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kiefbutter · 7 months
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tangerinegod · 4 years
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Hello! I am sorry to bother you but I am a senior getting ready for college this year. I am in the US and I wanted to major in the same thing you did, do you have any possible tips for me? I still haven't even looked for colleges that would be best for animation majors so I figured if you were up to giving out any tips/saying any basic ideas if you wanted to/if you had the time to then maybe I'll have a better idea! I apologise for if I sound weird! I'm tried to word it correctly but I can't 😿
hi!! i’m totally down to share my experiences! someone else also had some questions so i’m going to put them all together in this post haha, hopefully this helps! it’ll get pretty long so apologies ahead of time but art school is a lot to think about so i wanna be as helpful as i can around it, its a lot of time and money. I’m gonna put it all under a read more cus it is really really long!
i wanna start off with the fact that I had the privilege of attending school in a financially stable environment, my parents were/are really supportive so w merit scholarship i only came out with around 20-30k in debt and i also had housing support my entire time in school. they were ok with me focusing on academics so i didn’t hold a retail job unless i was out of school like summer/winter break. Ofc though i regularly take commissions/do merch/cons to try and pay for all bills that arent rent cus i did want to be financially independent where it was possible. I also did try and work during the semester but everytime i did my body would deff start to breakdown from the fact that i didnt wanna compromise schoolwork with jobs.. so just read ahead know this experience is from a student who was able to attend focusing only on school work for most of the time!
the biggest thing is knowing art school is not required to become a professional in either freelancing or industry! there are a huuuge amount of online tools and classes these days that provide the exact same education and for cheaper too. i think it depends on what experience you prefer/can handle/want but it’s definitely possible to make art/animation art your living without higher education. the thing that college will for sure give you though is the ability to meet deadlines, work even when you dont want to, and connections with peers+teachers. i think the connections part is invaluable because you’re basically coming out with a network of people you already know and who know you! 
also its good to know if you want to attend/can handle art school! it’s a lot of time and energy and students get burned out really fast. the best piece of advice i got before going was ‘if you draw every single day, even if its for only like 5-10 minutes or a doodle for a whole year you should be fine’ consistency is super key because you’re attending school to draw, and you’ll have to create work for stuff you aren’t excited for at some point or another. burnout is extremely real and the only reason i didn’t experience it was probably because i got super into drawing naruto fanart again inbetween sophomore and junior year! it helped give me something to draw seperated from school which is the only thing i was drawing for since i had entered rip. a heads up id also consider myself a workaholic so i fit in ok with the ‘art school’ environment but it is suuper unhealthy. if you are fantastic at managing your schedule then it’s definitely possible to take care of yourself! freshman year i got 8 hours a sleep a night and only pulled all nighters for some second semester finals at the end. sophomore year + up though i ended up prioritizing hw over sleep and like for sure, definitely shortened my life span. there’s another q down below where i’ll go more into detail but ya, be careful w ur work balance!
another tip especially for animation is knowing for a fact what type of animation you’re looking to go into, and what the school is offering. I didn’t think i’d get into art school at the time so i only applied to two places + decided if i didnt get into either id attend community to get credits out of the way while building portfolio. honestly? i did not do a lot of research LOL but like i did end up having the chance to tour and stuff! just know that each school will have a very different curriculum. The main differences are schools that prioritize 3D (cg animation, cg modeling, ect) and 2D/traditional (hand drawn, ‘oldschool’, digital or traditional based) this is a huge difference so make sure you do research for it! in most cases a 2D/traditional program will also offer 3D since it’s at the forefront of the industry animation wise rn. My school taught 2D but like hand drawn on physical paper 2D, frame by frame. while it was a good experience it’s super outdated because digital tools make it way faster + easier! i’d recommend looking for a program that is digital 2D over traditional 2D. 
if after your senior year covid is still affecting campuses in the US to keep them shut down i’d recommend attending a community college to get credits and then transferring into school. one of the negatives is paying money for gened classes when ur not there for them; if you can get them out of the way sooner and cheaper there is absolutely no negative + you could graduate earlier or use the extra time for better work or to work a job! 
these are all the general tips i think i’d give on like a broad basis of attending or not to think about? let me know if u have more q’s! someone asked q’s im answering below that go more into personal experiences + work culture so heres those:
- how many hours a week do u spend studying, in class, otherwise making art? like how much of ur life does it consume?
