#infecting the mutuals with my hyperfixation

[unwanted-dandelion-seeds]

You're making me want to watch the Hatchetfield musicals, but I can't I have Life™️ getting in the way 😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭

DO IT DO IT JOIN USSSSSSS

It won’t take too long I pwomise! You could just like. Listen to nightmare time like a podcast

[milfcoven]

i missed seein ur posts sm, glad ur back on tumblr nya

I missed seeing yours too!!

[weirddancer14]

[morphids]

Ok so I have two requests ideas, you can choose to do one or both if you like :3

The first request: CaitVi x reader where they’re in a poly relationship but the reader becomes a little insecure because they’ve been spending more time with each other and leaving the reader out sometimes (whether this is due to work or maybe as they’re on dates). They don’t realise this at first but when they do they feel bad and try to make it up to the reader. Basically a bit of angst to fluff and it can either be based on the show or a modern au ❤️💙

The second request: Sevika x reader where the reader is talking to Sevika about their current hyperfixiation druring their break or something and she acts like she’s not interested in listening, but then she’s like “no wait continue” when she hears the reader stop. They can be in a relationship or not but still have feelings for each other and haven’t confessed yet 💜

Hope you like my ideas!

thank u for requesting my love! as i dont have much experience with poly relationships, didnt want to risk not doing it justice so as an autistic person, i went with sevika x hyperfixated!reader, hope thats okay!!

reader has a hyperfixation on nature, specifically symbiotic relationships between species im sorry if that’s not what you wanted/find interesting!! i hope you enjoy <3

Sevika x Hyperfixated!Reader

cw: fluff, current relationship, domestic/soft sevika, smoking, angst??? idk reader gets a bit in their head, ambiguous setting, r is gender neutral.

wc: 750 sorry its a lil short

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The illumination of the room was dim, two mellow oil lamps on either side of the room brightening up the space ever so slightly. Sevika was sat comfortable on her chair, further away to the wall than you, hands grasping a book which lay stable on her lap, her eyes grazing through its sentences.

You glanced over at her, lifting your head from your own nature book rested on the dining table that you had been studying, found neglected deep in a decrepit library you had passed through, and took in her features. She was more at ease than usual, tension relieved from her brows as the ambience softened her face. Shoulders slackened, as she would lift her hand to puff on her cigarette in short bursts, before eventually letting the smoke ripple through the air.

“Guess what I’ve just found,” You spoke, eagerness coating your voice as you grew excited from new facts you had read in your book,

“Yeah?” She answered, eyes still pointed at the pages she held, the response working as a cue that you were to continue on with your sentence.

“I’ve found another symbiotic relationship between species! Crocodiles and the bird species Plovers.”

“After they feed, crocodiles will lay on the riverbanks, hold their jaws open to signal the Plovers to enter their mouths,” You read on the paragraphs from the book, switching between the drawn illustrations of the crocodiles and the birds, before continuing, “The bird will then sit inside their mouths and pick out the remaining food stuck on their teeth!”

You felt your excitement build, enthusiastically word vomiting about this relationship, “The crocodile will not eat the Plover, it’s a mutually beneficial relationship where the crocodile gets its teeth cleaned, helping ward infection from the raw meat, and insects resting on its skin,”

“Yeah,” Sevika interjects, in between your words,

“And the Plover gets free food! Plover’s are basically tiny, flying dentists in the bird world and they charge exclusively in left overs” You chuckled, amused by your own jest.

“That’s really interesting, darling,”

“It gets even better,” you continued, “Then if the Plover senses movement or sudden sounds of potential danger, like other predators, the Plover will use its warning call which the crocodile heeds to return into the water and get away from threats! How amazing is that?” You were beaming, eyes glimmering as you read through the pages.

Finally turning your head to look at Sevika’s reaction, noticing her eyes still glued to her book as she didn’t respond before realising you had kinda just kept talking and not thinking you may have been irritating her, with your useless factoids. The pull on your lips dropped slightly, biting the inside skin of your lip as you thought that she probably could not care less about this, reading her own book full of her own interests.

