#im free now thankfully tho

[nicco-ck]

I wanna draw so bad but I'm trying to stay on top of my readings so I have like 3 chapters to read but it's so boring and I don't wanna read it </3 😔😔

[mimiatmidnight]

I survived my wisdom teeth surgery today . . .

[deathbxnny]

hello!! im the anon that wrote the jingliu’s child idea, so i will request it now (paragraph below is a copy paste i aint writing allat again)

reader being jingliu’s child (like,biologically) and was born some months before jingliu became mara-struck, when jingliu became mara-struck she literally tried to kill her months old baby, so i like to think that jingliu would tell jingyuan to take care of her baby if anything happened to her, so after jingyuan “kills” jingliu, he takes the baby and tries to raise it as his own child, and as they grow up they take after their mother and almost look like their mothers carbon copy, which makes jingyuan remember his mentor

platonic and the character is jing yuan, feel free to mention other characters tho!!

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A/N: Hey there Anon! Thank you for resending the request! I really like the idea!<33

Content: Angst, spoilers to Jing Yuan's/Jingliu's backstory?, platonic relationships, hurt/comfort, Reader is described to look like Jingliu, fluff, sfw

Reader has no set pronouns!

((Not fully proofread))

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Killing his teacher was one of the hardest things Jing Yuan ever had to do. It was like a part of him was ripped apart in the process too. Like apart of him died with her that day. But the only thing that consoled him and that was left behind from his old mentor, was you, Jingliu's months old child. He was exhausted and absolutely shattered by what happened and yet, he held on just for you. He promised that he would.

It took him a while to learn how to take care of you. Thankfully he wasn't entirely alone in this and some of the female generals, surprisingly including Fu Xuan, helped him out immensely during his first year with you. He was so tired with life during the first few months, but you helped him get through it. Your existence felt like a last gift to him by his mentor and perhaps that's exactly what you were.

Years went by faster than Jing Yuan wanted them to. He never cared for them before, as he never really aged himself. But after you came into his life, he began appreciating every single year you were in it.

He documented everything about you and was proud of every little achievement you made. It didn't matter how mundane it was either. When you first babbled out a call of his name, he practically melted on the spot with pride and love.

As the years went by, he began noticing how similar you looked to your mother. It filled his heart with warmth and nostalgia to see you grow into a near carbon copy of his mentor. He made sure to give you a good and happy life, one that she deserved to have had with you too, if things had gone differently.

Once you were old enough, he began telling you simple stories about your mother, about her bravery and her days of mentoring him. You listened to his words, eagerly leaning to hear every word, as you looked so unbearably similar to her, that he couldn't help but hug you for longer every time he could. He saw you as a gift and he'd make sure to protect you with his life.

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A/N: Alright, I haven't been doing well today, so I hope this was coherent and okay! Thank you again for the request!<33

[elkieanddoppo]

ada was holding a celebration party after the defeat of fyodor and the amenogozen (and after they all rested). thankfully, no one died and dazai finally came home.

kunikida was... a light weight. he can atmost drink two shots of sherry but by then, he would probably be unconscious for 3 to 5 business days.

kunikida was getting a bit too tired on talking with the other members so he sat down on the nearest chair. he felt thirsty afte all that talking. but thankfully, he saw a glass of water on the table.

well, he assumed it was a glass of water.

it wasnt.

kunikida's vision started to blur. but it turned back to normal. he felt giddy, he doesnt know why. he felt so energized but sleepy at the same time. BUT ENERGIZED.

he stood up and walked to dazai. or ehem... a tall dazai? but whatever, he assumes it was dazai. he clinged to the man.

