#if anyone wants to know abt them ...... hmu .....

[justablah56]

May I request "Do that again, please" for Terry/Nicky/Sparrow? With potentially also "Your lips are all stained" as well? (Yes this is me giving you an excuse to be very self-indulgent because it's delightful to see)

ahh this was literally so much fun to write , thank you for the excuse to write the most self indulgent fic I have ever written <3333

ao3 link here :]

The three of them were sitting on the couch, or rather, two of them were sitting on the couch. Nicky was sitting in Sparrow's lap while Sparrow and Terry sat on the couch.

Nicky sat facing Sparrow, legs straddling hers and his head resting on her chest. Sparrow had one arm resting on his lower back and the other running fingers through his hair while Terry sat beside his girlfriend, one of his arms draped across her shoulders as he looked fondly at his partners.

God, he loved them. How the universe had decided to bless Terry with not just one but two absolutely breathtaking partners was a mystery to him, but not one he would question. He didn't know how long it would last, but for now he was fully content to just exist with the two of them in this moment, doing absolutely nothing together.

Well, that is, until Sparrow decided they were doing something.

Sparrow made her I have an idea face and looked quickly at Terry before grinning and looking back to the mostly asleep Nicky in her arms.

Terry watched fondly as Sparrow used the hand in Nicky's hair to guide his face up to hers and as Nicky began to mumble something (probably about being woken up), Sparrow moved her hand from his hair to his jaw and kissed him squarely on his lips.

Nicky's eyes went wide for a moment before he hummed softly and completely melted into Sparrows arms as she kissed him.

They were absolutely beautiful together, Terry treasured every moment like this, the two of them absolutely enraptured with each other. It felt important. He knew he loved them, he also knew they loved each other, so if he could see the care and affection Nicky and Sparrow had for each other, he could only imagine the same was directed at him. That he was loved just as strongly.

Terry was broken out of his thoughts when Nicky was pulled back from Sparrow's lips by her hand at the back of his head again and Terry felt affection swell in his chest at the sight of them both.

Nicky was staring at Sparrow with his eyes blown wide, face flushed and breathing heavily as his tail flicked excitedly from side to side. There was a hint of the lipgloss Sparrow was wearing on the skin around his mouth.

Sparrow was in a similar state, her lipstick beginning to smudge and she had a knowing yet soft smirk on her face as she stared back at their boyfriend.

"Do that again, please," Nicky whined, leaning his forehead against Sparrow's.

"Of course, Doll," Sparrow said, grinning at Nicky as she pulled him back into another kiss.

Beautiful.

Nicky sighed into Sparrow as they continued for another moment before Nicky pulled himself back, panting heavily with head still leaned against Sparrow's, her lipgloss now evident against his skin.

The sight served only to heighten the love and affection swirling in Terry's chest and suddenly he couldn't hold himself back any longer. Terry brought his free hand up to replace Sparrow's on Nicky's jaw. Sparrow clearly caught the message and easily brought her hand down, leaning away from Nick and allowing Terry to turn Nick's face towards his.

Nicky's eyes softened and he giggled as he looked up at Terry, "Hi,"

Terry swiped his thumb across Nicky's lip and the soft pink pigment that sat there.

"Your lips are all stained," Terry said softly, and watched as Nicky's blush darkened a shade and his mouth opened, probably to make some sort of comment, but Terry pulled him into a kiss before he could make it.

Nicky made a quiet noise of surprise against Terry's mouth but was quick to kiss back, putting one hand on Terry's shoulder and Terry felt his tail wrap around his calf.

Terry would never tire of this, the entire world reducing down to just the feeling of his partners surrounding him. Though perhaps "reduced" was incorrect, it wasn't like the world seemed smaller. It was more like… he was shutting out everything that wasn't his world.

Christ that was sappy.

