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[rk1stars]

⌞MANEATER⌝ - S.JY

IN WHICH..

As the only vampire in LA, you preyed on men who only cared about pretty girls and money, thinking they were easy targets. However, your next victim proved to be more cunning than expected, causing your plans to backfire. Now, you must question why this particular victim was able to outsmart you. Perhaps there was more to him than meets the eye, or maybe it was just a stroke of bad luck. But as you two meet, you wonder if you will ever meet him again.

PAIRINGS & CATEGORIES

Vampire Jake! x Vampire reader, dark? romance, fiction, suggestive, fluff, crack at the end

CAUTION

reader kills men, blood, somewhat suggestive, biting?, fighting, cursing, not proofread

STAR’S DIARY

should i make a part two

TAGLIST

@cholexc @yyawnjun @allforhee @ifuckedheeseung @yerisrev @dimplewonie

HEADPHONES PLAYING..

maneater by nelly furtado

“S-STOP! YOU MONSTER” THE MAN YELLED IN FEAR. You were thirsty for blood. So you went to your favorite place to prey, the club. The dimly lit dance floor and pulsating music only heightened your predatory instincts as you prowled through the crowd, searching for your next victim.

With each passing moment, the primal urge grew stronger, pushing you closer to the edge of control. As you locked eyes with your chosen prey, a rush of excitement coursed through your veins, ready to pounce and satisfy your dark desires.

With a captivating gaze, you entice him to approach you, using your seductive eyes to draw him in. Your gestures beckon him closer, inviting him to step into your world of desire and temptation.

As you led him into a secluded alleyway, a mischievous smirk played on your lips. The anticipation of what was to come made your heart race with excitement.

In the dimly lit space, you closed the distance between the two of you, your eyes locked on his. With each step closer, you could practically taste the thrill of the moment. As you licked your lips seductively, a surge of desire washed over you.

By grabbing the man's tie and pretending to lean in for a kiss, you quickly throw him to the ground with a tight grip on his neck. As he struggles beneath you, you feel the urge to sink your teeth into his exposed skin.

he man's fear is palpable as he tries to break free from your hold. Your mind races with conflicting emotions, torn between the exhilaration of power and the guilt of causing harm. In that moment, you are a predator, consumed by a primal urge.

After finally sinking your teeth into his neck, you watch as blood drips down, causing the man to lose consciousness. Despite quenching your thirst, you still feel a lingering sense of hunger. With a sense of satisfaction, you make the decision to return to the club in search of another victim.

The thrill of the hunt and the taste of fresh blood fuels your desire to feed once more. As you enter the club again, your senses sharpen as you scan the room for your next prey, eager to satisfy your insatiable thirst for more.

And then you saw the perfect target. Blond fluffy hair, handsome face, and big plump lips.

He was a sight to behold, near perfect in every way. His crisp white shirt was immaculately ironed, with just a few buttons left open, revealing just enough of his chest to be enticing. His charming smirk was the epitome of confidence, and his majestic face seemed to radiate a sense of power and authority.

All in all, he was a vision of perfection that captivated the attention of all those around him.

You find yourself staring at him, your eyes tracing the contours of his face, the curve of his jaw, the slope of his nose. You can't help but feel a flutter in your chest as you admire him, a feeling akin to a mix of awe and excitement.

As you lick your lips, your mind wanders to all the things you would do to him if given the chance, and you can't help but feel a slight flush spread across your cheeks.

As you finally snap out of your thoughts, you remember your goal and approach Him with your seductive beauty and your siren-like eyes.

You felt a bit bad for taking away such a beauty but your thirst was impeccable.

As you finally got his attention, you wanted to pounce on him right there. He looked so pure and innocent. Looking oblivious of what you were gonna do to him.

And as you flirt with him some more, you lure him into another empty alleyway, ready to quench your thirst.

IN JAKE’S EYES

Jake hasn’t drunk in days.

He was thirsty and desperate for blood, so he went to the club, his favorite place to prey.

It seemed like he had no interest in anyone until he laid eyes on you. It was as if all of his attention was suddenly focused on you and everything else faded into the background.

Perhaps it was the way you carried yourself, or your seductive beauty, but something about you caught his eye and held his interest. From that moment on, he was completely captivated by you.

Your presence was captivating and flawless. Your skin was radiant, reflecting the light in a way that made you look almost ethereal.

As the music blared, your body moved in perfect harmony with the rhythm, a sight that left him in awe. And when you looked at him, your gaze was intense and dark, making his heart skip a beat.

As he caught a glimpse of you approaching him, a sense of need and desire washed over him. He knew that you were done for. With every step you took closer to him, he could feel his heart racing in excitemen, he knew he was gonna be brutal with you.

As you leaned in whispering into his ear, inviting him to follow you, he was captivated by your boldness. The way you don’t know what's gonna happen to you was making his body rush in excitement.

BACK TO YOUR EYES

As you and the handsome male finally arrive at the empty and quiet alleyway, the attractive male starts to step closer to you, pinning you to the wall, making you slightly nervous.

“ I didn’t get your name by the way.. “

As he chuckles you feel your heart skip a beat.

“ It's Jake, what’s yours pretty? “

His thick and sexy Australian accent made you more thirsty than ever. Pulling him closer, your bodies press together, your faces closer than ever.

“ it’s y/n.. “ looking up at him.

“ pretty name like you. “ you chuckling.

“ y, know, you’re gonna regret talking to me. “

“ why is that? “ Jake raised his eyebrows in competitiveness and curiosity.

And before Jake could get an answer, you pounced on him and used all of your strength to hold him down.

But what surprised you was Jake flipping you over, Jake on top of you grinning.

You find yourself in the midst of a heated fight with Jake, as both of you try to assert your dominance. Suddenly, you notice something strange happening to Jake. His expression changes, and you notice that his eyes have started to turn a deep shade of red.

As he grins at you, you see that his fangs have become more pronounced, adding to the intensity of the situation. This sudden transformation fills you with shock and disbelief, what the fuck?

“ ready to give up, fellow vampy? “

“ how the hell are you here?! “

“ I’m asking you the same thing. “

As you and Jake finally give up, you realize the awkward position both of you are in.

Jake was under you, holding your neck while he was violated with lipstick marks from your attempted bites. And you were on top of him, holding his neck while your hair was messy.

“ you think the guy was killed by a vampire? “

“ don’t be stupid marge! vampire’s aren’t real! “

as both of you hear policemen, you quickly get up from Jake, and grab your bag.

“ gotta bounce, Jake “ you chuckle before winking at him.

“ w-wait! You- “ Jake getting up.

“ good luck! “ before you transform into a bat, flying away from the scene.

You couldn't help but feel amused at what happened. And you can't deny the fact that he was cute and exactly your type.

As you continue to fly towards your apartment, you can't help but wonder if you and Jake will ever meet again.

[hoony2k]

Call me Lovesick?

Tending to their significant other who's unwell due to flu season. How would they do it?

Pairing: hyung line

Genre: fluff/comfort

Word Count: 1282 (total)

Warnings: mentions of sickness (throwing up).

Note: hii <3 hope everyone's been well! I had this marinating half complete in my drafts, I had forgotten about it. but here it is. Hope you enjoy!

Masterlist

Heeseung:

He'd get so worried about you but at the same time, he's kind of giddy because he gets to take care of you even more than usual.

Tucks you in and helps you to the washroom even if you can stand. Will ignore your protests and continues to help, "I know you can but I'm here aren't I?" 

Can not stop himself from brushing your hair out of your face and hand-feeding your soup, gently blowing on it. Tries the airplane hack and you give him a deadpan look but he laughs at his joke.

Definitely pulls the "I told you so card" every time you try to avoid medicine or eating because you feel too sick to do anything.  

"I told you eating ice cream during a snow storm was a bad idea". "maybe there's a reason people don't eat from sketchy hidden vendors even if the prices are cheap!" 

But either way, when he's not nagging your ears off, he's being the sweetest bf ever. 

Very observant about your condition, and constantly checks your temperature to see if you're improving or not. 

Entertains you by sharing silly childhood stories, messages the boys sent and sings you to sleep with his honey voice. 

Rubs your back to help you sleep, the warmth that radiates from him is so soothing.

Jay:

For a second he's shocked that you're sick...like on his watch? How was he careless? 🤨

Activates his inner nurse and tends to you like a newborn kitten and you have to tell him to calm down. (even if you like the treatment and attention).

Makes you warm broth soup, thick creamy soup, rice porridge, slices sweet apples, ginger lemon grass tea and you wonder if you should get sick all the time if it’s going to be such a healthy and delicious experience.

It doesn't matter if you can't taste the flavours properly.

Places a trash can nearby with a tray of mouthwash and tissues in case. He wants to be prepared for anything!

Doesn’t allow himself to sleep unless you fall asleep first and ensures you lay on your side rather than on your back.

Tries his hardest to calm your humiliation when you throw up because it's normal! “Nothing to be ashamed about!” He keeps reminding you he doesn't see you differently even at this moment of vulnerability. Makes him instantly 100x more attractive.

Jay is a major act of service guy so when he’s not tending to you, he’s mentally planning ahead -> prepping your next week's outfits/irons them for when you get better soon, makes small portions of your favourite food and stores them in your fridge because he knows you’ll be on low energy even when you get better. Cleans the apartment for you.

Is so patient with you. During tantrums to avoid medicine he'll bribe you with kisses and if that doesn't work he'll just crush the tablet if you can’t swallow it to add in your food, becomes 100x times more creative. Though he sighs a lot he means well as he bribes you with juice as compensation for the disgusting taste.  😭

Jake:

So worried that the crease between his eyebrows doesn't leave until you recover. Each time you cough, his pout deepens and it's the cutest thing ever.

He hates how much pain you're in and wants to take it away, wants to endure it in your place but that's not possible so he pulls out his phone to search for the best ways to deal with sick loved ones.

Uses Wikihow, he does not care because your health comes before looking desperate. Willing to do every thing by the book until he sees your discomfort and almost...almost gives in but you need to eat to get better!

It kills a part of him when he forces you to take medicine or when you shiver as he wipes your heated arms/forehead with a wet cloth. 

“I know it’s cold but you’ll feel so much better soon. I promise”. 

He fears something awful will happen if he turns away so he never leaves your side even when you sleep. It's so comforting to wake up to his loving presence.

His eye bags are a depressing sight but Jake is stubborn and claims that he wants to do these things for you, it’s bittersweet but it’s love.  

Massages your shoulders and legs to lull you into a deep sleep, hopes you might recover faster if your body recharges. 

There are moments when he tries to cook a sick dish he’s never cooked before and it turns out awful. He can’t have his baby eating that so he whips up soup he’s made before and anticipates your reaction. 

Tries to hand-feed you but gets too giddy and shy, covers his face with his hand when you make eye contact and you near yelp as he tilts the spoon. Never again. 

Watches your favourite shows you’ve missed out on and narrates the episodes to you, there’s no way he’s letting your burnt-out eyes get a hint of screen that isn’t your text messages/calls. They’re more important than a show you can watch later. 

Despite your worries about infecting him, he pulls you to rest on his chest as he plays with your hair and talks about all the places, he wants to take you out to in the future. 

SUNGHOON:

He tries his best to convey an image of rationality but internally he’s panicking losing each sane fibre of being. 

Can NOT stop thinking about horrible situations so he needs a small session where he's alone and hyping himself up and pretends safer and happier scenarios.

After that he immediately switches and becomes the poster caretaker, literally knowing exactly what to do.

Sunghoon pays keen interest to your expressions and body language, waiting for the next sign of discomfort or pain. 

As an elder sibling, he has the urge to protect and has taken care of others before so this isn’t anything new but, it’s you. It’s not a friend or a family member, it’s the love of his life who needs his attentive help so, he has to approach you like you’re made out of glass. 

Reminisces of days when he took care of his sister and almost tore up and you ask him what the hell was wrong and he's like "Oh how fast time flies by" like ??? Ok 

Already had a cabinet stocked with flu/allergy medicine so he doesn’t need to worry about leaving you alone and buying medicine. Sunghoon would try to avoid strong medicine until it’s advised by a doctor. Definitely tries home remedies his parents used on him during his sick childhood years. 

A firm believer in soul food healing so he orders it or makes it often. 

Thinks back to all the ways this could have been avoided and the what-if situations make him recall all the fun you two would have together. Instead of sulking, he gets motivated to work harder to ease your pain.

Cramps? A heating pad is available. Back hurts? Will massage the pain away. Head and eyes hurt? Be ready to get serenaded to sleep by his voice. 

