#i'm not gonna activate my twt just yet and idk how to act on tumblr rn but i'll try to be more active again hopefully

[anggeese]

hey anggee you ok? i got worried bc your twt is gone and i just wanted to check up if everything's alright :(

Hi Chuu! Yes, i'm doing alright-ish, at least for now,,,

I'm gonna be honest though, tw for mentions of ideation, but anxiety was really bad during the holidays and my imposter syndrome kicked in. It also really worsened my ideation and for a week it lingered in my head. It felt too much to stay active in my socials while pretending i'm okay around my parents so i decided to deactivate

(I don't have a proper support system so i do tend to self-isolate a lot, which often leads to me impulsively deactivating and leaving, even for a while)

Though, i wanted to stay off for a year, but i realized i'm unhealthily attached to my phone to do that 😅

I'm sorry for making you worry. I just don't like making too big of a deal about it so i just deactivate without saying anything. But i really appreciate your concern 🫂

Sorry for dumping all of this out on your ask O(-(