#infantilism

[thecloudsaremyhome]

☆Yandere platonic cult x reader part 1☆

Summary: you and your friends have been forced to go on a trip to Sweden so they could finish their research paper for extra credit, honestly you were just tagging along for the fun of it not having the chance to go out as much as you’d like to, little did you know your stay at the community would be long overdue.

Tw: religious themes, sacrifice, yandere themes, infantization, death, violence, manipulation. the cult is very yandere for you, mental health issues, panic attack,readers friends are rude.

Taglist: @lilyalone, @stove-top96, @shadowytravelerlover, @dirtydiavolo, @bellethesleepypotato, @kawaii-cakes, @ratterpatter, @violets-in-spring, @yandere-enthusiast @caged-birdies-blog @ridlike

Word count: 8k

“Come on (name)! Hurry up! We ain’t got all day!” You sigh in annoyance as you look towards your friends and yell back, “I’m coming jeez! Jeez, give me a second okay!”

Your friends look at you with an annoyed expression but shrug it off. You carefully pull your luggage out from the trunk of the rental car you all rode in.

Honestly, it was already exhausting enough having to fly in a plane for 6-7 hours straight and the worst part is, is that you didn’t get one ounce of sleep thanks to your friend's snoring.

So not only are you physically exhausted but you're mentally as well. Just great.

You sigh in relief as your finally able to get your last piece of luggage out of the van.

you close the trunk door and decide to observe the scenery around you. It’s magnificent, you think to yourself.

From the tall yellow-like grass to the crops growing nearby filled with vegetables and fruits.

Then there are colorful flowers of all types surrounding the other side of the field, each being carefully taken care of to the fullest extent.

It mesmerized you To be honest, you've never seen anything this beautiful before, the only extent is the park in the middle of your city and even that can never compare to what you are looking at right now. No wonder people say Sweden is one of the most beautiful places to be because it hasn't been tainted by technology.

The sun reflects down onto you and you can feel the heat radiating off of your skin, but luckily there is a strong breeze to soothe that heat, it's perfect weather today you think to yourself as you continue to admire the fields surrounding around you and your friends, it seems like its endless.

“(name)! Get your ass over here! We ain't got time to dilly dally.” your friend says in an annoyed tone.

You snap out of your trance-like gaze and look towards your three friends, you sigh in annoyance as you pick up your backpack and suitcase and walk over back towards them.

“finally took you long enough.” your friend Mia says in annoyance scanning your form in a scrutinizing gaze, she was always the more moody one out of your group of friends, always having a stick up her ass.

She had dark brown curly hair and hazel irises with freckles littering her tan-like face, she was mostly slender having some curves here and there. “sorry I just got distracted by the scenery.”

you mumble annoyed at her attitude, Mia rolls her eyes, and states

“whatever let's get a move on before it hits sundown I want to get this shit over with anyways.”

Your two other friends Jacob and Cady nod reluctantly cady has long ginger hair with freckles and brown eyes while Jacob has dark brown hair with blue eyes and a more slim build.

and thus began your walk down the fields toward the desolate forest ahead.

“Mia, do you even know where we are going? Did the professor even provide us a map at all?”

you ask nervously having this gut feeling that nothing good is going to come ahead but maybe it's just a feeling.

You haven't really traveled outside of the U.S before so maybe it's just the anxiety of being in new places?

“yes actually i do know where we are going, don't be such a scardy pants and yes the professor sent me the map since I am the team leader.”

she taunts you sigh rolling your eyes at her cocky behavior.

You four continue down the long rocky path which results in you taking a look at the surrounding forest.

The forest honestly had humongous trees well bigger than the trees you've seen before when growing up, which caused the tree's height to block out most of the sunlight.

The rocky terrain your walking on looks worn down like it's been used for years which it probably has. What amazes you the most is how many flowers and wildlife are in the forest your walking through.

Youve honestly never seen so many animals in your life just from being here for liek 30 minutes it truly impresses you.

You occasionally glance at some of the logs or cut-down tree stumps next to the path finding interest in whatever inhabitants are abiding in it.

But you shake your head trying not to get to side tracked while you're here.

You're not here to explore the forest or play with the wildlife your here to work, so that's what you're going to do.

After a least an hour of walking and complaining from Cady you four finally arrive at what looks to be like a wooden gate with two strange-looking people standing in front of it with spears and animal like mask?

Okay well that's very creepy, “what the fuck”

you heard your friend jason mutter in absolute disbelief. It seems he was just a shocked as you but it seems like mia is paying no mind to it as she flaunts towards the gait confidently looking over the two guards and their appearance, you do the same but from a safe distance.

They both seem like males that's for sure from their muscular build to the lack of clothing they are wearing, it seems they are wearing on robes with metal plates on their shoulders acting as a shield.

What you also take notice of is both of them have a wolf mask.

What is even more strange, one of the guards has long wavy blonde hair while the other has short dirty blonde hair. Maybe there siblings?

You shake your head trying to rid your thoughts before you start to overthinking, you refocus back on the scene of Mia trying to flirt with the blonde-haired guard.

Which makes your two other friends sigh in annoyance at her behavior.

You three walk over to where mia is standing infront of the two guards, cady then clears he throat in annoyance

“you done mia so we can get a move on?” mia sighs at cady comments and nods her head

“yes in fact i am done i was just conversing with these two gentleman~ here but they've been ignoring me like a brick wall! And the worst part is, is that they won't even let me in!” mia states dramatically, whining like a puny child.

This causes Cady and Jacob to raise their eyebrow in confusion at her statement of not allowing her inside.

“they won’t? Why the hell not did you tell them that we came here for the research paper? Surely the professor notified the community of our arrival right?” Jacob states in pure bewilderment.

“I don't fucking know I tried to tell them! But nothing seems to go through to them! Like i said their brick walls!”

Mia states loudly which causes you to flinch from her tone of voice which of course your friends don't notice as they start to argue acting as if they arent just talking about the guards in front of them.

You sigh ignoring your friend's argument as you decide to step forward toward the two guards

“Hello there! Me and my friends here are here for a research project on your community, i don't know if you are aware of it or not? But could you please let us in?”

You state nervously, finally the guards look towards you and examine you like your a piece of prey, which unnerves you, to say the least.

But what surprises you the most is when the blonde-haired one speaks.

“So you are the one’s the great one has spoken about”

the blonde man states looking at you with a blank and unnerving expression behind the mask not that you could see or notice it though.

“I-i um yes?” you say confused about who the great one is.

The guards notice this and nod reaching to unlock the wooden gate this of course catches the attention of your arguing friends.

They turn to look at the two guards and you with a surprised look but quickly school it to a neutral one not wanting to piss the guards off.

When the gate finally opens to another pathway straight ahead your friends take this opportunity to push past you and the guards and enter the community.

Of course, this startles you to some degree but you quickly are able to reign your cool.

You then quickly thank the guards before rushing after your three friends.

This action very much surprises the guards having been used to rude and disrespectful behavior from “outsiders” so you doing behaving the opposite of disrespectfully is surprising to both guards but it also is nice that there are at least still some good people out there in the corrupted world outside of their sanctuary, its refreshing to say the least.

You sigh tiredly as you finally catch up with your three friends as they continue to walk down the more clean path.

You all finally make it towards what looks like a town square with a fountain in the middle and multiple other houses around it.

The houses look like they are made out of wood with a brick-like roof on the top of most of the houses. Strange you thought to yourself as you continued to examine the center of the community.

But you finally snapped out of your thoughts when Jacob nudges you in the shoulder to grab your attention. Which causes you to turn to look at him curiously.

That's when you notice the multiple stares directed at you and your friends.

You then look towards the source of those stares and find yourself faced with multiple people surrounding you and your friends, all of them having animal-like masks on.

But what catches your attention the most is the tall lady at the center of the people surrounding you.

She seems to be at least 6 feet tall with her long chocolate-like brown hair flowing down her back with her being nothing but dressed in a pure white dress with golden patterns to it that reaches her feet.

That's when you notice she's barefoot as well.

Strange you think to yourself but you snap out of your thoughts again when the lady clears her throat.