'hm, when did dazai grow an inch.. i swear he wasnt this tall when i last saw him. hm maybe in that prison....' kunikida thought as hes trying to give kisses to the man hes clinging to right now. keyword: trying.

the man he was clinging onto is actually poe, ranpo's boyfriend and the only non ada member in this party. poe was blushing so hard, not because he likes kunikida but because he's embarrassed and doesnt know how to respectfully reject the other's drunken advances. poe is trying his hardest to stop kunikida (with his hands) from kissing him.

dazai and ranpo took notice of this and stormed to where the both of them are.

dazai pulls kunikida away from poe and hugs him. kunikida just giggles and hugs him back.

when poe was finally free from kunikida's embrace, ranpo pulled him towards himself and kissed him. "youre mine." "of course, ranpo. dont worry, kunikida-san was just drunk." "hmp."

the two pairs walked away with ranpo and dazai glaring at each other saying something like "stay away from my boyfriend" with their eyes.

dazai walked his lover to a nearby chair. it was the same chair that kunikida sat on earlier.

kunikida grabbed the glass that he was drinking from from earlier and raised it to show it to dazai.

"osamuuuu, i want mooooreeee"

"huh, doppo? what do you want?"

"the waterrr, i drank it from here earlieeerrrr" he whined as he pointed at the glass.

dazai raised his eyebrow and scanned the table. there it was. a bottle of clear gin.

"you drank from here?!"

"wha- what is itttt?! can i have it now pleaseee, it tasted so,, mmmhh~~"

did kunikida just moan. oh. this is turning dazai on so much.

dazai cleared his throat, "you drank gin, kunikida-kun."

"mmh? it didnt taste like alcohol tho??? oh whatever, give me more of it, samu!!" kunikida said as he circled his arms around dazai's neck and licked his neck.

dazai was startled because of this.

"i want gin and especially youuu, please, samu. im begging youuu~~"

dazai regained his composure and smirked. he grabbed the bottle of gin and carried kunikida to an empty room.

"as you wish, darling."

[sleepy-vix]

book review of what i read today because i'm a nerd with nothing better to do!

today i just borrowed 'caraval' by stephanie garber from the library and finished it all within 4-5 hours. here are my brief thoughts:

(btw this is pretty spoiler free bc i dont talk abt any specific things abt the book)

for the first 100 pages, i hated the book. the romance was gross to me and i couldn't care less about the main character (actually i still couldn't care less about the main character tbh).

also i saw a review video after reading the book and the reviewer said that YA is a genre with a spectrum where on one end, it can be mature so adults can enjoy it but on the other hand, it can also be for readers that are quite young (eg preteens? im guessing??) and caraval falls under the latter category and that is VERY TRUE AND IT IRRITATED ME SO BAD but oh well that's just a me thing prolly

thankfully, half way through the book, things started to build up and everything was mysterious and intriguing which was what i wanted from the book

it didnt really get good until near the end though, around the last 150 pages. things kept piling up on eachother and i had no idea who to trust or what to expect, which i loved.

by the end, (as i said before) i couldn't care less about the main character, but i found that i was relieved by her "happy" ending (i used quotation marks because i'm not sure what will happen to her in the next book). i guess the romance was good because i did wish for julian to have a good ending, but ehh they don't make me sob or blush or whatever i'm supposed to (actually most of their "tension scenes" made me physically scowl and i had to skim over them. that's probably just me tho T-T)

anyways i was pretty conflicted over whether i wanted to read the next book in the trilogy, but after a bit of research i decided that i will!

I'm looking forward to that. caraval was a fun read i got to admit, even though it was really only 3/5 stars at most for me.

i hope i enjoy the rest of the trilogy alot more (i have hopes, since the next book will have a diff mc) because i want to read stephanie garber's other series, 'once upon a broken heart'- they aren't books that i usually read but i'm forcing myself to expand ny tastes and familiaries myself with popular books (for convo material- hopefully)

that concludes my book rant for now :)

[madisonrooney]

no one probably cares but. i wanna stress how big of a deal it is for me that im rewatching chunks of hannah montana, even if not the full series and even if out of order. not so much in the sense that it does bring up a lot of trauma (tho there is that...BUT i am pretty deliberately avoiding season 4 for that reason) but in the sense that like.

yknow that meme thats like "im going to create rules for myself that are so unnecessary" bc thats very much me. idk if its an autism thing but i do that so much. so basically when i need background noise i make myself watch whatevers on live tv and if there arent any shows i like on, i put on a dvd. could i just put on a dvd or streaming just if i felt like it or preferred it to whats on tv? sure, but my thing is ive been doing this for so long that if i change it now, that shows i couldve changed it ages ago and have lost so many opportunities to watch whatever i wanted. so to me it makes more sense to keep it this way. its stupid idk.

