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#if you tag this anything like ‘this is just how hypnosis works’ I’m gonna start blocking you
juniepops · 1 year
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I’m immune to hypnosis actually. I just wanted to do all that gay shit anyway
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lilypixels · 3 years
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Izzy’s Dag-Dag The Artist… Tag
By @morgynemberisagenderfluiddaddy
~ Rules ~
Show us a rendition of yourself in your own art! Can be anything! Sims render? Random stick figure? Picrew? Go nuts! (Just be sure to tag the artist if you use someone else’s picrew!!!!) Tag the blogs you want to know, and don’t be a dick that’s it! Also, feel free to answer as vague or in-depth as you want. And if you don’t want to answer a question for any reason just don’t vibe with it! Skip it if you wanna! Also make sure you tag me and use #dagdagtheartisttag so I can see it!!!!!!!!
This is a bit long so i’m just gonna...
~Questions~
1.) Do you prefer to be referred to by your name or blog name? Both are fine! I don’t care much about what people refer to me as in general and have had someone on here call me lily once
2.) Where are you from? I won’t say exact, but I live in the middle of USA (I can’t wait to move-)
3.) Do you have pets? 👀 Yes! 3 dogs and 2 cats, tho only one cat is truly “mine”
4.) Tell us about your “dream”. uhh like where I want to be in life? what I want to do? um I’m still working on the exact job title, but I wish to do research at a natural history/science museum (sorta like archives or collections manager, but neither of those are quite right i think). Otherwise, I just hope to adopt and even foster kids cause my life would not be complete without little ones :3 (spouse/partner optional lol) 
5.) Aside from art, what are your hobbies? Randomly researching things that grasp my attention, games...lots of games, reading, watching tv, coloring (wait does that count as art-), uhhh spacing out
6. )Does anyone irl know about your blog? yeah, but mostly just know about, not like see my posts i guess
7.)Do you know anyone from your blog irl? not outside of just chatting on discord
8.) What are some fun facts about you? I’ve had some poems published before (it was with entering a poetry contest), I have surprisingly good balance, my brain is not properly awake/functioning until 10am which has led to me almost using soap as toothpaste a few times too many, I have a birthmark on my finger (bonus: it sorta changes color/how noticeable it is depending on how hot or cold I am lol, i call it a mini thermometer cause of this), apparently Lion King was my Disney movie obsession as a kid...oh and I have a certificate in cryptozoology lolz
9.) What’s your day job? i work as a private nanny/glorified babysitter (i don’t live with them or drive but work regular hours through week and as needed; even join the occasional vacation with them)
10.) Do you have a celebrity look alike? i don’t think so; a girl in high school once said I look like Cameron Diaz tho-
11.) What’s your aesthetic? for my blog I think it’s becoming like dark academia meets cottage core?? idk for myself...who knows
12.) What kind of artist are you? the tired kind lol
13.) How did you get into your form of art? if we’re looking at sims, uhhh well I just happened to learn about cc one day, then happened upon simblr, saw edits, and thought I’d give a try cause I can’t draw but I need a creative outlet so this worked for me
14.) What do you watch/listen/read/anything else while you create? if I do anything, its listen to music; music is generally random based on what I feel like but more recently its been 2d anime groups (idolish7, hypnosis mic, etc)
15.) What is your favorite of your own creations so far?  lets see...this, this, and this edit wise I think
16.) How would you describe your art style? idk chaos
17.) What is more satisfying to you coloring or outlining? coloring, I like coloring 
18.) What meme would you use to describe yourself?
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19.) What character from any media form do you most identify with? oh gosh uhhhh there’s a few but I’ll say Iori and Sogo from Idolish7 since they come to mind first lol. Iori is a fellow aquarius who hides his interests and agonizes over past slipups even a year later, others have legit moved on but he’s still stuck on it (that was true moment I was like “omg you are aquarius” lol cause yeah meee). Sogo i heavily relate to as well cause he’s,,,very nice and hides his own feelings, putting others before himself (but when right buttons get pushed, he can be scary lol) so yeah, those two
20.) If you were on the run, what would you change your name to? I’ve never thought of this...no clue
21.) Have you ever or do you want to change blog names? I have changed names, yes; I used to be silverine-sims but after a time i didn’t ~vibe~ with it
22.) God forbid Tumblr decides to pull a MySpace and lets us have page songs, what song would you choose?  page songs like adding playlist to blog? i mean its possible already with bit of coding and I used to have one set up but uh one song huh? gosh um I guess Twisted Hearts by tasuku hatanaka; it was op for Moriarty the Patriot s2 and I’m pretty obsessed with it rn 
23.) Oh yeah, I’m still on the MySpace train and I’m starting discourse! Who’s your top 8? my brain refuses to think and rank; i have trouble with choices and that extends to favorites,,
24.) Did you understand those references or did you have to look them up? (I’m fully aware I’m ancient, but are you?) i know of myspace but otherwise i have no clue what all it entailed
25.) One last question; why are you like that? I grew up watching Secret Saturdays, He-Man, Teen Titans, Danny Phantom, and Spongebob idk what to tell ya ¯\_(ツ)_/¯
Dag dag?
Now tag tag!!!
I know not all of you will do this or was tagged by izzy already but I’m tagging everyone I can think of anyway-
@cyansimblr @neriney @lunchsims @waysims @klayde @sinfulwunders @void-imp @ladykendalsims @lazysunjade @almost-spring @smolteabirb @lunaziie @clumsyghostie​ and uh uh anyone else cause its too early and my brain just quit
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elenamiria · 4 years
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Max Phillips x Reader - Kinktober Day 11
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Hypnosis | Micro/Macro | Sensory Deprivation | Weight Gain 
Word Count: 1.8k Warnings: Consensual Hypnosis, fem reader, blowjobs, unprotected sex, Rough sex, hair pulling, semi-public sex (reader is loud), light embarrassment, Max is his usual self 
Kinktober Day 10  «  Kinktober Masterlist  »  Kinktober Day 12 
Main Masterlist & Taggies: @legally-a-bastard​ (Also tagging @ithinkhesgaybutwesavedmufasa​, @storiesofthefandomlovers​ , @absurdthirst​ @tintinwrites​ and @corrupt-fvcker​ for all providing excellent Max Phillips content that truly helped me to nail his character down! So PLEASE go read any and all of their content it’s all absolutely fantastic!)
You weren't quite sure why the hypnosis appealed to you, you just knew it did. So, one day when Max was lounging against your desk rambling on about how annoying Evan was and how he wished he could just use your perky little ass for a little stress relief you looked up at him to ask why didn’t he. He responded with a very confused, “Why don’t I what?”
To which you responded, “Use me, why don’t you take me into your office and fuck me over the desk?”
His eyes lit up like a kid in a candy store as he stood up but stopped when you made no move to follow him. His lips jutted out in a little pout and he sat back down as he grumbled, “Because you’d never let me.”
You stared at him for a long moment before blurting out, “Why don’t you just do that little hypnosis thing on me?”
He frowned at you, brows furrowing deeply, muttering “I’m not gonna do that on you, I wouldn’t make you do anything-“
“No, I want you to do it. I want you to hypnotize me and fuck me or do whatever you want to me.”
Max’s eyes were so wide it was almost comical, his hand still raised from when he was gesturing as he spoke. Slowly he grinned and chirping out your name he slapped both of his thighs simultaneously and he rose, “This has been a very enlightening conversation but I think I’ll let you get back to work.”
Sputtering you asked, “W-Wait! I thought you were going to? I said I wan-”
You were cut off by his finger on your lips and a charming grin, “Oh don’t worry sweet thing, It’ll happen. I’ll make all your little dreams come true, just you wait.”
And with that he was gone and then he was back poking his head back around the corner of your desk asking, “You’re absolutely sure you want this?”
You startled and slammed your knee against the desk, “Fuck! Max, yes I’m sure. Now can I please get back to work without any more jump-scares??”
It was about a week later when Max called you into his office, you had almost forgotten all about your conversation so you hadn't thought anything of it. Max ushered you in with a hand on your back and shut the door, you were oblivious to the extra click as he locked it behind you. Looking at him expectantly you waited to see why he called you into his office.
“You know, that’s my favorite outfit that you wear. The pencil skirt is so tight on that juicy ass and the way your shirt hugs your tits, it’s perfection.”
Your face heated at his words and you shifted slightly, “Max did you call me in here just to tell me you liked how I look today?”
Max stared at you, gleam in his eyes as he smirked and straightened up.
“No, actually. I called you here for a reason. Get on your knees.”
You laughed, a short one that got caught in your throat as you spit out, “Max, we can’t do this at work! What if somebody came in?”
You were stopped by Max’s piercing brown eyes boring into yours as his hand raised, “Get on your knees and put your pretty little mouth to work, now.”
In a daze you felt yourself falling to your knees. Max winced at the harsh thud from your impact you’d definitely have bruises - but he was quickly distracted by your hands reaching for his pants and undoing his belt. His breathing hitched at the sight of you tugging his pants open and down just enough to get to his cock, taking his underwear with it. With a small moan you leaned forward, one hand stroking his hardening cock and the other coming to play with his balls. He groaned as you took him in your wet hot mouth, immediately taking him as far as you could down your throat. He swore as you started eagerly blowing him, your mouth working quickly up and down his length as your tongue stroked along his underside. His hand came to grip your hair, hips bucking in time with your mouth and before he knew it he had to pull you away just so he didn’t cum right there. Though he supposed it wouldn’t have mattered since his refractory period was practically nonexistent. Still, Max Phillips wanted the first time he came to be in your tight pussy. He backed away from you as he regained his breath and your face heated up in embarrassment as the hypnosis wore off, squeaking you looked away from his partly naked body.
“Ah-Ah, eyes up here baby.”
Shyly you looked at him as he raised his hand once again, “I want you to bend over that desk for me sweetheart, spread your legs nice and wide for me.”
Your lips parted as you whispered, “Ok..”
And you practically floated over to the desk bending forwards over it. Max let out a pleased huff as he strolled up behind you, having discarded his suit jacket and vest. He rolled his sleeves up and then he glided his hands up the back of your legs to push your skirt up over your hips to rest on your waist. With little regard he ripped your panty hose down your legs, surely actually ripping them in the process. His body stiffened at the silky red thong you were wearing and he snapped it against your skin muttering, “That stays on.”
As he shifted it to the side his fingers slid through your folds, your wetness soaking them. His hand not teasing away at your soaked lips came to tilt your head towards him. Looking deep into your eyes once again he ordered, “I’m going to fuck you and when I do don’t hold any noises back. I want the whole office to know who owns this pretty little pussy, do you understand.”
You nodded, crying out ‘please!’ and desperately pushed your hips back craving more from him, your wish was granted as Max’s hands moved to your waist as he slammed into you. A loud dry sob left your mouth as he speared you onto his cock and your fingers scrabbled at the desk as his massive length stretched you out. Max swore as he started a fast pace, slamming into you over and over. You were vaguely aware of the moans and gasps flowing out of your mouth but you couldn’t find it in yourself to be embarrassed especially not when he hit something deep inside of you that had you screaming out his name. As he pounded away at you his hands left your hips needing to grip something tightly and not wanting to break you. His hands gripped the opposite edge of the table and used the leverage to fuck into you at an inhuman pace. Your cunt spasmed and clenched around him as your slick ran down your thighs, you had never been fucked this well in your life and the continuous screams flying from your mouth confirmed that. Max swore as he shifted one of your legs up onto the desk allowing him to sink just an inch deeper into your sweet tight cunt, it was then that his grip on the desk tightened and the noise of splintering wood filled the air as the edge of the desk bowed under his hand. You squealed both in alarm and as he prodded your cervix when he bottomed out inside you. Removing his hands from the torn up wood Max managed to pant out, “Are you close baby? Fuck you take my cock so well!”
Panting you managed to get your voice to cooperate as you gasped out yes. One of Max’s hands landed on your ass hard, causing a loud yelp to fly from you, before sliding around to your clit and circling it quickly. His other hand wrapped in your hair and tugged as he growled out, “Who does this pussy belong to?”
As your need to cum overwhelmed you tears filling your eyes and you whined out, “You do! You own my pussy Max!”
A satisfied groan met your ears as the obscene slapping noise grew as Max pushed into you harder than before, “Tell me again, who owns this tight little cunt? Louder.”
Your cries grew in intensity as your vision grew blurry and tears started falling over your face, “You own my pussy Max! You and no one else, oh fuck I’m gonna cum!!”
Pinching your clit hard Max ground out, “Cum and scream my name so everyone knows what a little slut you are and who you belong to.”
At his words you exploded. Body tensing, vision going white and your mouth falling open in a loud scream of Max’s name mixed with expletives. The way you screamed his name until your voice was raw pushed him over the edge and his ropes of cum painted your walls as Max thrusted balls deep within you. His hips stuttered forward as he came and at each thrust your walls twitched around him as aftershocks thrilled your body. 
After both of you had come down from your highs Max pulled out and quickly shifted your skimpy underwear back over your thoroughly fucked cunt, making sure not a drip of his cum escaped you. He then brought your leg down off the desk and pulled your skirt back down. Shakily you stood up, fingers swiping at your face to ensure your tears were wiped away. You wobbled as you took off your shoes to remove the tights, they were a lost cause, large tears down both sides. As you bundled them up, planning on throwing them away, a hand entered your view. Max looked at you expectantly and your face heated as you realized what he wanted. Slowly placing them in his hand he slid them into his pants pocket with a satisfied grin, you then stepped back into your heels and smoothed down your outfit. You winced as you shook where you stood, how the fuck were you supposed to walk after that. Looking at Max a part of you wanting to punch him in his stupid handsome face as he had redressed and looked as immaculate as always. He had his typical smirk as he walked to the door and unlocked it. You stumbled your way to him and before he opened it his hand snuck to your ass giving it a good squeeze before spanking you hard enough to send you wobbling forward into the doorframe. You shot him a glare as he spoke, “That was incredible baby, we’ll have to do that again. Oh and by the way, that last part was all you sweet cheeks, no hypnosis involved. I guess I just gave it to you that good for you to be screaming so loud.”
Your jaw dropped and he swung the door open. Once again your face heated as your co-workers heads swung towards the opening door. You sighed as you looked down and limped back to your desk. You were slightly mortified now but damn you would absolutely do it all over again.
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illfoandillfie · 5 years
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Future Management
Pairing: Roger x Reader
Summery: Roger rewires your mind
Warnings: Smut!, Bimbofication/intelligence play, Hypnosis/trance state, drinking, tickling, oral (m and f receiving), protected sex (yes you read that correctly there’s actually a condom in this one wtf), mentions of spanking/restraints/blindfolds/degradation/public sex but not explicitly, a bit of dom!rog sub!reader, thigh riding.
Words: 6969 (N I C E !!)
Inspired by: Future Management by Roger Taylor (oh my god that video im hhhhHHHhh this song really makes me feel some kinda way)
A/N: So Bimbofication has a bunch of different connotations for different people. For some the emphasis is on the physical shape of a stereotypical bimbo – think big boobs and blonde hair and a valley girl accent - which can lead into body modification stuff. For some it goes hand in hand with hypnosis and mind control. For some it’s about intelligence play - turning a smart person dumb. There are a bunch of different ways to play with this kink and different things to get out of it, especially when you start mixing the different aspects together or connecting it to a dom/sub dynamic. I’ve gone with an interpretation that aligns with what I personally find hot about bimbofication, mostly focusing on the turning a smart girl into a dumb slut/sex object aspect (though I’ve also included a little hint of the physical appearance) using some light hypnosis stuff as gateway to the “bimbo state”. I am by no means an expert in hypnosis (or anything), I just have a passing interest and think it’s kinda hot. A lot of the hypnosis part of the script was inspired by THIS podcast episode which discusses bimbofication/intelligence play and ends with one of the hosts hypnotising the other to make her dumber (it’s a really interesting discussion and FUCK that hypno scene at the end oof its hot). 
Also big thanks to @somekindof-cheese @idontbelievethiss and @dtftomholland for being my betas and giving me some great feedback!!
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Taglist: @ezmina98  @vee-ndetta @atomic-watermelon​ @kellypenac​ @labessieisallama​ (i hope none of you mind being tagged in this, couldn’t remember if you’d asked to be tagged in all my fics or just the RRL ones lmao, let me know if you wanna be removed from the list!)
To the world at large you are a well-respected, intelligent, and accomplished woman. You graduated university top of your class and head of multiple extracurricular groups. After uni you’d found a job that you loved, working in a law firm, gaining attention as you rose through the ranks and became a prominent attorney. Two years ago you’d thrown it all in to start your own non-profit organisation that aimed to reduce the growing rate of homelessness. It was challenging work but rewarding and you loved it. You’d appeared as a guest on news panels and talk radio programs to discuss the issue and campaign for support which had made you, if not a household name, certainly a recognisable figure in the community. Which is how Roger knew you when you first met. Of course, you’d known him too – how could you not?  
You’d run into him at bar, most of your friends having ditched you for the dancefloor or whoever they were hoping to take home. That wasn’t really your scene though so you’d intended to finish your drink and then head home. Before you could leave, he was in front of you, introducing himself and apologising for the interruption. “I wanted to congratulate you on your work, what you’re doing is incredible,” he said earnestly, “the world needs more women like you. More people like you.”   “Thank you, that’s very kind of you to say,”   “I’ll leave you to your drink now, have a good evening,”   “Wait,” you said, surprising yourself, “this seat’s free if you want to join me,”  
That introduction sparked a conversation which lasted hours. For the rest of the night you were wrapped up in each other entirely, the flow of conversation never stopping as you covered every topic under the sun – politics and music and food and literature and everything in between – without any awkward pauses or uncomfortable silences. You found yourself hanging on his every word, blown away by his quick wit and intelligence, and that cheekiness that permeated his very being. He kept both your glasses topped up as you talked, well beyond the point where all your friends had left, until eventually he invited you back to his place. You hesitated, the first hitch in your conversation all night.   “You okay?” Roger asked after you were silent for a little too long.   “Yeah. I just, don’t...know...”   “Don’t know if you want to come home with me?”   “Yeah.” You nervously chewed on your bottom lip. “That’s okay, you don’t have to. Just figured, we’re having such an amazing night, why should it end now?” he said with a slight shrug, “It does kinda surprise me that you’re unsure about it though.”   “What d’you mean by that?” “Nothing bad I promise.” he chuckled, “Just that you’re so sure about everything else. Don’t really seem like the type to not know your own mind.”   You exhaled a single breathy ‘ha’, “About everything else you are correct. Not so much with this sort of thing.”   “Well, at least let me drop you home.”   “That would be nice, thank you.”   “You’re welcome.” He stood to call a car since neither of you were in any state to drive, “The offer still stands by the way, if you do decide you want to. You’ve got nothing to lose.”   You laughed as he threw you a wink but his words stuck with you, looping through your head as you waited for him to return.  