“hello their visitors you must be the foreigners our leader has spoken of, we are enlightened to be in your presence i hope you have a wonderful stay here. I will have one of our members show you towards your sleeping quarters.”

and with that before you and your friends coil question her at all she takes her lead with some of the community members following suit behind her.

“That was strange” Cady muttered anxiously “Yeah no shit” Mia states looking at the community members in a scrutinizing gaze.

You sigh ignoring your friends' spiteful comments, you then hear someone clear their throat which stops your friend's rant.

“if you all are done, I will be showing you to your sleeping quarters.”

you then gaze at the person speaking in a monotone like voice and are met with a tall slim man dressed in a similar fashion to the other community members just with a cow like mask to his face.

Your friends clearly embarrassed clear their throats and mutter a quick apology before returning their gazes to the man.

The man nods approvingly paying them no mind as he starts to walk down the town square, towards where you four will presumably be staying.

You and your friends follow after him at a steady pace.

Of course, you are more distracted than your other three friends, with the agriculture the community has to offer.

This annoys your friends of course but they do not say anything about it.

You four continue to walk down the cement path trailing behind the man. You all start to walk more towards the outskirts area of the community.

after a few more minutes of walking you four come face to face with a cabin-like structure that’s smaller than the houses the community has to offer.

It has a rustic type look with cobwebs poking out on the outside of the porch.

The porch in itself looks like it could've seen better days with some chipped wood poking out with dents on it.

It clearly looks like it has not had inhabitants for years now.

The condition of the cabin causes your friends especially Mia to grimace in disgust.

“Is this seriously what we have to stay in!” Mia states loudly, glaring at the man.

This causes the man to turn back towards her looking at her as if she's a spec of dirt underneath his shoe.

“Would you like to say that again?” he says coldly which causes Mia to flinch as she stutters out “I-I u-um N-never m-mind.”

the man then scoffs but pays her no mind as he walks towards the cabin.

You sigh as you reluctantly follow after him with your three shell-shocked friends. You both stand behind him as he unlocks the door with a wooden-like key, he opens it and motions you all to step inside.

Mia then sighs and steps inside first followed by cady and josh then yourself once you enter you take a good look at the interior presented in front of you.

Its old thats for sure from the rustic interior and the dusty floor all the way to the cobwebs littering the place with broken furniture and a animal like rug placed infront of the living room randomly.

Alomsot like someone didint even want to bother to atleast hide it or place it correctly.

Mia sneers at the predicament clearly unsatisfied with the conditions presented to her. “What the fuck is this shit show?”

she esclaims loudly which causes you to flinch at her loud outburst which doesnt go unnoticed by the man.

He glares at her disapproingly “i suggest you lower your voice and watch your language young lady that is no way to speak to your elders.”

he says calmly but with a hint of annoyance to his tone.

Mia looks baffled by the way he is treating her like some sort of child which of course angers her causing her face to heat up in embarrassment.

Cady and jacob start giggling at her sudden embarrassment finding it amusing that their friend is getting put in her place. You sigh at mia’s obvious childish behavior.

“I apologize for mia’s childish behavior she shouldnt have acted out like that.’”

you say with a tired tone looking at the man waiting for at least a irritated or unbothered response instead your surprised when his gaze softens towards you “oh its alright honey you friends are vert rumbunchs but nothing that we can’t handle”

he says softly with an almost fatherly look in his eyes from what you can tell.

This causes you to flinch not used to nicknames you stutter out an embarsset response which of course he notices and chuckles in amusement.

“your a shy thing arent ya? It’s very cute.” he says in a playful tone which causes you to blush in embarrassment.

Your friends awkwardly stand by as the conversation between you and the man unfolds, Mia then butts in and clears her throat before looking at the man “I think we're fine here its starting to get dark and we still have to unpack.”

she states in an annoyed tone clearly not wanting to be around the man any longer than she had to.

This of course disappoints you having enjoyed the man's company but you push the feelings aside.

The man turns around again to face mia and stares at her indifferently “Very well then have a good night and please if you all need anything, just ask you are our guests after all,”

he says in a dark tone which causes shivers to run up your spine but you shake it.

finally the man exists through the front door leaving you and your friends in a tense silence.

“Well, that was creepy.” Cady says with a nervous tone to her voice.

Jacob nods his head in agreement “Yeah no fucking kidding this whole place is giving off bad vibes and the way they talk to us is patronizing.”

Jacob said in an annoyed tone clearly irritated by the whole ordeal.

“let's calm down okay? How about we start unpacking our stuff and get a good look at this place?”

i say with a skittish tone trying to calm down the clearly pliable tension.

“Fine whatever” cady states as she puts her duffle bag and suitcase on the ground and moves towards the kitchen.

Jacob does the same following behind Cady which leaves you and Mia alone.

“Mia you okay?” I say in a worried tone not used to Mia being so quiet throughout the whole ordeal. “ yeah I'm fine.”

she says in an annoyed tone which causes you to flinch.

It doesn't go unnoticed by Mia as she smirks in response, she then turns around towards the old couches and places her backpack, duffle bag, and suitcase on the dusty couch.

You sigh setting down your luggage near hers as you decide to explore, not wanting to make the tension worse.

You decided on going down the hallway nearest to the kitchen, deciding its the best option to explore first. You could find some bedrooms, This cabin is pretty big after all.

You sigh as you slowly start to trudge down the dark hallway you finally approach what looks to be an old door clearly worn down from the lack of usage.

You reach your hand out to grab the door nob but before you can you hear a loud bang coming from the kitchen which causes you to jump in surprise. You rush back towards the kitchen panting.

“What was that noise what happened.” you say in worry, only for Cady and Jacob to laugh.

“jeez such a scardy pants, aren't you? Dont worry, Jacob just accidentally dropped the pan we were gonna use to cook.”

Cady says in a teasing tone while she playfully smacks Jacob on the shoulder. Jacob sighs, annoyed and glares at her which earns another laugh from Cady.

You sigh in relief “s-sorry just something about this place keeps me on edge,” you say as you try to laugh it off to lighten the atmosphere.

Which of course doesn’t work as Cary shakes her head In Amusement before turning back around to start cooking.

You sigh in annoyance as you leave the kitchen, deciding to at least find a bedroom you can lie in, completely forgetting about the door you were previously going to open.

You walk down the opposite hallway and finally find one of the bedrooms, which is pretty extravagant to say the least compared to the rest of the house.

You look at it in shock, from the pure red blood bed sheets with golden tips to the golden headboard with silver butterfly piercings indented into it.

Then, there's the pure white carpet placed in the center of the room. Finally, there is a wooden closet at the end of the room.

You gasp in shock at how pretty it is before taking notice of the basket of fruit placed directly on the bed. You tilt your head in confusion before finally entering the room.

You approach the basket placed on the bed and finally take notice on a note placed next to it, written in another language.

Whatever you think to yourself as you decide, you should show the rest of your friends the basket.

“Hey guys I found this basket in one of the bedrooms!”

You say as you finally enter the kitchen, which causes Cady and Jacob to turn their heads towards me in curiosity. “Oh, you did What's in it? Let me see,”

Jacob says as he snatches the basket from your hands and searches through it.

Cady sighs in annoyance at his eager behavior.

“Damn it theirs nothing interesting in here just a bunch of fruit and crap.” jacob sighs in annoyance and throws the basket back towards me which causes me to stumble and catch it.

Cady glares at jacob “ stop being an ass jacob” jacob rolls his eyes and mumbkes a whatever before getting back to cooking with cady.

You sigh as you exit the kitchen and enter the living room. You place down the basket next to Mia.

you notice her annoyed expression. “Whats wrong Mia?” mia look towards you and shakes her head in defeat “i cant get any damn service out here!”

you chuckle at her whining behavior in return she pouts towards you but finally takes notice of the basket next to you both “whats that?” she says as she points towards the basket.

“It's just something I found in one of the bedrooms I came across while exploring i dont think it has anything interesting in it all it has is fresh fruit.”

Mia sighs and nods before standing up to grab her backpack and open her laptop and grab her papers.

“since dinner's cooking do you wanna help me fill out these papers, the professor said we had to document everything so might as well start.”

you nod your head in agreement mumbling a sure before being handed a few papers to help fill out.

