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#im just tired
ptvhellokitty0 · 1 year
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I sure put the eating in eating disorder
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cherrysnax · 6 months
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I hate asking but I can’t draw due to chronic pain and my gfs last job literally made them develop asthma and we are very desperate right now. we’ve been surviving off of my gfs last paycheck and my savings and making it stretch but we just can’t anymore
we are two black disabled lesbians in a household of 6. we don’t have many groceries and our main priority is my little brother, my cat and my grandma. my gf is trying to get a job but is currently facing employment discrimination and is getting ghosted and rejected constantly. atm I’m STILL waiting to speak to a doctor because my chronic pain is making it to where I can’t stand or hold anything heavier than a drawing without significant difficulty.
usually I would offer commissions but I’m in too much pain to draw, I’m sorry. I just wanna be able to get some groceries
my PayPal is here
my cashapp is https://cash.app/$silvertheestallion and my gfs is $Peachjammn
my Venmo is @cherryadventure2
thank you for reading
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moethh · 2 months
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*crumples him like a piece of paper*
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especiallyqhere · 2 months
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The world is scary and shitty, but Sonic will always tell you that you are loved, beautiful and cared for.
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rankkava · 12 days
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silly kokichi sketch
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sombrethoughts · 8 months
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Everything gets too much and I don't know where to turn. It feels like everything is spinning out of control. Would anyone care if I disappeared? Would it matter?
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angelpuns · 2 months
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Idk when Kid Leo update is coming ;-; I don't have a lot of energy after work since I'm not used to being on my feet all day, but I'm gonna try and get at least one update this week. Also I am writing a supplementary comic that features way more Raph since I feel like the next few parts are a bit rushed and I wanna think about Raph a bit more in detail.
Sorry for the delay <33
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darkleysgarden · 1 year
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POV: You are an Asmo fan watching as Mammon wins a popularity contest. His insufferable fan base has done it again. The fan base that harasses those who like other characters, namely Lucifer and Asmo, calling them abusive, racist, and more. The fan base that is extremely rude and ignorant. The fan base that constantly ignores canon in favor of their perfect little uwu boy. And now, as always, other characters will be constantly ignored, giving Mammon pointless, annoying screen time. And as an Asmo fan, you can't even play an Asmo Devilgram, something supposed to be centered around him, without Mammon showing up and stealing the spotlight. Fucking great.
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space-owl · 11 months
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German moodboard right now
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hockeyandpens · 5 months
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In case someone didn’t get it: The NHL very obviously rigged the draft lottery so Chicago would get Connor Bedard. Because they are very obviously trying to reignite the franchise after they couldn’t hide Kyle Beach’s sexual assault case any longer. They even went as far as cleaning house (notably: Kane and Toews) to make everyone forget any of it happened.
Now, in no way shape or form is this eighteen year old Connor Bedard’s fault, obviously. But I think it’s important to acknowledge that so far every single move has been calculated and there was no such thing as coincidence or luck playing any part here. The NHL just doesn't give a shit about anything that isn't profit. They have proofed time and time again that protecting their players is not a priority. Never as been, and if a lot of things don't change, it never will be.
After the news about Ottawa today the NHL’s actual priorities were, once again, very well established:
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janthewriter · 3 months
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I Am Tired
I am tired of feeling unloved.
I do not think anybody could ever love an unusual creature of perpetual habit like me. Only can they become intrigued with fascination of the unknown. Digging and prodding, only to yield no answers, fueling their anger until they move on to next best thing of existence, one that will gift them with the satisfaction they do hungrily desire.
I am tired of feeling this way.
My mind takes me to the dungeons of a Victorian castle in some frightful place unknown. Even the moonlight raises no hope against this stand of darkness within. I can never seem to escape the shackles. I must free myself. I must free my brain from it’s cranium. And then maybe I will finally be set free at last.
I am tired of the hollow emptiness.
