#im like fr excited to start it tho cause im.

[moreclaypigeons]

started hrt today<3

[readingwiththestars]

₊˚⊹♡ IF ONLY I HAD TOLD HER

["whatever our souls are made of hers and mine are the same"]

| ✮ 3.5 stars |

THOUGHTS ° ᡣ𐭩 . ° . [spoilers for ihhbwm + some spoliers for ioihth]

ok so lemme tell you i had the BIGGEST reading slump ever just as i started to read this. so this review may be a little choppy at some points because i've just pointblank forgotten some parts and don't wanna go back and re-read finny's pov just yet.

i was so on the fence about reading this because on one hand i really wanted to read finny's pov and on the other, complete and utter heartbreak.... yeah....... so anyway i read it.

when i tell you that this book had me ugly crying in the middle of the night. like seriously finny's pov?? fucking broke me. are you kidding me? the way he speaks about autumn? ugh when am i gonna find a guy like finny fr? but seriously this book had me on a rollercoaster of emotions just from the heartbreak knowing whats already gonna happen to finny as he describes how happy he is and how he can't believe autumn loves him back, to the smile i had on my face reading about 'the moms' bickering over baby stuff for autumn.

i will say this now i did expect a little more (hence the rating). i wanted idk more closure at the end there. idk rlly know how to describe it better since its 10 o'clock at night and ive had zero sleep for the past four nights in a row. but yeah i wanted something more. (bitch u wanted finny to be alive)

CHARACTERS ° ᡣ𐭩 . ° .

finny -

*sobbing noises* i could go on a damn rant abt this boy. holy shit. he's just perfect. if i see one person ONE PERSON coming after him istg- he was such a caring sweet person like the pencil??? and always going to the sketchy gas station (i nearly called it a servo then lmao) to get the candy autumn likes?? and always making sure people were safe when he drives?? *cough* apparently not you though sylvie *cough* just ahhh laura when i get you. cause like why'd you have to make him get out of the car, hmmm? lets just compromise and you give me an alternate universe where finny misses the puddle or better yet where sylvie kept her damn seatbelt on.

jack -

tbh i wasn't all that excited to read about jack. (also to be fair i was still sobbing from finny's pov so that probably didn't help) like i seriously just thought it'd be some jock trying to process finny's death by hooking up with alexis (who by the way can go jump up her own ass and die) but we got the whole other side of him where he was genuinely affected by finny's death and really was his best friend. but the way he didn't like autumn way just- yeah. also i saw him and sylvie coming from a mile away like seriously it wasn't very subtle.

autumn -

*sobbing noises increase* autumn my baby girl. i just wanted to jump through the pages and give her a hug. seriously i feel robbed that we didn't get to see a happy autumn. angie and her's friend ship was so precious tho. and i love love LOVE that they bonded over being moms/soon-to-be-moms. im also just gonna say the way we didn't see an ounce of jamie or sasha this entire book made me so happy! i also lowkey wanted to see more of when she was an actual mom? like what would she name the baby? i wanted to see domestic autumn a little more. but i still love her so much and it was so lovely to see her heal <3

QUOTES ° ᡣ𐭩 . ° . [spoilers]

"my love for her is the closest thing i have to religion. but it's okay that she doesn't feel the same. i'm fine. i can handle it" - finny

"my devotion to autumn is engraved on my very being. i am in awe of her. i will sit in the stands and cheer her on in life as her most ardent admirer. i know i'll always love her in the same way i know i'll always need oxygen" - finny

"it's all done. finn's story is over. his whole life. that was it. not even nineteen years, and he'll never, ever do anything else ever again. finn won't go off to college or celebrate his birthday. he won't get another hair cut or get the oiled changed in his car. he won't bite a hangnail on his thumb or buy another CD. finn smith has done everything he will ever do. he won't get to be with autumn." - jack

“this baby isn't what's left over from our love story. this baby is our story's continuation.” - autumn

"if only i'd told her that i loved her years ago, i wouldn't be here now." - finny

all in all laura you can pay for my therapy mkay?

[transingsomeformers]

something thats been eating at my mind to write/draw but if my boy hotrod/rodimus guest appeared in rescue bots this is whats been swimming around in my brain a while rambles down below

he wouldnt be like the main main focus hed be a guest star ofc

a new bot shows up on the island in vehicle form at first, but thats not really subtle cause hes a racecar and everybody is like "whats a racecar doing by this lake?" one that nobody super recognizes at first glance except fr salvage and blurr.

and blurr starts getting ecstatic when the bot transforms and its hot rod! (studio applause) and while blurr is going a lil nuts with excitement salvage fills them in that hes an old racer from velocitron and blurr is all like

"dude, hes not just 'an old racer' hes one of the greatest racers velocitron has ever seen!!!" and he starts infodumping abt him and in the back of his mind heatwave is like "greaaat another bot who doesnt think before he acts we gotta deal with" so they all go and approach him to find out what hes doing there

and blurr is really excited cause he thinks hot rod is so freaking cool and they can race and he can show hot rod his moves but hes not there on any kind of autobot business or even for racing much to everyones surprise.

hes only there to go fishing.

hes on vacation and been really excited for his fishing trip that hes been planning especially on a bot friendly island and by god hes looking to catch himself a real prize to brag about to the boys back home.

chief burns perks up at this, and its about time for the burn's annual fishing trip so they kinda end up combining the two trips. hot rods down for any good spots, and the others (mainly heatwave) wanna keep an eye on him

so the next day they all get ready and they go on the burn's trip first and are out to sea.

