say he could only fall asleep when it was next to you. You hated the way he looked at you.
You swore he looked at you like he loved you.
Tossing your phone back onto you bed, you went through the rest of your morning, hoping your next cup of coffee would bring the life back into your face.
Hyunjin always managed to reappear in your life whenever you finally forgot about him. It was like he was waiting. He only wanted you when you didn't belong to anyone else, and yet he never did enough to make you his.
Annoyed.
Aggravated.
Every heated emotion you could feel would course through your veins when you thought about him, yet you couldn't bring yourself to say no.
And you were only ever like that with him.
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He knocked on your door at 3pm.
"Why'd you leave?" He recited straight from his text message, still left with no response on your phone.
You shrugged, letting him walk into your apartment without giving him an answer.
"Did I do something?" He grabbed your hand.
It was like something snapped. The button no one dared to press was suddenly slammed into, and everything came spilling out.
"Why do we only do this when you know I've moved on?" You said, spite glossing over your words almost like you wanted it to hurt. "You knew - you knew I'd finally gotten over my ex, and you called, like it was a routine, you knew I wasn't attached anymore. Why do we still do this?"
Hyunjin's grip on your hand was still steady. "I don't know what you want."
"Honestly, I don't either. Something... not this."
He always pulled you in so effortlessly. When Hyunjin hugged you, he would hold your face in his chest like he wanted you to hear his heart beating. He would nuzzle his face into your neck. It was never forceful, but it kept you still.
You leaned way, keeping him at a small distance. This was the first time he'd ever really seen you bare - no makeup, no filter, no effort to prove you were okay being his "maybe".
How many times can you fall in love with one person?
"Tell me what you want." Hyunjin spoke quietly.
He'd never had problems telling you how he felt about the others, girls who came and went. Superficial relationships that would be dedicated for a month and then no more.
"Tell me what to do - just talk to me."
"That's not something we do." You hissed. "We don't talk - we fuck, and you talk. About your hookups, your relationships, you just go on like it doesn't bother me." Backing away to the wall, you could feel your cheeks burn. "I hate it."
"Do you hate me?"
"Maybe I do." You nodded, you head hanging down. "I hate being this - this thing - this space you use when you need someone. I don't want to be the space between moments - I don't want to be the 'pause' between the girls you fall in love with"
Hyunjin almost looked satisfied with your response. This was the first time you'd gotten angry with him, and he knew it. He knew you held your tongue around him. He wasn't blind. He just wanted you to expose yourself to him. The intimacy was a step through the door, but it wasn't enough to make it home.
"I just - I want -"
Grabbing your shoulders firmly, Hyunjin made you look up at him, tears gripping your eyelashes.
"What do you want?"
The look in his eyes was the look of clarity. He asked this same question, but he had his own answer.
A small pur of a sigh, the motion letting the tears fall one by one. "I don't want to see you with anyone else."
He let you cry for a moment until your breaths were steady again. Stroking your cheek with his thumb, he kissed your forehead. His breath moved through your hair.
"I just want you to stay here." You whispered.
"Okay." He leaned into you, his hands on either side of the wall behind you. "I'll stay."
"But -"
"Whatever you want." Hyunjin's eyes were so close. "I'll stay here forever if you want me to."
"I don't understand."
"If I asked you to be with me when we first met, I thought you'd feel unfulfilled. We were so young, and we hadn't lived our lives yet. I would've been content to be with you until you said you didn't want me anymore. I wanted you to live and be done wandering until you were ready to just be mine and no one else's. I'm sorry. I shouldn't have assumed."
The vague childhood jokes Hyunjin used to play on you began to replay themselves behind his words. The times he'd laugh and say "you should date him" - you hated it, but you understood.
"I had to learn how to love other people before I could love you - properly."
He loves me?
"That was the only kind of love you deserved - a proper, complete love. I've done what I needed to do. I made my mistakes, and I took the hard way out of my problems." Hyunjin kissed you sweetly, his lips moving slowly and carefully before pulling away. "I wanted to grow up, so I could love you properly." He rested his forehead on yours, his nose brushing against yours.
His hands gripped your hips firmly before he backed away, letting you see his face clearly.
"Are you ready for me?"
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I posted 238 times in 2021
81 posts created (34%)
157 posts reblogged (66%)
For every post I created, I reblogged 1.9 posts.
I added 348 tags in 2021
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#bucky barnes - 50 posts
#mcu - 32 posts
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Longest Tag: 86 characters
#i also don’t officially know if it’s a girl but for now that’s what i’m going with lol
My Top Posts in 2021
#5
Rough Day - Steve Rogers x Reader
Author's Notes: I feel like I'm really bad a writing fluff so I hope this turned out okay @unleashthebeees. I adore you and I hope you are doing well!
