Interimpla / Interimplagender - someone who is intersex and implagender and/or feels that being intersex has impacted their identity as implagender in some way.
Implaboy: never being satisfied with your gender due to self-doubt; but knowing nearly for certain that you are, in some way, a boy, or boy-related.
Implagirl: never being satisfied with your gender due to self-doubt; but knowing nearly for certain that you are, in some way, a girl, or girl-related.
ID: a set of 6 images in 3 pairs. each has one image of the listed cookie run character with a white outline in front of their corresponding flags, and a second image which is a blank flag splice. END ID
Butter Pretzel Cookie from Cookie Run: Ovenbreak is implagender, neogirl, orchidaroace, bisexual and sapphic!
Stollen Cookie is nonbinary fem, neogirl, aroace and panplatonic!
Ice Juggler Cookie is genderfluid, clowngender and aroace!
Gender confusion rant/vent (?) (I'm not sure what to call it) 'cause I just need to get this off my chest
So, I identify as Implagender, which is "the state of never being satisfied with your gender (no matter how well the label fits". So reason for confusion #1: Paradoxical Gender, yippee.
However, there are also, like, three other genders (that I know of) that are connected to this one: implagirl, which basically means implagender but feminine, implaboy, which is the masculine counterpart to implagirl, and implaflux, which basically means that sometimes you're implagender and sometimes you're not.
And here's where the rest of the confusion kicks in:
For one, I am AFAB, and I'm generally ok with my body. Sure, I should probably adopt some healthier habits, but shape wise, I like it. I got curves and boobs, and I don't want that to change.
Does this mean I'm actually implagirl and not just implagender? Or is this just me struggling to break out of the gender conformity mindset?
On the other hand, I don't like being perceived as a girl. That causes its own little form of what might be dysphoria: I don't feel weird about my body and I don't want to change it, but I almost want to if it means people will stop using she/her pronouns on me and start using he/him, or at least they/them, instead (since trying to get people to use it/its is practically impossible).
Does this actually mean I'm implaboy or is it another example of me struggling to stop with the gender conformity mindset?
And now I've been having a "what if you're cis and you've been faking it this whole time" crisis (is that the right word?) which leads to me thinking "if you were faking it you would know because you planned it ahead of time", which kinda helps but then it leads to "yeah, ok, but what if..." and it's just a repeating cycle. This isn't the first time I started up the whole gender identity crisis thing after finding the label, since it kinda comes and goes, but this is the first time that I started questioning if I'm actually cis since middle school
And then I remember the implaflux label. It doesn't necessarily specify what gender you feel aligned to when you're not feeling implagender, so what if those random moments of questioning are actually just me feeling like a different gender for a bit before coming back to implagender, therefore making me implaflux?
And the biggest question of all: given that the definition of implagender basically means you're constantly searching for a more fitting label, so all this questioning might just be me living up its definition, and therefore pointless. Especially since my usual method to get myself out of another questioning phase is to say something along the lines of "remember the definition".
And as much as I would love to just ditch gender labels altogether, some part of my brain just. Can't.
So, in conclusion: *incoherent screaming*
(disclaimer: all the questions I asked were rhetorical, but you can answer if you really really want to and genuinely think it could help)
I saw that your match ups were open and wanted to give it a shot. May I request a romantic twst matchup? I’m a Implagender omniromantic person that usually struggles a lot with my identity and personality, I’m south East Asian with tanned skin, dark maroon colored jellyfish cut, (but I usually put my bangs in a similar way like Haruka from pjsk cause I like putting on cute hair clips and head accessories). I’m usually pretty quiet around everyone but those I’m close to, I’m pretty loud and outgoing when I’m with people I get along with. I like to draw, play violin, cook, bake, and sew a lot. I’m really good with kids and bunch of other household tasks and I’ve done a lot of babysitting + doing a bunch of commissions for drawing and sewing things to earn extra money for myself since my family isn’t well off it also adds work experience I can put on resumes for the future. I’m pretty decent in school, although recently I’ve been doing a bit terrible since my motivation for school is going down and only finish stuff I feel like is easy/quick to complete. My love language is words of affirmation plus acts of service. I’m also really into fashion (specifically agejo hime and rokku gyaru + Ouji Fashion as well) and I love styling outfits. I want to become a kindergarten teacher in the future, and I’ve also composed a few songs on violin.