I was basically working on art.... 24/7! since i wasnt working a job at the same time i crammed as many credits as possible into my schedule so on avg i did 18 credit semesters (around 6 classes) art classes go for 6 hours and non art go for 3, so i’d spent around 30-35 hours in class a week! hw wise it varied on the class but combined it would be around 35-50 hours a week... im guessing? on average studio classes would have 8-10 hours of hw, maybe 5 for a light week, and gened classes 5 hours w them all combined. or this was probably how things were before junior year? junior+senior year i had thesis + everything else ontop.. i’d spend around 30-40 hours on thesis a week with other classes ontop of that bc my film was super long cus im a dummy! 
- is it hard going to art school n realising that altho u were probably quite talented… so is everyone else? Like. all of a sudden. ur not special and everyone seems as good as u, you know? More generally, how do u deal with comparison?
kinda?? i think instead of the idea of like you vs others it feels more of like a competition at first to be the best. this varies hugely on school culture though; my animation year was really friendly with each other and get along extremely well, so my answer to this is v different than some others who attended different schools. i think that the idea of ‘comparison’ only lasts a portion of the first year because at some point you realize that it’s not a who’s better as much as its a ‘these are my coworkers’ type thing? like healthy competition 100% because we’re all working to improve but i think most of us learned pretty early on that viewing each other as peers going into the same workforce helped a lot. also at some point everyone develops their own style/starts to develop their artistic preferences so there isn’t a way to compare whos 'better’ anymore? i dont think there ever is tbh because style is appealing based off of an individuals preferences. If anything realizing everyone else is also amazing makes you wanna work harder ig? or thats how i felt! it’s inspiring to be surrounded by so many people who create such amazing work. 
- is there a lot of workaholic culture? all nighter culture?
100000% there can be a workaholic and all nighter culture. i know people who avoided it and thats honestly fantastic because i fall super easily into that pit. sometimes i’ll pull all nighters on a personal project just because i really want to finish it... i am definitely considered a workaholic all the way through and its not healthy rip... i’d estimate at the worst i was pulling 2-3 all nighters a week and only 4-5 hours of sleep on the nights i didn’t? that was only for one year tho, after that i was like yeah ok this is really bad for my health in the long run LOL so i tried to cut it down to one all nighter a week and around 5-6 hours of sleep the rest of the week! by senior year my decision to cram in full semesters paid off and i was able to consistently get around 7 hours of sleep a night + no all nighters minus finals since my schedule was lighter despite thesis 😭 while there is that culture i don’t think people view it as like a badge of honor or something to be proud of anymore which is good, we mostly view it as a flaw of the art school system and something that needs to be fixed!!
- are you glad u did it? how did u know it was what u wanted?
i am glad i did it! i’m definitely in a limbo right now of if it was worth both my time, money, and my parents money rip but i think with what i got out of it i definitely wouldn’t be as far skill wise or knowledge wise when it comes to the art industry. i would say it was only worth it for be because i had so much support going in though so i was able to focus so much on improving. if i had only been able to put in part of the effort and not make full use of the resources provided i would honestly have a different answer.. 
i knew it was what i wanted when i realized i really couldn’t see myself pursuing a different profession happily! despite all the bumps and stuff im fully in love with drawing still and feel honored that it’s a field that can provide a living. my second profession choice was to go into culinary school? and third option i think going was into music cus i was also a band kid hehe.  