Prompt: (not from the list) You snap at Steve after a bad day, fluff ensues. ;)
Word Count: 450
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If one more thing went wrong you were pretty sure you were gonna combust.
You’d managed to spill your coffee on your favorite shirt, run late to your morning meeting because Susan from accounting wouldn’t stop talking about her knitting club, You’d lost your earphones, Been yelled at by you boss for something that wasn’t your fault and now You stood at your apartment door looking for your keys.
“I swear if I lost them I’m gonna scream,” you mumbled.
“You okay?” Steve asked.
You jumped and screamed.
He chuckled. “I’m sorry. I didn’t mean to-”
You cursed. “Why did you do that? You know I hate being scared! Why are you even here!?” You screamed at him.
He stepped back and swallowed.
It was then that you saw the flowers in his hand. You were too angry to care. You rummaged through your purse again and finally found your keys. You opened your door, rushed inside and slammed it behind you.
You threw your stuff down, fell onto your bed and cried.
At some point you must have fallen asleep because when you woke up it was twilight outside. You heard noises in your kitchen and remembered Steve.
You felt sick. You didn’t mean to yell at him.
When you walked into the kitchen you saw flowers on the counter and takeout on the dinner table. He’d even lit candles.
“Hey,” he said quietly when he saw you. “You okay?”
That was all he had to say and you teared up again.
“I’m so sorry!” You walked to him and he held you in his arms.
He kissed the top of your forehead and rubbed your back. You told him about your awful day and listened as he led you to the table. You continued to vent as you ate and then he ushered you to the couch.
“I’m sorry you had to deal with all of that,” he said as you lay in his arms.
“I’m sorry I snapped at you.”
You felt him shake his head. “I understand. Listen, I’ll draw you a bath and you can relax for a bit while I clean up here, okay?”
You sighed. “Are you serious? What did I do to deserve you?”
He kissed you deeply. “Go on. I’ll be here when you get done.”
When you finished Steve had cleaned the kitchen, and set up the living room for a movie night. You curled up against him and he let you pick your favorite film.
“I love you,” he whispered mid-movie.
“I love you too.” You said with a quick kiss. And you fell asleep in his arms while his thumb drew little circles on your palm.
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#4
A Decent Apology - Clark Kent x Reader
Authors Notes: Thanks for this request Anon! I hope you like it!
Prompt: 9. You'd better have a good reason for waking me up at the crack of dawn.
Word count: 510
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You hadn’t meant to upset him. In fact, you weren’t exactly sure what you’d done. You and Clark had been in the kitchen at his mother’s house helping with dinner. He hadn’t been all that chatty, so you tried to lighten the mood by dancing around when you bumped into him. He glared at you and told you to quit acting like a child. His mother chastised him, but it didn’t help. He just huffed and left the room.
You didn’t stay for dinner.
You sighed and ran your hands over your face.
“Just go to sleep, y/n,” you mumbled to yourself.
You fell back onto your mattress, pulled the sheets up over your head and groaned. “Clark Kent, you are an idiot.”
A gentle hand on your shoulder woke you sometime the next morning.
“Y/n?”
You knew that voice. “Clark? What are you doing here?” You looked at your alarm clock. “It’s 5:45 in the morning!”
“I know, I’m sorry.” His voice was off. Almost regretful.
You sat up straight in the bed. “Is everything okay? What’s wrong?” You could only assume the worst.
He chuckled. “No, no. It’s not- Everything is fine.”
Your shocked expression shifted quickly to aggravation. “Then you’d better have a good reason for waking me up at the crack of dawn.”
He smiled softly. “Technically, it’s not dawn yet.” He held his hand out for you.
You wanted to smack it away and be petty. Or maybe you’d settle for throwing yourself back down to the warm bed calling your name. But instead you took it.
He led you outside then pulled you close to him. He lifted the both of you off the ground and flew you to your roof.
Your small Kansas farm home was nothing special but the view was to die for. Nothing but trees and fields as far as you could see. You loved it.
As you and Clark settled on the shingles you noticed the beautiful gradient sunrise. The sun was just below the horizon and would break at any second.
Clark pulled you into his lap and wrapped his arms around you. He kissed your cheek. “I’m sorry for last night. I shouldn’t have talked to you like that.”
“It’s fine-“
“No, it’s not," he said firmly. I’m sorry.”