but leading up to and since d23, i like. physically could not stop myself from watching some hannah montana like i HAD to. i had been revisiting clips and eventually i was just like i am holding back serotonin from myself i just need to give in. and i did and man the RUSH it has given me.

im not entirely sure what my point is in posting this...ive wanted to for a few days but now im forgetting why lmao. tho im p sure its just that when i say "ive been rewatching some hm" its not as common of an occurence as you might think and just shows the deep state of brainrot im at rn, and im fucking loving it!!!!! not only have i spent so long struggling to hyperfixate on anything, but there were def periods over the last 15 years where i felt like i was forcing hm onto myself. not to say i didnt love it all throughout, but sometimes i would push it on myself when i was having an off day or more in the mood for a different hyperfixation. to come back to it so NATURALLY and PURELY and STRONGLY and GENUINELY!!!!! it feels so good!!!! and its just like...idk super heartwarming to me.

and i guess my other point is that i need to remind myself that there are easy things i can do to make myself happy that i prevent myself from doing for literally no reason so i need to work on that but at least this is a step in the right direction. like how i would force myself to catch up on the instagram stories of literally everyone i follow for hours and it would feel like a chore, when i could be doing something fun, especially with my few free hours on a work day. thankfully ive gotten myself out of that habit too but im sure there are some more walls i can knock down.

[fyodoro]

hi hi!! ^^

So i was wondering if you could do mizuki x reader? (gn if possible + fluff/comfort)

so the reader has like rlly bad allergies/sneezing/is just sick in general and then mizuki sort of takes care of them/comforts them and all is well yay (im making this request since i also feel rlly sick rn :'()

feel free to ignore if you want tho -- no pressure dw ^^

->𝐒𝐩𝐫𝐢𝐧𝐠𝐭𝐢𝐦𝐞 𝐒𝐧𝐢𝐟𝐟𝐥𝐞𝐬

With spring coming up, your allergies hit harder than the change of weather. It’s never been this bad before- but thankfully someone is there to take care of you.

With Mizuki Akiyama (they/them pronouns) | Genre - fluff and comfort, headcanon format

Mizuki grew up with the luck of hardly getting allergies anytime during the year. And not having their sister or parents around too often meant they were never exposed to what it was like.

Sure, they had friends with allergies, but they were never too bad.

So when they find out you’re literally sick from allergies, ‘worried’ was an understatement. They were practically freaking out when they saw your sneezing, sniffling freezing frame.

“Oh god, (Name)? Are you okay? What happened to you!” They’d say.

Is pretty over dramatic despite not being the one who’s sick? They let Nightcord know they wouldn’t be online tonight because ;

“My s/o is practically dying right now!”

Gets a bunch of worried responses from Kanade, Mafuyu and Ena, but calms down a bit and says you’re just really sick right now. They definitely got a smack on the head from Ena later for worrying everyone.

Despite reassuring them you’ll be fine, and it’s only your allergies, they don’t exactly back down that easily.

They discover they have a caretaker mode while this happens as well? Never have you seen Mizuki so responsible and on top of everything. And honestly, they never knew they could do this either.

Will run to a nearby convenience store to get a bunch of tissue boxes, way more than necessary. But also makes sure to get your favorite snacks and drinks while they’re at it.

“Do you think you’ll be fine alone for a few minutes? We can call while I run out just in case!” They asked. You reassured them you’ll be okay for a few minutes, and this isn’t the first time you’ve been sick like this because of allergies.

“What do you mean this isn’t the first time!”

Will run to and from the store, for once not caring about their appearance in public. They just wanted to be as fast as they could do you weren’t alone for too long.

Sometime later they finally relax a bit, realizing you’ll be better by tomorrow or the day after and this was, in fact, not deadly.

“What do you think about going out later this week? Well, away from pollen… wait. That’ll be impossible. Let’s just go to mine and binge some shows.” Mizuki said, giggling a bit in between sentences.

