#it was my last day with one of my favourite colleagues yesterday 🥺

[becca-e-barnes]

“you can go a little stupid if you want to” MA’AM. excuse me, MA’AM. i am literally sitting here full body damn near vibrating i am going to take off like a rocket ship. that one line of text has changed the trajectory of my entire life.

I remember writing that line a while ago and tbh, I can't even remember who I wrote it for but I really want to come back and talk about it a little bit more bc 😵‍💫

"It's okay, don't worry. You can go a little stupid if you want to." Bucky would've sounded entirely sincere if it hadn't been for the slight mocking edge in his tone.

You weren't even sure that you could find it in yourself to care though. Not when you're sucking gently on the two thick fingers he's slipped in your mouth to muffle your moans.

"Good girl, get them nice and wet for me. You're such a needy mess. I didn't think you'd break this easily." He chuckles a little, pressing his fingers deeper into your mouth.

It almost feels odd to need this but your fluttering cunt reminds you that you do. There's something freeing in giving your body over to someone you can trust to take care of it. For a couple of hours, any worries and stresses are all suspended; nothing outside of the bedroom matters. You have the freedom to feel overwhelming pleasure, grounded in the knowledge that, for now, there's no expectation on you. You don't need to think. You can do as you're told and take the rewards that stem from being obedient.

"B-Bucky." Your soft plea sounds pathetic around the fingers in your mouth but hearing his name like that makes him throb.

There's no rush though. You have all the time in the world and he intends to take you apart quite slowly tonight. He wants to savour every gasp and kiss every inch of your skin. His own need is coming second, for the time being. For now, the only need of his own that he's focused on is his need to feel you come apart on his tongue. To steal orgasms from you with his fingers and to hear you begging him for his cock. That's what good girls do.

He's reminded that you're the best girl when he pulls his fingers from your mouth and trails them slowly down your bare body, letting them find their way home.

God, you're soaked. His breath catches in his throat because he knows you're going to feel incredible around his dick. He needs to feel that tight, wet squeeze while you beg him to cum inside you but as soon as that thought has crossed his mind, it's gone again because you're rolling your hips against his fingers.

You're desperate and he can't let you stay that way. Not when you're unapologetically lost in him. He's not going to make you beg. Not just yet. "Good girl, sit still for me, sweetheart. Don't squirm." He slides both fingers into you with no resistance, appreciating the slick glide.

"O-oh god." You whine, feeling him curl his fingers inside you, brushing gently against the sensitive spot that leaves you gasping.

"You're making such a mess. Fuck, you're so wet." It's impossible to miss the soft, slick sounds his fingers cause and while they're obscene, they're incredibly hot.

Before you've even really noticed, Bucky has shuffled down the bed, settling between your spread thighs. "I need to taste you." His fingers never cease, his lips trailing a path up from your knee before his plump lips encase your clit.

[canyoncurl]

God it’s rlly been a long time and istg I didn’t forget about you!! Last week I almost spent the whole weekend in my bed. My head hurt and I was like a dragon that couldn’t stop breathing 🔥. I thought I got Covid at first but the result turned out negative (thank god) so I back to work normally this week.(my colleagues say I’m tough and I be like:😎)

Harry’s house IS my favorite album (well I prefer to put it this way: my favorite Harry’s album is Harry’s next album🤣). I’m also obsessed with songs from hs1&2. 🍉🍬, the 🐟 song, golden, sott, 🥝…these songs rlly saved my life! God I wish I can meet more people who can go to Harry’s show with me. My friends are more like K-pop fans(but they listen to Harry as well, just don’t stan him like I do). It must be so much fun to see him across cities! Meeting friends, hitchhiked with strangers sounds so cooool! It’s not silly at all!! You makes me rlly want to meet you and go a show or two with you. 🥺

Christmas🎄 is near and I’ve been planning to buy some stuff with my friends. Except for the holiday items, I also intend to put a new 🛋️ in my bedroom. My bedroom isn’t a big one so the sofa has to be small. It’s always exciting to get a new furniture in your house.🥳Well you know what, picking a sofa is not that hard, but picking a sofa blanket makes me shilly-shally. Do you have any suggestions and what’s your plan for the upcoming holiday?

About hobbies, despite I’m deadly busy, I still managed to find some time watching movies. I watched Trainspotting the third time yesterday. Idk why I find it so relatable and I even recite the lines. Btw are you going to see the new avatar movie 🍿 ?

To know more about you, and if you don’t mind, I would like to ask two more questions.

What’s your favorite movie(s)?

Has anything interesting happened to you recently?

Hope you have a lovely dayyyy! <333

M

m, the merry and bright! 🫂🤍

there’s no need to apologise for messaging me late, m’kay!? real life commitments always take priority, especially during the holiday season! it’s taken me an equally long (if not longer) time to reply to you, so we’re more than even 😌🫶

i’m hoping that by the time you receive this, you’re feeling far happier and healthier than you did! have your symptoms cleared up, my love!? i do hope you’re spending christmas well. sending so many tissues and a warm hug. ❤️‍🩹

a new sofa sounds like a lovely idea! the weather here has been particularly frosty, so cuddling under a blanket on a new couch on christmas day sounds heavenly! 🛋🤍 did you end up picking out a blanket!? i am a bit of a blanket fiend (as i am typing this, i am snuggled under four and a duvet, hot water bottle tucked against my tummy dhfgf). my personal favourite is my harry inspired one with ‘we’ll be alright’ printed on it. a loved one got me it for christmas a couple of years ago & it’s ever so cosy!!!

now to answer your wonderful questions 😌

1. i struggle to concentrate throughout full films unless i’m at the cinema (which i frequent a lot dhfgf), so my criteria for favourites is usually ‘did i watch it the full way through without pausing!?’ – my ultimate favourite is brokeback mountain, which i have watched more times than i care to admit! such a sniffle starter … i got a piece of art commissioned for my bedroom wall & even that makes me sniffle each morning dhdgf! some other favourites include beautiful boy, spirited away, isle of dogs… and monsters university 🥲. i also watched bones and all at the cinema recently and it’s not left my mind in weeks fhfhfg. i have not watched any of the avatar movies, believe it or not! have you? if so, would you recommend them?

2. hm!!! it’s always hard to remember interesting things that have happened when you’re trying to. all of my stories have disappeared, whisked away in the wind dgfgfg🧍my birthday was last week & i turned 23, so that was fun! i went for a walk around the christmas markets and an art exhibition. 🌬❄️ what interesting things have you been up to!?

thank you for your lovely questions and for being patient with me! i hope you have a wonderful christmas, my love! looking forward to getting to know you more by the next one (… and for talking about those future concerts together)! 🫂🤍

seasonal squeezes,

bug 🐛🤍