Hibm XP
I had a whole different design for him but I decided to restart (─.─||)
Lore stuff lol
Went to middle school w Julian, they were both going to enter a private school but Bon (idk if I want to keep the name :/) simply "forgot" to do it and Julian had a mental breakdown during the entrance exams and failed it miserably. They don't talk as often now that they are in different classes
A bit cranky and feels like he's above everyone else, constantly squinting bc he's supposed to wear glasses but doesn't bc "it doesn't match his aesthetic"
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Rating: Explicit
Archive Warning: Graphic Depictions Of Violence
Category: F/M
Fandoms: Alien vs Predator (2004) Aliens vs Predators Series - Various Authors Predator Original Series (1987-1990) Predators (2010) The Predator (2018) Predator
Relationships: Yautja oc/Female human oc, Yautja/Human, Original Male Yautja/Original Female Character
Summary: He grits his fangs, closing his eyes as the words hang thick in his throat. They remain there, clawing at his skin and refusing to leave. He's panting a bit, anxiety throbbing under his scales. Say it, he commands himself. Say it or take it to your grave and dishonor her.
Ghost takes a deep, slow breath, eyes still shut. He can't look at her as he says this. He can't see the shock and shame cross her features. Her eyes might even shine with disgust, the thought makes Ghost want to run away before she can discover his shame.
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so like is it even possible to start feeling happy and good again. to even be able to absorb dopamine correctly. am I stuck feeling numb and ashamed for the rest of my life
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I love it when I get a bunch of notifications and it's just one person binge liking my entire blog.
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1. it’s my 24th birthday today, so my goal of being published by the time i’m 25 is now a one year looming monster, but i never specified what kind of published and am currently looking in various literary magazines that are recommended for writers who have yet to be published, so i’m surprisingly confident that i can make it work? and tbh even if whatever i write isn’t officially published before my 25th birthday, if i have someone in the process of being published then i’ll be happy!! no matter what though, i’m gonna try to be proud of myself for at least giving it my best shot!!
2. i honestly love that my birthday is on the ides of march because the ides of march meme shitposting is only a thing on tumblr but it also being my birthday makes it easier to like. be excited about the ides of march outside of tumblr. like even in person i can be like “it’s my birthday! i’m an ides of march babe (:” and if someone is like oh what’s that? or if they say something along the lines of oh like julius caesar? i can be like yep!! and even if it’s a small thing outside of tumblr it brings me immense enjoyment and amusement being able to bring it up off of tumblr
3. transportation situation has been very rough since june 2023 when i totalled my car, my gap insurance are being assholes and i ended up putting my foot down on the phone with them yesterday which i’m pretty proud of because i am NOT a confrontational person (something i’ve been working on this past year, so seeing some improvement with my ability to hold my ground and not be a pushover yesterday was very cool!!) i was told i’d get a response from them by friday next week no matter what, and if i don’t then friday of next week i will continue to wreak havoc upon them. but my moms car which i’ve been using since my accident broke down yesterday, hopefully it’s fixable but my parents were saying it might be done for, so trying to think of how i’m gonna get to work next week is kind of stressing me out lmao, but for now i’m just gonna focus on enjoying my birthday the best i can because i don’t want to start off being 24 with an overwhelming anxiety for something that won’t be a potential issue until monday. plus i already messaged my boss today to let her know that i’m going to do everything i can to make it work out but just so she’s in the loop and knows of the potential of me not being able to make my morning shifts (one of my coworkers said she’s more than happy to give me a ride for our afternoon shifts which does help relieve some of the stress!) and i told her i’d let her know for sure sunday so that if necessary she can have time to figure out someone to fill in for me in the mornings!
overall: life is weird and i ended being 23 yesterday with a shitty situation but a positive outlook and i am going to enjoy my first day of being 24 no matter what because honestly i fucking earned it. happy friday everyone, i hope it’s a good day for you and me both!
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Shout out to my brain for randomly waking me at 4 something in the morning and refusing to let me sleep again. the sun is up. im not necessarily happy abt it rn lmao. Don't get me wrong, the sleep i got up until then was lovely, just. really wanted to continue it uninterrupted by my brain's bullshit 😭
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Made some progress on ITNL 15 editing during some downtime in my shift today. I think the writing juices are through for now, but I made progress, and now I am Even Closer to done...
Gonna try my best to finish writing first thing tomorrow so I can maybe be done with editing about midday. Best case scenario, I could have an update out within... 16 hours? Within 24 hours tho almost definitely.
Soon...
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auuauaaauuuuuhh I got blasted with brain shit at the tail end of july and swept away into some writing stuff for like two weeks Im so sorry to art fight attackers. I WILL be revenging all of the attacks I got tho! even tho it's not exactly that anymore bc I am doing it. outside of. the event. STILL
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