Summary: you miss your husband and find out heโs been thinking of a solution to remedy that.
Warnings: suggestive, minor angst?
Notes - sugar plum pookie bookie babe illumi๐
To live together in matrimony.
That is what was promised.
Matrimony itself was a subjective matter depending on the individual. The typical concept involved two spouses living with one another, engaging in domestic affairs, all normal commodities.
Yet the Zoldyckโs were never a family who valued normality.
Even now, you could hear the hollow creak of the renovated floorboards as the breeze beneath the cracks yearned to break free of the atmosphere of listlessness.
A gentle knock sounded at the door, ever so slight, you wouldnโt had noticed it had you not been brooding. Your feet ran across the cold floor as your night dress skimmed across your legs.
Immediately your hand dashed out towards the silver door handle, a sense of hope ignited in your chest.
You opened the door a centimetre as a dimly lit candle light illuminated the surrounding darkness. โHello?โ
โGood evening missus Zoldyck,โ disappointment welled in your chest, of course you had been foolish in believing it might have actually been him. โI have brought the water you requested.โ
โThank you.โ You drank a copious amount of the cool liquid, setting the glass back on the polished tray.
She placed the tray down just outside of the room, briefly stepping out of the room to retrieve something. โFrom Master Zoldyck.โ A bouquet of white orchids was placed delicately into your hands. You brought it to your face and inhaled deeply, a soft smile plastering itself on your face. He never sent a card or anything of the sort, however you didnโt mind, you thought it was very illumi.
She pivoted on her heels, pausing at the door, โwould you like anything else?โ
โNo thank you.โ
She nodded and lightly closed the door. A sigh slipped past your soft lips as you crawled back onto the king sized bed, letting the splendid silky covers caress your body.
It almost felt like a hug although it lacked any of the warmth of being embraced, just a lingering sense of frigidity. For a moment, you thought of your husband and his embrace too. It was slightly frigid and he was usually cold too, however it was a sensation you could never truly forget. His return the manor was a mystery to you, you often wondered when heโd come back to you. The manor way by no means empty, far from it with all of the household staff and residents; in fact you frequently found yourself playing with his younger siblings of conversing with his father and grandfather.
But there was no company quite like your husbandโs. Although his presence was quiet (and somewhat menacing) he treated you well and indulged your every need. You couldnโt deny that you missed h dearly, you were told prior to marrying Illumi of what being married to a Zoldyck entailed but that didnโt mean you couldnโt detest the lack of communication or the time that you barely had together.
But matrimony is subjective and this is how the Zoldyckโs perceive it.
You shifted in bed, turning to face the door as the handle rattled, thinking nothing of it.
Till you saw a slender silhouette silently step into the room. Reflexively, you sprung up and crossed the room, pouncing like a cat on the lithe silhouette sending you toppling downwards.
Your fall was softened by illumi who steadied the both of you by placing his hands on your hips.
โYouโre back.โ You cupped his face in disbelief, feeling his defined features just to make sure you werenโt dreaming.
โMhm.โ
โI-โ you could hardly formulate nor properly covey how you felt, all this pent up longing which flowed within your veins burst out as you hugged him tighter. Then you kissed him abundantly: once on his forehead, twice on his cheek and thrice on his lips (or perhaps a little more than thrice).โ
โI gather that-โ you pecked his lips interrupting him, โyou missed me.โ
โDearly.โ You admitted. โItโs not the same without you.โ
He hummed, letting unspoken words transpire between you.
His nimble fingers played with the sheer fluffy ends of your night gown, โI donโt like it when you leave.โ
The slightest curve of his lips could be seen as you puffed out your cheeks, a pout present on your face.
โYou know I cannot do anything about that, this is what marrying a Zoldyck entails.โ
You caressed just silky smooth hair between your fingers, โI know. That doesnโt mean I have to like itโฆโ you grumbled, โI havenโt seen you for two months.โ
โYes. It seems like itโs been a while.โ
You squished his cheeks together and mockingly glared at him, hoping your falsified anger would bring out some kind of a reaction; knowing he was teasing you. โThatโs an understatement., Lumiโ
He surprises you by abruptly standing up, lifting you into his arms and holding you close.
โIllu-?โ
โ-then we shall have to find a solution for that.โ He told you, throwing you onto the bed as he shed his garments then moved till he was hovering above you.
You give him your full attention as curiosity overcomes you. โWhat are you suggesting.โ
Obsidian eyes roam over every crevice of your face as he stared at you with unprecedented earnestness.
He picked your hand up gingerly.
โPerhaps it is time we have an offspring.โ He went silent, partially to see your reaction however he was also thinking upon what a baby comprised of both your features would look like. He had found himself thinking about this topic quite often these days, about a baby girl with your beautiful eyes and his luscious hair. That would be nice wouldnโt it?
โMmm.โ
He pressed a soft kiss to the palm of your hand.
โShall I make you a mother then? That way you wonโt always be by your lonesome, what do you say?โ
Summary: Illumi's tired of worrying about losing you... so he decides it's time to change that forever.
Warnings: language, lighthearted murder threats; other than those it's pretty domestic.
"We should get married."
Any traces of fatigue in your body vanished after those words fell upon your previously resting ears. You stayed still, waiting for any indication that what you'd heard was a mistake on your part. There was nothing but silence and the barely audible sound of your lover's breathing. Then that silence was broken once again.
"What do you think?", Illumi questioned from his spot draped across your stomach. What'd you think... whatย didย you think? Well, you were wondering what had brought such a question about and how random its utterance was. Before he'd spoken, the two of you had been cuddling for about 3 hours prior. Technically, Illumi had come in unannounced and sprawled across you unceremoniously before shimmying down so that his head could rest on your abdomen. Occasionally he'd poke or pinch you out of boredom, now and then he'd nibble at you just because he could, and you wouldn't do anything about it.
The atmosphere had been comfortable. Nothing in the air alluded to the impromptu proposal that had just been made. "I'm just wondering where that question came from honestly.", you finally spoke while sitting up to peer down at Illumi. He simply hummed at repositioned himself so that he was practically sitting in your lap, which you'd be sure to tease him about later. "We've been seeing each other for about a year now, and my parents somewhat approve of you. It's time we make it official that you're mine.", he stated matter-of-factly. You blinked at him, and he blinked back.
He wasn't wrong. Your one-year anniversary would be coming up in a month and neither of you had any intentions of leaving each other whether it be in the near future or otherwise. It was true that Silva and Kikyo liked you enough not to kill you, it'd taken Killua a while to warm up to you but once he had he considered you as his older sister. He'd even gone as far as to warn Illumi never to hurt you "or else", which you both found adorable. The thought of marrying Illumi didn't sound bad at all, in fact, it filled your heart with that warm fuzzy feeling people sang about in love songs. Still, you were in a silly goofy mood and felt like pulling his chain.
"And what if I said no?", you questioned. Illumi stopped separating your curls to glare at you softly. "I'd kill someone.", he answered after a beat of silence. You smirked and rested your hands on his waist before tilting your head. It was a vague answer yet one you'd expected. "Who?", you pressed further prompting him to think for a moment. "One of those idol singers you like so much, maybe (insert fave idol name).", he replied while fluffing up your hair like a pillow. You scoffed, offended at his words as well as his blatant attack on one of your favorite humans.
"You wouldn't."
"Fuck around and find out."
"Language!"
Illumi rolled his eyes and released your hair to lean back on his palms. His change in posture offered you a wonderful view of his abdomen, toned muscles littered with barely visible scars and lipstick stains from earlier. "Where's all this attitude coming from, mister?", you inquired earning another eye roll. "Don't play with me. It's so not worth it, bro.", he warned. You gawked, thoroughly shocked at his use of your favorite phrases against you. He was in a silly goofy mood too it seemed. A chuckle escaped you as you shook your head. This was going to be a very long and entertaining marriage. "I'm gagged.", you muttered under your breath forgetting how heightened Illumi's sense of hearing was.