- how do u cope with ur hobby becoming ur job? how do u deal with art going from something u do for fun to something u do on command constantly?
i think seperating work art from personal art is important! in my case im doubling naruto into being personal work so i have something to fall back onto that isn’t work related. its been a hyperfixation for 12+ years? so drawing it at this point is just like personal art imo. some people have hobbies outside of art and only draw for their job! i think after attending classes for so long the idea of hobby turning into job feels extremely natural? also i enjoy doing it so thats a huge plus! 
sorry this is SO long but i hope i answered your guys’ questions! if you have more just lmk!
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mymanskabu · 5 years
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Kabu One-Shot:
A Kiss in Ten Seconds
Anonie requested: ❝Idk if I can req anything for the holidays or if it's too late but, just in case. Can you do something for Kabu finding out his champion!s/o will be too busy on New Years Eve and New Years Day bc of all the events that are going on? Then how would he react, when people are literally doing the 10 second count down right before midnight and he sees his s/o burst into the room/wherever he is, panting, out of breath, looking for him just so they could be there to kiss him when the countdown's over?❞
× IM UPLOADING THIS AT 11:59PM Or at least that's the time it is for me as I post this! I know its 2020 already for many of you! I wish you guys a good New Years!
× sorry some of y'alls requests will have taken a year to get done. Please don't unfollow, I am a hard-working person with one brain cell.
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No one told you just how tedious and time consuming being a Champion would be. No wonder the former one appears much less stressed, the poor guy barely had time for his family on this schedule. You were constantly on the move and everyone wanted to talk to you. Leon came around to check on you after you had sent him a text saying, "Help, why are they coming for my life, I have a shit to do."
"Your schedule is very full," He said, looking at you apologetically. "There should be a warning before people try to become Champion, this is a workload that would surely scare off a lot of trainers."
"I don't even have time for my hobbies!" You flip the page to your schedule and half of next month was already full. "I'm lucky enough to manage a call to my mom and one of the only times I see Kabu is when I am going home in the middle of the night." You were surprised the man hasn't decided to leave you. You would completely understand if he couldn't handle being with someone so busy.
"I was undefeated for a very long time," Leon starts explaining. "Your schedule is much fuller than mine was because you beat someone that no one else could for many years. Even those older than me and with perhaps more experience couldn't defeat me."
"You're telling me your schedule wasn't this hectic?" You stared down at the calendar, realizing that talking to Leon was going to get cut short anytime soon.
"It was hectic definitely. Not like this." Leon gave you a comforting pat on your shoulder. "The workload will lessen later on, not sure by how much but you can only repeat a story for so long before people get bored. Then you have to worry about people trying to force a story to happen. At least you have off time when the Gym Challenge is not at large."
"I'm going to lose to the next challenger on purpose," You said. It got a chuckle out of Leon who raised a brow at you, questioning the honesty of your statement. "Or not." You sighed. "Too many benefits outweighing the negatives right now. Well, I'm happy you're able to have more time for other projects Leon!"
"Thank you... Champion."
You were getting many challengers nowadays. People who couldn't defeat Leon come back thinking they can defeat you, plenty of Challengers coming for your title, and new ones in the making. You had a lot of paperwork as well, surprisingly enough. A lot of interviews, so many damn interviews, and your privacy? Almost completely gone. You were grateful for having been with Kabu since before you even challenged the Gyms to attempt being Champion.
Unfortunately your relationship with him was outed rather quickly because of that though. Even if it was a secret, the ring on a specific finger would have also given you away. That was quite recent, it was his surprise for when you became Champion so now wedding planning is somewhere quite far in the schedule. Your management didn't consider it as important as you did, it's something you had to force into your schedule. They only care about managing your public image, personal problems don't rank high on their list of priorities when they're organizing your calendar.
Champions also have to be very involved with Galar and it's people. You had to understand the public opinion, the government opinion, and manage almost any incoming threat. That was terrifying, they sent you to anything just because you happen to be strongest around right now. You had to suck it up and protect the people, show them that their Champion can do probably anything.