Although he understands the importance of checking up on you, he knows how irritating it is to constantly hover around someone. So in instances where Sunghoon, can feel that you’re overwhelmed or want privacy, he’ll leave the room and do whatever he usually does. He’s ready to wait until you’re emotionally recharged and call for his company. 

When Sunghoon returns, he’s beaming with a bright smile and a story to tell you. 

Sickness or not, he’s still big on affection and ignores your worries for him as he hugs you, touches you or kisses your cheeks.

thank you for reading!

please do not edit/translate/copy.

[en-rev]

Enhypen x 8th Member Reader

Summary: You’re in the US on tour, but right now it's your day off. You, Niki, Jungwon, and Sunoo decided to go to Universal Studios. You’re spending the day together and having fun! Note: You're younger than Jungwon but older than Niki and your members love spoiling you. Also I just used a wheel spinner to decide a lot of things. It’s a bit long but I hope you guys enjoy it :)

Dragging your feet as you walk through airport security with your members, you slowly rock yourself on your heels to keep you awake as staff prepare to take you guys to your hotel. Glad that there were no fans or cameras you and your members began to relax as you were being taken to your car. As staff take everyone's bags, you and your members pile into the car half asleep and try to get comfortable. It’s a black van with tinted windows and you’re in the back between Sunghoon and Jake. In the row in front of you Niki, Heeseung, and Jungwon sit together while Jay and Sunoo have their own seats in front of them. 

Barely awake, try to look out the window to take in the views LA has to offer on your trip to the hotel. Looking at the back of Niki’s head, you see him taking pictures of anything with lights and chuckle lightly while patting his head for a moment before laying back in your seat. Turning to your side you see Jake next to you with his eyes closed before he slowly rises from his seat slightly and blinks. You swear his eyes blinked at separate times but you were too tired to laugh or make any jokes. Laying your head back against the headrest you stare at the back of Heeseungs head as he's pretty much laying limp and only being held up by his seatbelt. Glancing at Sunghoon you flinch as you practically jump because he has the emptiest, most unseeing stare in his eyes. Brows furrowing you turn away and try to get comfortable again while trying to sneak a picture of Sunghoon being empty headed. Deciding to take a quick nap you throw your leg over Jake’s, knowing he wouldn’t mind and fall asleep. 

Sleep was seducing, so much so that whenever anyone ever tried to wake you up, they couldn't. Yes you would eventually get up, but it was difficult. Sometimes you wouldn’t even actually be awake when someone woke you. Instead it was like you were some sleepwalking semi-functioning person, and whenever any of the members tried talking about it, you had no memory. Feeling someone shaking your shoulder, you kept pushing them away before finally getting up. As your eyes adjust to the light your brows furrow as you slowly get up from a bed… “Where am I?” you ask as you turn to see who was shaking you. Niki laughs and shakes his head, knowing that earlier you were in your sleep zombie state. “We made it to the hotel, don't you remember? You helped with the luggage and everything.” he explains as he chuckled into his hand before pointing to the mini table in your room. “The others already ate but we ordered you food. Jakes downstairs swimming so I’m gonna go check it out.” stated while checking out your room before waving bye. Stretching, your bones pop as you yawn before getting up to devour the food they left for you. 

After finishing your skincare routine and blow drying your hair, you decided to go knock on your member’s doors and see who's doing what. First you skip over to Sunoo, Heeseung, and Jungwon’s room. Knocking, you wait at the door patiently while looking at your slippers, you hear shuffling behind the door and try to press your ear against it to hear better. As the door opens you smile at Sunoo’s weary look as he opens the door, “Can I come in?”. Walking in you look around and see that already the room was messy and you remembered the perks of being the only female member meant getting your own room, always. Sitting on one of the beds, you smile as you see Heeseung laying down on his stomach while he scrolls on his phone. Feeling playful you crawl over to him before laying down on him with your back against his. He groans, at the sudden feeling of your weight on him, but he doesn’t protest. Your members always put up with you and you’re glad they treat you nicely. 

“So what are you doing here instead of your own room?” Sunoo asks as he sits down on the bed near you while on his phone. “I wanted to see if anyone had any plans for tomorrow since it's a free day.” you admit, rolling off of Heeseungs back. He suddenly remembers the feeling of being able to breathe air normally and is grateful, but still is on his phone. Looking up, he sits down for a moment and catches your attention, “I’m going shopping and I think Jay is joining me. I wanted more clothes since I don’t really have anything that suits my style right now.” Nodding you turn to Sunno and unconsciously your head tilts as you ask, “What about you?”. He looks up and shrugs, “I don’t really have anything planned.” he admits. “We should do something.” you chirp, excited as you think about all the things you could do. Hearing a door creak, the three of your heads turn to the bathroom door where Jungwon stands in his pajamas, drying his hair with a towel. You smile and pat the bed space next to you, “What’re you guys talking about?” he asks while sitting down next to you. “We're trying to make plans for tomorrow, are you doing anything?” Sunno replies while stretching. “Oh, Niki and I are thinking about going to Universal Studios, do you guys want to come?” he asks, thinking that it would be something the two of you might enjoy. Your eyes widen, and you immediately hug him, “Hell yeah I will, thank you.” Turning to Sunoo for confirmation, “You’re coming too right?” he nods and you smile. “I'm gonna go to bed then, wake me up an hour before it’s time to leave.” you state while blowing them an air kiss and waving goodbye as you head back to your own room. 

Entering your room you practically skip to your luggage to pick your outfit for tomorrow. You would need something comfortable because you would be doing a lot of walking, but you still wanted to be fashionable. Sorting through your clothes you settled on a cute babydoll style top with one of your favorite pairs of jeans, knowing it would be warm during the day and cool in the evening. Setting a cute pair of sneakers to the side of your outfit, you nodded to yourself before putting together accessories you would wear with it before getting a small purse ready for tomorrow with your essentials. 

After taking a shower, you were sitting at the desk in your room blow drying your hair when you heard a knock on the door. Switching the blow dryer off you head over to the door, peeking through the peephole to see Jay standing there with his hand on his hip as he waits. “What brings you over here?” you ask as you opened the door and motioned for him to come in. “I heard you’re going to Universal Studios tomorrow so I came to give you this.” he explains, handing you a power bank. “Because your phone is always dying and you get lost too often.” he semi-scolds you as he checks out your room. You smile as you thank him and pull him into a half hug before putting the bank into your bag. “Don’t tell me you’re going to sleep with your hair wet.” he sighs, prepared to give you a scolding. “No, you caught me in the middle of blow drying my hair.” you laugh, pointing to the desk where your blow dryer lied. “Here, sit down.” he motions you over to the chair as he grabs your brush. Sitting down you looked at him through the mirror in front of you, analyzing him as he grabbed the blow dryer and switched it on. Looking at him fondly through the mirror you smiled unconsciously as he focused on blow drying your hair for you, sectioning it and brushing it. “What’s that smile for?” he asked, raising a brow at you as he caught you smiling in the mirror. You laugh lightly and bring your hand to your chin, “Just appreciating you is all.” you admit as he blows cold air into your face for a moment, causing you to laugh. 

When he finished doing your hair, you convinced him to stay a little longer to do face masks together. The both of you were laying on your bed in the dark as you had your laptop open with a movie playing. Watching the movie and chatting together for almost an hour, you eventually fell asleep. Jay noticed when you slumped over and your snores started to fill the room. Chuckling softly to himself he carefully gets out of the bed, shutting your laptop before setting it on the nightstand next to him. Rubbing his eyes he yawns, drowsiness hitting him as he makes sure everything is set for you to sleep peacefully. Checking on you one last time, he fixes the pillows around you, and pulls the blanket over you to tuck you in. Gently moving stray strands of hair from your face, he whispers a goodnight before leaving back to his own room, knowing that he should get some rest if he’s going to go out shopping tomorrow. 

Snoring quite loudly, you were knocked out as you cuddled into the pillows next to you. The blankets were half on you and half on the floor as you slept peacefully. In the room next door, Jungwon was barely functioning as his alarm woke him up. He laid in bed and stared at the ceiling for a solid 5 minutes before rolling out of bed, knowing they had to get ready. He stretched as he walked to the bathroom, finishing his business before waking up Sunoo. Sunoo was trying to wake himself up more by scrolling through his phone for a bit. “I’m gonna go make sure Niki and Y/n are awake.” he told Sunoo before heading over to Jake and Niki’s room. He knocks on the door and waits for a moment before hearing someone come to the door. Niki slowly opens the door, eyes half open and hair a mess. Staring at each other for a moment, they just laugh at each other’s freshly awoken looks. “Just wanted to make sure you’re awake, I’m about to go wake Y/n” Jungwon explains, ready to walk away before Niki stops him. “Wait, I still have her key from yesterday. I’ll go with you to wake her up.” Niki rushes as he puts on a shirt to help Jungwon, knowing that you were difficult to wake up. 

Heading over to your room, they knock first to be polite. Looking at each other knowingly, they could already tell that you weren’t awake. Niki slips out the key from his pocket and uses it to open the door. The two boys walked in slowly, but after hearing your snores they knew they were in the clear. Niki laughs as he finds the state you’re in before pulling out his phone to take unflattering pictures of you as you slept. Jungwon laughs lightly at the younger one’s antics before he attempts to wake you up. “Y/n” he speaks sternly, watching to see if you would begin to stir. Your snores stop for a moment, the two looking at each other in surprise. Though, they were quickly disappointed when you began snoring again, they should’ve known that it wouldn’t be that easy. Sighing, Jungwon begins to push your shoulder lightly, “Y/n, it's time for you to wake up.” The both of them stare at you for another moment before you softly spoke, “Five more minutes.” Niki giggles slightly as he knew that you would try your best to go back to sleep. Jungwon shakes his head lightly before nodding his head to Niki slightly, signaling to him that it’s his turn to try. Nodding, he rubs his hands together before leaping onto the bed, jumping right on you. 

Groaning at the sudden feeling of being crushed, you open your eyes to see Niki above you. “Wake up, we got places to be!” he excitedly shouted. You groaned, pushing his face away hoping he would leave you alone. “10 more minutes.” you whispered, almost snoring again. Niki’s smile drops from his face and he looks back at Jungwon who just laughs at how defeated he looks. Niki turns back to you and gets another idea. Laying next to you, he begins to roll his body over yours to the space next to you, before rolling back the other direction. He repeatedly does this to bother you, knowing you would wake up from him. Sitting up you groan, “Nikiiiiiiiii, I’m tired.” you pout, still sleepy. “Sleep can wait, you need to get ready so we can go to Universal.” he spoke sternly, hoping that you would stay awake. Your ears perked and your back straightened as your eyes widened in excitement. You raise your hand to give him a high five, “Yeah lets go! Let me get ready.” you claimed as you practically jumped out of bed, suddenly energized. As they go to exit your room you turn around quickly, “How did you guys get in here?” you questioned with a raised brow, not remembering giving your key to anyone. Niki bolts out of the room with Jungwon in tow and you sigh at their antics. 

You quickly got ready since everything was prepared the night before. Grabbing everything you needed, you headed over to knock on Jungwon’s door. As soon as you approached though, Jungwon, Sunoo, and Heeseung were already coming out the door. “Morning” you smiled at them, already excited for the day. Sunoo complimented your outfit quickly before Heeseung said they were going down to the lobby to meet everyone else for breakfast. Nodding you all headed down to the lobby to see Niki, Jake, and Sunghoon talking as Jay was ordering food for everyone. Sitting down in front of Sunghoon, the others sit next to you as everyone waits for breakfast. Jay sits next to Sunghoon, in front of Sunoo who is next to you and greets everyone. 

You’re chatting with Sunoo, talking about how the both of you want to try and go on all the rides at Universal Studios. “We definitely need to go to the Jurassic World one. Maybe we should start at the bottom and work our way up, we might beat the lines.” you discuss, trying to think of what is the best way about going around the park. Sunoo nods while googling what rides they have and cool photo spots. “Oh you’re going to Universal Studios too?” Sunhoon chirps in, asking both you and Sunoo. You both smile and nod, “Yeah, we thought it would be fun.” you explain as he begins to hand you something. “Here, you’ll probably need these since the sun bothers you.” he explains as he hands you a pair of sunglasses that he had on his head. “Thank you!” you exclaim, taking them and putting them atop your head, not telling him that you actually already had a pair in your bag. You loved being spoiled, especially since they often tease you. Sunoo pouts playfully at Sunghoon, “What about me hyung? Are you gonna give me a pair too?” he asks as Jay laughs at the scene unfolding before him, Heeseung also glancing over. “Hey, you’re older. You should know what you need or not.” Sunghoon teases Sunoo to which he scoffs at him. Everyone laughed at the scene before getting excited that the food arrived. 

