#idk i thought scorpius was sweet here

[atopvisenyashill]

i love baela and jace and want good things for them but i feel like harry and bethany have like zero chemistry. at first i thought it was the writing but in the scenes where emma and olivia turn up, the acting is still phenomenal even if the scene is bad so… what gives? i feel like the showrunners are hesitant to give the younger actors a shot which is crazy bc that was a huge part of the success of game of thrones

i don’t agree about them not having chemistry tbh, i think they have a very sweet dynamic. when she was teasing him about pouting & his grumbly answer, i loved how they have this sort of jokey thing bc like, they’re not just engaged they’re stepsiblings! they know each other well, they’ve been raised together for a time, and i’m positive rhaenyra was floating the engagement before ep. 8 so jace has seen this coming for awhile, and baela isn’t stupid, she knows her father wants his blood on the throne, etc.

i think they don’t seem super sexy just yet because like….they’re just not allowed to be. i mean think about the other young actors - emily carey is introduced to us flirting with milly, and milly’s next scene is the sexy/deranged one w daemon in the throne room. we’ve seen tom & ewan shirtless and naked more than once. even in the og, you had like, maisie in that scene with joe where gendry is working out and arya is Watching With Interest to let you know arya is growing up, she’s got a crush, she’s noticing boys. we just haven’t gotten that with baela & jace in the forefront. we get it a Bit in s1 - you can see jace looking at baela with some interest when rhaenys announces the engagements, and baela gives him her own look during the s1 finale. but there’s no follow up! no talking about weddings or heirs, no deranged/sexy flirting.

also, my opinion on “why won’t they let them be sexy” is like….ugh idk i don’t want to start accusing people of anything but i do think there’s a weird Politics Of Sex thing happening here. my point of comparison is usually spartacus or farscape, for Genre Shows known for being sexy. And the great thing about those shows, especially spartacus, was that they clearly understood that Certain Types Of Sexiness is expected but others are usually shunned & they made sure to show the Others. So in Spartacus, it’s not just the white & lighter skinned heterosexual characters like Crixus & Naevia, Spartacus & Mira, Gannicus & his parade of baddies, that get to fuck - Oenomaus, played by Peter Mensah, gets his own sexy scenes and this is important because he’s the darkest skinned person on the show (and one of the oldest) and he gets a scene that is titillating and sensual just like every other actor. John Hannah fucks CONSTANTLY lol, and there’s a clear emphasis that his wife thinks he is SEXY despite his physique being much different than the gladiators. There was so much anxiety over whether Nasir & Agron would get a sex scene as two men bc the show is marketed towards dudebros, and then we got a long ass sensual fuckfest between them as soon as s3 started. Farscape meanwhile let EVERYONE get kinky - doesn’t matter if they were human, wearing alien makeup, wearing alien prosthetics, or straight up puppets, you saw those people tied up and fucking with tendrils! And that’s not even getting into my whole essay about the way John, Aeryn, Scorpius, Sikozu, and Braca all really fuck around with Expected Gender Roles During Sex throughout their narratives.

HOTD, for all it wants to be this sexy feminist show, clearly just like. Doesn’t realize that it’s deeply weird to only show Steve & Eve after they’ve fucked when every other couple has gotten at least like 4 thrusts in. They don’t realize how odd it is to desexualize Helaena so much in this role, when young Alicent is seen struggling with sex several times. They don’t realize how fucking weird it is to not allow Baela or Rhaena the room to be sensual, to be sexy, to even experience sex as a negative the way Alicent initially does! I can’t say for sure why that is, but I will tell you as a certified pervert it annoys the FUCK out of me aksksj.

[elysian-i]

Baby - pt.ii

Summary: Continuation of this fic.

Warnings: Smut. Fluff. Daddy, degrading and breeding kink. Unplanned pregnancy. Very mild angst.

a/n: Idk what this is, I just went along with it lol :/ let's pretend I never wrote this (　☉д⊙)

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Pants and whimpers. The bed creaking, slamming against the wall, skin slapping against skin.

Obscene sounds were heard all within the walls of the bedroom.

Draco let out a growl as Y/N's walls clenched around him. "That's it baby" He praises "That's daddy's good girl"

She lets out a loud squeal as he picks her small body up in his hands, hooking her shaking legs around his elbows.

His hands cup as ass, before beginning to move her up and down on his cock.

"Fuck Daddy!" He hits a spot in her so deep, she didn't even know it existed, pink lines are left along Draco's biceps and back as he continues to be rough with her.

The girl almost squeezes the life out of him, his cock twitching inside of her. He pounds harder, still standing her up with him.

"Oh fuck—Daddy's gonna cum inside his sweet whore"

"Please, please" Y/N begs for a release, not only for hers but his too.

Malfoy's grunt erupts from his chest from the bliss of him filling her up completely. Her hair tangled and messy, tears staining her soft cheeks. She looked like an angel, even if the actions that they were performing were anything but holy.

"I'm gonna fill you up, yeah? Cum inside this slutty pussy?"

She nods, locking the lips with his, tongues entangled as euphoria washes her over. Draco sloppily thrusting before giving her his full load, just as he had promised.

—

The following morning is the exact opposite of everything that last night was.

It was soft whispers, and murmurs. It was tenderness and care.

Draco places a small kiss on the left cheek of his wife, one he wishes to have been there all along, but he was grateful to have her now and for the rest of eternity.

"Momma?" Scorpius’ voice echoes through the kitchen, platinum hair messy, big grey eyes tired.

"What are you doing up this early, love?"

He doesn't answer, he just drags his small feet along the marble, burying his face in his mother's tummy. Frail hands wrapping around her thighs.

"D-did daddy huwt you?" He breathes, looking up at her with teary eyes.

"No I didn't why would you think that?" Draco says confusingly, picking his son up in his arms.

"las night momma was sceweaming"

Y/N lets out a chocked laugh, eyes widening at the confession of her baby.

"I thought you used muffliato" She hisses in his ear,

"I thought so too" He defended himself,

"I didn't hurt mommy, I was just ‘playing’ with her" The much bigger male cooes in his hair, ring clad hands soothing his soft blonde baby hairs as Scorpius nuzzles his face in his father's chest.

—

His fingers danced across hers, spreading them on her small hands, completely enveloping them. Legs spread out on the grass as they sat side to side.

"God do I love you" He mumbles, as she lets out a giggle.

"You're such a softie, if only everyone knew"

Malfoy chuckles, pulling her closer to him. She rests her head on his shoulder, watching as the sun sets. His eyes are however on her, taking in every tiny details of her stunning features. Noticing the way her eyes and hair change to another shade in the brisk orange hue of the sun.