"Not as much as you should be... but that's fixable.", he sighed painting another shocked expression across your face. You shook your head vehemently while throwing yourself back onto your pillows. "Nope, I'm done. No way I'm marrying a man sassier than I am, there's simply no way.", you huffed out. Before you could say anything else, Illumi caged you in with his arms now straddling you properly. His hair fell around you two to create a dark, silky veil. "How about now?", he asked while gesturing to his left hand. You tilted your head to see an open ring box.
The ring inside it pushed all thoughts of where he could've been hiding the box from your head. Bands of expertly crafted and delicate silver had been woven to encircle the biggest emerald diamond you'd ever seen. It was a thing of true beauty, nothing like you'd ever seen or would ever see again anywhere else in the world. "I've changed my mind, when's the wedding date, pretty boy!", you cooed while wrapping your arms around your future husband's neck.
Illumi dealt you another eye-roll before pressing a kiss to your lips. You smiled into his cool lips and tucked some of his hair behind his ears while reciprocating the kiss. The kiss broke after a few breathless moments and Illumi rolled off of you to cuddle into your side. Gently, he took your hand and slipped the ring onto your awaiting finger. It fit perfectly.
You beamed brightly and tucked your face into the crook of his neck. "Crazy that I had to show you a diamond to convince you to marry me.", he spoke into your hair earning a lighthearted smack to his arm. "Shut up, you already knew I would marry you because I love you. Unlike you who's marrying me for my good looks and backside.", you teased. Silence followed your statement, yet you could practicallyย hearย the smirk on his face.
"Motherfucker."
"Language, my love."
Yeah, agreeing to marry this idiot would probably be the greatest mistake of your life, and you wouldn't have it any other way.
Like I will not take criticism on this one, he needs to be as close as humanly possible to sleep at all
he doesn't sleep much but when he does it's quite peaceful and he doesn't move much
As I said before he likes to be close to you and the closet he feels he can get is you lying on your back and him lying on your stomach so that's how you all sleep
I feel like he would also like read to you or tell you bedtime stories
There are books upon books stacked on his end table so you have a large variety
He sleeps in black sweats and a tee btw
Idk that's it ig
LEORIO
the coochie man
Kind of a creep like he would want you to lay a certain way so he can have his hands on your ass
Doesn't he sleep naked in the 1999 version
Idk either that or boxers he likes to stay cool
Would snore like honk shoo honk shoo most definitely and then denies it in the morning like
One morning you call it to his attention and he's like 'um no I was not snoring you were. ' and gives you the silent treatment until you apologize
Probably goes to bed super late because he's studying yk and would let you fall asleep in his lap if you are tired before he was.
Sometimes he falls asleep with you and you guys wake up together in his chair and he just kisses your forehead and nuzzles against your shoulder
ILLUMI
He doesn't
Not much anyways
He would make a fuss if you ask to cuddle him even though he loves it
He wants you to think he's tough so he won't verbally ask if you want to cuddle he'll just kinda drag you into the bed with him and wrap his arms around you
lays on your chest and let's you braid his hair
Big spoon he likes to protect you even while you're sleeping
listens to your heartbeat to fall asleep
Sleeps in his sweats and shirtless
His body's naturally pretty cold so you guys kind of just huddle up under the blanket and fall asleep like that
His grip would be so tight like even while he's asleep he would not let go
if you wake up before him you'd have to wake him up if you wanted to get out of bed otherwise you're not leaving
He always apologizes the best he can when you tell him you need to pee or something
'sorry I guess I didn't realize' and you would tell him it's fine and he would kiss your cheek or your hand on
Does it all again when you get back in bed
HISOKA
kind of like chrollo he loves cuddles
He'd probably suffocate you too
he doesn't sleep as much as normal ppl do but is less against it than Illumi
Likes to sleep in any position with direct contact and prefers to sleep with his head on your chest and his hands wrapped around you waist or vice versa
Always big spoon he likes to engulf you with his arms and body
His body is really warm and produces a lot of heat so sometimes you get hot but there's no way he's letting you go til he's ready to get up
His hair is long and down while you're asleep so when you wake up it's either in your face, splayed out over your shoulder or chest or just barely covering his face while he sleeps
Would dream of you almost every night
Wet dreams ofc
Don't be surprised if you hear him moaning in his sleep bc we all know he's a creep
That's why he likes to sleep with his face in your chest if you have tits
If he wakes up first he'd probably try to wake you up by kissing your neck and leaving hickeys or groping you if you're okay with that
He's a somnophiliac but would only act on it if it's consensual as with everything thing else
morning sex obviously
Probably has sexsomnia too
Anyway he sleeps naked
He would wear his boxers if you make him put on clothes but would whine about it
'but baby please, you see me naked all the time what does it matter if we're sleeping' or 'but love, you know I get hot at night' don't suggest not cuddling either because he will grab a hold of you and almost smother you in a hug to prove his point
Kisses you good morning and good night
KURAPIKA
Like Illumi he doesn't sleep much
An extremely light sleeper too like je can hear a pin drop in his sleep
He has nightmares sometimes and wakes up in the middle of the night
Cuddling you always make him feel better
Would switch between big spoon and little spoon
Blankets and lots of pillows surrounding you almost like a pillow fort
Sleeps with a fan on bc he likes the noise
Would hum to you while you lay on his chest
Likes to curl up behind you and cuddle you with your back to his chest
If you get up while he's asleep he'll wake up no matter what
'where are you going? Oh okay, come right back alright?'
Let's you play with his hair
Kiss your head and whispers 'i love you' once he thinks you've fallen asleep
You can probably tell who my favorite is but that's okay. Also I was not expecting my last post to get any attention but ty all<3
If it isnโt too much to ask , I would like to request some Headcanons with yandere Illumi with a darling who he has known for a long time ( like a childhood friend ) For example , letโs just say that darling was part of another assassin family and when their parents died ( their parents knew the zoldycks for a while ) Silva and Kikyo decided that they will let darling live with them. The only problem is that his darling has been rejecting his advances and he is getting frustrated.. idk
Make sure to drink a lot of water !! ( ห ยณห)โฅ๏ธ
Oblivious
contents: Yandere!Illumi with a childhood friend!reader who is too oblivious of his advances (gn!reader)
more Illumi content here!!!
WARNINGS: YANDERE, DEPICTIONS OF VIOLENCE AND DEATH, OBSESSIVE AND POSSESSIVE BEHAVIOR, MANIPULATION, SORT OF ARRANGED MARRIAGE?
Illumi is getting frustrated. He has tried and tried and tried and you still won't give him the answer he wants.
He corners you against a wall, and you're confused about what he wants. Is this another training strategy? Does he want to fight and test each others abilities? You don't know! You demand answers.
"I want you to be mine, ___." He groans and you can feel your face heating. You look at your feet and he gets even angrier "Why can't you say yes? What am I doing wrong?"
You don't know what he means, has he been making advances towards you all this time?
"I have. I have been doing that for years, ___. How could you not notice? You want examples?"
You nod.
He always protects you during missions. Aside from the target you're his priority.
He has killed innocents in your name. He has broken the law just for you.
He brings you gifts. He brings you food, survival gear and flowers sometimes.
He gets physical, he hugs you from behind (even if that has gained him a few injuries since you reacted in the way any trained assassin would react when someone comes behind you).
"What is it that you need? What is it that I need to do for you to tell me you want to be mine? My mother has been asking me about you ever since you got here. Mother has been asking me when she will be able to plan the wedding? So?"
You start laughing, grabbing your stomach since the giggle evolves into a big laughter. Your face all lit up when you go and give him a kiss.
"You could have just told me, idiot" you smile and leave.
ยทห เผ Warnings: Pet names? And Potential spelling errors.
ยทห เผ A/n: Hello! Finally done with this one, been in the drafts for a while couldn't finish it because of classes but I finished and ready to post! Please enjoy. The dividers do not belong to me.
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Illumi opened the front gate, waiting for you to walk in. "You first?"
The huge fuzzy demon-oid figure right behind the door stared you down. You shivered, "U-Uh..I-Illumi-", you managed to stutter. Pointing at the thing, he blinked at you before looking at what you were scared of.