When everyone is done with their breakfast You, Niki, Jungwon, and Sunoo bid the rest of the members goodbye. Heading to a van that the staff prepared for you, you walk side by side with Niki before sitting next to each other. Honestly, the two of you were somewhat nerds. Sometimes the others would tease, but the both of you always understood each other. “I’m totally gonna get a robe and wand when we get there.” you giggled, just thinking about your childhood fantasies that were about to come true. “I was gonna do the same thing!” he chimed, grabbing your hand as the both of you giggled with each other. Jungwon occasionally was looking back at the two of you, making sure everything was orderly and occasionally just listening in on your conversation. Sunno, next to Jungwon, was taking a nap with his headphones in during the car ride. As you and Niki calmed down after talking about all the cool things they would have, you stretched out your arm, trying to take a picture of the sleeping Sunoo. Niki giggles as you snap some pictures and Jungwon just shakes his head as he knew sleeping around the two of you was a bad idea. “We should probably take a nap until we get there, we’ll walk a lot.” you admit, thinking about conserving your energy. Niki agrees and the two of you doze off to sleep. Unknown to the both of you, Jungwon snaps a picture of you both, your head on Niki’s arm snoring lightly, and Niki’s head against the tinted window. He laughs before trying to take a nap himself. 

“No, way…” you stare in awe at the Universal Studios spinning globe. This was definitely a ‘you made it moment’ for you. Hitting Niki’s arm lightly in excitement, you point to it, “We all need a picture there now!” marveled, excited that you all were finally here. “Yah, calm down.” Sunoo giggled, finding your excitement amusing as you dragged the three of them to take a photo. Standing between Sunno and Jungwon, you put on the shades Sunghoon gave you and hold up peace signs. Once the four of you were finished, you were finally heading towards the gates. Scanning your tickets, the four of you went in smoothly and immediately were in front of the main store. Running inside, Niki follows behind as Jungwon and Sunoo take their time following the two of you as they chat. Niki stares at a wall full of The Simpsons plushies, “I’m going to buy all of this.” he motions, a look of awe on his face. “OH MY GOD LOOK!!! FROM THE MINIONS!!” you exclaimed, holding up a plushie backpack from the movie. “I’m buying this.” you gushed before your eyes wandered elsewhere. “Niki look!” you pointed excitedly to another section of the store where it was purely filled with Harry Potter merch. The two of you quickly searched the area for the cloaks you two were talking about earlier. Seeing a wall full of them, your mouth dropped and you immediately went to try a slytherin one on. Niki follows in suit and the both of you are laughing as you put on the hood. Seeing Jungwon and Sunoo in the corner of your eye you wave at them and call them over. “You two should get one with us.” you beamed while Niki agreed. “Only if you get these with me.” Jungwon bargained, holding up a pair of minion goggles. You laughed before shaking hands with him as he handed you a pair. Niki is already on the search for a gryffindor robe for Jungwon. “Sunoo, you’re definitely a ravenclaw.” you spoke as you handed him a robe to try. “How does it look?” he questions as he checks himself out in the mirror, fixing his hair before pulling out his phone to take a quick picture. “You know you always look good.” you playfully roll your eyes at him before posing behind him to photobomb him. 

Honestly, that store was dangerous. You’ve barely gone into the park and already you spent half of the money you set aside for today on a robe, wand, backpack, and goggles. As the four of you head farther into the park your eyes caught the hogwarts castle in the wizarding world area. Mouth agape you were stunted to see how the castle looked in person. Already agreeing with the others that you would head there last, you had to contain your excitement for the area later. Having already shoved everything you bought into the unicorn backpack, you were following the boys around as they stopped to play the games they had in the Simpson’s area. You and Sunoo were laughing at Jungwon and NIki who were playing the games. Recording Jungwon as he threw basketballs, you and Sunoo were practically red from laughing as he threw them. Never had you seen anyone throw them the way he does. As the two of them collected their prizes you all headed down the escalators, deciding you would all get on the Transformers ride first. 

You were more excited about Jurrassic world and the Mummy ride at the lower level, so you thought it would be best to try out the Transformer one first. As you all walked through the line, you were taking pictures of all the artifacts and cool designs on the line. It was amazing how much detail they went into to replicate the movies into the line before the ride. As you all approached the front you all took a quick picture together, posing in the 3d glasses that they gave you. When the car vehicle looking thing approached, you all slid into the row and pulled down on the lap bar. Throughout the ride, all of you were laughing and having a good time as the ride tossed the four of you around. It was honestly such a cool experience, and one of the best 3D rides you’ve gone on. Exiting the transformers area huddled on over to the Jurassic world ride. Waiting in the semi-long line, the four of you were playing games with each other. You downloaded charades and the four of you were laughing when occasionally a member would hilariously act out the wrong thing. “Here, let's take a picture.” you motion to your members as you get closer and closer to the front of the line Agreeing, they all gather next to you, Niki standing behind you, his height allowing him to still be seen, Jungwon to your left, and Sunoo to your right. Your low-key security begins to snap pictures as you guys pose, hearts, dinosaur attempted hands, and one where you and Niki were pretending to be dinosaurs biting Jungwon and Sunoo. After your photo op session, you were laughing as you looked through the pictures, putting your phone to charge as you noticed your battery was low. “Is that Jay’s power bank?” you hear behind you, causing you to freeze. 

Waiting for the boat looking vehicle, you guys played rock, paper, scissors to decide who would sit with who. Niki and Sunoo win, meaning you sat right between them. Jungwon sits beside Sunoo, and he’s playfully teasing Sunoo as the ride begins. As the ride takes you up, you look at Niki, thinking that already there would be an enormous drop. Niki just laughs at your reaction as you grab onto him and Sunoo. The ride goes over the hill and only does a small drop as the Jurassic park theme song plays and your face blooms in a red hue from embarrassment. Niki pokes your side in a playful manner, finding it funny how easily embarrassed you were. Heading towards this large tank looking area, the four of you looked in awe at the large dinosaur that swam. Entranced, you found it amazing how they were able to do something like this. As it swam, water was sprayed from the top of the tank, soaking you and Niki along with everyone else who sat on the left side of the boat in the rows behind you. Mouth agape in shock, you wipe the water off your face and Sunoo bursts out laughing at the both of you. Niki was gagged and was running his hand through his hair in an attempt to tame it. The ride continued and before entering a building, two small dinosaurs appeared and sprayed water at everyone on the right side of the ride, including Jungwon and Sunoo. Laughing at their facial expressions, you and Niki high fived each other. The boat took you all higher, and you were gripping onto the bar that held you down. Yes, you liked thrilling rides, but that didn’t mean that your stomach didn’t drop. The ride’s alarms blared, as it replicated the feel of escaped dinosaurs, and your heart raced in excitement. Your eyes scanned the area, taking in all the details they put into the ride. Interrupted by a loud roar, everyone looked up and screamed as the marge dinosaur from the movie was above you all in the ceiling, seemingly attempting to lower itself to reach you guys. Gripping the bar even tighter, Niki leans into you as you lean into Sunoo in some strange attempt to escape the dinosaur. Immediately, the ride leads to the large drop, and everyone is screaming as the boat plummets towards the large pool area. Grabbing each other, the four of you scream in excitement as you’re all splashed by the water. 

Laughing as you all got off the ride, you were grateful that the ride was saving you from the heat. Messing with some of the merchandise, you all decided to rush to the mummy ride and get lockers to put your items in. Shoving your giant unicorn backpack into the locker, you all finally get into line. It’s fairly short and you’re already inside, chatting with each other. Turning at a corner, there is this small hole in the wall that people were sticking their arms into earlier. “Hey, you should do it.” you sang out, patting Sunoos back as you motion to the hole. “No, absolutely not. I don’t know what's in there.” he shakes his head in reply. “Hyung, you can do it, please?” Niki and Jungwon chime in, in an attempt to convince him. Sighing he gives in, “Ok..” he straightens his shoulders slightly, preparing to stick his arm in. Jungwon immediately pulls out his phone and begins to record waiting to see how things would play out. As he sticks his arm in, he reaches to the back, crouching slightly to reach all the way. Feeling a sudden and loud puff of air he screeches and pulls his arm back immediately. Embarrassed at how loud he screeched, he brought his hand to his mouth and quickly tried to hide behind Niki who was in front of him. The three of you were laughing, not expecting him to react so loudly. Patting Sunoos back you comfort him as you continue to giggle. Jungwon ended up sending the video to a shared group chat between all the members as you all got closer to the front of the line.

Resorting to another game to decide who would sit next to who, you were in between Jungwon and Niki as Sunoo sat on Niki’s other side. Staff ensured that the bars were locked in place and the ride began. Jungwon was cheering, excited for the ride, “Let’s go!!”. You laughed and followed in suit, copying him before the ride took you all into another room with a bunch of mummies. It was honestly really cool and exciting. As it showed a guy getting ganged up on by bugs, you screeched feeling something touching your ankles and did your best trying to lift your feet from the ground. The others reacted similarly, not expecting something like that to happen. You and Jungwon were holding hands as the ride continued, as he brought you comfort. The ride stopped suddenly before shooting across at high speeds. Suddenly it was a roller coaster with all these twists and turns and the four of you were screaming with excitement. Still holding onto Jungwon’s hand, you bring your free one up into the air and scream in joy. The roller coaster slowly comes to a stop and you think the ride is about to be over before it suddenly goes backwards even faster. You bring one hand to grip the bar that's holding you down as you continue screaming, Sunoo doing the same. As the ride comes to a stop and you get out of the seats, you guys are talking about how you all enjoyed the ride. Grabbing your things from the lockers you all head up to the higher level where the other attractions were. 

You all were chatting, trying to see what you guys wanted to do next before deciding to try the Hollywood tram. Heading over, you all chilled in line and were looking back at the photos you’ve taken throughout the day. Putting your unicorn backpack on your chest, you handed Sunoo your phone and convinced him to take pictures of you. He was laughing at all the poses you were doing since you weren’t trying to be serious, and Jungwon joined you. Both of you put on your minion goggles and were hugging as you pretended to be minions. Calming down, you all got to chatting, “Do you guys know what Sunghoon and Jake are doing today?” you ask, not remembering whether or not you knew of their plans. Niki couldn’t take you seriously with your minion goggles and just kept shaking his head at the ground as he laughed. “I think they were going to go out shopping, but not with Heesung and Jay.” Sunoo tried to recall his conversations with them. “Sunghoon probably won’t buy anything, he’s too indecisive.” you sigh out, remembering the sunglasses he let you use earlier. “Jay is also probably treating Heeseung to a feast.” you laugh at the thought while the others agree with you. Checking your phone, you open a message seeing a selfie that Heeseung took of himself and Jay. Liking the photo in the chat you send one of yourself in your minion goggles, making duck lips as you look down at the camera, holding up a peace sign. Waiting on the phone for a bit, you smile as you see another message roll in, a selfie of Jake and Sunhoon as they shop. ‘Think of me as you shop 😙’ you send to the chat playfully before closing out and continuing to chat with the others. 

Exiting the tram area, you all were briefly talking about which parts were your favorite. Your’s was the subway disaster one, while the boys were trying to figure out which one they liked the most. “Okay, let's go to the Harry Potter area.” Jungwon announced, clapping his hands as he pointed to the area. “Yes!” you jumped as you cheered, quickly walking on to the area. Niki was just as excited, and out of your backpack you were grabbing the robe and wand you bought earlier. Standing in the front of the wizarding world section, you all were wearing your robes and you put away your minion goggles into your backpack for now. Although you looked a little silly with a unicorn backpack on top of your slytherin robe, you were happy in the presence of your members. Immediately, you all wandered over to a stand where they were selling butterbeer. Slapping the arm of the member next to you, you pointed to the stand, “They have butterbeer!” you exclaimed while shaking Niki. He smiles and lightly patted you back in excitement. “We should probably eat first, then we can ride the rides after.” Jungwon spoke, interrupting your train of thought. Agreeing you all head inside to the restaurant they had and ordered a large family meal to share. Sitting down, you all were talking before you each dug into your food. Once you were done, you all had quickly ordered some butterbeer to try, you and Sunoo got a frozen one since it was warm out while Jungwon and Niki got the regular one. Taking pictures before you all tried it, you each looked at each other to see what the others thought before laughing, seeing how you all had a white foam mustache above your lip. Taking another picture of everyone you admit to the others, “I think it’s a bit too sweet but I’m still gonna drink this.” Sunoo nods, agreeing with you as he tries another sip out of his cup. “This is definitely gonna hit hard later.” Jungwon sighs out, making Niki burst out laughing before you all head over to the main harry potter ride. 