Eventually they did pull away from each other, and Terry was certain at least some of the lipgloss had transferred to his own lips, but he didn't particularly care. He simply cared about the dazed look on Nicky's face. The hungry look on Sparrow's as she watched them. Nicky's tail wrapped securely around his leg. Sparrow's hand that had reached up to grab Terry's around her shoulders. Just… them.

Terry leaned over to press a kiss to Sparrow's head, "I love you," he ran his hand through Nicky's hair, "Both of you."

Nick nuzzled his face into Terry's shoulder, "Love you too,"

Sparrow smiled at Terry, "Yeah, love you three," she said, pressing her own kiss to Terry's lips.

[twinknote]

ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha i think i'm going to go. Actually insane

my brother's gf's parents just put in an offer on a house for them today and it was accepted! and anyone who is not deeply mentally ill and traumatized and disabled and stuck living with their shitty fucking parents in their shitty fucking moldy decrepit hoarder's house would be happy for them! and i'm Soooooooo not! i fear i need to be kept 1,000 feet away from their happy celebratory housewarming shit bc it makes me want to kill everyone and then myself! like my mom texted me that they got the house and i immediately just started having a mental fucking breakdown and laughing and crying hysterically!!!!!!!!

like wow that's awesome!!!!! that's so awesome that you have rich parents who can just. randomly decide to buy you a house!!!!! that's so cool and good for you!!!! it would be so cool if my parents even had a decent house that isn't full of mold and bugs and mice and probably asbestos and has no usable dining or living room because they're piled with random fucking shit!!!! it would be so cool if some evil rotting smell didn't waft through the vents regularly!!!! it would be so cool if they were functional and capable of cleaning!!!!! it would be so cool if they were able or willing to help me live literally anywhere else, or GOD forbid realize that maybe living here isn't good for me!!!! that would be SO awesome!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

but it's So cool that your parents bought you a 3 bedroom house on a whim 👍 it's so cool that my brother gets to live there without having to go through any of the barriers that come with buying a house. it's so cool that people are just able to make money and live in safe and comfortable places and both of those things feel entirely impossible for me to the point where i truly just feel like i'm not meant to be happy or even just safe and sane. it's so cool that people just magically get their basic needs met and i'm just over here like ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha i'll never have that! that's awesome 👍👍👍👍👍👍👍👍👍👍👍👍👍👍👍👍👍👍👍👍👍👍👍👍👍👍👍👍👍

[glacial-waltzes]

Kaeya, cavalry captain of Mondstadt! A pleasure to meet you all~ 23, he/him.

This picture isn't fully accurate now, but Borealis is still with me! Along with his other friends who keep tailing us around, haha.

Kaeya’s pokemon

Pleasure to make your acquaintance. I am Lynette. 21 and she/her only.

Kaeya has let me borrow his... odd mechanism when I please. If you are interested in magic, or my brothers… this is the wrong time and place for that. But if you wish to speak with me... just get to the point.

If any of you see my good friend Aether, or our other companions, Alhaitham or Furina, please do let us know. We’re a bit worried for them.

//Universe shared with - @fallenboughtkeeper (on the genshin side) - @blueberry-gills - non emo au of @arven-x-drayster-4ever (both on the pokemon side)

please go through ‘read more’ before interacting!

Heyaaa!! It’s @saywha413, mod of @arven-x-drayster-4ever, @ask-sarah-and-co, and all the other blogs in that universe!

I love Kaeya genshin sm and I thought a faller blog would be silly…

since this is a separate universe from my main one, I’d be alright with him being in like other universes if that makes sense? but uh. hmu if you want to do like a rp thread or join universes or smth.