You read over your schedule with Leon for a bit longer until you saw something in it that was irritating. "Leon. Why in the world do I have interviews for both New Years Eve and New Years. They can't take those days! I wanted to... I need to be..." You were fuming. You told them not to fill the holidays and they didn't for the past ones, but for some reason they filled those two dates.
"There isn't much you can do about that," He says. "You can try but I remember trying and they... if its urgent, its unlikely." Leon continued with saying that they probably gave you the prior holidays so that you didn't have room to completely complain about your management.
Your phone started ringing. You hesitated to pick up the phone knowing that it'll be someone to take you away for another interview, photoshoot, or fan meet. You didn't hate the people that wanted to meet you, your anger was mostly directed towards the people that were stuffing so much into your schedule. Leon was right though, they can't keep this up forever and hopefully later on it will get more tolerable.
"Are you alright?" His familiar voice caused your shoulders to ease up. You were crossing your arms on the table with your head laid on them. You had came home tired of socializing and still having to do some paperwork having to do with former Chairman Rose.
"Yes, I'm fine. I'm tired though, mentally tired to tell you the truth." You stretched your arms upwards then felt two arms wrap around your shoulders when you put them down. "Kabu, I can't be with you during New Years Eve or New Years. It says its urgent but I very much doubt these Talk Shows need me that badly."
You didn't hear anything from behind you for a long moment. He was most likely thinking, you were too, and depending on what he says, you might just consider the idea of letting him go. It hurt you to ponder upon such a thing, but there's other people out there that could give Kabu much more of their time.
"I understand," He finally said, "I'll open up the Stadium for those that need a warm place to be on those days and I will be thinking of you when the countdown starts."
"You don't have to be like that, you know? You don't have to understand, you can be mad at me, you can be frustrated at me, I won't... I won't blame you!" You got up from where you were sitting to face him. He held your hands and promptly shook his head in response.
"I'm not sure you knew this, love but you do not plan your schedule." He kisses your knuckles to comfort you. "If I am to be frustrated at anyone it will be whoever made you busy on those two days. Was there anything you could do about it?"
"I tried, but they just repeatedly tell me that it's an urgent thing I need to be at," You reply, a frustrated sigh escaping past your lips.
"You do what you have to, and think of me as I will think of you during the countdown." With a hand gently on the back of your neck he guides your mouth to his in a much needed relaxing kiss that made your body melt.
"Of course, you're right... you're right," You mumbled. Your eyes remained closed for a bit after the kiss before you were able to open them without feeling like they held sadness in them. "I love you, you know that?"
"I love you too."
Your stylist dressed you up nicely for the interviews, these events to celebrate a new Champion and a New Year. This is wrong, why does it feel like you were just rubbing it in everyone's face that you were now Champion? You were backstage waiting to be introduced, slouching in a nearby couch with your elbow on your thigh and your hand holding your chin. Finally you heard your name, you could see the crowd cheering on the screen, all anticipating your presence through the hall that all guests walk through.
Kabu opened the Stadium as he said he would, a lot more people came than he thought would. He had announced that it would be open to celebrate the New Year and there would be food and drinks. It wasn't going to be like that at first but you offered the funds and he couldn't say no. It was open for people and Pokemon alike and that brought his heart a pleasant feeling.
He missed you a lot though. He understood that you had things to do but he didn't realize just how attached he had grown to you for your lacking presence to impact him so much. His Stadium was playing the interview for everyone to see and the people that came; majority of them knew Kabu was engaged to the new Champion of Galar. He wondered if you were going to complete your end of the promise and think of him.
"Here's our new magnificent Champion, (Name)!" The cheers were loud, the "I love you's" came from all directions, and so did flowers. Roses, vibrant red roses that reminded you of Kabu. You sat down, a big smile on your face that only managed to be genuine knowing Kabu would see it. "How are you on this beautiful night, Champ?" The interviewer asked.
"I'm doing great, thank you! I actually have somethin' to say real quick, is that alright?" The interviewer furrowed his brows and pointed towards the camera you should speak to.
"Let's hear what (Name) needs to say folks! I wonder what it is! Sounds mysterious!"