Finally, for what seems like an hour, cady comes back towards you both to inform you guys dinner is ready which causes you and Mia to sigh in relief.

You both make your way towards the kitchen, which has four plates of pasta placed out on the counter for you all to grab you and mia mutter a thanks as you make you way back towards the couch to coutinue your work, which leaves Cady and Jacob to eat together.

After three more hours of work you and mia finally completed the worksheets needed for today sighing in relief you then state

“I’m going to go and get ready for bed ill see you tommrow mia, dont try and overwork yourself okay? You need to get rest as well since we have a busy day tomorrow.”

mia sighs in annoyance at your worry and nods “yeah yeah dont worry about me just get to bed sleepy head”

you sigh at her nickname and nod your head in amusement as you rab your luggage from the couch and make your way to one of the bedrooms in the cabin.

You pass Jacobs and Cady's room, them having already fallen asleep beforehand.

You finally approach the bedroom you explored beforehand, having decided you'll just sleep in there for the night.

But before you can enter, you hear a strange noise coming from inside,which causes you to halt in your footsteps.

Suddenly, you feel like you're being watched, which causes a shiver to go down your spine. You shake off the feeling before finally entering the bedroom again.

You place down your luggage next to the wooden closet. You sigh as you crouch down next to your suitcase and open it to grab a fresh pair of pajamas and your medication for the night.

You finally finish changing as you hop into bed, laying down on the plush pillows You reluctantly try to fall asleep.

You still feel like you're being watched, but this time, you can't brush the feeling off, which heightens your anxiety.

But after an hour of staying awake, you finally fall asleep only to be woken up again by the noise of the door to the bedroom being opened, which causes you to freeze, you then hear quiet footsteps approach your bed which causes you to hold your breath silently.

You then feel a cold hand on your forehead caressing you like a parent would to your child as the figure starts to hum a soft lullaby which reluctantly causes you to drift back asleep.

But before you fall asleep you hear one last word from the person “dont worry baby youll be home soon.” but before you can process the words you fall asleep.

You yawn as you open your eyes to the sun drifting into the room through the slightly cracked window placed next to your bed.

You rub your eyes in exhaustment as you sit up to look around in the room. What catches your attention though is the piece stuffed animal placed next to your bedside table.

You widden your eyes at the plush lamb finding it absolutely cute your carefully pick it up and inspect it before placing it down on your bed deciding to keep it.

You stand up from the bed ad yawn walking towards your suitcase to grab your clothes.

You finally finish changing and step out of your bedroom as you walk towards the kitchen were jacob and cady are up conversing while mia is doing her makeup in the living room.

“Hey sleepyhead did you sleep well?”

cady says in amusement which causes you to nod hesotantly still thinking abou the events that happened last night.

“well we got a busy day today so you better be prepared to walk alot!”

jacob says as he bites out of a piece of bacon presented on the counters which you nod in agreement.

Mia finally exits the living room “are you guys ready to go? I already have the gear ready so we can document.” you, cady and jacob nod in agreement.

You then go towards the living room to grab some of the gear with the help of Jacob and cady.

You all then exit the cabin and walk down the same long pathway towards the town square of the community.

You sigh in relief as you all finally enter the twon square which causes the commonity members to stare at you all as you enter.

“what’s first on the list of stuff we have to do?” you ask in curiosity “well first we have to gather information on the resources they grow and make here so maybe we hould interview some of the farmers first?”

mia says qustionly, you nod your head in agreement. Jacob and Cady also nod their head, agreeing with Mia.

“alright then, off to the fields we go!” mia says as she approaches a female wearing a lamb mask. “excuse me Ms. if you dont mind could you point us in the direction of the feilds were the farmers work?” mia asks confidently which causes the female to nod and point ahead downanother path.

Mia mutters a thank you and walks off. You three follow behind her as you examine your surroundings.

But you can't help but feel like you're being watched again, which causes you to look around frantically, paranoia creeping up on you.

Finally, after a long walk, you four make it to the grass fields were some community members farm fruit and vegetables. This amazes you, to say the least, on how much effort these people put in to keep the community afloat.

“Okay, (name) you can stay here while we go and interview some of the farmers. Don't wander off, okay?”

You nod in agreement as your friends walk ahead and leave you on your own. But something catches your attention.

A community member struggling with a basket of fruit. You rush over to help her with the basket as you help her put it down.

Then you take notice of how old she looks and a worry look crosses your face.

“oh well thank you dearie for the help my old back hasnt been like it used to be when i was younger.” the woman says in a motherly tone smiling warmly at you behind the tiger mask over her face.

“Its no problem, ma’am im just glad i could help. Is your back okay?” you say in a worried tone. Which causes her to chuckle in amusement. “Oh, im perfectly fine dearie ive been through worse but i do appreciate your help this is the first time outsiders have been as nice as you.” you stare at her in confusion at her statement which causes her tone to turn solemnly.

“we haven’t had the best experience with outsiders as a whole. There have been few that have been here before hand that werent the nicest but of course, we took care of them!”

you look at her sympathetically, but her last sentence catches you off guard. What could she have meant by that? But before you could ask her, she was already walking away.

You sigh in annoyance but shrug it off, deciding to sit down in the grass fields and wait patiently for your friends to return. Hopefully, they’ll be back soon, you think to yourself as you gaze up at the sun.

fiddling with the dandelion in your hand as you slowly start to doze off. But before you could fully fall aslee,p you feel a small tug on your shirt.

And you're surprised to be faced with a child no older than 6 sitting next to you and fiddling with your shirt. You hadn't even heard him approach you. But you smile softly at him, which causes the little boy to flinch.

From what you can tell, he has strawberry-blonde hair and blue eyes with the same white dress that you see all the other members wear he also wears a bird like mask on his face.

“hi, little one do you need something?” you say in an affectionate tone.

You always did have a soft spot for kids. He looks up at you in wonder before muttering, “I... I like your s-shirt,” he says timidly, which causes you to soften your gaze at his timid nature.

You carefully pick him up and set him in your lap.

He continues to fiddle with your shirt as he cuddles against you, which causes you to chuckle as you comb your fingers through his silky soft hair.

He cuddles closer to you before finally falling asleep. The scene just looks to serene and feels so peaceful.

You don't remember the last time you felt like this. Felt at peace.

But of course that peace has to be interrupted at some point as your about to close your eyes, you hear the talking if your friends as they approach you.

I guess they finished you think to yourself.

The noise causes the little boy to wake up in confusion but when he sees your friends approaching his grip on your shirt tightens as he galres at them This suprises you of course.

Your friends stop in their tracks as they quietly wisper to each other but to break the tense silence,e you wave them over.

They hesitantly approach causing the little boy to glare even more,e but he still grips onto your shirt.

“hey guys, are you done doing interviews with the farmers?” you say hesitantly trying to ease the tension forming. “yeah, we finished.” Jacob says sharply, and you can sense hes on edge, which causes you to furrow your brows in concern.

“Did something happen? You all seem..tense.” you say in concern as you inspect them. “Well-” but before Jacob could finish what he was saying Mia interrupted him sending a glare to jacob “nothing happened, so you dont need to worry now lets continue our interview so we can get it done before the so-called banquet we were invited to tonight.”

Mia says in a snipped tone clearly not wanting to waste any more time. You flinch at her harsh tone and nod reluctantly in agreement.

Your flinch doesn't go unnoticed by the little boy though as he glares even harder at your friends.

Of course, this goes unnoticed by you, but your friends do clearly notice and their shoulders tense at the harsh glare the boy is receiving to them.

You grab the little boy and place him off of your lap and stand up and dust the grass off your clothes. This causes the boy to pout behind the mask, having wanted to stay next to you a little more longer. But he doesn't voice this because he doesn't want to upset you, you ruffle his hair as you turn to face your friends as you happily converse with them.

But unnoticed to you the boy is having an inner turmoil of his own. Why do they have to capture your attention.

You shouldnt even be looking in their direction your friends are just a waste of space, not worthy of your presence because your his, his sister and he would be damned to let these insects ruin that.

Mama always have said outsiders are nasty people and now hes starting to believe it. But he hopes you can stay here forever with him and the community. Hes sure youd be very very happy.

