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phoenix-before-the-flame · 2 years

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#my stuff #phoenixsad #im so fuckin stressed man #cant find work irl cant find work online #days are blending together bcus every day is the fuckin same bcus im doin nothing #tryna stay afloat n not go broker than i alreaey am #i bought myself a box of milk as a treat and kinda regret it bcus it wqs more expensive than i remembered #i feel like im going crazy #im not gonna do anything stupid like off myself i just need to vent #whys shit so fuckin hard when all im doin is tryin my best

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oddthesungod · 4 months

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fuckin…. im a bit grouchy today, but reading “omg someone who draws, draw this extremely complicated and time consuming idea I had for free teehee just throwing this idea out there” makes me want to chew concrete, this isnt cute, you arent coy. just the flippancy of it rubs me the wrong way, “teehee im not asking for artists to draw for me for free, im just throwing this idea out there teehee”

Drives me up the walls, you want your ideas drawn, animated, whatever? Fucking pay an artist

#text post #certified vent moment #ive just been stressed out over how artists are treated in general #we are simultaneously put on a pedestal ‘omg what you do is so incredible youre so creative i cant even draw a stick figure’#and devalued to absolute shit #even among leftists that talk a big talk about supporting workers #will use shit like AI and when called out on it will whine ‘oh i cant pay artists poor me boohoo’#we arent even seen as workers by people #but our labor is still exploited all the same #im tired man #anyway i had to read someone post ‘pls some artist out there make this amv for me teehee’ on a tag I follow #and it pissed me off #A FUCKIN AMV BRO???? DO YOU KNOW HOW TIME CONSUMING THAT SHIT IS????

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matchbet-allofthetime · 8 months

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I'm so stressed but I DO think sitting on Kung Lao or Raiden's faces would help me relax a little.

Or being bent over by Liu Kang, whichever. Or all of the above, just to make sure I sleep well-

#anyways im pissed and stressed and down bad so #have this.#mortal kombat #mk1 #mortal kombat 1 #mortal kombat 11 #mk11 #kung lao #the greatest kung lao #liu kang #lord liu kang #raiden #raiden mk1 #I'm not fuckin' picky about timelines or anything either #any verson of any of em #i just need hands around my thighs and a man's tongue tbh-#ANYWHO!! this one is for the shaolin/monk fuckers #enjoy

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trainingdummyrabbit · 5 months

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#gets literally one (1) 'that was a good thing youre on the right track' and nearly bursts into tears on the spot........#itwas that bad huh.....................#piktalk #im fuckin trying man i hate this so desperately but. man. were not even at th worst part yet. but still #iwould love t go like a month or two without a Major Stress Event but yknow its whatever man its cool its whatever.

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plinkcat-gif · 8 months

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the desire to tell the people in my life my troubles vs the troubles either Regarding Them or just not being appropriate to bring up. i'm in hell

#and i'm constantly fighting the urge to self isolate which is Exhausting. guys im having a time #mental positivity on hold because i'm stressed as FUCK about tomorrow ughhh #idk man. there's shit going on that's just so hard to deal with. things i've never had to deal with that i have no conceivable idea #of how to deal with #i am going to make it through tomorrow tho #and i'll finish my fuckin. powerpoint. fuuuuck i lowkey forgot ab that lol #once i get my week long break. we'll be so back 💪💥#vent

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bbqhooligan · 3 months

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my cousins such a weirdo. shes got this weird tension to her, this look in her eye. like sure she takes after her evil ass father, as much as she hates him, but ive been feeling weirder abt her. she wants to connect with me, she wants to bump heads. she can feel i got that Arguer in me, but cant handle when i dish it out. she wants to annoy me and get under my skin obsessively, she wanna talk about me "lookin too manly whats goin on w that" in front of the entire family. she wanna be a big sister to me but im closer with her younger sister, who says she wishes they were closer with her older sister and on better terms. she is itching to play fight, always trying to initiate contact, hoping i lose my temper and grab at her, im always watching out for her in the corner of my eye. she wants me to want to meet up with her. we mostly seem as civil as all relatives. some people feel like bear traps that follow you.