"Perhaps it would be mysterious if paparazzi didn't exist," You responded. "I want to say I'm thinking about you, I'll see you soon!"
"Would my guess be wrong if I say that message was for your to-be husband and Fire Type Gym Leader Kabu!?" The interviewer raises your hand, the one that had the ring. "How is the wedding planning going anyway? Any progress?"
"Its somewhere in my schedule, we have ideas we hope to bring to life." The answer was simple and clearly not to the interviewers' taste. They had to remain unaffected though and continued smiling.
"We have a few fan questions we would like you to answer! First one being, would you date a fan?!"
"Absolutely not. I'm engaged, are you people not getting the memo?" You said this sarcastically, but with a tone of seriousness. It got you a laugh from the audience and you laughed along with them as truthfully as you could. "Not to be inappropriate or anything but I think— no. I know I'll be with Kabu for the rest of my life."
Kabu was almost as red as Gym outfit shirt, hearing the "Aww" from both the crowd in the Stadium and the ones where you were. In all honesty though, he would have said the exact same thing about you.
"A curious fan has asked: Do you sing in the shower?" You didn't think for long and answered it with a brief nod.
"I do sing in the shower, Kabu says it sounds good but I think he may just be losing hearing." Once again, the crowd laughed. "Who knows though, only he has ever heard me sing and no, I'm not singing!"
"You and Kabu live together as you've implied multiple times, has there been any mishaps in the kitchen by one of you?" You pondered on this question for a few seconds.
"Not yet, Kabu is a pretty good cook and surprisingly good baker!" You tried to think of an incident once again but nothing came to mind as of now.
"Have you used the 'Is your Dad a baker' pick up line on him yet?" You chuckled at the question and so did the crowd. You covered half your face as you nodded, confirming that you have used a pick up line on him. "I didn't expect that! How'd that go?"
"He still has no idea what I meant by the line and I suppose now is a good time to get it out in the open." It took you a moment or two to compose yourself. "When I said you had a nice set of buns, I was talking about your butt, Kabu!"
He was sitting in the middle of his Stadium, on the ground and when you said that, he fell back laughing much more than he usually would allow himself to in front of a crowd. He should have known that's what you meant then, all he wished to say in response was that he felt the same way. He knows you would have playfully hit him on the arm or something and thank him for the compliment.
A few more questions passed until it was getting close to the countdown. There was an ad break a few minutes before it started. You didn't want to be here, your heart was telling you to leave, take a flying taxi, find Kabu, find home, and be where you know you want to be. You slowly got up from the waiting area, ignoring the calling security, interviewer, and anyone else you just left.
Ten.
You ran, forgetting you had a flying taxi even though you thought about it moments ago. You only had one thing on your mind and that was reaching Kabu before the countdown was over. You ran, your legs wanting to stop but you wouldn't allow it, your lungs trying to take in all the cold air, and the fancy shoes on your feet making it even more difficult. You stopped and took them off, hastily picking them up then running again. No rock on the ground was stopping you from being where you wanted to be tonight.
Nine.
When the show came back on, you weren't there and he was confused. Apparently you had left abruptly, this caused him to worry and tried getting a hold of you through a text then called you.
Eight.
Kabu didn't know you ran off, leaving your items behind with only one goal in mind. His destination was within your line of sight and it made you push forward much faster, pushing your legs harder to make it before the time ran out.
Seven.
He wanted to be able to at least to see you through the screen as the countdown started. Where did you go? Why did you leave? Were you even okay? Now all he could think about was your well-being.
Six.
You were jogging past the hair salon, the many small stores on the sides, some which had people. People watching the Champion run to the elevator that would take you to Motostoke Stadium.
Five.
No one asked questions as you walked in, your legs almost wanting to give in. You continued, waving off others that wanted to help you walk towards the doors to the Stadium itself.
Four.
You stood in the tunnel for a couple of seconds, your eyes searching for Kabu. He who was watching the screen, hoping for your appearance or any news on your location.
Three.