Hello! I'm so sorry that it has taken me this long to finally get back to answering these! Thank you so much for your patience!
Now, onto our match up!!
I match you with.......
Lilia Vanrouge
🦇 Okay, look, someone has to be able to ame care of the Diasomnia family and make sure none of then get killed because of Lilia's cooking and here you come in like an angel sent from above!
🦇 No, seriously, they all love you, they live your cooking, Malleus especially loves hearing you okay your violin (as someone who also plays violin), he finds it rather comforting, and he is extremely happy that Lilia has found someone after so long.
🦇 The fact that you love children has Lilia falling even harder for you. He has Silver, and while it took him some time to get used to raising a child, liking children, let alone one that was human, after fighting in a war essentially most of his life and seeing how you are so easily able to care for others, how you are with children, how it just comes so naturally to you? He feels his heart swell and warm up at the sight. It also makes him wonder how different things could have been without the war and all. But, what's done is done.
🦇 Okay, back to the happy. He LOVES seeing you interact with children. How they always are so quick to warm up to you, the smile you have on your face and thr laughter? He smiles every time.
🦇 As for motivation? Who better than Lilia? Between raising Silver, training he and Sebek as knights, taking care of Malleus, Lilia knows his way around how to best keep someone motivated. Are some of his methods out there?........ most likely. But he really does mean well and everyone can see that.
🦇 If words of affirmation are what you need, then words of affirmation you will be getting. From the moment that you get up to the moment you go to bed, he will be sparing nothing. You have woken up many times with a simple rose near you with a heart felt letter or even a hand written poem about all the things he loves about you. And acts of service is something he does in his day to day life as it is and it only intensifies when he is with you.
🦇 Now, Lilia is rather old, meaning he has seen a lot of fashion come and go throughout the centuries, and he has worn and tried out many of them. If you ever want him to model, feel free and ask him, but also expect him to send out a flirtatious remark or two. But he absolutely loves this either way. Meaning he will also help supply any materials you may need. You'll never run out again.
🦇 Money is not an issue with him, and even if so, he basically raised Malleus. Malleus sees you as a parental figure. As soon as he catches and kind of money and financial issues, literally the issues will evaporate.
🦇 Overall, bat dad can and will provide. He will help you through it all, and give you as many affirming words that you will need, he will help you with modeling your clothes at time just to see that smile on your face. Just save Diasomnia from his cooking and all will be well
DNI if NSFW, groømer, m@p, anti-agere, anti-lgbtq, anti-furry/therian!!
Please request! I’m taking req currently!!
Requests can be;
★gachalife2 OCs!
~I need the name, age, gender
~aesthetic
~give me an idea of the outfit
~theriotype/kintype (if any!)
~specific accessories, props, and scars/marks
~Hair color(s), eye color(s)
~body type/size!!
~I will not do anything with overly revealing outfits, or things that have g!ns or other violent references~
★Letters! (these are me writing to you as your cg!)
~Name and pronouns pls
~Ur little age
~any nicknames?
~What’s wrong/what do you want me to write to you about?
(Discaimer! Anything medical or to do with hospitalization is a no please, it’s a triggering subject for me!)
~Give me an idea of what to say!
~If don’t want your description of your ask being shown on the page, lmk! I can post it and @ you if you wanna keep ur original message private!
★mood boards and stim boards!!
~what aesthetic/game/show do you want?
~Femminine, Masculine, or Androgynous?
~any specific characters or things (pacis, pls tell me if u want a deco one or no, bottles, etc.)
★Anything else?
~If there’s something else u wanna request feel free to!
~make sure to give me details so I can’t get it right!
~just remember that I may not respond if the topic is not SFW or minor-friendly, or if it’s something I cannot do~
★what will I do requests abt? Here u go!
~Games: Stardew Valley, Obey Me!, Gachalife, FNaF
~Shows/movies: KNY, MHA, Bluey, Big City Greens, TOH, Amphibia, Naruto (first series only), Harry Potter (I like the series, don’t like the author), wonderpets, team umizumi, octonauts
Adding More Still!!!