Note relating to the actual genshin part. The only other faller chars planned (as of rn) are the ones he listed. Most other chars will be back on Teyvat- so in @/fallernboughtkeeper’s side.

finally. There will be kaether (kaeya/aether) bc I am crazy abt them. Aether is 20 (under legal drinking age of 21). I am also highly considering furina/lynette and kaeya/aether/alhaitham but we’ll see lmao

Pelipper mail/malice/mystery gifts: ✔️ Musharna mail/malice: ✔️ Union circle: ✔️ In character hate: ✔️ Magic anons: depends on the anon

Anyone can interact, given that we keep it within a social media context.

also full icon bc im super proud of how it turned out

Tag guide:

I didn't know you were such a slacker. Anything by Kaeya Hey; fancy joining me at the tavern for a bit? Asks We're not frozen in place; after all. Reblogs Haha; just don't feel intimidated by what I can do. Plot related stuff Hehe; seems all the other knights already have their hands full. Anything long lol

There is nothing new under the sun... Is that really true? Anything by Lynette + text color

ask games ooc posts ooc reblogs

dividers: x og icon (mines a redraw): x header: x background of lugia image: x

[d3composedlove]

I need someone to care about me so much they stalk my page and find out every little detail about me and anyone I’ve ever interacted with im being so serious i NEED someone sick in the head someone who thinks the most corrupted and perverted thoughts abt me,, someone who would do ANYTHING for me to come back,,, someone who would stalk me on alt accs if I ever block them,, someone who’s thoughts are me and me only,,, someone who gets sick and feels like throwing up at the mere thought of me moving on and finding someone else,, someone who’s whole personality is loving me,, who’s whole day depends on how I act towards them,, who would text me on all platforms if I ever try to ignore them,, I want to consume someone’s brain until the only thing they can think abt is *me*

let’s see if I find the perfect one☺️☺️ (if ur anything like this hmu)

i don’t know where this came from tbh,, just put what I was thinking into words lol,, this will probably be the only thing I post today cuz my brain’s fried.. and I’m like in a kinda bad mood

[heartintact]

plots inspired by taylor swift’s music, enjoy! (& hmu if u want to write any of them!):

hits different: ‘you were the one that I loved, don't need another metaphor, it's simple enough’. muse a and muse b were everything, their first real love and now that they’ve broken up neither of them are dealing with it like they should. i just want to see messy exes who truly adored each other, getting drunk on the weekends and showing up at doorsteps, not dealing with jealousy, always ending up tangled together even when it just makes everything worse. just angst and pining and desperation.

glitch: muse a and muse b are insanely different, so people are constantly shocked when they find out they’ve been friends for a long time. no one who imagine that’s not all they are, because they’ve been friends with benefits for a long time now, self-sabotaging their own relationships at times and swearing it’s just some fun until they find someone permanent. but of course feelings start to get involved and neither of them is willing to admit it because that would just fuck up what they have, right?

the last great american dynasty: this is the entire vibe. basically muse a is a wild girl, she’s always down to any last minute plans and her life is a constant party. muse b on the other hand carries with all their families expectations, they’re expected to behave, don’t get their name on the magazines and eventually take over their parents role (bonus points for royalty but honestly any old money kinda business works perfectly). of course, muse a turns muse b’s world upside down. i wanna see them sneaking around trying to avoid rumors and muse a taking muse b to every party they shouldn’t be at, and muse b just throwing around their money and being happy and just letting go for the first time in their life.

illicit affairs: ‘look at this godforsaken mess that you made me, you showed me colors you know I can't see with anyone else’ if you ask me, there’s nothing like a good infidelity plot. the plot could begin when the affair is brand new or when it’s been going on for some time but every time muse a tries to break it, muse b just gets them right back on the palm of their hand. i want to see the heartbreak of desperately wishing for someone who can never be yours and having to settle with anything they can offer. bonus points if muse a is somehow related or has a relationship with muse b's partner, it can be siblings, best friends, anything, it's just way more sad that way and i love angst.

i'm too lazy to write these ones but i've also thought abt ideas for 'tis the damn season, ...question?, miss americana & the heartbreak prince, august and cowboy like me because they're so good?? so anyway if u want to hear abt either of those just lmk lol.