He takes a moment to remember it all. How he got here, how the years at Hogwarts got darker everyone to the point where that's all that surrounded him. The unhappy arranged marriage with Astoria, and then the small happy gleeful moments with the love of his life.

"I'm sorry" He sighs, resting his head on top of her chin.

"Why?"

"For the way I was with you, I– I was just scared, you were a muggl–"

In a instant, her lips are on his, shutting him up.

She still remembers it all. The tears that stuck in her eyelashes during the days he would turn his back on her. When he would drop by and press his lips to hers, and push her down on the bed aggressively and slide inside her and take pleasure from her as he likes.

"I'm pregnant Draco, again with your baby"

He doesn't say anything, but only lovingly kisses her.

They forget rest. They only remember the feel and want the of each others skin.

They were in love and they were together and that was the beginning and the end of everything.

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[cluelesspigeons]

Writerly ephemera

I didn’t even know this was a thing until the lovely @nv-md tagged me in her post where she shared little bits and pieces of her life she incorporated in her stories. It wasn’t even until today that I actually stopped to think I’ve done this too. Multiple times even. Here are some examples, though I’m sure there more:

Downhill

Harry, on the other hand, absolutely adored the hot weather. Despite the way he had been feeling over the last few months since the end of the war, summer always made him feel more alive and he found himself smiling more often.

Even now, as he was watching the outside world through the open window in the sitting room of 12 Grimmauld Place, Harry relished in the warm breeze that brushed against his face, occasionally sipping his sweet Earl Grey tea. He could sit there for what felt like eternity.

This is from a WIP I started posting back in August? September? I absolutely love hot days in the summer. Most of my friends think I’m crazy but I rather be too hot than be too cold. And also, Earl Grey tea is my absolute favourite type of tea. It reoccurs in multiple of my fics.

As Tender Is The Moon, So Fierce Is The Sun

Raising a scolding eyebrow at the first part of what Teddy had said, Harry asked, “Did you read those forbidden books from Gran again?”

This is from a little Halloween fic. I remember when I was little (not that I’m very tall now) that I always read books I shouldn’t or watch scary videos on YouTube even though my mum clearly said I shouldn’t. It always ended up with me being too scared to go up the stairs alone cuz I thought there was a scary monster coming to get me.

Bloom

“Aaarrrgghh! Yes! Yes, Harry! They are supposed to bloom by now. But they aren’t doing it now, are they?!”

Whenever I’m frustrated cuz something’s not going the way I want it to and someone asks me a stupid question, this is the way I react. Most of the times. I just… explode? But then I cool down again and everything’s fine.

Androgynous

“Harry, love, you know I love you but… it’s three in the bloody morning. I have to wake up early for my shift at Mungo’s and you’re reading in that book again instead of cuddling with me.”

Little reference to me reading fics until the wee hours of the morning? Nah, don’t know what you’re talking about.

Better than fighting

“Dad!”

“No, Albus! Sshhttt! Don’t call Dad!”

“Daaadd!!”

“I’m sorry, okay? I didn’t mean for it to happen! Now shush before we’ll get into trouble.”

“Dad! Scorpius has torn one of my books again!”

Perfect example of me and my brother fighting when we were younger. I’m pretty sure when you have siblings you know how this goes.

If you’re curious where this idea came from, you can find the original post from @the-starryknight here. This is absolutely such an amazing idea!! And I loved going through my fics and see little bits and pieces of myself in there.

I’m tagging some people too: @drarrymybeloved @hbee & @mxstyassasxin. Idk if you’ve already been tagged but there’s absolutely NO pressure in doing this :))

[iwritestoriescosmicpeach]

Reader x Albus Potter: Memories with Al pt1

Note: So this is had curse child Rose. I personally like that version of Rose. I don’t know why. I don’t like the curse child- honestly i think it could have been written so much better- (Maybe I’ll rewrite it as i think what should had happened)... anyway- this is Curse child version Rose with sweet boi Albus and sweetie Scorpius :) Enjoy!! 

Warning: None- unless Curse child rose triggers you- 

Word Count: idk

I always liked Albus. I did feel bad for him though. He always had eyes on him, being the child of the hero of the Wizarding world... Plus his name had some pretty big shoes to fill. He was scared that he wasn’t enough. I thought back to when we first met. 

I was sitting alone. Thats when a little blond boy walked up to my compartment. “Hi.” 

“Hello?”

“I’m Scorpius. Scorpius- Malfoy,” he said the last part quietly but I still heard him. At first I didn’t understand why then It snapped.

Malfoy 

I inhaled some air, not in fear, I just some times forgot to breath, “I’m Y/N L/N.” 

“Nice to meet you!” 

I laughed at his eagerness, “Want to sit next to me?”

He nodded taking the seat next to me in my no longer empty compartment. We laughed and talked for about fifteen minutes until a boy with brown hair opened the compartment. 

“Not in here-” a red haired girl spoke- “Lets go somewhere else.” 

The boy shook his head, “Hi, I’m Albus.”

“I’m Scorpius, this is Y/N, um- wanttositwithus?”

He spoke so fast the boy chuckled, “Yeah- I would like that- You guys want some treats, I have a ton in my bag!” 

We nodded, “That’d be nice.”

The girl gave Albus a scold, “Fine!” and she walked away

Albus smiled at us. Like he was finally freed from chains he’d wilted in his whole like. Like he was finally Albus, but Albus Potter. 

You smiled thinking back to your first year. When you stood in line with the rest of the remaining first years. 

Scorpius Malfoy was just sorted into Slytherin. You looked at Albus who looked like he was going to go into cardiac arrest. You put your hand on his shoulder, “Where ever we go- I will be your friend.” 

He gave a forced laugh, “Its not that I’m worried about-”

They called another name, you didn’t hear because you were thinking about Albus comment. ‘What is he worried about then?’

“Griffyndor!”

You looked up and saw Rose Weasley proudly walking to the Griffyndor- she kinda scared you- like you didn’t want to be in a house with her. 

“Albus Potter!”

You removed you hand, “You’ll be great!.”

He smiled, “Thanks-”

He walked up to the hat and sat down, the hat took moments before it yelled the name. The name that would only draw you closer with Albus. 

“Slytherin!”

Everyone was shocked, not you- or Scorpius- you both clapped your hearts out. Which surprised you- you were usually the quite one. Yet- these two boys brought you out of a eleven year shell. 

Albus smiled at you mouthing, ‘thank you’ before walking to the Slytherin table. 

As soon as they called your name you only hopped for one thing- to be put into Slytherin with you two best friends. 

“Slytherin!”

You smiled thinking about your first year with the two balls of joys you called your best friends. It felt as if you could remember everything. Time really does go fast when you’re having fun-

“Y/N! Hurry Up! We’re going to miss the train!” Albus yelled, you smiled

“Coming!” 

