#in love with best friend

[monomoss]

romanticpreraphaelite // stranger things season 4 vol. 2 // monomoss // never love an anchor - the crane wives // house m.d. // ? // starpeace // dead poets society

[wannabesk8r]

when her hair falls into her face and you wish you could brush it back behind her ear while holding gentle eye contact

[ablogofagayass]

I want to hold her hands for hours to no end.

just to see how it feels.

I want to hug her and I wouldn't want it to end.

Just to see how it feels.

God, i sound like a creep..

I've looked at her lips many times, and. well, let's say. Thoughts came to me.

everytime she puts her hand near mine, or when she puts her arm around my shoulder, I sort of, well, freeze? but there's some form of reaction from inside of me.

sometimes I wish I could just lean my head on her shoulder and. idk, JUST exist

idfkkkkk

maybe I just want to feel special? maybe Its because she's one of my only friends? and not bc I'm actually crushing on her? Maybe it's just those "crazy hormones" older people keep talking about?

the thought of her kissing me on the cheek...

ok, I'll stop. sorry...

[writer-is-depressed]

Im so tired of being in love with you

Isnt that just a tragedy?

How I managed to turn something so beautiful into something so hopeless and full of despair

I love you

I whisper it

I no longer can shout it from rooftops

I no longer can think of you every day and smile

But I also cant stop thinking of you either

Because Im still in love

But tired

Tired of being in love with you

[vienna-lily]

another time i think of you and tears fall

another time you smile and my stomach drops

another time you tell me you love me with wandering eyes.

could you just fall, head over heels, for me?

i’ve done it for you time and time again. it’s not hard, honey, it’s just like falling asleep.

[skywalkerbootleg]

I don't understand how people can fall in love with their best friends like what would even change?

I look at my best friend with such love already, I think the only difference to romance would be an urge to kiss him? Idk man I already kiss him on the cheek regularly maybe that's not even a factor

I love him so much I couldn't tell if it's only platonic if I tried

[stigma-hoe]

MY SEXUALITY...?

I AM HAVING A MAJOR CRISIS IN MY LIFE RN.

THIS IS ABOUT MY SEXUALITY, I KNOW THAT I AM A BISEXUAL PERSON BCZ I AM USUALLY ATTRACTED TO BOTH MEN AND WOMEN. BUT THIS TIME IT IS A BIT DIFFERENT...

I THINK I AM STARTING TO HAVE FEELINGS FOR MY GIRL- FRIEND. I AM A GIRL, AND I OPENLY TELL EVERYONE THAT I AM A BI... BUT THE THING IS THAT I AM HAVING THESE WILD DREAMS ABOUT HER AND ME FOR THE LAST 1-2 WEEKS AND I AM STILL NOT SURE ABOUT MY FEELINGS AND I STILL DON'T KNOW WHAT I SHOULD DO ABOUT MY FRIENDSHIP...

[kinziethings]

REVIEW: Spanish Siesta: Flying into Love #2 by C.F. White

REVIEW: #SpanishSiesta : Flying into Love #2 by @CFWhiteUK #ContemporaryMMRomance #MMromance #BestFriendsRomance LOVED it !

  Matt Robinson just got dumped. Again. With his sister’s wedding on the horizon, he needs a plus one. Kieran Barker has been in love with his straight best friend for far too long. It’ll never happen. Having already been left behind when Matt went to university, Kieran can’t take more heartbreak. So when Matt invites Kieran to spend a whole week with him on the island of Majorca, Kieran can’t…

[foreverpining]

Welcome

Everyone I know irl is sick to death of listening to me talk about my intense burning love for my bestie that's been going on for the better part of a decade, so now I have dedicated a whole ass blog to it. Welcome to the shit show bitches where we are lonely by choice because nobody could ever be them.

[demigods-posts]

i think that percy and annabeth's relationship is so healing for both of them. like, our girl has severe abandonment issues but managed to pull the guy whose fatal flaw is unwavering loyalty. and our boy has severe self-esteem issues but managed to pull the girl who consistently chooses him. i love these two so much.

[markusstarsz]

I think I think I'm in love with my best friend..

[monomoss]

AUGUST SLIPPED AWAY INTO A MOMENT IN TIME !!!! COS U WERE NEVER MINE !!!!

[wannabesk8r]

is there anything more pure than looking at your crush when they’re laughing and watching their cheeks turn red

[ablogofagayass]

.....she doesn't like me back.

[inkskinned]

in internet posts it is easy to cut them out of your life. they are hurting you! they aren't listening to you!

they held your hair back. they lent you lipstick. they held your hand at the train station and got you home safe. they rounded on your bully, got loud, said get fucked, spitting-mad in your defense.

they also cut the hair off again. told you that you should really think twice before wearing something like that. took you for granted. took your insecurities and threw them in your face again.

you know logically it should be easy. all the internet advice comments always read it will feel better. like an equation - if a person is rotten, you just remove them. you pull the tooth that's hurting.

but it was never a big flare-up moment. you don't live in a sitcom. they never tried to take your boyfriend or steal from your apartment. they showed up to birthdays and they wrote songs about you and bring you water without you asking. once you found out they carry an emergency inhaler for you, even though you haven't had an asthma attack in years - just in case.

where is the line? people fuck up. sometimes they fuck up badly. sometimes people have raw personalities, like a powerline, and being around them is dangerous. addicting. sometimes they can't help themselves, but you know they're trying. sometimes they are just rough-around-the-edges. sometimes they don't even realize how they sounded when they said that. sometimes it's just - you've both loved each other for so long now, the way this thing hurts goes back to the root.

and that's the fucked up part. you have pushed your fingers against the sweetheart of memory. things these days are electric, tense, harrowing. they didn't used to be. there were a lot of good days in there. sometimes you want to just close your eyes and say can this be over yet? do we still need to be fighting?

doing that would give up any chance you get of getting an apology, but you don't always know that you need an apology, you love them. once they flaked on your birthday party. once they told you to get over it, people are always dying. they also let you crash on their couch for a week after the breakup, handfeeding you when you were so sad you couldn't eat. they are also judgmental about everything, occasionally react to banal statements with an attitude that is weird and fiery. they also love you like a lighthouse sometimes, so strong they cut the storm like lightning.

but the problem is that you might be storm. you might be the thing that needs breaking. what if you are two forces who are desperately, horribly drawn to each other, shaped by the other person's passions, and both good for each other and bad in equal measure.

what if you're both just people, and you're no saint neither.

just cut them off! swallowing the saltwater, you catch yourself in the mirror. you've been shaking more than usual. there's an ache in you that is oblique, loud, impossible to soothe. is this what it looks like? when life is "easier"?

your mouth will always have a hole, is the thing, if you remove the tooth.

[huachengsromcom]

People call Heaven Official’s Blessing / TGCF a slow burn but Hua Cheng is literally courting Xie Lian like they are DATING. Slow burn who??? They’re sleeping next to each other on straw mats and Xie Lian’s offering to cook him dinner and they’re bantering across THE HOME THEY SHARE like a bunch of desperate hussys

San Lang LEAVES XL WITH A KEEPSAKE OF THEIR TIME TOGETHER SLOW BURN WHOMST

They have A DATE in HC’s armoury where they HOLD HANDS and XL pets San Lang’s quivering sword I-

Hua Cheng basically throws himself at this man he’s like you want a sword?? All of them ?? You want ALL THE SWORDS?? Fuck it take the whole room THE WHOLE ROOM JUST COME VISIT I WILL CLEAN THEM FOR YOU

Like he isn’t the king of a whole realm with shit to do

And this is just the first half of the first book—again I ask the world SLOW BURN WHOMST