[rennisaturate]

open to: anyone relationship: friends (close or not), friend of one of her siblings or parents, exes, another writer, and old classmate, be creative !!✨ mylene just had a big ol disappointment (dumped or stood up or no one showed up to her book signing maybe?? smth like that) and oh !! i wasn't expecting u to be here at this low point in my life !! pls kill me lmao thems the vibes ✨ her bio's not up so if u wanna know anything abt her just hmu !! ✨

could this night get any worse?? she wanted to dig a hole and jump inside. " oh, uh... what-what're you doing here?? " she patted at her cheeks hoping it'd hide the faint tear tracks that had surely cut through her makeup.

[kurjakani]

Do you know what's going on with "Valdemar route"??? I haven't been on Tumblr yesterday and .... Whaaaa

Me immediately running 2 the arcana ig acc to look 🤸 ok so idk where it was (i could s2g ig reels but i cant. Find it now! If anyone knows what I'm talking about & has the post, hmu) but a bit ago there was like a vote about the courtiers, like you wrote who you want some extra content of. Valdemar looked to be in the lead which so real 💉💉 go babe GO.

But yeah the latest post is them sharing sm valdemar route that isn't like, offical. Idk SHIT abt the dorian site- it's on that. Some more like, long time arcana fan would know better. A lot of comments are comparing it to fanfiction etc- fan created content? Which i think, fan created content is great, but ppl defi didn't seem 2 be expecting it to be that.

Honestly? Idk i might look at dorian and look at. If i can play it im literally just desperate for any Valdemar content, offical or fan created. Idk if ill like it i have very specific wishes for what I'd want a valdemar route 2 even entail, but that could p much be the case w offical content too so 😭😭

[and-i-said-fewer]

HI THERE I SAW YOUR TAGS FREAKING OUT ABOUT ELBOW ON MY GERASKIER PLAYLISTS AND !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

little fictions is the only album I know by heart cover to cover, but I certainly enjoy the others!

SERIOUSLY THOUGH

WHENEVER I SEND ANYONE AN ELBOW SONG REC IN THE CONTEXT OF A CHARACTER THEY ALWAYS SAY THEYD NEVER CONSIDERED IT BEFORE AND I HONESTLY THOUGHT IT WAS JUST ME HAVING A NOT LIKE OTHER GIRLS MOMENT

you’ve made my day

holyyyyyy shittt im so sorry i didn’t see this before but it’s only *checks watch* well over a month late !! (sorry.) but yEA my mancunian friend introduced lil american me to elbow and theyve topped my spotify wrapped (yes even above tad) the past two years lol their stuff means a lot to me and is also So Good

but fs like. again i would Not ever insinuate that elbow is Niche or Unpopular—literally played the olympics etc etc—but i do think that they aren’t necessarily in The Minds Of Fandom™️ very much. but MAN they have such a great discography and sm good songs it’s like *makes aggressive grabby claws at the air* so much potential!!!! overlooked!! unseen!! (yes i’m being dramatic. not sorry)

anyways if anyone who sees this listens to elbow PLEASE hmu i love talking abt elbow songs

aaaaannndd uuuhhhhh 👉🏽👈🏽 hopefully not beign too pushy but uhhh. if anyone here wants some fandom related recs……. i’ll just throw out a couple so i’m not being Too Much but:

hotel istanbul [listed as a non-album track under the seldom seen kid (bonus tracks version) album on spotify] - oh my god if anyone listens to One [1] song i write here PLEASE let it be this one. every time i scroll through geraskier playlists and don’t see this song i feel Robbed. to me it feels sooooo them but no one else knows about it and i lose my mind. idk if musically it fits everyone’s vibe check but Lyrically. holy fuck holy shit. like to my understanding it’s abt a guy who’s havin a shite day but this other person’s presence makes them feel better or smthn??? anyways it’s fuckinnnn haaghhh i’m- it literally goes “damn your eyes / so blue” LIKE????? i lose my mind over this song in geraskier context every time someone Please listen to it and tell me if i’m going insane or not