The crowd spotted you first, the loud cheers startling Kabu as his eyes met yours when he turned his head in your direction. He never felt more relieved to see you there, why you had disappeared made much more sense to a lot people now that you were here.
Two.
With all the strength you could muster in your legs, you practically limped forward. Absolutely tired by the run and feeling like a whole idiot for not using a taxi when you could have at any point on your way here. He saw you panting, no shoes on your feet, you looked like quite the beautiful mess.
One.
No words are exchanged as you throw your arms around his neck, holding him in a tight embrace before your lips passionately meet his. He was slightly taken aback by the roughness of the kiss, you had his body right against yours, and a hand clutching the hair on the back his head. How long had it been since he has had something like this? He had forgotten how amazing this physical contact could feel and experiencing this made him feel as if it was a first kiss. Then the clock strikes twelve, your hold on him loosens, and its just you and him.
Your forehead was on his, you two were sharing breaths because of how long and sudden it was. Embarrassment hit you randomly when you realized there was a crowd, you left an interview, and Kabu was probably staring at you while you didn't dare open your eyes. Not until you could look at him and say something that didn't sound like you didn't know how to form sentences.
You could hear the crowd now, the whistling, the clapping, the stomping of their feet, any form of cheering the could make they did it.
"Another year of you and me," He said. "I am looking forward to another one." He gave you one chaste kiss for his own pleasure and you smiled.
"I look forward to another one too."
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1: My name? jess
2: Do I have any nicknames? lilo, babe, baby
3: Zodiac sign? virgo 
4: Video game I play to chill, not to win? none 
5: Book/series I reread? none 
6: Aliens or ghosts? ghosts
7: Writer I trust enough to read whatever they write?
8: Favourite radio station? capital fm or smooth 
9: Favourite flavour of anything? hmm strawberry
10: The word that I use all the time to describe something great? amazing 
11: Favourite song? stitches - shawn mendes 
12: The question you ask new friends to get to know them better? lol don’t really make new friends often 
13: Favourite word? depends on my mood what i use the most 
14: The last person who hurt me, did I forgive them? no 
15: Last song I listened to? turn me on - riton 
16: TV show I always recommend? never really recommend anything 
17: Pirates or ninjas? pirates 
18: Movie I watch when I’m feeling down? perks of been a wallflower or fault in our stars
19: Song that I always start my shuffle with/wake-up song/always-on-a-loop song? again depends on my mood
20: Favourite video games? none
21: What am I most afraid of? my girl dying or been left 
22: A good quality of mine? i care soooo much about others 
23: A bad quality of mine? paranoia/jealousy 
24: Cats or dogs? cats
25: Actor/actress you trust enough to watch whatever they’re in? don’t really know 
26: Favourite season? autumn 
27: Am I in a relationship? yep 
28: Something I miss? been able to just go to my girls house or have her come to me 
29: My best friend? does my fiancee count.. other than that don’t have one 
30: Eye colour? green/brown they change colour 
31: Hair colour? brown
32: Someone I love? my girl and our son 
33: Someone I trust? my girl 
34: Someone I always think about? my girl and our son 
35: Am I excited about anything? seeing my girl on wednesday 
36: My current obsession? don’t currently have one 
37: Favourite TV shows as a child? lizzy mcguire 
38: Do I have someone of the opposite sex that I can tell everything to? no 
39: Am I superstitious? not really
40: What do I think about most? ...
41: Do I have any strange phobias? no 
42: Do I prefer to be in front of the camera or behind it? behind 
43: Favourite hobbies? listening to music/ watching netflix 
44: Last book I read? can’t remember what its called but i need to finish reading it 
45: Last film I watched? a star is born 
46: Do I play any instruments? no 
47: Favourite animal? tiger
48: Top 5 blog on Tumblr that I follow?
