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these were going to be before photos of me trying those goddamn tiktok heatless robe tie curls but i never braided my hair (or did anything to my appearance) as a child so its literally rocket science and impossible its like trying to learn a new language past the age of like 5 anyways heres a photo i accidentally took of me not trusting the process at all even a little bit
#i need to get like#a alligator clio but i was lazy and hust rolled ovrr and went to bed instead#ill try again some day#trying to catch up on like. ugh. beauty regimines as an adult is fucking humiliating man#i was just#really busy being autistic and into homestuck during my teenage years to give a fuck abt my hair#princess peach voice dont come over i fucked up the cake just absolutely dogshit#that one vine of the little girl cryind and brushing her hair and smacking her head w the brush. eternal
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i've returned for 2 seconds to tell you that they're not leaving my head. (sort of unrelated but i've been thinking as well. what if vasco died before machete ? what would go down)
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#ah this is so terribly cute#makes me feel all warm and fuzzy inside#“possessed by the vaschete spirit” you and me both#their expressions are so sweet#couple of dorks#and I like the dusty desaturated color scheme! with pink and darker brown accents#gift art#insect-shenanigans#own characters#Vasco#Machete#as for what would happen if Vasco died first#and I'm assuming of natural causes like illness or old age#I suppose Machete would try to sneakily sponsor his funeral#throw the fanciest burial possible#and maybe add some kind of anonymous half hidden obscure tragiromantic inscription on the grave#about wishing to see him again one day#and then either go on to do what Vasco did and commission art in his honor#or get a bad case of widowhood effect and go downhill quickly after his passing#oh yeah he might start to financially support Vasco's widow so that there was a little less pressure on her to get remarried#as you may remember she's a lesbian and one lavender marriage was probably enough for her#I can see that being a thing in certain circumstances
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Thunderous.
#stray kids#stray kids fanart#hyunjin fanart#hyunjin#skz#skz fanart#idk why i'm tagging this im propably not going to make any more kpop stuff. but i'm happy i finished this finally! i recorded the process#too! going to make a lil video some day.#also sorry print selling news are late.. trying to find a way to mail A3 prints which doesn destroy them.#much love <3 ill be more active soon again#i started this at the beginning of the year or something... been collecting dust a lot
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minecraft diaries season two cats
#sketch vs finished#i like final katelyn better but i LOVE sketch laurance omfg#i hated drawing this so idk if ill do something like thia again#first time rendering decided i hated it#maybe ill practice up and try again some day but who knows#aphmau#minecraft diaries#mcd#mcd rewrite#katelyn the firefist#laurence zvhal#mcd season 2#season two
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Forgot to post this here butttt
Working on a welcome home animation and mighttttt take me a while
#the idea is just wally getting the barnaby plush and thats kinda it#i did plan this before when i ordered the wally plush (sep 8 2023) but didnt have the motivation and stuff for it#its inspired by the image of wally peaking out of homes side window with the text below “there he is!” not sure if its wally saying it#either wally noticed someone or someone noticed him but anyway#i saw that image and was thinking to make an animation of it instead of the “there he is!” text its going to say “he's here.”#i also realized i might need to voice that only line or even make sounds for the background😭#i already was close to finishing background 2 (where eddie will be seen walking to wallys house) but my tablet died#grrrrrr#also unrelated but i wrote in my book todayyy (i never write at all) but hey its kinda fun to write my ideas huahahahaah#i plan on doing some research on welcome home and write it down (maybe even some theories hmm??) also doing research on the characters#just to try to get to know them more (cuz i have been crazy for them for AGES and still feel like i haven't done enough)#oh yeah CALL ME CRAZYYY butttt since the irl world sucks i plan on making little writings like im IN welcome home just because idk#more explaining and better ones on my tiktok vid description (user in my bio)#also i feel like things might be getting better for me cuz wowie i never thought id be animating again#but now all this motivation...so many ideas appearing...need to focus on one at a time...darn#HEY! 12 days till a break from the evil cell of educational purposes??? (school) FINALLY PURE HEAVEN I CAN BE FREE WITHOUT SUFFERING#welcome home#partycoffin#wally darling#welcome home arg#welcome home fanart#welcome home wally#7 backgrounds left to do...then ill have to animate...oh evilllll so evillll
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ill draw more md stuff eventually im just busy and tiredd with finals or whatever
#its a lot easier to draw one guy a day then it is to try and be extra funny#days 11-20 of the sekaiju art month thing. only 11 more days to go#i think. i know how to count#i think theres an outline on it but idk if that exists for realsies or its just something clips doing again. figure it out#sekaiju a world of creatures#art#i promise you long time viewers ill do some md stuff once finals are over
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Currently Airing Shows Ask Game