He wasn’t Albus potter, he was just Albus to you. 

[ilovechristopheralexandershaw]

What would your ideal drarry fic be? Like, how would they get together, what tropes would be involved, what would be your ideal story line? Any squicks or triggers or things you aren't interested in? Any HC's with the two of them? :D

THIS IS THREE THOUSAND TWO HUNDRED AND SIXTY SEVEN WORDS OR SOMETHING HELP ME

Whoo boi, honey, lemme tell you, this answer gave me some s t r e s s. Tumblr, can you just...idk, have a save drafts option for asks? No?

Anyways, back to the point. Snuggle down into your blankets y’all, ‘cause this is gonna be one long post.

What would my ideal drarry fic be? Okay, siriusly, legit anything with angst. Copious amounts of angst. Drown me in the angst. I’m always willing to read an angsty fic, almost always as willing to read a fluffy fic and occasionally have an urge for smut but that’s like…every three months or so lmao. I prefer a story that isn’t based on the size of one’s cock. (Sorry if that’s a little crude). I’m fine with any length of fic, as long as it has a good story behind it and if it hopefully has some heart-wrenching moments that make me feel like I might have a soul after all. I love fics that keep their character – not too much, though – and have them arguing with each other all the time – its more real to me, and makes me laugh. I love drarry because of that, because it’s that ship that will keep their relationship, unlike idk shrek and Fiona who fall for each other and lose their old self completely. Drarry is that ship that stays intact and old and new at the same time, and that’s why I love it. 

How would they get together? I have this vision of the two getting together slowly. First it’s banter, insults, hexing, all the while having miscommunication and some serious pining because I’m an absolute sucker for that shit. As I said, angst. Hate turns to like and death threats to exasperated, witty little replies, private jokes between the two of them – a Malfoy Stinks embroidered on his robes in place of Healer Malfoy.

I love fics where there’s just that one, final leap of – I have to do it, otherwise I’ll never get another chance, I don’t care about the consequences. If it’s a kiss that gets them together, in that ‘final chance’ way, I love it when the other is too shocked, and the first person just loses all hope (I mean until like two seconds later when they’re snogging the life out of each other lmao). Basically just a slow build and all the sass 😊 

Tropes? Okay, I’m gonna admit that even though I’ve been in the fandom for a few months, I still can’t define so much, but I hope most of what I write here is legible.

I love coffeeshop Aus, I find them really cute and sweet, and a blushing Malfoy is always a bonus. Eighth year is my absolute jam, unless it’s a drinking fic in which case no thanks. I love friends to lovers or enemies to lovers – the slow build, especially if the author has timed it perfectly, is just argh, I love it. Pining has been mentioned like a hundred times already but I’m going to say it again just because. Roommates are okay, I guess, but not exactly my go-to. I do like muggle Aus, and even though I think Potter should be a teacher, I enjoy the action in an Auror Partners fic, too. Also uh..oops? This was supposed to be tropes that were involved not the tropes you like you dumb butt. That’s not what Nonny asked.

My ideal storyline for a drarry fic? Not sure if this is what you’re asking but I’m gonna go with it and if I’m wrong then I’m wrong y’know?

As I said, I like fics with pining. I love a number of storylines, but I’m just gonna choose one for this thing since it’s already almost if not over two thousand words (is anyone even reading this? Who cares, I’m having fun) okay I checked its like over 2600 help me. Also this turned out into a fic not an ideal storyline hhhhhhhh

I guess I like fics with slow-building pining, going from meeting together at work or having to work together for some reason in eighth year, or just seeing each other in eighth year. PTSD gets them together, but so does the (admittedly weaker) banter, since nobody understands either of them – the Saviour and the Ex Death Eater. The press is still going off about the war, and everyone has their own ways of coping. Soon enough, they’re friends – (ok let’s pretend this is eight year) and helping each other through the bad days. And soon enough, the insults that hit closer to home for others but not them, the inside jokes, the love of Quidditch, the homework assistance – all this time around each other turns to pining. Malf-Draco, with his white-blond hair and black turtlenecks that he kept even though that was what he wore as a Death Eater. With his now self-deprecating jokes instead of hurtful insults. With his smile, that shows his sneer lines of the past. With his blue-gray eyes. With his knowing smirk when they’ve done one of their own eighth year pranks. Even with his wonky Charms and obsession with stroking the Dark Mark and the way he stops in front of the Room of Requirement every time they pass. And Harry, with his mop of untidy hair and glasses that have had Reparo used on them who knows how many times by now? With his bright green eyes, with his surprisingly pale skin, with the way he disappears into the forest every now and then, staring at the clearing where Voldemort once thought him dead. They pine, they’re oblivious, and finally, Pansy spills it to draco, an exasperated ‘will you kiss him or not’ just as Harry rounds the corner in his invisibility cloak. ‘are you stupid. Pans? We’re just friends.’ (wow ideal storyline this is a mini fic by now what am I doing with life my math sheet is like right in front of me I should be doing that). The questions, that night, in their respective beds. And the finale, with Harry rethinking ‘we’re just friends’ in his head in the final Seeker-to-seeker game, Draco leaning in.

Finally. 

Okay, squicks. Here we go. First of all, I don’t really like fics where they speak really…I don’t know, childishly? To each other eg. too many cheesy pet names (‘Hi hun,’ he giggled, taking the offered plate), since my idea of drarry is a couple that banters all the time, not one that sits around squealing at each other. That’s the main reason I ship them, after all.

Another squick, although this just annoys me more than makes me uncomfortable, is when there’s a fic involving children where the author makes their speech like that of a baby. Five year olds and younger can make legible sentences, so it’s sometimes irritating when eight-year-old Scorpius is saying ‘dada give h-h-hoog’ if you get my drift.

Daddy kink is another thing. If you like it, good for you but personally, I- *shudders* no thanks. It’s just – okay, my dad’s like over fifty, and that’s what I imagine if I think of that. Sex with my dad? I’ll pass. Calling your boyfriend your ‘daddy’? I- no no no just no I’m sorry but no.

Okay, I’ll rephrase. Most, if not all kinks make me uncomfortable – I’ve said daddy already, Parseltongue (just any other language) is just weird to me (it’s not disgusting, I just find it kind of dubious I guess.), any sort of pet play is similar if not worse than daddy kink, choking or breath play sounds more like rape (I’m crude, handle it), lingerie is just hella weird and I don’t even want to know what tentacles are, thank you very much. I’ll stick to my vanilla sex.

Any sort of sex toy/tool use is also a squick (including painful BDSM stuff), but I’m not sure if that’s kink so I’ll just add it here.