Salvage wants to try out something hes been working on around their spot and he stays on shore

Blurr is disappointed that hotrod isnt there to race but hes not passing up an opportunity to hang out with hot rod so he offers to go out with them on the water even tho he couldnt care less about fish. and maybe he can talk him into a small match later. Salvage kinda warns him not to get his hopes up, and that maybe he should take time to talk about other things with him. (blurr kind of blows him off tho which ruuuuuude!!! be nice!!!)

They get out on the water and everyone else is rlly casual and hit it off with hotrod p well. the burns family exchange stories with him, he talks about the states hes visited with some friends of his on earth. and ofc the conversation circles back around to the different fish hes caught chase questions if he has the proper liscenses for that. to which hotrod pulls up copies of some fr the different states he been in (all of them have the last name witwicky on them ;) ) all in all everyone is having a good time

everyone but blurr. he was hoping that maybe he could get some tips on racing, or anything to do with racing at all while theyre out there but hot rod's just really passionate about this trout he caught out in oregon and its driving him nuts. he ends up moping about it and just goes back to shore with blades cause he forgot his little hat and its just not the same without it.

They get back to the shore and salvage asks how its going and blades is like "Oh its great! turns out he speaks a bit of pirate too!" and stuff and blurr is sarchastically like "yeah its greaaaat" and they both kinda give him a look.

salvage is like "i take it hes not quite what you thought hed be like huh" and blurr is just "HE ONLY CARES ABOUT FISH. im never gonna be friends with him at this rate, hotrod is nothing like i thought he would be. im just gonna go back to hq"

and blades nd salvage just kind of look at each other and blades blades laughs a lil bit and blurrs a little peeved hes laughing but then they all get to talking a bit cause this reminds blades of when he was first getting to know bumblebee after their first meeting and he tells blurr a bit about it cause it was a bit awkward fr a while

blades had some ideas fr how exactly it was gonna be with bee and bee while he was enjoying hanging out just kinda asked him

"Do you want to be friends with me, or just the idea of me?"

and it made him stop and reevaluate things a little. ultimatley fr the better cause that kinda helped blades to take bee off the pedestal he had him on and just start really connecting with him just as he was.

and blades asks blurr if he was actually looking to be friends with hotrod or just the idea of how theyd be in his head and blurr kinda sits on that fr a bit without really saying anything

and salvage talks abt the time he and blurr first met a long lonnnng time ago and that the first impressions they had of each other weren't the best admittently and that salvage thought he really didnt have much in common with blurr but one day after they got to talking and racing came up in the convo and salvage saw a lot of the passion he had about it and it reminded him about a lot of his own passion for creating/inventing, he tells him that maybe you just need to give it some time and ask him about his other interests as well. really engage with him on it.

blades finally remembers he was there to grab his hat so he does and hes about to head back to the boat and blurrs like "wait, let me come back with you" and he gives it another chance

and it ends up working out. he asks him some more about his previous travels and they all start fishing again and the competitiveness rlly comes out in hotrod cause hes determined to catch the most and the biggest fish out of everyone on the trip now and blurrs trying to beat him and shenannigeans and hijinks ensue but they end up really connecting after that.

soon they get back to shore and everyone goes back to hq and theyre having fun and chatting late into the night hot rod decides he wants to take a quick ride around the island and he gets the ok and he asks blurr if he wants to join him!!!

blurrs really excited cause this is what he orignally wanted and was waiting for...but...

he turns him down, theyre hanging out again tommorrow anyway gotta make sure hes ready and all that and htos rods like "cant argue with that see ya tommorrow" and heads out

blurr goes down to where salvage is and just kinda watches as hes working on his projects and blurrs like "so uh... that thing you were workin on today... I didnt get the chance to see it in action..." and salvage glances over at him fr a second and then he smiles and they get to really chatting and talking abt it

and the first moral of this story is don't put people on a pedestal, take time to get to know them for who they are

but the second and most important moral is that there should be rodimus fishing memes

thats all i got rn

and reading this back this feels more like a bad my little pony plotline but yknow what that is ok.

friendship IS magic and the fish ARE biting

[xoxitgirl]

⊹₊ ⋆ seasons results! ⊹ ࣪ ˖

⟡ part one ⟡

so usually I try to write it down from the day i start and document the results from then but I literally forgot lmaoo so heres it broken down into every couple days/every week! ima keep this method tho ngl because its so useful but this is probably gonna be a long post bc i wanna be as raw as possible w ya’ll.

season one: jdnavsthewrld ⋆𐙚 ₊ ˚ ⊹ ♡

overview

so first and foremost—my season is going to be filled with all of my designs blowing up, making hundreds of dollars a week, improving my relationship with my boyfriend, and getting a new charger. I wrote out everything in detail so that way it was easier for me to understand exactly what I want like shipping out orders and stuff in my new car, taking a trip to NY, collaborating with some designers that I really like + meeting some designers as well, having hella photo shoots, etc! so it starts off with me getting a new car, it’s easier for me to process all of my orders and get yarn/make clothing just because I have a more efficient car.