Plus it's not like you’d miss your own boring life anyways right? You could have everything you need here. A loving community that is ready to do whatever it takes to keep you. And he hopes that that's what his community decides to do. Because he wants you to stay no matter what it takes.

You're extremely tired after four long hours of interviews and interactions with the other community members, you're finally glad the banquet came around the corner faster than expected because you were starting to grow extremely hungry.

Of course you weren’t the only one you noticed how antsy Jacob has been getting, clearly he’s hungry as well.

But the strange is that the little boy from earlier has been following you like a lost puppy which is cute of course but it still bothers you that his parents havent come looking for him at all and when you asked him he just said

“mama and papa are just busy! But thdey know im safe!” which of course has you smiling in relief but you still held that sense of worry.

As the hours stretched on your finally learnt his name, it was Abner. It was a cute name to say the least. But back to the present at hand, you four finally finished all interview needed for the first day and were getting ready for the banquet at 9:00. Which of course, Mia told us we had to dress “presentable” whatever the hell that means.

Of course, you didnt pack anything presentable to her standards so you opted for a black dress shirt and some formal pants with sneakers.

You sigh in contempt as you finally finish brushing out your hair and styling it.

You then exit your room. Then head towards the living room to wait for the rest of your friends to finish getting ready. You then spot jacob already dressed and ready to go as he scrolls on his phone.

Your smile softens when yo see him you then take a seat next to him on the old couch. He notices your presence and smirks “ look at you all fancy looking you look hot.” he jokes as you nudge him in the shoulder, playfully muttering a shut up.

After 30 more minutes of waiting Mia and Cady finally enter the room in ruffles dresses and high heels you sigh and roll your eyes at their so called “presentable outfit” “that’s what you all are gonna wear its not a ball you know?” you say jokily which earns you a galre from Mia and a scoff.

You chuckle again, putting your hands up in mock surrender but before mia could respond cady cuts in.

“stop teasing okay? We have to get a move on so we wont be late we are meeting with the leaders of this so called community. So we have to make a good impresion so we can get as much information as possible so we can pass this extra credit.”

Cady states sternly which causes you all to nod your heads reluctantly in agreement. Not wanting to argue any further you and jacob stand up and make your way to the front door ready to go, cady and mia follow behind you two.

You four exit the cabin and make you way down the path leading towards the community center. You look up towards the moon shining down on all of you.

You’ve always been fascinated by the moon and how it reflects. In your opinion, you say its absolutely beautiful everything about this place is beautiful

Finally, after minutes of walking, you all arrive at the community center and walk towards another pathway leading towards the great hall, an imposing structure that is made out of wood.

After 5 minutes of walking, you all finally arrived at the entrance of the great hall You can see the light peeking out from the large imposing door.

You four walk up the wooden stairs, and Jacob opens the wooden door allowing you three to enter in first.

Mia goes in first then cady, then you as you finally enter the great hall you are in awe at the scenery and design of the place.

From the flower decorations hung up on the walls to the candles and fruits then their is white tablecloth placed on the tables with a bunch of fresh food.

From chicken and beef to vegetables and fruit. All sorts of varieties littered the table which makes your mouth water and your stomach grumble in hunger.

You then take notice of the statue of a naked man standing at the end of the room with a large star like window placed behind him.

It's amazing how people who only depended on natural resources could make all of this happen.

Then you noticed the hundreds, maybe thousands of stairs boring into your back. You look around, finally noticing the community members are not only staring at your friends but specifically at you. Which creeps you out, to say the least.

But what shocks you even more is the 6 imposing figures placed infront of the imposing statue placed infront of the star window. To say they are intimidating is an underestimating it, they loom absolutely terrifying.

But one of the members you recognize as the pretty lady from yesterday which makes you widen your eyes in shock. She catches your gaze a smiles softly standing up to approach you.

You stagger back in shock to shocked to speak “hello its nice to see you again foreigner i would like to request that you join us for supper our leader would like to formally meet you as well as our officials.”

You look at her in shock but realize that you don't have any room for argument, noticing the serious tone her voice holds.

So, with a heavy heart, you nod in agreement, which causes her to light up and smile warmly. She grabs your arm and pulls you forward which causes you to stagger back.

But you reluctantly follow her to the table she pulls the chair out for you and allows you to sit down next to a very tall man. She then takes her seat next to you

“our leader will be here very soon so please dont mind his tartiness. Oh! I never got to introduce myself! My name is Ezra! Whats your name little one.” you pause deciding whether or not it would be a good idea to tell her but you decide to.

“My name is (name).” you say timidly, which causes the female to coo at your shy nature. Which causes you to blush in embarrassment with earns a chuckle from the other 5 officals. Which makes you blush even more in embarrassment.

But before you could respond a the great hall door slams opens as the gaurds from yesterday are stationed next it, bowing to what seems like a very large man maybe 7 feet tall? With long dark white hair that looks almost unnatural, he is wearing something totally different a robe with golden pattern designs with black dress shoes with golden designs as well.

He wears a bear mask, and from what you can tell, he is very muscular and has baby-blue eyes.

This unnerves you, to say the least. He's very intimidating, with a golden robe hanging off the side of his shoulder, and his steps seem precise and planned.

This also unnerves your friends as they glance nervously at you. But you notice the man is staring right at you. His eyes bore into your very soul with an intensity that is so extreme that it makes you uncomfortable. What is his problem?

You think to yourself, nervously picking at your skin as the man approaches with steady footsteps, as all the community members stand up to bow before his presence like he's some sort of god.

This unnerves you even more as his eyes continue to bore into you, analyzing every twitch and breath you make.

Finally he arrives at your table, standing right infront of you, ezra then stands up and bows the official sitting on the right of you does the same thing so does the other four officials.

But he doesn't respond to their formal behavior as he continues to stare at you motionlessly as you anziously pick at your skin.

He then reaches out and imoblizes your wrist from continuing to pick at your skin this leaves you in shock as you freeze in anxiety.

You can clearly see the size difference between the two of you. His hand can fit fully around your wrist like he could easily snap it at any time which scares you to say the least.

His intimidating frame adds even more to the tense atmosphere “ dont do that anymore child; you'll hurt your delicate skin, and we dont want that do we?” he says in a very soft tone which surprises you to say the least, not expecting his voice to sound so soft and velvety.

Which comforts you to some extent that hes not trying to intentionally scare you.

But he keeps a form hand on your wrist letting you know that he won't be letting go of it any time soon.

“I-i just do it out of habit i cant really control it sometimes when im really anxious.” you mutter timidly, not daring to face his gaze as he stares intently into you.

His gaze softens slightly, and he rubs circles into your wrist to soothe your growing anxiety.

Which doesn't exactly work as you can still feel him staring into you, including all the community members and your friends.

You’ve never liked being the center of attention so you're surprised you haven't gone into a full blown anxiety attack right now.

Maybe it's the way he's trying to ground you that prevents that from happening. You don't know, and you don't care you just want to get this over with so you can get back into that comfy bed and sleep.

But before you can dwell on the thoughts plaguing your mind you feel the mans hand let go of your wrist. He turns around to look at everyone else with a calculating look before that look softens to a more serene expression. “ let the feast begin!” he shouts.

He then walks over towards the seat standing right next to the statue. The chair looks more like a throne than anything with its golden pattern designs and the red velvet texture to it, you would think a king would sit on it.

You sigh as you snap out of your thoughts when a plate of food is placed infront of you with apple juice? The food looks absoulty delicious on your part.

From the perifcally roasted beaf with mash potatoes and vegetables on the side to the white rice with chicken in it. Damn you mutter under your breath as your mouth starts to salvate.

But then you take a look around and notice all the adults oncluding your freinds got some type of alcoholic beverage but you just got apple juice.

Thats weird you think to yourself but shrug it off not wanting to dwell on something not worth your time.

You start to dig into your food quickly which causes ezra to chuckle in amusement a she Coos at you.

“Don't eat so fast honey, we don't want you to choke do we?” this causes you to blush I. Emmbaresment putting your hea down in shame which causes her to chuckle even more. But when you took a sip of th apple juice it tasted very sour.

Which is weird but you shrug it off not bothering to worry about it but before you could take another bite, the chattering decreased in the great hall as the leader stans up to approach the center of the room, this of course catches your attention instantly.