I don’t mind OOC fics, but, again, if they’re too soft (unless it’s some sort of caring angsty oneshot e.g. most of @rose-grangerweasleyisbae ‘s ones) then they most likely don’t work with me either. 

Triggers? No, I haven’t read any fics that have triggered me in any way and I’m not sure if I have any. Most are squicks.

Fics, or tropes, I guess, that I’m not interested in would include either one being some sort of Magical Creature (although there are some exceptions – some writers make really good fics with these tropes), and by that I mean any humanoid creature such as a werewolf, vampire etc. Veela especially. Also, anything with mates. (Fun fact, in my first answer that got deleted, I wrote a headcanon fic thing with draco as a bowtruckle since I said I don’t know if that’s a squick bc I’ve never read it and decided to do it for fun)      

Dunno what this is, but I’m gonna include it as well – I also don’t like fics where their entire supposedly ‘loving’ relationship is completely based on sex. I’m okay with it if they’re supposed to be fuckbuddies at that point in the relationship, but if this is what the author is calling their ‘established relationship’, I don’t really like it. 

Any fic that loses the banter after their getting together, where their world and source of happiness is completely revolving around the other – that is also one of my disinterests. As I said, I ship drarry for the sass and banter (and angst). Not the sappy love. 

I don’t really like unhealthy relationships – I read a fic where the whole reason Draco allowed Potter to date him was because he complimented his flying skills, not because he liked him. That’s a really minor example, but basically any fic without actually liking each other or as I said, an unhealthy relationship, doesn’t take my fancy. Unless, of course, they’re fixing it. 

A fic that starts somewhere in the books, eg. third year or something, don’t normally take my fancy, but, again, there is the occasional exception that I turn out to love.

Not exactly Drarry but any poly relationships with the two of them are also a disinterest – I feel like they’re the ones for each other. Dunno if this sounds polyphobic or whatever it’s called, and it probably does, but that’s not it. I just personally don’t think Drarry need another person. Other ships, maybe. Drarry? Not for me. 

Eighth year fics that are based on drinking and drinking games also aren’t my thing (omg there’s like eight million alsos here what am i doing don’t shoot me please (ok i fixed it)). I just don’t like them. 

And fics with any sort of bonding lose my interest pretty quickly, especially sexual magic bonds. Mpreg, as well, again, I’ll read the occasional fic but most of the time I don’t really like it. 

Age difference, again, are something I find strange, and I can go on for hours but this is now around three thousand words and I should stop so y’all can go read your fics lmao.

 And um I’ll give you two headcanons as my way of apologising for the unbelievably late reply

 Harry, lying on the ground, blood dripping from a massive slash in his stomach, chest barely moving, lips slightly parted, tinged red with drying blood

Malfoy, now just a colleague, they’ve lost the schoolboy animosity, hovering over him, wand casting diagnostic spells even though he knows they’re no use – he knows the curse but he doesn’t know the exact variation – and the wrong healing spell will kill the Saviour – he can’t take that chance.

‘Scared, Malfoy?’

His head jerks up, pale eyes widening at the old question thrown back at him. Shoulders slump, his lungs heaving from all he spells he’s cast

‘Yes’ 

Idk just the idea of that final admittance – yes. Idk, just, my heart, man.

Okay headcanon 2 which is more of a fic by this point (someone help me im so bad at headcanons. Like this is all fleshed out in my head but ugh)

Eighth year holidays, Draco is sitting alone at the blazing fire in the common-room, strangely enough knitting, as he talks, friendly but quiet to a surprisingly happy Moaning Myrtle (the common room is where the old bathroom was)

Hermione Jean Granger sits down next to him and he flinches, almost expecting a slap like third year – he’s had hexes from Muggleborns who had nothing to do with the war, and here’s the Saviour’s friend – of course she’s gonna –

She pulls out a massive textbook, quill, inkpot, blotting paper and three rolls of parchmment from her bag, tucks her bushy hair behind one ear, and starts scratching away

He’s surprised, but still too nervous to ask why

It becomes a habit, her sitting there there, him as well, talking to Myrtle, doing Potions work, knitting as well

They start talking to each other, he finds out she Obliviated her parents and doesn’t want to come back just yet, even though she knows the Dark Lord’s gone

She finds out he’s too scared to go home, with all the memories

They become friends of sorts, helping each other when they can

When the holidays end, there are a few double takes, but nobody really questions it. After all, it’s Hermione, she never was too against Malfoy (nobody really saw that slap) and she’s always been a rule-follower. They assume its part of Mcgonagall’s asking for peace between Slytherins and Gryffindors

I mean, Ron does complain about her hanging about the ferret nowadays and not around her boyfriend, but he gets it. Besides, their ‘sessions’, if you will, are always when there’s Quidditch practice for Harry and Ron (they help train the younger years)

So yeah, it’s not too bad (and this isn’t Dramione I promise although I do ship it occasionally)

One day, though, she brings out a bundle of knitting herself. To his surprise, she knits a single sock and puts it in a box

He asks her why

‘For Dobby’

And he remembers. He remembers the strange little house elf, the one he loved as a kid but had no way of showing it. He remembers his father’s hatred of that elf in particular He remembers scowling at the poor thing, ranting to it – it was a way of venting, but in true Malfoy-raised fashion, he’d been so cruel to it as well, laughing as it jammed its fingers in doors, encouraging its pain.

He leaves the common room early that night

Next day, the Golden Trio isn’t there. Hermione (no longer Granger) isn’t there

He knitted a single sock that morning himself. He’d heard the story from their talks. He wanted to contribute. A way of apology, if you will. If it even counted. Today’s the day the elf passed away, and Hermione had said she put a sock in there for everyone

It’s pretty obvious where they’ve gone. He Apparates there after class, and finds the grave easily. It’s got a bundle of Conjured flowers, stems wrapped around the rock that serves as a headstone, and the box of socks is right there too. (what am I doing this is meant to be a short drarry hc and I haven’t even brought potter in yet help)

He starts crying

He spent last night remembering. Remembering how even through all the pain he caused that elf, a single smile, a single ‘thanks for listening, Dobby’ would make the elf bow and weep at his feet. He remembers how cruel he was, how the elf just…took it in his stride. He remembers losing the house elf, realising Potter had stolen something else of his. He remembers

And he lets it go. He spills all of it to a gravestone, apologies and ‘I know it won’t mean anything’ and ‘I didn’t know but that’s no excuse’ and ‘you always listened, how did you always listen?’ and ‘thank you’ and most of all ‘I’m so so sorry’ stumbling over each other as he tries to explain, to finally let it out

He’s crying and sniffling and that’s making it even harder to speak but he needs to say this, even though Dobby is dead, even though he’s apologised to so many people – this is one of the few that listened to him, and he’s treated the elf like garbage.