#mypost #im just feeling lucky i see her only twice a year. shes out for my blood every time #shes a mess of playful bullying. actual aggression under little jabs. always playing mind games and keeping tally #i dont think she realizes how fuckin weird shes being when summarized like this. i think she just wants to playfully hurt people #and have that high of control. that troll instinct from her dad #but like the things shes doin to have a small piece of that on me...are like. fucking weird man its weird #she wants some reaction from me so bad. this small victory. that shes willing to b3have like a psycho #maam your behaviors #we are random cousins youre stressing me out. chill. let off

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cowboy-robooty · 1 year

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CONTEXT. THIS IS A SPINOFF MANGA WHERE ONE OF LE YAOI BOYS IN THE ORIGINAL MANGA HAD GERMANYS HAIRSTYLE, BUT IN THIS SPINOFF THAT FEATURES HIM AS A PARTICIPANT OF YAOI HE HAD A HAIRSTYLE CHANGE. THIS IS A PANNEL SHOWING THAT THE EDITOR REQUESTED THE HAIRSTYLE CHANGE. LITERALLY THEY SAID GERMANYS HAIRSTYLE IS TOO FUCKING UGLY FOR YAOI IM LOLING IM LOLING SO HARD GERMANY IS SO FUCKING UGLYYUWISIE AHAHAKOWKSOS HE IS SO UGLY HE IS SO FAILLLLLL AINT NOBODY LIKE BLONDE SLICKED BACK HAIR PLEASEEEE EVERYBODY FUCKING HATES IT. TOO UNFUCKABLE. AINT NOBODY BUYING A YAOI OFF DA SHELVES WITH A CUT THAT BAD PLEASEEEEEEEEEE

#THIS IS SO TRUE RHOUGH GENUINELY #im a germany is ugly believer #i think hes not like insanely ugly but hes really mid. like unattractive leaning eveb #cuz he got that fuckin ugly ass hair style and he looks older than everybody else bc hes so stressed out 24/7 and he has dry skin and #blue eyed stare and too much muscle for conventional attractiveness and always looks like hes in pain and Blonde Eyelashes #like he aint beautiful or pretty from a conventionally attractive way u feel me?#dont ever get me wrong hes my ultimate oople doople evar and hes the most beautiful to me but also hes ugly <3 #i like it bc it adds to his intimidation factor and gap moe #while italy is beautiful and does skin care and shit and hes like 'uwaa jahmany youre sooo kawaii' (says this to a man who makes it snow #when he scratches elbows)#and italy means it 100% deadass slash gen jesse too #robooty kun #not abt me but this is something i wanna save

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andyridgeley · 3 months

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i open up zillow and it just gives me an error message that says fuck your stupid baka life is that normal?

#im just...man it's been years i've been looking and within 10 days i've lost two offers #this one just really fuckin hurts cause i feel like i fucked it up asking for allowances at closing because...the carpeting is shit #so like...what's the line between what i need to close and how to win an offer idk its just...sad and stressful #and im grateful to be in a position where i dont NEED to move out everyday but also...im close and doing everything right and yet-#just sucks cause im putting in sensible and fair offers and am getting beat out by offers that are still only benefiting the seller ugh #personal thingys

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torao-chan · 11 months

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man idk what to tell yall

im just. exhausted atm

#i am working overtime weekly to try and make sure i have the time off i need to a) not have a stress seizure #and b) be able to have the Paid Time Off for the Forced Time Off around the xmas holidays #and i am. so fuckin tired #i dont work a full time schedule cause I Cannot Handle It and its never more apparent then when im forced to work overtime #maybe thats why mikotos videos hitting so hard atm for me idk man #im just #im tired man #did you know #my parent approached me. about 5 years after high school #everyday. after school. she'd ask us 'how are you' and everyday. without fail. the answer would be 'tired'#or if the question was 'how was today' for once. the answer was always 'long.' or 'tiring.'#but ye. about five years after. after we got our asd & adhd diagnosis. and before we got our DID diagnosis #she approached us and apologised. something along the lines of never realising that 'tired' was the best answer we could give #because we were Exhausted #and i always look back at that and go 'what. why. what did you think of us?' 'who did you think we were?'#you never accepted anything less than the answer that made the people around us the most comfortable #of course we were exhausted #Tired was Always the Best Answer we could give Without Lying #what about your child who refused to hang out with friends optionally. who refused out of school commitment options. who refused to do any #thing for their birthday. their celebrations. their anything and everything optional choice was Nothing #what on earth made you think We Weren't Exhausted #fuck man. we had Annual Seizures from Unknown causes (hint; it was Stress and Exhaustion. A N N U A L L Y)#idk #mikotos video has me Tired in a way We Already Were #and working overtime recently hasnt helped #im tired man.#im Tired #personal

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thekingdomofdong · 1 year

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and to cap off the weekend from hell street fighter 6 last night decided to say fuck it and my save data got corrupted when i launched it so rip 40 hours of playtime i guess haha good times good weekend

#every fuckin day of this weekend was a fuckin shit show #i shoulda taken off work today cause i dont feel rested at all and wanna fuckin die #and now today is gonna be work hell cause a bunch more shits broken already #im so fuckin tired man i barely slept at all cause of stress this weekend and now this

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roaringheat · 6 months

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mainstream modern queer culture is so frustrating sometimes with all the really fuckin strict labels. my irls wouldn't be able to comprehend how fuckin convulated my identity is now