"Hm? Oh! Thats just Mike." Once again, he turns back to you, waiting for you to walk in. "I'm not going in if THAT thing is right there!" Illumi stood confused,"Is it really that scary?"
A huge beast stood tall, furry wolf like creature. Its red beady eyes, glowing.
"Yes!"
"Hm..well, I suppose- normal people's guard dogs are tiny." Illumi, placed his hand underneath his chin. Thinking of possibilities he could get you through the gate and to his home. "He wont hurt you, hes just..Ugly I suppose. But, I can send him away if you'd like?"
"You promise? That he's harmless?" Illumi gave that same emotionless stare with a simple nod. You took a deep breath and began to walk forward. Making sure to stay close to the entrance enough so where you could take off if needed. Illumi watched with curiosity. The giant Dog thing standing before you, now kneeling. You stretching out your hand for it to smell. After a few sniffs, Mike started whimpering at you. "Oh!" Just like that Mike was rolling over for you to pet him.
Your eyes completely lit up,"Aww!!" Just like that your fears disappeared from the creature. Illumi's brow raised now closing the gateway. "Oh please, you were just fearful of it-"
He watched as you gave the giant guard dog large belly rubs and kisses. "What a good baby!" Illumi watched his girlfriend become bestfriends with his guard animal. This he hadn't imagine happening. "Illumi! Can I keep him?"
The expression was starting to show on his face,"Keep him?" In all honesty, he was a little jealous. You were scared of him at first, now so quickly in love with the thing.
'She doesn't give me kisses like that...'
"Y/n, you're not taking my guard dog." Mike nudging you with his head, almost sounded like he was purring. "You are so cute!"
Illumi turned away, facing the path leading up to his family's mansion. "Beautiful, enough..Leave the thing behind and lets go." Your giggling began to calm down as you pet Mike for a final time. Mike's tail wagged as if he was waving 'goodbye' back to you. You made your way to Illumi's side. You waved back at him before running to Illumi's side.
The begining of the walk was peaceful, nice. Illumi asking you how you've been lately. After all, you both hadn't seen one another in a while due to you having to return home for a bit. He had admitted to missing being by your side lately. You thought it was cute, when he talked so sweetly to you. Sometimes he was so naive to even realize he was flirting with you. "Y/n..why do you call Mike, 'baby'"
You smile,"Cause' as mean as he looks, he acts like a baby! Every animal is cute like a baby." Illumi was curious,"All animals? You call all of them baby?"
You nod, causing Illumi to think,"What about me?"
"You?"
"Yes."
"What about you?" Illumi stops in his tracks, facing you,"Why not call me baby?" You giggled,"Is- that what you want me to call you?"
Illumi nodded as he continued to walk. Who would've thought? Illumi wanted to be called a pet name? You always thought he perfered you to call him by his name instead, so the Idea of pet names never crossed your mind. Majority of the walk was in silence, that was until your feet started to ache.
Illumi could tell, even when you kept quiet about it. "Do you want me to carry you?" He asked turning to you. "What? N-No.. surely we are almost there."
He turned to you,"Your feet are hurting aren't they? Let me carry you." You bit your lip, thinking about it.. You didn't want to trouble him but your feet were killing youโ "okay..I guess."
You gave in walking behind him, but he stepped aside. "What are you-"
"I want to carry you this way",He stated, gesturing to his front side.. Looking at his face, looked like Illumi was a bit flustered. You giggle,"Of Course, if thats what you want Illumi." As you step in front of him, Illumi places his hands on your waist and your hands on his shoulders.
He gives you a small countdown to jump into his arms. You wrap your legs around him, finally getting settled into eachother's arms. Eyes locked on one another. "What a scandalous position to carry me in Illumi~",You teased.
Illumi's cheeks flushed a bit, before he looked slightly annoyed,"Its not a big deal..You're just really beautiful."
"Oh? Am I just beautiful to you? Im hurt...put me down",Still teasing him.
His grip on your waist is a bit stronger, though you were as light as a feather to him,"You're more than beautiful to me Y/n. You are Irreplaceable, Intelligent, your personality like no otherโ"
Illumi wasn't so good at expressing his feelings. He was still so new to it. So to you, for him to say something like this it was absolutely cute to you. "Thank you Illumi". Majority of the time Illumi was emotionless, there were rare moments when he shown emotion. Because he wasn't so good with words he made sure to show you. Fortunately, this was one of those moments. His long, rich black locks tangled between your fingers. Your hands hold his face still, pulling him closer. You kiss his cheek leaving little lipstick mark behind. You giggled, alerting Illumi. "Whats wrong?"
"Nothing~ I just got a little lipstick on your cheek." You take your thumb, before licking it then rubbing his face. "There- all gone!" Illumi, still gazing up at you. He begins walking forward as before. A slight rustling of your clothing, your back hitting something solid. "Illumi? Baby?" He silenced you with his lips.
You pull away gasping.."I-Illumi.." Once again, with you against pressed against the tree.. Gently setting you down on your feet, with one hand on your cheek, and the other on your waist. Tilting your head upward, Illumi leans in for a kiss. His soft feathery lips carressed against yours.
Taking the opportunity to stare at one another for a bit. Your fingers stroking the assassin's face, playing in his hair, taking the time to observe one another's features. Right when the two of you lean in for a kissโ
Illumi's movements were so smooth and airy. Once the both of you pull away from eachother, you pulled him into another kiss by his shirt collar. Which caused him to lose his balance. His hands reaching out before him to keep himself from crushing you, caging you in against the tree; his hands were placed on each side of you.
Pulling away, Illumi whispers lovingly to you. "Ha...So prettyโ"
"Ehem..Welcome home Master Illumi.."
The two of you freeze. You push Illumi away, proping yourself up against the tree.
"T-Tsubone! Heyyy..! Oh! Miss Amane too?"
The pair just gazed at you two, Illumi dusts himself off as he got out of the bushes you'd just pushed him in. "Master Illumi, your mother is waiting for you. I recommend not keeping her waiting any longer."
"Yes", Illumi grabbed your wrist leading your wrists and leading you past the two butlers,"Next time, please refrain from interrupting Y/n and I's intimate time together."
They both bowed as you walked past them. You'd look back waving to the both of them. Now looking forward at Illumi, accidentally catching a glimpse of his flustered face. It was obvious he was embarrassed Tsubone caught the two of you on the verge of making-out.
You stop him, this grabbing his attention as you instead of his hand clasping your wrist, you intertwine fingers. You can almost see a smile pierce his face. This time you drag him along.
His eyes staring, falling in love with you again. Something about you makes him question..How could he get so lucky with a wonderful person like you? Always so outgoing, so smiley, so happy. You were what illumi needed in this world.
"I love and cherish you Y/n..Always." See? Assassins are capable of love too โก
Synopsis: Illumi and Chrollo seeing their s/o become hollow for the art they cherished all due to overworking themselves.
Type: Drabble/Reaction (Requested)
Genre: hurt/comfort
Song rec: Skyfall (Adele)
TW: fear of losing, slight mentions of depression, anxiety, crying, dizziness, insomnia, skipping meals, big sed :(
A/N: I have always been more of an artsy kid than sports; I was first in every school competition involving art, dance, and calligraphy etc, (still am very competitive bro fite me ๐ค) so I relate very much, thank you for the request and sorry for changing it a little.
Chrollo: (piano)
Trembling fingers that thrummed, against the white and black keys; the sound cascaded down like a river rapid. Your head swayed as your arms moved, the sound that felt mellifluous to the beholder was cacophonic in your ears making you clench your teeth and blink back the vexatious tears that fell on the bay today.
Chrollo leaned upon the doorframe of your room, his brows downturned in concern, as much as he hated interrupting he had to, "you have been playing for a while now, take a break."
You huffed and turned back to your notes sheet, squinting at the blurry letters until it was snatched away from your sight. You groaned and looked at Chrollo annoyedly.