You appreciated how considerate they were being, though you wish you could get it through their head that you can still be outside. You might sneeze a lot, but you’ll be fine. Part of you thinks Mizuki understands that, but is just trying to entertain you right now.

“Anything works, Mizuki. Spring is a beautiful season, we can still do some sightseeing you know?” You said.

“Yeah I know that! But would you really be able to enjoy yourself if you have a runny nose the whole time or you get congested?” They replied.

You broke out into a fit of laughter. Of course they’d think that.

“Ah Mizuki, I’ll be able to enjoy myself despite anything as long as you’re around.” You giggled.

Mizuki giggled back, kicking their feet a bit. Even while your feeling sick and terrible, they still manage to find ways to make you feel better. It was like you were falling in love all over again.

[dollyyun]

rubbbyy hii ❤️❤️ how are u doing my love? i hope youre doing better than i am because ive been having the busiest days lately and im this 🤏 close to yeeting myself out the window 😮‍💨

anyway good news i have some free time until thursday so i'll be diving into whatever fic i can find including dkp part 7.2 🤭 (i miss them so much </3) im so excited for the individual part of the dkp men u have no idea......

also if my eyes didn’t deceive me, i think i saw some fic teasers of yours 👀 the jay one and vampire academy teaser specifically got me feeling 😳 here i was sobbing over bc dkp ending yet you have some bombs up your sleeve that will shake enhablr. u never fail to amaze me i fear

ok this ask kinda getting long sorry 🙏

take care of yourself ruby drink a lot of water and wait for me sliding into your inbox after i read part 7.2 i sure as hell will be screaming at the top of my lungs

BBY JILL I'VE MISSED YOU SM🥹🫶🏻

i've been doing fine! been busy for the past few days tho but thankfully i managed to find time to write in between and man, i really do need a 24 hrs of sleep after this🗿i hope you're taking care of yourself no matter how busy you are :(( actually same imma join you🏃🏻‍♀️🏃🏻‍♀️🏃🏻‍♀️

yes yes those fic previews and tbh i didn't expect to gain more interest😭😭🙏🏻oohh bby you are going to LOVE vampire academy series since you read and loved eternal curse (plss i feel guilty for the long hiatus for that fic🙏🏻) nahh i may have upcoming planned fics but it's defo not gonna shake enhablr🗿

noooo don't apologise! i love and enjoy receiving and reading your asks! thank you for the reminder bby🫶🏻ofc ofc ill always be expecting you slide into my inbox😌

okay brb gonna post 7.2 now and hope tumblr allow me to post 48k+ in one shot or im gonna jump🙏🏻

[mamaspidershit]

i know that this had nothign to do with anything but i need to tell someone before i explode ok? 

so my best friend in the whole wide world like we’ve known eachother for 4 years completely comfortable with eachother has comforted eachother through a lot of tough shit kind of best friends, well, his parents are really sexist (he’s afab) and they dont support him wanting to go into animation and are also rly abusive and stuff just in general the Worst.

so lets circle back to how they dont support him wanting to go into animation. they refuse to get him a drawing tablet (even tho they gave his brother one, who is also the Worst but even worse then his parents, somehow). so,,,, i got him one!! for his birthday!!

his birthday is coming up in may but my other friend -who also wants to go into animation - recommended it to me saying it was rly good quality. it was also on sale (30$). Usually im only allowed to spend 20$ on gifts for friends - pretty reasonable price tbh, but i figured he’s my bff so 10$ over is fine. my mom got it!! it’s shipping internationally (thankfully shipping was free) but im!! so happy!! he’s been trying so hard to save up and get one for himself and now he can use that money for other stuff and he can actually make a portfolio for uni!!

i just love him and am so proud of him and i just want to make him happy because he’s such a good person and i love him to bits. he deserves so much more then what the world gave him, and i am willing to provide him at least a little of it <3

[faggylilpunk]

Finnaly made a tumbler! Anyway, haiii! :3 i am albert, i am a punk dragon dino!