puncture repair [under leaders of the free world album] - man i love this lil guy sm. diff energy from hotel istanbul but i see this one as the quieter geraskier moments, the travelling together for 20 years. it’s so quiet, it’s so routine, it’s motions that are muscle memory, it’s care etched in creases, it’s thoughts traced through nerves for the thousandth time. also works from either pov i think

bones of you [under the seldom seen kid album] - i think?? this could be a yennefer song??? either abt istredd or just like her past life. also sonically i rlly like the vibe for her, dunno if anyone else’d agree w that tho

audience with the pope [under the seldom seen kid album] - ok honestly i dont know if this one’s very accurate since i wouldnt call myself an arbiter of quality yen&geralt vibes, but i do think of them when i listen to this song so,,? do with that what u will

anyway i have oodles and oodles of these but these ones that r like, supported lyrically the best ig??? sorta?? maybe not but yea ive got elbow-witcher song thoughts for Days but the other ones are maybe more vibes-based so ¯\_(ツ)_/¯ but if anyone’s intrigued…… i mean hmu

[bulletproofbechloe]

PLEASE INTERACT

okay, here’s the deal. I’ve been in and out of this fandom, but I want back in on Bechloe. Here’s some things about me:

- I’m 25, lesbian, she/her, and btw call me Colleen 

- my other account is lesleygoreswife

- I was first on Tumblr as a Bechloe account in 2013 ish when I was 15

- I make music so if anyone wanted me to try writing music abt them HIT ME UP because I need gay writing inspo (hmu for that spotify link but don’t have very high expectations)

- I have written fanfiction of them in the past but if I were to publish it again WOW would it need some editing (I WANT TO START WRITING THEM AGAIN)

- I used to be a Jori shipper but the older I get the more creeped out I am by the fandom not believing that Liz Gillies wasn’t groomed and how people write extremely problematic material of underage characters LOL

So anyway, nice to meet you I’m Colleen, and if you’re reading this please follow me so I know the good blogs to check out ;)

[ctommy-antigone]

hiiii :3 i'm FINALLY making a pinned. 3+ years on tumblr and Im finally making a pinned.

I change names a lot but for now you can call me Eliza or Doc (or Khads if we're mutuals)

I'm fine w any pronouns but rn im liking she/it

probably greyace & greyaro but idc okay i literally have homework to do

quite possibly the only muslim in dsmpblr right now (if u r in the same boat id love to be friends!)

minor

Im kinda awkward but i love talking to people!!! hmu anytime (i speak french too)

if u want to get the full eliza ctommy-antigone experience i'd reccomend opening ctommy-antigone.tumblr.com as i am quite proud of my blog theme (it's anemone by seyche & it works on mobile too!)

webweave, moodboard and stimboard requests are open!!! u can request any character, dynamic, theme etc. from any of the fandoms im in, or just a general motif from. life ig?? it'll probably be done within two weeks but who knows

zionists + terfs get blocked on sight dont fucking try me (plus anyone being racist, sexist, antisemitic etc, but these two are what I've seen the most on tumblr)

this website gives you a random vetted palestinian fundraiser to donate to

here's a list of fundraisers that are very low on funds (will update this link regularly)

here's el-shab-hussein and nabulsi's spreadsheet with several hundred verified fundraisers

I do NOT support cc!wilbur or cc!dteam!

that being said I will be reblogging stuff about their characters, if this makes you uncomfortable i understand but this is probably not the place to be (I will tag it upon request though)

idgaf abt queer discourse i think ppl should use whatever labels they want as long as theyre not hurting anyone

also dgaf about shipping discourse ok i dont even like shipping most of the time (too aromantic for this <3) but i follow the ship and let ship principle & if i cared to align myself with any side in this stuff ig id be an anti anti? but also i dont care

i might block you if u post a lot of sbi or c!emeraldduo, it's nothing personal i just dont like them

we mostly post mcyt here (primarily dsmp but also many others including life series, sdmp, lifesteal, and more recently whitepine!). ctommy has been taking up a worrying amount of my brain space since 2021

other interests: hypertext fiction, Joan Didion, musicals (specifically ghost quartet, heathers, hadestown, merrily we roll along and into the woods), rottmnt or tales, the lego ninjago movie, alex rider (the tv show, the books are alright but i personally like the show better), web development, and poetry

UNDER CONSTRUCTION: fics masterpost, webweaves masterpost, neocities

I don't have much of a tagging system but im TRYING okay. ctommy stuff goes under #chommy <3, clingyduo under #the clingysss, interactions w/ mutuals goes under #friends tag, stuff i really like is #fave or #fave ever.