It almost feels as if there is nobody else out here in this void of darkness. I call out, echoes of silence are my only answer in return. I turn mute. Only to match the peaceful, yet painful silence, that I am forever engulfed in.
I am tired of feeling trapped.
I wish I could free myself from this labyrinth, that I somehow found myself stumbling into. The birdcage in my chest that encloses a beautiful bluejay, feels punctured with every breath, being poked and prodded for amusement.
I am tired of breathing.
I breath, just for the oxygen to be sucked out of my lungs through the mouth of a lover, into the infinite space unknown. It is pointless, I shall take shallow breaths until my breathing diminishes altogether; this way it can never be stolen at the hands of a thief needy for more, again.
I am tired of seeing the good.
It becomes painfully hard to see the good, when I can only feel the bad. My eyes are the most diligent. They never fail at accomplishing to deceive me with enticements that are almost up for no refusal. I know better to believe the sweet lies that my eyes show me, telling me all is well. Almost nothing in this world is.
I am tired of fighting.
I am strong and indestructible, until I am not. I become so weak and fragile that with every step I take, my bones creak, revealing my hand of vulnerability. My armor has become too heavy, my arms to weak. Tears cascade down the calming silver onto the battle ground. Fighting has become pointless. It is not in my favor. But someone must win the battle. This war must end eventually.
I am tired of only being seen externally.
My body has nothing left to give. I have ripped every organ out with my bare hands, just to serve them on a silver platter to the greedy. I have given almost everything away, but no one has accepted my heart yet. Seek pity on me and just take what’s left of my heart and make it yours.
I am tired of this torturous day to day life.
A good day only seems to stare at me with wide eyes, extending it’s hand. I reach out in acceptance, thinking greatness is to be bestowed upon me, at last. I am deceived into receiving the small left over bread crumbs called inconvenience. I watch as the the latter is passed on to the next one in line awaiting the opportunity of delight.
I can’t do this much longer.
I am just really really tired.
~Jan
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ptvhellokitty0 · 8 months
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I want my doctor to be concerned when she sees me again
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aasthaa30 · 6 months
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The last time I took a man seriously I lost my will to live
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edithgenevieve · 4 months
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malls and shopping aren’t for me
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minggukieology · 1 year
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oh someone said jungkook was talking like he hadn't seen jimin in a long time(when jungkook said take care of jimin etc.). He said that the way he said the sentence and his attitudes were like that. is this true?
Hello, I would appreciate if you could refrain from sending me messages that are inspired by vicious individuals who only want to spread ill-intended narratives about Jimin and Jungkook. I am not here to entertain any of that.
As you could clearly see today, Jimin and Jungkook are doing fine, still as close and lovely as ever. As I've said before, if you are chronically online and desperately need proof for something that has been a constant for over 10 years, there is not much that can be said to you and I am honestly tired of debating something that shouldn't even warrant a discussion.
Jungkook reacted to Jimin's message about having to work, he wished him well and to be healthy while working hard and being busy.
+ (Once again) As I mentioned before Jimin and Jungkook intentionally create a "distance" between them by using high politeness as a way to joke and poke at each other in front of the audience (greeting each other politely as if mere co-workers meanwhile both of them are laughing and blushing- both are on the joke and find it funny)
(And even if: I wouldn't find it weird at all if they haven't seen each other for a few days as Jimin mentioned multiple times today he finishes his schedules late at night a lot of the days, does that automatically mean to you they hate each other now or what???)
Their exchange today was adorable, Jungkook didn't hesitate and invite Jimin over for chicken right away as if eating chicken and watching TV was a very normal occurance for them. Jimin was full on melting in the comments from Jungkook's cuteness and ended it with a full on aegyo message in Busan dialect, again showing familiarity and closeness with which they communicate.
There is nothing to misinterpret here, stop picking apart every little movement thinking you know them better from what you see on the screen as opposed to what they are living in real life.
The end.
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strzygon-x · 7 months
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I don't appreciate my brain being a little bitch like sir can u stop making me depressed? give me a break bro 😞
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