Tears drip onto the single sock in his hands

It’s hours later when he finishes. Well, not exactly finished, but he’s said enough that he thinks he’s explained himself and said sorry – even though it’ll never be enough. He’s cast a Light Charm (not a lumos ok it’s bigger don’t correct me) and he leans over to put the now-damp sock into the box too. A final ‘I’m so sorry’ and he stands up, turns around

And comes face to face with the Golden Trio

Hermione stares at him, then grabs him in a massive hug

Ron looks at him, slightly awkwardly but at her glare, he offers a tight smile

 And Harry? (wow how long has it taken for me to get here god) is just staring. Openmouthed. Who knew Malfoy had felt this much about a house elf?

And yeah that’s the point where he realises Malfoy isn’t that bad and then they go back to Bill and Fleur’s (Hermione explains along the way that they went back to the grave bc they saw the Charm and were in shock – was Dobby back?)

‘did you hear all of it?’

‘we heard enough, Draco’

 And when they get back to Hogwarts, well, it’s slow building at first. Potions help when Hermione’s out on a date with Ron, a butterbeer in the school kitchens on a Hogsmeade weekend when they want to hide from the public but enjoy the drink

But over time, the pining and the miscommunication and Draco getting back to his (albeit weak) banter with Potter leads to one thing. You know what it is.

Drarry

You know what I’m having fun writing trashy hcs so here’s a third (although it ain’t drarry. It ain’t any ship)

Alright so there is no hairdresser at Hogwarts or Hogsmeade or anywhere near the castle (I mean it was never mentioned in the books was it so this is possibly canon)

Therefore, most kids have to use spells

But we all know that each of us probably has a haircut that is somehow slightly different to one another, and there aren’t that many hair care spells in the world let alone known by a few teachers in Hogwarts

While some kids know exact spells, others, for example, Muggleborns, just use Diffindio

I mean, it gets their hair cut, yeah? That’s pretty much all they need

Of course, Hermione knows each and every spell but let’s not get to that

And Malfoy uses his own spell and a litre of Sleekeazy every morning

But since everyone else cuts their own hair, it looks as bad as each other

And that’s why Harry wasn’t teased too much about his hair (yes, also bc he’s the Saviour bUT STILL)

That’s why Sirius had long hair and etc.

Basically none of the kids at Hogwarts really had good hair and they all looked like Halt from Ranger’s apprentice (also this one is long as heck I could’ve just said everyone uses diffindio and there’s no hairdresser why am I like this)

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you already know what i'm going to say ho

I sure do

Comet- What are you currently frustrated about? nothing, im enjoying my saturday morning so far

Black Hole- What are you most afraid of? being alone

Galaxy- Do you have any nicknames? What are they? yeah. Oli by some friends, then for family, Lulu is the main nickname then there are nicknames for that nickname: Lu, Luna, etc. My dad calls me monkey, my stepmom calls me sister sometimes

Star- What song(s) do you feel describes you? I don’t know, I know a lotta songs, but idk which ones would really describe me

Moon- Are you currently reading any books? If so, what book(s)? yeah, I’m been trying to get through A Stranger in the House by Shari Lapena and Neverwhere by Neil Gaiman. Then I’m reading some books for school, one’s interesting that’s called In Praise of Shadows by Jun’ichirō Tanizaki. 

Planets- If you could go anywhere, where would you go? Any place with my friends

Mercury- Describe your aesthetic. I feel like I have a few aesthetics tbh, like one is artsy gay, ones like, this is gonna sound cheesy but “sunflowers and honey” lmao like nature and whatnot, one’s just dark colors, another is gay nerd.

Venus- What’s your favorite tv show? I can’t really think of my favorite show, but one I’m watching right now is called Hello, My Twenties. it’s really good so far! it’s on Netflix check it out!!

Earth- If you could be anyone else for a day, who would you want to be? There are a lot of people I would wanna be just to know what their daily life would be like

Mars- If you could change one thing about yourself, what would you change? to stop procrastinating so much, that would solve a lot of my problems

Jupiter- If you had to pick one color to use for an entire week, what color would you choose? I already wear blue a lot, so that

Saturn- How far would you go for those you care about? realistically, I don’t know, I’m not one to be confrontational but if adrenaline gets to me a bitch just might fight a dude

Uranus- What would you say is your greatest achievement? getting this far in life tbh

Neptune- Describe yourself in one sentence. I’m just a girl trying her best in these troubling times.

Pluto- If you could meet anyone, alive or dead, who would you meet? Frida Kahlo

Constellations- If you could have one talent, what would you want it to be? (can be magical or not) uhhhh idk

Asteroid- When you die, what do you want to be done with your body? either be cremated and dumped someplace I liked or be cremated and use my ashes to help a plant grow

Aquarius- What’s a topic you enjoy learning about? I like learning about a lot of things, just any kind of information I can get my hands on tbh

Aquila- Do you prefer to read books or watch movies? I wish I had the attention span I had when I was younger cuz then I could actually get through both of them without getting distracted or bored

Aries- What is something you enjoy doing? any kind of artsy thing like drawing, playing piano or singing, reading, writing, a lot of things

Auriga- If you had to pick one villain from any media, who would you rather have to face and why? probably like Dr Doofenshmirtz from Phineas and Ferb because he’s a pretty chill villain and isn’t that bad of a villain if we’re gonna be honest here, I mean, he cares about his daughter, he’s only focused on taking over the Tri-state area like he’s pretty down to earth

Bootes- If you could have any animal, wild or not, fake or not, which would you want? there are so many animals… there are cats, dogs, raccoons, foxes, dragons, chickens are fun to have, but kind of expensive sometimes

Cancer- How do you want to be remembered? I want to be remembered as being compassionate and an openminded person

Canis Major- How many friends do you have? uhhhh I know a lot of people, but friends, I have like… 10 good friends, wow that’s more than I thought

Capricornus- What’s a song lyric that you relate to? I know a lot of songs and I can’t think of one right now

Cassiopeia- What’s your favorite quote? the only one that I can remember and that I used for my yearbook quote was from The Aristocats, “Ladies do not start fights, but they can finish them.”

Cygnus- If you could go back to any time period for a couple days, when/where would you want to go? the early 2000s so I can actually experience that as an adult and not as a toddler 

Gemini- Do you have any siblings? How many? I have one (1) brother

Leo- If you could change the way any movie was made, which movie would you change? there’s a lot of movies I would wanna change

Libra- If you could talk to your past self, what would you tell yourself? Things will get better, it’s not going to be perfect, but it will be better than it is now. You are loved by so many people. She won’t show it or say it often, but she really is proud of you and loves you so much.