dec 3-10

this week was full of me reminding myself im living in my season and my whole idea is about my buisness blowing up and a new carr so ngl its already blown up a little cause someone posted my skirt but it slowed down and now its picking back up. one thing that I’m trying to remember is that I’m not going to know how good it is to have a lot of sales unless I know what it’s like to have lower sales like understanding the duality of owning a business that not every single day you’re going to have the most ideal amount of sales, but that time to be creative and breathe will definitely lead you to that outcome in the long run. I made 4 sales this week so its definitely making me feel a little like imposter syndrome like this cant be happening blah blah blah but I quickly redirected my thoughts to, “what happens in my season? my business was meant to blow up, this is what I’m meant to be doing.”

dec 11-18

okay I made 6 more sales, when I started I had 25 now I’m at 35 so I feel hella confident because I’m constantly falling asleep doing SATS. I can literally feel all the excitement and anxiety and nerves that come with an abundance of success. I sold my biggest custom order to a new client, this two piece set and a fur skirt so I’m like damn. its only bigger and better from here. another thing I added was me and my boyfriend are getting better and connecting more and I feel like our relationship is definitely growing in a healthier way. I made around $300 this week from my pieces so I cant even be upset if I wanted to (,:

dec 19-25

so okay new updateee I sold another 3 item set so I made another $100 this week, mind you im writing this the 21st so the week’s not even over yet, and I feel hella confident in my season. I finally finished drafting everything thats happening. im also having a lot of fun maintaining that it’s already mine. I literally spend so much time vaunting. I was meant to be a designer. of course I have sales, im that bitch. people loovee my clothes cause who else is doing it like me? literally nobodyy. this is what gets me to feel more confident too, if you’re not reassuring yourself who is yk? and my relationship is sooo goodd 🥺 like its been so peaceful and my bf has been surprising me with pinterest dates and shit like what is my lifee!!

ima come back and update after my moms bday, I always have a routine for the new year which is expelling all old energy. like cleaning my room, donating clothes, i also sage everything, make new sigils, wash my hair and alll my clothes so yeah lol i have a feeling the new energy will be beautiful.

dec 26-jan 2

okay I’ve been learning how to sew and I’ve been getting really really good at it. like making my own pieces by myself—before I used to have my mom help me, but now I actually know how to sew fr. I wanna show y’all so ill insert some things ive made/been making. ngl tho I think ima give it like a week or so more to really saturate my mind because I been listening to this sub by slade and its really been helping but I gotta focus on consistency! so thats really what im focusing on through the 15th so more updates around then!! my goal is to have more posts and get ready for a mini photoshoot.

jan 3-jan 12

jan 4th.. coming up with designs that are exactly what I envision/things that ive never seen knit or done in this style. made my collab post but skeptical about when I should make my collab collection so well see but I feel like the things im making rn are multimillion dollar designs like I can feel it in my core. also about to clean my car out soon to trade my car in for the charger of my dreams, apparently my parents were looking for chargers for monthsss and didn’t tell me cause they wanted to surprise me.. for reference y’all I literally have a charger sub i made 5 months ago and was so in my head about it but now i feel like my mind is fully saturated. every time I drive, it feels like im already in a new car, I imagine it in the driveway. I already have it in the 4d so its beyond mine in the 3d.

jan 7.. omg so update, I literally cleaned my car out today and I’m trading it in on friday like what the fuck is my lifee I knew it would happen but this was the first time where I realy put my foot down and envisioned myself driving the car literally everywhere. I race ppl like im in a charger already lmaoo the planes were bound to align sooner or later!! ill insert how it looks when it gets here yall we might have to order it but this is the first step in my journey—I get my charger, my design acc blows up, and so forth. (;

okay hi guys I made 2 sales recently and I just got my charger, everything literally feels like it’s falling into place and it’s kind of surreal. I think I’m gonna make a part two for my results because this post is getting helllla long but I GOT A 2023 CHARGER STX and tbh I wanted an R/T but the only one I could get was 2015 so im just hella happy I got a brand new car and it looks EXACTLY HOW I WANT—black rims, spoiler, it looks so mean!!! ugh im in love. peep my noface air freshener from my last car (,: and it only has 10 miles yall… I love using seasons so much

next post coming by valentines day! 💋

itgirl ⊹ ࣪ ˖

[raeygina-george]

@gxlexii @knightzp i finished link click season 1! i wrote down some ramblings as i watched the show:

(link click s1 spoilers ahead!!!!)

-it's really interesting! ive never seen or read anything with a similar premise so yeah i wanna know a lot more!

-THE BASKETBALL EPISODES????? MY HEAD IS IN MY HANDS OH MY GOD. WHEN IT WAS REVEALED THAT THEY'RE ALL JUST GONNA DIE ANYWAYS??? WHEN CHENG XIAOSHI TRIED TO SAVE THEM NO MATTER WHAT??? had me on the floor fr. it reminded me a lot of the movie "your name"! i have to rewatch it someday asgksjdk but it's good

-THE DOU DOU EPISODES????? IM SOBBING IM CRYING REAL TEARS. it was so nice to see cheng xiaoshi finally be able to save someone after what happened in the earthquake 😭😭😭 AND HOW WHEN HE WAS FINALLY REUNITED WITH HIS PARENTS THEY REENACTED AN OLD, BELOVED MOMENT????? this show is so good omg

-when the police officer handed the photos he wanted investigated i was like "it's gonna be emma it's gonna be emma" AND IT WAS EMMA. im really excited for the Emma case bc i love it when shows have recurring characters and old details become important plot points

-i really like how the ending theme starts with a phone ringing. like it always adds to the tension of the end of the episode so well! i also just like the ending theme it's good askfjsk

-oh boy the. im on the episodes with the blond guy in the mask. idek what to say about it but im enjoying myself

-IM NO LONGER ENJOYING MYSELF WHAT THE FUCK

-LU GUANG????? JUST DIED????? HELLO??????