1. What shows are you currently watching?
2. What is your favorite currently airing show?
3. Rank the shows you are currently watching from least favorite to favorite.
4. What is your favorite day for shows to air on?
5. What show do you think is doing the best job at utilizing tropes?
6. What trope is crossing over multiple airing shows that surprises you?
7. Favorite ___ to lover currently airing? (fill in the blank: enemies/friends/rivals/etc.)
8. Which character from a currently airing show would you be best friends with in real life?
9. Which character from a currently airing show would you like to push off of a cliff?
10. Which ending are you most excited for?
11. Which ending are you dreading the most?
12. Which show do you think will have the best ending?
13. Which show do you think will have the worst ending?
14. My favorite currently airing show is ___. Can you recommend a completed show for me?
15. My favorite completed show is ___. Can you recommend a currently airing show for me?
#ask game#thai bl#korean bl#japanese bl#taiwanese bl#asianlgbtqdramas#the students have gone for the summer#and i spend my day filing and reorganizing#so yall know what that means#cooked up a new ask game#i have to file by my boss boss office so i might not answer right away#also i will do my best to send something to everyone who reblogs it but again i dont want to be on my phone constantly in front of boss boss#but ill try to send them when i get home#i also might revamp this at some point in the future
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in fair faerûn where we lay our scene.......
im a little late heading into wyll week and im so sad but here's an illustration for day 3: modern au!!!!
wyll gives me theater kid vibes and i think modern au wyll would Absolutely be an actor. and i think he'd be incredible in shakespeare adaptations and historical dramas... so i Had to redraw one of my favorite shots from baz luhrmann's romeo + juliet with him. a modern au in a modern au...its perfect 🎭
#bg3#wyll week#wyllvember#wyll ravengard#baldurs gate 3#baldur's gate 3#wyllweek#shakespeare#my art#herotune#i replaced the crucifixes with the symbol for tyr btw cries#which is hopefully understandable 😭#i Need to go back n check what wylls reaction to the tyr paladins is again its been too long since i played that part in my current run#so hopefully including the symbol for tyr is appropriate weeps...i tried to figure out if theres a diety he follows n Could Not#so i just went w tyr because the symbol for him had a similar enough silhouette and i feel like gd of justice Very much fits wyll...#although theres also uhhhh helm gd of protection and i feel like that would suit him more i just didnt think the symbol for helm would work#its like. an eye on a gauntlet 😭.....#so uh. i. ended up going with tyr#anyway im so so sad im late to wyll week ;_; i love him and i DO have a lot of sketches ive not published of him yet#but i wanna do the prompts too. i do think ill be posting some of those drawings for the free day but i think im also gonna try to get#stuff out for the rest of the prompts even tho itll have to be after wyll week is over...#wait itd still be wyllvember tho :0#his month...yessss im late but also im not. its fine.
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today just will not let me rest huh. reasons are in the tags but i get very emotional just be warned
#hush n shush wifi#just a tad sad#actually more like angry as shit#okay let me TELL YALL about my day#first: the annoying#i was going shopping at a grocery warehouse and you know how those parking lots are always super crowded?#well it was. there were no parking spots and there were so many cars and people trying to go everywhere#i scraped my wheels too which is fine but one of my relatives who likes cars acts like it's a sin#so that shook me up enough that i didn't go outside for the rest of the day#and THEN#OHHHH AND FUCKING THEN.#if anyone remembers the absolute ass of a person from last year who i thought was my friend but said horrible things to me out of the blue#WELL THEY CAME BACK#i never got a chance to block them initially because they blocked me first#BUT I GOT FUCKING MESSAGES FROM THEM TONIGHT#AND ALL THEY WERE SAYING WAS ESSENTIALLY THAT THEY MEANT WHAT THEY SAID#they said some bullshit about the execution being wrong and that their ex wrote it for them#which by the way is just scummy on its own#and that they get mad emotionally which is a horrible excuse#and had the AUDACITY TO ASK IF I HAD ANY QUESTIONS#IN WHAT DELUDED SELF CENTERED WORLD DO YOU HAVE TO LIVE IN TO THINK I WOULD EVER WANT TO TALK TO YOU AGAIN#my trust is a VERY VERY FRAGILE THING#AND THIS IS A VERY LARGE CONTRIBUTOR TO IT#this isn't an apology. they regret none of it#this is a way for them to make themself feel better#the scariest part is that this person by now is almost/IS an adult#which is terrifying if that means there are more people like that out there#i try not to wish ill will but i genuinely hope no one ever has to suffer through being their 'friend' ever again#anyways they're blocked on all of my platforms now.#if the person is somehow reading this. hi! never talk to me again. you're a horrible human being with no consideration for other's feelings
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^_^
#i cant fucking wait to get this over with for good#it kills me to have to look in the mirror and see someone else and know ill never see myself because i cant be myself alone.#i hate that i have to scream and write stupid silly shit to get even a modicum of attention and have even that just be a like on a screen.#im not me anymore ive devolved into nothing and i have no one to help me become real again. sorry i csnt do it alone bc isolation isnt-#-conducive to healing esp for this long#no one will care but thats fine. ive known this for a while#i just want to get it over with and never feel this bullshit again. at least ill feel like me for a second before i die. its whatever.#i can try to play pretend until it comes but it wont work. bc its all pretend#god i cant fucking take another day of this detached horror of existence#i fucking *despise* having my only reactions in a whilebe some hug emoji by a stranger on a serious post. im fucking pathetic. that's why i#gone#gone gone gone. gone.#and i still have to wait for release to be mine. idk how long i can.