Roger led you out into the street to wait for the car, placing his jacket over your shoulders when he noticed you shiver slightly. He leaned against the brick wall of the bar as you chatted in soft voices until the car arrived. Once you were both tucked away in the back seat, safely hidden from prying eyes and cameras, Roger leaned towards you. His hand came up to cup your jaw, thumb sliding softly over your cheek. Your eyes darted to his lips and then back up to his eyes.  “At the risk of ruining an otherwise great night, I’d really like to kiss you.” You nodded, the closeness of your bodies already releasing a colony of butterflies in your stomach, their fluttering only getting faster as he moved closer still. His lips were softer than you’d been expecting, his hands rougher as the one remained on your face and the other rested gently against your arm, though you should probably have realised so many years of drumming would leave their mark. You rested your hands against his shoulders, gradually slipping one up into his hair as he deepened the kiss.   Well, shit, if this is how he kisses...   You blinked your eyes open as he broke away from you. No one had ever kissed you like that before and there was only one thought running through your head. Roger’s voice. You’ve got nothing to lose.   “Take me home with you,” you said softly but decidedly, throwing caution to the wind. Roger grinned and indicated the change of plans to the driver before pulling you into another kiss.  
Neither of you even contemplated stopping the whole way to his house, only breaking apart briefly to fall out of the car and hastily climb the steps up to his front door. Even then, his hands remained on you – lightly tracing over the small patch of exposed skin on your back where your shirt had come untucked from your pants. Clutching Roger’s arm, you leaned in to kiss along his neck as he fumbled with his keys. You felt very unlike yourself but it wasn’t an unwelcome difference. You’d never felt such a connection with anyone before. Never found anyone quite as irresistible as you found him. You were glad you’d agreed to this, vaguely recalling the rumours you’d heard about how capable Roger was with women and deciding you could use a little capable. When he finally figured out the keys he ushered you inside and lunged for your lips again, pressing you against the wall as he found them.   You’ve got nothing to lose.   It was the only thought you had time for as his hands slid down to cup your arse, pulling you tightly against him, and he began kissing down your neck, making your breath quicken. He pushed his jacket from your shoulders, letting it fall to the floor in the middle of the hallway as he found his way back to your mouth, and began walking you through the dark house towards his bedroom. You hit the edge of the bed faster than you’d been prepared for, falling backwards with a giggle and a soft thud. Roger laughed as you scooted backwards towards the centre of the bed, and followed you, slightly more gracefully than you managed. Moonlight streamed through the partially open curtains, bathing you both in a soft light that made him look somehow more gorgeous, and you couldn’t quite believe this was happening. Hovering over you he began unbuttoning your blouse, his lips wandering over your sternum and down towards your chest. You moved to unfasten the buttons and zip on your pants, trying to speed up the process.   “Someone’s in a hurry,”   “Want you so bad Roger. Been a while since I did this and god I need it.”   “How long’s a while?” he paused midway through pushing your shirt down your arms.   “Umm... Months, not sure how many.”   “Christ. If you wanna slow down...”   “Don’t slow down.” You leaned up to kiss him again, to show him how eager you were, “Just don’t try anything too crazy, I’m a little out of practice.” You pulled your shirt off and throw it to the floor. “Noted,” Roger said as he began tugging your pants off and dropped them to the floor as well, “I’m gonna make sure the wait was worth it though.” He lowered his head towards your thigh and you couldn’t stop the giggle that bubbled up in your throat.   “Oh, you’re ticklish!” his face lit up in cheeky delight as he brought his hands up to your sides, making you squeal and writhe as you tried to escape the sensation. Every twitch of his fingers pulled more laughter from you until you were panting and struggling to say his name, begging him to stop. “You’ve got such a cute laugh,” he said as he removed his hands from you, dropping a small kiss just below your bellybutton as you tried to catch your breath, “can’t wait to hear what you sound like moaning.” You could feel him smirking as he left another kiss, lower than the first, on your skin and you let out a breathy whine. He kissed lower still, leading down to your still clothed pussy and the small wet spot that had appeared over the course of the night, as you pushed yourself up on your forearms to watch. When a kiss landed over the top of your clit your hips bucked and when he wrapped his lips round the wet spot, sucking the soaked material into his mouth you whined again. He was clearly enjoying teasing you, the tent in his pants more obvious with every passing moment.  “You want some help with that?” you indicated his noticeable bulge but Roger told you to hush. “I’m not the one that’s gone without for months. Just lie back and let me take care of you.” With that he finally tugged your underwear down your legs, and you let your head fall back against the pillow.  
Roger didn’t hesitate, pushing your legs further open as he dived in to lick your pussy. He took his time, covering almost every inch of you with his mouth, listening to your whines and whimpers so he could find where you were most sensitive, but steadily avoiding your clit. When he sucked one of your lips into his mouth you moaned and he made sure to repeat the action, sending a jolt through you each time. You were already babbling about how good it felt, breathless words rolling off your tongue with no rhyme or reason, bleeding into each other and the moans that followed, when he began to tease your entrance, pushing his finger tip in and letting it slip back out as you tried to clench around it.   “Aren’t you just so needy,” he said as he sunk his finger into you, deeper this time, and let it slip out again, “haven’t even touched your clit and you’re already close to cumming for me,” he continued to finger you slowly, pushing deeper each time until it was buried knuckle deep in your core. Then he began again, adding a second finger, as he returned his mouth to your wet folds. You whined his name as the pit in your stomach began to ache with the need for release, and put your hand on the back of his head trying to press him closer. Roger scissored his fingers inside you for a moment before he brought them to a complete halt. You whimpered at the sudden change but didn’t have time to reprimand him as he finally brought his mouth to your clit, flicking his tongue back and forth over it. It felt fucking incredible but the pressure wasn’t consistent enough to push you over the edge.   “Oh fuck. Roger I’m so close,” “I know, can feel you clenching round my fingers.”   You bucked your hips again, trying to get the friction you needed and felt Roger laugh, his breath ghosting over your pussy.   “Want to hear you scream my name when you cum. Let everyone know who makes you feel this good.” He pressed his tongue against your clit before sucking it between his lips, at the same time he made a come-hither motion with his two fingers. Within seconds you were coming undone, moaning his name loudly, as per his request. He held you there, blissed out beyond belief, eyes closed as you rode out the orgasm, quivering slightly as his fingers twitched inside you.   “So was that worth waiting for?”    You blinked as you came back to reality and found Roger looking up at you, his head resting against your thigh as he drew random patterns over your stomach.   “You realise It’s been months since I last had sex not since I last had an orgasm, right? Like, I do know how to masturbate,” a pause, “But yes, well worth it,” you conceded with a smile.   Roger flashed you the cockiest grin you’d ever seen, “told you so.” He crawled back over you and you could taste yourself on his lips as he kissed you hungrily, “and by the way,” he said breaking the kiss, “you masturbating is something I would be very interested in watching. But right now, all I want is to be buried in your gorgeous cunt. The way you felt around my fingers, fuck, want you on my cock so bad.”   You hummed as you kissed him, “Think I can make that happen,” you said before rolling the both of you over so you were leaning over him.   “Condoms are in the top draw” he pointed at his bedside table as you hurried to undo his fly and pull his pants and underwear down his legs.   “I’ll get it, you get those clothes off.”   “Yes ma’am,” he said, already ripping his shirt over his head. You saw it fall to the floor as you dug around the draw, followed by the sound of him kicking his pants off his feet. His cock was already standing at attention when you got back to the bed, tearing open the condom wrapper with your teeth.   “Might have to take this a bit slow,” you said as you rolled the condom down his shaft. Roger nodded as you took hold of his cock to line him up with your entrance. His breath caught in his throat as you slowly sunk down on him, taking your time as you adjusted to the unfamiliar and complete fullness.    “Christ, fuck,” you swore under your breath as you took him a little deeper and paused again.   “Stole the words right outta my mouth,” he grunted, squeezing your hips, “fuck, you okay?”   “Told you I was out of practice,” your laugh turned into a moan as you lowered yourself the last inch or so, sheathing him fully inside you. Roger moved his hands to squeeze your breasts as your breaths turned to pants. You slowly began rocking your hips, the room filing with your gasps and whines as you picked up speed.    “Fuck, want to be buried in your cunt forever.” he gasped out as you began raising and lowering yourself on your knees, needing more more more.  “Roger, ohh god, rub my clit, please,”   He didn’t need to be told twice, letting one hand drop down where you needed it. His touch sent a shiver down your spine and your back arched as his name dripped from your lips again. This only encouraged Roger who sped up the furious circles he was making on your clit. You felt yourself hurtling towards another orgasm as your pussy clenched.   “Gonna cum soon,” Roger’s hips jerked up as he grunted his warning.  “Same,” you said as you leaned forward to suck a hickey onto his collarbone. It wasn’t much longer before he was calling out your name as he hit his climax, and pulling you into yours with his fingers still on your clit.  
You collapsed on your side next to him, still breathing heavily. Roger left the bed long enough to dispose of the used condom before he was back, pulling you against him and throwing the covers over the two of you.   “I’ll call a cab in a moment,” you said, voice thick with exhaustion.   “Don’t be daft.”   “Not gonna kick me out?”   “Course not. Jesus, what d’you take me for.”   “Good. I’m too comfy to move anyway.”   “Good. I like having you in my bed.”   You hummed as his arms tightened around you and you felt him drop a kiss to the back of your neck. You could feel your eyes drooping but fought off sleep for as long as you could, not wanting the moment to end. Letting your fingers trail softly over Roger’s hand which was flung over your stomach, you listened as his breathing slowed and became deeper. Smiling into the pillow you finally let yourself succumb to sleep.  
When you woke up you were alone and slightly confused by your unfamiliar surroundings.   Oh, fuck...  Things started coming back to you as you took in the clothing still littering the floor. You hurried to dress yourself in yesterday’s clothes and then made your way out of the room, wanting to find a phone to call a cab from. You found Roger first, following the sound of the kettle through the house to the kitchen. He was standing over the stove, back to the doorway and you allowed yourself a moment to look him over in the daylight before you caught his attention.   “Morning,”   He whipped around at the sound of your voice, “Morning. I was gonna bring breakfast up to you.” He held up the spatula he was clutching as proof of his intentions.   “Thanks, but I should probably get going.”   “Already?” You were surprised by the note of disappointment in his voice.   “That’s how this sort of thing normally works, isn’t it?”   “Told you last night I’m not gonna kick you out.”   You hesitated.   “It’s a free meal, love, might as well stay. Nothing to lose.”   There were those words again. They reverberated through your head and you found yourself sitting down. Roger smiled as he turned back around to the stove, shuffling fry pans and plates around as he served the breakfast.   “I hope bacon and eggs are okay,” he said as he placed your plate in front of you.   “Brilliant,” you suddenly realised just how hungry you were, not having eaten properly since lunch yesterday.   “Dig in, don’t wait for me. Tea?”   “Yes please. No milk, two sugars.”   “Can I ask you something? About last night?”   “Yeah,” you said, a forkful of food halfway to your mouth as your stomach began to twist with nerves.   “What made you change your mind?” He put the tea down in front of you, “You were going to go home and then you changed your mind. What was it that convinced you to stay?”   “You’ve got nothing to lose. You said that to me and I realised you were right.” You shrugged as you brought the fork to your mouth, “Plus, no one had ever kissed me like that before.”   “I was giving you my A game, had to impress you.”   “I was worth A game?”   “Course, couldn’t give such an incredible woman less than that”   “You flatterer,” you laughed, “It had been a while though, I probably would have been happy with C game.”   “Well I didn’t find that out till later did I.” He took a sip of his tea, staring at you over the top of his cup. “Out of curiosity, why had it been so long? Something to do with the lack of A game kissing?” he teased.   “I mean, it was a factor.” You could hear the indignation creeping into your voice and willed it away, “Not everyone has mountains of groupies after them.” So much for no indignation.   “No need to get defensive,” Roger held both his hands up, palms towards you, “wasn’t judging.”   “Sorry. It’s a bit of a sore spot is all.”   “No, you’re fine. I shouldn’t pry.”   “Truth is I haven’t dated much. And none of the guys I did date were any good. Recently it’s just been easier to put work first.”   “Does that mean I’m the best you’ve ever had,” his cocky grin from the previous night was back and you couldn’t help but laugh.   “Yes, but it was a very very low bar.”   “I’ll take what I can get.” He looked you over, seeming like he wanted to say something else but wasn’t sure how, “I had the best time with you last night and I was thinking y’know...maybe this doesn’t have to end here. Let me take you out tomorrow night on a proper date.” “Let me guess… I’ve got nothing to lose?” you laughed.   “That a yes?”   “Yes.”  
You left Roger’s place a little while later, heading home to sink into a hot bath and relax, and barely thought about anything besides him until he picked you up the next night. Your first official date went well – dinner, drinks, making out in the car before he dropped you home. You invited him inside but he wanted to prove he was interested in you for reasons besides that, instead leaving you with lips tingling from a long deep kiss as he departed, and the immediate need to masturbate. He took you out again the next night and again two days after that. Before you knew it, you were three months into your relationship, spending more and more time with him. You introduced him to your friends and family and met his in return. To the outside world you were still the same intelligent and accomplished woman, but now you also had an enviable relationship which seemed to get you more attention than your work did, though Roger was always the first to brag about it. He loved showing you off, telling anyone who’d listen about your work, pulling you into conversations so people could see you were just as bright and self-assured and brilliant as he’d told them you were. More than once you found yourself in a deep discussion with someone he’d been talking to, and caught him staring at you like he’d never seen anything more beautiful. It made your chest burst every time. The way he celebrated every aspect of you, cared enough to ask about your day and pressed for details about your job. Even when you disagreed about something, he’d hear you out, maybe with an eye roll, but he genuinely cared about your thoughts and opinions.  
Which made it easier to take yourself less seriously and loosen up a little. Your work was still incredibly important and something you cared deeply about, but now that you had Roger it was easier to admit you’d been spending too much time at the office. Using it as an excuse to avoid the terrifying unknowns of life and the impending future you hadn’t been able to imagine. Where before the question ‘where do you see yourself in five years’ would have caused anxiety that led to a week’s worth of overtime and insomnia, now you were able to confidently say, “I might not know but I hope it’s with Roger.” You smiled more around him, laughed more. He could turn you into a silly giggling fool with one look, and that was the most freeing feeling you’d ever experienced. You had nothing to prove to Roger. You didn’t have to make him see you how you wanted to be seen, like you’d had to do within your studies and work, because he already saw you as wonderful. And frankly you liked the person you were with him more than you’d liked the person you were alone.  
And then there was the sex. You’d never believed people when they talked about the incredible sex they were regularly having. Never understood why everyone made such a big deal about it. In your experience it wasn’t worth it. Roger had quickly changed your mind. On your third official date he agreed to go back to your place but you’d spent most of the night talking about sex rather than actually having any. The topic of your limited experience had come up again and Roger was trying to gauge what you'd already tried.   “Yes, I’ve sucked dick before,” you rolled your eyes as you stood to fill your empty wine glass, waving it round as you spoke, “not my favourite thing ever if I’m being honest but no one ever complained about my techniques.”   “Hand job?”   “Is that a request?” You raised your eyebrows and took a sip of your wine.   “Stop trying to get my pants off, love,” he laughed, “You’re the one who keeps saying you’ve never had good sex, ‘m just trying to find out what you have had, so I can decide how to blow your mind next.”   “If you really must know, all the guys I’ve been with were fairly bad at it. Only two of them made me cum regularly and even then it was a one and done situation. You did more to blow my mind on our not-quite-a-one-night-stand than anyone else has.”   “Keep talking like that and you’ll give me a big head.”   “As if you don’t already have one.” You dropped yourself into his lap, giggling at the small ‘oof’ of surprise he let out, and wrapped your arms around his neck.   “Alright, alright. So, what’s the kinkiest you’ve done then?”   “Does being eaten out count as kinky?” “God, are you serious?”   “No, I did convince one of them to spank me once which was fun. Hinted that I might want to try more, being tied up and stuff, but he wasn’t into it.”   “Christ, no wonder you gave up on dating,”   “I wouldn’t say gave up, just put it on the back burner.”   “Well it’s a good thing you met me then.” he said, looking up into your eyes, “I’d be very happy to tie you up, and stuff.”   A shiver ran down your spine at the suggestion, “Really? You’re into it?”   “Oh, love, we are going to have some fun. You’ve got -”   “Nothing to lose,” you finished before leaning down to kiss him.”
The longer you were together the more you found yourself thinking about sex. It was like meeting Roger had flipped a switch inside your brain, set off some sort of chemical reaction that made your blood run hot and your skin tingle with the need to be touched. Suddenly you cared about sex, wanted it, even dreamt about it. You had years of bad sex and dry spells to erase and Roger was only too happy to help. To his credit he never rushed you or pushed you to try things you weren’t comfortable with and he always made sure you were safe as he slowly opened your eyes to new things. It started out small, a light spanking one night, since you already had experience with it and liked it. He used it as an excuse to question you more about what else you’d be interested in trying, promising to reward you with another hit for every answer you gave him. At first you’d felt self-conscious, especially when asked to describe what you’d fantasised about. But soon enough he’d had you admitting to everything you’d ever wanted to try, desperately trying to earn another spank as you slowly dripped onto his knee. And then he’d praised you for answering so well and god you could have cum from that alone, the three fingers he'd pressed into you were just a bonus.  
Your answers gave him ideas for what to try next. Adding handcuffs or blindfolds when he fucked you, calling you degrading names while you tried out words like Sir or Master for him, testing how they felt on your tongue and deciding which you liked. Pulling you into public restrooms and other secluded spaces because you admitted that the danger of being caught was a turn on. He’d use your own ideas against you until you were begging, often times for more. He was particularly fond of bringing up the fantasy you’d had of being turned into a silly, giggly, dumb slut – empty headed and eager to please. It was something you’d developed a penchant for back at uni, a fantasy you turned to when the pressure to be smarter than everyone else got too much, though you’d never actually told anyone about it before. The idea of him knowing – of anyone knowing – your desire to be a brainless bimbo was terrifying and exciting and every time he mentioned it you got goosebumps and butterflies. He’d lean in close to your ear, running his hands through your hair, and tell you that a good slut had no use for her brain. That you should just let it go. What could you possibly have to think about besides being pretty and filling your holes however he wanted? It was so easy to sit and listen, let his words fill your head until there wasn’t room for anything else, just the need to please him. It was your favourite release when work was stressful and tough, and for the last week that’s all work had been. Between the land deal you were trying to organise taking longer than you’d planned and the constant juggling of calls to contractors for quotes and calls to estate agents to renegotiate terms, everything was getting to be too much. You just needed to forget about everything for a little while.  