You looked up at him to see the reds and oranges tint his cheeks and nose. If you hadn’t seen them red before, you’d have been shocked at the color of his eyes.
“Thank you.”
Clark looked at you and in his eyes you saw the sun break and the sunrise begin.
“I love you, y/n.”
You smiled. “I’d say, as apologies go, this one is pretty good. Did you plan for me to watch the sun through your eyes, or?”
He chuckled. “Well, I figured since I see it in your eyes everyday, I should repay the favor.” He winked down at you.
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#3
Trend I saw on TikTok said:
“Forget your Zodiac sign. Tell me what three Marvel characters make up your personality.”
Answer and tag your friends!
Mine are Hawkeye, Pepper Potts, and Mantis
Tagging: @girl-next-door-writes @itsanerdlife @that-sokovian-bastard @cassiopeiassky @sarahwroteathing @unleashthebeees @sgtbxckybxrnes @meganlpie
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#2
Words Hurt - Clark Kent x Reader
Author’s Notes: This was super fun to write! Thank you for this request @widowvinter​! Hopefully, I did the ending justice. I feel like my writing got cringey but I tried to push through it. So I hope You like it.
Prompts:  12. I just want to be alone right now,  13. Don’t you dare ever do that again, 18. I came here to explain what happened, and I’m not leaving until you listen,  34. Those things you said yesterday… Did you mean them?
Word Count:  1.2k (oops.)
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Clark had his back turned. He was shooting lasers from his eyes and killing hordes of goblins. 
 You saw the rogue goblin grab a rocket launcher from the rubble and aim it at Clark.
 “No!!” On instinct, you jumped in between Clark and the threat. You pulled your balled fists in an X across your chest and then tossed them out with a shout as you threw the biggest forcefield of your life.
 The rocket exploded against the holographic wall, and the force threw you into Clark, who’d since detected the threat and turned in horror to see you defending him.
 He caught you and annihilated the final goblin. He looked down to see you slowly waking from being knocked out.
 He flew you to the rest of the league and Arthur took you from him and set you on the ground. 
 You groaned at the headache you’d acquired. “That was dumb.” You tried to chuckle but it made your head throb.
 Clark let his feet touch the ground as he examined your head. “You have a concussion.”
 “I’m fine,” you smiled at him but he scowled back.
 “You shouldn’t have done that.” Clark said angrily.
 “What are you talking about?” You looked up at him with a squint. “I was just trying to-”
 “I wouldn’t have been hurt but pushing your powers that hard was dangerous and now look at you,” he grimaced.
 “Easy, big guy,” Arthur started. “She was-”
 “I don’t care!” Superman began to rise from the ground. “It was reckless and stupid. Don’t You dare do that again! You put the whole team at risk and you are a liability out here. We can’t save the world if we’re constantly picking you up and saving your life!”
 Tears welled in your eyes and you looked to Barry.
 He nodded, and in a flash he took you and left.
...........
 You sat curled up on the couch. 
 Barry had brought you to a safe house not too far from the Wayne manor. And he’d been trying daily to convince you to come back.
 Barry brought you a cup of tea and sat in a chair across from you. “It’s been a week, y/n,” he said quietly. “How long are you gonna pretend to avoid him?”
 “Pretend?”
 He ticked his head to the side. “You and I both know he can find you like that.” He snapped his fingers.
 You did know that. 
 “You don’t have to stay,” you said. “But I’m not ready to go back.”
 He sighed. “I’m sure he didn’t mean to-”
 “He made his point very clear,” you snapped.
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#1
Behind the Wall - Minho x Reader(f)
Authors notes So apparently this fandom is my muse for now. I haven’t written this much in a long time. It actually feels really good to finally write something easily. This fic takes place during The Maze Runner (book). Bold words are direct quotes from the book. I do not take any credit for Dashner’s work. 
Word Count: 1.4k
Notes/Warnings: Angst! crying, fighting, fluff at the end
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  Something was wrong. He was usually back by now. “I don’t like this.” You said to Newt who stood beside you.
You could hear footsteps  in the grass behind you, the other gladers were gathering at the door.
“They’ll be back.” Newt said with very little hope in his voice. He was probably trying to convince himself.
“No he won’t, it’s too late.” You said honestly. It made you want to puke but it was the truth.
“He’ll make it. He always does.” Newt reassured as he leaned on the garden hoe he’d carried with him.
You shook your head. Something was wrong.
The doors rumbled and began to move.
You jerked forward but Newt grabbed a hold of you. “Don’t!” He said as you struggled against him.
“I can’t leave him out there!” Tears welled in your eyes. You were going to lose him.