“Brothers, and sisters daughters and mothers, fathers and sons tonight our banquet has been honored by the cesilatial god himself to bestow us and our community a blessing and so to thank him we will preform our ceremonial sacrificial ritual for our god and our guests as a thanks.”

he says in a soothing tone and you can tell his voice has a deep effect on these people her from their adoring looks to their devotion you can feel radiating off of them. It awes and unnerves you at the same time.

But what do they mean by a sacrafical ritual?

You think to yourself as you anxiety starts to grow. You look towards you friends who are sitting at a table near you and you also notice their anxious expressions.

But before you could dwell more on your thoughst the great hall door opens as two of the guards carry in a struggling woman.

Which makes you widen your eyes in shock and horror. The guards put down the woman oto the cement like structure of the statue and tie her in place.

Then you notice another community member come in with a large tray of candles a book and a dagger.

This unnerves you even more as you start to shakinly pick at your skin from the growing anxiety creeping up onto you.

What the fuck…what the fuck are they going to do to that poor woman. You think to yourself as you stare in horror at her as she screams and struggles and pleads.

This causes you to close your eyes and put your hands over your ears. You take shaking breaths as you feel an oncoming panic attack. But of course your friends don’t notice or are to shocked to care.

You return you sight to the scenes I front of you as the woman pleads but it falls on death ear as the leader grabs the dagger from the tray

“låt dem vara ljusa och låt vår gud ge dig gåvan av evigt stycke unge” he says to the woman before impaling the dagger in her lower stomach then into her right breast and finally into her forehead the blood from the stand leaks out of her lifeless limp body onto the floor.

You feel like your going to throw up as the community members stand up to clap in celebration like what he did was completely normal.

And you can’t hold it back anymore you dip down and realealse all what was in your stomach to begin with. You gag at the smell and pant feeling tears rolling down your eyes. Then you notice everyone is looking at you now again.

You need to get out of here now you think to yourself as you eyes look up towards your friends who are as equally shocked and disturbed at what took place.

But before you could say or do anything you feel the tightening hold of Ezra rubbing your back soothingly this disturbed you even more at how calm she could be when just witnessing a murder!

You can’t seem to wrap your head around it and your heart is pounding so fast you think you’d have a heart attack any second and maybe that would be for the better because you don’t know what’s going to happen next and you don’t want to find out.

You just need to get out of here now no matter what it takes you refuse to die.

Authors note: y’all I work so hard on this sooo please comment and like a lot I would like this to reach at least 1,000 likes that would be the world to me and I definitely am going to make part 2 which is way more darker and that’s where the more intense Yandere behavior comes in!

[whereserpentswalk]

Twenty four year olds are adults.

Twenty one year olds are adults.

Eighteen year olds are adults.

Petite or 'smol' young adults are adults.

Transmasc young adults are adults.

Asexual young adults are adults.

Autisitc young adults are adults.

Young adults you find cute or wholesome are adults.

These people consume media as adults.

These people make life choices as adults.

These people have sex as adults.

Reblog if you agree.

[whinypuppi]

i literally cannot stop thinking about big brother!satoru who'll do whatever he can to lure you, his sweet little sister in before pushing you away not long after. he'll intentionally let his hands linger on you for far too long, or brush his hands up against your thighs "accidentally," making sure he's subtle enough to keep your suspicions away, but to get you to have the fattest crush on him.

he'll pretend to be all innocent and whatnot when you in fact do end up crushing on your own brother, he'll ignore and being cruel towards you when he knew for sure that he had you wrapped around his finger. you were so easy to bend to his will and manipulate if he pleased, and just the thought of you at his mercy made him hard.

when you finally mustered up the courage to just...tell him, you were all blushy and stuttery, your face hot as if you had a fever, and your voice sounded shaky the entire time. just to mess with you, he even told you to speak up, wanting to just—really let it sink in that fucked-up head of his that his plan worked.

"i...um, said i like you, big brother...a whole lot," you mumbled, hardly louder than the first time, but it'd do. he knew he had to act surprised, pretend like all the things he did to you were unintentional.

"that so? sorry, sis, but i don't think i feel for you that way. that's kind of gross," he even added on, forcing himself to scowl and turn his nose up despite how giddy he felt inside.

when you started to cry and profoundly apologize, that's when he actually felt a little bad, but he still got some sick sense of enjoyment out of your suffering. he couldn't help that you looked so pretty when you cried!

"aw, c'mon, baby—i was just joking, hey, 's okay," he reassured you, rubbing your back while kissing your tears away. when you hugged him tightly, his erection throbbed in his pants, but you were too caught up in your own embarrassing feelings to care :((

don't worry—he wouldn't leave you hanging. he'd prove to you that he likes you too (totally not having been obsessed with you since you were both hardly teens). he'd fuck you until you can't see or think straight, mumbling sorries out that were hardly audible past your sweet babbles and cries, along with the squelching sounds of your cunt.

he'd do anything for you—even jump off a bridge if you asked. for the one who claims to have YOU in his grasp, he's totally whipped for you.

[twistedrequiem]

Thinking about older male yandere and how he infantilises you. How he creates a power imbalance between you two.

He dresses you in pretty frilly little dresses with white knee-high stockings decorated with cute little bows. You’re always dressed in pastel colours while he’s the complete opposite with tailored suits and covered from head to toe in black. You figured it just adds to the power-play at this point. The way the clothing styles are completely opposite with the way he uses it as a way to remind you of your age difference.

He makes you feel like a toddler who’s completely incapable of doing anything on her own. You’re only allowed to drink from sippy cups, have to hold his hand whenever you leave the bedroom, have to sit on his lap while he spoon feeds you dinner. He makes sure to gently blow on it before you have a chance to eat just in case you burn your mouth.

Always calling you condescending names which you know for a fact he gets a sick thrill out of. It’s as clear as day from the way his eyes have an ill luminescent glow to them and how his firm lips curl into a sadistic sin of a grin. How he pats your head after you do something pleasing. How your always placed neatly on his lap even while reading or taking a bath.

Never having any time to yourself. Every second of everyday he has to have some form of physical contact. The only time you have to yourself is when he’s at work but even then the only thing you can do is wait for his return while being chained to the bed. The collar adoring your neck a small reminder of who you belong to. No way of finding any escape.

He loves you… but in his own perverted way.

*heavily inspired by @yanderenightmare *

[ronikat]

ThrowbackThursday :D not gonna make a big 30 Pic post dis week...9 years ago yesterday, so Aug. 21 2015...I was honorably discharged from the Marine Corps. So heres a pic of me in my desert cammies, aaand a pic of what was under my desert cammies :3

[thecloudsaremyhome]

☆100 followers special!☆

☆Yandere platonic werewolf father x reader☆

Summary: you and your father have recently moved into a cabin located deep in the forest away from civilization, since its the closest to your fathers new job you decide to make the most of it unknow to how your life will drastically change just by being bit.

Tw: self esteem issues, isolation, social anxiety, infantilization, transformation, yandere themes, blood, extreme yandere.

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Word count: 3k

It's always been you and your dad Amorok. your mother died when you were just a toddler from natural causes, your father said.

He never explained how she really died, though, and you never wanted to ask to upset him because you knew how sensitive off a topic it was to him.

But it's always just been you and him, and that's all you could have ever asked for in your life. You didn't need anyone else because your dad was enough.

Recently, you and your father have moved into a cabin away from a small town in the mountains, your father saying it would be closer to his new job and a better opportunity to start fresh he said.

You reluctantly agreed, finding hope in maybe making friends because you haven't had that same luck in the past.

You've tried You really have, even with your father's encouragement; it's just difficult.

You feel so awkward trying to converse with your classmates, and it's not like anyone takes an interest in you. You're normal, and that’s all you'll ever be.

And you can't help the lonely feeling always creeping up on you and making its way into your heart and mind.

And it's not like your father was a bad one; he just wasn't always there like you wanted him to be, but he tried to make up for it he really did!

It's just he so focused sometimes on keeping you both afloat and getting the bills paid that he barely spends as much time with you versus when he did when you were younger.

It saddens you, yes but you really cant do anything about it no matter how hard you tried.