What to expect:

very leftist ideologies

Politics

16+ posts

A lot of photos of me and cass

Talk of crimes (anything serious will have a tw and be tagged appropriately)

Furry & therian content (tho less common)

Punk diy stuff (i plan to make some tutorials for a lot of the diy stuff I've made<3)

F-slur/T-slur (I am reclaiming them but will have them tagged as #f-slur and #t-slur if they bother you ofc! Not changing my @ tho, it kinda means something to me qwq)

I may post words like slut, whore, and other degrading terms, they will be tagged as said word (ex: #slut) so you can blacklist the tag ^^

I may talk about themes of self harm, violence, abuse, or explicit substances, all of which will also be tagged! (Ex: #selfharm #tw:selfharm) but i will also have a more descriptive trigger warning for heavy subjects like self harm, sa, abuse ect. If you dont wanna fully blacklist the tag ^^

Some of my patches will have things that fall under these^ o will likely not go through the effort of censoring and i might not tagg it unless it's fairly close up so if it really bothers you just block me ^^ no harsh feelings

This isn't a 18+ blog, nsfw pfps will be blocked to keep ppl safe, my cusion follows me

Do not interact if:

Nsfw pfp

Anyone else, feel free to argue and talk shit, i will put nazis, pedos, fascist, zionists, zoos, racists, and who tf else i hate in thier place or just block ya after trying lol

About me:

trans masc/enby person (gender bxy)

therian/otherkin identifying with a dinosaur-esk dragoniod (yes, I'm aware I am human -_-)

I am a plushum, meaning I have romantic and/or sexual attraction, twords plushies. I consider my bunny plush one of my partners bc i love them very much

Furry

Pansexual and arojump (under the aromantic spectrum)

I am diagnosed with autism, adhd, dyslexia and dysgraphia

Self diagnosed and peer reviewed with social anxiety, gender dysphoria (duh), bipolar disorder (not sure which one yet tbh but it's exstreamly obvious to my bipolar partner lol) and potentially dyscalcula but im not fully sure so take with a grain of salt

Mutual/social anarchist, i really wanna be able to set up a free market where I live one day

I am very vulture culture, frequently bring home dead animals to burry for respect and bones

Very left leaning if it isnt obvious enough

I've been called the f-slur & t-slur a few times. Now i call myself that because what ya gonna do if I already call myself those oh so scary words?

Im atheist and dont believe in any form of life after death but like I support yall having freedom of religion, pagens, Christians, Muslims, Satanists, like go for it, I just simply cant understand the idea of a greater purpose

I grew up where slurs were used casually. I have racist redneck family. Thankfully, I grew up to realize wtf is actually wrong with that side of my family ?-? You can break out of shitty thinking, there is no excuse for racism, homophobia, transphobia, ableism, ect. Like get a life

I try my best to support, but we can only walk places, and we frequently eat outta dumpsters

More will be added as i think of stuff

[thomas-jefferson-miku-binder]

cali!! tomorrow will be a long long day for me, so i trust your judgement with the following question: do you have lol fics recommendations on ao3 🥺? i will take literally anything to read at this point in time ngl

omg of course! although i should warn you that im morr of a short fic guy, so most of these will not be very long

this is a rivelia fic that i love very much. angsty but soooo worth it if thats your thing. i would also recommend other stuff by this author, so definitely check that out (they write mostly about akalynn)

another rivelia fic (im obsessed with them). this one mentions self-harm tho so be careful if thats not something you want to engage with

this one is veeeeery heavy. mention of abuse. is basically a character exploration of arcane viktor and his relationship with singed, that it’s read as a sexually predatory one. i cannot express enough how good this is, but i totally get if thats too heavy (although the subject is very well approached by the author imo)

amaaaaazing cassivir fic. 10/10. character study on cassiopeia’s betrayal

this is a very silly one. plot what plot. but its so well written and the smut is chef’s kiss so if thats your thing and if you can bear with the premise its a combination of incredibly funny and nice porn lol

recently recommended this one to @emluckyowl and she absolutely loved it so might as well throw it in. its a renata/seraphine modern setting sugar baby fic and its so good. i didnt finish it because i just dont have time for it lately but i did very much enjoy the chapters i read. its also fine if age difference makes you uncomfortable, because renata is much older than 23 years old seraphine, but the way it’s written its super instigating. also the exploration of the power imbalance is veeeery good. also i should mention theres some minor jilco which i dont like but thankfully its not very significant

talon katarina character study

silly hero/villain vikjayce + tfgraves fic. definitely check morr stuff by this author, they have tons of vikjayce and tfgraves fics, although i havent read all of them

tfgraves

tah has amaaaazing ficlets and i personally love the mfkatarina + quinnsona ones very much. check their work out