Standing in line, you and Niki were geeking out over the details they put into the castle and the line itself. You both were taking pictures of everything, not knowing that Jungwon was secretly taking pictures of you both to the group chat teasing you both. As you guys got closer to the front of the line, you entered a room full of talking paintings. Everyone in the room was amazed and everyone took the chance to record or take pictures of them. Feeling playful you turned to Niki in an attempt to get a compliment or sweet remark for him, “If I was a talking painting, would I be your favorite?” He let out a sigh before turning to you with a dead serious look, “I’d probably get rid of you in a yard sale.” Mouth agape you slapped his back lightly, “Hey!” you whisper yelled as the others laughed at your antics. “It’s okay Y/n, I’d buy you with my pocket money.” Jungwon smirks as he pulls out 8 cents from his pocket. Crossing your arms you let out a sigh, “This is borderline bullying. This is why Sunoo is my favorite.” you retorted, linking arms with Sunoo as you cling onto him, making everyone laugh. Approaching the front of the line you all played another game to decide where you sat. You sat at the very edge next to Niki who was seated next to Jungwon. In the rectangle shaped vehicle thing, you were hanging onto the handles on the bar that held you down. As you were all lifted up into the air you all yelped, Sunoo’s the loudest causing you to laugh as you tried to look at the other members, but the bar prevented you from doing so. Niki noticed and instead grabbed your hand as a way to make you feel more secure. Thankful, you squeezed his as the ride continued. You were in awe as you saw the different details of the movie, especially the dragon since they were your favorite mythical creatures. The ride flipped you all upside down, swung you side to side and took you through exciting parts of the ride. Entering a dark room you screeched as giant spiders jumpscared you all, and continued to do so as you saw a bunch of dementors. Eventually, the ride came to an end and you all were laughing as you were talking about each other’s reactions to certain parts of the ride. Entering another gift shop, you all decided to look around. Seeing a bunch of pygmy puff plushies, you secretly grabbed a bunch before heading to the register. Buying one for yourself and one for each members, you shoved them into your backpack to surprise them later. 

Having had fun in the wizarding world section, you had all spent quite some time using your interactive wands and re-riding some rides. Yawning softly, you began to nuzzle into the harry potter scarf you bought to complete your look. Jungwon notices the sleepy loon in everyone's eyes and takes initiative, “Since we rode everything, why don’t we head back to the hotel and meet up with the others.” Agreeing, you all headed out of the park and realized just how tired you all were. As you all piled into the car, you immediately used your scarf as a neck pillow and cuddled into Jungwon who sat next to you this time as he gave Niki his seat to give him more leg room. Falling asleep almost immediately, you snored lightly as Jungwon placed a hand on your head, rubbing it gently as he scrolled through his phone. He eventually gave in to his drowsiness and leaned his head on top of yours, phone falling into his lap. Everyone was asleep and one of the staff decided to snap a quick picture, seeing that it would be a cute one to include if this day were to be turned into a vlog. 

Back at the hotel, you all headed back to your rooms to freshen up before meeting again before dinner. You had showered and were in some lounge clothes before you all met in Jay and Sunhoons room since the food was delivered there. Sitting at a table that was in the room you all enjoyed the meal, and all chatted about what you did throughout the day. Jungwon was revealing all the funny stories about what you guys did today and Jake was talking about what he bought today. Heeseung chimed in laughing, talking about how Jay was trying on a bunch of cowboy hats and set everyone laughing. “I really wanted one but my head is too big.” he ranted, while pointing to different parts of his head. Calming down you reached down to the bag you brought into the room, “I bought you all something. So you all have something to remind you of me, cause I know you missed me so much.” You joked as you grabbed into the bag and pulled out the pygmy puff plushies you bought earlier. Immediately Sunghoon started laughing at the small creature thing and the others were shaking their heads at the small creature. Jake holds his up to your face before laughing, “It looks just like you.” he claims, making the others laugh. “Yeah, I’ll always see your face when I look at this.” Heeseing chirps in, tossing it up lightly and catching it. Pouting at them playfully, you sit back down to finish your drink as the others play with their plushies, Sunoo taking selfies with his. 

As you laid down in your bed ready to go to sleep, you heard a knock at your door. Getting up, you peeked through the peep-hole before opening the door for Jake. “What brings you over here? Did you miss me already?” you joked, crossing your arms as you leaned against the door frame. He laughed, “No, I have that plushie to deal with that. I actually came to give you this.” he hands over a flower shaped keychain thing. “Idk what it's supposed to be for but you can tie it on your jeans, a bag, or use it as a keychain.” he stated, as he put his hands into his pocket. “Thank you, you didn't need to.” you smile, happy at the fact he thought of you earlier. “I wanted to, now go to sleep. We got a long day tomorrow.” he commanded playfully, pointing a finger at you. You playfully saluted in response, “Yes sir.” He chuckled before heading back to his room, you were about to close the door before Jay startled you. “Oh my god where did you come from?” you gasped, holding your chest. He laughed at you before handing you a small box, “This door makes a blind spot Anyways I got this for you earlier since you’ve been talking about it recently.” he explains, waiting for you to open the box. Opening it, your eyes widen at the sight of a necklace with a pendant of your first name initial. Looking back up to him you bring him in for a hug, “This one is like yours. Oh my god thank you Jay, this is so sweet.” you thank him, looking back at the necklace. The both of you enter the room and you stand in front of a mirror, “Put it on please?” he nods as you move your hair and he works to place it on you properly. “We’re kinda matching since I have one that is similar.” he noted as he looked at it through the mirror. “Thank you Jay, really. You spoil me too much.” you say as you admire the necklace. He sighs out, “I know, I really gotta stop.” You playfully glare at him, making him laugh as he begins to braid your hair unconsciously. He was always taking care of you. Handing him a scrunchie to tie off the end of the braid, you patted your shoulders before he sent you off to bed. You laid down and prepared to sleep as he turned off the lights for you, “Goodnight.” he called quietly. “Goodnight.” you chirped back as you heard the door close, drifting into your much needed sleep. 

I hope you enjoyed! I don't really proof read my posts since I only write when I have time but, I hope this was good. I hope I did a good job at making this interesting, I think this is my longest post yet. Honestly I'm getting a bit better at using tumblr, but shout out to everyone who has amazing looking posts.

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shirtless cuddling w enha's hyung line

heeseung giggles due to endearment when you ask to cuddle shirtless. he actually loves the idea so much because he totally agrees when you say "it's just another way to feel closer to you than i already am." he loves how warm you feel against his chest, he just loves loves how he can feel every part of you against him. he coos at you when you unconsciously keep pressing soft kisses to his collarbone and kisses you on the top of your head.

actually jay is just plain confused at first because why would you even want to cuddle shirtless? nevertheless he agrees to it and trust me he would fall in love with the idea </3 he absolutely is obsessed with the fact that he gets to breathe in your natural scent. he loves to bury his face into your neck and would 100% want you to play with his hair and very much likely to fall asleep that way.

jaeyun is soooo badly down for it because for starters he gets to bury his face into your boobs. he will literally hold you as close to him as possible, and press his nose into your boobs and presses his cheek against them when he needs to breathe lol. again, he loves it when you play with his hair. if you actually fall asleep, he rests his chin right above your chest to stare at his pretty baby with all the love in his eyes. his hands never leave your waist and he will literally stay like that forever.

sunghoon is so smug about everything but when you ask him to cuddle shirtless he gets a little shy? he does agree to it and gets bold midway. he pulls you on top of him, your legs tangled with his and the sheets covering both of you. rubs his hand up and down your back to help you relax and he will actually fight you if you don't kiss his neck from time to time. he will let you kiss his biceps though he doesn't understand the point of it at all. 

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syn. taking care of jake when he gets sick, all because you refused to bring a jacket.

pair. jake x reader · wc. 1k · contains. fluff, catching a cold, mentions of food/drink

a/n. ^^ jake has the prettiest smile- nearly forgot this was just sitting in my drafts waiting to see the light of day- so now hopefully at least someone can enjoy it :’>

“damn, as much as i love to kiss you, your lips are freezing,” jake explained after he pulled away with hints of worry in his voice. “oh my, your hands are cold too. i told you you should’ve brought a jacket. you’re freezing.”

it had only been a few seconds but somehow, your lips were already missing the warmth of his own on yours.

“n-no”—stupid stutter—you denied through chattering teeth as the rest of your body began to shiver.

“really,” he said in more of a challenging tone through a chuckle, rather than a question, as he perked up a brow.

he already shrugged off most of his own jacket before you could even think of protesting, and within approximately three seconds, his coat was already hung over your shoulders, sheltering you from the chilling breeze, immediately feeling warmth shoot throughout your body.

“better?” he smirked.

“yes,” you half-guiltily admitted. “you’re going to get sick though.”

the frown on your face didn’t leave even as his next words left his throat, “well, better me than you.”

“no, jake,” you said as your pout grew longer.

“you know why?”

“hm?”

he paused as a smirk travelled to his lips before answering, “because then i’ll get to have you as my caretaker.”

“pfft—please. no, you're not. i’m telling you to take your jacket back, but you’re not letting me give it back to you. so that would be your fault.”

“ouch, someone is really eager to not take care of their boyfriend. okay, i see how it is,” he said with a dramatic frown.

you looked at him as you shook your head and rolled your eyes, “jake, no, i—”

“it’s fine! still better me than you though,” he said —if it was even possible—with more drama in his tone than before as he began to walk away.

you ran to catch up with him and took his still warm hand in both of yours as you looked into his eyes, but being the petty boy he was, who liked playing these silly games, he only continued walking, gaze straight ahead, refusing to look in your direction.

the rest of your date went on, with him eventually forgetting how he had planned on staying dramatic for as long as he could, and he made sure his jacket wasn’t let off your shoulders until you both got home, an immediate rush of warm air filling your bodies. momentarily, you took in the relaxing sensation, closing your eyes.

“want some hot cocoa?” jake asked, whipping you back to reality.

you gave him a small smile, followed by a satisfied nod at the idea. you could already feel the hot beverage flowing down your throat, warming up your insides.

you followed jake to the kitchen. and that was when you heard a sneeze just a few feet ahead.

“jake…”

he cleared his throat. “what? it was just a sneeze.”

“if you’re sick—”

“i’m alright. don’t worry.”

sceptical, you nodded.

later as you two cuddled up on the couch under a fluffy blanket, hands wrapped around a nice cup of hot cocoa, jake furrowed his brows. “why is it so cold in here?”

you turned your head to face him with a questioning look. “i’m not cold.”

“it’s so cold.”

“jake, love, i think it’s just you.”

he shivered, putting his mug down before drowning himself under the covers. “cold.”

you hugged him under the ocean of blanket before he said, “i think i’ve got chills.”

you sighed sadly, “and who said they weren’t sick, hm?”

he huffed out a long puff of air from his cheeks. “i don’t feel good, y/n.”

you sighed again softly, feeling bad for the boy. “okay, stay here and rest. i’ll go make you some soup.”

you let go of his already weak and exhausted form before standing up, beginning to make your way toward the kitchen as you heard a “thanks, i love you!”

⎯ ❤︎ ⎯

“okay, i’m back with soup.” you placed it on the table in front of him. “it’s hot, be careful.”

“thanks, love.”

you watched as he took his first few spoonfuls, your hand reached behind his head as you ran it up and down his back soothingly.

after a moment of silence as he drank his soup, a sudden eruption of giggles filled the room.

“what’s wrong?” you asked, subconsciously beginning to laugh with him.

“i love being sick,” he said, turning to you with a cheeky grin.

“i’m sorry, you what?” you laughed, imagining you must’ve heard it wrong.

“i like being sick.”

“what? why?” you asked at his ridiculous statement.

“because i always get to have you take care of me,” he smirked, not so cheeky this time but more happy than anything.

“i—” was all you managed to push out, speechless.

“told you you’d take care of me,” he then said proudly victorious, chin held high. “i know you well enough to know how down bad you are for me, y/n.”

you scoffed in disbelief, “oh, please. you are unbelievable.”

“i might be unbelievable, but i’m not wrong,” he continued playfully.

“okay, mr. smarty pants. you win. i do love you, and what about it?”

he giggled, coming closer and wrapping his arms around your waist, tucking his head into the crook of your neck.

no matter how long you two had been together, him doing this exact form of physical touch never failed to make everything in your body go weak, except your heart, its pace beating so fast, you were almost afraid it would leap out of your chest any minute.