#vark posts #i realize that means im technically not out to them in that aspect #one of them called me a label i havent thought of myself as in awhile and it made my brain short circuit from how weird it felt #i think the only label i can say for sure i am is nb but thats so fuckin vague #i still dont really know my sexuality is but its at the point where i dont really give a shit anymore #im just a faggot and thats good enough for me #im trans masc to a certain degree but not a man #i could have fuckin facial hair and be happy but im not a man and that would make some people FUMING #theres something so freeing being ehatever tf i want without having to explain #or stress about if im really qualified to be a label #i love being a fuckin freak

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rupertholmes · 7 months

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how are you gonna have me try to comfort myself that i wont be fired for being too slow and then show me an ad for a fucking store that let me go without notice a few weeks ago

#im so fucked im so stressed i hate being so physically slow i know retail and the food industry arent my forever jobs but man does it fuckin #suck being told youre doing something way too slow and its just . normal speed for you #lord help me now

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maskyartist · 1 year

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Stares at my young Ozpin in wanting to make him an ask blog but knowing I will immediately drop it after two days but wanting to do it but not wanting to do it but-

#masky says #convince me it’s a bad idea I’m this fucking close #i still haven’t finished setting up my pregame psychonauts one im #my adhd is gonna be the fuckin death of me i know it #and I’ll be SO annoying about it too #like Cloqwork n Oz content imma make u love this stressed lil man

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to-elysium-and-beyond · 11 months

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Ough...I regret saying 'I wish more happened around here' to Da Vinci.

I've been so busy running things in Avalonia and all over Craftworld!

Part of it's fulfilling, but I have a strong desire to start lounging around and doing nothing in my enormous house again!!!

I can't take this anymore!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I just like fighting in battles!!! I don't like to clean up the mess afterwards!!!!

...oh! What am I saying??

This is the kind of selfish thinking that brought the Negativitron over, probably...

I guess all adults in this world have to get used to work from time to time...

And remember that fulfillment will come in due time!

#ooc: fr though im very fuckin stressed and tired from finals and shit plus the upcoming expo im gonna be a part of #ooc: theres so much im worrying about and im really tired and stressed #ooc: i spent all day working on stuff to then hang out w someone only for them to cancel bc they were too nervous to ask me if i was ready #ooc: even though i agreed earlier in the day and that i was excited #ooc: tbf they were dealing w their own things too- so i get why they felt nervous - but man-#ooc: to deal w all this stress and then hsve this fun taken away from me sucked #ooc: i hope i get through this all okay #lbp rp account #rp account #littlebigplanet rp account #avalon rambles #ooc: sorry for venting too lol

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orcelito · 1 year

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This binge read is great news for ITNL readers, too. Bc I wanted to refresh my knowledge on trigun in general b4 jumping back into ITNL, bc I will be doing more with official plot stuff Real Soon

It's a good thing I did, bc I picked out a few details I want to fix in ITNL from it. So I'm not writing chapter 15 Yet, but I have completed an important step on the way there.

Good news is to come, hopefully.

#speculation nation #itnl shit #REALLY i needed to reignite my love for the manga #bc ive mostly been fucking around with 98 tbh. it's been bleeding a lot into ITNL #and that's fine for the parts we were in. the sandsteamer stuff is pretty steeped in 98 and all #and vash being goofy to deflect is indeed. very vash.#but with the next chapter it will be delving back into manga specific things. so i needed to Remember those things.#not that ive forgotten the big details. but uh #turns out when you read 6 volumes in a row on very little sleep while stressed and distraught #it fucks with your detail retention lol. there are lots of little things i picked up in this reread.#did y'all realize elendira had a fucking ATOMIC BOMB???? and the only reason she didnt set it off was livio????????#crazy. fuckin crazy. the number of blink and you miss it things in this manga man...#but. yeah. im hoping to do some editing and rereading for ITNL tomorrow #getting back into it 🥰 i will come out the other side of this all a new man

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charlattehotte · 1 year

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u know those chronic illness days that aren't even like painful or scary they're just the right level of irritating to really fuckin get u down

#cw ibd-typical tmi in tags i guess #woke up at literally 4am for no reason #after a bit i was too hungry to sleep so i made an egg sandwich but my microwave ended up wasting 2 eggs in the process #stomach was just kind og doing the warning rumblings all day and had a few painful BMs and had to get out the lidocaine again #and ive had to pee like at least once an hour alllll day #i hate this man i wanna be in remission lmao #im also ~stressed~ about therapy on tuesday because atm i cant fucking have an emotion #without my stomach throwing a fit #so idk how thats gonna work :o) and im paranoid theyre gonna do an assessment and then refer me somewhere else hahaaha #anyway rn im Hungry but Anxious About Eating and also just have acid reflux from downing a ton of green tea #its inadvisable but i am just gonna take my sleep meds and go ebd without food i think i cant fuckin do this

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