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#i'm not actually pulling my hair out
franky-y · 3 months
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finally managed to finish this
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moghedien · 8 months
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i swear if you people start uwuifying OCD like you did with ADHD and autism I'm going to start attacking
#the general idea of what OCD is already so fucking wrong and harmful#if you start being like 'oh my little meow meow is so OCD' or 'its not a disorder its just a different way of thinking uwu'#I'M GOING TO FUCKING KILL#ALL OF MY EARLIEST CHILDHOOD MEMORIES FROM AGE 3 AND UP ARE OF HAVING PANIC ATTACKS#PLEASE GO FUCK YOURSELVES THIS IS A MISERABLE FUCKING DISORDER ITS NOT CUTE ITS NOT QUIRKY ITS THE REASON I HAD GRAY HAIR AS A TEENAGER#i saw this like 'i let the intrusive thoughts win' isn't something people use all the time for like dying their fucking hair#its exhausting how many people what to be all 'mental illness needs to be more accepted'#and then in the next sentence want to deny that your mental illness is actually harmful to you and doesn't negatively affect you#and its just because society doesn't accept your different way of thinking uwu#NO I LITERALLY WOULD HAVE KILLED MYSELF AS A TEENAGER IF SOMEONE HAD CONVINCED ME THAT MY MENTAL ILLNESS WAS NORMAL AND FINE#figuring out that something was Wrong with my brain was like the best moment of my life#and this 'no you just think differently don't try to change' attitude may be helpful in SOME CASES#but that shit needs to me pulled back on A LOT online because that framing can be extremely harmful to some people (like me)#knowing exactly what is wrong with my brain is literally the only way I'm able to not let it affect me#and it not affecting me is literally the only way I can function and live happily#like you understand that some people do genuinely have things wrong with them#and telling them they don't is beyond cruel
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blessedpictures · 9 months
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I think I scared some of you off from responding - if you want the Editor to make polls about my WIPs, let us know. I won't promise that I'll be able to get anything out in the order you ask but the polls hopefully would give me a better idea of what everyone's looking forward to seeing.
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houseofhyde · 5 days
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raaah why are tech companies investing in ai that steals from artists/ writters & not creating something to turn my thoughts into text? i'm sick of not being able to reach into my mind-palace and pull out my fic, fully formed and written with the same quality that i think it up in.
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ayakashibackstreet · 3 months
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Next time I'm getting haircut at that place I saw curly haired and black stylists. I'm not letting a lady with straight bleached hair touch my scalp ever again
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sysig · 6 months
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DAAAAAAAAAAAAX <3 <3 (Patreon)
#Doodles#SCII#Helix#DAX#ZEX#Hello I have been inconsolable ever since ZEX mentioned that he wished DAX were there so he wouldn't be the only VUX#It is a hideously addictive thought - DAX being there to support his Admiral - he certainly could use it!#Talana got pulled in from Zelnick's girlfriend's ''real'' counterpart - why not Dexter!! Hghgh#It sets my brain on fire (terribly affectionate)#I love DAX sm ;; I love ZEX sm! I love their dynamic sm ;;;;#He would've been such a comfort hhh my head is full of all these horrifically self-indulgent scenes of They ♥#Firstly of them meeting up with each other!! ZEX is very tactile haha <3 He needs the physical reassurance so bad haha ;u;#Not quite like twining arms but DAX won't recoil at least <3 Hugs good!#Can you tell that second one was a spacefiller lol#ZEX very well acquainted with crying now haha - at least it's for something positive! For once :')#Ugh imagining their little differences in approach is so fjdkslafdf - same stimuli different outcomes! I love them hgh#I like to imagine DAX just observing the showers with a distant annoyance-interest like ''What the heck is that'' lol#Very dissimilar from ZEX's Intense interest but not actually picking up any skills from the experience lol#But really it's just my secret desire for DAX to learn how to wash hair so he can corral his Admiral into taking care of his body haha#Two VUX would have a very different kind of scaffolding of learning how to get along! They'd both benefit from whatever one finds out!#Might keep ZEX just a teensy bit more on track of finding things out to report back and help DAX out hehe <3 Maybe possibly lol#Still wouldn't stop him from hitting on DAX hehehehe ♪ What's this? Someone he likes and trusts in a human form? Hmm :)#Hhhh they ;; Recreating the scene of Max coming onto Dex and then Dexter turning it around on him - not that they'd know#I'm fine this is fine I'm not crying or anything ;;;; Parallels are my favourites I can't stand this <3 <3#There's just so much to think about! And it's all so much to me!! ♥
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die-tenebris · 3 months
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oh yeah, life update- because you all need those and expect it from me- started watching 'the fall of the house of usher' and I'm just kinda wondering like, is subtlety dead?
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menlove · 1 year
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feel like I am going insane bc every trans person I know rn is terrified bc we are living through the precursor to genocide. most jewish people I know are also terrified as well as recognizing just how disgustingly and horrifyingly similar rn is to 1930s germany
and then you talk to the average person and they say either "omg what I had no idea that was happening!!" or "stop being so dramatic it's not that bad"
meanwhile flordia is taking steps to make it legal to convict trans people of sex crimes against children just for existing in public and subsequently making sex crimes against children warrant the death penalty. many places are cracking down on public restroom rules that will make it impossible for trans people to use public facilities. many states are making it illegal to be trans or in drag in public bc children could be there. other states are making being trans a viable reason to take away your children. others are making it so that you cannot receive gender affirming care if you are depressed, autistic, or are friends with other trans people....
like they are winding up to kill us, they are removing us from public life, they are taking away our children, they are making it illegal to talk about us... just how long until we start seeing legislation forcing us to identify ourselves visibly? how long until we get stripped of citizenship? how long until people start taking it fucking seriously?
