#ill probably pull an all nighter

[ragingtwilight]

WHY AM I SO EEPY!!!!! WHY NOW!!! I HAVE ATTACKS TO MAKE!!!! REVENGES NEED TO BE DONE!!!! THIS IS CATASTROPHIC!!!!!!!

[mushroominaforest]

Mushroom rambles!!!!!!! (vaguely vent-ish? idk man its 1:30am)

I'm sorry for all my venting and complaining as of late, I know it's probably annoying to some, and worrying to others. for me, Tumblr is the space where I can just chill and be myself, but also the one place where i can throw all my messy feelings out into the world, without being scared.

I have this habit of bottling stuff up, but i don't have to do that here. I'm not allowed to go to therapy, i used to vent in the notes app on my phone, and in journals, but i stopped (way back in like, grade 7 or 8 lol) when i found out that they were being read, along with all my text messages. I love my irl friends, but theres some stuff i just cant tell them. I talk to them a lot, and i trust them, but I'm still gonna tell them that i got that black eye from running into a pole lmao.

But on this account, only one person I know irl actually is aware that i have a tumblr. It's safe. If I'm discovered, I'm dead. but i think its worth it. cause i love it here! I have friends, ppl like my art, I have a place where i can be my authentic, weird, emotional self and im not gonna get in trouble for it.

So yeah, im sorry that i vent a lot i just feel safe here, and as much as i hate to admit it, you guys were right. Bottling up your feelings does suck lol

Anywaysssss my mental breakdown has turned into a weird happyish feeling but I think i might be going crazy instead of being genuinely happy. But who cares, i feel fine!!!!!

[nightjarring]

Actually listening to the ASOIAF books has made me start to think that people who treat this series as the ultimate example of Bad Gross Male Fantasy Writing might actually just be stupid.

Idk how you read these without taking note of the fact these books are explicitly about people who are othered by the incredibly harsh, rigid society they live in. The vast majority of the perspective characters are disadvantaged in some way, most of them are either physically disabled, women, or otherwise socially outcast, or some combination of those things. The books so far are an incredibly detailed exploration of the intersection of privelage and disenfranchisement and I am actually annoyed at all the people giving writing advice who bust these out as the ultimate What Not To Do bad icky no-no series.

[ghostorbz]

HEYYYYYYYY

If I were to make an iz comic, what style would you guys prefer it be in?

Here's both styles

[honeycinnamon]

Currently, I’m debating working on chapter 3 of Good Mistakes or an Aonunete x Rotxo one-shot

[wickedcriminal]

Running on like an hour and a half of sleep with eight hours to go on shift I am facing So Many Consequences right now

[iqmmir]

Hehe

[likesaly]

"Cause this is a wasteland, my only retreat" "With heaven above you, there's hell over me""You said what about us, well what about me?" "Hang from the gallows, asleep in the rain" "This is a wasteland, my only retreat Paralyze me! Don't let me jump, don't let me fall"

/Lyr

(Song is Hell Above by PTV)

Bonus:

Based of one of my txt posts

Here's a taste of source (kinda) expect Shinobu didn't give me any ramune, though I did get tea /lh

[t4tbedehopmar]

happy 6 am everyoen 🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥

[alex-just-vibing]

Please sleep you need it you have many days of summer break so go sleep

Nah I'm not really tired yet and there's still so much Kel angst to think about!

[nerdie-faerie]

Thinking about my mum getting no sleep when she was my age because she worked night shifts and then had to take kids to school when she got back in the mornings. Whereas I'm missing out on sleep because I'm pulling all nighters after I left an assignment to the last minute. Two very different paths in life same poor sleep decisions

[slugg]

erm hehe whah huh

[llycaons]

I need to completely fuck up my sleep schedule this weekend. im talking becoming fully nocturnal. anyone have suggestions? I was probably just going to edit my rec list OHHH I can do Real reading actually! exciting!

[snowaftermidnight]

[toastsnaffler]

I have to be up for work in 3 hours and I'm gonna be real I think ive hit the point where I might not be getting any sleep at all. for fucks sake.

[whiteapplesandblackblood]

that horrible feeling when u have a self imposed deadline creeping up on you but also you can't freak out and do anything about it bc it wouldn't have actual consequences but you really really need to get it done bc it might disappoint an authority figure