#it's a problem with me
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itz-pandora · 1 month ago
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#i know people say “create what you want” “dont create just for others validation”#but. man. it stings when I make something and people don't care#It's been happening a lot with my mlb au and like. i get it. i am not entitled to people caring about my stuff#but it also is likely part of the reason I feel so lost rn#I don't know what to do#I feel like I'm being entitled and dependant but I still can't just stop feeling this way#I want to make people feel things with my work!!! I love it when I can invoke emotion!!!#which is probably why i loved misc. everything was so dramatic and people ate it up#I've been thinking about working on misc again#tbh the biggest reason im even continuing to do anything with my mlb au is because of 2 friends who talk with me about it#with the collision there's the added reason of wanting to get far#but I would've lost motivation and interest very quickly without them#the novelty has worn off. hasn't it?#I know that I'm not supposed to be dependent but I am.#I don't want to be but I am.#and i dont know how to fix it#I've been trying to create what I want but just seeing disinterest makes me feel sad#maybe im just being a baby about it#I know that not everyone has time to actively engage#I know some people might like my stuff enough to like or view but nothing else#I'm not mad at anyone for not reblogging or commenting or actively engaging. this isnt and never was a problem with you#it's a problem with me#and probably the reason I've been feeling rather shitty recently#and im just. lost.#UGH im sorry for rambling I'm just. ughhhhhhh
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kenapiece-main · 9 months ago
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Can you believe I'm having to make this meme even after successfully finishing up taxes and applying to job
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rhynee · 3 months ago
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people who dont experience it cannot comprehend how awful executive dysfunction is. I WANT to do the task, i have the resources TO do the task, i will feel better having DONE the task
but i cant fucking do the task
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inkskinned · 1 year ago
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please i love you i'm begging you bring back suspension of disbelief bring back trusting the audience like. i cannot handle any more dialogue that sounds like a legal document. "hello, i am here to talk to you about the incident from a few minutes ago, because i feel you might be unwell, and i am invested in your personal wellbeing." "thank you, i am unwell because the incident was hurtful to me due to my childhood, which was bad." I CANT!!!!
do you know how many people are mad that authors use "growled" as a word for "said"? it's just poetics! they do not literally mean "growled," it's just a common replacement for "said with force but in a low tone." it's normal! do you hear me!! help me i love you please let me out of here!!!
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the-moon-loves-the-sea · 4 months ago
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Shared here today by Matthew Boroson on Facebook. (ETA: Gaining inspiration from other authors is great. Lifting passages and avoiding giving credit isn’t.)
Tanith Lee was the first woman to win the British Fantasy Award for best novel, for the second book of the Flat Earth series. She died in 2015. You can buy Tales From the Flat Earth here and here .
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depraveddame · 3 months ago
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feels like fake news
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ghosted-jazz · 3 months ago
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Doey's 2/3 angsty traumatized teen, I think he'd love MCR
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xiaq · 11 months ago
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Your first pride story was touching and all but you still married a man.
Yeah, bisexuals do that sometimes.
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chronicsymptomsyndrome · 1 year ago
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*displays textbook symptomatic behavior of my own disorder that I am well educated on* what’s my deal why am I like this
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stars-and-branches · 8 months ago
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Chronic pain pisses me off cause I'm not even incapacitated for like a cool or badass reason instead my body is throwing the world's biggest temper tantrum because it's raining outside
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aroacedavestrider · 2 years ago
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people will hear you talk about struggling with mental illness and say “you can do anything if you just put your mind to it”. brother what part of the body does the mental illness happen in. what do you think is the problem
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inkskinned · 8 months ago
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this is just my opinion but i think any good media needs obsession behind it. it needs passion, the kind of passion that's no longer "gentle scented candle" and is now "oh shit the house caught on fire". it needs a creator that's biting the floorboards and gnawing the story off their skin. creators are supposed to be wild animals. they are supposed to want to tell a story with the ferocity of eating a good stone fruit while standing over the sink. the same protective, strange instinct as being 7 and making mud potions in pink teacups: you gotta get weird with it.
good media needs unhinged, googling-at-midnight kind of energy. it needs "what kind of seams are invented on this planet" energy and "im just gonna trust the audience to roll with me about this" energy. it needs one person (at least) screaming into the void with so much drive and energy that it forces the story to be real.
sometimes people are baffled when fanfic has some stunning jaw-dropping tattoo-it-on-you lines. and i'm like - well, i don't go here, but that makes sense to me. of fucking course people who have this amount of passion are going to create something good. they moved from a place of genuine love and enjoyment.
so yeah, duh! saturday cartoons have banger lines. random street art is sometimes the most precious heart-wrenching shit you've ever seen. someone singing on tiktok ends up creating your next favorite song. youtubers are giving us 5 hours of carefully researched content. all of this is the impossible equation to latestage capitalism. like, you can't force something to be good. AI cannot make it good. no amount of focus-group testing or market research. what makes a story worth listening to is that someone cares so much about telling it - through dance, art, music, whatever it takes - that they are just a little unhinged about it.
one time my friend told me he stayed up all night researching how many ways there are to peel an orange. he wrote me a poem that made me cry on public transportation. the love came through it like pith, you know? the words all came apart in my hands. it tasted like breakfast.
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gibbearish · 2 years ago
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love when ppl defend the aggressive monetization of the internet with "what, do you just expect it to be free and them not make a profit???" like. yeah that would be really nice actually i would love that:)! thanks for asking
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creekfiend · 5 months ago
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something that drives me insane on a relatively regular basis as a body jewelry understander is talking to people who have sensitive skin who are like "oh well I just can't wear any earrings without my ears getting inflamed" and I say "well what have you tried" and they say "well I've tried sterling silver and I've tried gold..." and it's like. ok. I don't know how gold and sterling somehow got spun by the jewelry industry as being especially good for sensitive skin but whenever I'm like "well have you tried implant grade titanium" they're always like "no....... but I've tried sterling silver... and it didn't work ..." like. I don't know how this narrative about sterling silver somehow got so strong but when they put pins in your fucking legs when you snap your leg in half are those pins made of sterling silver or are they made of implant grade titanium or surgical steel????????? HELLO. HI. YOU MIGHT BENEFIT FROM TRYING IMPLANT GRADE TITANIUM I AM JUST SAYING
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gongyussy · 8 months ago
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(✿◕‿◕) die (ꈍ ꒳ ꈍ✿)
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nenoname · 6 months ago
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hunting down a specific image but finding miscellaneous storyboards/some cut panels from the stan comic story instead
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