-WAIT THAT WAS IT??? i gotta watch season 2 now omg

-it does make sense for there to be someone with the ability to possess bodies tho! cause if cheng xiaoshi has a similar ability (of possessing bodies through a photo), of course there'd be others like him

end review: this show is awesome and im going to go eat rocks

[kyuala]

treasure as friends with benefits pt 2

no smut here! this is a kisses-only type of fwb. legal line version here.

doyoung

promises he'll keep it on the down low..... brags about it to rest of the members literally like 40 minutes later

genuinely enjoys taking you places and doing things with you other than kissing and cuddling

not as easy to catch feelings as you'd think, i believe

if he does catch feelings tho be prepared for some big romantic display like a doyoung dressed to the nines standing outside your door, holding a giant bouquet of red roses and reciting his heartfelt love confession he rehearsed 30+ times in the mirror

cue you being like "omg yes!!!!!" and doyoung being like "great 😍 now what 😀"

haruto

seems like he was born for this, i mean ruto is really discreet and just really loves all the sneaking around his members and management to go meet with you

catches feelings way faster than he'd like to admit tho, and at the most random times too, and then doesn't want or know how to deal with them

so like one day ur just chilling and you make a little snorting noise while laughing and boom. ruto just falls in love right then and there and then he ghosts you for two weeks

can't stop thinking about you tho so when he does eventually hit u back he tries to tell you he's in love with you without telling you he's in love with you and it's the cutest, most clumsiest thing ever

will be forever thankful if you just guess it and save him the embarrassment but also will fall that much more in love with you if you give him shit for it

jeongwoo

my God he was not born for this. just too jealous for this shit tbh

is super excited about it and thinks all that sneaky stuff is super attractive but then two weeks in he's like give me committed relationship or give me death.

doesn't even think about sitting down and having an actual conversation with you he thinks the best route is to just start acting like you're dating and hope for the best, i guess

either drops (not so subtle) hints into every single conversation you ever have (like fr "omg im so hungry" "nah see if i was your boyfriend i'd buy u food rn.. too bad im not tho :/") or just deadass starts introducing himself to people as your boyfriend

literally sighs in relief if u think it's cute and just let him keep doing his thing

junghwan

probably more confident than you'd think. he keeps his panic level to a minimum 'cause, i mean, ur already friends right? his biggest concern probably isn't even either of you catching feelings, but ruining your friendship

not the biggest fan of the whole sneaking around thing, his friends will know about y'all at the very least (bc he keeps dragging you to the dorms)

ideal date.... probably playing some games, smooching you a little bit, getting flustered abt it and then going back to playing games. rinse and repeat.

i don't think he would catch feelings v easily tbh but if he did he'd be very shy about it and worry about losing you as friend before working up the courage to talk to you

if you did and he didn't he would be the most understanding angel on earth, assuring you that things will never be awkward between you two :(

main masterlist | treasure masterlist

[slytherinshua]

BRO ZANS LET ME TELL YOUUU LIFE HAS VEEN SO BUSY 😞😞😞

before I do so though I LOVE YKU TOO so much UGH 😖 and I am back the drought is over ‼️ (for now)

I got my important result two days ago, on the 13th AND IT WAS GREAT RAAAAAHH 🦅🦅🦅 (wooo 🥳) but then ON THE SAME DAY I was faced with a hellish fever and it was like 101 °F and I had it on the 14th as well and so I was like that 💔and we couldn't go out anywhere either. And today (15th) was my first day of the new school year 💔💔💔💔 so I went and I'm sooo tired now I've been up since 5:30 am and it's almost 10:30 pm. SCHOOL WAS SO TIRING (always 😞) BUT UT WASN'T BAD. Tomorrow is another day 😔 I have an assignment to complete over the weekend, and I have to study other stuff too because I WILL be an academic weapon 💪 (pls 🙏)

IT'S ALSO SO HOT I HATE SUMMER WHEN WILL IT ENDDD 🗣️🗣️

anywho it's been a jolly busy few days, and unfortunately it only gets busier from here 🙁

ALSO ME WHEN BONEDO COMEBACK SOOOOOON 🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥 THE VIBE IS SO IMMACULATE THEY'RE GOING TO EAT IT UPPP ROCKSTAR TAESAN IS SO REALLL they're literally doing this for me as an early birthday gift ‼️

anyway, I hope you've been taking good care of yourself 🌷🌷🌷 what's been uppp did your paternal family come? I hope it isn't too hectic and stuff :( gonna head to sleep now, but you have a GREAT DAY 🫵🤍 LY

-🪿

AWWW GOOSE :((( UGH ILY I WAS WORRIED THAT SMTH HAPPENED AND SUSPECTED U WERE SICK CAUSE U WERENT AROUND <//3 are you feeling better now tho?? ALSO YAY WE LOVE A GOOD RESULT IM SO PROUD!!!!

omg new school year.... ew.... im scared to start mine but also optimistic at the same time (hopefully it doesn't go downhill) GOOSE OUR ACADEMIC WEAPON FR!!!!!!

