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laikahh ยท 6 months
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i wanna go to sleep so bad but my throat is sore as fuckk and its making me feel like shit
#day summary umm. i felt bad ? also played the sims from morning til like 4 or 5 pm#woke up at 6 btw#dad made dinner. it was good cause of course it was hes a great cook#i wanna be as good as him someday#back to the feeling bad thing. mghh its like#im worried that hes (guy ive pissing and shitting my pants over for the past month or five) like. seeing my posts#cause like. man. ive been saying some really mean stuff about him lately havent i? and like. been making all of this about myself#when like. hes the guy whos moving away. hes the one thats in a super stressful situation rn#with the Everything i am not going to talk about cause he deserves some privacy. i dont have it nearly as bad#i dont have it bad at all !!! what the fuck am i even upset about. some fucking ''abandonment'' i Made Up#im not being abandoned what im going through is like. collateral damage. but like not even.#im just. worried that hes seeing all this. seeing me be like this. and that he doesnt like it#and now he doesnt know how to like. even approach talking to me again. or something like that i dont know !!!#what am i even upset about. he gave me some of the best memories ill ever have and made me feel like im alive#& now its over. oh well. it is what it is. my suffering isnt unique there are thousands of people like me. lets find community in that.#ugh. i only ever feel good nowadays when i imagine it all working out for us#i want to be with him and i want him to want me and i want him near me and i want it all to be easy. love shouldnt be this hard.#wooo yeah okay im done. i love it when the mood swings. the mood loves to swing it is its favourite activity in the world#voidcore.txt
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themansmansblog ยท 5 years
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Recovery
Seth Rollins ร— female girlfriend
Summary: During Seths recovery from his knee surgery there where lots of anger moments. Especially when it was getting close to time for Seth to come back. This imagine is set one month before Seth Rollins returns. You and Seth get into an emtional agruement which leads to sex
\\\Warning smut///
"God i fucking hate this sooo much!" Seth curses as your stand in frount of him helping him balance on his bad knee.
"I know... I know you hate this" y/n says. Your looking up at the man you love as he balances on his leg. Hes doing so much better now. The recovery process is almost done.
" no you fucking dont. You just know this pisses me off. Im 100% ive been 100 for weeks now! Ive been training in the ring for months with you! All i fucking want is to just return already! I want my life back!" Seth angerly spits out stoping the excerise walking off to your guys kichten.
" Then what Seth! You return again to Raw right. And you leave me and Kevin back home here all alone in tell i get a call from Vince. Then what?!? I come back on the road too. Join Raw again after taking almost a year off of wrestling myself to be with you! I lost my title and story line to be with you! And you never even once! Even fucking once asked me how i feel! Its all about Seth! Boo hoo Seth!" You say. Your picking a fight. You cant stand it anymore. You've sacrificed so much for Seth in the past 9 months and haven't had it reciprocated. So yeah its pissing you off.
" What the fuck are you talking about? I didn't ask you for shit! It was your decision to drop your title and story line for me! I didn't ask you! I lost my title too! I lost my story line to! So dont come at me i didn't ask you for anything!" Seth yells back crossing his arms.
" So your saying if i wouldnt have taken off work you would have been perfectly fine those nights you could not stop crying? Your tell me you would have been fine finding someone to drive you to rehab center at 7 am in the morning then picking you up at 10pm at night? You would have been fins getting in and out of the fucking shower with out me? Huh what is that i dont hear anything? Yeah thats cause im fucking right seth! You needed me!" Y/n yells your crying slightly too.
" Well yeah your damn right i fucking needed you! God why are you being such a fucking bitch right now?" Seth asks he freezes. He didnt mean to call you a bitch.
" Maybe its casue i feel like you dont love me any more!!" You tell tears running diwn your face as you storm off to your shared room. He fallows you, like a lost puppy.
" Y/n! Y/n stop you do to know i fucking love you! Don't say i don't" Seth yells grabbing your arm turning you to face him. He forces you so you cant move.
" Let me go" you whine. Crying still. He looks at you with puppy eyes. You know he's anger, hurt, and greatest of them all hurt. Hurt that you would think after everything he dosnt love you. Your his peanut to his jelly. The chesse to his mac.
" No" He says. His voice was deep he was looking right at you. Softening his grip as he leans in to kiss you. Its been a long time sense you've guys gotten any action. Maybe thats why you had a anger burst. You kiss him back wrapping your arms around his neck as he pins you up agaisnt the wall of your guys bedroom. You can tell he's missed you. Missed your guys intemacy in bed. But he appreciates the time that you guys where intemact with out sex. He craved you though. Craved the feeling of you tightly around his cock. Just the thought of you around him made him grow harder.
A full blown make out session was happening up agaisnet the wall. Hands roaming underneath shirts like two teenagers going at it. Even though the kiss seemed rough his rouch was soft. He picked you up behind your thighs. You where suprised of course as you worried if his knee could handle your extra weight in his arms.
" Im going to show you why i love you" Seth whisperes to you in your ear. Hes placing you down on the bed. Taking his shirt off he's flexing. Showing off his muslce.
" Do it baby.. Pleaseee I've missed you so much" you say your hand going down to your own pants to play with your self. Your moaning at your own touch. He continues to watch you touch yourself as he undresses himself.
" fuck baby... Take your clothes off now" he demands. You obey him taking all your clothes off. You lay back down your legs spread wide for him. Waiting patiently like the good girl you are. He crawls on top of you kising you again. The kiss heads down to your neck. Hes leaving hickes all over your neck sucking in your sweet spot. You moan pulling at his hair. Your lefting his head up kissing his lips missing them already. He grins into the kiss. His tip slowly entering you. As he slowly thrusts in your moans get higher pitched as he starts to groan as well. The feeling he misses so much coming back to him finally. He's groaning into your ear his hips deep in you as he thrusts in and out. He's picking up speed. holding your knees up higher so he can get a better angel to get deeper inside you.
" Ahhhh ohhhhh dont stopp" your moaning out loud. The sound of skin slapping is echoing all threw out the house. So is both of your moans and groans.
" Fuck i was never planing on it baby girl" Seth says groaning thrusting into you. He lowers his hand down to your clit to rub it slow so theres a contrast between his thrusts and how hes rubbing you.
" Im so close Seth?!" You moan your back arching up as he kisses your lips mumbling a me to. After one minute you both cum at the same time. He pulls out claspsing down next to you
" I fucking love you baby girl" seth says kissing your cheek breathing heavily.
" I fucking love you to" Y/n say.
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