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v-anrouge · 7 months

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#aGODDDD #ill never be happy #Spotify

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weaselmcdiesel · 12 days

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Do You Love The Color Of The 413?

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wasyago · 11 months

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the brainrot won

#GUY S i know i haven't posted anything in a while and thats because im working on a big cool project that i really want to finish without-#distractions. but uh. as you can see. ive been distracted 😔. still working on it tho!!!! and im very happy with it turns out its just-#super time and energy consuming so ive tried to limit my intake of other media to not make myself want to draw other stuff #i also haven't read the last two (two already?????) chapters of RnS and im very sad about it and i want to read it but you know that if i-#read it ill want to make fanart and then ill never finish my project :(#SO. sorrey for the lack of art itll be coming when im free to draw!!!!!!!#but also. yes ive watched new life because i dont want to go insane with nothing but this project on my mind and umm. had to take a little-#break to do a couple designs for fun... and to switch it up a bit because for real im going insane i think #ALSO. friend got me into zelda botw and i haven't played a whole lot yet (because project) but ive tried to take some inspiration for-#designs from there. at least for joel and scott. everyone else not so much...#WELL ANYWAYS this is getting long. i should really stop rambling in the tags and just make separate posts for all this but i dont want to #umm. tags.#new life smp #smallishbeans #mythical sausage #geminitay #pearlescentmoon #smajor1995 #inthelittlewood #my art #sketch

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tsty-brry · 2 months

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happy valentines!!!

#yeaaaa :3👍👍👍👍#shen yuan #shen qingqiu #shen jiu #shang qinghua #svsss #scum villian self saving system #mxtx #i was going to put ill follow you wherever you go for shen jiu #implying yue qingyuan and cang qiong and whatever #but. both sqqs have that #anyways happy valentines to you alll!#never gonna let you down during this holiday

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stateofirrelevancy · 2 years

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#i just feel like #no one will ever love as hard as i do #i never grow out or the puppy love faze i want us to be obsessed with each other #i deserve to be desired but i dont think its possible #ill always be second to something #no matter what #despite putting him first #i always lose #ill never be happy

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inkskinned · 7 months

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it mattered because when my brother asked me what if this is the happiest you'll ever be? the best you'll ever get? the thing i felt was fear, not peace. everybody thought you were so perfect for me. even i thought you were "helping me grow". i had to challenge every internal clock. make myself more thoughtful, more kind, more beautiful.

i told my therapist it was good because i like the changes i made and there's something so strong about saying i did that. the problem is that i can like the difference all i want, but i changed for you. something akin to getting your name tattooed, all my progress is stamped with fuck you.

it was the happiest i'd ever been and also the best i'd ever gotten. i would still get in the car and think what the fuck just happened.

#warm up #writeblr #i spent a lot of time picturing our future #how funny to think: in each version of our future #i was never myself #i was someone smarter kinder braver #better adept.#who could navigate the way you shouted and got angry at small things and never fucking believed the best of me #i would never be needy and you'd never get tired of me #people usually talk about how we picture people as being “fixable”. but i assumed i was the problem. my idyllic picture wasn't of you.#it was a version of me that wasn't ill. that needed no extra help. that could be your wife and happy #the fact i wasn't happy was because there is something so wrong inside me. it's always been that way. i convinced myself:#if i stay i can change. if i stay i can make it worth it. i can apologize and fix this. and make us both okay.#for the last year i've been thinking about how you blamed our whole breakup on me. how it was my fault for whatever thing.#and i agreed with you. because of course i did. you'd trained me to believe everything was my fault . that you wanted to love me and i made #it far too hard. that i was always finding ways to ''set you off'.#a few days ago while i was doing something else #i realized that while i was in crisis you told me to fuck off and find someone else to get help. and you never fucking apologized .#you said i made you do that because i wasn't being sensible. i had been crying too hard to speak clearly.#you said: you're doing this to manipulate me.#you forgave yourself for that. i had to forgive you without apology. you said you were right to react that way. and then you were SO #SO annoyed. any time i said: i feel like you aren't nice to me. it is hard to trust that you love me.#i don't think about you that much anymore. but these days when i do: all i can think is that im not sure u ever really understood kindness #you were the cruelest to the people closest to you. and most of the time. that meant it fell to me.