You began to enter your own head, remembering all the times people had been dismissive or simply not listened as they had their own thoughts going on, oftentimes making you feel like a silly burden for blurting out such things. Tilting your head back to your book, Sevika’s voice broke out through the silence,

“Why did you stop talking?”

Looking back at her, her face was turned to you, brows lifted in curiosity,

“I just… figured you weren’t listening or, I don’t know, didn’t want to hear about it,” You muttered, tone loaded with your unease, as you fiddled with the dried skin on the rims of your nail beds.

Sevika looked over at you for a few seconds, before her features slackened and she closed her book, folding the edge of the page as a placeholder, before getting up and walking closer to where you sat at the table.

“I’m sorry,” She sighed, sitting next to you and wrapping her built arms around your shoulders, “I promise I was listening, was just enjoying hearing you talk about it,”

You looked up at her, meeting her eyes tentatively as she lifted the corner of her lips to smile at you, “I was just kinda thinking how if we were the animals you’d be the Plover,” she chuckled, pressing her lips to your forehead.

You gasped, mouth slightly ajar as your own lips tilted into a small smile,

“Ugh, you’re probably right, too.” You sighed, not impressed.

“Don’t stop talking about that stuff just because I’m not responsive, okay? It’s cute when you ramble,” You fell into her hug, her hand rubbing at your back, before grabbing the side of your face and bring your lips together into a gentle kiss, aware of the way you might still be feeling.

You grabbed onto her, pressing your lips closer against hers.

“Thank you,” you smiled,

“I also found the dentist thing quite funny,”

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[octoling-wearing-gauges]

Favorite fictional ship, and reasons?

LMAOO I'm sure you already know but I'll answer anyway.

Lars and Sadie, these two have literally shaved years off my lifespan, I'm convinced. The funny part is I wasn't even all that interested in them on my first watch of SU. Some time later on they spontaneously became a hyperfixation and I still have no clue why they infected my brain out of nowhere, but here we are. I've essentially been Steven every watch since during all 20 minutes of their screentime.

As for my reasons for liking them, it's complicated. They're SUPER messy and I'm not gonna pretend they aren't. Even as a ride or die larsadie fan I don't necessarily hate the fact that they didn't end up together from a writing/realistic standpoint. They were too toxic in the beginning to be anything beyond FWBs at best despite their mutual feelings for each other.

Post-arcs I feel like they did have a lot of potential to still work out and be much healthier. But at that point I think Sadie had already moved on while Lars was in space, ironically on his way back to her, which may not have happened if Lars had just been honest about what he wanted with her. I of course love Shep as nonbinary representation and for the fact that they make Sadie happy, but I also think that ultimately Sugar's idea with Lars and Sadie was to contribute to the theme of the series as a whole. With life comes change, and learning to accept it whether we like it or not. Steven was sorta supposed to represent the viewers in a way with the introduction of Sadie's new love interest in Future, and his little meltdown over Lars and Sadie having drifted apart, his two friends that he was sure would get married someday. The silver lining being Lars' true love for Sadie in that, even though he's sad it wasn't him, he's glad that Sadie could be happy, showing his growth as a person too. He himself even found happiness in space with the Off Colors.

One could argue they were doomed since the end of Island Adventure though. If not for Sadie's TOTALLY NOT COOL actions, they might've been able to come out of that as a couple. Alternatively, maybe they weren't endgame the second Lars died on Homeworld. Sometimes immortal/mortal couples are a little too sad, which could've been the reason they "couldn't reconnect" as they told Steven. Or maybe Lars would've never kept Sadie for himself, as he genuinely thinks he doesn't deserve her.

Either way, I'll stop rambling and just say, gosh they're cute and check all the boxes for my favorite ships! I love them both so much and them being best friends secretly in love AND coworkers is just ugggghh. Even the angst/tragedy of them makes me love them even more. I'll always wish they worked out but I can get my kicks in fanon. What little we did get in a few episodes is more than a lot of people get with their favorite fictional couples, lmfao (my favorite one is Horror Club :))

BONUS!! to stay on topic w my blog rn I loooooove Greg/Rose. They are TOO precious just look at em!!!!!