YES OMG IM SO EXCITEDDD ‼️‼️‼️ lets ignore the fact that when i first saw the title i thought it said "woo" and not 19.99 IT WAS THE FONT OKAY THE FONT WAS CONFUSING SKDJFKS LMAO

i have dw 🥹 and my family will be coming tomorrow night !!!! i'm so excited :(( i hope you sleep love <333 i'll have a good day of cleaning the house for guests lmao 🦅🦅🦅

[loveisanimaginarydagger3000]

another anon competing for my girl's attention? this is unacceptable i didn't know we were allowed to send detailed date ideas

firstly, i'm heavy on diy gifts so rest assured you're getting a lego bouquet set and we're making it together. i'm a masc on the outside but on the inside i'm a softie (shh don't tell anyone) so i can be a little shy at times but i'd like to hold your hand if that's alright. we'd go get coffee and rant about our fav fictional characters for HOURS. then to a bookstore where we'd browse and look at books we've read and tell each other everything about them and i'd just look at you and how beautiful you are.

then we'd go to the beach to watch the sunset and i'd hold your shoes so they don't get sand in them and we'd take tons of pictures of course. the golden hour would make you look like an angel and i'd kiss your cheek because you'd be too busy laughing for me to kiss you properly (i've been told i'm funny so you'd never have a dull moment). i'd take you home then and even though you'd be disappointed that i didn't kiss you it'd make you even more excited for the second date and you'd go to bed thinking about me with the lego flowers on your bedside table.

i'd text you goodnight and say how much fun i had and then we'd set up the second date already. i'd mix in my subtle shyness with my effortless flirtiness and you'd be wishing i was with you and your hand would miss the warmth of mine and you'd dream about me.

yours,

og anon <3

Ok but this actually made me blush and is adorable omg😭🥹

If it involves lego i’m immediately sold. I love it so much😭 I really wanted to get that lego avengers tower or the cap shield but lego is crazy expensive 😔

Plsss i’d say im a masc too but im just so ridiculously awkward that im soft 😭

Ugh i could fr talk about wanda and nat for hours😩 There’s a reason i have so many fic ideas😭

Sunsets at beaches are amazing🫠 U gotta plan it well tho cause u should know how unpredictable english weather is😭😭 I was at the beach today and it was sunny then it suddenly started to chuck it down😔

This was such a sweet idea 🥹 thanks og anon <3

[mymegumi]

omg ur holiday event sounds soo cute hehe if there’s still space for match ups i would love to join 🥹🥹 u already know me by dooby hehe rn im in a jjk phase and obviously a choso kisser BUT im excited to see who else u think is good for me 🫣 gender doesn’t rlly matter to me but pref male hehe

what I love abt the holidays is spending time with friends and decorating the space!! I love hosting holiday parities and having the excuse to sing holiday songs with everyone :))

my likes/interests are generally — going on long walks with no destination in mind, cafe hopping, and going to sporting events/concerts!!

thank you for setting up this event and I can’t wait to see who you have in mind for me hehe 💗💗

hi miss dooby! thank u for joining my event ෆ im so glad you’re here and megumi n i are wishing u a merry christmas :) for your matchup, i match you with:

GOJO SATORU !

gojo loves taking you to concerts and even if it’s for an artist he doesn’t really know or like, he’ll absolutely sit through anything for you! he’d sit thru the worst metal concert ever and even learn a few songs ‘cause he loves you so much. he is more than likely to just take you on a long walk in the city somewhere on a lunch break or just any sort of free time and enjoys trying a random hole in the wall restaurant with you. sometimes they’re an absolute gem, and sometimes he has to order sushi or pizza just to erase the taste on his tongue. they can’t all be winners. he just enjoys trying new foods, experiencing new things and being with you as much as he can. he’s also vvv prone to randomly giving you a coffee as the day progresses and he knows you have things to do, or forcing you to sit in a cafe and do work/write and is perfectly content to just sit and watch you. his spontaneous nature, while seemingly just for fun, is just a way he likes to keep things interesting for you and is due to always wanting to see your face as it lights up with joy at other good shared experience.

RUNNER UPS: ⠀ ෆ nanami kento ⠀ ⠀ ⤿ would def be the one quiet dude just sitting down ⠀ ⠀ ⠀ at the concert/sport game trying to vibe while ⠀ ⠀ ⠀ everyone else is on their feet T.T ⠀ ෆ itadori yuuji ⠀ ⠀ ⤿ absolutely chimes in to every song you sing with ⠀ ⠀ ⠀ perfect harmony

⠀ this is what u’ve been waiting for tho fr ෆ enjoy dooby n i’m wishing u a merry merry xmas!!!

“are you sure i can’t just put this one there?” gojo asks, hands holding onto an ornament’s hook with his pointer finger and thumb, trying to put it on a spot on the tree that he thinks is perfectly fine. then again, you’re the tree decorator and he should’ve known that no, he can’t just put that one there.

putting the table cloth down on the table, you sigh, coming up to press your forehead to his shoulder and shaking your head. “no, satoru, because this is the main display tree, and if we have two ornaments of the same color next to each other, it clashes too much!”

“i mean, it’s only geto and shoko coming over,” he lets you pluck the ornament from his hands, “i’m not sure we need to worry about that stuff.”

“okay, they might not worry.” you start, putting it in a spot that gojo might not have even thought to put it. “i, however, would stare at it all night. i just want tonight to go well.”

“it’ll be so much fun, my love.” he reassures, kissing the side of your head gently. you might be a bit crazy when it comes to christmas decorations, but he loves you nonetheless. you were his favorite christmas present ever.

[nerves-nebula]

why did your parents homeschool you when they didn't seem to have an interest in teaching you?