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stellabyystarlight · 1 month

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Happy 4th twst anniversary!!! the most special boy for the most special day 🫶

#twisted wonderland #twst #twst fanart #twisted wonderland fanart #disney twisted wonderland #disney #deuce spade #heartslabyul #wish upon a star #cequi_art #i drew my fav in my fav costume of his..#if i started talking about how much i love twst id never stop talking so here's some quick words #i was interested in twst before it even came out and once it did i instantly became obsessed with it #my first fav was ace but deuce became my fav after reading the wish upon a star story #i still love this franchise so much and i hope ill continue loving it for many many years #happy anniv!!

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chinelacanta · 3 months

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at risk of losing his ‘red haired’ title from how green jealousy makes him

#rat haired shanks theory is only acceptable if he rattles dragon to be luffys sole father figure #he’s my little failgirl #dragon is so happy to co parent and that luffy met someone who he could trust and love #and then shanks is just. like that #also RAWRR ILL NEVER STOP MAKING CRACK SHIP PROPAGANDA!!!#RISE UP BENN X DRAGON ENTHUSIASTS #RIIIIISE #also dayuummmm yasopp is slayiiin just saying #like son like father fr fr #also roux <333 he’s my fav from the red hair pirates #monkey d dragon #shanks one piece #yasopp #lucky roux #benn beckman #(only mentioned but like he’s drawn so im counting kanidnje #also will never give up my autism creature dragon propaganda #my art!!

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lokiiied · 6 months

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ngl i got so scared they were gonna make mobius a fucking white picket fence two kids and a loving wife…and then they gave us “single dad” mobius “wife is long gone” hmm you’re really my friend? okay i ain’t arguing with a tall, handsome, dark haired stranger guess i’ll just follow you anywhere.

and then i was happy bc sylvie is so happy in her life!! by herself!!

and THEN i got so scared when loki & sylvie went for a drink and i was like alright here we go…and then i got “of course i know you. your friends are where they’re supposed to be. we’re writing our own stories. write your own.” and “i want my friends. i don’t want to be alone”

and then i was happy again bc she left to go listen to records!! and the record shop guy is cute! maybe she thought so. maybe not! she’s just vibing!!

and then i got, “it’s about who” while staring right at mobius.

what a fucking rollercoaster.

#i genuinely dont know what to expect next ep #like they could very much still turn around and be like ‘here’s sylki again!!’#BUT they could ALSO very much make the gays happy #like they don’t even have to make them kiss yet just don’t give me sylki #let loki choose mobius and let mobius choose him they are SO CLOSE #to fixing this #please please please #ill be so good i swear i promise i’ll never complain again #loki season 2 #loki spoilers #loki #mobius #lokius #anti sylki #sylvie

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luyo-mi · 6 months

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my pookies

#you will have to pry these two from my cold dead fingers #I just wanna squish them so much I cant you guys #my babies frfr #anyways happy early halloween #have fun trick or treating dont get kidnapped #i kinda wanna draw jack and ruggie costumes but idk if ill have time eee ill have like what a day to do them #with my attention spam that is a big no #we ll see #ace trappola #deuce spade #twisted wonderland #i never know what to add to the pants like pants are simple but i dont wantt them to be simple but idk what to add #other than a belt #sad face

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eggsdrawings · 10 months

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picture up on the fridge

#bnha #mha #touya todoroki #natsuo todoroki #shouto todoroki #shoto todoroki #fuyumi todoroki #todofam #this is actully based off of a pic of my family and i :) fuyumi is in my spot! and those bear magnets are the ones on my abuelas fridge #in a world where they are happy siblings and never have to deal with their father.. ugh.#i almost gave natsuo a paw patrol shirt but ill save that for another time #eggsdrawings

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linkvcr · 2 months

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could i request a fi ? shes one of my favourite characters in anything ever and she means the world to me ... no pressure of course though ^__^ always happy to see your artwork, your style is so lovely !! the way you draw faces makes them look so inviting and friendly :]