[areslikestodraw]

RAUGHH MY HYPERFIXATIONS ARE COLIDING I LOVE MY MUTUALS ESPECIALLY THOSE I GET FROM STARKID

@infected-paul

[judasiskariot]

Have some chaos

6, 12, 19, 24, 29, 32

📝Realtalk Then and Now Asking Game📝

"Psst we are having a realtalk here" ~ The road so far...

🌻🍁🌻🍁🌻🍁🌻🍁🌻🍁🌻🍁🌻

6. An aesthetic you had as teenager

I was an Emo kid. But than got more in the Rock'n'Roll and obscure direction. Just mixed up the vibes.

12. Something you achieved that you are proud of

I didn't wanted to work in my old profession anymore and I mastered a new whole new professional education. It was challenging and hard work, but I did it. And I am good at it!

19. Something that was taken for granted as teenager, that you really appreciate more now because it got rare

Oh my, I could talk about that for hours. Making friends is a thing, that I appreciate more, because as an adult it takes more time and effort to keep things going. And here we are at the next topic:

Stay in touch, socialising.

As teenager you chatted for hours, seen your friends every day. I miss to hear everyday from my friends. Now everyone is so so busy and it seems to take time for your friends is not a priority for everyone.

So I really do appreciate and enjoy to write with all of my mutuals, just talking or hyperfixing about our fandoms. I really enjoy it.

24. Something you want to change about you now

I am always working on being more Zen, what means to me:

Make love not war. Let anger go, be open minded, try new things, say yes.

29. Something about yourself you want to tell your followers

Maybe you should know you totally influence me. Because of your love and enthusiasm for characters that I had totally overseen, I started to like them 😄 Gortash for example. I hardly took notice from him. But you hyping about him despite his rare screentime and seeing all your stuff about him, made me appreciate him and like him more. And it may be weird...but I like when get infected by the joy and enthusiasm of others. So keep going to infect me with your Blorbos 😄😁🤗

32. Did you consider yourself as one of the "cool kids"?

What do you think? 😏

NO! Absolutely not. You read it above, I was with the underdogs. Wanted to be different a little too much. As it is when young.

But for me the right people of our little rocky gangs thought I was cool, and that was all I needed and mattered.

[oddthesungod]

No no no no no, you're going to cause me to fall into a new ship😭 I don't even know the name of this show, I just watch it sporadically over my boyfriend's shoulder sometimes. I don't know what DND is exactly, but I can feel a hyperfixation coming on centered around this show and your art, both of which are so damn captivating to look at. And I was already thinking 🤔 that elf guy is cute and the short king is vibes, now I have to learn names. Thank you, respectfully with tears. (Jokes aside, I hope you are doing well ☺️ and very much love and appreciate your art. Okays bye✌🏾)

ASJDHA, well I know if anything I'm real good at infecting ppl with rare ship bugs, so you're most welcome!

The name of the show is The Legend of Vox Machina!! You can watch it on Amazon Prime, season 2 just came out!!!!! I really really really REALLY cannot recommend it enough, it's asolutely amazing. It's based on a real play campaign that was streamed some years ago by the Critical Role gang, it's the campaign that started it all really, it's real fucking good. So after having watched hours of them playing those characters with only my imagination to picture how it all went (since, y'know it's D&D so it's just a bunch of nerds sitting around a table role playing lmfao) seeing it FULLY ANIMATED is just........... magical!