“i love you more,” he breathed into your neck with a smile.

you wrapped your arms around him before starting, “okay, you big baby,” you tapped your hand in a repeating motion on his back, “i think you should get some sleep now. your body needs it.”

you felt as he nodded into your neck. “mhm. just like this.” he said, referring to the way you were tangled in each others arms, bodies sharing warmth, and breaths moving in sync. he closed his eyes. “this is exactly what i need to feel better.”

a/n. ahhh yall pls lmk if you liked this cuz idk if it’s me just second guessing myself but im feeling quite unsure about this one 🫠 and as always, thanks for reading <33

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enhypen reaction when you cry during movies

pairings: enhypen x fem!reader | genre: fluff, ot7 work, imagines | wc: 600+ | warnings: not proofread, crying, petnames, kisses | an: didn't do ot7 works in a very long time so... + thank u to the anon who requested!! | LIBRARY FOR MORE...

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as the emotional person you are, movies are no exception. as you watch, fingers intertwined, you feel your eyes filling up with tears at the scene on the screen. heeseung's focus is laser-sharp on the movie, but he can't shake the feeling to turn around to you (his heeseung-tingly senses tingling). when he turns to you, he notices your watery eyes, filled with tears. immediately concerned, he pauses the movie to make sure you're okay. even after you assure him it's just the movie, he remains a bit of a worried. throughout the film, he checks on you time to time, pulling you closer into his arms to make sure you feel safe and happy.

박종성 (pjy)

when you cry in a movie, he would be full on worried mode. if you thought heeseung was worried, jay is 1000x more. he would pause the whole movie, and make sure you're totally fine. "are you okay, my angel?" (SFJLDKJF) would literally go to the kitchen and make you your favorite snacks just so you can feel better. + he would get all of your favorite stuff out

심재윤 (sjy)

this man would process the sniffling noises he's hearing. when he realizes it's you who's crying, he would suddenly feel so guilty. he would be thinking to himself if it was him who did something or maybe he was too focused on the movie and not you. then he would apologize like 10000x times. so when you would say it's just the movie, he would be so relieved that it wasn't him who made you cry. then he comforts you and kisses your tears away, whispering stuff like "my pretty girl doesn't deserve to cry".

박성훈 (psh)

sunghoon would most likely freeze the moment he sees you cry. he would take like a solid 2-3 minutes processing what to say and what to do. after realizing, he would immediately hug you. no words. just a hug. you let your tears stain his shirt as he forgets about the movie and only cares about you. he would brush your hair softly and just embrace you tightly, letting you cry quietly.

김선우 (ksn)

sunoo would be crying with you. he would already be sobbing by the time the sad scene is finished. you and him would be crying together about the scene, hugging each other. just crying. but after a few minutes, you guys would just glance at each other and laugh. holding hands, the two of you would forget about the movie and just talk for the rest of the hour.

양정원 (yjw)

jungwon would be scared but yet guilty when you cry. as a person that didn't cry much, he was worried about why you were crying. he would then ask you, "why are you crying, baby?" and when you tell him its the movie. he would laugh slightly at how cute you are then squish your cheeks softly before comforting you by leaving soft kisses on cheek and then saying some sweet words

西村力 (nsr)

riki would most likely be teasing you at first before realizing you were actually crying. he would be first like "imagine crying over a movie," and then 3 seconds later he would realize you're actually crying. he would feel the biggest guilt. riki would apologize like twenty times and hug you tightly to show how sorry he is to you. then those hugs would turn into tight hugs, which then leads to you two playfully fighting each other, teasing each other, and eventually, you forget about crying. so in the end, riki really does help you stop crying.

[alvojake]

𝖜𝖍𝖎𝖑𝖊 𝖎𝖙 𝖑𝖆𝖘𝖙𝖊𝖉 𝖒𝖆𝖘𝖙𝖊𝖗𝖑𝖎𝖘𝖙

「paring」 : fuckboy!jake x afab!reader

「synopsis」 : there was nothing you hated more than being the center of attention, but moving to a new college town in the middle of the semester was sure to draw attention. though you hoped that all of the attention would die away when they realized that you weren't anyone but a nobody, and it did. for the most part. however, you had caught the eyes of the infamous group of 'fuckboys' as you would call them, more specifically jake sim and among themselves they made a little bet, that jake could make you fall in love with him before the end of the year, and he did not plan on losing.

「genre」 : smau, angst, some fluff, crack, university au, slow burn, mature/sexual themes

「characters」 : enhypen members, the boyz members, p1harmony members, xikers members, itzy members, skz members

「warnings」 : a lot of cussing, inappropriate jokes, mature themes and sexual content, dark humor (including kys/kms jokes), toxic jake (as well as the rest of the hyung line), family issues, manipulation, toxic relationship(s), a smidge of violence, mentions of alcohol and drugs, partying, very very angsty, (will add more as I write)

「start」 : 03/29/2024 「end」 : TBD

𝐩𝐫𝐨𝐟𝐢𝐥𝐞𝐬; ☾ ⋆*･ﾟ:⋆*･ﾟ

𝐨𝐧𝐞; not the weed brownies

𝐭𝐰𝐨; pump the hate breaks

𝐭𝐡𝐫𝐞𝐞; dumb and dumber

𝐟𝐨𝐮𝐫; game time {2.23k}

𝐟𝐢𝐯𝐞; capturing a rare moment

𝐬𝐢𝐱; expensive ass hydrangeas

𝐬𝐞𝐯𝐞𝐧; quoting mulan

𝐞𝐢𝐠𝐡𝐭; plethora of pussy

𝒏𝒐𝒘 𝒍𝒐𝒂𝒅𝒊𝒏𝒈….

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𝖘𝖊𝖗𝖎𝖊𝖘 𝖙𝖆𝖌𝖑𝖎𝖘𝖙 {𝖔𝖕𝖊𝖓} : @nxzz-skz @addictedtohobi @moon7jay @cianezy @deobitifull @sunghoonnsupremacy @yeonzzzn @kwiwin @aileeeeeeeeeeeee @lhspeachie @rikibun @jaeyunluvr @hoondiors @woninluv @belowbun @headlockimnida @angelflvr @enhaverse713586 @shiikan0iin @minniejenseo @sparklovespink @wondipity @sumzysworld @xrraxrraroura @xonga @fakeuwus @enhahah @moon4moony @jjunie-0 @vampiesme @mari-marimar @rikizm @branchrkive @hearts4itoshi

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@alvojake | Do not steal, plagiarise, translate, or repost any of my work

𝖉𝖎𝖘𝖈𝖑𝖆𝖎𝖒𝖊𝖗 : ᴛʜɪꜱ ɪꜱ ɴᴏ ᴡᴀʏ ᴀ ᴛʀᴜᴇ ʀᴇᴘʀᴇꜱᴇɴᴛᴀᴛɪᴏɴ ᴏꜰ ᴀɴʏ ᴏꜰ ᴛʜᴇ ᴍᴇᴍʙᴇʀꜱ. ᴛʜɪꜱ ɪꜱ ᴘᴜʀᴇʟʏ ꜰɪᴄᴛɪᴏɴ ᴀɴᴅ ꜰᴏʀ ᴛʜᴇ ᴇɴᴊᴏʏᴍᴇɴᴛ ᴏꜰ ᴛʜᴇ ʀᴇᴀᴅᴇʀ ᴀɴᴅ ɴᴏᴛ ᴛᴏ ʙᴇ ᴛᴀᴋᴇɴ ꜱᴇʀɪᴏᴜꜱʟʏ.

[eneiyri]

i don't want you to go to bed, mad at me

pairing: jake x reader word count: 2.2k type: angst, fluff. synopsis: in the middle of an argument, you want to go to sleep— but jake refuses for either of you to go to bed feeling mad at one another. warnings: slight arguing, mentions of breaking up, jake being the sweetest guy he is, there’s no specific mention of the reason why the argument started, overthinking, reassurance, comfort, lmk if there’s more i shld add

make sure to listen to this song as you read. it is the song that the story is based on. [ mad by ne-yo ] (rlly sets the mood, ngl)

Before you and Jake started dating, there has always been one established rule that the both of you agreed on. Never go to bed mad at the other. Always resolve and communicate about your problems before going to sleep. Never leave it for the next day.

It remained consistent, until tonight. For the first time in your four-year-long relationship, you think you can’t follow that rule as the millionth yawn leaves your lips in the middle of an argument.

Jake sat on the couch; his face buried in his hands as he heaved a sigh again. No words were shared, and the silence between the both of you was deafening. After yelling over each other for nearly 20 minutes straight, you figured it was stupid to open your mouth again— knowing it’d lead to another screaming match.

Seated on the other couch, you found yourself fidgeting with the bracelet on your wrist. “This isn’t working, we’re going back and forth.” You tell him, tone different from the one you used earlier. He looks at you, shoulders slumping. “Well, if you’d just listen to me, we would be done with this.”

“Jake, you won’t even listen to me.” Tightness is evident in your eyes and voice as you look at him. He clicks his tongue, shaking his head. “This is so stupid.” He muttered under his breath, and you could barely hear it. But you do.

“Well, I’m sorry if it’s so stupid, maybe, just like you said— if we weren’t trying to scream over each other, this would’ve been done an hour ago.” You tell him, trying to fight your drowsiness.

Jake looks at you when you say that, taking in the tone of your voice. Before he could open his mouth to speak, you rose from your seat on the couch, crossing your arms. “I’m going to bed,” You announce, the words leaving your mouth causing a small trigger of panic in your lover's mind.

“Y/n,” He gets up as well, trying to get you to look at him— not liking where this is going. You look down at your hands, “We both are tired. As much as I want to talk about this…” Your words trail off as you move towards the door frame between the living room and the hallway. “I think we need to cool off before we say anything too crazy.”

You don’t see it, but Jake’s expression falls as soon as those words leave your lips, and he curses to himself as you submerge into the hallway, away from his sight. “Fuck,” He sits back down, running a hand frustratingly through his hair.

After half an hour passed, you stood in front of the mirror, brushing your teeth after finishing your skincare routine. The door to the bathroom opened, and Jake had a pinched mouth as he moved past you, reaching for his toothbrush.

You quickly finished up brushing your teeth, refusing to be in the same room as him any longer— the silence killing you slowly. You refused to show him how vulnerable you are, choosing to avoid his eyes as you put your toothbrush away and trudged out of the bathroom.

As soon as you shut the bathroom door behind you, Jake stared at himself in the mirror. He hated every second of that silent treatment of yours, and he was determined to fix things before it could lead into the next day.

You were lying on your side of the bed, turned away from Jake’s. You feel the bed dip from behind you, and Jake doesn’t spare another second before talking to you. “I don’t want to go to bed. Not like this,” he tells you.

Your lip’s part, but no words leave your mouth.

“What about the rule?” He asks when you don’t give him a response. “What happened to not going to bed angry at one another?” He adds, desperation laced in his voice.

When those words leave his mouth, you can’t help but feel bad. It was a rule you both established, and agreed on— so this time, you take a minute to think of how to respond. But before anything, Jake unknowingly shuts those thoughts down as soon as he mumbles a short ‘good night’.

In defeat, you move carefully, turning to look at him. Only to be met by Jake’s back facing you, just like you had done to him.

Biting your lip, sadness crept into your body as you turned away once more— the tiredness in your body dissipating like it was never there to begin with. Still, you try to fight with your thoughts and attempt to go to sleep.

You looked at your phone for the nth time, watching time pass. It’s been 3 hours, and your restless attempts of going to sleep have gone nowhere. You fought internally with yourself and kept turning, looking towards Jake after you assumed he’d fallen asleep.

Your boyfriend’s back is still facing you, and your emotions get the best of you as tears well in your eyes— threatening to slip out. He fell asleep so easily.

After a couple more minutes, you blink your tears away and decide to text your best friend, knowing she would be up. Hey Ningning, can I come to sleep over?

Receiving a text message of confusion and follow-up of approval, you sit up from your spot— but before you make the move to get up, you look at your boyfriend once more. A frown settles on your face, looking at his ruffled hair pressed against his pillow. As much as you badly wanted to run your hands through it, you shook your head and looked back to your side of the bed, ready to get up.

“What are you doing?” Jake’s voice fills the silence of the room. You had no idea, but during that entire time you were stirring around— he did not get even a blink of sleep. He felt the bed shift whenever you’d turn to look at him, but when he felt the dip from your side rise, he knew you’d gotten up.

“I’m going to Ningning’s apartment.” You mumble, unable to look at him. Jake stills at this and sits up slowly when he processes your words. Your phone is swiped from your hands as quickly as you’d reach to grab it.

Going to bed pissed at one another is already a living hell for Jake, but you being pissed to the point where you feel like you can’t even sleep in the same bed as him? No. He had to do something. Quick.

You finally turn to look at Jake, “Jaeyun, give it back.” Your voice is small but desperate. It’s only then that you realize you can actually see your boyfriend, the moonlight slipping through the window perfectly structuring his facial features. “No.” He shook his head at you, putting your phone on his side.