Lyra- Would you rather be feared or loved? Loved

Orion- What’s your favorite type of weather? cloudy day with the sun behind the clouds

Pegasus- What’s your favorite music genre? I listen to a lot of different genres 

Perseus- What’s your favorite movie genre? horror

Pisces- Describe someone you love without saying their name. She is very ambitious and knows exactly what she wants in life and it’s very admirable. She will stand up for the things she is passionate about or when something goes wrong. 

Sagittarius- What do you do when you don’t feel well? What do you eat/drink? I don’t get sick often so I’m gonna interpret this as when I’m emotionally or mentally feeling down. I usually listen to music and try to focus on other things. I eat whatever I have near me (usually something sweet) and drink water

Scorpius- If you had to pick someone to betray you, who would you pick? No one??? I mean, I guess he sorta betrayed me but I don’t want people to betray me and I don’t wanna betray anyone

Taurus- What makes you feel comfortable? listening to music or hanging out with Daria or petting an animal

Ursa Major- If you had to pick any job to have, what job would you want? Something with graphic design, but mostly just a job at this point

Virgo- What do you value the most- artistic ability/creativity, musical ability, athletic ability, intellect, or work ethic? um artistic ability/creativity

Neutron- Are you more of a leader or a follower? it depends on the situation, I do better when someone has some leadership quality about them, but if I’m the only competent one in the group, then I’ll take up the leadership

Supernova- How do you feel about yourself? she’s trying her best and sometimes she does good and sometimes she’s a dumb bitch

Supergiant- What’s something you like about yourself? I like how I am very open to learning new things and have knowledge about different things

Red Giant- Would you get into a debate/argument with someone if you heard them saying something you disagree with or know to be wrong, or would you stay silent? I don’t get into arguments often so it depends on what the argument is about like if it’s something small, it’s fine and I won’t tell them, but it it’s something political or personally attacks me, I might let them know that they’re wrong

Red Dwarf- What’s your favorite smell? What smell makes you feel most comfortable? I like a lot of different smells, the smell of garlic cooking, the smell of being in the garden for a while, coconut lotion, coffee beans. The most comfortable smell is, okay this is gonna sound weird and kinda gay, but Daria, idk it just brings me comfort

Protostar- Give a random fact about yourself. I can balance things on my head pretty well, I once balanced three discuses (disci?, it was a discus) for like a few seconds until they fell off my head (yes I did discus, only in middle school tho)

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Could you tell me some drarry fics where Draco and Harry write letters to each other anonymously

Hello, hello!!! The @hpcommentathon is happening now, so I want to broaden this list to include ALL letter-writing as well as chatting/texting fics :D. Hopefully these recs will help you fill one of your categories!! And if you’re seeing this after the comment-a-thon is over, leave these brilliant writers some feedback anyway

Epistolary Drarry (letters)

Lettered (8K), Lush Life (19.5K), & Home Again, Home Again (22K) by pir8fancier- Harry has a secret penpal, whose identity is as plain as the nose on his face. Except he’s not wearing his glasses.I’ve only just realized today that the last work in this series exists, and I’m in a panic because I must MUST read it— the first two are amazing and perfect and they have EVERYTHING. Be aware that the sequel(s) are very different from Lettered because they take place years later, but Lush Life (and probs the other one too!!) is JUST AS BRILLIANT as Lettered, which you will definitely fall in love with!!!!

Catch 22 by jad (50K)- As if NEWTS weren’t enough, Dumbledore’s gone and had another one of his ‘bright ideas.’ If all ends well, the Houses will be getting along in no time. Or according to Harry’s correspondent, an Apocalypse will be in order.Okay THIS FIC THO. It’s exactly what anon is looking for, because they are writing proper anonymous letters back and forth, trying to guess each others’ identities, and it’s an amazing read! With a very dramatic reveal :D

Dear Diary by AWickedMemory (20.5K)- // This can’t possibly go worse than the last time I kept a diary. //After the war, Harry picks up a journal to write in… and it writes back. Luckily, it’s not a Horcrux on the other end this time.OOOOOH this one is just so delicious because Harry is asking his “anonymous pen pal” what he should do about his crush on DRACO MALFOY and that is a recipe for amazingness if I ever saw one.

#switching #owling #bumping into each other by @queenofthyme (~2K)- No summary because this one’s actually a drabble here on tumblr (although you will soon be able to find it as part of qot’s drabble collection on AO3!), but I JUST LOVE IT SO MUCH and I thought of it immediately, so I couldn’t not include it! It’s beautiful and there may or may not be POETRY from one of the boys to the other!!!

I identify my star sign by asking which is least compatible with yours by Ingi (13K)- In Eighth year, Harry Potter’s new term resolution was not getting into fights with Draco Malfoy.It lasted exactly a month and two days.This is a wonderful, cute little fic with a ton of attractions!!! It seems like I’m always asking myself which fic this or that element is from, and somehow the bits I remember have turned out to be from this fic multiple times. Idk how it’s possible, but I do know you’ll enjoy it greatly

A Fluffy Little Olive Branch by @julietsemophase (5K)- Harry comes into work one day to find a box with a baby owl inside sitting on his desk, and a note from a mystery well-wisher.Just… really cute!!! ADORABLE, even. And very… fluffy *wink wink wink* (I’m hilarious shh). Featuring a very thoughtful, pining Draco and a sweet baby owl

Dear Enemy by @gingertodgers (69K)- An anonymous benefactor makes a generous donation to Harry Potter’s School for Squibs in exchange for a weekly letter from the Boy Who Lived.What begins as a chore soon becomes the only outlet Harry has to talk about the war, love, life, hope, redemption, his renewed obsession with a certain blonde nemesis and how he really, honestly, believes that this will be the year Puddlemere United reclaim the Quidditch League Cup.Okay, so my friends on the Drarry discord just told me today about this fic and about how everyone who reads it is obsessed, and I just (accidentally) read the first chapter and am already HOOKED so they were not lying!! 100% sure we will all adore it

On Our Way by Dynamic (30K)- Draco is trying to spend the summer keeping his head down, but a repair project and a certain snowy owl have other plans for him.This is an absolutely LOVELY, very touching!, not quite eighth yeah year fic that features DRACO FINDING AN OWL WHO IS HEDWIG’S CHILD AND TRYING TO GIVE HER TO HARRY WHO NEVER WANTS ANOTHER OWL!!!! Literally, how perfect???

