#im gonna scream

[stillfrownyclownlol]

Gonna throw up If I can't talk about them-

Bunch of Aiden analysis under the cut because he's just SO OBSESSED CODED AND NOBODY TALKS ABOUT IT 😭 (I will be very weird about it)

The way it's so doomed from the start. He's already so fascinated by her. It's in the little jump he does when she sits in front of him, like a secret they're both in on, like her sitting in front of him is some obscure way of her inviting him into a conversation.

Why is he like this (not positive but not negative either)

He has such a cocktail of personality traits and, most certainly, mental disorders, and his own history that makes it so, when he's in love, that it WILL blow up in his face.

The fact that he's been homeschooled for his entire life- he has no idea. HE DOESNT EVEN KNOW. He doesnt realize that its not normal. of course he doesn't :( His parents obviously leave him alone for long stretches of time and he doesn't seem to mind this. He hasn't had the chance to develop his social skills at all-

It's why he's so, let's be real, creepy. Ash makes it very clear she's not interested and he just keeps worming his way into her life. He plots so that she'll go on the field trip, he follows her around, he goes to her fucking house on the first day. LIKE, HELLO? RED FLAG?

He's having evil thoughts here I swear 💀

And already so quickly after meeting her he makes Ash his priority. He asks to sit next to her, he engages and makes an effort to talk to her. Tries to joke around with her. Gives her a nickname. Touches her. He's so touchy.

And defends her!!! When Tyler gets pissed at Ash, he honestly goes off on him even tho he KNOWS Ash can defend herself- and he's so...dark about it. There's a threat hidden behind his words. He's MAD here, right? Tell me I'm not crazy, please-

He also very clearly has violence on the forefront of his mind 💀 He's the first one to actively attack the phantoms; not to defend himself, not to defend somebody else (well, he pulls Ash out of the way), but for fun. And he's disappointed when they don't scream. He's sadistic, he likes causing pain, it's something he relishes in.

I mean look at how he smiles!!! None of the other kids have such an...active ENJOYMENT in fighting the phantoms, but for Aiden, it's almost like he finds relief in it, some way to vent out his frustrations. He's eager for a fight, for a thrill.

That's how Aiden sustains himself, he pretty much operates under "I'm here for a good time, not a long time." Everything he does gives him a boost of adrenaline, no matter the consequences. He got into a fight? Eh, who cares about all the bruises, at least it got his blood rushing. Broke a bone while doing parkour or smth? Whatever, the way his stomach dropped when he was falling as totally worth it.

It's a very dangerous mentality to live with, obviously. He's an adrenaline junkie. He's an addict. More than anything else, Aiden wants something that makes him feel alive.

And what makes you feel more alive than love?

Like not to minimise or anything but he's known her for like. 2-3 months- and he's already SO scared of losing her. Like I just don't think he would have had this type of reaction with anybody else besides Ben. He would have absolutely lost his shit if Ash 'died'.

He's a straight up love junkie. He's obsessive. Nothing beats the high love can give you. It overrules everything else. If Ash (or whoever he's interested in) feels bad because of smth, he's done with it.

He LIKED dying. He LIKED the adrenaline rush. But he won't do it again. Not because he had some realization that he didn't want to die, that he still wanted to live and do things, but because Ash was upset. Because this, this rush of care from her part, the way she was so scared of him dying that she was shaking, nothing could fill the hole in his heart better than that. And now that he has a taste for it, he won't let go easy. He will keep on living- if it means Ash will be by his side.

Which is a very dangerous position to put her in. Ash already feels responsible for her friends, and she doesn't even know that Aiden has "put" his life in her hands, not that it's her responsibility, because it isn't, but she will certainly feel responsible if Aiden does something FOR her.

Like He's so fucking obsessed and he doesn't even realize it- like look at how he sees her 😭 THE HEAVENLY GLOOOOOOW, LIKE SHES AN ANGEL AND HE THINKS SHE CAN SAVE HIM. BABY SHE CANT, YOU HAVE TO SAVE YOURSELF.