Another pair of hands helped Newt and you looked over to see Gally holding you back.
“Let go, slinthead!” You screamed. It was no use, though. Gally was way stronger.
“I can’t do that, Y/N.” He said firmly. “Not gonna lose you, too.”
“Look!” Newt cried.
You stopped struggling long enough to see two figures way beyond the wall. Mihno and Alby, but something was off. Was Minho carrying Alby?
“Newt!” You didn’t know why you called for him, there was nothing he could do.
There was a commotion from behind some of the gathered Gladers and then you heard Newt call out, “Don’t do it, Tommy. Don’t you bloody do it!”
Suddenly a body was running into the maze. Thomas.
While everyone was shouting for the greenie, you cried out for Minho.
You saw him find you in the crowd. He grabbed hold of Alby and tried to run faster but he fell and didn’t get back up.
Soon, you couldn’t see him anymore, just the closing doors and Thomas’ back. Then, the doors were closed.
You screamed louder than you ever had before. Minho was gone. Lost to the maze.
Gally let go of you and muttered a quiet, “I’m sorry.”
You sobbed on the ground, the world blurry around you.
Newt placed a hand on your back. “He’ll be alright, Y/N.”
You tried to compose yourself. Letting all the boys see you break like this wasn’t good for morale. You could almost hear the words coming from Alby.
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The Boyz - Son Eric [Smut] :^)
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heya ! after procrastinating for the last few hours i'm finally able to post my very first smut, yay ! enjoy, my loves ♡
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pairing: {brattamer/dom!eric (tbz) x fem!brat!reader}
summary: {eric is busy studying and you think of a way to get his attention-turning into smut obv.}
word count: {~1,3-1,4k}
warnings: {none really, issa smut lol}
requested: {yes, by anon ! dw i gotchu :D}
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~tysm for the request !~
(also eric is still going to school in this au sksks felt like giving him homework to focus on fit pretty nice)
NOT PROOF READ BECAUSE I'M TOO LAZY MYSELF AND HAVE NO FRIENDS TO DO THAT FOR ME (:
ACTUAL START DOWN HERE
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the way eric licked his lips while working on his homework got you weak in the knees. he looked so incredibly hot whenever he was concentrating on something, you could watch him for years. "y/n could you please stop staring at me like that ? it kinda makes me nervous..", eric finally spoke up and turned around in his seat to look at you. you were sitting right next to him and probably haven't looked away a single time since he started studying.
your eyes were scanning his face, all of his features.. his damn good looking face almost made you angry. "what the fuck are you so handsome for ??", you yelled and let out a fake cry. eric just laughed at it and turned back to the bunch of papers infront of him: "yeah i mean if i had nothing good about me, i wouldn't have such a gorgeous girlfriend like you eh ?"
his words also put a smile on your face, but honestly you weren't in the mood for sweet talk right now. you've been extremely horny since you guys woke up in the morning and eric rather gave all his attention to his stupid homework than to his "gorgeous girlfriend".
"how long will that stuff take ? i've been waiting for hours and i need you right nowww", you whine. "mhm patience my girl, rushing me wont help you", he responds.
a sigh left your mouth and you let your hand fall on his thigh, resting it there for some time. he obviously didn't mind, so you started carressing it, giving it some squeezes in between. "y/n please, if the fact that you are staring at me all the time didn't make me nervous enough, this is, for sure.. i'll be finished very soon and will be all yours then, alright ?", he scratched his head and gently pushed your hand away from his thigh. flashing him the biggest smile and nodding at the same time, you stood up and walked over to his closet. you'd be getting what you wanted, one way or another.
you opened erics closet, looking for one of his shirts to throw on. after you found what you were looking for, you unclasped your bra and pulled your shirt over your head. tossing them both on the floor, you turned around to see if eric was looking - no chance. you groaned, took off your pants and threw them onto your other clothes. while quickly slipping his shirt over, you still kept an eye on him. honestly how could anyone look THAT hot while studying ??
you were now left with only his big ass tshirt and your panties on, making your way back to him. instead of sitting back onto your own seat, you let yourself down on erics lap. he let out a sigh once again: "you comfortable now, ma'am ?" you hummed in response and started to move around a little, trying to get even more 'comfortable'.
"if you insist on sitting in my lap, could you at least stay still ? listen, you're not the only person in this household who'd prefer to do something else right now, but i really have to get this done and having you move around on my dick is not helpi- is that my shirt you're wearing ??"
this time you didn't respond in any way, you just kept moving around and squeezing his thighs. eric tried to push you off of his lap, but you stayed stubborn: "is there a problem with it ? also,, your little friend's telling me you love having me in your lap.."