โCome on you really expect me to just leet you be when you havenโt slept or eaten properly in days?โ He says while keeping a hand on your shoulder
You look down in shame, both at your incompetence and the fact that you have neglected your boyfriend for so long, โitโs a huge recital,โ you murmured, "all eyes would be on me, I canโt mess this up and make a fool of myself.โ
Chrollo sighs and grabs you by your shoulder, "look at me me, y/n.โ
You hesitantly peer into his azure eyes. An attractive, lop-sided grin etches upon his face that causes heat to rush to the tip of your ears.
โThere you go,โ he smiles, โnow listen, you know how humans require at least eight hours of sleep to function properly?โ You nod.
โAnd you havenโt rested all in so long, I am not telling you to stop practising, take a break your body and mind needs, then only can you perform well.โ
You bite your tongue and stare at your calloused fingertips, "I keep messing this up, I don't know anymore, I am so tired."
Chrollo grabs your tender hands and brings them close to his lips, placing warm kisses on your fingers that make you giggle in glee.
"Let's order takeout and take a nap and then work on your performance, alright?." You nod, looking at how he is still cradling your hands.
"Give them and yourself some rest baby."
Illumi (art)
Brushes and colours were scattered haphazardly in your workplace, a terrain moulded by dried-up paints encrusted your palette as you kept on lathering the acrylics. The grip on your brush was frighteningly tight, and the heaviness with which you lifted your pencils now fell on your eyes too; half-lidded and blown in a way that no high could ever fathom, it was catharsis, masochistic and utterly tormenting.
You hadn't noticed Illumi staring at your work, probably because he was stealthy like a cat, but his porcelain face cracked a smile whenever he saw you engrossed in your work, but now he was worried.
Your drive towards art has always been an enigma. From the moment he first saw you as a teenager with pen doodles all over your arms, to when your love for art blossomed into an almost self-destructive endeavour.
"Y/N," he says and you look up, the whites of your eyes are bloodshot; searching for a magnum opus on canvases upon canvases that gathered in your room. They were magnificent, but you had been beating yourself up over sullen dreams.
Illumi closed his eyes for a second and picked up the easel and dragged it away from your sight along with the scattered supplies into the living room, despite your protests.
When he came back, your red eyes were now pearlescent with tears. Knees folded to your chest, Illumi carefully sat next to you.
He wraps a blanket around you and picks you up with ease and has you seated on his lap, "rest for a while and then we will figure things out." You nod and rest your head on his toned chest.
If you donโt find this weird, could you write an Illumi x reader who likes being tickled? Itโs not a kink or anything itโs just kind ofโฆa thing. I hope you donโt find this strange ๐ thank you so much!
Characters: Illumi x gn! reader
Genre: Fluff ig, just some silly hcs
Warnings: None unless you hate being tickled
Summary: Hcs for Illumi with a reader who enjoys tickling
Notes: Sorry anon you are a FIEND for liking tickling AKA the worst imaginable torture but. I feel bad for having not written all my requests so Imm going through them now and doing them. I hope this fulfills your expectations! :]
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He is very stoic and emotionless looking on the outside but do not be fooled. This man is SILLY and he is a GOOFBALL and yes he can be scary but you can not tell me he does not just love a silly fun time!
Ahem with that out of the way. He will surprise you with tickles! Are you busy doing work or a hobby? Surprise tickles! Just waking up? Sleepy tickles!
Loves hugging you from behind acting all sweet only to start tickling your sides!
He loves seeing you laugh and smile from it, itโs so contagious he might end up giggling himself!
Donโt even think about trying to tickle him back, heโs been trained to withstand all types of pain and torture, he wonโt even feel it.
Would find your attempts adorable though.
Loves initiating cuddle sessions by launching a tickle attack first. Heโll ruthlessly tickle you until youโre laughing on the couch squirming with tears in your eyes, only to flop beside you and hold you tenderly.
Only tickles you in private, he is quite possessive and doesnโt want anyone else to see your radiant smile and joyous laughter.
Also extremely protective and doesnโt want anyone to find out your weakness! If anyone even tries to tickle you they WILL get SMACKED!
If he ever feels like you arenโt giving him enough attention he will tickle you until you give in and give him affection.
If you still refuse though he will stop and leave, acting uninterested until you cave and go to HIM instead. He is a master manipulator after all!
Playfully threatens you with tickles all the time, even though you enjoy them!
โ ฒ โ watching hxh for the 8th time again and something sparked inside of me to write this. so yeah, enjoy.
itโs been a long time. days, weeks, hell even months since youโve seen your boyfriend. you were growing impatient from wanting to hear that familiar knock on your apartment door for so long. that knock youโve longed to hear for monthsโyou donโt even know the duration yourself.ย
you started to bore yourself from watching the door for so long. it was almost like he had another mission to fulfill, but he didnโt have time to tell you. the thing is, heโs always told you when he had to fill out a mission.ย
deep down, your boyfriendโillumi zoldyckโcared about you deeply. even though he has a smooth and un-careable exterior, inside he has this little garden that surrounds his heart for you.ย
so when you heard that one familiar knock on your apartment door you knew from heart, and when you saw that knob twitch until it was fully turned, when you saw that crack in the door and sunlight bleeding through into your hardwood floor.ย
you quickly rushed to the door and embraced in illumi's warmthโwell, normally coldness but since it was so warm outside he mustโve got infected by the sunlight.ย
you started to cry a little bit, staining your tears on illumiโs normal uniform. the front of his needles started to make their way into your own flesh. even though it was the blunt side, illumi took notice of this and quickly removed you from his grasp.ย
you peered your eyes at him, while his dark bug-liked eyes looked at yours. he quickly caught your lips between his, tongue quickly exploring your mouth as he made his way into your shared apartment.
โmissed you so much, illu.โ you managed to gasp out. he let out a small hum before ending his assault on your lips. โโm sorry.โ he mumbled out, burying his face between the crook of your neck, leaving a few kisses there. โsorry for being gone for so long.โ
you combed through illumiโs hair as he went on his rant about him being sorry for not being in your presence for so long. โโs okay illumi. i forgive you. iโm just glad your home safe and uninjured.โย
you felt illumiโs rare smile melt itself into your shoulder.ย
โdo you need anything right now?โ you questioned, still combing your fingers through his hair and massaging his scalp. he let out a low groan from your movements as he responded with, โi just need you right now.โย
โonly you.โ
2023 ยฉ originally posted by @kentofication. please do not copy, translate, repost, or plagiarize. (reblogs are appreciated!)
TW: mention of injuries acquired from abuse ( that comes from training), just sad lil babies who want to be loved.ย
ย Chapter 1ย
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A/N: If Iโm crying .. youโre going to cry too because this video is what inspired this chapter. I know this chapter might sound very corny and just eh but keep in mind these kids are enduring things that are unbelievable. So emotional understanding and ways on communication is a mess.
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It had been 3 months since the last time the two children had seen one another. Every day since the last time they met, Noa always kept the small crystal in her pocket. And would sit after training in her room and just admire the green crystal.ย
Illumi on the other hand kept the flowers under his bed and would watch the flowers wither away. But no matter what he always kept the flowers with him.
Today was illumiโs birthday, and he requested that Noa be invited. Noa was delighted and ever so excited to hear that illumi invited her to his birthday party! But when told the news she kept a blank expression to appease her family and not raise any questions on why she would want to see Illumi. Her parents insisted on buying him a dagger that he could use later on. But Noa wanted to get him something of her own. She had begun her first official mission ever, to find Illumi a crystal.ย
She had finally found one, it wasnโt as pretty as the one he had given her but it was purple and he wore purple. She had gotten ready and was sure to put her gift in her pocket to hide it from her family.ย
Once they had arrived at the Zoldyck estate and greeted the family. The family was informed to wait for the birthday boy as he was in training.
โ How splendid, Iโm sure your son Illumi will be a strong assassin!โ Noaโs mother chimes in on the conversation.ย
Noa listens as the adults discuss Illumiโs future and what they expect of him. The conversation sounded all too familiar to her, deep inside she wished she had control of her future.ย ย
โ How is your training going Noa, you donโt have a scratch on you. I guess your family is taking it easy on you.โ Illumiโs grandfather speaks.