So, when Roger got home that evening, he found you waiting, wearing the tightest, skimpiest clothes you owned – a skirt that only just covered your lace panty clad arse, and a low-cut singlet over a bra that pushed your tits together, plus the tallest heels you owned. It was the sort of outfit you only wore when you wanted to be his brainless toy. It helped you drop into your new role faster, helped your brain melt away.   “Everything okay?” He asked as he pulled you into a hug. “Yeah, just need a break. If you’re up for it?”   “Course, love. You know I love playing with my bimbo doll.”   You hugged him tighter, trying to convey how much you loved him with one gesture, already feeling slightly tingly. He led you to the couch, sitting you down to face him.
“Just need a break from all that noise in your pretty head, don’t you?” His voice sounded different to when he’d first come in, softer and calmer but more authoritative, “all that stress from work. Just need to listen to my voice and slowly sink deeper down, away from your brain, away from everything bad and stressful. And the more stressful things are, the more worries and noise in that silly brain, the faster you sink down down down until you can’t remember anything anymore. Down deeper, where there’s nothing to lose. Where there’s no need for big words. Where the only thing that matters is being a good doll for Sir. Pleasing Sir. Because pleasing Sir makes you happy and horny, doesn’t it?   “Yes,” you sighed softly, a wet spot already beginning to form as you stared into his eyes. “It’s so simple, so easy, isn’t it my pretty, silly, slut. So simple and easy to leave your mind behind.”   You breathed deep as Roger’s hands glided through your hair, gently smoothing it back, his fingernails running over your scalp and down down down to push it behind your ear.   “That’s right, just relax. You’ve got nothing to lose by listening and relaxing. Thinking about how fun it is to be simple and easy.”   Your eyes were shut, though you didn’t remember closing them. You felt Roger’s hand move further down your hair, splitting it into sections, running his fingers through it to smooth it out.   “You like being simple and easy, don’t you? Simple and easy and fun and dumb. My pretty, silly, bimbo.”   He was winding your hair round his fingers, moving slowly and gently, sending tingles down your spine as you took another deep breath. A whimper dropped from your lips and you could almost feel your mind emptying with every word he spoke, letting go of the day, the meetings, the harried phone calls, the forms you had to sign. All of it was so unimportant compared to his voice.   “And d’you wanna know the best part about you being like this?”   “Yes.” If you’d been able to think properly you would have said your voice had changed too. Higher pitched than normal. Brighter and bubblier.   “The best part about you being simple and easy and fun and dumb, is how hot it is. How wet you get. Isn’t that right?”   “Yes,” you giggled, “hot and wet.”   “Good girl,”   You giggled again, his praise making what was left of your brain feel mushy and happy. Roger chuckled at your giggly, giddy response, letting his fingers slip out the bottom of your hair and onto your arms. You shivered at his touch, face breaking into a smile.   “Feels good being touched when you’re like this. Simple and easy and fun and dumb. You want me to keep touching you?”   You whimpered, “yes,” breath coming out in pants as his hands slipped down your arms, setting your skin aflame.   “Yeah, you like that. Got nothing to lose by being touched. Just feels good.”   “Yeah, feels so good,” you giggled and you heard Roger chuckle in response.   “Open your eyes for me, wanna see your pretty eyes,”   Your eyes shot open and you beamed at Roger.   “You like when I compliment you, don’t you?”   “Yeah,” you giggled again, feeling bubblier and lighter now that you could see his reactions. His hands had slipped down to your own, tracing patterns softly over your skin, between your fingers, tapping over your nails.   “Like, when I tell you how cute you sound right now, all giggly. A silly, giggly slut.”   Your response was so predictable, Roger was smiling even before you started to giggle again.   “How do you feel, love?”   “Ummmm, fuzzy. Happy.”   His hands slipped further, landing on your thighs and slipping over your knees, making a wave of arousal roll through your body and a soft whine roll off your tongue.   “Yeah? Do you remember those four words I used to describe you earlier?”   You thought for a moment, furrowing your brow as you searched for the right words, “dumb?”   “Yes, that was one of them, do you remember the other three?”   “Umm,” you stared at Roger, mouth slightly open, “horny?”   Roger laughed again.   “Dumb and horny.... and... easy?”   “That’s right, but horny wasn’t one of the four words.”   “Oh,”   “But that’s okay, you feel horny, don’t you? D’you want me to tell you the four words?”   You nodded fast. “Simple and easy and fun and …?”   “Dumb!”   “Good girl.” He leaned in, brushing his nose against yours as you laughed again, “And now that my pretty bimbo doll has nothing left to lose, all dumb and mindless, what does she want to do?”   "Ummmm,”   “What is it?”   “I want to suck your cock, Sir,”   “Is that so? Thought you said you didn’t like sucking cock.”   “Noooooo, I love sucking your cock Sir.”   Roger looked so amused by your answer you couldn’t help but giggle, even though you didn’t quite understand why. All you knew was you wanted to please him, that pleasing him made you feel good.
As soon as you heard the jangle of Roger unbuckling his belt your mouth fell open and your tongue stuck out. He moved around so his leg was stretched out down the length of the couch, his other hanging over the edge, with you kneeling in between. Slowly, his eyes glued on you, he unzipped his fly and pushed his pants down his hips enough to let his cock spring free. You waited patiently for his word, watching as he grasped his shaft and lazily stroked along it. Your mouth was almost watering as your desire to lick and suck grew, drowning out everything else.   “God you’re cute. Practically drooling. Ready to show me what a desperate cockslut you are?”   You hummed, replacing Roger’s hand with your own, wrapping it around his base as you kitten licked at his tip. He sighed softly as you took him into your mouth, relaxing further into the couch, and you felt a small burst of pleasure pulse through you. It spurred you on and you sunk lower, taking more of him, before rising back up to swirl your tongue around his tip. He groaned and you were hit by another jolt between your legs. Every noise you pulled from him set you on fire, the pit in your stomach tightening, your cunt dripping, only encouraging you to suck harder and take him deeper. His fist tangled in your hair, holding you down as you gagged around him. Looking up with watering eyes you could see Roger had dropped his head back, his lips silently forming words he couldn’t get out, lost in the sensation of being in your throat. It was enough to make you moan and redouble your efforts, bobbing up and down faster, working him as deep as he could go.   “Fuck, Y/N” Roger choked out, “gonna make me cum soon,”   You released him with a pop, unable to stop the grin the crept onto your face.   “You like the idea of me cumming down your throat?”   “So much, Sir!”   “What about the idea of you cumming?”   “If that pleases Sir, yes”   “You’ve been such a good doll, think you deserve the reward. But only after you’ve swallowed all my cum okay?”   “Promise, Sir,” “That’s enough talking now, wanna hear you gagging instead,” he tapped your head and you leaned down, letting him slip all the way back down your throat. His grip returned to your hair, pulling you up and then pushing you down again, showing you the speed at which you should be moving. You fell into rhythm, breaking the pattern every now and then to hollow your cheeks around his tip or lick along the underside of his cock or gulp for air, before finding the rhythm again.   “So close, fuck, so so close,”   Your movement was suddenly halted as he pressed down on the back of your head, making you choke. You tried to move, needing another gasp of air but he held you down as he came, coating your throat with hot spurts of cum. You swallowed every drop he gave you, your body surging with the electric knowledge you’d pleased him so much, tingling from head to toe.  
“Did you enjoy yourself?” He sat up, brushing his fingertips over your cheek.   “So much, Sir! I love your cock,” you giggled, leaning forward to drop a quick peck to the head, “love drinking your cum.”   “And you’re so good at it. My pretty, cocksucking doll. Do you still wanna cum?”   “ummm, yes?” You didn’t really care if you got to cum, you just wanted to make your Sir happy.   “I’d like to watch you cum,”   “Then yes!” another giggle.   “Then why don’t you sit that cute cunt right here,” he patted his thigh, “and show me what a good slut you are.” You settled yourself over him, hitching your skirt up in the process, so you could grind against him, still wearing the skimpy panties you’d picked out. A moan escaped you as you rolled your hips and Roger placed his hands on them, to keep you pressed firmly against him as you rocked yourself closer to your release. You were already so worked up it didn’t take long for you to reach the edge, whimpering as Roger’s grip tightened. “That’s right, cum for me,” His permission was all you needed to let yourself fall over the edge with a gasp. You felt so light and happy, buzzing with pride and the knowledge that your Sir wanted to see you fall apart. You shuddered and fell forward as the orgasm washed over you, leaning your forehead against Roger’s chest. He wrapped his arms around you, pressing his lips to the top of your head as you shivered through the orgasm.   “So beautiful,” he was playing with your hair again and you hummed at how good it felt. “That’s right, just relax, listen and relax and come back. Nothing to lose by coming back. Back to who you were before. Who you are. So simple, so easy to come back. Relax into it. Relax back into yourself. Letting go of the bimbo. So easy to come back to your mind.”   You took a deep breath as you returned to yourself. More aware of everything around you. The salty taste of Roger’s cum on your tongue. The warm, wet feeling between your legs. The scent of Roger’s cologne as you breathed deeply. You sighed contentedly as the giddy, giggly lightness you’d felt slowly faded and the real world came back to you. Roger’s eyes found yours as he tilted your head up, searching them for anything amiss.   “Hey,” he said softly rubbing your arm soothingly, “how was that, you okay?” “That was exactly what I needed. Thank you.” You pecked him on the lips. “You’re very welcome. You wanna talk about work?”   “I’ll tell you about it later. Right now I’m,” you shifted slightly, still straddling his thigh, “still a little worked up actually. Race you to the bedroom?” Roger’s lips slammed against yours as he held you tightly, the kiss heated and hungry, “who need’s a bedroom when there’s a perfectly fine couch here. Time I repaid you for the fucking fantastic blow job.” You squealed as you found yourself on your back, Roger pulling your soaked underwear off hurriedly.  
To the world at large you were a well-respected, intelligent, and accomplished woman with an enviable relationship. And you were. All that and more. But you knew, and Roger knew, that deep down you were just a silly, giggly, dumb slut, who loved sex and craved cock and lived to please. Just a pretty bimbo who had no use for anything besides her Sir. And really, what more could you possibly want.  
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Hey-o, not sure where I’m gonna upload my writing yet, probs google drive but I haven’t gotten around to it yet, so here’s the prologue to the new thing! Also, this is going to be horror, so if you are unnerved easily, or don’t handle horror easily, you might want to avoid this. There will be themes of questioning reality, loss of time, loss of free will, and more. I’ll try to tag what’s applicable this prologue is (mostly) tame though.
Prologue
“You know, you’re lucky! This center has only been open for about a month. People are already raving about how it’s going to ‘revolutionize the field of psychology’. It’s booked straight through the next year.”
I continue staring out the car window. Whatever this state worker thinks is comforting...well, clearly she’s never actually talked to a kid before, or rather, taken note of their reactions.
“’Completely cured in two weeks of less!’ Doesn’t that sound great?” she continues.
She’s practically begging for me to feed into her. I don’t.
“Well, I’ve already taken a handful of kids there, and they have seen remarkable improvement so far.” she pauses, to see if I say anything.
I see this, center? No, this looks more like those old crazy houses in the horror films. The kind that have ghosts around every corner. The bronze plaque on the gate reads, ‘The Institute of Revolutionary Hypnosis’. Two weeks and I’ll be cured? Sounds unlikely. How can you ‘cure’ someone of the trauma of seeing...I don’t buy it.
We pull up and get out of the car. I look up at the building, and spot a woman staring at me through the window, 3rd floor up, long brown hair or black? It’s a bit creepy, but I suppose you find those kinds of people here don’t you?
“Come on, now, please?” I hear a tinge of irritation in her voice. Which she quickly tries to mask with that please at the end.
It only comes off as bitter to me. I’ve always been good at reading emotions though, maybe to others they wouldn’t see it.
As we walk towards the door I see two very large, very intimidating, men on either side of the double doors, which also seem larger than normal. Maybe. Between them is a lady, she seems young, but still older than me.
She lets out a far too cheerful, “Hello! You must be…?”
The social worker answers for me, “Ah, this is,” she reads her clipboard, “Ralph Gingham?” she looks over at me for confirmation, I nod. “He’s scheduled for treatment, you should be expec-”
“Yes! Ralph! We’ve been waiting for you. C-PTSD, right? Probably some other things rattling around in there too, eh?” the receptionist lady says this with a smile that seems off. I don’t like how happy she is discussing my mental illness. This whole exchange feels off and artificial. Like they are both read the lines for a play, and I’m trying to guess the blanks.
“Yea, I was under the bed when my parents were killed. I guess it fucked me up or something.” I can’t help myself, maybe it’s their cheerfulness. I can’t stand the happiness of everyone around me, while I’m…
“Well aren’t you a cheery one!!” she interrupts my thoughts with the statement. Not a question. “Well, let’s get started with the tour! I can take him from here.”
Almost imperceptibly, I feel like I see her wink, at the state worker. No, maybe not. I don’t know. Maybe. Who knows?
We enter the lobby, past the large men. I get the feeling I won’t be getting past them if I think about fleeing. It’s large, and mostly empty. There’s a desk, with a chair and a computer, and a phone. The typical stuff you would expect from a reception desk. Some potted plants scattered around, although they look fake. Nothing offensive, and perfectly normal.
“So, let’s start! I’m sure you’re dying to see where you’ll be staying for the next two weeks!” Every word out of her mouth feels rehearsed, very well rehearsed.
“Uh, sure. I guess.” As we walk into the first hall, it only just occurs to me that none of my stuff is here. Wait, “Oh, hold on. My backpack, I left it in the-”
“Oh no worries, I’m sure you can handle two weeks without your game boy!” she sticks her tongue out at me, and I’m immediately offended. “All your clothes, food, entertainment, everything! We supply it here. No pesky outside communication to disturb your thoughts, your recovery.”
I have no reason to trust her, but I can’t exactly go running out the front door. So, I guess that’s that. I’m excommunicated from the world for two weeks.
We walk through the hall, I think I missed what the receptionist said. I feel like we’re heading towards a cafeteria, but that’s all that is, a feeling. The hall is spotless, no smudges, no cobwebs, nothing. I’d swear it was painted yesterday, but as I drag my hand across the wall, no paint comes off on me.
I bump into the now stopped receptionist.
“Excuse me, could you not do that?” she asks me.
“What?” I feign ignorance, though I know she’s talking about my hand along the wall.
“The uh, dragging your hand. Hitting the doors bothers the other...roommates” the pause she has before roommates bothers me, but not nearly as much as the fact that I didn’t notice any doors in the hall before. Normally if I drag my hand along a wall I can feel the gaps for a door, or something.
I didn’t with this hall. I decided to just listen to her, and walk obediently by her side.
“Thank you!” she resumes her cheerful tone and her quickened pace.
We enter the cafeteria, and it’s tidy. Not quiet, but not loud. The first thing I notice is that the people in here seem to be of widely varying ages. Some old ladies, some younger boys.
“I didn’t realize everyone here was so...varied.” I say.
“Oh yes, there’s no issues between roommates, since the treatment just works that well. Honestly, we cure you after just two or three sessions, but we need to keep you for a little longer to make sure nothing comes back.” she points to a sign in the cafeteria, ‘Days since last incident: 439’
“I thought you just opened last month?”
“I don’t know where you learned that, but no, we’ve been open for 439 days,” she pauses, smiling at me, “as you can see, we’ve never had an incident. And we don’t expect that to change any time soon.”
I don’t believe her. I don’t know, maybe I don’t believe the social worker. Who knows. I’ve never heard of this place either way, and I can’t exactly look it up, can I?
We make our way to the line workers, the people serving the food. All of them are smiling as they work, which doesn’t seem. I don’t know, it seems off, but not overtly so. “Hi Miranda,” one says with a wave.
“Hey Brian, how are you feeling today?” neither of them breaking their smile
“Fantastic! Here for some food?” it was just then that he notices me, “Oh! Hello sport. How are you?”
Miserable, actually, thanks for asking.
“I’m good. Thanks.” the words leave my lips, but they weren’t mine. Maybe they were? Miranda gives me a look, it makes me feel like she’s happy that I said that.
“Wonderful, always great to hear. Want some pizza? It’s pizza Friday!” he says this with such conviction, I believe him.
I could’ve sworn it was Thursday though. Maybe the days are just blending together, I’ve never been great with dates, even in school.
“Uh,” I look at Miranda.
“He can have a slice, we do have a schedule to keep though.” she says, glancing at her watch.
I happily accept the plate, with a slice of pizza. Maybe I’m just hungry, that’d explain some of the off-ness, right?
We continue walking, we exit the cafeteria, and enter a different hall. I think. Honestly, I can see myself getting very lost here, “Hey, Miranda. What do I do if I get lost?”
She responds, “Oh, you won’t get lost, I promise. This tour is very informative.”
Never breaking her cheerful attitude. She certainly seems confident. This place must take in other types of mental illness? Certainly not everyone is great at navigating this place. I mean, I got lost my freshman year of high school over a dozen times. My high school must have been at least half the size of this place, if not smaller.
On the second floor it’s just...doors. So many doors, and halls.
“This is where most people sleep, obviously the caretakers won’t be sleeping here, but all the roommates do.” Her use of caretakers unnerves me.
“Caretakers? Why do you keep saying roommates? Will I have to share a room?” I can’t stop the questions. They just kinda spill out of me.
“Oh, a quizzical one. The doctors, the watchers, me. That’s what I mean by caretakers, just people who will be taking good care of you.” she pats my head, which makes me feel condescended to. “As for the sharing a room, yes, you will. Just one, we have two people to each room. Most people like the company.” She smiles at me again. “Trust me, you’ll love them.”
Each door has a number and a plaque next to it, with two names each. Seems similar to the hospitals I’ve seen. We walk through a couple hallways, and we stop at room 39. I read my name, ‘Ralph Gingham,’ and underneath, the name, ‘Pete Mozzato’.
“Here’s your room!” she opens the door as she says this. This Pete isn’t here, so I guess he’s out and about. “Pete is really swell, I think you’ll get along nicely.”
“How old is he?” I ask. Again, without thinking.
