#its just hard sometimes

[3mutantsinatrenchcoat]

Okay this isn't a rant at all! So proceed with uhhh this is brain thinking thoughts not ranting

I'm going to say it now I'm not the best with technology, I can understand it but I loose that process to the ADHD alot

I've been wanting to talk to people about turtles on discord but I can't figure out how to find them so I keep rambling to boss *cough* angel puns *cough cough*

Sometimes I wanna ramble here about turtles and ideas and proper krang stuff because they are so cool but idk how to do any of that

Talking is hard!

Sometimes I wanna talk to people like diona and I just get too excited because they are cool and I freeze up, I do the same for movies or TV shows, I get too excited to watch them I can't make myself watch it

[whimsicalphotographer]

Being alive is so unreal sometimes. This is the first Christmas without my dad and I'm happier for once. Happy that he's out of my life and no longer causing harm to me or my family. His presence still lingers in the trauma that I now have. But despite my trauma, I am beginning to make something out of my life.

My ex's parents bought me Christmas presents, and as I sat on my bed and opened them, I started crying. Bc they were well thought out gifts - a sketchbook, pencils, and a bag of mealworms for when I go out photographing birds.

And my friend text me a happy Christmas and made a joke about something we had talked about a few days ago. And I cried again. Bc never have I felt so loved. I've been alone for most of my life and only recently, starting adulthood, have I been able to take on the beautiful thing that is loving other people and allowing myself to be loved. It's still hard. I love other people and yet I never quite understand why they love me back. But I am growing, finally, and able to try and become comfortable with the fact that, yes, I do exist in this universe, and yes, I can love and be loved in return.

And to whoever reads this, I hope you have a great Christmas and a happy New Year xxx

[agamingsystem]

🐺

[bluegiragi]

mask off.

early access + nsfw on patreon

[ant-diary]

I know how fun and sexy autism can be but it can also be so very isolating...

[medicalunprofessional]

sorry guys they finally showed me peak fiction . Its called “phantom of the paradise”

[crumb-crumblet-s-crumbington]

different POV of this comic

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[meamiiikiii]

silly comic based on a time i struggled to read live on stream :thumbsup:

context clip compilation below ASDASDFASA

(cw for brief mention of hospitals/strokes)

[lonelyoleander]

Specialized Extracurricular Execution Squad

[fairsweetlonging]

imagine if after the transmigration shen qingqiu became a combination of shen yuan and shen jiu, not in a "second person living in my head" kind of way, but a "this house is haunted and carries the echoes of the dead" kind of way; imagine shen yuan having nightmares about a house, a fire, a faceless boy behind a door he can't remember; imagine him having flashes of emotions he doesn't understand, rage at a name he doesn't recognize, helplessness when yue qingyuan apologizes for something he won't mention, nausea when ning yingying says the name "a-luo"; imagine parts of his own self have changed too, how he now likes bows in his hair, pretty flowers and flowing robes, but can no longer stand a stranger's touch, a man's touch, yet he longs for the brothels, but never sexually, only fondly, like there's something there he misses. there are many empty spaces in his heart where he feels something is missing

[little-tunny]

This lil 4 year old from overseas said this in the most sincere way with the most adorable little accent...He really mulled over what the difference between his hands and mine could be. I think about it all the time.

[fernsnailz]

sorry these kinds of comments have been really pissing me off recently lol

[poorly-drawn-mdzs]

Lan Wangji might be an unstoppable force, but Xie Lian has 800+ years of practice of being an immovable object.

(poll results here for context)

[carnivalcarriondiscarded]

thinkin' about Bardaby and his illusion smoke...

[bruciemilf]

I wonder how many times Clark and the batkids + Alfred revived Bruce with the Lazarus Pit and just never told him abt it

[violetren]

The great thing about the White Collar OT3 is that at no point does the introduction of Neal into El and Peter's everyday lives never feels like a threat to Peter and El's marriage.

Like from the moment Neal shows up at their house in episode one he and El hit it off.

Within the first 5 episodes Neal and El have figured out they have similar knowledge and interest in the finer things, they're sharing looks over how Peter talks about and will react to things, El is telling Peter to trust in Neal a little, Neal is helping make sure they have a lovely anniversary, and El is calling Neal in to mediate/help prove her point in mini arguments to make Peter do stuff.

They also work really well because while Peter, El, and Neal might all be slightly different flavours and intensities of hyper competent adrenaline junkie weirdos, all three of them are intensely loyal to "their people" so the second El and Neal recognised that they both trust Peter as someone who will always try to do the right thing and respect them they were like "oh green flag."