โ No Mr. Zoldyck, For today's training my parents had my ribs broken while I trained. It was painful at first to breath and move, but pain is an illusion that our brain tricks us into believing. It will make me a better assassin. I know Iโm ready for harder training too.โย
Zeno Nods his head and turns back to the parents. Noa was in fact in a lot of pain, but her excitement to see illumi concealed the pain.ย
Around An hour later Illumi walks through the doors with blood running down his nose, and a bruised body. Any skin that was exposed was covered in blue and purple marks.ย
When illumi saw that Noa had indeed come, his attention was only on her. His ally had come to his invitation! He apologized for his delay and was quick to take Noa outside to the garden. While the two were walking, Noa would notice Illumi trying to wipe the blood that would keep running down his nose. But she didnโt want to embarrass him, so she kept quiet.
The two children finally made it deep enough in the woods and sat on the floor with their backs to a tree trunk.ย
โ Happy birthday Illumiโ
Illumi quickly turns his head to face Noa and gives a slight nod to acknowledge Noaโs words. They sat in silence until illumi asked her if she got him a gift.ย
โ I did! It took me forever but I thought youโd like this! You wear purple a lot!โ With that Noaโs pulls out the crystal and puts it on Illumiโs lap.
He stares at the crystal and wonders why it took her forever to find the crystal. He was a pro and could find crystals like they were the targets heโs meant to assassinate.ย
โ Finding crystals are easyโ illumi states.
โ Maybe for you! I never went crystal huntingโย
โ I collect themโ
โ thatโs goodโ
โ yeahโย
Noa notices that Illumiโs nose hasnโt stopped bleeding and the blood begins staining his clothing as it drips down his chin.ย
โ your nose is still bleeding Illumiโ
โ I know, it wonโt stopโ
โ Was training hard today?โ
โ Yeah, Father said now that Iโm older I canโt be training like a babyโย
โ oh, does that make me a baby?โ
โ yeahโ Illumi nods and tries to wipe his nose with his sleeve.ย
โ Can I train with you?โ Noa asks with hope in her voice. Hoping heโd say yes and they can train together.
โ Noโ
โ why?โ
โ because it hurtsโ
โ but itโs okay, my training hurts tooโ
โ youโre a girl, my training his harderโ
โ no itโs not, I can handle itโ Noa argues as he stands hoping it makes her look tougher.ย
Illumi disregards her and stands too, he towers over her a bit. Illumi stares at the girl in front of him and waits for her to say something. But she does nothing but stares at him back. Illumi isnโt used to this type of interaction but nonetheless, he maintains his eye contact and his power stance.ย
When the awkward silence gets too much Noa leans forward and gives him a hug. illumi freezes and wonders what sheโs trying to do. Is she trying to kill him? sheโs suffocating him? No sheโs, trying to crush his organs.ย
Illumi thinking sheโs going to crush him, he warps his arms around her too and squeezes very hard. Noaโs rib area has been bandaged but they were very much broken still.
โ illumi stop! Please I- my ribs theyโre brokenโ
Illumi not falling for her tactics holds her in place and continues to squeeze harder. Eventually Noaโs pain becomes excruciate and before she can think she pulls illumi by his hair from the back. Illumi, not prepared, lets go of Noa and falls back. Noa falls to her knees and holds her rib area as she cries silently.ย
Anger fills illumi and he begins stomping towards Noa until he hears small cries and hiccups. He notices that sheโs holding her rib area and takes in shallow shaky breaths.ย
His anger quickly fades, โ Noa are you okay?โ Internally he feels some type of worry, but his tone fails to portray that emotion.ย
Noa shakes her head and cries out a small โ no.โ
Illumi gets on his knees to see whatโs wrong, he lowers his head lower to see her face and sees tears stream down her face.
โ you hurt me first, why are you crying?โ He asks, dumbfound by her reaction.. She did attack him and tried to crush him.
โ No I didnโt, I was giving you a hugโ
โ What's a hug?โ
โ I- I donโt k-know I saw in a-a movie that you-u-u give them t-to someone if theyโre sa-ad.โย
Illumi understanding now, he leans in to give Noa a hug. Noa afraid he might hurt her again, tries to back away, but due to the pain she stays in her place. Illumi just holds her in a more gentle manner and just keeps his arms around her, unsure how long he should keep โ huggingโ her.ย
Eventually Noa tells Illumi she need to get up, and asks for his help.ย
Illumi, just looks at her unsure of how to help. Once Noa is up, she asks if she can lean on him and he helps walk her. Simple enough for Illumi, he helps.ย
Once they reach back into the building, Noa straightens up and pushes all the pain away. illumi stares in confusion wondering why she was faking being hurt.
โ why did you lie about being hurtโ
โ Iโm not lying?โ
โ you look okay now.โ
โ I canโt show pain in front of my family, or theyโll hurt me moreโ
โ So they'll train you harder?โ
โ No they put me in a torture room, please donโt tell my parents Iโm hurt. I donโt want them to hurt me.โ
โ okay.โ
The two children walk into the room with expressionless faces and wait till food is served. Once food is served and the family walk to the dining room all taking their spot. Illumi notices that Noa struggles besides him to move the heavy chair due to the lack of mobility and upper strength she has.. He wants to keep his promise, and make sure her parents donโt find out and hurt her.. Without much thought he pulls the chair out for her and instructs her to sit.ย
Both families exchange looks as they watch the small interaction. Silva approves of his sons actions while Kikyo internally boils over with rage and jealousy.
โ What a gentlemanโ Noaโs mother praises.
Illumi is confused by the praise but doesnโt give it a second thought. The dinner passes by quickly and the cake is brought out for illumi. Noa watches illumi blow out his candle and watches as the butlers cut everyone a slice.
โ illumi, what did you wish forโ Noa whispersย
โ Nothing,โ Illumi whispers back.ย
โ Can I make a wish for you?โ
โ what will you wish for?โ
โ I canโt tell youโ
Illumi confused on why she wouldnโt tell him the wish.. it was his wish after all?
When the night came to an end and Noa had to go, illumi and Noa walked side by side behind their parents.ย
โ Can you tell me what my wish was?โ Illumi asksย
โ why do you want to know,โ Noa questions.
โ itโs my birthday and wishโย
โ but it wonโt come true if you say it out loudโ Noa argues stating her facts.ย
โ but Iโm not the one saying it out loud, so what was it.โ
With a sigh Noa gives in since his argument made sense to her, and she whispers; โI wished that you get more hugs.โย
โ thatโs a stupid wish Noaโ
โ No itโs not! Everyone needs hugs.โ
โ Do you get hugs?โ Illumi wonders.ย
โ No, you were my first hugโ
โ Then how do you know everyone needs hugs if you just had your first hug?โ
โ Because you hugged me until I was better, so you need hugs until you feel better too.โ
Illumi does not understand how a hug can make you feel better, but to save himself the argument he stays silent. They bid one another goodbye and illumi is back in his room.ย
While he lays in bed that night, he turns to his pillow and wonders if hugging his pillow will feel like a hug. That night Illumi hugged his pillow all night hoping that the pillow will grow arms and hug him back.
thinking about Illumi being all sweet and in love. he comes back from a mission to your apartment all needy and tired. Illumi pulling you close for a kiss cupping your face lovingly. his hands are cold and soothing. Illumi slowly carressing you through your clothes and suddenly putting his hands underneath them and touching your ribcage. he kisses you very softly and smiles through the kiss. Illumi being all happy when you ask him about his work. he grabs you and picks you up bridal style and takes you to your couch so you can both lie down. he lies between your legs and rests his head on your chest so you can play with his hair. giving him kisses all over his forehead. Illumi never stops caressing your face. heโll start talking about his day loving how your attention is on him and him only. his voice is very relaxing and sweet and you both end up falling asleep on the couch holding each other.