Sorry but this ask has me in hysterics cause like,,, I DUNNO, ANON WHY DID THEY????

Ok but fr, from what I can tell it was a mixture of not trusting public education, wanting direct control over what we learned, being bad at teaching kids, and then just kind of getting too busy and giving up. Like our mom did teach us how to read, right? But she kinda got … i dunno, bored?? tired?? Near the end?? So my youngest sister really got screwed in that department and needed tutoring.

I have a lot of memories though where we’d go somewhere like my brothers baseball game and she’d pull out different work books for each of us while starting on a reading lesson with another one of us. So, like, she DID try. I have way too many painful memories of frustrating homework to say that she didn’t try to teach us anything hah. she just didnt teach us very thoroughly, especially about things she assumed we'd just pick up eventually (like time, dates, and months)

Also, my dad is a philosophy professor with multiple degrees who heavily values the education of his children. But I don’t think he’s good at teaching kids, and he didn’t even live with us most of the time. So while he supported the whole thing and would administer science tests (AKA have me read a science text book and then take a test on the chapters I read) he wasn't super involved, from what I can recall.

Wanna know the funniest part tho? Home schooled kids tend to test higher than publicly educated kids. And despite the gaps in our general knowledge and downright educational neglect at times, that’s still the case for me & my siblings.

My brother got insane math scores, I’m talking better than 90% of his peers. And I always scored particularly high in English. my worst subject was math but i never failed anything. i had a breakdown when i got a B in my first ever semester of high school, because to me that was basically failing since my mom said it isn't that hard to get A's :/

my oldest sister has a theory that we're all autistic because we all kinda act like it, haha. which might explain why we didnt realize, cause if all of our siblings are autistic then its just normal to us.

but ALSO: we all have at least one thing we're insanely good at. my oldest brother was fantastic at math (before he self sabotaged but idc about him so whatever). my oldest sister is a wonderful writer and has a fantastic rate of success when she sends out her writing to be published, my other older sister is incredibly smart with math & science and is trying to become a doctor (she also makes all her own clothing and is really good at crafting). i got accepted to every art college i applied to, with scholarships & everything. my younger brother is one of the top football recruits of his year in our entire state. and my littlest sisters skill set is harder to describe, but the gist of it is that she's really good at manipulating people and lying. not sure where she's going with that but she's probably gotten hundreds of dollars of free stuff from people and she enjoys acting. excited to see where she goes cause i genuinely think she could do anything she wants to haha.

ok but now im just ranting about how cool my siblings are. THE POINT IS THIS- as much as I was neglected educationally, I think my parents accidentally did something right: I think they accidentally unschooled us, because our education was NOT as strict as some of the other home schooled kids I met.

my theory is that the neglect/accidental un-schooling kind of led to gaps in knowledge around things i didn't NEED to know to live day to day life (I didn't NEED to know the months or days until I went to public school. before that, I'd just ask mom what day it was, or else just go along with whatever she said we were doing that day)

BUT on the flip side! It also led to me and my siblings basically developing highly practiced skill sets based on our personal interests. and also kept our desire to learn relatively in tact, compared to kids who had the curiosity to learn beaten out of them in middle school with mind numbing homework hahafsdfadf.

OK SO I've clearly gotten away from your original question, anon, apologies but this sparked something in me and i HAD to ramble about my theories.

[ambersky0319]

Fr tho Im excited for the update to finally come out

bit im also major worried

cause classes. work. internship. and around then is when im gonna start trying to move out/start getting that arranged

my life will be so busy idek if ill be able to play until like. late december 😭

[chardonnay-z]

4TOWN Christmas Headcanons!

i scrapped the fic i was writing so as an apology have my hcs! a lot of these are based of my little sister (who i despise /affectionate)

Robaire - Definitely blasts every Christmas song he can think of. He celebrates rather early (like…end of October early…). Believe it or not, but he HATES hot chocolate. It’s just…not his thing. When it comes to decorating, this man don’t play! He WILL wake everyone up the second he opens his eyes on Christmas Day. He helps T. with making Christmas dinner because he’d feel bad if T. was cooking all alone. Spoils everyone with EXPENSIVE gifts (Gucci, Chanel, YSL…you name it he bought it).

Jesse - He despises Mariah Carey’s ‘All I Want For Christmas’ (Blame Robaire and T.). He prefers to start celebrating after Thanksgiving. He will only drink hot chocolate if it has marshmallows in it (just like me fr). He likes to make his own decorations with his kids because he knows they love to see him put it all up. Gets awoken every Christmas at like 2 am because his kids are too excited to sleep long. He isn’t allowed to cook on Christmas (not after the incident of ‘99…). He will get his kids and the members everything they put on their christmas lists, no matter how expensive, unless it’s a pony or another very large animal…

Tae Young - He hits every note in every Christmas song he sings. He, much like Robaire, prefers celebrating VERY early on. He LOVES hot chocolate, especially if it’s homemade. He sometimes wraps Z. up in tinsel because he thinks it’s funny, given Z’s height. He also likes to sit on the other members shoulders so he can hang up decorations he normally can’t reach. He prefers to sleep in on Christmas because ‘beauty sleep is the best gift out there’. He likes to help out on Christmas dinner by baking a lot of sweet treats! He gets gifts that reminds him of people, the other members cry when he tells them how he got their gifts.