“No?” You echo what he said, confused. “Not until we talk properly.” He exhales deeply, clearly tired from the past couple of hours.

Silence engulfs your bedroom, and you can’t bring yourself to respond to him anymore, thoughts filling your mind when the words ‘talk’ echo in your head. Talking could mean anything, you thought to yourself.

Jake takes in your silence, and he hates how quiet you’ve gotten. For some weird reason, he found himself wishing you’d just yell at him again, just like the both of you had been hours prior. But he could tell you were thinking again, and this time— you completely shut him out. And he hates that during times like these, he’s unable to read your thoughts like he usually can.

“Baby—”

“Are we breaking up?” You asked, voice shaking slightly. Jake’s facial expression drops almost immediately when those words leave your mouth, “What?” He lets out, tone heavily coated in disbelief.

A gasp leaves your lips, and you’re quick to bring a hand to your mouth when you realize you said that out loud. “Sorry,” you tell him, looking away. For once, you felt like you couldn’t look at your boyfriend. “I didn’t mean to say it out loud.”

“Holy shit.” Is all Jake could say for a couple of seconds, before looking at you like you’ve gone crazy. “Is that what you were thinking?” He asked you, hovering his other hand over arm as a signal to look at him. “That I want to break up?”

Hardly being able to speak correctly, you frown at him as soon as your eyes examine his soft gaze. “I thought…” You started, and his fingers unconsciously began to caress your hands. “I don’t know, it sounds like—”

“We are not breaking up,” He spoke softly when he cut you off, making you lie back in bed with him. You yelp and almost scold him before he continues.

“Yeah, we argued, and yeah, we said mean things to one another, but we are not breaking up.” He’s looking you in the eye, his other hand finding your waist— meaning to pull you closer towards him. “This is something we are working through together, it’s what will bring us closer.”

Tears threaten to fall from your eyes, and you desperately try to fight them— only to fail miserably when Jake smiles sadly at you. “I love you, Y/n. Fights and arguments are normal, and as long as we’re alright by the end of them— before we go to bed— I know I’ll love you even more as the next day comes by.”

You cry into his chest as he buries his face into your neck, almost like magnets as you press into each other’s warmth. “Talk to me, baby.” Jake spoke after a couple of minutes, desperate to hear your voice once more, “Just let me hear you.”

“Jaeyun,” Your voice sounds like a drawl, hardly above a whisper. “Jaeyun, I love you.” Is what leaves your lips, letting your fingers grasp onto Jake’s hoodie. “I hate it when we argue.”

He frowns, pulling back and looking you in the eye. “Me, too.” He spoke softly, pressing a kiss on your forehead. “We always want to be the one who’s right.”

“I don’t even remember what started this argument,” You give him a soft smile, and Jake’s pupils dilate at the sight. “I think it only got worse when I mentioned going to bed…”

Jake hums, “We were in the middle of arguing baby, I didn’t want you going to sleep mad at me.” He moves a strand of your hair behind your ear, staring at you. “I couldn’t even sleep.”

You give him a look of confusion, “But Yun,” You started, and you swear that his eyes brightened up at your usual nickname of endearment for him. “Yeah, baby?” He responds, his voice soft— urging you to continue.

“You were asleep… You stayed in one spot for three hours.” You mumble, head resting comfortably on his bicep, his hand landing on your waist as he tugged you closer.

“Baby, I was awake.” He tells you. “You have no idea how many times I wanted to turn around and take you into my arms.” He heaves a sigh, shaking his head at memory. He feels your body shake slightly, and Jake quirks an eyebrow. “Are you cryi—”

“I can’t believe you stayed still for three whole hours…” You laugh into his neck, your shoulders shaking. Jake lets out a breath of relief, all the tension leaving his body when he realizes you weren’t crying but laughing.

After a couple seconds, he finds himself laughing too, “Yeah, me too.”

You look at him for a couple seconds, and he seems to catch your gaze. “Hi,” He lets out, his voice sounding breathless. A soft smile forms on your lips, “Hi.” You responded in the same energy. “Everything’s okay between us, right?” You ask him, searching for reassurance.

“Because I’m honestly beginning to feel sleepy.” You mumble groggily, throwing an arm around his body.

Jake stares at you for a couple of seconds, before pressing his lips on yours. You’re taken aback for a couple seconds, but quickly melt into the kiss when he pulls you closer.

You two kiss for a while, and Jake pulls away to let you catch your breath. He smiles against your lips, “Yeah, everything’s okay. Everything’s perfect, baby.” He says it twice, to let it sink in your head that it’s okay. That you two will be perfectly fine tomorrow morning. Jake grins, “We can sleep now.” He spoke softly as your eyes fluttered close. “Good night, Y/n. I'll be right here when you wake up in the morning."

“Good night, Yun. See you.”

copyright © eneiyri 2023 a/n: jake brain rot but when am i not

[filmbyjy]

COLLIE DUTY

PAIRING > sim jaeyun x fem!reader

SYNOPSIS > being the new CEO to the ‘Sim Corp’ was hard and stressful. jake didn’t have much time to spend with layla and so he decides to get a dogsitter, you. though, you were originally already his secretary. how will dog sitting bring you two closer?

GENRE > ceo! au + secretary! au / angst, fluff. kinda suggestive bc i make a lot of sexual jokes...

FEATURING > taki from &team, ningning from aespa, gaeul from ive, san & hongjoong from ateez and felix & hyunjin from stray kids. (4th gen it let's get it🤪)

SCHEDULE > updated whenever i can bc my schedule do be messed up :'D

TAGLIST > closed

START: 2 July 2023 | END: 16 Jan 2024

PROFILES: SIM(p) Corp | SHINE STARS

ONE: giving no bitches vibe

TWO: demanding and dominant

THREE: hey man, yolo you know?

FOUR: she’s a cute one [written + pictures]

FIVE: so…who pays for child support?

—if the read more messes up then i'm raging—

SIX: tamama bread as compensation

SEVEN: he hissed at me once

EIGHT: CELEBRATION🎉🎉

NINE: so…got bitches?

TEN: should i 🤔 cry?

ELEVEN: uh oh

TWEVLE: pull down your pants

THIRTEEN: they doing the 👉👌💦

FOURTEEN: angry puppy pt 1 [written]

FIFTEEN: angry puppy pt 2

SIXTEEN: let him think

SEVENTEEN: even Layla don’t want him

EIGHTEEN: jake’s rizz [written]

NINETEEN: it’s-

TWENTY: ‘let me take you out babygirl’

TWENTY-ONE: no girl boss

TWENTY-TWO: clearing up mistakes [written]

TWENTY-THREE: may cause mayhem

TWENTY-FOUR: 🐓 plant

TWENTY-FIVE: when jungwon hyung scolds you

TWENTY-SIX: he’s alpha

TWENTY-SEVEN: bag that 🐓

TWENTY-EIGHT: no meat👎🏻👎🏻

TWENTY-NINE: poopoo head

THIRTY: layla the puptress [written]

THIRTY-ONE: sunghoon at 3am

THIRTY-TWO: the old man‼️

THIRTY-THREE: not again

THIRTY-FOUR: fight for him [written]

THIRTY-FIVE: fair reaction

THIRTY-SIX: intimate yet seductive smell

THIRTY-SEVEN: lawsuit

THIRTY-EIGHT: smack

THIRTY-NINE: [bleats pathetically]

FOURTY: sunghoon maid costume

fin

– alternative ending -

got any questions about the cast or the smau?

COLLIE DUTY: asks

[songbirdseung]

mr. green flag / park jongseong

synopsis: after dating the wrong guys, you wanted to give up love and relationships. although, a man named park jongseong changed things for you.

pairing: nonidol!jay x nonidol!yn

warnings: cheating, red flag boyfriends, love triangles, cuss words

The bartender was most likely your best friend now since you basically came to the bar every week or two. Crying over a guy who definitely not worth your tears and time. But the bartender was very understanding of your situation and tried his very best to provide comfort and reassurance.

You found out his name was Terry. He's been working at the bar as his second job just to make extra money. Such a nice genuine guy, someone you wish you could date but for some reason, the universe hated your guts, or you just did so horrible in your past life that you need to be punished in this life.

"Okay, last one for tonight. You still got to drive yourself home" he slides your drink towards you with a serious but caring look on his face. "When are you going to break up with that douchebag?" all the arrows pointed to breaking up with him, but since you were so blinded, you couldn't just let him go. As stupid as it was, you loved him despite all the foolish and childish things he has done to you.

"I love you; I do. But I hate seeing you walk through the door with a frown on your face and tears running down your face. It's time you be single or date a good guy" terry doesn't know how many times he had already said these things to you, but he has to remind you every time.

On the drive home, you were dreading it. What if you open the door to your shared apartment with your boyfriend and see him banging another girl? why did you have to be so stupid and such a coward, why couldn't you just say the words "let's break up" or "I'm done" then follow up with a "get out of my apartment" then be over with it.

Luckily for you, the universe wanted to be a little bit kinder to you, you opened the door to your apartment and no, your boyfriend wasn't hooking up with someone. But you knew, he probably already did earlier in the day. As you make your way into the kitchen to drink some medicine and water, you receive a text from terry.

terry: don't forget what I said earlier, you can't say you forgot because we both know you're not drunk.

You sigh and head to your bedroom where your boyfriend is playing video games. You turn on the light and he immediately spin around in his chair and starts yelling at how you disrupted his game.

This is it; you just have to do it. Just say the words yn. "I'm breaking up you, by tomorrow morning, I expect you to be out of this house and my life."

That was a whole month ago, now you were currently single and moving on. Instead of being at the bar with terry, you were at the mall. "I'm proud of you yn, it's been a month and from what I've notice, you're doing great" you smile and nod, "I honestly did not know where the confidence came from when I broke up with him."

You recall all the times you got broken up with by your past 2 boyfriends. they all treated you the way your 3rd boyfriend did. Realizing that all these three, when you started dating them, they would put up a persona, a facade as if they were good guys and they would treat you the way you deserved. They promised things that turned to be absolutely bullshit and empty promises. Then down the road, they would slowly show their true colors and behaviors.

"Maybe I'm meant to be single, maybe i should just give up on relationships" terry listens to your rants and future goals. Listing down all the things you want to do now since you were free from manipulators and controlling men. "Who knows, Mr. right is just around the corner" he pretends to look around, but you miss the real intention or message behind that remark from terry.

Relationships and love were now long gone from your life, and you wanted it to stay that way. Being in those toxic and shitty relationships, you lost yourself. Now it was time to bring that lively and passionate girl back. to do so, old passions, goals, dreams were revisited and worked on again. as months passed, the old you started to resurface. You felt happy, you felt like yourself.

Once day, you went to visit your family house, and in that house, there was a basement where your old stuff was placed in boxes. You placed them there so no one could mess with them and for your old room to be used for whenever they had guest over. Looking through your stuff, you reached over for your guitar that was in its case. The instrument that was your whole life. It was quite upsetting that whenever you would play guitar in your apartment, your ex would get mad at you, claiming how loud you were and how bad you were at playing. it caused you to stop and feel insecure over something you so sure of since you were little. You placed the guitar on your lap and started playing, you haven't played in a long time, but muscle memory was helping you so much.

You got back on your game, focusing on school and looking for a part time job to earn money. You were spending so much time with yourself, you forgot to spend quality time with your friends too. You had terry, chaeryoung, and jake. You weren't a group, but you used to hang out with them separately.

Putting down the paint brush and picking up the disregarded phone on the floor, you dial jake's number. After a few rings he picks up with a sassy but not serious tone. "You remember I exist huh, yn?" you laugh in an apology and ask him if he wants to go out. To which he agrees and tells you he'd be there to pick you up in 15 minutes.

Jake and you go way back, you met him in Australia when you were on vacation. Everyone in your family were appreciating the view as they were sight-seeing. But you were more interested in the golden border collie that was staring back at you and wagging her tail as you made grabby hands at her. Only being 10 years old, your parents didn't let you go anywhere unsupervised, so they kept a tight hold on you, but you just had to pet the cute puppy. With enough wiggling out of their grasp and run away. "Hi, can i pet your puppy?" looking up at the lady who was holding the leash. She gives you the green light and starts asking you questions. "what's your name?" "Where are your parents?" "How old are you?" obviously, you answered her with respect. later, a young boy, who seems to be the son of the lady comes up and says hi. A very friendly boy with an Australian accent asks you if you wanna be friends.

That's where it all began. it was a long-distance friendship, not until jake decided to go back to Korea. You two have been glued to each other's hip since then, he was there for you for everything, for the good and bad. he's seen all the men you'd dated and unlike terry who was the "good cop", jake was the "bad cop" telling you how it was and even if it had to be said in the harshest way, he'd say it. When you told him you ended your recent relationship, happy was an understatement with how Jake felt.