So you’ve learned to cope with the loneliness and keeping that small spark of hope that maybe one day youll have someone to keep you company besides your father.

Thats why your really hoping this new job of his allows him to spend at least a little more time with you, and maybe if you built up enough confidence, maybe youll be able to make a friend or two.

But one can only hope and you hope dearly, that's why you're standing outside your so called new home.

It has a very rustic exterior with wood as the outer walls with a big wooden porch with an overhang.

It has a cement pathway that leads to wooden stairs, then it leads towards a brown door, wooden like the rest, with a golden handle to open the door.

You then take notice of the dusty windows placed right on the sides of the door; this makes you furrow your brows and sigh.

Well, it's nothing your dad can't fix up that's for sure.

“Hey kiddo, can you help me take these boxes inside so we can start unpacking?”

You get snapped out of your thoughts and turn around to meet with your father Amorok’s hazel brown eyes as he looks at you softly with his russian accent. Your father has a more muscular frame compared to most men his age.

Most of its from the hard labor his job puts him through. He has short dark black hair with a stubble beared on his face, he has a eyebrow piercing on his left eyebrow and a dragon tatoe place right above his neck you can barley see it through the black polo shirt with jeans he’s wearing that hugs his body.

“Yeah, sure, Dad.”

you nod as you move past him towards the uhaul truck placed right in front of the cabin, You hear your father inside of the house;

you then grab one of the many boxes placed inside of the uhaul truck.

You then carefully make your way towards the cabin trying your best not to drop the box. Youve never been as strong as your father but thats what yoive always admired him for.

His strength is what makes you feel safe around him. Because you know he can protect you in some ways, which brings you some sense of comfort.

You carefully walk up the wooden steps towards the front door thats left ajar. You enter the front door and look around at the bare interior presented inside the house.

The inside doesnt look as bad as the outside, with tile floors and windows placed near the living room with a bare fireplace. You out down the box next to the fireplace.

You then exit the house again and walk back towards the uhaul truck to grab more boxes.

This continues for a few more hours before finally you and your father finish getting everything out of the truck.

You plop down on the couch the your father brought in and let out a long exhausted sigh. Your father looks towards you with a soft smile and says

“how about i order takeout tonight for us, a little treat, ya know?”

he says with his thick russian accent. You brighten up at his offer shaking your head furiously in excitement.

You barley get to have any takeout because of your father always insisting to make your meals.

Which you are grateful for of course but its nice to have some of your favriote food once in a while.

Your father's smile brightens as he chuckles in amusement at your childish behavior.

“okay kiddo ill order it You rest up, okay? You did a great job helping me,”

he says as he ruffles my hair and exited the living room, heading towards the kitchen to order the takeout.

You sigh in relief melting against your soft couch as the cool hair maliciously picks at your skin.

You yawn tirdly already exhausted from today but you force yourself to stay awake so you can atleast spend some one on one time with you dad.

Finally, after 10 more minutes of waiting your father comes back into the living room with a smile on his face and a thumbs up.

He plops down next to you on the couch, drapes his arm over your shoulder, and pulls you towards him.

You in return cuddle close to him which causes him to chuckle as he holds you tighter. You both sit in comfortable silence for a while.

Until evutually the door bell rings causing your father to carefully place you off his lap back onto the couch cushions which causes you to pout slightly.

Finally, your father returns with the takeout in his hand and the drinks. He hands you your food and sits back down next to you.

You both open your food and converse about random topics while eating.

Until the power turns off suddenly which causes you to jump in surprise.

“Its okay kiddo its just the power the breaker must've gotten flipped ill go check it out while you stay here okay?”

your father says, and you can make out his faint silhouette from the glow of the moon reflecting from the various windows.

You nod your head in agreement as you hear your father get up and off the couch and walking towards the front door.

You hear the front door open steadily as you hear your fathers footsteps walking out the door, not bothering to close it behind him.

Your then left in the dark and alone, this unnerves you of course because youve never been a fan of the dark since you were a little kid.

This fear of course leaded to you constantly sleeping in your fathers room which he didnt mind of course.

But you eventually found a solution with nightlights or falling asleep with the TV on to give you that sense of comfort from the light.

You remember when you used to always sleep with the light on, which resulted in you not getting an adequate amount of sleep per day, leaving you sluggish and worn out this of course worried your father as he contacted multiple pediatrictions about the situation but they didnt do much good.

Which resulted in you coming into your fathers room every night till you were ten.

But you learned to grow out of the habit so this should be nothing its just a bit of darkness right? Nothing can hurt you your dad is just a few steps away from you near the breaker!

So you shouldnt be worried at all! But for some reason, you are, your very worried and you have no idea why?

It could be from the underlining dread in your gut that something bad is about to happen. You don't know, and you dont want to find out anytime soon.

You just want to get this day over with and go to sleep or at least try to in some sense.

But before you could dwell more on your thoughts the lights flicker back on which makes you sigh in pure relief, finally out of the darkness and into the light.

But you then notice that your feather still hasnt come back which is strange, buyt maybe hes walking back now? Yeah that might be it.

But the more the minutes pass the more you worry until finally you hea his footsteps and see him enter through the doorway in all his glory with ragged breathing and a bleeding arm.

You widen your eyes and rush towards his side immediately, already assessing the damage to his arm.

You notice how pale his skin has become, especially around his arm area, then you notice the large bite, not a bite of a wild dog no, more like a bite of a wolf or moatian lion, and this both relives and scares you at the same time.

Relived because he didnt take to much damage but also fearful because of how bad the wound is bleeding and the risk of infection.

“dad what happened! Wait dont answer that let me go get the med kit!”

you say as you rush towards the upstairs bathroom before he could get a word out.

But you didn't take notice of the large growel after you left nor the ever strong smell of musk and sweat.

You finally return with the med kit in hand and a worried expression planted on your face as you take notice of your fathers ragged breathing and his panting.

You slowly try to guide him to the couch for him to take a seat but before you could attempt to do that your father grips your wrist harshly with an unnatrualy amount of strength.

This causes you to flinch in fear at his strong grip looking up at him in pure confusion at his sudden change in behavior.

You can feel the tense atmosphere starting to forme and this unnerves you even more. Having this growing sense of fear starting to creep up on you rapidly.

“Dad are you alright?” you say in a nervous tone which seems to snap him out of his trance like state, he clutches his head in pain as he slowly backs away letting go of your wrist in the process.

He the animilistaclly growels in pain pulling at his hair in pain, this causes you to back up in fear you then take notice of the large amount of fur growing in chunks around your fathers body.

You stare in shock as his two front teeth fall out and a pair if sharp cwinine ones form in rapidly, your father still in pain, continues to growel and whimper like an injured wolf and this scares you. Whats happening to your dear father?

The one who would read you bedtime stories when you were just a mere child, the one who would comfort you through every nightmare you had, the one who brought you a sense of peace whenever you were in his loving arms.

You widen in surprise as your shaked out of your thoughts by your father who is bending on all fours a large tail ripping out of the back of his rear pants, the tail as white as snow wags back in forth.

You feel like your about to throw up, you cant stomach what's happening to your dear father and you dont want to accept it either. You just can’t.

What should you do? Run or stay to be killed by your now beast of a father who is growling at you with his large teeth that could easily tear into your skin and rip you apart limb for limb as of you are just a chew toy.

And this scares you because you don't see a trace of the father you once love no you see a beast that will kill you without a second glance.

So you make a break for it, ignoring the growels and whimpers as you rush out the door down the path towards the dense woods, hoping and praying you can out run whatever that beast is.

So you run and run and run as fast as your feet can carry you, not focusing on your surroundings, only focusing on the pure adrenaline thats coursing through your veins and making you keep moving forward, no matter how much your legs ached in pain.

You keep on running like your life depends on it until you cant hear his rampant breaths anymore, until you cant hear the growels and whimpers until the only thing you can hear is utter silence, then you stop and let your guard down for only a second to rest near a log.

BIG Mistake because the second you let your guard down you hear the rapid thumping of the beast's footsteps approaching.

so you have no choice but the climb into the tiny log and hide in their, hoping and praying that he doesn't notice you that he moves on.