As for the characters I've drawn, the elf is Vax'ildan, he's a half-elf!! and the shortie is Scanlan Shorthalt, he's a gnome bard and I love them very much, they have a really fun dynamic and season 2 gave them a lot of mutual character development I'd been looking forward to! <33333

[echoesofaheart]

you singlehandedly made me go listen to CCCC so THANK YOU for that. holy shit it's so good. i want to get into your aus so bad but i cannot tear myself from the hyperfixation but i prommy i read your posts and go oh! OH!! THEM!!!! you're also just really cool in general i see you in my notifs and go Oh! the Mutual!!

yippee!!! i'm so glad to have infected you. and i'm glad you're interested in the aus! i totally get that with being too Absorbed in other things. feel free to either send asks or dm me if you want to hear more about the Lore i love talking about these guys

and ty!!!!! this was rly nice to hear

[catboy-joyfriend]

stands so close to my mutuals that my insane camp here and there hyperfix radiation infects them

[dykebluejay]

I started reading good omens just because all of the pollution posts you rb saying they're hot

LMAO Every Day I Infect My Mutuals With Hyperfixations

[subjectsix]

A friend without a tumblr tagged the discord crew in this, so I decided to jump on it :’)

1) How many works do you have on AO3?

33!

2) What is your total ao3 word count?

138,052-- abt 91,000 of those are about Dylan Faden oops

3) How many fandoms have you written for, and what are they?

Nine-- Control, Hitman, Alan Wake, Pacific Rim, Fallout 4, Dark Souls, Fallout New Vegas, Terminator, and Star Wars

4) What are your top 5 fics by kudos?

Grow Brighter, Control

I'm Dreaming of a Non-Archetypal Holiday, Control

The Best Laid Plans, Hitman

Starry-Eyed & Exasperated, Control

And it All Comes Crashing Down, Hitman

5) Do you respond to comments?

Yes! It might take me a few days because my mental energy is low but I cherish every comment very much, regardless of length or content or anything <3

6) What’s the fic you’ve written with the angstiest ending?

Uhhhh maybe Twin Humanities? A lot of one shots sometimes explore snapshots of angsty moments (Dylan getting infected by the Hiss, Arish having nightmares), but Twin Humanities might be the most “complete” thing beyond a snapshot

7) What’s the fic you’ve written with the happiest ending?

Outside of oneshots that are just for fun, probably Grow Brighter? Hopeful™️

8) Do you write crossovers? If so what is the craziest one you’ve ever written?

Not reaalllllyyy? If you want to count stuff I’ve never posted, me and a bestie have an AU of an AU that contains far too much personal hyperfixations that involve robots. The original AU was Metal Gear and Terminator.

9) Have you ever received hate on a fic?

Not that I know of!

10) Do you write smut? What kind?

Nope, it makes me severely uncomfortable for both personal and religious reasons. I rarely even write/am interested in ship fic— never really my cup of tea.

11) Have you ever had a fic stolen?

No? Not that I’m aware of

12) Have you ever had a fic translated?

Nope! Would be cool tho

13) Have you ever co-written a fic before?

The same bestie mentioned above and I have written Pacific Rim fic at the same time while bouncing the same ideas off each other if that counts kjsehfksefh and we share that personal AU-verse

14) What’s your favorite ship?

don’t really have one? I like Kyle and Sarah from Terminator but never feel compelled to seek fic out about them. I do love reading abt the wild father and son dynamic with John and Kyle and imagining Kyle surviving the events of the movie just to get to raise that nerd

15) What’s a WIP that you want to finish but don’t think you ever will?

man. I don’t want to jinx it but I really want to write a Ralph DBH fic eventually-- long form, character study type beat. 

16) What are your writing strengths?

Character dialogue, I hope? Excessive use of em-dashes. 

17) What are your writing weaknesses?

Excessive use of em-dashes. Inability to create endings or motives. 

18) What are your thoughts on writing dialogue in other languages in fic?

I think I’ve only done it with Ahti and I really need to stop being shy and ask some of my Finnish mutuals for help bc I do not want to get it wrong akjsdhfasdkjf. Same mood at other languages-- I usually just write their dialogue in italics if it comes up, because I don’t speak anything else.

19) What was the first fandom you wrote for?

Published? Avengers, probably. Back when I was a kid not online? Pokemon or Star Wars, probably.

20) What’s your favorite fic you’ve ever written?