I read(red) your fic โno string attachedโ so i'm here to request a lemon, Illumi x reader. It's okay bae if you can't (all tho i'd be sad. Don't want you to feel guilty; just being honest.)
I hope you like the way I portrayed him, since it's my first time writing a fic with Illumi. (I also hope you like it and that I didn't make you sad lol ๐ฅบ๐ค). Thank you for your request!
Any kind of feedback is always welcome! Enjoy reading ๐คโจ
Word Count: 3325
โWhoโs there?โ.ย
โHe knows Iโm here?โ, your mind started to consider every possible outcome. Were you going to fight, hide or run? You werenโt going to fight. You couldnโt possibly defeat himโฆ What about tricking him? Right, as if you could trick a member of the Zoldyck family. Hide? But where? His current hiding spot may have the exterior of a luxurious penthouse, but it was still a penthouseโฆ This meant that running wasnโt an option either, as the floor he lived on was way too high for you to just jump out of the window.ย
โI know youโve been watching me the past few daysโ.ย
What? He knew you were watching him? But you were one of the most skilled nen-users, how could he sense you?ย
โBut because Iโve visitors later to talk about something that doesn't concern you.... Let's just say I'm done with this game of hide-and-seekโ.ย
He may sense me, but he doesnโt know where I am, right?ย
โIf you show yourself, I wonโt kill youโฆ But if I must drag you out of your hiding spotโฆโ.ย
โS-shaking? Iโm shaking?โ, you widened your eyes as your breath hitched. You tried to calm down, to stop your hands from shaking. โItโs been a couple of minutesโฆ This means he doesnโt know where I amโ, a smile on your face when you realized it was a waiting game until he convinced himself he was just being paranoid. โIf he leavesโฆ Iโm never coming back. Fuck the money-โ.ย
You froze as you felt his presence. It was awful, unlike anything you ever felt. The bloodlust that was dripping from his aura as you saw him walking towards the vent you were hiding in was terrifying.ย
You knew your hiding spot had its flaws, but you never had to worry about being found. No one ever noticed your presence. Had you gotten too cocky, too confident? There was nowhere to run, so one option left. Fight.ย
โThereโs the little mouse. Whatโs a mouse doing in my bedroom?โ, he easily dodged the iron, little door of the vent you were hiding in, โTalkโ.ย
โTalk?โ, you frowned as you focused your aura on your hands. You were going to hit him, as hard as you can. There was no point in dragging out this fight. It was best if you hit him with 100% of your strength.ย
โWhoโre you working for?โ, darkness appeared around him, his hair floating in the air, causing you to freeze. You were scared, too scared. This wasnโt the aura of a normal assassin, no. This was the aura of a murderer, of someone who loved to kill and torture people.ย
You did your research. You watched every member of the Zoldyck family, and none of them had this much bloodlust oozing from their aura.ย
โOh?โ, he coldly tilted his head as he watched you fall onto the ground. โP-pleaseโ, you begged once you had your back pressed against the wall, โD-donโt hurt me, I-I wonโt tell anyth-โ.ย
โWho? Whom are you working for?โ.ย
You could feel the ground shake every time one of his feet hit the ground when he walked towards you.ย
โN-no oneโ, you whimpered as you closed your eyes.ย
โYou think Iโm a fool?โ, he raised his voice as he lowered himself, โI know who you areโ.ย
Fear. Thatโs all you felt. Your eyes were wide open, body shakingโฆ This wasnโt like you. You were fearless and calculated.ย
โPlease-โ, you prayed that your tears, which were relentlessly rolling down your cheeks, would somehow cause him to pity you.ย
โDonโt have time for thisโ, he mumbled to himself as his black eyes pierced through your soul, โWeโll see how long a little mouse lasts before it drownsโ.ย
โD-donโt-โ, you tried to protest once you felt his cold hands grabbing your arm, pulling you towards his bed.ย
โW-waitโ, you nervously giggled, as you saw him searching for something in his closet.ย
โAhโ, he coldly sighed as he closed the closet, his grip tightening around your arm.ย
โW-what are you doing?โ. โTying you to the bedโ.ย
โN-no, let me goโ, you tried, with all your strength, to resist, to break free from his grip.ย
โAs I saidโ, his cold voice washed over you once he finished tying you up, โThereโll be some visitors later in the evening, but if I somehow even can hear you breathingโฆ A sigh thatโs a little too loud, a yawn that you canโt hold backโฆ Iโll kill youโ.ย
And so, he left. You could easily untie the rope, but to what use? There was nowhere to run. Hours passed, and familiar voices could be heard from the kitchen.ย
โWhat about here?โ, a silky, teasing voice. โNo, think this oneโs betterโ, a cold voice answered.ย
Hisoka, Chrolloโฆ Former clients who paid good money for you to spy on someone. What if you yelled? Would they help you? Hisoka wouldnโt, heโd probably join Illumi if he decided to torture you. Maybe Chrollo? No, trying to ask for help from those criminals was too big a risk.ย
โHuh?โ, you slowly opened your eyes as reality hit you again. โWake up little mouse, itโs time for a gameโ.ย
Illumi hovered over you, his hands untying the rope around your wrists.ย
You hissed in pain as he roughly pulled the rope away from your reddened skin. โSee this?โ, he wasted no time as he coldly showed you a needle, โIโll keep finding awfully painful pressure points until you tell me what I want to hearโ.ย
You didnโt respond. The adrenaline that rushed through your veins somehow managed to close off your lungs.ย
โWho do you work for?โ.ย
Were you going to confess? You could feel teeth grinding as he gently placed the needle on your skin.ย
โLast warningโ, he traveled the tip just underneath your ear, โWhom are you working for?โ.ย
Was this worth it?ย
โFineโ, he sighed as he looked at the ceiling, โTry not to faintโ.ย
โW-wait!โ.ย
โOh?โ, he mechanically tilted his head, โDid the little mouse change her mind?โ.ย
โY-yesโ, you turned your head to the side, knees safely tucked against your chest once he backed away.ย
โSpeakโ.ย
โN-no one hired meโ.ย
โLiarโ. The room went dark as he spoke, bloodlust flowing from his aura again.ย
If you didnโt confess, your life would be over within a couple of seconds. This wasnโt how you wanted things to work out, but you didnโt have any other choice.ย ย
โI-Iโm not!โ, you hastily raised your voice, โI-I just wanted you to teach meโ.ย
โTeach?โ, he widened his eyes as the mood in the room completely changed.ย
You quickly lowered your head, cheeks blushing in embarrassment.ย
โI-I wanted to ask you if you wanted to be my teacher. I want to be as strong as you, but I didnโt find the courage to ask youโ.ย
โHmโ, he clicked his tongue, as if he didnโt make up his mind already. He may be cold and emotionless, but even a guy like Illumi couldnโt look past your pretty face.ย
โYouโre pretty skilledโ, he sighed as turned around, โIโll think about itโ.ย
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โAgainโ, Illumi watched you from his couch, โLonger this timeโ.ย
โL-longer?โ, you ignored the drops of sweat that fell onto the floor.ย
โ5 hours, no breakโ.ย
A few months passed, and under Illumiโs watch, you grew stronger each day. It wasnโt easy, but his techniques worked. By now, youโd changed apartments at least six times. Every single one of them just as luxurious as the previous one.ย
โTchโ, he clicked his tongue, โYouโre messing up my carpetโ. โO-oh sorryโ, you caught the towel he threw you.ย
He normally would never spend this much time with someone, but he grew to like (even adore) you. You were so submissive, so shy and sweet. A fool would think you were naรฏve and helpless.