Aaron T. - As soon as December hits, he’s pulling out his karaoke machine to blast Mariah Carey’s ‘All I Want For Christmas’. He likes to celebrate when it’s the 1st of December cause it just makes more sense to him. He can and will throw any type of decoration anywhere until the entire place is just covered in Christmas decorations. His hot chocolate is very very extra and sweet! It’s a family recipe! He’s the designated chef in the house, so he goes ALL out when it comes to cooking for his friends and family. When it comes to gift giving, he gets them gifts that he made himself, whether it’s legos or a silly card he made, it will always be from the heart.

Aaron Z. - He likes Christmas a lot! Unlike the other members tho, he won’t blast it all day. He starts celebrating like a day before Christmas cause he accidentally procrastinated… As stated before, he will get wrapped in tinsel a long with other decorations. He drinks any type of hot chocolate (except for the ones where you need water, yuck). He’s not the best cook so he usually strays away from the kitchen. He still likes to help out though! He’d rather give people more sentimental gives rather than something expensive.

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im rlly sorry for scrapping the christmas fic :( i didnt like any of the concepts i was coming up with. but anyways, merry christmas and happy holidays! <;33

[marzbar20]

haii :3 i have no idea how to work tumblr so i'm very excited

this is my lil intro thing since i've never made an actual post on here before. i only really reblog stuff 😭 (please interact i need more friends)

my name is marz, but on here im mostly using my other names so call me jeff or tord and. i use it/he, (preference for it) and i'm veryyy much taken. i have a lovely partner who i hope never finds my tumblr but if he does then it's fine probably 😭 i'm also pansexual and homoromantic. (if you're confused it basically means i fuck all genders and date non-women).

umm... so like i very emo. i like genuinely almost every genre, including minimal country. i can rock with whatever!! but currently my hyperfixation songs are Daylily by Movements and Crucified / Witch Image by Ghost. i dress in mostly black jeans and band/rick and morty tees and my partners hoodies. i have the 2008 emo sideswept hair. i luv makeup tbh

i'm a stoner hehe i smoke to help with my issues. helps me genuinely function and deal with my misdirected anger so it keeps me a better person. not a nicotine guy tho. i luv my weed and just my weed fr.

i'm auDHD as well as having several mental illnesses. but mostly my symptoms reflect my BPD, PTSD and Autism the most. i have symptoms of illnesses caused by my bpd and autism- for example OCD and depression/anxiety/panic.

i don't have very many PTSD triggers if any.

now the fun part!! if you were wondering what flavor of autism i have, i like to write fanfic :3 i draw sometimes but i'm not as good at that so i stick mostly to writing. honestly if i figure out how to work tumblr better i will start taking requests related to my hyperfixatioms teehehe..

some of my special interests :

- Psychology (i'll pick your brain apart :3)

- Creepypasta

- FNAF (big favorite)

- My Hero Academia (specifically Bakugo)

- Homestuck

- Band :3 (band kid..)

- Melanie Martinez

- Markiplier (big favorite)

- Tim Burton films

- The Walking Dead (Game+Show)

- Vocaloid (Oliver my fav)

- TMNT

current hyperfixations!! this very much may change!!

- Gothic Literature

- My partner :)

- School (nerd)

- Band

it depends on what kin it is, but kins with an aterisk * next to their name are no doubles allowed!!!!! raaahhh!! thank u:3 i will later list some kins that are highly encouraged to interact HEHEHE

current kinlist. this may change due to the fact i havent indulged in many shows or games in ages

- Katsuki Bakugo (HIGHEST) *

- Jeff the Killer (Creepypasta) *

- Gamzee (HS)

- Karkat(HS)

- Killua (HxH)

- L (Death Note)

- Karma (Assassination Classroom)

DNI LIST!!

- proshippers

- people who ship any type of incest/proship/weirdness. :P

- people who like watch and enjoy ybc

- basic homophobia / transphobia / racism

- Bakugo, Jeff the Killer, Gamzee and Karkat kinnies (sorry doubles i am just thebonly one allowed)

- offenderman enjoyers

- people who make porn of teenaged characters. no i will not b writing any mha student fanfics sorry guys. (most villains tho? 😋)

- no weird sides of fandoms. each fandom knows what i mean fr.

- age PLAYERS. the kink way

INTERACT LIST!! PLZ!!

- similar interests

- similar personality style (i know y'all can tell)

- Kirishima, Kaminari, Tavros, Dave, Gon, and Creepypasta kinnies :3

- the less weird part creepypasta fandom

- stoners :3

- age regressors :) (the coping way)

okay that was a lot but i think that's it:) i hope people see this 😭

[4everhyucks]

girl u r so valid for that bc SAME! I am a loyal taeil stan but this year markhyuck just FLEW up my bias list!!!! taeil is still my number one but omg if mark isn't stealing my heart rn 💔 he's so perfect 🥲

skhghk I'm glad you enjoyed it hehe I loved mammons chapter sm and it also made me realise I have a money kink. the same w jisungs fic, I was so self–conscious about it but at least I discovered I may be into werewolf/scenting play lolll, like...the licking??? shouldn't make me as excited as it does but oh my lord it's so hot 🥵

THE WAY I KNOW EXACTLY WHICH LIVE UR TALKING ABOUT BECAUSE OF THE HANDS LIKE ALL YOU NEEDED TO SAY WAS HANDS AND ID BE LIKE "YEAH IK WHICH ONE" fr I am so excited for that bc I am massively into threesomes lately. I am so ready for soft dom!jisung 💞🤧

also babe did u delete all ur old works bc ur masterlist is empty ☹☹☹☹☹☹☹☹☹

and I totally get what you mean about the longer fics, I just want to keep writing more too. writing for nct is so much fun, there's no limits just like nct themselves hehe. I'm wishing you all the best with your writings and I can't wait to read them!!!! I know they'll be amazing no matter how long or short they are!!!