"no, there's not but.. please get up, i can't work like that ! and never call my dick 'little friend' again !", he complained. after he tried to push you away multiple times, you actually got up and were now standing next to him, looking like you don't belong anywhere.
"you know i'd love to spend my time with you right now, but i really have to focus on studying at the moment.. also, why the hell are you not wearing pants anymore ??", he groaned after seeing your bare legs poke out below his shirt, ".. you're really something else, you know that, right ? just let me finish my work now." you had to hold back a laugh at how annoyed he seemed, but compared to you, eric didn't think there was anything to laugh about. he rolled his eyes, concentrating on his studies again.
at this point you were becoming a little frustrated too, not understanding how he could still resist you and STILL prefer working on school rather than working on you (ehehe). all of the sudden an idea came to your mind, that one has to work for sure !you grabbed the pen he was currently writing with and threw it on the floor;
"oh noo, seems like you dropped something.. let me help you !"
you bend down in front of him, revealing half your ass and picking up the pen, when you're being pulled back onto his lap again. "enough of that, stop playing around already. you just wont let me study, will you ? fucking brat, you think you can keep acting up like that all day and expect me to stay calm ?"
out of shock you dropped the pen you just picked up again and immediatly felt your heat throbbing at his reaction.
did that really just work ??
now he was the one to squeeze your thighs, but he didn't go easy on you. he grabbed a handful of your flesh and roughly kneaded it until you felt a burning pain spreading in that area, the pain causing you to moan. "bet you just wanted me to snap at some point, right ? test how far you could push me until i go crazy ?" you hummed, slightly embarrassed at the fact, that seeing your boyfriend being annoyed of you turned you on that much.
after you admitted to that, his hands were quick to find their way to your core, rubbing your clothed clit. you let your head fall back onto his chest, "knew it.. ", he whispered. eric also murmured something else you didn't quiet understand, but you were just trying to enjoy the moment really. "all that teasing just for the tiniest bit of pleasure..", he then added, ".. you couldn't even be patient about it.. unbelievable."
after a good minute of him straight up teasing you, you started whining. "please, s-stop teasing me..", you stuttered.
"huh, what did you say ? weren't you the one to start all the teasing ?", he cheekily asked, and you just groaned in response. "come on, speak up baby, tell me what you want." "please.. just touch me eric god damn, i've been waiting for this the entire day, i really need you, please.."
that earned you a little chuckle from eric: "hmm i don't think you derseve to be touched at all, thinking of the way you acted up all day..", regardless of what he just said, he got rid of your panties and started properly rubbing your clit. his free hand went up to your throat, giving it a good squeeze, "you've been such a brat, not listening to me and teasing me all day.. shouldn't i be punishing you rather than pleasuring you now ?"
you shook your head 'no': "you just looked so good concentrating on your stuff and all and- oh fuck..", you were interrupted by him letting a finger sink into you, curling it upwards and squeezing your throat tighter. finally getting what you wanted just felt way too good..
"god, feels like you're soaking and i haven't even started yet..", eric panted and started moving his finger inside of you, soon adding another one. "feels.. so nice.. please keep going.." your breathing became even heavier as the hand that was resting around your throat now went down to your boobs, teasing your nipples and twisting them gently. by that time you could feel an obvious bulge poking at your butt, so you tried lifting your hips a bit and returning the favor. "don't even think about that, you're not getting to touch me", eric demands, increasing the speed of his fingers pumping in and out of you, "drop your attitude first."
"i-i don't know what you mean..", you panted and closed your eyes, to solely focus on his actions. "oh, so now you don't know what i'm talking about anymore ?", he mocked and pumped his fingers as far into you as he could, earning a surprised moan from you, ".. you don't remember dropping that pen on purpose just to show your fucking ass off to me ? was that someone else then ?" him bringing that up made you clench around his fingers and you couldn't hold back any of your moans anymore. you automatically pressed your butt against his bulge, hoping to get any kind of response to that.
even though he managed to hold back how horny he actually was pretty well, you could clearly hear him cursing under his breath now. "and also.. shit.. what are you gonna do about it, huh ? about me disrespecting you and.. n-not listeni-.." eric shoved his free fingers into your mouth, stopping you from talking. "shut your mouth already, am i not doing enough for you yet? needy little brat, once i've made you cum i'll throw you on the bed and fuck some sense into you, but you'd probably even like that, wouldn't you ?"