I am open to being a flip, or friends!! If you wanna message me pls do! I’d love to make new friends, here’s a bit abt me!
I’m a minor! High school age, I’m also a system host. I’m emo/sense and I love spooky season! Powfu, Paige Six, and MCR are wsome of my favorite big me music artists! In littlespace I love Cavetown, Regina Sketpor, Sxye and a few more. Luv u guys :3
Inimflux / Interimplaflux - Someone who is intersex and implaflux and/or feels that being intersex has impacted their identity as implaflux in some way.
context: last year we had a school assignment where we made a spiral put of 20 right triangles (there was more math involved but i don't feel like explaining it rn /lh) so i had a lot of fun doing that, so i decided to make a much bigger one and fill it with pride flags.
[no id, help appreciated!]
as the label says, there are 142 pride flags. here's the list of all of them, in order from the first center triangle to the outermost one:
Hii!! So I wanted to request some flags for these! It yet again may be a lot, and if it is, then I'm sorry—
A alternate flag for gamergender. I can't find a flag that is correctly sized, and it really bothers my brain
A gender relating to clear, blue game controllers. The gender itself could be related to the shape, the clearness, the controller as a whole or etc.
A flag and term for labelfluid (I know you naturally do xenogenders, but I've really been looking for something that describes me for quite awhile and nobody has really created it. I'm not labelflux because my gender itself can change and not just the label, and I'm not genderfluid because I've shed that label a lot of times indicating that it's not just my gender that is fluid) From my experience: I undergo a lot of confusion and impulsiveness, causing me to change my label a lot, but overall the main focus of the term is that your label is fluid (I just wanted to say what it feels like for me. I just so happen to be implagender, so that may have to do with why I've shed so many labels in my life time. I'm also boredgender and xenoconfusic. But yeah, I have changed labels a lot and having no term to describe folks like me is really irritating. I also wanna mention that I switch to unlabeled sometimes as well when I'm tired of labels. I'm just everchanging)
Witheredbonniecharic & Shadowbonniecharic (I know this probably exists, but yet again, I cannot find proper flags for them that look good)
- Beebs :)
Alt gamergender flag! ◇
A gender related to gamers/being a gamer. (just an alt flag, not coined by me)
Clearblutrollic! ♤
A gender related to clear blue controllers in any way. (the colour, clearness, shape, etc)
Labelfluid! ♧
Having your labels for anything (gender, names, prns, etc) be fluid. (not really coined by me but also kinda)
Witheredbonniecharic! ♡
A gender related to the character withered bonnie from fnaf. (just an alt flag, not coined by me)
Shadowbonniecharic! ☆
A gender related to shadow bonnie from fnaf. (just an alt flag, not coined by me)
| made by zero-xir | ◇ | requested by beebs! :)
lmao I did all these in a day, (and they were fun) so it's fine that there were quite a few!
Marisssss, my favorite gender fucked (affectionate) friend, I have a thought for you
Boygirl e1!Joel. she/they/he prns and presentation fluid. Her gender is literally just malewife like they're just a boy who is also a girl. He'll wear gowns and makeup and the highest of heels and insist she's a boy, but also they'll go shirtless at the beach or wear full king attire and say he's a lady and demands to be treated as such. Sometimes she will mesh the two and declare their gender the opposite whenever it's funnier. Lizzie - his genderfluid wifespouse - fully supports these acts of gender mischief and often encourages it. It's funny to watch people flounder after addressing Joel as "king" and him respond w "actually I prefer "my lady" or "queen"."
Also for your troubles, implagender e1!Pix
You're literally so right <3<3<3<3 He's a butch boygirl she's a lady they're whatever the fuck you find most annoying in the moment <3 It fits so well
I haven't actually watched es1 but gonna make a pitch based on what I've seen. What if Joel could shape herself like clay. Like he always keeps roughly the same features but he can have tits or muscles or both or neither depending on what they feel like that day. For absolute gender fuckery
Also I'm not super familiar with es1 pix but tbh that one just fits him no matter the universe I think