[lcngliive]

Was that [TOM GLYNN-CARNEY]? Oh no no, that was just [ROBBIE BISHOP], a [ORIGINAL CHARACTER] from [THE VAMPIRE DIARIES]. They are [TWENTY FOUR] years old, use [HE/HIM], and [ARE] aware that they are not actually from Washington DC. Too bad they can’t stray from this city for long.

how long has your character been here

robbie has only been here for about two days.

what is your character's job

nothing currently, but he'll most likely open up another shop like the one he had back home.

where has your character been pulled from in their fandom

from after his death - tho he has no idea he's actually dead.

has any magic affected your character

nope!

and any other information you might find useful for us and the other members to know!!

OKAY hello, sit down bcs this is gonna be a wild ride hehe !

his full name is robert, but he goes exclusively by robbie - Robert is only for the parents when he's done something wrong lol, which was most of his childhood and teenage years

third oldest of the siblings

back home he ran a bakery with his wife, they're both witches and they sold the typical shit you'd find in a tourist shop - the whole love potion thing etc, etc - do they work? who knows (most of them do)

was a very curious and rambunctious child growing up, never without scraped knees or holes in his clothes from climbing trees or doing other things that he shouldn't

def a rebel of a teenager - protesting about civil rights and using magic to make things happen in favour of the different causes he was supporting

has def been arrested more than once (more like 10 times but shhh we're not counting hehe)

robbie loves his family with a deep ferocity, he'd quite literally do anything for them - has probs started fights on behalf of them before tbh

met his soon to be wife one day while he was out causing trouble and the two became friends and eventually started dating -

they had the baby first and then decided to get married lmaooo, always does things backwards -

meeting his wife def calmed down the wild streak in him, made him more balanced and so did becoming a father, they have a house away from the bishop home, a dog named tater and plans for another baby (but we know how that went lmaoooo)

the connection for his wife will be something that I'll be writing up very shortly and sending it to the main, so if ur interested in bein his wife pls hmu and i can give you the vibes :)))

we all know the details abt the bishops - they're another gemini coven, marley and mason were supposed to merge nd shit and mason went blabbing to the wrong people - aka vampires who wanted to fuck up the family

and fuck them up they did :((( the bishops all went for what they thought was a normal family night, but nope, the vampires killed them all

robbie's wife and child were supposed to be there with him that night, but the kiddo had a fever and was fussy so they stayed home while robbie went to see his fam

so - I'm playing him rn as him just remembering going home - no remembering death or anything like that - so which family member is gonna break the good news?? hehe

here in dc

robbie is going to be very confused and think that one of his family members has done a spell and it's backfired

will 100% not be able to cope with the fact that he's supposed to be dead - esp given the fact his family was supposed to join them, so they would have been dead too

is gonna need someone to show him around and tell him abt technology and shit ???? so pls give this man some friends hehe

wanted connections

his wife - gonna make this an official wc, BUT if anyone is interested and wants to hmu before i send it in, yall can dm me on discord or even on tumblr!!

friends - all of his friends were back home, so it would be good for him to have some new friends - witchy friends, just normal friends, other supernatural friends?????

people who work for him - robbie is gonna be opening up his shop again here, so if you wanna work in a quirky lil bakery, have at it !! he'd love to have some other witches and just anyone working tbh!