“He’s 19, same as you.” she gives a brief pause, “We don’t segregate people during relaxed activities, like eating, or playing, or such. But we do try to match each person with a person the same age for sleeping arrangements. ‘It helps the circadian rhythm’”
She says this, but I don’t really understand, nor do I think that’s true. Either way, at least I’ll have someone who can relate to me somewhat.
“And that’s it! You’ll see that we have some decent outdoors equipment, and activities, in the back. Kinda hard to miss those.”
“But, I feel like I haven’t seen a whole half the building, let alone the 3rd floor!” I may have raised my voice a bit.
“Hush, hush. No need to raise a fuss. The third floor is for treatments, you’ll see it plenty. The rest is just other rooms. You’ll see there’s bathrooms scattered about, and you know where the cafeteria is. You also know where there’s activities. That’s all you need.” she walks into my room, expecting me to follow.
And I do.
“I’m sure you’ll want to relax a bit, your schedule is printed on the calendar on your half of the room, Welcome to The Institute of Revolutionary Hypnosis!” She closes the door behind her as she says this. I want to go open the door and yell at her, but I don’t.
Schedule says my first ‘treatment’ is at 9am. I look at the clock, on the wall above the door, and see that it’s already 8:01pm. It’s strange. I didn’t even notice the sun going down, but a glance out the window confirms it. Guess I’m here, let’s hope this helps me.
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Without You - Bloodbound AU (Chapter 8) *For You Sequel*
Summary: Gaius is back. While coming up with a plan to take him down, the gang must deal with some new life-changing events.
Genre: Angst/Adventure/Romance
Rating: T - Warning for violence and language
Tag List: @begging-for-kamilah, @lulu-the-cat, @ilovekamilahsayeed, @zoe6111, @kennaxval
Notes:
- English is my second language, please forgive me for any mistakes.
- Hope you enjoy it, your reviews and likes are always appreciated.
- Things have went as planned this week, so here’s a regular update for ya :)
- MxF Smut Scene Warning! As in Chapter 5, I added a warning, so if you’re not interested, you can just skip this part without affecting the understanding of the chapter.
Kamilah
“Kamilah,” the voice from the other side of the audio device said, “it’s not even midnight yet. This is your third drink.”
Kamilah rolled her eyes. Her brother didn’t know what she was going through. No one did. She was the one who was about to meet Gaius in only a few minutes, without any idea of how he was going to act.
She was also by herself. After going home, back from the Hamptons, she was willing to hear Lysimachus’ plan. For her surprise, there was no plan at all.
“After you meet him, Priya is doing her part and… we’ll trap him inside the sarcophagus again.”
“What do you mean?! That I’ve been risking myself for nothing?!” Kamilah angered inside her brother’s home office. “What about the book?” She wanted to know.
“It was all fake,” her brother told. “A bunch of crap some amateur witch wrote in the past. There’s no ritual.”
Kamilah closed her eyes and sighed deeply.
“So that’s the big plan? We put him back in the sarcophagus until someone, like that one in your living room, decides to betray us and set him free?”
“If that makes you feel any better, we can hide him somewhere safe, where only the two of us will know.”
Lysimachus secretly followed her to Gaius’ hideaway, listening and communicating with her through a high-technology equipment. He also gave her a powerful weapon to defend herself, in case things went wrong.
“I’m gonna need a lot of alcohol before meeting that son of a bitch,” she was sitting at a table in the Midnight Lounge, with her third drink in hands.
“Are you sure you’re ready for this?”
“I have to be,” she took one long sip, “not only for me. But for Amy, if he finds out about her… well, I need to keep her safe.”
While she reminisced about her times in Italy and a past lover, that now she was sure Gaius was involved in the assassination, she ignored what her brother was saying. All she could think about was how determined she was to get what she wanted: to know Gaius’ plans and use it to defeat him.
“Sister?” His voice called her back to reality. “Are you listening?”
“Yes, my apologies. I got distracted.”
“Do you think you can make it quick? Uhhh… there’s somewhere else I was supposed to be.”
“You’re not seeing it, but I’m rolling my eyes!” Kamilah growled, knowing what he meant. “Serious, brother? Priya’s fashion show?”
“I promised her.”
Kamilah didn’t answer. Although she didn’t want to admit, or even accept it, she knew her brother was falling for Priya. And she knew Priya was unable to develop any kind of affection for another being, except for her dogs, perhaps.
“Whatever,” she finally replied. “I didn’t ask you to come with me in first place. I can do it by myself.”
After a moment of silence between the twins, the clock struck midnight and it was time for Kamilah to go. Gaius would be waiting for her.
“I must go now.”
“Sister? I love you.”
“I love you too, brother.”
She entered the door in the back of the bar like the last time, where the gruesome competition Mortals vs. Vampires took place for another night. She followed her way, avoiding to pay much attention. As she followed to the basement, Harvey was already waiting for her.
“Well well, I was starting to think you wouldn’t show up,” her former clan member teased.
“I thought you knew me enough to know I always keep my word.”
“You never truly know someone, Kamilah. That’s something you taught me.”
“Ignore him,” Lysimachus suggested. “He’s testing you.”
Her twin brother was working on a counter-spell to break the hypnosis. Kamilah only hoped it’d be before she lost her patience completely and killed Harvey with her own hands. In her vampire form, she only looked at the male vampire in a threatening manner. Letting him know she was still in charge.
“I suppose you have a good explanation to your brother’s stupid move, Kamilah,” Harvey insisted.
“Oh please, I owe you no explanations. I’m here to see Gaius.”
She barely finished her sentence when an ancient figure emerged from darkness.
“Harvey, how dare you to bother My Queen?”
Kamilah felt a lump on her throat as Gaius started coming in her direction. A shiver went through her entire body. A feeling of weakness and insecurity took control of her mind.
“G-Gaius.”
“Hello, My Queen.”
She had no time to say anything else, Gaius hand gripped around her neck as he lifted her off the ground.
“Tell me, Kamilah. Tell me Harvey is wrong about you. You didn’t have anything to do with your brother’s move, did you?”
She gasped, attempting to breath and answer his question, but she couldn’t. She shook her head in denial.
“No?” Gaius asked, loosening a little bit the grip around her throat.
“N-No,” Kamilah spoke, with some difficult. “I… I haven’t spoke to… Lysimachus in… days…”
When Gaius finally let her go, she felt on her knees. He kneeled right in front of her, lifting up her face to look straight in her eyes.
“Hmmmm,” he smiled. “She’s telling the truth. I told you, Harvey. My Queen will always be loyal to me.”
Kamilah took a moment to breath and regain her strength. Looking at her surroundings, she noticed Jameson was nowhere to be seen. As well as the other thralls.
“Sister, are you alright?” Lysimachus asked, through the audio device. “Please, say something.”
“I thought we were having a meeting,” she spoke. “Where are the others?”
“Anya is upstairs, observing our potential candidates who have joined Mortals vs. Vampires. Jameson… is taking care of something else.”
“What about Nate? You must have figured out at this point that he’s good at disobeying rules.”
“Not here, my Queen. Nate has been a loyal soldier, this is why I gave him the night to do what he likes the most, having fun.”
There was something wrong behind Gaius’ grin and Kamilah needed to figure out what it was.
“Suspicious much?” Lysimachus asked. “Call it a night, sister. Let’s go home and figure out what they’re up to.”
Ignoring her brother’s advice, she decided to proceed with her own plan.
“I’m thirsty,” she announced.
“Why didn’t you say it earlier, My Queen. I have some mortals…”
“Alcohol, I mean.”
Sitting down, she waited until a hypnotized waiter came downstairs bringing a bottle of whiskey. She examined the bottle and smiled.
“Playing to my tastes, My Love? It seems like you haven’t forgotten what I appreciate.”
“How could I, My Queen?” The ancient vampire approached, caressing her cheek as if he was going to pull her for a kiss.
“There’s something missing,” Kamilah took a step back, grabbing the mortal waiter by the arm and sinking her fangs deeply into his neck.
Gaius watched everything amused.
“Kamilah, stop,” Lysimachus ordered. “You don’t have to take it so far.”
Indeed. But to defeat Gaius she was willing to go until the last consequences. As she felt the mortal was getting weak, she healed his neck and let him go.
“Kamilah doesn’t kill anymore,” Harvey provoked again. “She only feeds from domesticated mortals.”
“And so do you. It’s the price we pay to live in peace among mortals.”
“This is wrong, My Queen,” Gaius shook his head, looking somehow upset. “You should be ruling this city like the Goddess you are, not being submissive to mortals.”
“I prefer this way. Rather than spending my life running away or hiding after leaving a trail of bodies behind.”
“My beloved Kamilah… I fear that this years away from your King made you forget who you truly are. Your true nature. We’ll have to fix it, but first… I’m looking forward to hear the news you brought me.”
Kamilah handed him a folder Lysimachus gave her, containing false information about The Council members.
“This file contains the latest information about the other members of The Council. Their usual routine, their current businesses, their schedule for the next days… I assume it’s useful to your plans.”
Gaius examined the papers, reading carefully every line.
“This is amazing, My Queen. I suppose it’s not being easy for you to spend time with those traitors! There’s one thing you’ve got wrong though.”
“W-What is it?” For a second, Kamilah feared he had found out about their plans.
“Priya Lacroix’s fashion show is tonight. Not tomorrow.”
“A-Are you planning to kill her, my King?” She asked, with a false grin on her face.
“Not yet,” Gaius sat down to explain his plans, “first we must destroy what she loves the most, her career, her popularity. How about a big explosion on her little show, where thousands of mortals would be injured? What would the journalists say? Especially when the blame falls on Priya herself? She will be lonely, vulnerable and then… I’ll crush like the insect she is! And this is nothing, compared to what I’ll be doing to the rest. The Baron, Lester and especially,“ he clenched his fists in pure anger, “Adrian.“
———-
Amy
Amy let out a frustrated grunt as she checked her phone again, something she had been doing a lot for the last few hours.
“Amy,” Lily paused her game to look at her, “checking your phone every five seconds won’t bring Kamilah home sooner.”
“I know. I just wanted to know if she’s alright. She promised to call me as soon as the meeting was over.”
She was trying to act strong, for her own sanity. She tried to avoid thinking about everything that could go wrong in that meeting, how Gaius could torture Kamilah or even kill her, if he found out she wasn’t hypnotized. Kamilah also asked her to stay with Lily and Jax at the Shadow Den, where none of Gaius’ thralls would be able to locate her.
“I’m bored,” the girl complained. “I’d feel better if we could actually dosomething.”
“Amy! We are doing something, we’re shooting zombies!”
“Other than that. Like going out for a drink, that’s what I needed right now.”
“Kamilah ordered me to keep an eye on you and I’m not breaking my promise. You know how she’s like when she’s angry.”
“To be honest it isn’t that bad,” Amy let out a small laugh. “Not with me at least. She’s unable to be mad at me for too long. Come on, Lily…” she insisted. “If she finds out I’ll tell her it was my idea.”
“Fine,” Lily agreed. “But we’ll bring Jax with us. I think I may have something in mind.”
A few minutes later, she was inside a car with a blindfold in her eyes. She had no idea where Lily and Jax were taking her, but it should be fun.
“We’re almost there,” her best friend announced when they parked the car and she took her hand, guiding her to their destination.
When Lily finally removed the blindfold, Amy saw herself at a bar. A geek-themed bar. There were arcades, a band playing some rock music and a peculiar crowd.
“Whoa,” she exclaimed. “Where am I?”
“At the hottest spot for supernatural creatures in New York City,” Lily told.
“It was founded recently, by a Shadow Den member,” Jax completed. “And Lilly thought…”
“It’s the perfect place for your Bachelorette Party!”
While they accommodate themselves in a stand, Amy checked her phone again. Still no news of Kamilah.
“Bachelorette Party,” she thought. “I don’t even know if there will be a wedding yet.”
A vampire waitress came, bringing them some drinks and snacks. Being aware of Amy’s presence, every detail had been prepared especially for her, with everything she liked the most.
“I can’t thank you enough, Lil. I really hadn’t planned anything yet.”
“But I had! And… Lysimachus asked Priya to organize a surprise Bachelorette Party for Kamilah too.”
“Oh my god! She’s going to be so thrilled.”
Both she and Lily laughed, knowing Kamilah would never agree with the idea.
After a few shots she was finally more relaxed, observing Jax gathering with other members with the Shadow Den and Lily helplessly trying to beat a score at an arcade machine.
“Lil, you won’t be capable of doing that… not when you’re so drunk!”
“Amy, never underestimate my drunk skills!” She pressed a combination of buttons, that lead her to the next stage of the game. “Only one more.”
“Hey, I wanted to ask you something.”
“Go ahead.”
“I… I feel you’re all hiding something from me. What’s with the plan to defeat Gaius? Kamilah seemed really pissed off about this morning and you change the subject everytime I mention it.”
“Amy, the truth is… there’s no ritual. It was a misunderstanding, that’s all. We’re back to the start, there’s no plan to defeat Gaius. I’m sorry.”
Quietly, she walked away back to her seat. With Gaius breathing on Kamilah’s neck it was a matter of time before he killed her, or hypnotized her for real. What about her? The ancient vampire would never admit somebody else to steal hisQueen, especially a mortal. None of Kamilah’s past lovers ever survived for long. Most of them died in unusual circumstances.
When she checked her phone again, a notification of a new message on her voice mail gave her some hope. She went outside to hear.
“Amy, it’s me. Your mom. Listen, darling. I just saw the picture you posted on your Instagram. Bachelorette Party? Amy, there’s still time to give up on this madness. Do you realize what you’re doing to your life? What about your grandma? Her dream was to see you getting married in our church, she has been suffering so much. Why don’t you…”
She pressed the delete button, refusing to listen to the rest of the message. When she headed back inside, a mysterious voice called for her:
“There are so many questions in your head right now, aren’t there, child?”
“Huh?!” She looked around, not seeing where it was coming from.
“Near the bathroom, in the last stand.”
She looked at the direction indicated, seeing a hooded figure sitting at the table.
“I can answer all your questions.”
“What are you? A psychic?” Amy asked aloud.
“Not like this, Amy. Inside your mind. Telepathy.”
Amy froze. How did that mysterious person knew so much about her? Could it be someone from Wright’s cult? Anyways, she still felt some insecurity towards her special abilities.
”Who are you and how do you know so much about me?“ She decided to try, putting a lot of strength in this thought.
”Calm down, my child. I’m a fellow supernatural friend, and we recognize each other. We can read each other.“
“Then why can’t I read you?”
“You haven’t trained your abilities enough yet.”
“Good point.”
Kamilah always warned her to be careful regarding her abilities and people who would eventually cross her path in New York. She should never completely trust anyone. There was a lot about the supernatural world she wasn’t ready to know yet.
“This is completely fine, Amy. You don’t have to trust me.”
The fact the mysterious figure was still reading her mind started to frighten her.
“But I see you’re worried… Kamilah is her name, isn’t it? I can tell you exactly where she is, and what she’s doing right now. Better yet, I can show you.”
Amy checked her phone again. There was still no signs of Kamilah. She sighed and started walking, headed to the stand where the hooded figure was sitting. She sat in front of them, yet she was unable to see their face.
“All right,” she spoke. “No more mind games. Just tell me how Kamilah is doing. I need to know.”
“Not like this, child,” she heard again inside her head.
“Fine,” Amy grunted, before starting to speak telepathically. “Tell me where’s Kamilah.”
“Hmmmm…” the figure was silent, pensive for a few seconds. “Her life may be in danger… she’s in the company of a dangerous someone… very dangerous…”
“Oh my god! How is she? Is he doing something bad to her? Please, I have to know!”
“I could show you but… I’ll need a little something.”
“What is it? I’ll do anything for Kamilah.”
“A few drops of your blood,” the figure told. “Just prick your finger and drop it inside this recipient. Through the water, mixed with your blood, I’ll be able to show you where Kamilah is.”
Without thinking twice, Amy took the needle the mysterious person offered her and followed their instructions. After a few seconds, the water inside the small recipient start to form an image and like a movie screen, she started seeing a scene. Kamilah was leaving Gaius’ hideaway in a hurry, desperate to speak to her brother. She entered her car and started driving back to New York.
“She’s alright,” Amy sighed relieved and smiled. “Thank you so much.”
“Anytime, my child. Until we meet again.”
As the figure disappeared through the door, Amy went meet Lily and Jax again. After all, she had a Bachelorette Party to enjoy. Soon, Kamilah would be back, safe and sound in their penthouse.
———-
Lysimachus
At full speed, Lysimachus drove back to New York City. Priya’s life was in danger, as well as her career and reputation. Gaius knew exactly where to hit her, how to make her weak and vulnerable for his final attack. A revenge for being part of the riot against him almost one century earlier.
All he could think about was his conversation with her in the morning…
Three days had passed since Lysimachus had found out what he was supposed to do to kill Gaius. In order to destroy his greatest enemy, he’d have to destroy his sister’s heart, and that wasn’t even a possibility. He loved Amy as much as Kamilah. She was like a younger sister to him.
"Hunter,” Priya’s voice interrupted his thoughts, “pass me the milk, dammit!”
“I’m sorry,” he apologized. “I got distracted.”
“Distracted? You’ve been acting like a zombie.”
Priya laughed at her own comment as she poured the milk in her cereal bowl. Three days had also passed since she told him about her past. Nothing changed between them, except that she was pretending that night at her swimming pool never happened.
“You look happy this morning,” he pointed. “You’re never happy so early.”
“Did you forget?!” Her face turned into a frown. “Hunter! How could you?”
“Oh, tonight is the debut of your Spring collection.”
“Of course! Will you be there or will you be on the hunt for some fresh brains to eat?”
“I’ll try my best but… I’m going with Kamilah to meet Gaius.”
She stopped eating and stared at him, looking concerned for a moment.
“Well,” she shrugged, “if you make it alive, there will be an after-party in my house.”
“It’s not my thing,” he was very aware of what Priya’s after-parties were about. “It could be different, you know.”
His last words made her stop eating again.
“We’ll need to talk about it eventually, Priya.”
“About what?” She asked in response, in an almost inaudible tone.
“About the other night.”
“Sorry, I don’t talk about things I’ve said when I was drunk.”
Those were the last words he heard from her mouth.
Only a few minutes. That had to be enough to prevent a tragedy.
Arriving at her club, he looked around, trying to spot any suspicious faces. Using a detector he developed, he could identify three bombs planted at different spots of The Crimson Veil and one of Gaius’ thralls should be responsible for detonating them.
The show had already started and the club was crowded. Near the catwalk he spotted a familiar face… Nate. Luckily the young vampire hadn’t seen him yet. He needed to be cautious, one wrong move and the bombs would be activated.