โWhere are you going?โ, you quickly stopped drinking water when you noticed he made his way to the door.ย
โOutโ.ย
โB-but-โ, โ5 hours, no breakโ, he repeated himself before closing the door.ย
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โI did it!โ, you sighed as you fell onto the ground, โBut he isnโt here to see โโ.ย
You quickly sat up straight as you heard the door unlock.ย
โ30 seconds leftโ, the tiniest smile appeared on his face when he saw your drenched top and shorts.ย
โWhatโs that?โ, you ignored his remark when you smelled ramen. โFoodโ, he coldly seated himself on his knees before you on the carpet.ย
โN-no, donโt sit on the ground. Wait, Iโll get you a pillow-โ. โItโs fineโ, a softer tone than usual when his hand met yours. โBut youโre my master, you canโt sit on the groundโ, your eyes locked on the carpet, cheeks burning. โI said itโs fineโ, he slowly let go of your wrist before handing you your takeaway ramen.ย
Was something to happen? Was he going to tell you that you had to leave?ย
โThank youโ, you bowed before sitting back down again.ย
It was quiet for a couple of minutes as you both enjoyed the hot broth of the ramen.ย
โGood job todayโ.ย
Your eyes immediately lit up, a content smile on your face. This was the first time he praised you.ย
โThank you masterโ, you once again bowed your head. โDonโt call me that. My nameโs Illumiโ.ย
Your brows drew together at his strange behavior. He wasnโt like this.ย
โOhโ, he abruptly walked to the kitchen, โAlmost forgotโ.ย
โWine?โ.ย
If you had a tail, youโd be wagging it like a little puppy that was waiting for a treat.ย
โItโs your birthday, isnโt it?โ, he loosely held the bottle of wine while staring out of the window.
If you didnโt know him, youโd say he looked insecure, but Illumi would never bother to feel such a waste of emotion, right?ย
โIt doesnโt matterโ, you turned your head, โThank you for the ramenโ. You stood up, bowing once again before walking towards your room.
He didnโt understand it. He thought youโd be happy that heโd remembered. He wanted you to smile, to throw your arms around him, only to apologize for doing so. Heโd practiced what he was going to do over and over again: Donโt apologizeโ, he would pull you closer by your waist, let the tip of his thumb brush over your cherry-red lips, and then heโd kiss you.ย
โHmโ, he sighed while placing the bottle on the kitchen table. He hated this, the way you made him feel. He never felt like this. So unsure, so foolishโฆ He almost detested you for doing this to himโฆ But he loved seeing you in your gray sports bra, drops of sweat gliding from your soft skinโฆ He envied them.ย
He could hear the familiar sound of the shower in your room. This was his favourite part of the day, because not too long from now, you were going to walk out of your room in your gray sweatpants and another one of your sports bras, and youโd join him for a game of chess.ย
โHm?โ, he looked at his phone. Youโd normally leave your room around 6.ย
He softly knocked on your door. No response.ย
โY/N?โ, he gently opened your door after knocking a couple more times.ย
You were sleeping? Were you so worn out from todayโs training?ย
โAre you okay?โ, he quietly walked to your bed, his hand grazing over your sheets.ย
โHuh?โ, he widened his eyes when your tiny hand grabbed his wrist, your head buried into your pillow.ย
โItโs my birthday, right?โ.ย
โIt isโ.ย
โCan I ask something? A present?โ. โWhatever you wantโ.ย
โHold me, pleaseโ.ย
His heart skipped a beat at the sound of your fragile voice, but how did you want him to hold you? He never did something like this. He wasnโt the affectionate type. Heโd slept with women, but he never held them or cuddled with them. He never cared about their feelings or how they felt, but he cared about you. He would never want to hurt you.ย
Illumi gently took place next to you, his arm wrapped around your waist while his forehead rested against yours.ย
โWhy are you shaking? Am I hurting you?โ, he immediately let go of your waist, his eyes wide open in concern.ย
โI want another presentโ, you buried your head into his chest, your hands tugging at his shirt.ย
โW-whatever you wantโ, he replied softly.ย
โB-be my firstโ.ย
Your first? What did you mean?ย
โY-youโre my master. I-itโs fine if you teach me things, right?โ.ย
โWhat do you mean?โ, he pulled away from you, his eyes studying yours.ย
โI-Iโve never โฆโ, you turned your gaze away from him, hating how embarrassed you felt.ย
โOhโ, he finally understood what you were talking about, but how could he be your first? He didnโt know how to be gentle, and the last thing he wanted was to hurt you.ย
โForget itโ, you hastily turned around, wanting to run away.ย
โNo, Iโll do itโ, he grabbed your hand, โIf you still want me toโ. โI-I doโ, you slowly sat back down again, โEven though Iโm kind of scaredโ. โI wonโt hurt you, I promiseโ, he placed himself behind you, slowly stroking your arms as he placed a soft kiss in the crook of your neck.ย
The scent of your hair was enough to drive him crazy. You somehow always managed to smell like caramel.ย
โYou want me to teach you, right?โ. โHmโ, you loudly swallowed as you felt his hands travel to your breasts, his hot breath against your ear sending shivers to your spine. โTurn around for me thenโ.ย
You obeyed. Nerves took over your body as you saw the look in his eyes. He looked cold as usual, but there was a hint of excitement in his eyes. Something you never saw before.ย
โHereโ, he softly grabbed your hand before placing it on his crotch, โIf you want to make a man feel good, you can start by touching thisโ.ย
โL-like this?โ.ย
He nodded in response before taking off his shirt.ย
โD-does it feel good?โ, you shyly asked when you felt his member getting hard. โIt doesโ, he chuckled at your innocence, โLetโs take things a little further, okay?โ.ย
โO-okayโ.ย
You watched as he stood up, now fully removing his clothes.ย
โDonโt worryโ, he smiled when he saw the scared look on your face, โItโll fitโ.ย
Is he crazy? You may be inexperienced, but he was big.ย
โLetโs get rid of your clothes tooโ, he gently pushed your back against the sheets.ย
He placed soft kisses on your neck while pulling down your sweatpants.
โO-oh?โ, he widened his eyes as he saw your cherry-red slip with a little bow in the middle.ย ย โSorry, I thought it looked pretty and-โ, โIt doesโ, he cut you short, โIs it okay if Iโฆ?โ, he looked at your breasts.ย
โO-ohโ, you turned your gaze away, โO-okayโ.ย
You slowly sat up straight, so he could take off your bra.ย
โCanโt believe you never slept with someoneโ, he mumbled as he let his eyes wander over your perfect body, โMen must throw themselves at youโ.ย
โWhat now?โ, your head was still turned to the side, insecurities rushing over you. โNow I want you to look at me and relaxโ, he gently cupped your cheek as he turned your head, so his eyes met yours.ย
He usually never kissed a girl, but it felt as if your lips were aching for his.ย
โYouโre so cuteโ, he broke the kiss when he heard your cute moans, โCan you open your legs for me?โ.ย
You shyly obeyed, the tip of your thumb resting in between your teeth.
โRelax, okay?โ, he pushed your panties aside before he carefully slid one finger into your entrance.
โThatโs itโ, he kept his pace slow and steady, โYour bodyโs ready, are you?โ.ย
An empty question. The way you arched your back told him plenty, but he still needed you to say it.ย
โI-I amโ, you nervously replied.ย
How was he going to do this? He didnโt know how much he could control himself. A part of him wanted to ruin you, to fuck you so dumb that you couldnโt walk tomorrow.
โTell me if itโs too muchโ, he placed a sweet kiss on your forehead before he gently pushed the tip in. โH-hmโ, you closed your eyes, already feeling the stretch.ย
He was losing it. He really was. The thought of him being your first drove him crazy.ย
โSshโ, he slowly stroked your cheeks as he felt your body tensing up, โItโll feel good soon. Just a c-couple of minutesโ.ย
You were so tight. The way your body welcomed him was better than anything heโd ever felt before.ย
โGood girlโ, he praised you once he bottomed out, โTell me if I can move, okay?โ. โI-it burnsโ, you looked at him with pleading eyes. โI knowโ, he stroked some strands of hair from your cheek, โBut I promise itโll feel goodโ. โO-okayโ, you closed your eyes again, โYou can moveโ.ย
Illumi slowly started thrusting in and out of you. With each thrust, it got harder and harder to control himself.ย
โFuckโ, he let his nails sink into the soft flesh of your waist, โSo tight. Tell me how it feelsโ. โI-it feels kind of good-โ, โKind of?โ, a frown in response.ย
โA-ahโ, you arched your back as his thumb slowly started drawing circles on your little nub. โDoes it still feelย kind ofย good?โ, he coldly tilted his head. โI-illumi-โ.