Grow Brighter :] lov control, lov dylan, blown away that I wrote so much. I am fond of a lot of my Hitman fic! And many of my control stand alones

I shall tag @mybrianisfried and whoever else wanna :’)

[castielnova]

updated: got tagged by treasured mutuals @tennet & @softjensen (thank you!! 💕 always love to learn more about my treasured mutuals ❤️)

name/nickname: juri

gender: whatever y’all Perceive me as, anything works for me honestly (i probably give off big mender vibes tbh but my ideal is jender sjdfakdjh)

star sign: your resident bullshit— taurus 

height: slightly taller than the global average but still one of the shortest in my extended family (can y’all tell i’m somewhat insecure lol)  

birthday: 19th may

fave bands: the gazette & linkin park

fave solo artists: hmmm probably the fame album era lady gaga

song stuck in my head: i found by amber run (thanks playlist anon mwah ❤️)

last movie: a silent voice (am not much of a movie person but i had to write a paper on mental illnesses portrayed in pop culture and this was an anime classic so)

last show: i honestly don’t recall asjdfhksa lately i’ve been hyperfixating on destiel fics after destiel fics yikes

when did i create this blog: 2012 i think? (listen… i have seen too much and should be retiring into the grave at this point)

what i post: low quality spn shitposts lmao

last googled: average height in the world

other blogs: i have one somewhat popular snk blog (that’s still getting notes occasionally) but it’s been dead since 2017 so

do i get asks: i apparently only get asks for being a jack kinnie now help (used to regularly get a bunch for art/dj requests back in the good ol’ days when i was an anime blog)

following: 46 blogs currently! (but only the ~15 spn-infected blogs i follow are active sjdhaskjdfh the rest mostly died around the same time i did back in 2017? couldn’t bring my sappy ass to unfollow them still)

followers: ehh i’ve gained over 300 new followers since reviving this account on 25th nov

why i chose this url: ✨i love castiel✨

average hours of sleep: around 6 during the holidays and if i don’t self-sabotage about 8 during school days

lucky number: 8

instruments: piano, guitar and ukulele (but i suck at all of them so YIKES)

what i’m wearing: a sleeveless green army shirt with floral shorts lmao

dream trip: i desperately want to go back to japan for the scrumptious food man gOSH

favourite food: black sauce chicken vs garlic chili prawn vs mentaiko on raw salmon or seasoned lobster fucking FIGHT

nationality: somewhere in asia 🌚

fave song piece: elegie op. 3 no. 1 vs prelude in c sharp minor by rachmaninov FIGHT

last book i read: Satin and Sawdust (...shut up Ltleflrt is a Solid writer ok)

top 3 fictional universes id live in: i’m a massive action/horror fan so ehh i’m not particularly keen to live in any fictional universes i know of lol but if i was held at gunpoint:  

SCP for all its wholesome and wicked entities (used to read scp profiles like bedtime stories; some had fan lore so wholesome it left me in tears skjdfaskjdf)

D.Gray-man cause the whole verse is A Vibe however dangerous it is

IB (it’s an iconic horror rpg game y’all should check it out) for the same reason of it being A Whole Vibe (it’s basically an eden for any artist!)

favourite colour: all shades of blue

edit: no tags bc i’m just updating an old tag post lmao 💕

[dirt-grub]

Wringing my evil little hands because I’m infecting all my mutuals with the dan vs hyperfixation curse

[jupitertimes]

hey to my mutuals. i'm still alive. depressed but trying to manage it. i'm still feeling the effects of covid (i caught it in nov). i left my job in march and got a nasty ear infection this month.

i’m more active on my side blog @holmesmoriarty. i’m sadly back on my spn hyperfixation and you can only find it there. i even made a spn recs page. i hold no shame ¯\_(ツ)_/¯.