aah the doyoung fic, I don't want to spoil too much but it's a reunited lovers au and enemies/exes to lovers (?). the backstory is that doyoung betrayed yn and her life was ruined bc of him, but she returns five years later for her best friends wedding and well... he still loves her but she doesn't know if she should forgive and forget, or expose him and ruin his life. and did I mention the best friend is his sister?? so yeah, lots of drama!!! I really need to get to writing so I can finish it!!!!

tbh all of nct dream is stealing my heart rn.. for a minute its jaemin, then jeno, THEN JISUNG, THEN CHENLE.. YOU GET IT. also, i read a werewolf!jisung oneshot by @loudstan and it was AMAZING i just keep going back to it.. AND YOUR 00LINE FIC TOO 😭 im afraid ill never be able to get out of this nct rabbit hole. idk how you always think of these amazing plots paired w the amazing smut 🤚🏻im so bad at writing 3somes tho.. hopefully it turns out as filthy as i want it to be. and omg the doyoung fic.. I GENUINELY CANT WAIT FOR IT!! I LOVE ENEMIES TO LOVERS TROPE. take your time and i hope it turns out the way u want it to be <3 ILY

right i forgot to add the link to my old mlist

actually i was thinking ab creating a new blog and that would be for my nct content, this could be my genshin one.. cause im starting to play the game again

[heeliopheelia]

HELLOOOOOOOOO IM GOT SO EXCITED WHEN I SAW THE WRITTEN CHAPTER !!!im actually gonna scream *biting my fist* chapter 10 was soooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo fucking amazing, im in awe LIKE nah im speechless!!!!!!!!!!!!! my heart melted low key!!!!

yn was so readyyy to jump on seung bones BRO chill dude okay

* saying this to myself while also anticipation the sloppy make out hell yeahhh iykyk* anyway

……"Stop shoving your tongue down my throat, punk." okay why was that kinda hot tho??? but also lool please sir BUT FR THO  the whole kissing scene was so good?? like omggggggg the part where he explained what kissing is about and how it should be🥺🥺🥺🥺  okay shakespeare !!!CAN I SIT IN UR LAP ???????????? :OOO helloooooooooooooo where is my inhaler dude i gasped AND THEN THEY KISSED i know that heeseung mind was spiraling yns too (but she is a bit slow tho)  !!!!!!!!1 that was amazing and they watched queen charlotte okay kiss already maybe OH WAIT 🤭🤭🤭 do it again then question mark

THE SIMP FIRST (ACTUAL) WIN😎😎😎😎!!!!! eat shit jay !!!🙂

yoo this was soo much fun!!! i loved it sm <3 ur writing is so good ma’am also thank u as always for this very veryyyy lovely chapter sending sweet kisses <3

ps. me when hee mention hoon : 🥴🥴🥴🥴 dude eww why would u even...................??

NONNIE XMMOEKALOMSKKKXJWHANQ I'M SO HAPPY THAT YOU LIKED IT BABE 😭😭💕💕 ngl yn was a little *too* eager to start her lesson she's literally hopeless 🥴 and then the sitting on his lap?? like girl take a chill pill 😩✋ and tbf i already feel sorry for jay cause i think we all get the picture of what's gonna be happening on heeseung's priv tomorrow 😵 THANK YOU SO MUCH FOR SUCH SWEET WORDS AND SENDING YOU KISSES BACK 😘🥰

ps even though i was the one writing the dialogue, i literally wanted to slap heeseung into a different dimension for destroying the mood too 😒💀 i lowkey cringe so hard whenever either of them mentions hoon's name (am i crazy?) ☠️

[milimima]

G, this year

Let it be the start of something new mixed with a lil bit of old. New as in new adventures, new people, new places, new experiences, new opportunities, new amazing crazy adventures and memories, new moneyyyy, new mindset about money, new money habits 🤣 na fr. Better ones. A lil old meaning an old sense of faith. Like when I was a kid and it was like “man either way ima get what I want it’s just about how it’s bouta go down” 🤣 more mindful tho. That sense of protection where it’s like I really don’t give af. Not in a lil teenager bitch fit but more I only seek Gods validation. No one else. Idngaf. Let this year be filled with more money than I know what to do with, so many opportunities that I literally have to turn down some because I’m truly booked and busy all year. Let this year be more organized mentally, financially and timely. Let this year be filled with amazing conversations with even more amazing people, amazing new experiences, table money talks, being in higher rooms with higher quality people, let this be a year we starting putting our own shit together G, making enough time, resources and commitment to put it all into fruition. Let this year we become more locked in then ever, where we work, build, and move together as a unit. Being in full alignment w you. Lastly let this year be filled with laughs till I cry, amazing scenery’s cause I just love whatchu did w da place. New places 😇 new cities, states, countries. Raw emotions, true partnerships, platonic and romantic, passion, excitement, inspiration and intimacy. True intimacy, also being solid in myself. In where I stand, who I am, and what I’m capable of. Standing on Business fytb 🤣🤣 but yes. Im truly already so grateful and thankful for one of da best years of my life thus far. Thank you thank you. Cause you da one fr ✨✨✨✨