Today, he still is your best friend. "Jake, stop letting me win, it ain't fun that way" stern look on your face as you stare at your best friend who is standing by the goal post. "I'm not, you're just really good" he shrugs his shoulders with that award winning smile. "you're not even moving; you're not even blocking the ball" you whine as you walk up to him.

The whole day was probably spent with Jake, it was getting dark, and it was time to part ways. or so you thought. Jake comes back to you after taking a call from a friend. "Hey, my friend Sunghoon called me saying how he has two extra tickets to that movie we were just talking about, you wanna go?" saying yes, you alert your parents with a text, letting them know you'll be home late.

On the way Jake opens up the topic of romance, asking for an update. "you're not seeing any losers, aren't you?" he chuckles, and he looks at the sour face you made. "No, I'm going to stay single for a long time" emphasize on the word long.

The whole time, you just thought that it would be the three of you, that you only had to meet Sunghoon. But no, you were standing there, with maybe the most good-looking guy you have ever seen. Jake would probably disagree and say it was him. Once you arrive and jake found Sunghoon, you immediately greet him and share banter, then another guy comes from the bathroom and greets you as well.

"Hi, I'm jay. You must be jake's friend he keeps complaining about." He jokes, and when he smiled, you might have just melted, he turns to Sunghoon, and you saw how sharp his jawline was. He was incredibly handsome that it makes you question if you should really give up on love or not.

"What do you mean, complaining...jake?!" you slap jake's arm and face your whole body towards him. "What have you been saying to them?!" you kept slapping his arm until he stops laughing and taking a hold of you. "I tell them how crazily stupid you are when it comes to dating and how I am tired of trying to save your ass yn" he explained while laughing like there was no tomorrow.

"If I was dating you, I think I'd be the one crazily in love" jay speaks and it makes your mind literally stop working, the cogs in your brain stopped and malfunctioned. "Damn you just met her, and you're already smitten?" Sunghoon chuckles and shakes his head, leading you all towards the room where the movie was going to play.

As the movie played, you couldn't help but steal glances at Jay, his profile illuminated by the flickering light of the screen. Each time your eyes met, a playful smile danced on his lips, igniting a warmth in your chest that had nothing to do with the theater's heating.

When the credits finally rolled, and the lights brightened, Jay turned to you with a grin. "Well, that was a rollercoaster," he remarked, his voice light with amusement. You chuckled in agreement, feeling a sense of ease settle between you. "Definitely kept us on the edge of our seats," you replied, matching his playful tone.

Stepping out into the cool evening air, the bustling chatter of the crowd surrounding you faded into the background as you and Jay fell into conversation. It was effortless, as if you'd known each other for years rather than mere hours. You found yourselves sharing anecdotes, swapping stories, and delving into shared interests with an enthusiasm that felt electric.

"So, what's your favorite movie of all time?" Jay asked, his eyes alight with curiosity as he turned to you. You paused, considering his question with a thoughtful expression. "Hmm, tough one," you mused, a smile quirking at the corners of your lips. "But if I had to choose, I'd say 'Inception.' The whole concept of dreams within dreams just blows my mind."

Jay nodded, his own smile widening. "Ah, a fellow fan of mind-bending plots," he replied, a hint of admiration in his voice. "I'm more of a 'Shawshank Redemption' guy myself. Can't beat a classic."

As you continued to chat and laugh together, the connection between you deepened, each shared moment cementing the bond that seemed to grow stronger with every passing second. It was a feeling unlike any you'd experienced before, a sense of belonging and understanding that left you yearning for more.

And as you walked side by side, the city lights casting a gentle glow upon your faces, you couldn't shake the feeling that this unexpected encounter with Jay was just the beginning of something truly extraordinary.

After the movie, as you all parted ways, Jay lingered, asking if you'd like to grab a coffee sometime. His smile was genuine, his eyes kind, and in that moment, you felt a glimmer of hope stir within you. Maybe, just maybe, there was something worth exploring beyond the scars of your past relationships.

As you said goodbye to Jay and watched him walk away with a quickening heart, Jake nudged you playfully. "Well, well, looks like someone's got a fan," he teased, grinning mischievously.

You rolled your eyes, but couldn't suppress the smile that tugged at your lips. "Shut up, Jake," you replied, nudging him back. But deep down, you couldn't deny the warmth that Jay's presence had ignited within you, a flicker of possibility in a heart once shrouded in doubt.

In the days that followed your encounter with Jay, your mind became consumed with swirling doubts and questions, overshadowing the initial excitement and warmth you felt in his presence. Despite the undeniable chemistry and the effortless connection you shared, the scars of past heartbreaks loomed large, casting a shadow of uncertainty over your burgeoning feelings.

As you went about your daily routine, thoughts of Jay lingered in the back of your mind, a constant presence that refused to be ignored. You found yourself replaying your conversations, analyzing every word and gesture, searching for signs of hidden agendas or red flags that might betray his true intentions.

"What if I'm just setting myself up for another disappointment?" you whispered to yourself, the weight of past betrayals heavy on your shoulders. The fear of being hurt again, of having your trust shattered and your heart broken, threatened to suffocate the budding hope that had dared to take root in your chest.

You confided in your closest friends, seeking their advice and perspective on the situation. Terry offered words of encouragement, reminding you of your resilience and strength in overcoming past obstacles. "Don't let fear dictate your happiness," he urged, his voice gentle but firm. "Take a chance, yn. You deserve to find love again, and Jay might just be the one to help you rediscover it."

But despite Terry's reassurances, the nagging doubts persisted, gnawing at your confidence and filling your mind with endless what-ifs. What if history were to repeat itself? What if Jay turned out to be just like the others, another heartbreaker in disguise?

As you tossed and turned in bed, sleep eluding you in the late hours of the night, you couldn't shake the feeling of uncertainty that gripped your heart. The prospect of opening yourself up to love once more felt both exhilarating and terrifying, a delicate balance between hope and fear that left you teetering on the edge of indecision.

With a sigh, you sank into the soft cushions, the weight of your worries pressing heavily upon you. "I just... I don't know what to do, Chaeryoung," you admitted, your voice barely above a whisper. "I'm so afraid of getting hurt again, of making the same mistakes I've made in the past."

Chaeryoung listened attentively, her gaze unwavering as she reached out to gently grasp your hand in hers. "I understand, yn," she said softly, her voice filled with empathy. "But you can't let the fear of the past dictate your future. Sometimes, taking a chance on love means embracing the possibility of heartache, knowing that the journey is worth the risk."

You nodded, tears welling in your eyes as Chaeryoung's words struck a chord deep within you. "But what if I'm not strong enough to handle it?" you whispered, the fear of vulnerability threatening to consume you.

Chaeryoung squeezed your hand reassuringly, her expression filled with unwavering support. "You are stronger than you know, yn," she said firmly, her voice filled with conviction. "And you don't have to face this alone. I'll be here for you every step of the way, no matter what happens."

The day of your coffee date with Jay arrived, and despite the lingering doubts that still gnawed at the edges of your mind, you found yourself determined to embrace the opportunity with an open heart. As you stood in front of the mirror, smoothing down your outfit and running a nervous hand through your hair, you couldn't help but feel a surge of anticipation mingled with trepidation.

When you arrived, Jay was already there, waiting patiently at a table near the window with a warm smile on his lips. As you approached, his eyes lit up with genuine delight, and you felt a rush of warmth flood your cheeks at the sight of him.

"Hey, yn, I'm so glad you could make it," Jay said, rising from his seat to greet you with a friendly hug. "You look amazing."

You returned his smile with a shy grin of your own, the tension in your shoulders easing slightly at his easygoing demeanor. "Thanks, Jay," you replied, feeling a surge of gratitude for his kindness and understanding.

As you settled into your seats and engaged in conversation, you found yourself swept away by Jay's charm and wit, his easy laughter and genuine interest in getting to know you better putting you at ease. With each passing moment, the doubts and insecurities that had plagued you began to fade into the background, replaced by a sense of connection and possibility that left you breathless with anticipation.

Midway through the date, as the conversation flowed effortlessly between you and Jay, you found yourself laughing at his animated retelling of a recent mishap at work. His eyes sparkled with amusement, his infectious laughter filling the air and drawing a smile to your lips.

"You wouldn't believe it," Jay exclaimed, his hands gesturing wildly as he recounted the comical series of events. "I swear, if it weren't for my quick thinking, we would have been knee-deep in paperwork!"

You chuckled, shaking your head in amusement. "Well, I'm glad you were able to save the day," you replied, unable to tear your gaze away from the twinkle in Jay's eyes. "Sounds like you're quite the hero."

Jay grinned, his dimples deepening as he leaned back in his chair. "Oh, you have no idea," he teased, his voice laced with playful exaggeration. "I've got a cape and everything."

The two of you shared a laugh, the tension easing between you as you basked in the warmth of each other's company. With each passing moment, you felt yourself growing more comfortable and at ease with Jay, the initial nerves of the date fading into the background as you lost yourself in the easy banter and shared laughter.

And as you shared another round of laughter with Jay, the doubts and insecurities that had once clouded your mind seemed to melt away, replaced by a growing sense of hope and possibility that whispered of new beginnings and endless horizons. With a smile on your lips and a lightness in your heart, you leaned in closer to Jay, eager to savor every moment of this unexpected journey that had brought you together.

As the evening drew to a close and the coffee shop began to empty out, you and Jay found yourselves lingering at your table, reluctant to part ways just yet. The easy conversation and shared laughter had created a bond between you that felt both comforting and exhilarating, leaving you reluctant to let the night end.

As you gathered your belongings and prepared to leave, Jay rose from his seat and offered you a warm smile. "Well, yn, I had a really great time tonight," he said sincerely, his eyes meeting yours with a gentle warmth that sent a flutter of excitement through your chest.

You returned his smile, feeling a sense of gratitude wash over you for the unexpected connection you had shared. "I did too, Jay," you replied, your voice soft with sincerity. "Thank you for such a wonderful evening."

As you made your way outside, the cool night air wrapping around you like a comforting embrace, Jay walked beside you in easy silence, his presence a reassuring presence at your side. The streets were quiet now, the bustling city fading into the background as you walked side by side, lost in your own thoughts.

When you finally reached your doorstep, you turned to face Jay, feeling a mixture of reluctance and anticipation swirling within you. "Well, this is me," you said with a hesitant smile, gesturing to the entrance of your building.

Jay nodded, his expression softening with a hint of regret. "Yeah, it is," he replied, his voice tinged with a hint of sadness. "I wish we could stay out here all night."

You chuckled softly, feeling a pang of disappointment at the thought of saying goodbye so soon. "Me too," you admitted, your heart heavy with the weight of impending separation.

For a moment, the two of you stood in silence, the unspoken words hanging in the air between you like a delicate thread. And then, without warning, Jay reached out to gently grasp your hand in his, his touch sending a jolt of electricity through your veins.

"I really want to kiss you right now, yn," Jay said softly, his eyes meeting yours with a mixture of longing and respect. "But I don't want to rush things. I want to take things slow, and I want to make sure you feel comfortable every step of the way."

His words were like a balm to your weary heart, a reminder that not all men were like the ones who had hurt you in the past. And as you looked into Jay's eyes, you saw nothing but sincerity and kindness reflected back at you, filling you with a sense of warmth and gratitude that you hadn't felt in a long time.

With a grateful smile, you squeezed Jay's hand gently, feeling a sense of relief wash over you at his understanding and compassion. "Thank you, Jay," you whispered, your voice barely above a whisper. "I really appreciate that."

And as you stood there in the soft glow of the streetlights, the night stretching out before you like a canvas waiting to be painted, you knew that this unexpected encounter with Jay was just the beginning of a journey filled with hope, healing, and the promise of a love that was worth waiting for.

A few weeks had passed since your coffee date with Jay, and life had quickly resumed its hectic pace. Between work commitments, family obligations, and the occasional outing with friends, you found yourself swept up in a whirlwind of activity, the days blurring together in a haze of busyness and distraction.

Despite the outward appearance of normalcy, however, there was a lingering sense of restlessness that gnawed at the edges of your mind, a quiet unease that whispered of unresolved worries and unspoken fears. You had thrown yourself into your daily routines with a sense of determination and purpose, but beneath the surface, a part of you still felt adrift, searching for something elusive and intangible.

Your friends had noticed the change in you, their concerned glances and probing questions a constant reminder of the facade you had erected to shield yourself from their scrutiny. Terry, Chaeryoung, and Jake had all voiced their concerns, offering words of support and encouragement in their own unique ways, but you had brushed off their worries with a casual wave of your hand, insisting that you were fine and that there was nothing to be concerned about.