But of course, things never go your way as you hear the large footsteps closely approach the trees surrounding the tiny log your hidden in, you hear your father sniffing, like he's a wolf hunting for a rabit.

but in this case, he's the wolf hunting for you,the rabit.

You hold your breath as you see his furry legs approach your hiding spot, your praying to every god out there that he hasn't heard you yet.

Finally after a few more seconds he walks away, which makes you release an involuntarily sigh of relief, but before you could move to get out, a large hand grabs your leg and lifts you out of the log and you met face to face with your so called father.

he’s way more taller than before reaching at least 7ft with his muscles more bulked out as he has patches of fur surrounding his body, with white ears and a long tail near his ear, and claws as sharp as butcher knife that could easily hurt you.

But he makes no move to, you try to struggle out of his grip while fat tears stream down your face, this really is it? This is your end?

And the worse part is, is its your father killing you not some random stranger no your father.

You burst into more tears at the pain of the situation as you start to cry out for him to let you go.

You dont want this you dont want any of this all you want is your father back, but even god has to take that away from you.

he was the only person you had and now hes the one whose going to kill you and it hurts its hurts so bad, it makes your chest burn in pure emtional agony that leaves you a crying mess.

Unbeknownst to you your father now turn werewolf would never hurt a single hair on your head!

He only was chasing after yu because its to dangerous for his pup to wander the forest alone!

Thats all he doesnt mean to scare you he just wants to keep his pup safe in the nest! Which he will have to build once you both get back home.

So he thought of the only way to calm you down was to knock you out. Which was pretty easy, and he made sure he didn't hurt you.

With you passed out in his arms he holds you tightly as he treks back home to make sure you are safe and comfortable.

He coldnt have you lost or killed now what type of father would he be?

He knows his new appearance and thoughts are a big change but hes still your father and he will figure something out both of you will.

He just might not let you out of the nest for a couple of months is all he needs to make sure your safe! And he cant seem to control these urges of his so what better than to have you in arms reach?

It won't be so bad he promises and with that he makes hours of running seem like minutes as he finally arrives back at the cabin. Not even breaking a sweat in the process.

He enters through the already ajar front door and makes his way upstairs towards the mastbedroom, luckily today he was able to get the bed put together with your help of course, but their are still boxes liettered in the empty room.

So he places you down on the bed and goes to grab a bunch of blankets and pillows some a mixture of yours and his.

He even grabs your weighted blanket and stuffed animal from one of your boxes that he intentionally placed in his room.

He then starts to build a nest like structure that surrounds the bed with you in the middle of it with a bunch of blankets laid upone you with pillows.

Finally satisfied with his work he purrs and makes his way into the nest as he pulls you towards him in a loving embrace.

Not showing any sign of letting you go anytime soon and he won't. You couldve seriously gotten hurt today, and he won't let that happen again.

So with that he finally allows himself a semblance of rest as your peacefully sleeping in his embrace with not a worry in the world and he wants to keep it that way.

Because your his and only his and hed be damn sure he’d ever let you go.

You gorggily open your eyes as the sun peakes through the curtains. you then try to sit up but notice the furry arm wrapped aroung your body then you become more aware of your situation again. You arent dead?

How? What the hell happened? Are you home? This cant be. But when you look to your side you notice your now monster father and you tense up.

So it wasn't a dream; this really is your reality, you need to at least get out of here.

But he is your dad. And he didn't hurt you, not necessarily. But you shake those thoughts out. No you can't.

You cant stay, no matter how much your heart wants to stay and melt in his loving embrace.

But before uou could dwell more on your thoughts when your father wakes up and his hold on you tightens to almost a crushing embrace. Which makes you squirm as he purrs shushing you like a winning baby.

this cant help but make you cringe in embarrassment. What the hell is going on with your father but before you could question him. You hear him murmur

“ its okay pup go back to sleep daddys here and he wont let you go not now not ever.”

And his statments scares you to the bone, because you cant help but fear, will you ever be free? You love your dad but you also want your freedom as well and whatever the hell he’s turned into.

you dont think your father will ever be the same and that scares you.

You shouldve never moved here

Authors note: thank you all so much for so many followers I can't belive so many people like my works it warms my heart! So here's this little oneshot for you all! I worked so hard on this so please comment and heart it! It would mean a lot to me.

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[athena5898]

I often think when people hear "infantilizing a group of people", they think of it literarily that we are actively being made a infant. While this is a part of it, I think people miss the subtle things that end up causing chasms in their relationships with that group of people.

It's actually hard to pinpoint because it's never a singular event, it's many tiny things but the end result is always "I am the authority, I will always know more then you, I will never take your advice, I will never be honest with you (you know to spare *your* feelings), any disagreement is your fault, any problem in your life is my cross to bear and you must follow how I tell you to fix it, I will never stoop myself to understanding what your needs are as X group and will view everything from my own lens and judge you accordingly, we are not equals, and we never will be. (This is not a exhausted list, nor will everyone have all the same traits)

It is very hard to connect with someone who just automatically assumes a higher status to you just because of something you can't change. All the while the offender thinks what they are doing is actually a good thing. They are somehow helping you by just assuming they are better then you (which in the end, that's kinda what this is).

I have a few people in my life that I care for a lot, but they are not that much older then me yet they act like I can't possibly understand them and automatically shove this "child" label on my forhead.

And here is the thing, they will voluntarily bring up why they think this if you pay attention. It might be trauma they've dealt with, it might be that they have kids and you don't, age, or anything else like this. However I think it's important to note that I have friends who do not talk down to me and respect me as my own person with autonomy and also have these things going on in their life. So it's not like it's impossible to treat someone with respect and have these differences.

Now what do some of these subtle differences look like? There are many ways they can materialize but to name a few.

- Demanding the person solves a problem their way despite the person telling them why their circumstances do not allow that.

- assuming...well anything and all the time. These people have a tendency to think they know exactly what you are feeling and other such things and if you try to correct them then they will actually get upset at you or show some type of passive aggressiveness.

-Speaking on your behalf without asking permission

-never valuing your expertise on any subject. They are older/more mature then you, therefore to them they know more about everything. What's really fun (/s) about this is when they will explain to you, why you are wrong, by repeating what you said back at you.

- any reason why you can't do a thing, or why you need an aide is an excuse. You could do it if you *really* wanted to, but you are just being lazy. Now the real adult has to take up your burden.

- they do not/cannot listen to you. No matter what you say or how you say it, or if they even confirm what you say, there is always a part of them that is not listening. Or hell, they could of listened to you, but since what you say isn't important to them, they will quickly forget it and may even try and claim you never said anything to them.

- I'm not sure if this counts as infantilizing, but I notice that it happens a lot in tandem. While they think less of you and treat you like a child whose facts and opinions don't matter, all of this will change at a moment's notice when they need something from you...oddly enough something they probably normally do not take seriously from you on a normal day. Suddenly thrusting you with this burden of taking care of them even though they are never there for you in any meaningful actually helpful way most of the time. Like you will literally be demanded to stop what you are doing, and get over whatever you are going through to help them and their problem. I cannot explain how frustrating it is to be demanded to be the mature one while most of the time being denied respect.

I could go on, but honestly if I sat here and thought of every single tiny thing they do to make sure there is distance between you and them up on their self made pedestals, I'd be here all day.

The worst part on all of this is that I have no idea how to resolve it. People who do this are not inherently bad people, hell they might not even realize they do it. But this can actually make it more difficult to bring to their attention. I have tried many ways and many different times to resolve this, but I haven't been successful yet. Anyone who has corrected themselves were people who just had a little mess up but still obviously viewed me as a person from the start.

These subtle ways someone can dehumanize you, it can cause terrible rifts and of course the other person never understands why (see point above about not listening)

I am writing this as a autistic person, but I know there are others who go through this. Please check the ways you create artificial authority over someone.

Edit: someone reblogged this with hashtags about how we shouldn't do this to children either and I completely agree, I was using the term because it's the one often used to explain these things. Adding the edit cause I have no idea how to respond to the hashtag thing and I think it's a important thing to note.