First, he sat at the bar, observing the teenage vampire from far. He impatiently checked his phone at every second, waiting for instructions. Lysimachus took a deep breath. Next time he got distracted, he’d act.
He approached a little, merging among the crowd. When Nate pulled his phone out of his pocket again, he chocked him with his arm and began to drag him away.
“My apologies,” Lysimachus explained to the curious looks people were giving him. “One of Priya’s most dangerous stalkers. But no panic, everything is alright.”
Outside the club, he dragged Nate to a near alley where he slammed him against the wall.
“Tell me, what were you planning?! What Gaius ordered you?!”
The younger vampire started to laugh sadistically.
“I only answer to one King.”
With one punch, Lysimachus knocked him down. In his pockets he found a cell phone, where he was chatting with Harvey, waiting for his signal to detonate the bombs. In his other pocket he found the detonator, that he immediately crushed it with his hand.
After carefully trapping unconscious Nate inside a car’s trunk, he returned to The Crimson Veil, making sure there was nobody else suspicious. When he looked at the catwalk again, he spotted Priya on the backstage. She saw him too. For his surprise, she opened a smile. Lysimachus smiled back.
Seconds later, his phone vibrated.
After-party is canceled. Meet you in my VIP room after the show.
He gave her a thumbs up and she winked in response.
———-
Kamilah
“Sister, I gotta go,” Lysimachus announced. “H-He’s planning something against Priya… I must check. I’m so sorry.”
Betrayed. That’s how Kamilah felt when she heard the audio device being turned off as her brother left, back to New York. She was no longer a priority, even though her life could also be in danger. Even if Gaius could submit her to the most horrible things to prove her loyalty. Lysimachus swore he’d be there. He swore he’d protect her at any cost.
"Tell me, My Queen. Do you have any objections?”
“I couldn’t care less about Priya. We’ve only accepted her in The Council to keep her under control. Her behavior was a threat to our kind.”
She sat down at an old couch, Anya arrived, frustrated by the results of Mortals vs. Vampires. What angered Gaius even more.
“That foolish boy! He ruined my plans of a perfect new kingdom.”
“My King,” Harvey suggested, “you can take Priya’s clan members after you destroy her.”
“Good point, but…” Gaius looked at her direction again, as if for a moment he had forgotten she was there. “Kamilah, in the files you brought me. There’s no information about him! Lysimachus.”
“My brother isn’t a threat to your plans at the moment, My Love. He splits his time between Adrian’s company and Priya. He has fallen in love with her and it’s a matter of time before she gets him killed.”
Gaius stared at her blankly for a moment, thoughtful.
“He even may be useful in the future, as I can easily convince him into joining us.”
“We’ll talk about it some other time,” he approached her, cupping her face into his hands again. “You can go now, My Queen. You’ve proven your loyalty once again. Harvey will call you in the next few days with new instructions.”
Gaius disappeared into darkness again, followed by Harvey and Anya.
While Kamilah was relieved to be safe and that she could return home to Amy, her intuition was speaking louder. Gaius had something in mind and she needed to find out. Hiding in a corner of the dark basement, he could hear his conversation with the thralls. Nothing too important, until something alarmed her.
“What?!” He yelled. “But how did he…”
As nobody else responded, Kamilah assumed he was talking over a phone.
“I don’t care, Jameson. Kill her, now! Let’s see how the boy will deal with the loss of his lover! I’m gonna crush them both with a single blow.”
Before her presence could be noticed, Kamilah left the bar immediately. In her car, as she drove away, she attempted to contact her brother.
“Out of signal,” she complained.
He should be inside Priya’s club.
Guilty, she hoped nothing happened to Lysimachus, or even Priya. Would he ever forgive her for telling Gaius about their relationship? Unconsciously, she had exposed his brother’s biggest weakness to the enemy.
———-
Lysimachus
Outside Priya’s VIP room, Lysimachus waited nervously. Canceling her after-party only to meet him could be a sign she was ready to leave some of old habits behind? That she was willing to forget her tragic past for something new?
“There you are,” she opened the door with a grin on her face. “Guess the meeting with Gaius wasn’t exciting enough, huh?”
“Uhhh,” not wanting to ruin her mood, he decided to wait before telling her the truth, “I’ll tell you later, it’s a long story. So, congratulations. Your new collection… snatched wigs?”
“Shut up, Hunter! You’re too old for this.” Priya smiled and punched him slightly on the shoulder.
When Lysimachus’ eyes met hers, he noticed a difference. She looked happy, genuinely happy. Her happiness wasn’t hidden behind parties with houseboys or human blood this time.
“I have something for you,” he announced before taking a black velvet box from his jacket and handing it to Priya.
She immediately opened it and her eyes glowed in surprise.
“Only three pieces of this bracelet were produced in the world, and as I know you like to collect rare stuff.”
Priya went silent. She looked at him, then at the bracelet again, appearing anxious somehow.
“It’s uhh… stunning. But… why?”
Lysimachus took her wrist, closing the bracelet around it.
“This is what every girl deserves, after such an important night.”
She opened her mouth to say something but no words came out. He could tell her cheeks blushed a little bit.
Giving her some time to breath, Lysimachus threw himself on a very comfortable armchair, finally remembering his sister was alone with Gaius. He should return, or at least go home and wait for news.
“So, why did you want to see me?” He asked, going straight to the point.
“I wanna have that conversation,” Priya quickly answered.
“Okay, I’m listening.”
“Well, Hunter. I have everything I always wished for and maybe more, but lately, it’s not being enough. It’s started to feel empty, lonely, pointless maybe… like if there was something missing.”
“And what’s missing?”
He got up, standing face to face with the fashion designer.
“I…” Before she could finish her sentence, a lot of voices started coming from the other side of the door. “Journalists,” she rolled her eyes. “Listen, wait for me outside. I’ll be there in a few minutes and we can finish this in your apartment.”
“Of course,” Lysimachus agreed. “It’ll give us more privacy.”
Outside, the first thing he did was to call Kamilah. As expected, she didn’t answer. He ran a hand through his hair nervously, wondering if she was safe.
Twenty minutes passed when her name finally appeared on his screen.
“Kamilah, thank god! I was starting to become worried…”
“Brother, where are you?” She had a strange tone in her voice, a tone of desperation.
“At The Crimson Veil, outside. Why?”
“Gaius dismissed me, but I hid myself to listen to his plans. Brother, as soon as I left, Jameson called him to inform you prevented the explosion and…”
“And what?!”
“He told him to kill Priya immediately.”
Lysimachus dropped his phone, rushing back inside the club and straight to Priya’s VIP room. Everything had been destroyed, the floor was covered with black blood and ashes, but she was standing there, holding the daggers he gave her during their training.
“Priya! Are you okay?”
“Yeah…” she answered between weary pants. “After the journalists left, somebody delivered a giant present box. I thought it could be a new houseboy but… a horde of disgusting Ferals. Don’t worry, our training was worthy, I’ve managed to kill them all.”
“Good,” Lysimachus let out a relieved sigh. “It was Gaius. God, when Kamilah called me and told me he ordered Jameson to kill you, I…”
“Shhhh,” the female vampire approached, silencing him with her index finger. “It’s over, Hunter.”
“I got worried. I-I… I care about you, Priya. I really do.”
She pressed a kiss on his lips, while her hands traveled through his toned abdomen and down to his waist, attempting to open his belt.
“We should go home first…”
“No,” Priya whispered in his ear before nibbling his earlobe. “I want you right here, right now.”
———- MxF Smut Scene - If you don’t wanna read it, skip this part ———-
Lysimachus agreed, kissing her again, more intensely this time. She drove him to a couch, where she pushed him violently and started to unzip his pants.
Smirking, he switched positions in an impressive speed. Priya wrapped her legs around his waist, pulling him closer and placing her mouth on his again. As their tongues moved together on a fierce, frenzied mode, his hands went under her dress, finding her underwear and tossing it aside.
“Not today, Hunter,” suddenly Priya was on top, straddling him and removing what was left of their clothes.
Lysimachus gasped as he felt her warmth involving him. As she started moving on top of him, she dragged her long nails across his chest leaving deep red marks. Lost in pleasure, the male vampire gripped tightly on her hips, increasing the pressure and rhythm between them.
“Too rough?” He wanted to know.
“Hell no, it’s perfect,” she followed his pace.
Though they had done that a lot of times before, it felt different. More intimate. The way Priya occasionally stroked his hair or how she gently kissed and sucked his neck, drove him wild. Tired from the fight against Ferals, she reached climax first, but Lysimachus also didn’t take long.
———- Ending of scene ———-
As she laid on his chest, he wrapped an arm around her body, enjoying the feeling of finally being closer to the fashion designer. Lysimachus closed his eyes when something caught his attention, a familiar smell… blood.
“Priya, did you get hurt in the fight?” He asked, concerned.
“It’s was just a scratch. It’ll be gone soon.”
He looked down at her back, spotting a deep wound on her shoulder. Not any wound but... a bite. The skin around it was starting to become grey.
“Priya, y-you… you got bitten by a Feral.”
———-
Somewhere in New Jersey…
“Master, our suspicions were right. The girl is back,” Jameson announced, removing the hood he was wearing.
“Those are splendid news, Jameson.” Gaius grinned. “Were you able to confirm if she’s indeed The One?”
“Yes, My King. A little persuasion trick and I was able to collect a sample of her blood. As we imagined, she’s Keaseth’s descendant.”
“Incredible. Soon, all the power her blood contains will be mine!”
“What about Kamilah, My King? Do you think she’ll consent with the plan?”
“Kamilah is wrapped around my finger again. Loyal as a puppy. Little does she know it’s only part of my revenge against her. Her heart will be crushed in a million pieces when I command her to sacrifice her lover.”
“And then we’ll break the hypnosis.”
“Exactly, Jameson. My Queen will be paying the highest of the prices for her betrayal.”
Next: What are Gaius’ plans for Amy? Meanwhile, Lysimachus has to face a difficult decision about Priya’s future. Stay tuned! 
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Heaven and Hell- Part 2
Pairing: Dean x Reader
Word Count: 2,425
Warnings: typical supernatural violence, language, angst, blood, you know the usual
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“We’re here!” Dean yelled from the basement stairs. Sam’s big plan was to bring Pamela here to try and dig her way through Anna’s mind to see if she could find out anything. Both you and Dean went to go get her while Sam and Ruby watched Anna.
“Pamela, hey!” Sam said with a smile once he saw her.
“Sam?”
“It's me. it's Sam.”
“Sam is that you?” she asked as she held her hands out to feel him. He approached her and let her touch his cheek briefly.
“I’m right here.”
“Oh, know how I can tell?” she asked just as she slapped his ass before grabbing one cheek. Sam jumped at the contact before giving you and his brother a knowing look. Smirking, you leaned against Dean to watch this. “That perky little ass of yours. You could bounce a nickel off that thing. Of course, I know it's you, grumpy. Same way I know that's a demon and that poor girl's Anna, and that you've been eyeing my rack.”
“Uh... uh... uh...” Sam stuttered, trying to think of a response.
“Don't sweat it, kiddo. I still got more senses than most.”
“Got it,” he chuckled. Pamela walked to Anna without aid before taking her hands.
“Hey, Anna. How are you? I'm Pamela. Dean told me what's been going on. I'm excited to help.”
“Oh. That's nice of you.”
“Oh, well, not really. Any chance I can dick over an angel, I'm taking it.”
“Why?”
“They stole something from me,” she said before removing her glasses. Her eyes were pure white, and as much as you felt bad about it, she was warned to stay away. “Demon-y, I know. But they're just plastic. Good for business. Makes me look extra-psychic, don't you think? Now... how about you tell me what your deal is? Hmm? Don't you worry.”
Pamela brought Anna back to the panic room before letting Anna lie on the cot so she could work her magic. You and the brothers walked inside the room to be with the two women, and Ruby was only allowed to stay outside. Anna closed her eyes just as Pamela got started.
“Nice and relaxed. Now, I'm going to count down from five to zero. When we're at zero, you'll be in a deep state of hypnosis. As I count down, just go deeper and deeper, okay? 5... 4... 3... 2... 1. Deep sleep. Deep sleep. Every muscle calm and relaxed. Can you hear me?”
“I can hear you,” Anna said in a soft tone. Leaning against Dean’s body, you let him kiss your shoulder as the two of you watched.
“Now, Anna, tell me... How can you hear the angels? How did you work that spell?”
“I don't know. I just did.”
“Your father... What's his name?”
“Rich Milton.”
“Alright. But I want you to look further back... When you were very young... Just a couple of years old.”
“I don’t want to,” she said, clearly afraid.
“It'll be okay. Anna, just one look—that's all we need,” Pamela said in a calm tone. To keep yourself from interfering, you bit the corner of your nail to occupy yourself when Dean took your hand away from your mouth. He kissed your fingers but stayed silent as did Sam and Ruby.
“What's your dad's name? Your real dad. Why is he angry at you?”
“No. No! No. No!” Anna screamed, clearly in pain.
“Calm down,” Pamela kept the same tone throughout.
“He's gonna kill me!”
“Anna, you're safe.”
“No!” she screamed, arching her back high right before the light in the room exploded, and the door slammed shut as it locked. “He's gonna kill me!”
“It's alright, Anna.”
“Anna?” Dean asked, moving you aside so he could help her.
“Dean, don’t,” Pamela said just as Dean put a hand on Anna’s shoulder. With a flick of her wrist, she shoved Dean across the room, into you.
“Wake in 1, 2, 3, 4, 5. Anna... Anna? You alright?” Pamela asked as Anna opened her eyes.
“Thank you, Pamela. That helps a lot. I remember now.”
“Remember what?” you asked.
“Who I am.”
“I’ll bite. Who are you?” Dean asked, a little scared.
“I’m an angel.”
“Great, just what we needed,” you said, not expecting this at all.
“Don't be afraid, I'm not like the others,” Anna said to Ruby who leaned against Bobby’s kitchen door. After that little escapade, everyone went upstairs to talk about what the hell was going on. Leaning against Dean who had his hand loosely wrapped around your waist, Pamela leaned on the table next to you while Sam was next to her.
“I don't find that very reassuring.”
“Neither do I,” Pamela chimed in.
“So... Castiel and Uriel—they're the ones that came for me?” Anna wondered.
“You know them?” you asked.
“We were kind of in the same foxhole.”
“So, what, were they like your bosses or something?” Dean asked.
“Try the other way around.”
“But now they want to kill you?” Pamela questioned.
“Orders are orders. I'm sure I have a death sentence on my head.”
“Why?”
“I disobeyed... which, for us, is about the worst thing you can do. I fell.”
“Meaning?” you didn’t know what that meant.
“She fell to earth, became human,” Pamela explained.
“Wait a minute. I don't understand. So, angels can just become human?”
“It kind of hurts. Try cutting your kidney out with a butter knife. That kind of hurt. I ripped out my grace,” the ex-angel sighed. “My grace. It's... energy. Hacked it out and fell. My mother, Amy, couldn't get pregnant. Always called me her little miracle. She had no idea how right she was.”
“So, you just forgot that you were God's little Power Ranger?” Dean asked.
“The older I got, the longer I was human, yeah.”
“I don't think you all appreciate how completely screwed we are,” Ruby groaned.
“Ruby's right. Heaven wants me dead.”
“And Hell just wants her. A flesh-and-blood angel that you can question, torture, that bleeds. Sister, you're the Stanley Cup. And sooner or later, Heaven or Hell, they're gonna find you.”
“I know. And that's why I'm gonna get my grace back.”
“You can do that?”
“If I can find it.”
“So, what, you're just gonna take some divine bong hit, and, shazam, you're Roma Downey?” Dean sighed. “I like this plan already. So, where's this grace of yours?”
“Lost track. I was falling about 10,000 miles per hour at the time.”
“Wait,” you interrupted, “you mean like falling, literally?”
“Yes.”
“Like the way a human eye can see? Like a comet, maybe, or a meteor?” Sam inquired.
“Why do you ask?”
“It means it’s trackable. Something that was significant enough to document. We just have to find when and where.”
“Pamela get home okay?” Anna asked as she approached you and Dean who were talking outside by his car. Again, you two were the ones who brought her home.
“Yeah. She said she was sorry. It's just after last time, she, uh... This is just a little too rich for her blood,” you said softly.
“I don't blame her. You guys should do the same.”
“Well, we're not that smart,” Dean sighed. “Can I ask you something? What do they want me for? Why did they save me?”
“I'm sorry. The angels aren't talking about it, and it was after I fell.”
“Do you know anything about Amara?” you wondered.
“As far as I know, she’s a bedtime story. Way past my time.”
“But you said she lives within me.”
“I can tell some part of her is there. The stories I heard match what you have inside you. I couldn’t tell before because I fell, I don’t have my grace.”
“That's another question. Why would you fall? Why would you want to be one of us?”
“You don't mean that.”
“I don't? A bunch of miserable bastards... Eating, shitting, confused, afraid,” Dean said which made you sigh.
“I don't know. There's loyalty... forgiveness... love.”
“Pain.”
“Chocolate cake.”
“Guilt.”
“Sex,” Anna said which made you laugh. Dean nodded as he stared at you with something mysterious in his eyes.
“Yeah, you got me there.” Blushing, you bit your bottom lip.
“I mean it. Every emotion, Dean, even the bad ones... It's why I fell. It's why... why I'd give anything not to have to go back. Anything.”
“Feelings are overrated if you ask me.”
“Don’t listen to him, he’s grumpy half the time,” you dismissed him.
“Well, it beats being an Angel,” Anna sighed.
“How's that possible? You guys are powerful and perfect. You don't doubt yourselves or God or anything.”
“Perfect... Like a marble statue. Cold... no choice... only obedience. Dean, do you know how many angels have actually seen God? Seen his face?”
“All of you?”
“Four angels. Four, and I'm not one of them.”
“That’s it?” you scoffed. “Well, then how do you even know that there is a God?”
“We have to take it on faith... Which we're killed if we don't. I was stationed on earth for 2,000 years. Just... watching... silent... invisible... out on the road... sick for home... waiting on orders from an unknowable father I can't begin to understand. So don't tell me that,” Dean laughed which made her pause. “What is so funny?”
“Nothing. Sorry. It's just...I can relate.”
“More than you think,” you added.
“Hey,” Sam said as he jogged out to the three of you.
“Did you find something?”
“I think so,” Sam nodded. Deciding to pick this conversation up another time, you three followed the younger brother inside to find out what he knew.
“Union, Kentucky. Found some accounts of a local miracle,” Sam explained as he showed you the website. “In '85, there was an empty field outside of town. Six months later, there was a full-grown oak. They say it looks a century old at least.”