But deep down, you knew that wasn't entirely true. The truth was, you were struggling to keep up appearances, to maintain the facade of strength and resilience that you had carefully crafted to hide the vulnerability and uncertainty that lurked within. You were tired of pretending, tired of wearing a mask that no longer fit, but you didn't know how to let it go, how to break free from the chains that bound you to a life that felt increasingly hollow and unfulfilling.

It was on one such day, as you sat alone in your apartment, lost in a sea of thoughts and doubts, that there came a knock at your door. Startled from your reverie, you rose from your seat and made your way to the entrance, your heart pounding with a mixture of apprehension and curiosity.

When you opened the door, you were surprised to find Jay standing on the other side, his expression a mixture of concern and determination. "Hey, yn," he said softly, his eyes searching yours for any sign of the turmoil that lay beneath the surface. "Can I come in?"

You hesitated for a moment, unsure of what to say or how to explain the maelstrom of emotions that churned within you. But as you looked into Jay's eyes, you saw nothing but warmth and understanding reflected back at you, and you felt a sudden surge of gratitude for his unwavering support and compassion.

With a nod, you stepped aside to let Jay into your apartment, the weight of unspoken words hanging heavy in the air between you. As he took a seat beside you on the couch, you felt a sense of relief wash over you at the prospect of finally opening up to someone who truly cared.

For a long moment, the two of you sat in silence, the only sound the soft hum of the air conditioning and the distant rumble of traffic outside. And then, at last, Jay spoke, his voice gentle and reassuring.

"yn, I've noticed that you've been… distant lately," he began, his eyes searching yours with an intensity that made your heart skip a beat. "And I just wanted to check in and see how you're doing. Is everything okay?"

You swallowed hard, the lump in your throat threatening to choke off your words. But before you could reply, Jay reached out to gently grasp your hand in his, his touch a comforting anchor in the storm of emotions that raged within you.

"You don't have to pretend with me, yn," Jay said softly, his voice filled with quiet understanding. "Whatever you're going through, whatever you're feeling… I'm here for you. You don't have to face it alone."

And in that moment, as you looked into Jay's eyes and saw the depth of his sincerity and compassion, you knew that you had found someone worth opening up to, someone who would stand by your side through thick and thin, no matter what challenges lay ahead.

With a grateful smile, you squeezed Jay's hand gently, feeling a sense of relief wash over you at the prospect of finally sharing your burdens with someone who truly cared. And as you began to open up to Jay, pouring out your fears and insecurities with a vulnerability you had never shown anyone before, you felt a weight lift from your shoulders, replaced by a newfound sense of hope and optimism for the future.

In the days and weeks that followed, you found solace in the unwavering support and understanding of Jay, who stood by your side through every twist and turn of your journey. With his encouragement and guidance, you began to confront the demons of your past, slowly but surely breaking free from the chains that had bound you for so long.

Together, you navigated the highs and lows of life, sharing laughter and tears, triumphs and setbacks, as you embarked on a journey of self-discovery and healing. With Jay's love and support, you found the strength to confront your fears and insecurities head-on, embracing the challenges that lay before you with courage and resilience.

As your relationship with Jay blossomed and deepened, you found yourself constantly amazed by his thoughtfulness and consideration. Jay seemed to possess an innate understanding of your needs and boundaries, effortlessly navigating the intricacies of your heart with a sensitivity and empathy that left you feeling cherished and valued.

One evening, as you curled up on the couch together, lost in the pages of a book, Jay reached out to gently brush a stray lock of hair from your face, his touch light and tender against your skin. You looked up to find him gazing at you with an expression of quiet adoration, his eyes filled with a warmth that made your heart flutter with affection.

Without a word, Jay leaned in to press a gentle kiss to your forehead, his lips lingering against your skin in a silent promise of love and devotion. And in that moment, as you felt the weight of his affection wash over you like a soothing balm, you knew with a certainty that this was where you belonged, in the arms of a man who loved you unconditionally, flaws and all.

In the days and weeks that followed, Jay continued to show his affection in the small but meaningful ways that spoke volumes of his love for you. Whether it was leaving notes of encouragement tucked into your lunch bag, surprising you with your favorite meal after a long day, or simply wrapping you in a warm embrace when you needed it most, Jay's gestures never failed to brighten your day and fill your heart with joy.

But what touched you most deeply was the way Jay always respected your boundaries and comfort levels, never pushing you to do anything you weren't ready for or comfortable with. Instead, he met you where you were, showering you with love and affection in the ways that felt most natural and comfortable to you.

And as you snuggled close to Jay on the couch, his arms wrapped protectively around you, you couldn't help but feel an overwhelming sense of gratitude for the man who had come into your life and filled it with so much love and happiness. With Jay by your side, you knew that you were truly blessed, and you vowed to cherish every moment you shared together, knowing that the love you had found was a rare and precious gift that would last a lifetime.

And as the days turned into weeks, and the weeks turned into months, you found yourself growing stronger and more confident with each passing day, no longer defined by the scars of your past but by the boundless possibilities of your future.

In Jay, you found not only a lover but a confidant, a partner who shared your hopes and dreams, fears and insecurities, and who stood by your side through thick and thin. Together, you forged a bond that was stronger than any obstacle, a love that transcended the trials and tribulations of life.

One evening, as you sat together on the balcony, watching the sun dip below the horizon in a blaze of fiery colors, you found yourselves lost in conversation, sharing your deepest thoughts and feelings with a vulnerability and honesty that only strengthened the bond between you.

"I never thought I'd find someone like you, yn," Jay said softly, his voice filled with sincerity. "Someone who truly understands me, who accepts me for who I am, flaws and all."

You turned to look at Jay, a smile playing at the corners of your lips. "I feel the same way, Jay," you replied, reaching out to take his hand in yours. "You've shown me a kind of love and acceptance that I never knew was possible, and for that, I'm eternally grateful."

As you sat together in companionable silence, the soft murmur of the city below providing a soothing backdrop to your conversation, you felt a sense of peace settle over you like a warm blanket. With Jay by your side, you knew that you could weather any storm that came your way, knowing that his love and support would always be there to guide you through.

And as the stars began to twinkle overhead, casting their gentle glow upon you both, you leaned in to press a gentle kiss to Jay's lips, your heart overflowing with love and gratitude for the man who had come into your life and filled it with so much joy and happiness. With Jay by your side, you knew that anything was possible, and you vowed to cherish every moment you shared together, knowing that your love was a bond that would last a lifetime.

And as you looked towards the horizon, your heart filled with gratitude for the unexpected twists and turns that had led you to this moment, you knew that with Jay by your side, the future held endless promise and possibility.

With a smile on your lips and a lightness in your heart, you stepped forward into the unknown, ready to embrace whatever adventures awaited you, knowing that as long as you had Jay by your side, you could weather any storm that came your way.

And so, as the sun set on one chapter of your life and rose on the next, you took Jay's hand in yours, ready to embark on a new journey filled with love, laughter, and endless possibilities.

For in Jay, you had found not only a partner but a soulmate, a kindred spirit who had walked through fire and brimstone to stand by your side, and for that, you would be eternally grateful.

And as you walked hand in hand into the sunset, the echoes of your laughter mingling with the gentle rustle of the wind, you knew that no matter what challenges lay ahead, as long as you had each other, you could overcome anything.

And so, with hearts full of hope and love, you stepped forward into the unknown, ready to embrace whatever adventures awaited you, knowing that as long as you had each other, the future held endless promise and possibility.

[jjsungie]

charming jake

[forlovvers]

( jealous texts w enha )

warning(s): none i don’t think!

[bamboobibi]

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2024.04.15 18:00(KST)

[fisheshavegill]

「 𝐲𝐨𝐮𝐫𝐞 𝐢𝐧 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐰𝐢𝐧𝐝, 𝐢𝐦 𝐢𝐧 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐰𝐚𝐭𝐞𝐫 」

🎧 - chemtrails over the country club - lana del rey 🚬

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"she's the right girl for you",

"really?"

You were at Jay's family's house because they had invited you both to make dumplings for Family Day, which they celebrate twice a year. You met his family last year and were excited to see them again.

Sitting together at the dining table with Jay's grandma, you enjoyed the atmosphere and laughed with her about the things Jay did when he was a kid. "If I had to describe Jay as a kid in one word, it would be naughty," she said. "But he has a soft spot for the people he loves, and he is also a gentleman," she added, looking at you while making dumplings. 

You smiled and looked at Jay, who was focused on making dumplings while listening to the conversation. You also got back to work on your dumplings, chatting with his grandma as if she were your own.

At one point, one of his cousins asked if it was okay to leave their child with you for a little while. Jay offered to help, but you politely declined, saying that you could handle it on your own. You then left the dining table and went to the living room to look after the child.

Jay and his grandmother found themselves alone in the dining room making dumplings. As they were making it, they had a conversation about Jay's relationship with you.

With a chuckle, his grandma said, "Jay, I think she is the right girl for you," as she looked at him lovingly.

Jay responded with a light-hearted expression, "halmeoni, do you really think so?"

"I do," she said, nodding warmly as she held his hand. "Out of all the girls you've dated, I feel like she's the one who brings a special aura that I really like."

Jay simply continued to chuckle as they rolled out the dumpling dough.

"What are you waiting for?" his grandma asked.

"Just propose to her already," she said, with a hint of playfulness in her voice.

"I want to," Jay replied, his gaze flickering in your direction.

"I'm just waiting for the right timing." As he finished up the dumplings. 

Jay’s heart swelled with love and anticipation as he daydreamed about the moment when he would finally ask you to be his forever - a moment he knew would be the most romantic of his life. <3

[stariikis]

maybe i lost myself (i don't think i'm okay...)

desc ; inspired by jake's cover song, 'i don't think i'm okay', i wrote this drabble about jake comforting you when all hope is lost.

pairing ; idol!simjaeyun x fem!reader genre ; hurt/comfort, fluff, established rs wc ; 571 warnings ; written in lapslock! probably pretty depressive but at least jake's here for you?

“i don’t think i’m okay…”

you press your nose against the window, raindrops trickling down the other side as you do so. like a curious, wide-eyed puppy, jake scoots up to you on the bed and joins you to look down at the bustling streets of seoul. he’s been so busy the past few days, with their upcoming albums and being ambassadors for so many companies. he’s tried to call you for nights, but when you didn’t pick up, he took it upon himself to visit you at your loft apartment. 

your apartment a complete mess of unfolded, crumpled clothes, textbooks, worksheets.. when you opened the door and saw jake, you weren’t surprised, but he was. he gasped and pulled you into his arms. he didn’t care about your disheveled appearance. he didn’t care that your hands were trembling from forcing yourself to stay awake. he took them in his and squeezed them so hard you swore they were going to break off. 

with tired eyes, you invited him in without a word said. you figured he didn’t need words. 

and he really didn’t. 

when he finally coaxed an explanation out of you, a reason as to why you wouldn’t answer his calls, you couldn’t bear the awkwardness and turned towards the window that stretched all the way from one edge of the wall to the next. it was raining, soft rumbles of thunder rolling around as you and jake spoke in the dim light of your lamp.

you sweep translucent curtains to the side, praying the scenery provides you some respite. any form of peace, to get away from the craziness you’ve been dipping your toes in recently. the hustle and bustle of life that never seems to end, no matter how many tears you shed, hairs you pull out, and all-nighters you pull. it never seems to get better, and you’re losing yourself. 

a blurry image of yourself flits into view as jake gently pulls away from the window, and you look down. onto the rumpled covers of your bed, unwashed and unclean because how could you ever have the time to do house chores? you don’t even have time to touch up on your personal hygiene, evident in the reflection you can’t bear to look at. 

“i don’t think you’re okay…” 

“it’s going too fast. everything is.” 

sweetly, jake pulls you into an embrace that dulls your sense of hearing. his words fade into an oddly calming hum in your ears. your mind starts to whisper again, a spark of inspiration ignited from his mere presence. 

“gwaenchanhayo. daijoubu. you’re okay.” 

for the first time, you just don’t have the energy to cry. you just fall into jake’s arms and let him pluck away your worries one by one. he’s the only one who gets to see this side of you, vulnerable and broken. you don’t want anybody to see you like this but him. 

jake, who knows exactly what you’re going through because he’s experienced just the same. jake, who only needs to be around for a moment for you to feel worlds better than you used to. jake, who would follow your head into the clouds, would follow you even if you’re floating off to space. he doesn’t let go, and it feels like he never will. for a second, you wish he never would. 

“you’re not okay.” 

he pauses to kiss your cheek. 

“and that’s okay.”