And an Owl Named Romeo by Rickey (26.5K)- Draco breeds owls, Harry’s an Auror, and an owl named Romeo is going to bring them together.I’m noticing that a lot of these fics revolve around owls, which is amazing because I ADORE reading about them, but I must say this might possibly be my favorite Drarry owl fic!!! Harry buys an owl from Draco, then needs lots and lots of advice

Better Than an Origami Bird by @jadepresley and yours truly @o0o-chibaken-o0o (3.5K)- A series of letters in which Harry and Draco argue, play truth or dare, get kinky, and are a couple of very naughty (or very good, depending on who you ask) boys during class.This fic was literally the most fun thing ever to write, because @jadepresley and I got into a contest to see who could make the other one blush more — so if you want some very kinky epistolary smut, you will not be disappointed (hopefully!)

Starfall by Lomonaaeren (196.5K)- When the truth about a seemingly minor Dark hex Harry has suffered leads to the dissolution of his marriage with Ginny, Harry spins into a downward spiral. His private consolation is creating a fantasy life for himself in his journal as Ethan Starfall, a normal wizard with a big family. When he receives a random owl Draco Malfoy has cast into the void as a plea for help with his son Scorpius, Harry replies—as Ethan. There’s no reason, he thinks, for an epistolary friendship with Draco to go further. But Draco might have different ideas about that.This is obviously a HUGE fic full of angst and many many issues and plot devices besides letter-writing—but since the letters are pretty central to the plot, I’m including it here! This fic is a crazy ride, and you will get so invested. Great if you’re looking to read something longer :)

Chat/Texting Fics

Real Texts by @affectiionwrites and @jadepresley (2K)- Kingsley has decided all his Aurors need muggle mobile phones. Draco has finally learned how to use his, and gets a hold of Harry’s number.Drarry textiiiiing!!! And they’re so funny about it! WITH PICTURES!!! I adored the mop, and if you want to know what that means, you’ll just have to read it ;D

Howlr by @partialtopotter​ (15.5K)- Howlr is the new dating application enchanting Witches, Wizards and Everyone in between. Are you looking for the one or a one-night stand; it’s all here folks. Howlr is sponsored by Weasley Wizard Wheezes, the same team that brought us the Spellular just two years ago. Ginny Weasley, famed chaser for the Hollyhead Harpies, swears by the app, ‘guaranteed to make sparks fly,’ she says. The magic awaits you!This is actually another one I haven’t gotten to read yet, but I had to include it because I hear people gushing about it every time a new chapter is released and I am SO looking forward to reading it! Based on this amazing post

Must Love Quidditch by dracosoftie (103.5K)- Through a series of emails from an online dating site, Harry thinks he’s found his perfect match. Will the bond they’ve forged survive after their identities are revealed? This fic is a classic, and a great one for if you’re looking for a longer fic! Dating sites are just the best!!! RIGHT?? And there are some courting rituals in here that I greatly enjoyed as well ;D

Blind Date by JosephineStone (8.5K)- Draco’s been working with Harry for years when another one of his relationships goes stale. He has to be married within a year, and though the WizNet has burned him in the past, Draco finds a new possibility in man as desperate to marry as he is. Only then for Harry to see his last chance with Draco slipping away, and he refuses to let Draco ignore his advances any longer.Another dating site fic!!!! These always have me W E A K!!! And this one is especially amazing because in addition to chatting online, they work together toooooo

Group Chat by @jadepresley​ (2K)- A screenshot of a group chat conversation between Draco, Harry, Ron, Pansy, Hermione and Theo.Okay I know there are three fics by Jade on this list, but I swear I’m not (only) trying to seduce her; she’s actually just AMAZING at this format and you have to read them all because uhkdskjsaaslkdj!!! This is one of the funniest short fics I’ve ever read, NO LIE

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Top 10 fave fanfics of all time

I was tagged by @ruby-red-inky-blue and @operaticspacetrash thank you!!! 

OK. I started reading fanfic literally like, over 10 years ago now. I have been through A LOT of fandoms and there are SO MANY fics that I have loved and adored, so to narrow this down, I have picked the ones that immediately came to mind when I thought “my fave fics ever”

In no particular order:

1. Delicate by padfoot4ever (Harry Potter, Rose/Scorpius) First R/S fic I thought of, basically the story of Rose being a pregnant teen (and Scorpius being the father). It’s funny, heartfelt, the characters are Actual Human Disasters and it’s honestly perfect. This fic and its sequel had a huge influence on my own writing, so it honestly means a lot to me.

2. Mistake by GraeLiars (Harry Potter, Rose/Scorpius) The story of an epic one night stand, I would KILL for this author’s writing style (tbh, I just love everything they have ever written). This is so fucking funny, the Rose and Scorpius in this fic are hilarious and ridiculous, but it still manages to be emotional at the same time??? INCREDIBLE.

3. Making Mistakes by little0bird (Harry Potter, Harry/Ginny) Again, basically every fic this author ever wrote, but I picked this one because it was the first of their fics I ever read. I honestly see this as canon. It’s a perfect telling of when Albus Potter was born, and all the other fics tie in together as well! 

4. If Every Word I Said Could Make You Laugh by carmelinagunn (Twilight, Edward/Bella) LOOK I WENT THROUGH THE OBLIGATORY TWILIGHT PHASE OK???? It was 2008, I was like 16, DON’T JUDGE ME!!!! This is here because to this day, I still remember this fic and seriously, it meant to much to baby-me. I have no idea why. I think I loved the modern au vibe of found families & group dynamics, and I remember it being cheesy and full of running jokes. Look, at the end of the day I don’t care how embarrassing it is, this fic will always be dear to me, no matter what, ok???? 

 5. He is the Master of His Fate, She is the Captain of Her Soul by ScullyLikesScience @scullylikesscience (The X-Files, Mulder/Scully) The first xf fic I thought of was this, and holy shit, is it perfect. This entire fic is canon. Everything that happens not only fits in with the canon episodes, but actually explains shit that the show doesn’t, allows their relationship to actually make sense, and makes season 7 & beyond 10000% better. A mammoth task, but it does it amazingly.  

6. Blinded by White Light by dashakay @dashakay (The X-Files, Mulder/Scully) WHO WAS NOT FUCKED UP BY THIS FIC, AMIRIGHT????? Look, I’m not super into post-colonisation fic, but the premise of this sounded intriguing enough so I gave it a go and HO-LY-SHIT. I love this so damn much, it’s unreal. 

7. Au Café Pequod by sunflowerseedsandscience @sunflowerseedsandscience (The X-Files, Mulder/Scully) I joke constantly that this is my favourite fanfic of all time, but sometimes I think I’m not actually kidding lol. I didn’t think I would be that into a WWII au, but this fic killed me to the point where I even drew ridiculous stick-figure fanart for it (I’m sorry Natalie, lol)  

8. Personally, I'd Rather Lick Sand by orchidvines (Pride & Prejudice, Darcy/Elizabeth) I have read a FUCKTON of P&P fics, but this is the first one I thought of (basically, I adore everything this author has ever written). A modern au where Georgiana Darcy becomes Lizzy’s new flatmate and that’s how she meets Darcy, and it’s such so funny and quirky, I love it.