“The grace. Where it hit, it could have done something like that, easy.”
“So, grace ground zero—it's not destruction. It's pure creation.”
“We better get moving if we want to make it there before dawn,” you said as you grabbed your jacket. Everyone followed suit, and before you knew it, you five were on the road in the middle of the night. Sam and Dean up from like it always were with you, the ex-angel, and the demon in the back; you in the middle.
The whole car ride was silent which was tense, but there was no way you’d talk about what was on your mind with the two creatures in the car. It didn’t matter since the drive wasn’t that long. Soon, you were out and looking at a big beautiful oak tree.
“It's beautiful,” Dean breathed.
“It's where the grace touched down. I can feel it.”
“You ready to do this?” you asked.
“Not really.”
“Anna, what are we even looking for?” Sam questioned. Anna placed her hands on the tree trunk but frowned.
“It doesn't matter. It's not here. Not anymore. Someone took it,” she sighed deeply.
“Look, there is a barn over there,” you suggested as you pointed to the closest one. “We have the hex bags. Let’s just go in there until we can figure out what to do.” Everyone agreed on that, so you trekked to the barn. Once inside, Dean was the first one to speak.
“I say we head back to the panic room.”
“What, forever?” Ruby snapped.
“I’m just thinking out loud!”
“Oh, you call that thinking?”
“Leave him alone,” you glared.
“Hey! Hey, hey, hey. Stop it,” Sam groaned.
“Anna's grace is gone. You understand? She can't angel up. She can't protect us. We can't fight Heaven and Hell. One side maybe, but not both. Not at once.”
“Um... guys? The angels are talking again.”
“What are they saying?”
“It's weird... Like a recording... a loop. It says, ‘Dean Winchester gives us Anna by midnight, or we hurl him back to damnation’.”
“Well, it was nice knowing you Anna,” you said, dead set on revealing her.
“Y/N,” Dean sighed.
“No, I am not letting you go back to Hell. If handing over Anna prevents that… sorry, Anna but I choose Dean every time.”
“Do you know of any weapon that works on an angel? To kill them?” Sam asked, ignoring your comment for now.
“Nothing we could get to... Not right now.”
“I say we call Bobby. We get him back from hedonism,” Dean suggested.
“Dean, what's he gonna tell us that we don't already know?” you asked.
“I don't know, but we got to think of something!”
“I know what we have to do. We’re handing Anna over!” you yelled before storming out of the barn. Your legs took you to the car where you leaned against it, trying to clear your mind. Everyone was on edge, but there was no way you were letting Dean go back to Hell for some Angel who fell. Nope, not on your watch.
30 minutes passed before Dean came outside to talk to you. After speaking with everyone inside, he wanted to see how you were doing.
“Y/N,” he started.
“No, Dean, I don’t want to hear it.”
“Sam, Anna, and Ruby are figuring out another way to get her Grace back.”
“Dean, I am not letting you go back to Hell,” you said with tears in your eyes. “I have control over this now, and if I can do something about it, I will. I won’t lose you again.”
“Y/N, you’re not going to lose me,” he said as he wiped your tears away. “They have a plan in there, and it’s crazy but it just might work.”
“What plan?”
“Let’s just say it involves Ruby getting the demons here while we try and figure out a way to bring the Angels here. It’s their fight, so, let’s have them fight it.”
“Good, I love you so much, and I won’t be able to handle you gone a second time.”
“I know,” he whispered as he leaned down to give you a sweet and short kiss. However, once your lips touched, it was a whole other ballpark. The urgency was there as clear as day by the way Dean was pressing you into his car. Whatever intentions he had before flew out the window the moment he got his hands on you. With all this tension flying in the air, you had this pent-up energy that had to go somewhere. The car was here, everyone was inside, so sex it is.
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The Captain & The Culprit (16)
After escaping from a Hydra lab you’ve been running and hiding since. Afraid of your abilities and your forgotten past, you keep away from people until The Avengers come and find you.
Summary: Your honeymoon phase comes to a halt when you not only get on Banner’s bad side, but find out some information about Steve’s previous relationship.
Warnings: Interrupted smut. 
A/N: I’m an English major, not science or nursing, if whatever Bruce says is inaccurate I apologize
 If there was a place higher than cloud nine you were there, humming to yourself around the Tower, smiling like a dumbass whenever Steve walked into the room if you weren’t already attached to the hip. Fifteen minutes was the maximum amount of time the others could stand being in the same room with you and Steve before getting overwhelmed by how wrapped up you were in each other. However you were still meeting with Bruce without Steve knowing.
You flipped through your medical file while Bruce worked on the calculations for undoing the hypnosis in your head. So far he'd gotten nowhere close to working out a way to do it safely. Steve was off teaching a training session with Natasha, which gave you at least two hours to work with Bruce. It was fun, learning more about modern and advancing science with him, you were afraid he’d get annoyed with all your questions, but he was pleased to have another person to share his knowledge with. 
"So how can you tell Asgardian blood from human blood?" You asked
"The DNA build is different." He mumbled, not taking his eyes off the screens in front of him "I noticed the structure of your DNA was similar to Thor's."
"Can I see?"
"Hm? Yeah here." Bruce absentmindedly slides a tablet over to you
You search up Thor's file on the tablet, multiple tags open, you search until you find his medical history and compare it to your own file.
"Cool." You smile, but then look closely at the information there "Dr. Banner, I think you made a mistake when you updated my file.”
"What? Where?" Bruce finally tore away from the screen "Let me see."
You hand over the file. Bruce's eyebrows pulled together and he shook his head.
“No this is all right, where do you see the mistake?”
“Here.” you show him the tablet and point, then point to your file in the same place. He looked to you then back down to the file.
"That can't be right." he whispered
"Hence why I said it was a mistake, but I could be reading it wrong. I mean you said our DNA was the same, so shouldn't we have the same blood type at least?"
"I said similar not the same. It's rare to have the exact same DNA build, coding and blood type, even for humans."
"Well I'm not exactly run of the mill." You smile proudly
"Exactly. I should look into this." He jumps up from his seat and rushed across the lab to the stairs leading up to the second level of the lab.
"Why? Should I be worried? I’m not sick am I?" You followed behind him, stopping at the stairs. No one was allowed on the second level of the lab except Natasha and Tony.
"I don't think so." he called back
"You don't think? What does that mean? Dr. Banner?" He doesn't reply to you. "Not allowed my ass."
You march up the winding staircase into the second lab. From the outside it was blacked out so you wouldn't see inside, but from the inside you could see the whole floor clearly.
"Banner?" You looked around the lab, there were broke glass containers and shelves along the wall, cracked walls and a broken table in the corner. Under your feet were piles of papers with endless equations on them, and one word repeated on most of them 'Gamma radiation'
"Get out." Bruce's harsh voice made you jump, he stood on the other side of the room, his eyes were dark and unfriendly, not the eyes you were use to.
"Dr. Banner I-"
"I said leave! Now!" He shouted eyes turning a bright shade of green
You backed out of the room as fast as possible, nearly falling down the stairs. You didn't stop there, running over to the elevator, repeatedly pressing the button to open the doors. Once they do you rush in, finding yourself wrapped in a pair of familiar arms.
"(Y/N)? What happened?" Steve asks you as you rapidly press the close button
"I think I just pissed off Dr. Banner." You cried
*
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After Steve explained why Dr. Banner snapped the way he did, you started to calm down a bit and make a mental note to apologize the first chance you got.
"I didn't mean to make him angry." You whispered to Steve
"Trust me, that was calm." He kissed your forehead "Let me take your mind off of it. What do you want to do tonight?"
"I'm okay with ordering in and a movie." You fall back on the pillows on the bed "We can watch one of the ones Sam keeps suggesting."
"Sure, just let me hop in the shower first." He pulls off his sweat stained t-shirt and walks off into his bathroom. Your eyes watched him intensely, your tongue trailing your bottom lip when you follow the muscles down his back.
You start undressing slowly, wrapping a towel around yourself, and then wait until you hear the shower start before following him in. You stand in front of the shower, watching while he washed himself. The frosted glass kept you from seeing anything from his chest down.
"You know, if you really want to take my mind off things, you can let me join you." You said in a small voice
Steve chuckled sliding the door back, you drop the towel and step in with him. His hands are already at your breasts, and his lips at your neck. You run your fingers through his wet hair pulling on it enough to pull him back from you.
"I wanna try something." You whisper and press your lips to his then kiss down his body. Licking the water of his abs, before you get down on your knees. You make sure to 'accidentally' brushed your breasts over his hardening cock.
You take him in your hands, your tongue swirls around the tip, tasting him. Steve's runs his fingers through your hair, watching your lips wrap around his cock, taking him in your mouth.
"Fuck." He hissed
Your tongue runs along the veins while you push him further into your mouth. He thrust his hips, you look him in the eyes and give a sly smirk when use your hand to stroke him along with your mouth. Your other hand slips between your thighs, playing with your clit, Steve watches you spread your legs for him to see.
"Good girl." He moans quietly
"Hey Punk." Bucky knocks on the bathroom door before walking in "You got a second?"
You stay kneeling in front of Steve, when Bucky walks in, unable to see you.
"I'm a bit busy." He holds your hair to keep you from blowing him "Taking a shower."
"Yeah, but you're with (Y/N) all the time now. This is the only place I can talk to you alone."
You pressed your tongue against Steve's throbbing cock, he twitches in your mouth and fights a groan.
"This really isn't a good time, Buck." He gritted his teeth
"Just stop masturbating for two minutes and listen. Geez, isn't that a part of having a girlfriend?"
"Hey, did you talk to him about the party yet?" Sam pokes his head in
"Guys, honestly boundaries?" He starts to back away from you
You grab onto his hips pushing him to the back of your mouth, he shudders holding onto your hair again.
"Fuck." He mouths, Sam and Bucky don't seem to notice
"We know you don't want to celebrate your birthday, but since Tony is having a party anyways we thought we could go out afterwards? Guys night?" Sam suggested
You hold on to his thighs, taking him in and out of your mouth, small jolts leaving your tongue straight to his groin, Steve's cock twitches again. 
"Sound good Steve?" Bucky asked
"So good." He pressed a fist against the shower wall, lust in his eyes. You knew you were in for it the second Bucky and Sam left "We done here?"
"Told you he'd go for it. But I hope (Y/N) isn't the jealous type, I heard Sharon's gonna be at Tony's party." Sam hinted
You stopped, an eyebrow raised at the mention of another woman. A woman Steve never mentioned to you.
"(Y/N) has no reason to be jealous." Steve says more to you than them
"Your current girlfriend and your ex-girlfriend? That's never a good combo, someone always gets jealous." Bucky agreed
"And you and Sharon went out for a year, contemplated marriage, and you think (Y/N) won't feel a bit territorial?" Sam added
You pulled him out of your mouth and away from his hands.
"Speaking of girlfriends, where is (Y/N)? I'm surprised she's not in there with you." Bucky jokes
You shut out the lights in the bathroom so Bucky and Sam don't see you when you open the shower door to grab your towel. You turn the lights back on once you were wrapped in your towel and standing between Sam and Bucky.
"Oh shit." Sam jumped back
You turn to leave, when Steve calls you back, nearly falling out the shower himself. You see Bucky wince and turn away, catching a glimpse of something he didn't want to see.
"(Y/N), doll come back. We were in the middle of something... Close to finishing."
"You can finish with Sharon.” 
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Training: Golden Dicks Award (pt 2)
And we’re back. My mstrlst is in my bio, so you can catch up there. Also I reblogged it before posting this, so you can just scroll down a bit. This is shorter than the first part.
All the usual warnings apply: Voyerism, orgy, lesbian sex, blood mention, chastity, hypnotism.
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After eating what could be categorized as dinner, you put yourself together again. There’d be a rush at intermission, but you were ready as your hypnosis went deeper. Apparently, you had called out some of your owners’ names instead of the one given to you to say. So you were given more layers a sleep. A fog would permanently be in your mind.
“Alligator”
“Crocodile”
Intermission. First was half of one of the larger groups. Then the second half. No time for clean up. You weren’t sure if they had used your ass or not. They liked your lap dances more and parading you around than actual sex.
Third group during intermission wanted you clean, so a quick shower with lots of help. Then you were dried off. They wanted a fashion show first.
Blue see through pants with a bikini top. Then a slutty schoolgirl outfit featuring a micro skirt that showed off your ass. You felt the semen shifting inside. Nothing but pearls were your next outfit. They were cascading off of every body part.
“Sit on my lap, beautiful.”
“Yes, sir.” I was to call them sir.
This blonde haired one was all muscle, his thighs were strong and firm. He hugged you around the waist. The other gave lust filled grins.
“[Redacted] was right about you, cutie. You look good in everything, so fuckable.” The smaller one was to your left and he scratched your chin.
Their tall and pale member kissed up your legs as the one hugging your waist kissed your neck. The one on your right was also quite muscular, and his lips were very adorable. The three others were looking for your next outfit. The one they would fuck you in.
“They said you can take anything.” Baby lips said.
“I can, sir.” You replied. “I’ll do anything you want me to.”
Dimples came out with Smiley and Legs. Your brain had given them secondary names to make sure you could tell one from the other. Legs was the only rapper wearing shorts. IT seems they went for more of a school boy uniform this era.
It was Smiley who held up the pink latex dress up and said to get ready quickly. How much time had passed? Had they already performed? Was that why they were taking their time?
Either way, you changed into the tight and bright outfit, and went back out to see them.
“Fuck…” Dimples said and licked his lips. “Nice choice [redacted].”
“Thank you. Thank you.”
They all turned to the smaller one, saying he got to give the first orders. He wanted a tit job, so you got on your knees in front of him. Sir pulled out his cock, and you began rubbing it with your latex covered tits.
“Oh god, [redacted] was right!” His voice shot up to his higher octaves. “Holy shit.”
“Wow, hyung” said the lanky and pale member. “She’s that good, huh?”
He grinned, “Oh, yeah. It feels good.”
The other men started rubbing themselves. You focused on your breasts and the dick between them. You stuck your tongue out and touched the tip to it.
Legs asked, “Cutie, how many times has cum gone in your ass?”
“I...I don’t know.” It upset you a bit. “I was supposed to get 7, but so many, and I’m not sure. At least 5?”
He scratched your scalp, “It’s ok if you don’t remember. It sorta got messy, huh?”
You nodded and thought to yourself how much of an understatement that was.
“I think you should get this thing off. You’ve worked so hard. [Redacted] himself even tried to break you.”
“He’s got a harem, I’m pretty sure.” Smiley said.
You spoke, “I have to be sure, though.”
“Don’t worry.” The oldest said. “You will be.”
The muscly one from earlier added, “We’ll top you off.” His voice came from behind you.
You dress had rolled up to your waist and he unplugged you. It came out like a waterfall. It made your cheeks warm for such a thing to have occurred.
“Well…” He said. “More than 7.”
“I’m sorry, sir.”
He shook his hand, “I guess we don’t need lube, then.”
Strong hands grabbed your waist and he lined his cock up to plunge inside you. You moaned and wanted to giggled because he rolled your dress back down. Why? It didn’t matter.
“Oh, I’m gonna cum~” the man in front said. “Open up.”
You parted your lips and stuck out you tongue even further. Sir slid inside and thrust his hips. You were being spit roasted by physical opposites, and it was quite entertaining. As he came in your mouth, two more replace it. The lanky one and Smiley’s.
How many cocks had been shoved down your throat tonight? Even more had been simply sucked on by your golden lips. Was it because it couldn’t reach your throat? Maybe. Maybe it’s just cuz they liked head better. You’d never tell mostly because they’d be nonexistent memories by this time tomorrow.
“Having fun, pup?” A familiar voice asked.
“O…oppa?” Command 16.3a.
“That’s right, pup.”
You heard his footsteps come closer, and you were made to stand up. His face was the only one you saw clearly. Yoongi. Your heart leapt, but you also felt embarrassed. You were so dirty.
He smiled, “Did you miss me?”
Your whole body reached out to hug him. He laughed a bit and kissed your lips. You were so hungry for his kiss, his touch, his everything.
Yoongi smiled, “Calm down, pup.” He looked into your eyes and then sunk to his knees. “Since you’ve been such a good little puppy, your belt is coming off.”
He unlocked it and chuckled at how wet you were, and then he placed it on the side. Your oppa kissed you again.
“I’m about to perform, so I gotta go. Have fun, darling.”
As he turned around, everything went foggy again.
Sir Legs grabbed you and threw you on the bed, “Sorry for being so rough, cutie, but I am gonna be the first to claim that pussy tonight.”
You spread your legs wide open, “Hurry~Sir~”
He growled and began fucking your dripping we pussy. You whole body shivered and you moaned so loudly. It was more like a scream to be honest.
“Fuck~yesssss~”
“And I’ll be the second.” Baby lips said as he slipped into you as well.
It felt like you would foam at the mouth with how good your body felt. A vibrating egg was shoved into your ass. Tears filled your eyes as cock was jammed down your throat as well. You couldn’t tell what was happening beyond the ballsack dangling in front of your face and hitting your nose with every thrust.
Bedsheet was balled up in your hands. You felt like you were gonna die like this. You clawed at the body on top of your own, begging Sir to go deeper. Probably drawing blood as fireworks went off behind your eyes. You clamped down on every cock inside of you as your back arched as much as it could.
Cock slid out of your mouth just to be pounded back in. You gagged as you climaxed, making it feel as though you were floating. They came as yours was just starting to end. You were slathered in their cum. Buckets was an understatement. The others had been rubbing themselves with their hands and quickly replaced all the cocks in your holes. They came so soon after.
The waves of pleasure was still being ridden. Heavy panting surrounded your spasming body. Their cum flowed out of all your holes. You couldn’t tell who hugged you and comforted you until you heard a sound like the crumpling of paper. Condom wrapper? Command 1.2 Soft Reset. All of your muscles began to relax and your consciousness began to slip.
“I’ll take care of her.” Jihye said. “You’re needed in the green room.”
You served a group of Gen 1 idols and then more girls. More outfits. Korean school girl uniform and riding the tip of a super expensive dress shoe. She was so pretty and so sexy dressed in a tight black skirt and white dress shirt with the top three unbuttoned to show off her lacy black bra.
“I changed out of my heels for this, so do better.”
“Yes, ma’am!” you moaned and started working harder.
She had said you weren’t allowed to cum until she gave you permission. Even though this was her show costume, she used it for immersion. You were going crazy trying to hold on since you hadn’t cum since eight people ago.
Your teacher sighed, “I just wanna make a cute girl squirt over my shoes. Is that too much to ask?” Then she held your face to look at her tanned and dark lipped face. “Beg for me.”
