#idk maybe. if i feel like digging it out

[dirty-xenobladeconfessions]

im so sad i dont think theres any way i can top xenoblade on the 2" watchman screen

[ctommy-antigone]

it's meant to be the happy time of year - c!tommy + if we make it through december (phoebe bridgers cover)

Image credits:

https://pin.it/3dbmb0LFP

https://x.com/tommyinnit/status/1338596444681490433

https://youtu.be/UEj1xRvpSbk?feature=shared

https://youtu.be/DRXKriskZdQ?feature=shared

https://youtu.be/ZhNXz2yRPVs?feature=shared

https://youtu.be/_okO4CssoqI?feature=shared

https://lmanberg322634374.wordpress.com/2021/04/29/the-1st-lmanberg-war/

https://youtu.be/_okO4CssoqI?feature=shared

[whoblewboobear]

Starbreaker is a fun dynamic to play with, they don’t have to be healthy and they don’t have to be in love to be whatever they are. Like I imagine that for Porter, killing Jace didn’t mean much it was a means to an end, it served a purpose, it could’ve been anybody. Love was the farthest thing from porters mind. Obsession was the closest he ever got to that. He had a goal to achieve and that was all that mattered.

Maybe Jace resented Porter the entire time, maybe he wanted him dead but didn’t feel strong enough to do it. Maybe he took comfort in whatever stockholm syndrome came with being tied to some like that, reveled in it. Because it was the most normal part of whatever else his life was for almost two years.

In canon, they’re dead, yes. But through creation they got second, third, fifth, hundredth, and infinite chances at life. Maybe in some of those, when the dust settles, they still choose each other because in a way just get each other, they get the obsession and the need and maybe over time something changes. That need becomes a want that becomes a choice to let the other in, to see the other for all they are no matter how visceral and to say, despite it all, I love you.

[deus-ex-mona]

i miss her…

[trans-leek-cookie]

the ending of i saw the tv glow fucked me up because in a meatphor sense she's going to spend the rest of her life in misery because she was too afraid to embrace her true self. her happy self. and in a literal sense she's LITERALLY being buried alive which is like top 100 fears of mine and the fact her inhaler stopped working which is like. the sign that she's losing oxygen kept me up at night. aaaaaaaaaaaaaaAAAA

Ourgh yeah the burying alive is. Fucked up if real! But personally I've said before but I do see the ending as not Great but at least hopeful, I think even if she doesn't accept herself right away she's going to at least try to like, find people who can help her, because she is screaming for help at the end, even if no one responds. And that's much better than suffering in silence. At least, that's if you assume her life outside the Pink Opaque is real in some way, which tbh I do. I think even if she were to bury herself like Tara, it wouldn't perfectly put her in Isabel's body, and she wouldn't be young again. Idk I'll say that I think the world of ISTTVG is supernatural and sitting within unreality rather than full fantasy, and neither The Pink Opaque or "Real Life" is fully true. I think they blur together one way or another

[slymanner]

if butterfly soup ever gets like,,,let's say a 2.5 for the side character's who get some spotlight in this entry...

I want to know every single bit of HER BACKSTORY

How'd her journey go before this current time??? did she have banger friends to support her??? when did she figure out she wanted to be a girl??? how did her parents take the new's??? was she scared to transition at first but then she realized this was gonna be the best decision of her life??? HOW DID SHE PICK SUCH A COOL NAME FOR HERSELF AND HAVE THE BEST TRANSITION IN EXISTENCE.

I NEED ANSWERS.

[grokebaby]

Deconstructing this A. Cola named entity... What's under that faux fur..

[swinging-stars-from-satellites]

no because it's "buried alive inside my dreams but it was all a fake-out". there's a BUT! like they were imagining it. they thought they were stuck behind a window, buried alive inside dreams they can't reach in futures that never came and pasts that can't be changed, BUT!!! but it was all a fake-out. it was all in their heads. they weren't really trapped and buried after all!!

[bitchthefuck1]

One little detail that I really love about Succession is the fact that it's explicitly confirmed in the show that Kendall, Shiv, and Roman have all been to therapy—and yet they've clearly still never actually processed or confronted the trauma and dysfunction in their lives.

They all acknowledge that on some level they need help and that what's happened to them isn't okay, but they're so deeply invested in the power structures that hurt them that no amount of talking will actually change anything. They can't really confront the reality of their father and what happened to them, because that would mean rejecting the myths they've been raised on and profit off of, and none of them are willing to do that. So the cycle keeps going.

[batsplat]

a very much plausible scenario played out in my head, where acosta and works ktm are a potent mix contending for a title, and pecco would usually have his terrible season start with marc asserting himself as primary rider to fight acosta. that would, perhaps, mean ducati will team order their reigning world champion pecco. it would be preferable for ktm to still not quite be there and prepared to take on the challenge, as i’d like to see how marc and pecco match up when they have only the two of them to worry about, but, hey, i’ll take what the season will give me!

the thing about ducati and team orders, right, is that usually they have five existential crises and try to powerfully hint to riders that they would like them to team order themselves and then have another existential crisis or twelve and are so terrified of the whole thing becoming a discourse point that... they're actually really bad at issuing them. like, yes, in an ideal world they'd like everyone to back their preferred challenger, but in reality it was usually up to the individual riders in both 2017 and 2022 whether they played ball. there were definitely late 2022 races where ducati riders caused pecco some real trouble, and the ones who most clearly made way for him on-track were ones who actually wanted him to win the title (aka his fellow academy riders). in 2017, they tried team orders in three races, and it didn't really do much to help dovi in a single one of those. the great thing about team orders is that you can just... ignore them. also, and this part is key - they only really happen late in the season. pecco has been through some very crazy championship fights by this point and he won't believe he's out of it until he's mathematically out of it. so, yeah, this would really only be relevant at the end of the year

quite honestly, even if this scneario does pan out and you get marc taking on acosta for the title, I really struggle to see a world in which pecco helps out marc's championship bid. I mean, you'd have to have a close title fight at the end of the season between those two (or indeed marquez v martin), and if marc's so clear of pecco on that ducati then I kind of doubt it's going to come to that. also, ducati will do obscene amounts of hand wringing before they come close to issuing an explicit public-ish instruction to pecco beyond 'try not to crash into your teammate'. and even if it did come to that... I think at most pecco does a lorenzo and plays lip service to the idea that under very specific circumstances he'd help marc, but they're specific enough that they just won't happen. and even if they did, he wouldn't help marc anyway lol. it'd be funny if you got to a situation where ducati does feel they need to ask him but. yeah. no. pecco's not doing it

[saturno-sol]

Yknow maybe it’s not a good thing to have kids with a ten year+ difference between them.

[clementiens]

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[snickerdoodlles]

inspired by this, but I decided to subject myself to the mortifying ordeal of Admitting I Like My Writing and start writing out things I like about my stories/thoughts behind some writing choices, but instead I've spent many pages of this journal just crying over how much i love Pete and some of my thoughts/headcanons for his characterization

typical

[voidimp]

yeah yeah okay maybe there is something to be said for eating healthier. whatever

[bitchfitch]

The reason I've been flittering about between characters so much recently instead of just going hard in on one is that i haven't managed to get properly head sick about one in what feels like Ages. I need a horrible little man to fixate on to the detriment of all other projects or else I'll Die. Or ill just move between projects so fast i can't actually make progress on any of them and that's Basically death.

[fingertipsmp3]

2024 if you fuck me up I will never forgive you