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these are qhat i can think of now going through my bookmarks, but i might add a few extra later. also everyone!! feel free to reblog with your own recs! and ty for trusting me! some of these are very heavy so i dont know if they’ll fit your taste, but i thought it might be good to risk it considering theyre so well-written. wish you the best of luck tomorrow!

[technodromes]

In addition to the what other fandoms are you in question:

The obvious current ones: TMNT, Rick & Morty, and Star Trek.

I enjoy the Guilty Gear games. The first one was released on the PSOne, I think? We had that game actually. The lore is a bit all over the place, but it has its really good moments. I enjoy the characters a lot. I am in fact brain rotting since last year about adding a muse from Guilty Gear to my roster on Muses-INN but thankfully I can't really make up my mind on which character ever, so it didn't happen. Yet.

I am also contemplating dipping into GranBlue again after its latest releases. I never played the actual game tho because I was late on that train, but I picked up GranBlue Versus and the first Manga, a while ago. The new online game is apparently very good. It's not a series I see myself gushing about so much that I want to add a muse to my roster from there tho.

Somewhat obvious too but I still wanna add it; Star Ocean. (Mostly Second Story tho). It's also a pretty old series that I played for HOURS when I was younger. There's an Anime for it and Manga as well. But both don't go past the first half of the game sadly. I'd love a remake of the Anime that goes until the end of the game tbh. I also should add, I really enjoyed Star Ocean 1 & 2 and the spin-offs for the second, but I'm not really feeling the games after these. I just don't like the characters as much?

There are actually plenty of old game and series that I enjoyed in my youth and childhood that I still like but just didn't get around to rewatching or generally investing myself in. Or just can't think of right now.

Generally, if y'all wanna know about my other interests, feel free to poke me on Discord or my IMs. I like talking about things I currently read and watch too, I just picked up some French comics from the library over the last weeks.

[noxiatoxia]

hi im ur biggesgt fan anwyayi saw that you werre doing headcanons. cani get cinderella and karoug angst headcnaons thank you hhngnnf

thank you for ur stroke I will honor your final wish.

I have a LOT of Kaoru angst headcanons bc I'm a sucker for angst and projection sorry i am cringe but i am free.

So. I will try not to be VERY in depth about them all but I have a big hc that Kaoru has untreated/undiagnosed severe depression that plays into his self-worth issues. He's not actively suicidal but he is passively. like. if i die then that's ok. lol. and maybe he thinks about it sometimes but he'd never do anything if only bc he doesn't want to hurt hikaru. I do have a whole thread I update every now and then talking abt this concept. but the main parts really are. he's super depressed and has no clue how to express this bc he's stuck between being horrible at communicating + not wanting to worry anybody/being a burden so he ends up expressing them thru very cryptic metaphors and then nobody knows what he's saying. hence the carriage thing. (this is me coping with bad writing/hj).

When he's in his depression swings he tends to be very anti social. He doesn't want to eat doesn't want to talk. call him 12 cuz he dozen do anything. he just reads all day bc it's the quickest and easiest way to block out the world. however not moving and not eating makes his depression WORSE and this can really concern hikaru who quickly notices this behavior. thankfully he ends up forcing kaoru to take care of himself which pisses kaoru off for a few minutes until he starts feeling better.

During these episodes also he has a tendency to try and isolate himself from everyone, again bc of the whole self-worth issues. It gets so bad during these moments he thinks he genuinely either is making everyone's lives actively worse or he simply doesn't deserve people so he just tries to cut them off. luckily this never works especially with people like Tamaki or Hikaru because 1. Hikaru would NEVER give up on him ever and 2. Tamaki is the most persistent stubborn man in the world he would never leave Kaoru.