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masked-and-doomed · 4 months
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Fucked up that most people's first time seeing the Conclave (in Sign rather than Vastedge) they're there. For some time. And then fucking die. Like yeah you're relevant to the whole fucking world of guilty gear. Skill issue tho, should've planned this better after nearly 200 years. Bye bye. Now let's move on !
At least Chronus has that one moment in Rev where he broke out Asuka... He did play a good background support role. Claps for Chronus. 👏
I wonder if Libraria would have done the same thing if she followed Chronus' words and took the Conclave's dream on her shoulders, being the one to live through it....
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curiosity-killed · 6 months
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just a couple of bonkers conversations i've had lately and can't quite stop thinking about
[ALT ID: Two simple black and white comics.
The first comic shows three people sitting in a row in a theatre. The first person is labeled "ballet master for company," the second "director of the company I dance with who, at best, doesn't acknowledge my existence," and the third is "Me." In the second panel, the first two people are talking and the director says, "I think people also go to his class because he's so nice to look at, right?" while turning to look at me. The third panel shows the third person staring back in bewilderment, with just a label reading "so gay."
The second comic shows two people talking on the phone. The first says "Yeah, like I know I tend to wear baggy clothes to cover up—" and the second interjects with "Yeah, 'cause you don't have a choice. Like you HAVE to wear a leotard and tights—". The second panels shows the first person looking surprised and thinking, "Wow are we actually coming to an understanding about this?" but the thought bubble is interrupted by the second person saying, "—at some point, you just had to get over any body issues you might have had." The third panel shows the first person covering their face with their hand as the second person continues, "Like I don't understand why you WOULD because you're skinny and a dancer and—" and a caption in the bottom righthand corner reads, "The answer: No, we were not."]
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babisawyer · 6 months
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I think whoever developed cellphone cameras should be shot.
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imaginaryanon · 1 year
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one good thing about either being partially face blind or just having really dogshit eyesight (don't know which one it is and at this point i'm too afraid to ask) and often only being able to tell people apart by hairstyle/outfit/circumstance combos is that i always see something of my current blorbos in myself if i happen to be thinking about them while looking in the mirror. like i know i'm looking at myself and i ALSO know that i look nothing like any of these people,,, And Yet,
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caracello · 1 year
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itihtink i need to take abreak. From watching.
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snurtle · 2 years
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List of current diseases afflicting me:
- hee hee video game fun. no productivity! game! hee hoo hee
- Trying to put my finger on the connection between Orihime, Nel, Unohana, Uryu, Ryuuken, and why healing is connected to sacrifice (driving me crazy)
- Thinking about Szayelaporro Granz too hard and my bloodpressure spikes hard enough to make a life alert spontaneously combust (horny)
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sysig · 1 year
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Scribbly silly squirrel shenaniganary (Patreon)
#Doodles#Original#There it is! The duo effect every time! Lol#But first some squirrels :) I didn't actually pull any references.....again....hhgg I really gotta get better about that lol#I'm still pleased overall at least haha - little squirrel ears are too cute!#Probably just looking around at the neighborhood squirrels since they're abundant around here :) Cute lads#I doodled the first one before deciding on Dahlia's arm but the pose turned out too cute haha - consider it a warmup ♪#The rest are her for sure!#I went through a couple versions of The Artist (he still doesn't have a name lol) but I was kinda set on him from the beginning tbh haha#Ponytails lately I swear lol#My inspiration source was another MEP and the role was cast from Miguel a la El Dorado so he had a bit of influence haha#I imagine him with a kind of honey-light brown hair though not Quite as gold as Miguel's lol#Still cute tho ♪#So to the Platonic Transformation (or whatever the trope is actually called) thing! Lol#I like characters that are kind to [whatever] and then find out they've been interacting with a human/humanoid the whole time haha#It scratches my brain in a very particular way - not expectations of human gratitude or understanding just doing a good thing just because#And then that trust deepens into the human relationship!! I think it's cute!!!#Plus there's something about the Reveal that's so good hhgg <3 <3 Like ''Will they still like me like this?'' Feelings!!#Doubly so if it becomes a found family thing which *cough* I was thinking of accidental adoption again lol#But not there yet >:3c#Gotta develop the initial trust to start!#Oh and throw in some more BBBuniverse lore: This guy is also a shifter! All residents of that universe are lol but he's a Spaceshifter!#My first official designation hehe I've described them before but haven't made one until now :3c#He's only a medium-power spaceshifter so his only work on small spaces and don't last forever - but he's still found a way to utilize it#He's a visual artist who paints then Shifts then paints over his Shifts then Shifts again! He makes moving art :D#It reverts over the course of several months to a year (depending on the price) and then reveals into a beautiful finished painting :D#He's able to make a comfortable living from it ♪ Enough to keep food on his table and a few extra peanuts to share haha#Last few of sleepy Squirrel Dahlia ♪ I think unlike Timeshifters - Shapeshifters can sleep in their forms#They can't sleep Between forms and there might be one(s) they're more comfortable in but as long as it's a Full Form they can sleep :D#She's cute <3 Curled up with her backpack hehe
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thewrongmoon · 2 years
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thinking about how mike and will probably won't be completely honest with one another until after the time skip which means they're going to spend an additional 6 months to two years pining
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