[thecloudsaremyhome]

✧Pity party chapter 1✧

TW: mentions of neglect and suicidal tendencies

You never really knew your father even when living with your dear mother. You remember when you would sometimes ask about him looking up at her with innocent e/c eyes looking at her like she's your world and she is and so are you to her, her precious little butterfly. Little you then ask “Mama why can't we see Papa?”

your mother stands stiff as she stops scrubbing the dishes and turns around to look at you with a melancholic gaze on her expression.

“Well, honey papa is just a very busy man you know? But I promise you’ll get to see him soon, honey i pinky swear.”

Those were your few memories of your mother; she was an angel in your eyes. Why did they have to take her away?

Why….you remember the first time you arrived at Wayne Manor You gaze up at the imposing structure known as Wayne Manor as you're seated in one of the leather seats of the limo, Alfred driving diligently as he glances back at you now and then taking in your figure and your expressions.

He analyzed your scratched-up knees and torn shorts and pants as well as your dirty yet chubby-like face and eyes that shine with that childlike innocence yet hold many dark and imposing secrets a traumatized child at that.

Finally, the limo comes to a stop at the garage of the Wayne manor alfred diligently turns off the car and puts it to a stop he unbuckles his seat belt and steps out of the driver seat closing the door then heads behind the limo towards your door he opens it and helps you unbuckle then lifts you and puts you down on the concrete like path looking around in wondering at the large garden in front of the manor.”Like what you see master (name).”

I turn around to look at him having to crane my head up because of the height difference as I timidly nod blushing in embarrassment at being caught admiring the manor. Alfred chuckles amused at your shyness as he carefully takes your small delicate hand into his.

Alfred then starts to lead you towards the manor's entrance as you continue to marvel at its structure. Alfred finally reaches the main entrance of the manor and opens the door as he leads you slowly inside.

“Welcome to your new home master (name),” Alfred states as he looks at you with a soft look allowing you to admire the interior of the Wayne manor.

I widen my eyes as I look around the interior, the large staircase at the center of the room with polished steps that you can see your reflection clearly in.

A living room is twice as large as the small apartment that you lived in with your mother. With brand new designer furniture that surely costs a fortune.

I then look around confused expecting to at least see my papa waiting to greet me but he is nowhere to be found. Alfred picks up on your confusion as his brows crinkle in disappointment as he grimaces and says “master bruce is in a meeting right now i apologize master (name).” Alfred looks at you solemnly trying to gauge your reaction.

I look up at Alfred with a disappointed look as I say “o-oh that's alright…”

You remember the first time you saw dick, it wasn't in the manor no no. It was actually on television. He looked absolutely magnificent on your old rustic TV from his perfectly framed hair to his baby blue eyes to his perfectly framed suit and pearly white teeth smiling like thousands of stars could be hung up in the sky.

No wonder many people admired him. You did too, you adored him as a child always very excited to watch the television whenever the news showed images of the Wayne Gala or Wayne Enterprises you were always jumping in your seat excited to see the people you looked up to the moist even if you never knew them even if they never wanted to know you.

But you were sadly unaware of your mother's solemn glances towards you when you mentioned anything to do with the Wayne name.

Naive you, you were so naive so innocent no wonder the world broke you as it did no wonder it shattered your heart into a million pieces, so no one can never pick it u again to fix you no one will be able to not anymore. Not when the people you loved the most broke you like a pathetic doll.

Maybe you are a doll to be used and discarded away later, only there when you are valuable. But at least your, your mother's doll her precious little doll….

School was never the best for you in general even now as a full-grown adult you still have your struggles but when you were younger school was sometimes a sanctuary for you. After your mother died, Bruce didn't bother to change your schools actually he never bothered with you at all at least from your point of view.

Before your mother died you already had a few close friends but when you started middle school your group expanded even more since your mother was your only solace when you were little you didn't know how to cope without her, without her presence.

So once you started fifth grade you found it very difficult to make new connections since your original school decided to transfer the middle school section to the next school over combining it.

So now you had to deal with completely different people you never grew up going to classes with and your previous close friends moved away to a different section of Gotham so you wouldn't get the chance to see them as often as you would like.

But you found out that you were actually able to make some pretty good friends for example you had a friend named crissy she was shorter than you, but she was full of sass and energy she had baby blue eyes and beautiful color of ginger hair with freckles, she was your ride or die you two where inseparable at the time. You had another friend named audrana.

She was also a very close friend of yours at the time you would always vent to her about your troubles in the Wayne manor, and she would let you know she was truly an angel in your life. She had dark brown hair with blue eyes and was a little taller than you by a foot.

But once seventh grade hit that's when things started to go down previously in sixth grade, you were very runbuches so that led to the hundreds of times you got sent to the principal for your misbehavior I guess instead of your father trying to be a father for the first time bruce decided to be an absolute asswhole and just decide to take you out of the school altogether you protested yes but it seemed like your opinion didn't matter to him you rarely spoke to him as it is.

So you cried yourself to sleep that night, ignoring Alfred's calls to come down for dinner and his constant sympathetic glances you didn't need his pity, not when he decided to side with them.

So that was the point in your life when you decided you hated Bruce Wayne you thought you hated him before, but oh you were wrong you loathe him.

You loathe the Wayne family you hate them for what they did to you but slowly that hate turned into resentment into just a numb feeling now that you're older, you are more likely to fear them than anything you fear them, finding but you also now can find a sense of peace our free you don't need to worry about them anymore since they are none of your business anyway.

You're doing perfectly fine without them. You finally got into your dream college and got your own apartment! I'd say that would be a big win in your book, and you even started to reconnect with your old friends from middle school!

And you are starting to expand your friend group! You don't need the Wayne family! All you need is yourself, and you're fine with that! you've been fine with that!

Even when you have this everlasting gut feeling that things won't stay this good forever like they say the calm before the storm….

Lately, things have been to quiet in the Wayne manor even though dick personally thinks its usually quiet, there is also a sort of presence at least there to make the manor feel a bit more like home, but no, instead, its been deadly quiet and dick can't seem to find out why though? As dick is walking down the hall towards the more isolated side of the manor, he notices something in the far corner of one of the halls.

As he walks down it, he gets this strange feeling like he's forgetting something important, forgetting someone important.

As he reaches the end of the desolate hallway, he is met in front of a large painting of what looks to be you and Alfred.

But that's not possible you didn't paint, right? And he would know if you did? Right? And if you did, why would you put it in the isolated parts of the manor? Your room couldn't possibly be down these isolated hallways.

Could it? No no, this can't be right maybe he should try to find your room it has to be somewhere down here, right?

It feels like its been hours that he’s been walking down these desolate hallways to be met with nothing no signs of your room. Did he miss it perhaps? No no that can't be right he should remember where your own room is.

Finally, he reaches a room door that has various childish stickers on it he can't help but chuckle to himself at how adorable you can be but he still can't get over the fact that he didn't even know where your own room was. Why didn't he know? never mind that he will just ask you later. He reaches for the dusty door handle and opens the door to find an empty room. That shouldn't be right.

Where's all your stuff? Shouldn't you at least have decorated on your door? But no, he only met with a dusty room that smelled of bleach and dust. It's like no one has been in here for months, maybe years. But that can't be right.

Doesn't Alfred clean your room every day? Dick then takes notice of the diaries placed on your bed, perfectly neat with not a speck of dust on it. He felt the urge to go closer, it took a look through the diaries, and viewed he contents, but he couldn't that would be invading your privacy and he couldn't do that to you.

But nothing is stopping him, right? And he does want an answer, so a little peak shouldn't hurt….right?

Your mother used to always say that you looked just like your father. And now looking at yourself in the mirror you wished you didn’t you wished that you looked more like her.

Like the woman who birthed and raised you to be who you are today.

Maybe that’s why you died your hair. Perhaps that’s why you constantly damaged your skin so you wouldn’t have to look like him. You wished you never looked like him.

Even now looking at your e/c eyes, you wished you could tear your own eyes out and replace them with more like your mother's so at least you would have a semblance of a connection to her.

But no matter how hard you tried it was for nothing. Maybe that’s why you left in the first place. Maybe…. But you wonder, do you look like him?

Authors note: sorry if this chapter is not that long I promise it will be longer in chapter 2 and I’m sorry it’s so wordy and all I really am I’ve been criticizing my own writing for days now. I hope you like this chapter send in asks!