TW: Transgender Politics, Discrimination, Suicide, Suicidal ideation, Self-Harm, Health Care, Surgery, Hormones, Black Market Drugs, Politics
“When somebody comes in with gender dysphoria that’s bad enough that they are having suicidal ideation or they can’t live their best life, doing nothing is not an option.”-Dr. Michael Haller, Professor and Chief of Pediatric Endocrinology at the University of Florida.
I’ve learned that I am not my thoughts—that “I” exist somewhere else, as something else. I am no longer an intellect. Perhaps I am a soul.
This is important to me.
Martha Crawford in Slate. Once, I Had a Mind Like a Steel Trap. Brain Fog Changed Everything.
As a therapist, I counted on my memory. Then I lost it.
That feeling again
To leave a place and go somewhere new for at least a year and return like a brand new visitor to the place.
Please have forgotten you
Places are new to you
You are a new identity all over again living in the same place
The end result, these simple
but puzzling equations:
a ≤ b
a ≥ b
a ≠ b
a being what is expected of me
b being where my heart lies
x being an unknown quantity
utilized to figure out the intersection
between them, assuming I ever
find out what b actually is.
Edith Pattou, Ghosting
Def offline background for twitch!
VTuber & a friend of mine.
Made around 2022ish
Molly Surazhsky, Slava Culture War! (details), 2022 LOWELL RYAN PROJECTS 4619 W. Washington Blvd. Los Angeles, CA 90016 Tuesday - Saturday, 11am-6pm +1 323 413 2584 lowellryanprojects.com @lowellryanprojects #details #memes #idenity #mollysurazhsky #fiberart #cancelculture #ihateeverything #class #flags #la (at Lowell Ryan Projects) https://www.instagram.com/p/CnVMbvMyeG-/?igshid=NGJjMDIxMWI=
Blog 4 - Building my identity
Now, let’s tie the judgment, 2Q’s, action and self-preservation full circle (blog 1-3).
The reason I want to focus on these is that my lack of identity and constant compromises results in me not doing the work I have to do. My ground motivation is to get my work done.
The long term solution is building my identity that supports that motivation. An identity that gets my work done. There’s 2 parts to this:
1. Actively building that identity
2. Avoiding things that would shake that identity, especially in the beginning.
Point 2 means I need to avoid anime, YouTube, 9gag, media, etc. I can go back to them gradually once my identity is clearer, stronger and not as easily shaken. When I do start watching them, I need to be very judgmental in the way described earlier. This also goes for meeting people, both new and known.
For point 1, I’m not quite sure. I think it’s something along the lines of “Over time, after asking what my needs are and what is good for me, I’ll see a pattern in those answers. I can then extrapolate those patterns into personal values and such, and perhaps arrange those into different levels (eg. low, med, high).” That’s my general idea for now.
It’s a lot to remember, this is the summary.
First: Use 2Q’s to judge and self-preservation to motivate action [many times a day].
Second: Be judgmental and strict to not let your character/identity be torn down by media or people [many times a day].
Third: extrapolate from patterns [every once in a while].
Should Gender Matter in Christianity? - Rebekah Simon-Peter Coaching and Consulting Inc.
Nightwing and Red Hood try to convince security guard, Danny Fenton, to let them "borrow" Harley Quinn for the night
Danny: So why do you need me to let Harley out for you?
Nightwing: C'mon, Danny, buddy...
Harley: Yeah, he's your friend! Do him a solid.
Danny: Shush! Why?
Red Hood: I'm gonna kill the Joker.
Danny: Oh no! No way in any hell am I letting you make him my problem!
Red Hood: I died! Do you have any idea what- wait, no, forgot who I was talking to. Let me try again.
The thing about identity is you can have the system create one for your and be part of the machine or you can craft your own identity defect from a system and have true in unreprogrammed freedom . Choice is yours #politcal #machine #altmodel #machanicalart #idenity #whoareyou #terminator #cyborg https://www.instagram.com/p/CW8DIWwFOOi/?utm_medium=tumblr
what is with 90% of the middle-dark skin tones on piccrew being a weird gray-green shade of brown instead of the color of an alive human