Illumi? This was the first time you called him by his name.ย
โTchโ, he chuckled, โThe only time I wouldnโt mind being called master, and you decide to call me by my nameโ.ย
โS-sorry masterโ.ย
There it was. You finally started clenching around him, signaling you liked being submissive.ย
โThank me for taking my time to make you feel goodโ, he softly wrapped his hand around your neck as he left dark marks on your breasts.ย
โThank you m-master for-โ.ย
Whatโs happening? Whyโs your stomach all warm and tingly?ย
โOh?โ, Illumi tilted his head, โIs this your first orgasm?โ. โH-hmโ, you pressed your eyelids together. โLet me helpโ, he once again started playing with your little nub. โM-more, pleaseโ.
โYouโre being so goodโ, he praised you, โTaking my cock like this, already begging for more like a little slutโ.ย
What was happening? Your whole body was shaking, heat rising to your stomachโฆย
โGood girlโ, Illumi placed a kiss on your cheek as you tried to catch your breath, โOne more time, okay? Iโll join you next timeโ.ย
โI-illumi-โ, โAh ah ahโ, he shook his head, โWhat did I tell you?โ, he roughly grabbed your jaw. โFrom now on, youโll call me master when Iโm making you feel goodโ.ย ย
โShitโ, Illumi pressed his lips against yours, โPlay with yourselfโ. โL-like this?โ, you shyly opened your legs a little more, your hand sliding between them. โFaster, want you to make yourself comeโ.ย
Art. You were art. The way your lips were slightly parted, little moans escaping your mouth, your breasts bouncing with every thrustโฆย
โSince youโve been such a good girl, Iโll make sure that youโre feeling fullโ, he started to feel you clenching around him, โBeg me to come inside you, and donโt stop playing with yourselfโ.
He grabbed your wrist, making sure your hand stayed between your legs.ย
โPl-please master, want you to come inside me. Pleaseโ, you arched your back as you felt your orgasm growing closer.
His thrusts got sloppier, breathing heavierโฆย
โS-shitโ, Illumi let out a sigh as he still felt you clenching around him, โA-are you okay?โ. โMore than okayโ, you smiled before placing a swift kiss on his cheek.ย
โDo you and Hisoka have a relationship I don't know about?โ
Illumi pauses at the sound of your voice. You were angry but why? It was late. He was gone all day and had only just arrived to see you brushing your hair clearly in a bad mood. โNot at all. He is mearly a good co-worker. His skills make the jobs easier that's all.โ Illumi responded casually, removing his pins from his face. โWhy?โ
โWell since you spend more time with him than you do with me I must wonder if Iโm a mistress and he's the one with the ring.โ you accused bitterly.
Ah. So that was the issue. You were feeling lonely. Illumi didn't panic. He had read that wives often felt lonely if their partner worked all day and as a result can lead to excessive drinking, spending money, temper tantrums, and cheating. Which will inevitably end the relationship. Illumi didn't think he would have this issue with you as you knew his occupation and work schedule before the two of you married. That clearly wasn't the case.
Under normal circumstances, Illumi wouldn't know how to appease your anger. He might even make it worse. But thankfully that article he read in one of your newspapers also offered solutions.
The first step was to understand why you were upset. That was already completed. Next was to show you understand.
Illumi felt tense as he moved closer to you. He wasn't used to this kind of thing. Part of him really wanted to ignore you and tell you you're overreacting. But doing so will hurt you. He learned that lesson once before and has since tried his best not to repeat it.
โI understand,โ Illumi stated plainly. You raised an eyebrow. โUnderstand what?โ โI understand that you feel lonely and insecure but I assure you I would never cheat.โ
You blinked twice. Did he just call you insecure? Over that stupid clown?
โIf we're done I'm going to take a shower.โ you just nodded at him dumbfounded. That was not how you intended things to go. You had hoped after expressing your displeasure about his abstinences he would offer to spend more time with you. Like taking you out on a date tomorrow or even making love tonight.
You let out a sigh and tucked yourself into the bed. Maybe if you seduce him youโll get better results.
Meanwhile, Illumi was satisfied he ended things without even needing the other steps. Perhaps he was better at comforting than he thought.
Kallua meeting Mike Zoldyck for the first time!! This isnโt my assassin au by the way. Itโs just an au I made where Killua and Gon are chill with Illumi and Killuaโs family mostly and go to the estate sometimes to visit. Itโs very goofy Ik. Kallua is very well liked by animals in all aus, like Gon, which is why Mike and Kallua clicked so fast, and Mike showed affection to him. This comic was written and designed by me but illustrated and designed also by pen.lilixeesketche on Instagram ๐๐๐
Kallua Zoldyck Freecss / Kallua Zoldyck belongs to me @radiowendigo
๐ฃ๐ฆ: a/b/o au, spelling and grammar errors, intentional lowercase
โฐ ILLUMI who was forced to attend a ball by his family due to them wanting an heir and for him to get married as the eldest son of the zoldyck family, a very well known last name amongst the kingdoms.. all the different scents there bothered him, some smelt musky, others smelt artificial but there was one that stood out from the rest. it was sweet and bitter at the same time. before he could even follow the scent your parents came with big smiles on their faces. โgood afternoon, mr. zoldyck.โ your mother and father said before moving their daughter, your sister, in front of them. โgood afternoon.โ she said with a smile that mimicked her parents. โafternoon.โ he said plainly as he looked over the three, he found their smiles irritating, but didnโt say anything as to not be rude. โiโve heard your here to look for a potential wife.โ your mother said as she glanced at her daughter. she looked like a chandelier had gone wrong due to her wearing far too much jewelry. โyes, i am. now if youโll excuse me i have something to do.โ he said as he bowed his head a little before walking away to go and look for the person who had that peculiar scent.
โฐ ILLUMI who was now struggling to find them grew agitated. it was as if whoever had that scent kept moving around farther and farther away from him making them hard to find. it didnโt help how your sister and parents kept pestering him, it was clear they wanted her to marry him and be apart of the zoldyck family since it came with benefits. as your parents talked to him the scent grew closer and more stronger untilโโmom, when are we going home?โ you asked as you yawned, arms folded over your chest as you had a look of annoyance spreading over your features. it finally clicked, you were the one producing such a sweet and bitter scent that drew illumi. his gaze stayed on you as he looked you over, examining your features and your attire, you were the youngest amongst your family. โnot now (name).โ your mother said through gritted teeth as she looked at you with a smile, of course it was fake. โso, your name is (name)?โ illumi finally said as he approached you abruptly. โyeah? whoโs askinโ?โ you mumbled as you looked at him with a raised brow.
โฐ ILLUMI who was beyond happy and ecstatic to have finally found the person with the scent heโs been looking for all night. he was also happy that you were quiet the beauty as well and an omega nonetheless. it was clear your family was upset that he was now paying attention to you, even the look on his face annoyed them due to it h showing how interested he was in you. โmay i take your hand in marriage and make you my wife?โ he asked, his tone soft as he examined your face, noticing how your eyebrows raised and how your eyes widened just a smidge. โbut..but your highness, heโs our youngest (20yrs) let alone a male omega, why not take our daughters hand in marriage? she couldโโ โno thank you.โ he said sternly, cutting your father off making a look of shock spread across his and his wifeโs face. โso, (name), do you take the offer?โ he asked as he gently took his hand in yours. you glanced over at your parents who were enraged and hoping you wouldnโt agree to his proposal. but of course you felt like being petty since they never really paid attention to you and this was your only opportunity to actually have some recognition in this damn family. โyes, iโll accept your proposal.โ you said with a smile, illumiโs scent had a hint of excitement to it as he nodded his head. โvery well, tomorrow weโll have all your items transferred to the zoldyck families kingdom. as for the wedding itโll be in a weeks time, i want to marry you as soon as possible.โ he said as he released your hand, a small smile forming on his lips as he looked at you.