“Please, ma’am. Please let me cum! I can’t hold--ahhh. I’ll do anything. Just let me cum. Please. Please. Please. Please ma’am. Please.”
She smirked, “Cum for me.”
You gripped the chair and squirted hardcore. It became even more intense when she said a cue word. You were yourself with your eyes shut tight. It felt as though you were on fire even though you were soooo wet. You rested your head on her thigh. What just happened?
She made you look at her face and your eyes widened, “Hw--”
“See you later alligator!” the voice screamed from their booth.
You blanked on her name. When you came back to your consciousness, you were sitting where Ma’am had been. She was being escorted out by two guards.
She giggled, “I’ll bring the others next time.”
The voice explained, “Everything’s ok, (Y/N). Guests usually don’t know cue words. Even if they do, they’re not supposed to use them. I’m sure she meant no harm, but it’s a liability.”
“I understand. Am I in trouble?”
“No. No. Not you, darling. You were perfect. You’ve got a super special guest. Treat him well.” The voice made you go deeper.
A large man entered, “I’ve never done this before.”
I doubt that. You thought.
“That’s ok. What would you like me to call you? Any name other than your birth name or stage name will work.”
“Um, D-Daddy?” that tattooed man said.
You made sure to smile since he was nervous, “Ok, Daddy. What would you like to call me? I cannot give you my real name.”
He looked at you, “Will Kitten be ok?” his husky voice asked.
“Of course! I’m now your kitten, Daddy. Would you like me to change?” You looked at yourself now only in your white not so covering cover up. They must’ve...you looked at Daddy. “I have many outfits, Daddy. Oh. Please sit, Daddy.”
You were turned eager to please and were more chipper to fit your given role.
“Yes. Of course.” The large man sat on the bed after taking off his shoes.
You looked at him eagerly, “If you wanna pick an outfit for me--”
“No. Just...sit on my lap?” He pat his meaty thighs.
With a nod, you made yourself comfortable. He held you close to him and got you to lay with him. Daddy seemed tense.
“I just had a rough day, so we can just cuddle. Is that ok, or do I have to fuck you?”
“I’ll do whatever you want, Daddy.”
He sighed with relief, “Good. Cuddling it is.”
Daddy rubbed your back and talked about his difficult and high stress day. Although he was a large and rough looking man who was 1000% Daddy, it was like he was the kitten. He was pretty sure he hurt his ankle while dancing on stage.
“You need to be more careful, Daddy.” You pouted.
“Is that so, Kitten?” He chuckled.
You nodded.
“Then I’ll be more careful.” Daddy kissed your forehead.
You smiled, “Good. Are you feeling better, Daddy?”
He nodded, “I am actually.” Then something caught his eye as he smiled at you. “Lift your neck, Kitten?”
You did and he felt your collar.
“Those boys...your owners. They take good care of you?”
“They do.” You said to the man who wasn’t actually an idol but had gained lots of popularity through social media.
“Good.” He purred. “If they ever hurt you, come to me, and I’ll deal with ‘em.”
You spoke honestly, “They never would. They love me. I love them.”
He smiled suddenly. It seemed to surprise himself as well, “They better.” Then he sat up. “Ok. I should go before I mess around and fall in love.”
The man stood up and fixed his shirt.
“Did you have a good time, Daddy?”
“The best, Kitten.” He kissed your cheek. “Thank you. Enjoy the rest of your night and remember what I said.”
You grinned, “I will!” unsure if you actually would or not.
He closed the door behind him. Well, that was a nice time before it was three groups of 8+ members back to back. The girl group loved to use their nails and knew how to use toys you have never seen before. They also really liked kissing. So softly leaving trails of pink and red all over your body.
An extremely famous couple was the last to come in and had you play with the man while his wife masturbated and watched. She shouted commands to him, and he was all too happy to follow them. He had been taken out of chastity today and this was his reward. The freckles on his face made his eyes stand out more. He was dressed up like a puppy, collar and all. It was ok since they were both initiating it with you, right? The man had a bone shaped gag and beautiful whines.
It was almost hilarious the amount of times she told you to look at him instead of her. She ended up collaring you to him to make sure you obeyed. Then she slid in between both of your faces as you ate out both of her ends. He seemed like the type that liked to eat ass. They kissed your lips and left you to the officials to clean up.
Then it was time to go home. You hadn’t even done much today, but your body was tired. Your eyes opened and Jin walked in.
“How’s our girl?” He asked.
You began to run to him, but your legs gave out. Right you had legs.
Jungkook and Jin rushed to help you back onto the bed. They said you had gon in really deep and it’d take you twenty more minutes for you to have control over your body again. Right. This was your body. It didn’t belong to anyone else but you.
“No matter how many times we lay claim to you, it’s still your body.” Taehyung said, reading your expressions easily.
Namjoon added, “No one can take that away from you.”
You cried despite how happy you were. Had it really been scary at all? No. Not really. Just overwhelming. There were so many people you had made love to, but you couldn’t recall their faces or names. Someone hugged you.
“It’s ok, (Y/N).” Jimin cooed. “You did so well. We’re so proud of you.”
They all gave you space along with comforting words. Then you put on your dress and kept the collar on. It felt like a security blanket right now. Yoongi held your hand as the eight of you were ushered into a room to wait for you carts to pull up.
Heechul approached the group and you all bowed.
“You did such a wonderful job tonight!” He met your eyes. “All of you. His gaze met Namjoon’s.
He whispered something to BTS’s leader as Yoongi couldn’t hide his scowl. Did he not like Heechul? How can you not like Heechul? He’s annoying but also endearing.
“I hope there are no hard feelings. I always like to check in with the own...lovers afterwards and make sure I didn’t cross any boundaries with my performance.” He was being very honest.
What did he do? Did he parody BTS on stage?
Yoongi softened and held out his hand, “No hard feelings.”
The two men shook hands.
You snuggled your oppa’s arm. Heechul bowed to all of you and went on his way. He “accidentally” dropped something and asked his manager to pick it up. She leaned over and her pussy was glistening. So that was his pet? He grabbed the butt of another and a third leaned in close to him, giggling. A harem?
~~~~~~~
Now all eight of you were in the living room falling asleep after eating a filling takeout meal. Your pajamas were super cozy.
“(Y/N)?” Hobi whispered. “We love you. More than anything.”
“I love you too.” You replied, slightly confused but glad he said so.
He smirked, “We know. Even if you never said it again, we’d know.”
Jimin pulled you closer in his kitty lingerie that he had been wearing under his clothing all night. He must’ve been done with his dom mood. Namjoon made sure to cuddle the both of you on his chest. Jungkook was letting his leader sleep on his stomach while his head was on Jin’s. Tae’s hand was holding yours even while he slept. Yoongi was curled up behind Jimin. All your boys were there. You felt like your heart would explode from pure bliss.
As you fell asleep, you wondered why Hwasa’s smiling face popped up in your mind.
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3, 24 and 25, please ? 🌈
I’m not sure what ask game this is from so I’m gonna go out on a limb and say its the End of the year fanfic ask game! Jesus, these are hard to answer but I love it to death. 
3. favorite line/scene you wrote this year
This is so fucking hard. I’m looking at my a03 and I’m looking at every single fic thinking about my fav scene from each of them and its really hard to narrow it down to one fic with one favorite scene so I’m going to give you two. 
Fall Away From Me, Chapter 4, the Bathroom Fight, where Eddie finally breaks down after he realizes his FWB situation is just FWB and after he called it off Richie started sleeping with someone else. Because, you know. They were never exclusive. They fight in the bathroom and Richie says, “For whatever it’s worth, I never fucked anyone else while we were hooking up.” and walks out. I love angst and that fight was really fun for me to write. I had the idea for it while I was making hoagies at my job in the middle of lunch rush. 
War Dogs, Chapter 3, The Nightmare. This entire chapter was so fucking fun for me to write. Its part of why I wrote this fic. This was the first scene I had plotted out and my goal was to see how many people could figure out it was a nightmare before I revealed it. I have no clue how I did but it was fun and I hold it close to my heart. 
24. Favorite fic you read this year & 25. a fic you read this year you would recommend everyone read
I’m combining these and I’m doing a little fic rec because I can’t pick a favorite but I can rec the hell out of some of my favorite fics. I purposefully tried to pick fics that I don’t think have as many hits as they deserve. They are some of my all time favs but they’re not the ones you see on every fic rec list (I’m looking at you, Lovesong Wax if you see this I love you). Some of them might be on the popular side but I tried. 
Dig Your Grave by @cryingbilldenbrough​ The memories don’t go all at once, but they are gone eventually.Richie forgets.
A Playlist for the End of the World by @redactedrichie​ It's been a year since the zombie outbreak started, and Eddie and Richie are all that's left of the Loser's club. Eddie's not sure if he can handle it anymore, but Richie's convinced almost anything can be fixed with a little music, an abandoned mall, and a whole lot of terrible dance moves.
Into the Dark by nb_Richie - Richie and Stan have seen and dealt with a lot of cases in the years they’ve been working together, from cults to cartels. A case in Derry, Maine, proves to be one of the most horrific for them and for the two local officers they’ll be working with. And on top of it all, Richie keeps remembering things he’d rather forget.
Saturday the 14th by @tinyarmedtrex​ The losers are returning to Camp Sapphire Lagoon, this time as counselors. Except there’s someone else there too, and he’s not interested in arts and crafts.
The Purge by @aizeninlefox​ In 2014, following an economic collapse and rising social unrest, a political organisation named NFFA (New Founding Fathers of America) formed and overthrew the Government, becoming voted into office. In 2016 the NFFA devised a plan to help stabilise the American society and then in 2017 the 28th Amendment was added. The amendment established a twelve hour event called the purge which would start at seven in the evening of March 21st to seven in the morning of March 22nd where all crime was made legal and emergency services were unreachable.
We Happy Few also by @aizeninlefox​ but this is Stozier - Derry's not like any other town you've read about. The residents are forced into a sleepy state of hypnosis and faked happiness due to a drug called 'Pennywise' code named: Vitamin P. But what happens when you stop taking the medication and the bright colours and noise fade away? Stanley Uris has always taken the medication without question like a good boy. Richie Tozier has never been on it and somehow managed to convince the world around him that he's just like them. The day Stan bumps into Richie into the school bathroom is the day that Stan finally starts to question everything; starting with what happens when you don't take your medication.
Stay by Buttercup12 - There is no formal description but basically Eddie is a divorced father and he hired Richie as his nanny and its literally so fucking amazing please go read it. 
Intercept Message by Bawling (I know this user as a tumblr but they changed their URL if you know it LMK and I’ll tag them!) We're sorry. You have reached a number that has been disconnected or is no longer in service. If you feel you have reached this recording in error, please check the number and try your call again. (A forgetting/getting back together before IT fic, which I LOVE)
Queer Eye for That Weird Tall Guy by @stellarbisexual​ “Who’s our next victim, Haystack?” Mike calls over his shoulder from the driver’s seat.“One…” Ben flips through his folder of blueprints and invoices with strong, deft fingers until he finds his prize.  “...Richie Tozier! Richie is thirty-three, six-foot-four, a hundred and seventy-five pounds--”
Blackbird by @michellejones​ “Ho-ly fuck,” Richie whispers, and Eddie has never been so fucking scared. Not when he saw the leper, not when he confronted his mother about his pills, not when they fought It in the sewers. Never. Eddie screws his eyes shut and clutches at the material of his jeans.Please be too high to notice, please be too high to notice, please be too high to notice. “Eddie?”
Scorpion Grasses by Pimpedoutgreenears - “Tell everyone… Tell everyone I’ll miss them. And Eds, tell him… Just promise to call him Eds for me every once in a while. So he won’t forget me.” On his last night in Derry Richie shares a bottle of red wine with Beverly. He makes promises to send letters he knows he won't remember to write, cries a lot, and then ends it with the boy he loves who's just dumb enough to love him back.
Some of these are super fluffy, a decent amount of them are pretty angsty, and all of them deserve love, shares, and comments, So please, go forth. Read them, and then tell the author what you think. Even if its just an ! in the comment section, you could inspire someone to write another amazing work. 
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ultra-mega-blaster · 6 years
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Rabbit Hole
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Zoe was slumped down in the back row of the classroom, scrolling through Tumblr on her phone instead of paying attention to the teacher. Like usual.
Oh, here’s a sexy picture to share. Here’s a gif to attach a few lines of dialogue to… She liked teasing the boys (and girls) online, and they liked teasing her. Especially when she was in class and couldn’t do anything about her rising horniness.
Oooh, a hypno story, her favorite. She checked that the teacher was droning on, and not looking her direction, and started reading. Just a couple paragraphs in, she knew it was a good one. She reblogged it to finish reading later, and to share it with her followers (her many, many followers … how had that happened?) and kept scrolling. Ooh! A spiral! Don’t get distracted … But uunnnfff, so easy to get distracted … to get drawn in …
She shook herself, sharing the spiral with a drooling smiley face, and moved on.
“I’m a little concerned, looking at your last batch of papers, that so many of you got to college without apparently learning how to punctuate a simple compound sentence, much less to fill it with original thoughts …” Miss Thompson was saying.
Zoe squeezed her thighs together, feeling the arousal spread through her body. She looked around. Nobody looking. Good. She knew she should be listening, should be taking notes, but all she could think about was her needy pussy.
The constant alerts from her phone kept drawing her back to the glowing rectangle in her hand. BUZZ. Another favorite blog had just shared something, Tumblr wanted her to know. BUZZ. Someone was tagging her in a pic of one of her favorite porn stars. BUZZ …
She was powerless. She had to look, every time the phone buzzed. Every time Tumblr fed her more. She didn’t used to be like this, did she? She used to have, like, an attention span and stuff? Could leave her phone alone for a few hours? Now she was addicted … like she had conditioned herself to salivate at the buzzer.
Or been conditioned, came a whisper.
Been brainwashed.
Cuntwashed.
Drippy cunt. Salivating pussy …
BUZZ.
Ooh! a hot little gif that someone wanted her to see – “wanna ride me like this?” he asked, adding Zoe’s handle. Where was the teacher? Zoe knew she should scan for Miss Thompson again, but she couldn’t tear her eyes away.
BUZZ BUZZ. Three more guys wanting to talk to her privately. She was already keeping four conversations going …
This one, for instance, was telling her, in detail, what he would be doing to her if they were in a hotel room together right now. She was giving as well as she was getting, egging him on, hoping he was stroking to her words they way she wished she could be rubbing to his. This one was begging her to punish him, and reveling in her attempts to be domineering. And this one … oh, this one kept sending spirals, and inductive texts, drawing her ever downward (or trying to), making her sleepy, making her horny … making her a mindnumbed cockslave …
She tapped the little pencil symbol to make a public post.
“You guys are making me so horny!!!” she typed.
I’m supposed to be paying attention to the teacher right now but my tumblr feed is full of porn and 3 of you fuckers are having hot conversations with me trying to make me horny and IT’S FUCKING WORKING I’m sure my neighbors can smell me I’m so turned on I can feel how drippy I am goddammit I need to stroke I’m not gonna make it
That was a mistake, of course. As she knew it would be. The sharks smelled blood in the water, and circled.
“Just keep watching little slave. Soon you’ll be my little cock hungry whore”
“It’s just so nice to be able to turn off your brain for a while, ya know? Join me?”
“And when I say “horny bunny” you’ll have a powerful urge …”
“Mmm damn what a view! Your nice tight pussy wrapped around my cock feels so damn good. I’m going to enjoy fucking you hard, bottoming out hitting your womb”
“…And then one day you wake up and you’re an empty headed pink bimbo, with no thoughts in your dumb bimbo head but getting bigger tits and pleasing your Mistress’s pussy…”
Another public post:
Ogod now ur all piling on cumming our of the woodwork why csnt i turn off this app why do i keep lookin im not gonna make it im such a dumb hotny cow
Sent.
And back to messaging, the words pummeling her brain –
Blank. Obedient. Responsive. Counting from 10. Letting your mind slide away. Relaxed. Empty. No thoughts. 8. Letting go….
Then, even before she could register the shadow over her desk, a hand snatched the phone from her fingers.
“You know the rules about phones in my class, Zoe,” said Miss Thompson. Zoe made a choked whimper, her fingers mindlessly twitching after the phone.
“You can get it back later. If you’re good.”
If you’re good. If you’re a good girl. Good girls obey.
Zoe whimpered again, as Miss Thompson walked away. She was going to have to sprint to the ladies’ room when class was over. The phone would have to wait. Her clit was throbbing … and she needed to obey.
*****
Later, after everyone had filed out, Miss Thompson carefully and (BUZZ) meticulously wiped clean the blackboard. She liked the board to be as neat (BUZZ) and tidy as her desk.
(BUZZ)
What on earth was – Oh. Right. That girl’s phone was still on the desk. Vibrating away, for some unknown reason.
She sat down and picked it up, turning it on. Silly child didn’t seem to have a lock on the –
A rainbow of porn leapt out of the screen and slapped Miss Thompson about the face.
Cocks going into young women’s mouths. A girl’s tongue on a pussy. “Zoe, are you still there?” Breasts, so many breasts. “Zoe, girl, look how hard you made me …” A maelstrom of dark and light flesh that she couldn’t make sense of for a moment, until she saw the caption “gangbanged fuckslut made airtight with BBC” … which, to be frank, didn’t ENTIRELY explain the picture to Miss Thompson, but it let her figure out what some of the shapes were …
Horrified, repulsed, Miss Thompson started scrolling. And couldn’t stop scrolling. Stories of incest and bondage. Lewd photos and gifs, scenes of decadence and degradation. She shook her head, her mouth open, but she couldn’t stop …
And the hypnosis. Over and over in the girl’s feed, the hypnosis! Glassy eyed girls with drooping mouths, baring their breasts … Women with spirals in their eyes, and cocks in their mouths … Flashing gifs with pictures and words, too fast to follow, telling her how she should be, how she must be, how she knew she already was, if she would just admit it to herself … Inductions, and fantasies, and more spirals, and submissive, drooling women, eager to serve cock, to serve pussy, to become slaves to their own needy cunts …
Miss Thompson hadn’t noticed how hard her nipples had gotten. She hadn’t noticed how wet her own cunt was, until she found herself dipping in a finger … She bucked against her hand, but didn’t stop stroking … just kept scrolling …
Someone calling himself Master of Mystery – except with some of the letters replaced by numbers – BUZZed into a private message. “Getting pretty horny, Zoe? Pretty needy and desperate?”
“No,” she found herself typing. “I mean, no, I’m – I’m not … No.”