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really liking this visual novel so far,
The entire theme really speaks to me. "If I know that I am 'wrong', and that my desires are 'wrong', how do I manage that? If I am aware that they've probably sprung from 'wrong' places (trauma), should I stop myself from pursuing them entirely? Even when the people I'm pursuing it with consent? Even when all parties are enjoying it, despite knowing it's fucked?
When should you let others engage in unhealthy behaviour? When should you intervene? When do you know the limits of yourself and others? How do you respect what you feel while also respecting what others want - or don't want?
How do you bond with others in a healthy manner, when you haven't learned how?"
#slow damage#surodame#media analysis#promise there will be art again at some point. doodling a lot these days. just have to feel satisfied enough with it to post#lately ive been drawing towa chibies. and an aoba. and some bg3 doodles. and a graha tia.#my lacking anatomy skills and illness are holding me back though. im trying.
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this is so cringe but im trying to quit caffeine since i was drinking like. 3+ cups of coffee a day and still wasn’t feeling awake ever and i literally feel like im dying why have i had a headache for the last 72 hours
#i imagine once uni starts ill have to start drinking it again lest i fall asleep at random times like i used to do#i have a sleep disorder situation btw that’s why i began drinking so much coffee💪 but now i am dying#i just feel like my previous three a day pace was going to do some long term damage to me so. trying to stop
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Thinking about that cursed sovereign au again...
Nothing super substantial, I don't think. Just Neuvillette getting distracted while trying to find a way to break the curse and finding himself fascinated by the intricacies of human life. How his previous prejudices turn into genuine interest in the way humans interact with the world around them. How they live and grow and work and change in the slightest ways. How their cultures and customs are long lived and influential (as are his own) but each individual human has their own way of going about each daily ritual.
If he's to find a way to break this wretched curse without being caught or his true identity being suspected, then he needs to blend in as well as he possibly can. At least...that's what he told himself. But then he starts asking questions about humans with a little glimmer of interest and curiosity in his eyes. Mimics their rhythms and rituals even if he does not understand them completely. Finds that need to break the curse just a hint less pressing than it had been when he was first forced to take this form.
And of course, there is still that very present and urgent need to return to the sea properly. To be amongst the waves with fins and scales and to hear the water speak to him as it has for the past 500 years - and longer still in terms of his kind. But...now there is another desire inside of him as well. To touch and feel and know this world that he's been thrust into with hands that he'd never believed he would have but...he always secretly desired he did have.
A double edged sword of a curse; robbed of that he has always known - the power that he already had to fight to keep for his kin - and yet it has given him the freedom to walk amongst humans as though he were one of them. See the peace that followed the horrors of war centuries ago. Feel the warmth of the sun on human skin instead of a dragon's scales. The solidness of the earth beneath his feet instead of the security of water that surrounded him on all sides.
...The softness of a human's lips - their soft, even breaths - when he steals a moment to run his thumb over them while they sleep.
A step too far perhaps - one that finds him holed up back in the room that same human had so graciously given him. A step that he has to convince himself was made out of curiosity and only curiosity...and not from these new, human emotions blooming within him. Another reminder that he is not human. That this is not his world. That this curse - this wretched, awful curse - was made to weaken him and force him to submit to that witch of an Archon. He needs to break it. He has to.
Before he completely forgets himself in the longing he's long held for this world.
