I want to treat a boy like he's a stray kitten I found abandoned on the street. I want to wash his hair and feed him soft foods from my fingers so he associates human touch with food and begins to seek me out for pets and treats
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Expressing anger is a privilege I got taken away from me at birth because I was born with the curse of sex, so instead it just rots inside of me like a fetus you won't let me be free from.
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watching the valeria interrogation again and when alejandro says, “you disgrace the army”, rudy steps forward but when alejandro looks over his shoulder at him and says, “and your brothers, no?” he steps back again, almost like he’s trying to pull himself out of the conversation
alejandro leans in close to her and rudy reacts like he wants to pull him away, to protect him from her and from her words, but when he brings up that valeria hurt him too, betrayed him too, rudy retreats like he doesn't want to be reminded of it
it's alejandro who keeps valeria talking about the past, who prompts her to say more when simply saying she's ex-military would've been enough. they bait each other, valeria far more successfully than alejandro; she’s essentially running the interrogation
this speaks volumes of rudy’s interjection of, “he (the son of la areña) was supposed to go to prison”. he’s getting short; cutting off valeria and her excuses, not to redirect them back to the point of the interrogation but bc he’s done with her. rudy’s terser with her, more obviously angry, than he is with an actual terrorist
alejandro can't get past their history; let's himself get pulled off track and compromised but not be he's more upset than rudy. rudy has just repressed the hell out of it; if he doesn't think about it then it didn't happen
but now, he's suddenly being confronted with it head on
"you disgrace the army," is generalised; valeria didn't just hurt rudy, she hurt all of them. it's easier to take
"and your brothers," calls rudy out directly for his pain; pain alejandro wants retribution for and he doesn't want to face it, doesn't want to admit to it bc he doesn’t want to have to feel it
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People saying "character x would never love you or anyone" and drawing shit like "character x SAYING they don't love you" and I'm like
THEYRE NOT REAL!!! WHY DO YOU *CARE* IF CHARACTER X WOULD LOVE A STRANGER OR NOT! HE LITERALLY HAS NO OPINIONS ON ANYTHING AS A FICTIONAL THING. STOP BEING MEAN TO STRANGERS FOR NO REASON.
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if the 2 fucking posts i made about koishi in minecraft keep getting all the notes and all my other posts keep languishing im going to delete them and then strap myself to a rocket and launch myself into space and explode
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> ok FINE. FINE. i'll listen to the forgetmenauts.
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When I see pictures of Nex, I see my brother. Same age, with so much life and courage, unashamed to be they're most authentic self. Nex was the same age as my brother. My heart aches, my stomach is in knots. My state let this happen, they let this happen to a child.
I've lived here all my life and being non-binary myself, in oklahoma, this all hits so so so close to my soul. But what I don't understand is why hasn't any justice been served? Why have there been no arrest? Why must another native child die at the hands of hate?
My state has called us filth in the wake of a child's murder. Please don't let fall to the wayside. Please don't forget Nex. Please don't stop talking about this.
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Here was me thinking hmmmmm wot pics of Aaron should I post today… BUT YAWL DONT KNOW HOW TO ACT SO YU DONT GET ANY >:C
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so fucked up im not a crocodile or some freaky beast creature i should be chomping and gnawing and tearing up stuff with my teeth fr
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@icthyarch im sorry I've had a migraine for six straight weeks and also this weekend has involved just So Many Big Feelings (???) and now tomorrow i get to tag along for the first time to my bf's parents house for Family Dinner, dad birthday edition. i dont know any of these people and have zero (0) scripts for Normal Family Interactions. its been a lot and therapy isnt until friday so im making it everyone's problem instead 🫠🫠
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