“Oh, you certainly sounded pretty desperate to me. You sounded like a little slut who needed permission to cum … A naughty fucktoy who can’t stop touching her princess parts even though she’s not supposed to …”
Miss Thompson bit her lip and with an effort pulled her hand away from her pussy. “I’m not Zoe. I am Miss Thompson, her teacher,” she typed.
She tried to pull herself together.
“And you should keep a civil tongue in your head, young man.”
“Ohhh! Naughty, naughty, teacher … Are you looking through a confiscated phone? And getting TURNED ON by someone else’s Tumblr porn? You are, aren’t you … Go ahead, you can admit it …”
“i” she typed and sent by mistake.
She cursed.
“I will do no such thing. I am … I am putting the phone down now.”
“No you’re not.”
She hesitated. He seemed so sure. She waited, panting.
“You won’t, because you would have already without saying anything. You would have before you got so horny scrolling through her feed.”
She didn’t say anything.
“Because you are horny, aren’t you? All pent-up, tied up in knots …”
“Yes, yes, I am, OK, but there’s nothing wrong with that”
“No, not at all. Tell you what. You seem tense. Let me help you relax. Can we do that?”
“Um”
“Just focus on your shoulders for a second. Feel how tight they are? Tighten them up even more, just for a second. Take a deep breath in. And then let it out, and as you do, feel all the tension go out of your shoulders …”
“what”
“Sshh shh you don’t have to say anything just listen. I’m going to count, and with each number you’re going to release a little tension, and it’s going to turn into warmth … warmth spreading through your body …
“And then maybe we’ll look at a spiral together for a while … You’ll like that …”
*****
Zoe was feeling SO much better – though her legs were still a little wobbly – as she walked toward the classroom door. She couldn’t believe she’d left her phone behind! She hoped she could get it back quietly, without much fuss. There didn’t seem to be a class in there now. Maybe she could just slip in and grab it?
She eased the door open gently … and then almost dropped her backpack in surprise.
Miss Thompson was sprawled, nearly nude, in her wooden rolling chair! Her skirt was bunched around her middle, panties on the floor, white blouse and bra tangled on her desk. Most surprising of all, one hand was operating Zoe’s phone, and the other hand was operating Miss Thompson’s bushy cunt!
She stepped closer, sliding the backpack gently to the floor. The teacher’s breathing was ragged, her cheeks flushed, her eyes glassy … and sure enough, Zoe could see a spiral on the glowing screen. She tiptoed close enough to read over her shoulder.
You want to watch
To let the spiral suck you in
To let my spiral suck away all resistance
You want to become mindless for me, because it feels so good to stop thinking
Each word you read will bring you pleasure, and each second you spend watching will make you sink deeper and deeper, until you can’t help but obey …
She reached around her teacher’s body, and cupped both breasts at once.
Miss Thompson gasped, and then relaxed with a moan as Zoe began kneading her nipples.
“How are you doing, miss?” she whispered.
“Can’t … Can’t cum. Need to … but don��t … don’t have permission…”
“Mmmm.” Zoe tweaked her nipples, massaging her surprisingly full and warm tits. “I know it’s a lot to handle if you’re not used to it. I’ve been sliding into this rabbit hole a bit at a time for months, so I’ve built up a liiiittle bit of an immunity.” Partially true, anyway. “But my feed and my followers must have hit you like a ton of bricks.”
Zoe giggled to herself, as her teacher panted.
“Who are you talking to,” Zoe murmured.
“M-Master of Mystery,” Miss Thompson gasped, her back arching.
Ah yes, thought Zoe. Also known as Kevin.
“Tell him I’m here. And ask him what I should do to you.”
“Master …” Miss Thompson typed, and after a moment, responded.
“He says to get on your knees and lick my s-slutty, juicy c… cunt.”
Zoe smiled. “That’s what I was hoping he was going to say,” she murmured as she knelt.
After all, she thought. Good girls obey.
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{fic} That Old Sweet Feeling (part 13)
Fandom:  The Adventure Zone:  Commitment Rating:  M Chapter Warnings:  None Relationship:  Nadiya Jones/Mary Word Count:  2,221
Here on AO3. Read the rest: Part 1 Part 2 Part 3 Part 4 Part 5 Part 6 Part 7 Part 8 Part 9 Part 10 Part 11 Part 12
Tagging @someone-called-f1nch, @voidfishkid, @mellowstarscape, and @jumpboy-rembrandt!
This chapter is twice as long as the usual ones but y’all deserve it after my hiatus for a while there. Look forward to some once-a-week updates for a while!
Chapter Summary:  Nadiya makes an observation. Mary Sage cracks a code. Remy gets a letter.
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"How far does this go?" Remy squinted down the tunnel. The yellow light from Nadiya's flashlight was dim and watery in the complete darkness.
"Long ways," Nadiya said absently. "Like, fifteen miles, I think. At least. Until it gets gross. There's entrances all along, though, closest one is only a mile or two along..."
Remy frowned, glancing sideways at Nadiya. She'd seemed kind of distracted since she'd woken up. "You okay, Nad?"
She scowled at him. "I'm fine, Rembrandt. None of your business, so fuck off."
"It's kind of a little my business," he argued. "What if you have a concussion or something? What if you get sick? What if -"
"I'm fine," Nadiya snapped. "Excuse me if I'm a bit upset about my life's work either being destroyed or being sold indiscriminately by people who have no rights to it." She glanced behind them. Kardala and Mary were trailing a bit behind, Kardala illuminating the tunnel with a handful of blue lightning. "If there's anyone you should worry about, it's them."
"What? Why?"
"Maybe not Kardala so much, but she's been acting weird. Irene-y. Look." Nadiya jerked her head back again, and Remy looked. Kardala said something to Remy that he couldn't hear over the crackle of the lightning, then grinned, and Mary snorted in laughter. "And then Mary Sage..." Nadiya trailed off.
"Is she okay?"
"Depends what you mean by that." Nadiya swept the flashlight beam across the tunnel floor, sending a cockroach scuttling away. Remy yelped, but Nadiya didn't react. "Relax," Nadiya said, annoyed. "Haven't you seen a cockroach before?"
"N...o," Remy admitted, a little sheepishly. "You have?"
"I've been down here before," Nadiya reminded him, "and when you're a broke grad student, you end up living in some interesting places. Plus, I've dissected cockroaches before. Pretty boring, really."
Remy made a face. "Still. Gross."
"Coward," Nadiya said, but amiably enough that it didn't hurt his feelings. "Anyways, on the subject of Mary Sage. I think relatively speaking, she's doing okay, more or less. It's just... overall? I don't know." The sound of her laughter drifting up to them again. "I don't know, Remy," Nadiya said quietly, and for the first time since he'd met her, Remy thought Nadiya sounded concerned. "I wish I could've used my lab. Maybe I could figure out if there was something about my stimplants that genuinely fucked with her head. I keep... fuck, I keep thinking through all my experiments with them, the stuff I did on myself, everything. I can't think of how it could've gone wrong. Or maybe it wasn't the stimplants, and she's just -" Nadiya broke off. "Anyways. Fuck if I know."
Remy's fingers were tapping a rapid tattoo on his thigh as he tried not to fidget with the bandage around his wrist. "It's not your fault," he said.
"Sure." Nadiya was looking surly again. "If this doesn't end with me getting a lot of money in compensation, I'm going to be pissed." She picked up the pace, leaving Remy a few steps behind.
For once, he didn't mind being on his own. He had to think. He felt like there was an answer to – something – just beyond what he could figure out. If his brain would stop jumping around for one second, he'd be able see what it was.
He knew it had something to do with the laptop. It had to. He should've decoded it before. He should've tried harder. It might be too late, now, it might not matter, but he had to try. It had to be something.
When they stopped to rest, Remy went over to Mary. "Hey."
She was eating a power bar. "Hey."
"You're good with computers, right?"
"Yeah. Thought you were too, nerd."
Remy grinned. "I'm IT. I don't do coding, I just fix problems. Anyways, I have this... thing... that I could use some help with. You down?"
"Why not? Lemme at it."
They both sat down against the wall, and Remy, after a furtive look around that revealed nothing except Nadiya (staring at the brick as if she could vaporize it with heat vision) and Kardala (staring contemplatively into her handful of lightning). Then he pulled out the laptop and booted it up.
Mary whistled. "That a ten-bit encryption?"
"I don't know," Remy admitted. "I know I need to get into it, though. Can you crack the encryption?"
"Yeah, probably. I can try. Where'd you get this, anyways?" Mary asked, taking the laptop and starting to tap into it, her hair lifting slightly as her powers activated.
"It doesn't matter, does it?"
"Guess not. Whatever." Mary's typing became more rapid. "Damn. This is deep. Whoever it was must've been a sick coder. Cyber security or something."
Remy shifted uncomfortably, searching for any other subject. "Have you told Nadiya you like her yet?" he blurted.
"God, Jump Boy, keep it down," Mary hissed, her head jerking up to look at Nadiya, but it was clear she hadn't heard. "'Course not, are you kidding? We're in a fuckin'… sewer, on the run, and you think that's a good time to tell Reed McScienceface Richards that I got a crush? Not a chance in hell."
"I dunno, I think it's a great idea," Remy said. "It's like, who knows what's going to happen next, right? So why not go for it?"
"You think she wants something like that right now?" Mary said, jerking her head back towards the computer screen and shoving her glasses up on her nose, squinting through them at the lines of scrolling code. "No fuckin' way. Nah, I'm, uh... not gonna put that on her. We're both dealing with our own shit. I'm not dumping mine on her as well. Wouldn't be fair."
"If you want to look at it that way, we're always going to have our own shit," Remy said, shrugging. "Right? It's not just going to go away."
"Maybe." Mary's fingers slowed slightly in their frantic typing. "But... I don't wanna fuck this up. I'm only gonna get one shot at it, right? And -" She suddenly froze as the computer screen blinked white. "Holy shit. I think I got it."
Remy snatched the laptop out of her hands. His heart revved to racing speed. Please let this actually be something, he thought. Not just another red herring. Please let this tell me something about what happened to them.
The screen blinked a few times, then a single folder popped up. Read This First, one of the documents said.
"Remy?" Mary said. "You look weird. You okay?"
He clicked on it.
Dear Remy, dear Michael, the file read. I'm hoping it's one of you reading this. If you are, it means I'm gone. It means she found me – us – out. And it means you're in terrible danger. But you have to know everything. Ignorance is always a worse fate than knowledge.
Remy scrubbed at his eyes. That was what she used to say to them when they complained about homework. God, he missed her so much. Then he kept reading.
When your father and I were younger, we did some work for the government. Secret stuff. Research on hypnosis, and anti-terrorism, but mostly on a new science we called... bonds. These bonds are what holds everything in the universe together, connecting each person or thing to anything else. You've learned about ionic and covalent bonds in biology; these aren't that different, really. More powerful. Or maybe just easier to exploit.
We weren't the only ones working on this project. There was another woman on our team. Her name was Martine.
"Remy?" Mary sounded scared. "Remy, what is it?"
I didn't quite trust her from the beginning. She seemed too interested, not just academically. She was a biochemist, a neurologist who specified in hormone study. She managed to create a heightened form of oxytocin that strengthened the bonds, creating artificial ones between small groups of people. She could manipulate them, control certain aspects of their bodies or even their minds. Our supervisors grew worried, and one day, they unexpectedly shut down the entire project. All three of us were out of a job.
We kept in touch. Your father and I got married, started research at our lab in Maryland. Remember, I showed you boys around one time? Michael, you were born, and then you a few years later, Remy. We were happier than we could ever remember. We were glad that our project got shut down.
Martine wasn't.
She moved down to Florida, but I would still e-mail with her sometimes. She was my friend. I wanted to trust her, especially then, when she was my only other connection to that time in my life, something I could talk about with no one except her and your father. That was my own fault, I suppose. I should've known better. I did know better. You're like me, Remy. We always want to believe the best of people.
Martine was continuing her research, outside of government approval. I didn't turn her in, of course; she wasn't breaking confidentiality, just expanding into her own field, or at least that's what I thought. Then, when you were about ten, I got a worrying message from her. She was excited - she'd found someone who shared her ambitions. They were working together to expand her ideas. I could read between the lines, though.  He was a fanatic, a revolutionary who was the perfect person to enable her increasingly dangerous research. Still, I didn't think much of it. She had no way to implement any of her ideas. I kept e-mailing with her, keeping tabs on what she was doing.
Then everything changed.
It was only three days ago, three days before I'm writing this, but by the time you read this - I don't know. I'm so sorry, Remy. Right before the Olympics, too. The worst possible timing. Martine called me. She was so excited, but I heard the edge to her voice that made me worry. She said she'd just read some revolutionary new research on body modification, published by a young academic, a wildly precocious young woman named Nadiya Jones from a university in Nevada.
"Mary?" Remy said, almost unaware his mouth was moving. "Get Nadiya and Kardala. Now. Please."
Martine believed that the combination of her altered oxytocin (made much more stable over years of experimentation) and these stimplants could create people with superhuman abilities, connected with each other, and more importantly, with her. She believed, in essence, that she could create an army of supersoldiers under her control. She and Richard could use them to force the revolution they wanted. She mentioned in passing that he wasn't completely on board yet - something about wanting a fair election - but it was clear that she didn't think that would work, and there was no question that they would need to resort to her plan.
After so many years of keeping my mouth shut, I couldn't anymore. I told her exactly what I thought of that plan. Things got ugly. She threatened me. She threatened you two. I hung up on her mid-rant, but the damage was done.
She knows where we live. She knows where I work. I don't know what she's going to do, and I don't know how to stop her.
If you're reading this, either of you, hopefully it means it's not too late. Use this information. Use the information from our research years ago on bonds. I know this is so much to put on you, but I'm praying still that this finds its way into your hands. Who else could I trust?
I'm so sorry. Not only for putting this burden on you, but for not acting sooner. I was afraid, not of Martine, but of destroying my relationship with her, however toxic it was. I thought I would be able to see this coming, stop it before it got to this point. I wanted to believe Martine would never go to these lengths. But she's more powerful than ever, maybe even more than I know.
I love you both. I hope you'll never read this. I hope I'll be able to delete this document and forget it ever existed. Just in case, though, all the research your father and I did on bonds all those years ago is on this computer as well. DO NOT SHOW THIS TO ANYONE YOU WOULD NOT TRUST WITH YOUR LIFE. I made that mistake once, and don't want you to repeat it.
If it isn't the two of you reading this, whoever you are, please use this information for good, or destroy it. If it is, I trust your hearts. Good luck. Your father seals this with his love as well.
Love,
Mom (Christine Rembrandt)
Remy was crying in earnest now, the screen blurry in front of his eyes. He scrubbed at his face with the edge of his hoodie sleeve. As much as he wanted to curl up and not move for a few minutes – or preferably a few days – he didn't have that luxury.
"Guys?" he said, glancing up to see his three friends crowded around him, varying degrees of worry on their faces. "We have a real big problem." He took a shuddering breath. "You need to hear this..."
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So!
An anon asked @enscenic to talk to a different community leader than her, and so i thought i should add my two cents about the topic of “inclusivity” (Granted, i am just an Italian community leader, but still, it was a good excuse to write my opinion on the matter)
There has been a bit of a talk about the “inclusivity” of the hypno-community. Let me preface that, living in jolly old Europe, makes not only going to cons, but also keeping a nice connection with the bulk of the community, not the easiest thing in the world. Not only for the cost of taking a plane, and try to explain to immigration that yes, I am going to an hypnosis convention, but even for a matter of being “in the loop”. I went to WEEHU last year, and was kinda sorta surprised of not seeing anyone of the people I knew from tumblr, just to browse fetlife on the last night of the con, and finding out about the absolutely terrible story of abuse by Headcrash. But, on the topic at hand, I do believe that at big events, cliquey behavior can happen. Even at small  ones, for the matter, even if non-intentional. I've seen the point “i go to cons cause I wanna meet with my friends, that I met rarely”, and I do think that is an important point. But it does seem like a “hard to approach group” is forming. To me, it's a matter of perspective (i am sure people hanging out with friends is not a synonim for “we are better than you, so do not talk to us”), and expectation. If you want to indulge in our community just for a second, here on tumblr, or on any other site or chat, you usually see lots and lots of recaps, of thanks, of people having a genuine good time. People tagging other people, and you usually see the same names over and over, and so you instantly see those name as “big”, or “Important”. And you want that, plain and simple. You want to have fun, to have a place where you could express your kink. Cons and events usually give you one (barring some bad experiences, but that's beside the point of this discussion), but they do not give you the same contact that "cliques" experience. When you go to an hypnocon for the first time, you see a lot of people playing around, having inside jokes, and all of that stuff that seems (and i'm sure is) really what's the con all about (and some shenaningans, that are Always fun!). So, the gut reaction is that you, the newbie, are gonna be left out. And maybe yo socialize with other newbies, and start a new clique, and here we go with a snake that bites its own tail. So, you come to see hypnocons as big high school reunion, where the cool kids hang with the cool kids, and other one just go along with the ride. I do believe that that scenario, is far from the truth. It's, ironically, a matter of presenting the con, as what really is, and not what some people think it is. It should be made clear that cons are not a big party where everyone that goes will do amazing things, and be super happy and have a glorious time with some idealized people (for better or worse), they are cons. A place where the experience is subjective. In my experience, that can be hard in kink events, again, I've organized stuff in Italy, and I admit that a lot of people go to kink events just to get a quickie, but that is another can of worms. And another point that I want to express is this: there is a fundamental difference between a newbie, and an hardcore professional. The newbie, has a boundless energy and enthusiasm, and the veteran has a lot of experience. So, the sometimes, the veteran tends to dismiss a newbie, cause after all, it's someone who has to listen and learn, while the newbie just want to do, do, do. Both point needs to be a little bit understanding. Using a metaphor based of comics, you can say you are a fan of the Justice League, even if you have not read a single comic book, just cause you love the film, or the aestethic. But you should listen to someone who has read all of their adventures if you wanna know what is the best Justice League story. In conclusion, nobody owes anybody anything. Just cause you are to your first hypnocon, you shouldn't expect to have the same degree of fun that a veteran has, and all the people at your beck and call to talk, and just cause you are a veteran, you shouldn't forget how hard it can be to talk to anyone, and to sacrifice a little of your time, to just point someone in the right direction. A community leader, is in NO WAY different than a first timer. We all have some fear of the spotlight, and we all have our anxieties. We should work to re-assest out priorities, and to make them more clear to everyone. I do believe that big community spaces, help with socializing a lot. So that is a more practical suggestion.
A little addendum: no, English is not my first language, and Yes, it is very hard to sound coherent while discussing a serious topic.
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