#toast talks#''nothing super substantial I don't think'' proceeds to type up an essay of thoughts because they're in my brain again -#would you believe me if I said this literally all came about because for three days straight I have been thinking of a very specific scene#of Neuvillette half pinning half hovering/leaning over Eclair and asking her#''Is human copulation really that much different than dragons?''#It was COMPLETELY innocent when he asked it at that time but holy fuck. Neuvillette you CANNOT do that to her she's going to break.#It was a cute way for her to break though because how else are you supposed to respond to a handsome dragon turned human#who you absolutely definitely don't have feelings developing for - asking you about sex while leaning over you in such a way?#That's right: you go red in the face and try to hide it and now he's wondering if you've gone quiet and red and hot because you're#falling ill.#True Romance LMAOOOOOO#Also ya he did have a moment when Eclair was asleep on the couch (cause she gave him the bedroom while he's staying with her) and he just.#Moved some of her hair out of her face like she had been to him. Let his thumb run along the swell of her cheek before running it#along the swell of her bottom lip.#I'm this close to saying he tried to kiss her (or got really close to doing so) before he realized what he was doing and retreated to#Eclair's room for the night.#Or sat in the bathtub. He likes going in there to think wjkafnhajfn
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guess what I've been fixating on
#animal crossing#animal crossing new horizons#acnh#tom nook#smth smth#yeah ive just been playing acnh again. sorry#i just unlocked terraforming this morning (as of when im creating the post on monday not when its posted on thursday)#so hopefully by the time this is posted ill have gotten some rly nice street patterns made up#i found some pretty good ones but the way they were set up was like. not exactly what i need? so im trying to like#rip them off ig??? is that bad? idk. im gonna put my own spin on em ig#im just not super good at making convincing like...sidewalks w depth to them and such#anyway hopefully this time around i can really get my island looking as baller as i want#the reason i restarted was bc id fucked my island up so thoroughly that i wasnt even sure what to do w it anymore#or where to start w it#also my plaza was SUPER close to the airport.#so i chose a different layout this time where the plaza is like in the middle right area of it#more room for an entrance and such#i even have made up a Future Map including new landscaping and zones#so ill get to that over the next few days since i have time off work#also! this is the first entry ive made using my new smth smth tools#namely the automatic halftone-ify-er and a custom hand-drawn font#it took a bit less time to make this one since i didnt have to 1. hand write the dialogue and 2. think about the specific halftone colors#im still sticking to a limited palette (specifically 256 web safe colors) just cuz#but yeah. if you have actually read all of this and you have thoughts on the look of this one vs the previous ones lmk 🩵 thanks#also have a good day and drink some water :)
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i really do enjoy learning kanji so much like oh thats a little drawing and it makes a sound and has a meaning and now i understand a very tiny part of a language i did not understand at all before
#veraposting#i specify kanji bc im also trying to make my way through genki for grammar but genuinely cant get past the second chapter#so ill try again in a few months when i get some more kanji and vocab in with my flashcard apps#also im cheating on wanikani by adding kanji from wrestler names to anki and benkyo#maikas name.. i will learn to write u one day
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i’m pretty surprised that you can be in a fandom without really checking the tags regularly for new content or discussions that’s pretty impressive
ive got twitter for that and twitter has shown me enough as is
#snap chats#i dont even check twitter specifically for rgg its just that my algorithms been formed that way cause friends send me tweets#on the real though jvALEKJEKL ive always. how you say. played with dolls alone#so being alone online isnt hard or anything particularly 'impressive' to me its just how i roll#ive always lived in my head i guess- with my interests that is. its fun up there vlkeajkla#i still like to hear from other people of course but for the most part im happy with just myself im not all that pressed for others#i think its also just. i have. other interests? so i dont really think i want to look at One Particular Thing that day. at least for tumblr#i MIGHT just cause thats how the day goes but i dont think 'i feel like looking at rgg art today'#whatever i see I See and that'll be that yk i love a lot of things and think of a lot of things#evidently SOME things take a hold of me more than others- or ill wanna be more public bout it at least#but thats jsut cause i just feel SO MUCH for Whatever Thing It Is At The Time that i want to share it. so then i do jvlskjs#with that in mind can i really say im 'in' a fandom when i dont particularly interact with it LMAO#again always happy to do so but im like an estranged uncle if anything#come over once a year to drop gifts off then i leave. ill still respond to holiday cards though if theyre sent#also for discussions ill usually just talk to my brother about it since he'll usually be The Main Sponge for my rambling LOLOL#god's strongest soldier i promise i try to hold back but im afraid i feel my brain physically tickle my skull#my brother always has to watch in real time me be consumed by a piece of media. like its a symbiote its really funny#cause at this point we'll meet in the kitchen and ill start like 'you know whats really funny..'#and he'll just. 'ok so who's it about today' LIKE PLEAAAASSSEEE. anyways prepare for my ninth 90 minute lecture about This Character#i also have a friend that i talk about my interests with- not all the time but enough that im like. Yeah Im Good Talkin Bout This#like the dopamine in my brain is activated JUST enough when i get to have quick short convos bout it with her#honestly maybe i should use my blacklisted main and rb ALL of my sideblog posts there#just so the people following that can Also witness me be consumed in real time <- will not do this
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