49: Superpower I wish I could have? wish i could have three.. invisibility, fly, read minds 
50: How do I destress? i don’t 
51: Do I like confrontation? no 
52: When do I feel most at peace? with my girl 
53: What makes me smile? my girl and our son 
54: Do I sleep with the lights on or off? off
55: Play any sports? used to 
56: What is my song of the week? don’t have one 
57: Favourite drink? red bull 
58: When did I last send a handwritten letter to somebody? its been a while
59: Afraid of heights? no 
60: Pet peeve? people biting their nails 
61: What was the last concert I went to see? shawn mendes 
62: Am I vegetarian/vegan/pescatarian? no 
63: What occupation did I want to do when I was younger? pe teacher 
64: Have I ever had a friend turn enemy? kinda 
65: What fictional universe would I like to be a part of? dunno 
66: Something I worry about? everything 
67: Scared of the dark? only when im out on my own 
68: Who are my best friends? answered 
69: What do I admire most about others? it varys in each person 
70: Can I sing? LOL no 
71: Something I wish I could do? read minds 
72: If I won the lottery, what would I do? help family out, by my little family a house, learn to drive and buy a car, holidays, 
73: Have I ever skipped school? yea
74: Favourite place on the planet? hmm anywhere with my little family is perfect 
75: Where do I want to live? as a kid i always wanted to move to ameria, and now i’d love to live in greece 
76: Do I have any pets? yea
77: What is my current desktop picture? the quote “love is louder than the pressure to be perfect”
78: Early bird or night owl? night 
79: Sunsets or sunrise? set
80: Can I drive? i wish 
81: Story behind my last kiss? saying goodbye :(
82: Earphones or headphones? both 
83: Have I ever had braces? no 
84: Story behind one of my scars? sh 
85: Favourite genre of music? listen to most genres 
86: Who is my hero? hmm 
87: Favourite comic book character? harley quinn
88: What makes me really angry? anything can trigger it 
89: Kindle or real book? neither
90: Favourite sporty activity? dunno 
91: What is one thing that isn’t tight in schools that should be?
92: What was my favourite subject at school? pe
93: Siblings? 1
94: What was the last thing I bought? a can of monster 
95: How tall am I? 5″3
96: Can I cook? kinda
97: Can I bake? a little 
98: 3 things I love? my girl, my son, my phone 
99: 3 things I hate? been late, my ex, my girls ex 
100: Do I have more girl friends or boy friends? girls 
101: Who do I get on with better, girls or boys? girls 
102: Where was I born? england 
103: Sexual orientation? lesbian 
104: Where do I currently live? england 
105: Last person I texted? my girl 
106: Last time I cried? this morning 
107: Guilty pleasure? dunno 
108: Favourite Youtuber? rose and rosie 
109: A photo of myself. no 
110: Do I like selfies? only if someone else is in them with me 
111: Favourite game app? home scapes 
112: My relationship with my parents? its okay 
113: Favourite accents? canadian 
114: A place I have not been but wish to visit? i want to travel the world so yea 
115: Favourite number? 7
116: Can I juggle? no 
117: Am I religious? no 
118: Do I like space? kinda 
119: Do I like the deep ocean? yea 
120: Am I much of a daredevil? probably 
121: Am I allergic to anything? no 
122: Can I curl my tongue? no 
123: Can I wiggle my ears? no 
124: Do I like clowns? they’re alright 
125: The Beatles or Elvis? neither 
126: My current project? don’t have one 
127: Am I a bad loser? no 
128: Do I admit when I wrong? sometimes 
129: Forest or beach? beach 
130: Favourite piece of advice? dunno 
131: Am I a good liar? kinda
132: Hogwarts house / Divergent faction / Hunger Games district? erm well i got bored of harry potter through the first one.. dunno anything about the second one and hunger games confused me 
133: Do I talk to myself? i talk to the voices in my head if that counts 
134: Am I very social? lol no
135: Do I like gossip? sometimes
136: Do I keep a journal/diary? no 
137: Have I ever hopelessly failed a test? yea plenty of times 
138: Do I believe in second chances? pretty much 
139: If I found a wallet full of cash on the ground, what would I do? keep the cash and hand in the wallet 
140: Do I believe people are capable of change? sometimes 
141: Have I ever been underweight? no 
142: Am I ticklish? very 
143: Have I ever been in a submarine? no but sounds fun 
144: Have I ever been on a plane? a few times 
145: In a film about my life, who would I cast as myself, friends and family? dunno 
146: Have I ever been overweight? story of my life 
147: Do I have any piercings? not anymore 
148: Which fictional character do I wish was real? harley quinn 
149: Do I have any tattoos? 9
150: What is the best decision I have made in life so far? agreeing to meet the person who became my fiancee 3 months later 
151: Do I believe in Karma? i thought i did but apparently it doesn’t happen 
152: Do I wear glasses or contacts? i’m supposed to wear glasses to read 
153: What was my first car? i can’t drive 
154: Do I want children? i have 1 
155: Who is the most intelligent person I know?