He gets nightmares a lot esp during these depression episodes and he tends not to tell Hikaru about them bc they're always really morbid either about everyone leaving him/him offing himself and he doesn't want Hikaru to worry. Hikaru can always tell something is wrong tho and stick closer to him that day.

Also, when he's upset, Hikaru does everything in the world to try and cheer him up. Try to make him laugh usually. Since Kaoru doesn't like talking about his issues, Hikaru tries his best to make him forget about them. Obviously he'll offer to watch Cinderella with him which if Kaoru refuses then he knows he's REALLY not doing well and then he panics and calls Haruhi for help.

Actually nice segue into the next thing. I assume you mean cinderella HCs relating to Kaoru and not. the actual cinderella property. Which i do sadly have a few headcanons for (i Stockholm syndrome'd myself into liking it) but I'm doing the former since that's what I think you meant.

Kaoru's favorite Cinderella movie is the original disney version, English. He enjoys the Japanese one too but he prefers the original. He says on a objective level the 3rd movie is the best, but the first is his personal favorite. He likes the critically panned 2nd movie and acknowledges it's not that great, but it's still fun and has nice stories and messages.

He has watched nearly all the live action adaptations of the Cinderella fairytale and thinks they're all enjoyable in some way, even if that way is being laughably bad. His favorite character in Cinderella besides Cinderella herself is Gus. he had a crush on the Prince when he was a little kid and a similar but lesser crush on Cinderella herself (bi rights). He can recite all the songs from memory and knows soooo many dumb fun facts. He loves the Cinderella GBA game and has beaten it many times. Him and Hikaru have long arguments over that game because Kaoru thinks it's good and Hikaru thinks it sucks for different reasons (this headcanon is born from the fact I myself have very conflicting opinions on that game that were SO opposite from each other the only way I could adequately express them to my friend was to stage it as an argument between Hikaru and Kaoru I'm not even joking I wish I was.)

The reason he loves Cinderella so much is kinda interesting. When he was a little boy and just learning how to read, a fairytale book in their huge at-home library caught his eye. One of the fairytales in it was Cinderella. He remembered really loving the illustrations, but the issue is, the book was all in English. He was just starting to learn Japanese, let alone English. Determined though, he found an English to Japanese dictionary and translated the whole thing. It took him all day to read that small fairytale and while Hikaru wasn't really paying attention they were inseparable so he just stuck by as Kaoru tried to read this. I guess the amount of effort and pretty illustrations made an impact on his little autistic brain and so he became enamored with the fairy tale. He watched the movie in Japanese and then later in English to help him learn English. The Cinderella movies in English actually really helped him learn the language faster funnily.

Hikaru, while supportive in his cinderella special interest, pokes fun at him for it a lot and soooometimes can get really sick of hearing about it all. the. time. He loves his brother to death but man. just. sometimes he wishes there was a mute button. He lets him ramble usually tho and he finds it silly if not a little endearing most of the time. one time Kaoru found out Renge was a big fairy tale fan and she also liked Cinderella (a normal amount, not like he does) but still they struck up a veeeery long and complex conversation about it that Hikaru was lost in during the first 10 seconds and so he sat with Mori that whole time bc Mori is silent and he just...needed the silence right then and there...

during their birthday one year Hikaru (as a joke) got some Cinderella decorations which embarrassed Kaoru but made him incredibly happy. During the small party Kyoya noted that they had a "Lucifer" plush on the shelf (the cat from cinderella) which prompted Kaoru to go on a 20 minute ramble about how it's actually a rare 1999 run of the plush that he acquired at an auction and he told the whole history of its production line. Kyoya had. a lot to write in his book that day.