[baglsasha]

Mental health vent below. CW for abuse, mental health issues, sexual abuse, manipulation, and stream of consciousness writing with little concern for grammar.

If anyone actually reads this idk like if you experience similar stuf can u mayb hmu. It's 3:30am and I can't sleep so I'm just gonna rant

I have issues with how I view ppl like when I meet someone or like someone's art they'll be fucking perfect then the second they do something I slightly dislike they instantly become all bad in my brain and I like have to fight that base instinct to have a fucking normal perspective on people and it's fucking annoying

I'm p sure that's a borderline tendency or maybe it's just normal and I'm over critical of my mind. I have a weird history with borderline tho bc the person who abused and raped me tried to like gaslight me into believing I had serious borderline issues to make me feel less competent and like manipulate me more or some shit so like if I actually do have borderline tendencies I don't know how to deal with it's just colored horribly by that. And I guess also mixing with ptsd from that.

I feel horrific imposter syndrome for my own mental health too. Like I have a hard time saying I have post traumatic stress even though if I see or think certain triggering things I flash back to how I felt in those moments and fall apart with anxiety and have to re center myself and I basically have been made asexual bc the thought of sex fucking terrifies me. And it fucking hurts me too bc I get tense when I see people who look like her and those are just innocent normal people and I'm internally freaking out around them just bc they look like the woman who tried to break me what am I supposed to do abt that.

I like feel generally mentally healthier now on a base level, like I've got my meds, I'm productive, im doing things I love but I still feel like im one tiny mistake away from burning all my friendships over an idiotic impulse or running away for no reason. Like someone will just say something mild I disagree on and I'll fucking suddenly want to fucking despise them over it and I don't want to do that I love them they're great ppl I can't take that why is my mind like that.

I want to say I want the me I was before she hurt me back but that me was horrifically mentally unhealthy in other ways. I want the me who's figured this shit out. I want the me who doesn't want to hurt people. I want the me that doesnt eventually clash with people and make things falls apart. I want the me who's at least decently sure of myself and has any self esteem at all. I want the me who can finish any art ever.

I can't keep going with so little. I'm not suicidal. I'm about as far from that as I've ever been. But despite my happiness I have the overwhelming constant deafening background noise telling me that I don't deserve it, that I'm not worth anything, that I shouldn't be happy. And I hate that. Fuck

Sorry.

[yume-fanfare]

i’ve tried getting into honeyworks a few times over the past 2 years, but it’s always been overwhelming since there’s just So much stuff. do you have any recommendations on what order to watch things in and what’s necessary and all that?

oh sure!!!

pretty much every single character has a story and is connected to the others in one way or another, so it can seem overwhelming at first, but since the story is just slice of life shoujo after all, it's not hard to connect the dots. there isn't really any need to know about Everyone either, and most of them don't really have that many songs either, despite everything

but the easy way to break it down, is that there are two main series: the love series (normal shoujo manga) and the idol series

the love series has 3 "generations" divided by school grade

we have the graduates:

the second years:

and the first years!

the idol series has:

(yes, aizou, yuujirou and hiyori too are sort of a bridge between both sagas)

full throttle 4!

dolce!

and ascana!

there are a few other characters scattered around (we know one of mona's fans, minami's girlfriend, koyuki's apparent love interest...?) but these are kind of like the main ones if you want to get to know the others

so likeee if anyone in particular stands out to you you can let me know and i'll tell you where to start?

[monstrsball]

GET TO KNOW MY SHIPS: IwaOiSuga

(template made by @/riessene on twitter)

[granolabird]

It's been one year since Army if the Dead released on Netflix and my brain was irreversibly melted into a zombie movie obsessed soup so uh, happy anniversary to that I guess?

[rennisaturate]

open to: anyone relationship: friends, neighbors, dating, exes, have fun ✨ her bios not up rn so if u wanna know anything abt her hmu ✨

" oh, now all of a sudden, you don' know nobody?? " she rolled her eyes at them dramatically. " ignore me if you want to, i'mma get your ass later, "