He could spiral so fucking bad. He could do some absolutely heinous things. Because he just doesn't know. He doesn't know how to love truly, yet. For him love really is that rush of adrenaline, the knife carving out his heart, he could be putty in her hands, or her executioner. This love that can be so obsessive, that he NEEDS it to function, like its water, like its the air he breathes. Its a compulsion, a fixation, a longing that burrows into your very soul. Ash doesn't even know what she's getting herself into-

Godddddd, it makes me so sick/ pos, it's SO FUCKING INTERESTINGGGGGG. I LOVE THEM SO MUCH.

I literally cannot function around this drawing 🫠

The. The hand. That way he's grabbing her. He's pulling her back. Towards HIM. like "this is mine. And I'm not sharing." And that little fucking look in his eyes, he just looks SO fucking pleased with himself. And Ash looks so...resigned. they're so doomed-coded, i love them so bad.

I don't know how I was supposed to NOT make a killer au, when he's just...like that around her.

Love is a wonderful thing. But love is also cruel, it is vicious, it is possessive and obsessive, and it will leave carnage in its wake.

Romantic love is an obsession. It possesses you. You lose your sense of self. You cannot stop thinking about another human being. -Helen Fisher

[mintypsii]

i really appreciate that the opla gave us something new because this dynamic is so funny to me im gonna cry. zoro is giving lego batman tbh and him and nami are serving CUNT

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average kirby lore discussion

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PS:

:)

[criston-cole]

[fortheloveofaussiegrit]

Mark Webber and Oscar Piastri during day 3 of testing in Bahrain (photo by XPB Images)

[hitmeupaep]

there actually everything to me

[nicksproutart]

HAPPY 9 YEARS ON EARTH PERI!!!!!

[tripthelightfandomtastic]

You're growing up, I watch you bloom. 🌱

[lover-of-mine]

I've been thinking about Eddie and the instinct to take care of people all day and it's such a core part of who he is that I kinda of want to cry. He was in the army but he chose to be a medic not a soldier, he made sure to pull someone's body out too while under active fire, when he came back home and missed the structure he chose to become a firefighter not a cop. He got shot and his first instinct was to ask if Buck was hurt. He locked the door.

[chrlvctius]

LEAH'S HAIRR??? HELLOO??? THIS WOMAN MAKES ME AKSHAJHSJAJSJAJA😩😩😩 i am omg

she's so fucking pretty I'm gonna cry

[kiekiecarrera]

JJ and Kiara in the Outer Banks Season 3 trailer

[wyyvernn]

HMMMmMMmmFFfFFffFhHhHH

[lukarion-ven]

more venlune! (venti x npc oc)

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only two artbooks left so i decided to post these now!

[priapussdick]

[blueinkscribe]

THE FIRST TO EVER LOOSE A LIFE, THE FIRST TO EVER SURVIVE

He was the first to ever loose a life in 3rd life to that creeper, and he's the first winner who didn't die at the end of the season. Grian jumped off the cliff Scott got hit by the command Pearl died to Scotts explosions Martyn ran out of time The first to die, the first to survive

[3v3ry0n3z-fav3-al13n-x3]

WELCOME BACK 2 ME RANTING ABOUT RANDOM STUFFZ!!

i posted dis comment on a scenecore playlist yt vid ( where half of the comments were calling it ''poser music'' and sumtimes straight up insulting the op ) and feel like i should post it here too

thank GAWD i dont see dis much of hatred against scenecore here on tumblr ( which is one of the biggest reasons i switched 2 it lulz ) but there seems to be a LOT of it on other social medias ( especially on youtube and tiktok ) and i just want 2 say:

if you get pissed over seeing ''scenecore'' on your screen, ur chronically online and u need 2 put the screen away for sum time. maybe even forever

ik ive ranted abt it alrdy b4 and it shouldnt even matter but thats the thing: it shouldnt even matter. yet these peeps still get inconvienced by it even tho there r much worse things going on 2 worry about

I cant believe its 2024 and i still see people call others ( mostly kids too ) ''posers'' or ''locals'' or just straight up insulting them over stuff like that.. :/