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if you read until here,, wow, tysm ! i hope you somewhat enjoyed it lol
i'm actually thinking about writing a part 2, if anyone would even be interested in that.. anywaysss
feel free to request whatever you like !
feedback is always welcome ~
stay healthy & stan the boyz ♡
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Hey idk if I've already sent this but how would V, jumin and zen react when mc is on her period and gets angry very very easily (you accidentally bump into her? Well now you're dead) and then mc gets very sad because she got angry at them and starts crying (I'm like this when I'm on my period and no one comes near me lol it sucks) it's fine it you don't want to do it but if you decide to do it then thank you so much 😊😊😊
OOF GIRL SAME I-
Also imma try a new format hope y’all like it
Zen, Jumin and V reacting to an MC who gets super emotional on her period:
Zen:
So this poor fella has no idea that you’re on your period, and that day, when he came come, he found some delicious candies on the table. He thought, oh well, why not eat one? They look absolutely delicious. Biggest mistake of his life. You came in the kitchen, just in time to find your boyfriend munching on your delicious candies.
THE AUDACITY OF THIS MAN.
You glared at him and Zen immediately froze, midway through the candy. Before Zen could defend himself you very angrily asked him WHY did he eat YOUR candy??? Did he buy it? No??? Then WHY WAS HE EATING IT!
You had been saving that candy since the morning, and after a stressful day decided to eat it while you watched your comfort movies and series that you always binged when you were in your period. It made you so mad that he had taken a bit of candy, and he realized. Zen tried to apologize, over and over but you wouldn’t hear it.
You huffed and quickly ran to your room, banging closed the door.
And that’s when Zen realized, he fucked up.
After a few minutes Zen gently knocked on the door, and you replied with a sort of rude “what.”
“Y/N...I’m sorry I ate your candy without permission. I know how much you love them and to eat them without asking was terrible for me to do. Would you forgive me if I went and bought you some more? And how about I add a snuggle session for later hm? Would that make you happy babe?”
It went quiet. Slowly, you opened the bedroom door and tackled Zen in a big hug. “IM SORRY!” You cried. “I’m just on my period and I’m so emotional today and I just got really mad for no reason, Zenny you’re allowed to eat how many candies you want I’m sorry!”
Zen chuckled and held you tight, telling you it was alright. The rest of the afternoon, the two of you watched TV and ate some of your favorite food, cuddling and giving each other kisses.
Jumin:
He was so busy with work!!!!
You knew that you shouldn’t get mad about something like that, but you couldn’t help but feel neglected! That afternoon you and Jumin were supposed to eat together and watch some movies, Jumin had taken the day off just for that, because you told him he needed to rest. Yet...there he was, locked in his office, on the phone with his coworkers and documents piled up in his desk.
For about the fifth time that day, you gently knocked on Jumin’s door and brought him some food. You were both supposed to be eating together, but that was two hours and a half ago. He must’ve been hungry and you weren’t in the mood for a romantic dinner anymore. Jumin looked up as you placed the plate on his desk, and he grabbed your hand and kissed it, as a thank you.
“I will be done soon, my love.” He whispered, but you knew that he would probably be busy the rest of the day. You shook your head and tried to smile, telling him it was fine.
It also didn’t help that you were in your period. You tried to leave as quick as possible because you didn’t want to be mad at this perfection of a man. It wasn’t his fault and he was doing his best! Yet you still felt way too emotional and you couldn’t help but...feel a bit angry. It was mostly because you knew he was overworking himself, and you felt like he was ignoring your concerns for him...
You went to your bed and laid there, under the mattresses and didn’t come out until you hear a silent knock on the door. “My love..?” Jumin asked, as he went into the room. Slowly you sat up on the bed and Jumin looked at you with guilt all over his face. “I’m so sorry.” He said, after a few minutes of silence. You slowly opened your mouth to tell him that it was alright. You were just worried. But all that came out of your mouth was a pound sob and before you could realize it, tears were streaming down your face. Jumin quickly walked over to you and gave you a hug, and you tightened your grip on him while you sobbed.
“I’m, I’m sorry” you cried. “I just- why are they such assholes, I- you never get to r-rest, and I want to spent t-time with you, but they just w-want you all for themselves, and today w-was supposed to be OUR day, but y-you had to work again, and you al-always d-do you beeeeest”
“Love-”
“AND I, dont w-want to be ungrateful or anything b-because you’re doing so m-much but I don’t want you t-to suddenly collapse because of overworking y-yourself and you d-don’t listen to me, Jumin I don’t want to end up a widow because y-you die from overwork you know?! And I-it’s not fair you ignore me g-getting worried, WAHHHHH I LOVE YOU SO MUCH.”