9. Apologize by evitascarlett  (Castle, Castle/Beckett) Look, this fic is something insane like over 600,000 words long??!?!??? It’s a MASSIVE undertaking, holy shit. But I read literally all of it. An au in which Beckett’s mother didn’t die and instead went into witness protection, it was so well thought out and written amazingly, I lived for every update. 

10. paper thin by aMassiveDisappointment (BadOldWest) @lyresandlasers (Rogue One, Cassian/Jyn) I have to include at least one rebelcaptain fic, so I picked one that I super duper love, and this was it. It’s a modern/collage au and IT IS AMAZING. Sex and yelling through walls, this is funny and sweet and I adore it. 

Honorable mentions include:  Half-light by @how-i-met-your-mulder (The X-Files )  The World Through a Scope by @ruby-red-inky-blue (Rogue One)  Little Merman by bananaman48 (Percy Jackson)  Feeling Electric by ProfessorSpork (Doctor Who)  Necessary Roughness by agoodwoman (The X-Files) 

Idk who to tag to do this or who’s done it yet or not so uhhhhhhhh @how-i-met-your-mulder @i-am-having-an-emotion @shey-falls @sunflowerseedsandscience @hiriahb @badwolfgirl01 ???? Like if yall want to, no pressure at all xoxo 

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(mxrcusflint here) ME ME LAST NIGHT i realized how big a part of my heart is into drastoria?? i usually hc her as ravenclaw or slytherin, definitely quieter but idk just the thought of how she and draco raised scorpius has me crying brb this isnt headcanons this is just me spilling out my love for drastoria tbh

ugh erin yes!! spill out your love for her please!! i love love picturing them raising scorpius!! i feel like they were really sweet to him and scorpius really enjoyed his childhood (and that it was a good healthy childhood) ugh, but omg it’s just, i wish there was more info about them you know??? i keep thinking about them and i want to know about when they started dating and when draco proposed and The Wedding omg erin i need it

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1/3 I dissapeared from here for more than a year. 2019 was definitely the worst year of my life, but thanks to my friend I managed to come back to being myself. Thank to them I was able to disappear from the place I live and go to my place on Earth where there could be only me, horses, wind and nothing more so I could regain my strength and will to live. And I came back here! I still had notifications, so when you have been posting I saw it all.

2/3 But I thought it would be nice to properly greet you here! Since I have to work from home right now and I have much more time I read a lot. I started with Tolkien stuff and now Im re-reading HP series. And I came back to your headcanons and stories. OMG, you have no idea how much I like them. I guess your favourite era is from Cursed Child, right? I have no heart for it. I bought a book and I just can’t. Its not because its written in different style. Just no.

3/3 I love Marauder Era myself but at the same time, I love reading hogwart houses descriptions, because well.. Its totally on point in my case! But because of that I prefer Golden Trio Era. And I just ended thinking what I could request and I have no idea. How are you feeling? Everything good?

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hey anon! i’m glad you’re doing well, it makes me happy that you’re okay.  

thank you so much, that means a lot that you like my work!  it really does mean the world.  the marauders era is definitely a good era, i especially love remus (he’s very sweet).

aw, the cursed child isn’t for everyone, but if you ever decide to get into it the characters of albus and scorpius are very lovable.  

i’m feeling really exhausted, and i don’t know if it’s just from being inside or because i don’t know what to do with myself.  idk.  i’m just kinda drained.  

but it means a lot that you came to say hi! i love u <3

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all the zodiac questions :V

Aquarius- What’s a topic you enjoy learning about?

Space!!! I love learning about new discoveries or how certain things work or different theories!!!

Aries- What is something you enjoy doing?

Drawing/Acting/Singing

Cancer- How do you want to be remembered?

Idk… probably for exactly who I was. 

Capricornus- What’s a song lyric that you relate to?

“Finding refuge in my own lies"How are you""I'm doing alright"Small talk is a great disguiseJust let me be just let me beEmpty thoughts start to crowd my mindAm I only living, living to survive?Shake it off but I've lost the driveJust let me be just let me beLet me be, okayNo one knows what goes on up inside my headThere's a new kind of poison and it's starting to spreadNo one knows what goes on up inside my headThey don't think I need helpBut I'm scaring myselfI just want to be okI just want to be ok”

Okay honestly it’s that whole ass song, but I don’t think I needed to put all of it on here.

Song is Antidote by Faith Marie it was either this or the first verse of Sick of Losing Soulmates by dodie

Gemini- Do you have any siblings? How many?

OOF, so I have an older half sister, a younger full sister, and in my adoptive family I have two older brothers and an older sister. I also may or may not have an older half brother but we aren’t sure. So five or six.

Leo- If you could change the way any movie was made, which movie would you change?

The first movie I can think of is Age of Ultron. Fuck that whole ass movie. 

Libra- If you could talk to your past self, what would you tell yourself?

You’re a dumbass and your self worth is not measured by other people.

Pisces- Describe someone you love without saying their name.

We’re talking platonic love, right?

Okay, um, tall, moody, possessive, loyal, paranoid. Will def square up for their friends and the people they care about, stubborn, stands up for what they believe in no matter what, SUPER protective, cares a lot but doesn’t want anyone to know, afraid of emotions both theirs and others, soft and sweet when kind, but fierce and terrifying when angry. Hypocritical. FUcking has this smile that only appears once in a blue moon where their whole fucking face lights up and they make direct eye contact and straight up blind you. Always has to be right. Helps out random strangers for no reason. Socially anxious nerd who will order for their friends when they can’t and will definitely hold it over their head later. One of my best friends in the whole world who I would personally fist fight then buy a cupcake. 

Sagittarius- What do you do when you don’t feel well? What do you eat/drink?

Sleep. Lots of water and mint tea and I don’t like eating when I don’t feel good.

Scorpius- If you had to pick someone to betray you, who would you pick?

My friend Kyle bc he could easily kill me.

Taurus- What makes you feel comfortable?

For me Peak Comfy is the AC turned as low as possible and my buddies and I wrapped up in blankets cuddling. 

But every day comfy is my sweaters and grabbing one of my stuffies.

Virgo- What do you value the most- artistic ability/creativity, musical ability, athletic ability, intellect, or work ethic?

Probably creativity? Like, the other things are stuff you can develop when you work hard and practice a lot (well, within capability) but in my experience creativity is just something you gotta have bc you can’t make your brain turn out amazing ideas if it doesn’t already have them. Idk.