[with-love-anu]

helloooo

okay not me full on gasping and blushing when you wrote "mera chand" in 💀's ask :)))))

okay so i had my 10th ka farewell sometime in mid-september and bc i changed schools i really wanted to meet a lot of people one last time maybe.

sooo as a background story, i have a group of 6 friends (including me) and we were in the same class for 5th-8th standard and then 9th standard, we were split in pairs in 3 classes. the girl that was in my class is the one i am the most not closest too (not like i am very close to anyone in my group - loner qualities :D) so i used to be kinda alone in the first few months of 9th bc ofc i didnt have any friends. then, i made friends with this girl (G) and another group with M (a girl who lives in my society). i and G used to hang out most of the time (except breaks when she went to meet peeps in other classes and i would eat alone in the class) and we had a mutual understanding that we might be the closest but we are still friends and that we will hang out together and be friends. then covid happened and we kinda remained in touch?? i talked to her more than the people in my grp of 6 friends (but still less for most people - like once in 2 weeks on an avg?) now in 11th, i changed schools but we still used to talk on the phone once a month or every 1.5 months.

so the farewell thingy started and i asked her whether she was coming anad she was like "i am worried that i will become infected with covid" bc it was like 100 people meeting in the farewell. and i was like "ofc it's your decision i was ust hoping to meet you ;(." now,,, i went and met up with my 6 friends on the monday before diwali and there, one of my friends (A) told us that G's group held a separate farewell. like WTF??? i dont mind you keeping another farewell, but shit G you couldve at least not lied??? i wouldnt have insisted to come to your farewell bc we both know that we were never in the same group but ig i at least deserved the truth????? fucking angered me. i aint gonna talk to her anymore.

plus, you remember i told you about that girl from my group who i think ive fallen for? i met her on 1 as well and meeting her is LITERALLY a reality check for me that we could never be friends or acquaintances, let alone lovers. for starters, she is aphobic (constantly saying it is unnatural that i havent had a crush on anyone and citing that she's had a 1000 crushes and she's never heard of anyone without crushes. she then asked the other 4 girls "have you had crushes?" and they said yes, so she was acting like it was proof that i am unnatural.) and her personality... just fucking deosnt make sense. she'll be sitting beside me and be very affectionate ot me at one moment, and at another she acts as is i dont exist. i get so angry at her sometimes, because fuck you M get you thoughts together.

also, i think i am aroace, but i do think that i have had crushes on 2 people (including M) but im not sure???? my sexuality is soooo fucked up (like me) and i just cant understand. but like... ive aksed a lot of people about how a crush feels and... i dont think i have ever felt like that. for M, i dont think im in love, i think i just want to be really good friends. there was this other guy who i hated when he came but then he grew on me. maybe i wanted to be in a qpr with him??? i dont know. he's engaged now. and... i dont know how i feel about that. but he was kinda problematic too (not very much - everyone is a little problematic i think) so maybe i have a type? XDD

anyways, big ass rant.

how are you? have you been watching anything recently? any new hyperfixations? are you excited about going to college????

also, to 💀 anon: i'm okayish? been sleeping a lot, have had two nights in the past five days which have been absolute hell. i start my classes again today. how are you doing on this not so fine day?

~ 🌔 (not me getting confused with my emoji XDDD)

OKAY I KNOW THIS TOOK ME LONG BUT LIFE HAS BECOME LIKE CRAZY RIGHT NOW- WITH PREPARING FOR HOSTEL AND A WEDDING BOTH IN A WEEK NO LESS-

And djjejejej I didn't think much-

Did she (M) go..? If she did that was really shitty of her :/ You know stuff like this used to hurt me alot until I just came to peace with the fact that people tend to grow out of relationships- you just gotta maintain the balance and try enough- not more not less. People who are meant to stay would stay and those who don't well, you have to let go. That helped me out of my toxic as well as *only for the advantage* friendships.

And I don't think I like this girl you had a crush on..? She seems to be two faced- I'd stay away from her.

AND NO YOUR TYPE ISN'T PROBLEMATIC. NO MATTER WHAT HAPPENS.

I'm okayish- you know the feeling when you're depressed but making through with some amount of effort? That. No new hyperfixtations 💀 But I did start watching umbrella academy and have been noticing my attractiveness to characters worsen.

Pspspsppsps 💀