After a few minutes of sobbing, you finally calmed down and wiped your eyes. “I’m sorry Jumin. I know this is not the best way to express myself...but in my defense my hormones are going a bit crazy right now because of my period...”
“You’re on your period?” He asked, and you nodded. Say no more. Jumin immediatly took a whole week off and spent the rest of the time cooking for you, buying you crazy amounts of chocolates, hugging you and kissing you. He knew you were just worried for him and he got why you would be a bit mad because he’s not taking care of himself, after all, he’s the same with you.
The rest of the time you both cuddled and kissed each other, watching your favorite movies and laying in bed till noon.
V:
It had all happened in a flash. But V accidentally threw your chocolate cake on the floor. Your chocolate cake.
YOUR CHOCOLATE CAKE
You immediately gave a yelp and cried, and maybe also yelling at V a bit.
You were in your period, and right now the only thing that could make you feel better was a slice of chocolate cake. But V didn’t make that possible. As soon as you screamed at V “HEY V WHAT THE HELL” and he flinched you immediately feel bad.
V knelt on the floor beside you and tried to pick up the pieces of chocolate cake that he thought maybe you could save.
“I’m sorry Y/N.” He said, guiltily. You shook your head and tried not to cry.
“No V don’t apologize...gravity isn’t your fault, and I wasn’t watching my step. Sorry for getting mad.”
“But..I still bumped into you. Sorry.”
“V nO - I JUST SAID IT WASNT YOUR FAULT
“IM SORRYYY”
I’m just kidding lmao
After a thousand apologies, you hugged V and told him that he could make it up by helping you cook some more chocolate cake. That immediatly brightened both of your moods, and you spent the afternoon baking some delicious cake, and cookies, and cupcakes, and more cookies, and making tons and tons of sweet snacks (like torta chilena UFFF ITS DELICIOUS)
V was immediatly pardoned, and honestly who could stay mad at him for that long? You gave him a little peck on the nose and told him that everything was fine and that you were happy. Then you both went out to your little patio and ate your food while watching a beautiful sunset.
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3x12 The Coming of Arthur pt 1
The title is such low hanging fruit I feel bad cracking a joke about it.
It's a quest episode! I love a quest episode. Srsly feel free to send me any and all Merthur quest fics. I can't get enough 😂
This is the episode responsible for the lovely Leon fanon headcanon that he's immortal. Always handy in an Arthur Returns fic.
Uther: you must go on this mission alone
Arthur: *brings Merlin*
I do love Merlin being being a smart alec and nagging Arthur while packing. Excellent banter.
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Arthur threatening a young boy like this is such an ugly and uncharacteristic action it makes me angry.
Merlin tending to Arthur while he's sick and injured 🥺
Also I'm sorry but Merlin shows fuckin Gilli his magic but he's hiding it from fuckin Gwaine while Arthur is suffering? Silly.
Cenred's massive army makes me wonder if it's a result of his tolerance of magic or lower standards than the knights of Camelot, or some combination of both.
Poor Leon, though. He's just got back from near death in that forest and Uther sends him right fuckin back in 😂
Looks like they snuck in to Camelot via the dragon's cave. I doubt that was the intention but I still approve 😂
Knowing he's on a suicide mission, Arthur gives Merlin an out, knowing he'll never take it, knowing he doesn't even want him to: he still presents him with the choice.
How come literally everyone else gets a crown that fits them but Arthur walks around looking like he's wearing hand-me-downs?
Morgana might be evil but she looks damn good on a throne.
3x13 The Coming of Arthur pt 2
There's a post going around Twitter about ppl who nitpick at TV shows... this comment falls into exactly that category 100% but I'm sorry, I cannot just ignore the fact that Morgana's got these massive banners and an entire army's worth of uniforms, I mean look:
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Every guard with the sigil on his uniform and half a dozen banners in the council chambers alone. That's to say nothing of the ones outside. I mean look at the sheer fuckin size of these things:
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Look how tiny the ppl are next to em! They've gotta be at least 15 feet long, at least. Where did they come from? Were they all magicked into existence? Who designed that sigil? What does it represent? Is it Gorlois' banner? I HAVE QUESTIONS.
Leon isn't someone I've ever been particularly attracted to, personally, but his defiant shout of "Long Live the King" in the face of Morgana's threats, is sexy as hell.
Depressed Arthur is such a mood.
