#ideserve

[akashballoo]

[savemefromtoxic]

After the trauma, after the pain, after the heartache, you deserve.. A simple love. An easy love. A real love. One that is kind & passionate, one where it is shown and not just heard. One that is felt in the goosebumps on your skin and in the very depths of your soul. ~ Rick dC @SaveMeFromToxic #trauma #pain #heartache #youdeserve #ideserve #simplelove #easylove #reallove #kind #passionate #actionsoverwords #shown #heard #goosebumps #depthsofsoul https://www.instagram.com/p/Co0jjEaScj_/?igshid=NGJjMDIxMWI=

[accented-e]

-& even the mere thoughts of him are enough…

pulsing, hope-full to

cool play- no expectations yet; a target for my bow.

-swear it’s as if i wrote him down, i even practiced looking up taller than myself, in emanating expectation.

…acknowledging if not #him, a prototype indeed. and indeed i shall spoil & sharpen mine heart happily for my Truest.

star crossed to those in need, i shall, w/ beaming boundaries, do for as God calls—

the mere thoughts… enough…

Sure.

[raisedbdep]

About depression and deserving

9 months ago I end a 2/3 years relatioship with a guy. Since I started my lonely journey trhough the jungle of the single people happened a lot of situations, that make me rethink my relations with men, all kind I see.

At first it was weir, the end of the relation; you know, we have to adapt to a knew rotine. It was horribile, we lived toghether in the pandemy. The last 9 months was really like go trough a pregnancy. At the first 2 weeks I was kinda chocked, afteri simply return to live my new life, it was amazing as 22 year world girl was in a relatioship during my junior e sofmore years while he was graduatig. 

For 3 months I lived as a party girl and I was really hapy, it war carnival in Brasil during this time, the universit stil was online; as 5 a.m. we were in the streets, dancing, summer, funk, kissing, it was like vacation.

For the next 3 months after the last ones it was the worst months of my life. Since 15 I have and treat depression, some hard things start to happen wiht really close friends; I kinda freeze and locked myself in my room for one month and a half, it was so hard to even take care that I cried many  times in the shower just because how dificult  it was. 

My worst nightmare was this, de depression come back, is was a good time since the last episode. I remembered the last episode and how it was terrible, I was in high school, still living with my parents and everything was really different this time, I’m 22, i don’t live with my parents and live in a city 5 hours of travel to mey parents.

I became better slowly with the help of my friends and carers. Ans them, with a lot of effor mine and of my friendas I became a functional human being again, i want to leave home, go to the streats again, succesful at the studies. And them something happen, something that made me feel like a garbage bag, something could go everything back again. But I won’t let it happen, I DESERVE to have a life, i don’t remember how was high school because os the meds. And i not agains meds, inclusive those colorfoul pills has a big part in my return. I just deserve to have good memories.

[strongwithoutrealising]

Always in all ways 💫❤️💫💕💫💜 #quoteoftheday #ideserve #iallow #ireceive #quotestoliveby #morningaffirmations #inspirationalquotes https://www.instagram.com/p/CefV6VGJvrd/?igshid=NGJjMDIxMWI=

[dayurno]

“if you could give your favorite character a new skill what would it be” easy question. i want to see kevin day doing stripper heel clacking with a passion

[girlwithfish]

pretending i have no hw or thjngs i should be doing. relaxing. i deserve this

[skenpiel]

hoooooohbh....! well! time to go lay in bed ^w^

[t4tklonoa]

everyone on th wholeworld should b my friend btw

[mingos-commodoreblog]

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[haver-of-wives]

Hey Tommy, just checking in! It sounds like things could be a lot better right now, and I’m sorry about that ;-; There’s no shame in asking us anons for reassurance, u know that right? Also… I’m pretty sure Dream murdering you cancels out the ““niceness””, because no amount of faux kindness makes up for literal torture. A good thing to remember is that he’s still manipulating you, every action of his has an ulterior motive and none of it is benevolent. The sad thing is he does care… about making u suffer for his own evil satisfaction, nothing more. Remember the end of exile? Remember “he was only here to watch me”? Yeah, that still applies unfortunately. I rly hope someone rescues u soon Big Man, I’m not liking the path Dream is dragging you down ;-;

thankk youfor the remidner i apreciate it. adn im surprised anyone still beleives inme honestly. but idont know iftheres any point anymore. im stuck with Dream now. maybe ideserve it. maybe. maybe i deserve Dream

[olli-online]

ideserve a little kiss. ithink

[worlds-leading-gnome-expert]

i am beautifull i am wonderful i have amainf traits and make people around me happy. ideserve wonderful things! what is essential is invisible to the eyes! i want to run wild through fields. i want to remind everyone of the beauty the y can bring to the world!

[forestgreenlesbian]

what little treat shall i make myself. nothing happened i’m just sad and think ideserve it

[diaday333]

Hello ! Todays post is on how my deities show love to me! (I guess that’s the best title for this) So I guess this an follow up to my last post I did post I did on this certain topic (link if you wanna see it) because I want to show different ways it might happen! Despite not being human, I swear our deities actually do love us (also spirit guides since Dio is one of my guides and they also often do stuff like this haha)

To get on perspective on my relationships with my deities, I have been worshiping Lord Dionysus (who’s actually gonna kinda be the main focus 😳) for over a year now. And lord ares and lady Aphrodite for 11 months (a year in October for both) so I would say that were pretty close,, I’m particularly close with Lady Aphrodite as (somewhat) unsurprisingly, she is the most affectionate and loving towards to me. She often reminds me that she’s here for me and that she loves me and all,,, which is very nice 😭

What really sparked this post was something that happened a couple days ago. So yknow I’m trying to get better at taking care of myself and doing things for my higher good (as we all should be doing) and I’m currently sick and I have been for the past few days. I also just got back from a trip and I had school work to do but while I was going it I decided stop because A. It was getting late, B. like I said, I just got back from a trip and I was tired, and C. I’m sick and it’s not good to work when you’re sick anyways 😭 When I closed my computer to go lay down and rest, I also said “Ideserve to rest” (i just talk out loud a lot when I’m by myself lol) and immediately got (the best way to describe it) a thumbs up (basically) from Lord Dionysus ! It made me feel very good about myself! Though I don’t need my deities, guides, or anyone really to back up my decisions for me to do them, it still feels very nice,,, plus it helps me know that I’m going in the right direction !

Thanks for reading! If you have any experiences you want to share that go ahead! Whatever makes you happy :)

[stelly22]

Iwanna s/o myself rq cuzz ideserve