156: My most embarrassing memory? to many to name 
157: What makes me nostalgic?
158: Have I ever pulled an all-nighter? i have insomnia sooo 
159: Which do I value more in others, brains or beauty? brains 
160: What colour mostly dominates my wardrobe? black 
161: Have I ever had a paranormal experience? a few times 
162: What do I hate most about myself? everything 
163: What do I love most about myself? tattoos 
164: Do I like adventure? yea 
165: Do I believe in fate? kinda 
166: Favourite animal? tiger 
167: Have I ever been on radio? yea 
168: Have I ever been on TV? does the news count?
169: How old am I? 26
170: One of my favourite quotes? love is louder than the pressure to be perfect 
171: Do I hold grudges? yea
172: Do I trust easily? no 
173: Have I learnt from my mistakes? think so 
174: Best gift I’ve ever received? hmm 
175: Do I dream? i day dream a lot but for the past dunno how long i’ve had nightmares when i’ve been able to sleep
176: Have I ever had a night terror? all the time 
177: Do I remember my dreams, and what is one that comes to mind? there all nightmares 
178: An experience that has made me stronger? erm 
179: If I were immortal, what would I do? god please i hope that never happens 
180: Do I like shopping? if im feeling impulsive 
181: If I could get away with a crime, what would I choose to do? i’d murder a few people 
182: What does “family” mean to me? dunno can’t explain it 
183: What is my spirit animal? sloth 
184: How do I want to be remembered?
185: If I could master one skill, what would I choose? maths 
186: What is my greatest failure? my last relationship but thank fuck it didn’t work out 
187: What is my greatest achievement? my son although it happened out of a very bad situation 
188: Love or money? love 
189: Love or career? love
190: If I could time travel, where and when would I want to go? its difficult coz i’d want to go to the future to see if things actually improve.. but i’d also want to go into the past to change things 
191: What makes me the happiest? my little family 
192: What is “home” to me? been in my girls arms 
193: What motivates me? my son 
194: If I could choose my last words, what would they be?
195: Would I ever want to encounter aliens? sure 
196: A movie that scared me as a child? incredible hulk 
197: Something I hated as a child that I like now? dunno 
198: Zombies or vampires? vampires 
199: Live in the city or suburbs? not fussed 
200: Dragons or wizards? dragons 
201: A nightmare that has stayed with me?
202: How do I define love? love is when you care deeply for someone and so much more
203: Do I judge a book by its cover? i try not to 
204: Have I ever had my heart broken? yea 
205: Do I like my handwriting? no 
206: Sweet or savoury? sweet 
207: Worst job I’ve had? when i was an intern at this little cafe i just hated the whole experience 
208: Do I collect anything? no 
209: Item of clothing or jewellery you’ll never see me without? my engagnment ring and the first ring my girl bought me 
210: What is on my bucket list? to travel 
211: How do I handle anger? depends 
212: Was I named after anyone? dunno 
213: Do I use sarcasm a lot? always 
214: What TV character am I most like? dunno 
215: What is the weirdest talent I have? i have flexible fingers 
216: Favourite fictional character? harley quinn 
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