So. Gwen. Originally in 3x12 when Morgana essentially invited Gwen into the fold (insofar as a Queen's servant can be), it seems to be a set up, because Morgana has been treating Gwen like shit for ages, why would she suddenly want her friend back? Especially since Morgana knows something is going on between Gwen and Arthur - there's no way she believes that they were actually under the spell of some random sorcerer, that just doesn't make any sense. So you kind of assume - or at least I did - that Morgana is keeping Gwen close knowing that she'll be useful as bait or a hostage, just essentially as a person of value to Arthur. She's known Gwen for too long to actually believe she'd cross Arthur, there's just no way someone as machiavellian as Morgana doesn't see Gwen's 'loyalty' as a simple survival tactic. All of this is to say, when Morgana and Morgause eavesdrop on Gwen's conversation with Sir Leon, Morgana is just like, 'welp, she's betrayed me. Guess I'll kill her in the morning.' as though she was actually expecting Gwen to do anything else?!?! Like, why? It would've made so much more sense to just cut that line entirely and go straight to something like
Morgana: it's as we suspected, she's betrayed me
Morgause: yes, now she can lead us straight to Arthur
And it would've made so much more sense than the weird sort of purgatory they've implied where Morgana changed her mind about Gwen very suddenly the night before she took the throne. It's not a super important detail in the overarching story but it's another example of how carelessly their story has been handled.
Me rn:
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I do love that they made Freya the Lady of the Lake, and that she kept her promise by telling Merlin how to defeat the army of the dead.
How Merlin really sees Kilgharrah:
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Gwen really is the smartest of all of them.
I do love that Merlin's first undead kill with excalibur is entirely an accident lol
The subtext between Morgana and Morgause is really gross. I haven't said anything before because I generally don't approve of ship shaming but the not so subtle subtext gives me the heebies.
This is such a great shot
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Everything about it, his woman at his left and his man at his right, his romantic rival opposite him on his wife's side, as directly opposite her as possible at a round table with an uneven number of placements. It's a really beautiful shot, fitting for an equally beautiful scene. It's a very moving scene, the music really adds the exact emotion you'd expect for this moment we all recognize... and I feel like the knights' oaths are very well matched. The snarky part of me wanted to make a 'call me maybe' joke about Percival, but he's so sincere I just can't do it. The moment of levity added by Merlin's banter with Arthur is really, really well paced. Honestly I think it's probably the next perfect, iconic scene since Gwen and Arthur's first kiss. Hats off to this crew.
(Don't worry dear reader, I'm sure I'll get back to complaining shortly)
Santiago is so dreamy. I'd share his bedroll any day.
I like that despite all the talk of equality and doing the thing Uther wouldn't approve of, Gwen still worries about the company seeing her and Arthur kiss. Like, he's planning an insurrection with a bunch of commoners and two dudes who've been officially banished from Camelot, but she's internalized the classism and the rules of royalty so deeply that even amongst friends she instinctively keeps their relationship hidden. I'm not sure how intentional that was but it's brilliant.
The fight big fight scene with Merlin just barely missing the cup while the knights are cornered, and Gaius showing up like the brilliant deus ex machina that he is, honestly makes the previous budget-slashed episodes more bearable. Because this really is great, even knowing it's great at the expense of those others.
Morgana's screeching is eerily similar to Aithusa's.
I wonder if they knew they were getting renewed for a fourth season when they wrote this. Because you know, it really could've worked as a series finale as well. An open-ended series finale, but a series finale all the same.
As a Queens kid, I cannot explain to you the joy it gives me to watch Arthur and Merlin just chillin on the steps to the castle as tho it were a stoop, which I suppose, in a sense... it kind of is. Ahhh youthful days.
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Commentary is Jeremy Webb and Julian Murphy.
And this kids, is why we're watching with commentary! They've just explained that Morgana's sigil is supposed to symbolize the Rowan tree that's supposed to be at the heart of the Isle of the Blessed. That suggests she designed it herself, so there's at least one of my earlier questions answered.
They talk a lot about how Emila Fox was very pregnant when they were filming her in this season, and they shot entirely around it - and I can't help but feel anger toward Joss Whedon and his 'handling' of Charisma Carpenter's pregnancy during S4 of Angel.
One of them called the round table scene 'curiously moving' and I think that is really fitting. They'd had this in mind for about two years, which is probably why it's so extraordinary. That's a great gestation period for a scene as iconic as this.
One final tidbit: the sword in the stone was filmed in France, and made it back to Wales intact. I guess nobody wanted to take it out. That's kind of an interesting thought, like a little set superstition or something. It's kind of cute.
The DVD extras/special features will get a separate post if I feel I have comments worth sharing.
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