ALSO whenever hikaru pisses haruhi off. she goes and buys a discount bluray of a cinderella movies and gives it to kaoru as a gift. bc she KNOWS he will excitedly run home and go "look what haruhi bought for me let's watch it right now!!" and hikaru will have to sit through cinderella once again. and everytime. hikaru knows haruhi is doing this to piss him off. so he makes it a point to act cheerful about it and make kaoru think he's enjoying himself because He Will Not Let Haurhi Win.

ok. ive gone on long enough. my last addition will be said by my kaoru both here:

[osaemu]

why did i JUST see the notif,, (i was busy scrolling through pinterest while listening to lovefool🙏)

GOOD TO HEAR UR COMFY 💞💞

I had religious classes today, also tommorow and then school after tommorow ☹️ so yea after this song i swear ill go sleep 🙏🙏🙏 (its 11 pm)

-💞 anon

yr probably asleep buy now but i hope u have a relaxin day tmrw even tho u have school !! thankfully im free tmrw sooo yea thats why im replying to this at 2 in the mornin 😮‍💨😮‍💨

[riwrite-a]

✧.   get to know the author !

name : mo

pronouns : she / him

preference of communication : either discord or tumblr ims! whichever is easier for my partner/s

most active muse ( s ) : toya :) my baby boy my everything. tho even tho most of my posts are abt him rn i do really miss writing some of my other muses so PLEASE never be afraid to ask for anyone i dont talk abt much!! i love all my kids

experience / how many years : ive been rping practically since i first had free reign on the internet, so since abt the late 2000s? on tumblr specifically ive been writing since 2014 ( almost a decade what the hell )

best experience : idk if i can really pin it down to one experience, but honestly i think the reason im still here is bc of my experiences in the under/tale rpc in 2015/16. which sounds wild bc of the reputation that it has but i still think fondly of all my old mtt dupes from back then bc a whole group of us were friends. it helps mitigate the dupe anxiety i get now, too. and secondarily i also think a lot abt my time in the lozrpc on twi’s solo blog a few years ago. i feel pretty divorced from the community now due to having a multi but despite the downs there were considerable ups and i still love a lot of the people i met there

rp pet peeves : " let me write you a reply using the worlds smallest icon “ girl i cant SEE IT. also over - formatting tends to be really hard for me to read, especially overuse of spaces. like sure i like to add extra spaces to emphasize punctuation but if it’s like 10 spaces between every word then it’s incredibly hard for me. thankfully i havent seen as much of either lately as i used to

plots or memes : i never know how to answer this question bc? both? memes are a great icebreaker and great for shorter explorations of a muse and their character or their relationship to the sender. but plotting is best for longer, more in-depth threads! that said i feel like i don’t plot enough ( i am so shy and reaching out to plot is very hard 👍 ) and i think i need to do it more

are you like your muse ( s ) : well i have too many muses to give this a yes or no answer but uh. toya? yeah i relate a lot to his general mindset and the optimism with which he sees the world, and i think it’s largely a coping mechanism for both of us. plus maybe its bc i was realizing im autistic shortly before i got into pr/sk but he was the first character i looked at and said ‘ oh hes autistic isnt he ’ so i also share that w him <3 as for other muses um. spins wheel. ghirahim? no lol

tagged by. @evintide thank u!! <3 tagging. im usually too nervous to tag people in these so lmao if u wanna do it feel free to say i tagged u!!

[seaweedbraens]

vani i just woke up and saw the update, and i'm so excited to read it!! before reading it tho, i wanted to thank you so much for sharing this story with us.

i first read wcwsthwas during one of the hardest times of my life and it brought me so much comfort and joy and it rlly helped me keep afloat. that period has (thankfully) ended, and wcwsthwas keeps being one my favourite stories. throughout these years it has continued to make me laugh, cry, scream, giggle, and to amaze me. with every reread i notice something more about this story and am more in awe of your writing.

so honestly and truly, thank you for sharing your art with us. and even though i only know you through here, i'm so proud of you! this is a massive project and work of writing, character construction, planning, storytelling, editing, (and much much more) throughout years!! anyway it's fucking amazing and i hope you are really proud of yourself.

(also reading your notes and commentary is awesome, i love to see your reasoning behind your storytelling decisions!)

i'm gonna go read wcwsthwas now!! i hope you have an amazing day with lots of rest and free time and all the best <3

friend!!! i remember seeing you right from the very start of this and every lil bit of encouragement you left me always gave me strength. im so sorry you went through something tough but so happy i could help in this lil way. this story is for YOU who has stuck with me through all the ups and downs and delays of this fic, i am so grateful i dont even know how to put it into words.

i was late getting to this but THANK YOUUUUU ily and i hope u enjoyed the ending <3