#jaiden rambles

[jaidens]

[assorted-things-n-stuff]

[feminetomboy]

The fucking poetic cinema of q!Jaiden saying "All I have is right here", and if you watch from her POV, you only see the house of memories she built for herself, without knowing that q!Roier is standing few meters from her, looking after her and making sure she is safe. Babygirl you are so right, it IS all right here. Even if you can't see it.

[velvet-red-void]

jaiden is w/ cucurucho and roier is w/ osito bimbo

[iii-of-ender]

mentally I’ve never left here

[goingferalapparently]

the jaidens on the can you hear it mini-event and we all know ab their chat shenanigans

but like. how about this one. (after the dungeon crawl, when they're at the ordo discussing theories)

they're so silly.... their friendship means so much to me

[namecantbeblank]

I decided to join in on the fun. PT.1

[chesboard]

i love qsmp streams where it’s like near the end and theyre just talking about their lives and what they like etc. i crave that so much holy shit i love the lore i love the story yeah but just hearing these streamers get to know eachother is just so nice ! especially since some of these ccs are ppl i’ve been following for so long so seeing them interact is just UGH <3 i luv them sm

[becauseplot]

Okay so something about the spiderbit wedding has been sitting in the back of my mind for awhile now and I don't know if anyone's talked about it but I just recently figured out the words to articulate it (kind of) so here we go!

Prior to the q!spiderbit wedding, a lot of the fanart/fanfics I saw/read depicted Cellbit waiting at the altar while Roier is walked down the aisle by either Foolish or Vegetta. Which makes sense! It keeps with the idea of the father "giving away" the bride (or in this case, the groom) at the wedding, which wouldn't be possible for Cellbit since he doesn't have any parental figures on the island. So, I was a little surprised when the wedding day came and Cellbit was the one to walk down the aisle while Roier waited at the altar. I was a bit disappointed at first---they missed a chance to do a sweet little spin on a wedding tradition! (Found family* my beloved <3)

But then I kept thinking---something about Cellbit walking down the aisle. Something about Cellbit walking down the aisle. Something about Cellbit walking down the aisle to the altar where Roier, his soon-to-be husband and trusted confidant, stands; where Felps, his best friend whom he just got back from an unknown fate, stands; where Forever, the friend he wronged but never lost faith in and wants to do right by going forward, stands.

Something about Cellbit being alone and walking himself down the aisle towards them like he is making an active choice. After the fear and the isolation, pushing others away and hurting those close to him so he could make himself a martyr because he felt like he had to face the Federation alone and that he could only rely on himself---now choosing to walk towards the altar where they stand---walking towards his happy ending.

Because this is his happy ending. I'm not at all an advocate for the idea of "oh romance/marriage is the only thing that will make you happy in life" but not only is being married to Roier something Cellbit desperately wants, this wedding means so much more than just getting married.

Of course, this isn't really the end, but for someone like Cellbit, it's a start. A new beginning. A brand new chapter of love, friendship, and trust. So yes, Cellbit walks down the aisle at his wedding, and he does it alone, and he does it because he deserves it, and he does it because he wants to, and he does it because he has to, and he does it because he needs this.

*I would just like to note that found family does not have to follow a nuclear formula with parent-child roles and I don't wish to propagate this misconception. That's just how Roier's family is structured in canon. Foolish and Vegetta are boyfriends and Roier calls them (or at least Foolish) "dad" that's just how it is and it is beautiful &lt;3

Also apologies if I get any lore wrong. I'm not a Roier or Cellbit main viewer but I learn a lot through what I do watch of their streams and what I absorb through my dash. Hopefully this still makes sense.

[natureismynature]

More rambles about Jaiden and Foolish because they actually make me so fucking emotional.

One thing I need people to know is that qFoolish is selfish. He's power-hungry. He's an ASSHOLE. He treats this whole thing as a fun game, he WILL throw anyone that isn't his family under the bus if he thinks it would benefit him. He cares, he considers all the Islanders his friends, he values their opinions, and he respects them, but he also sees them as pieces in a game. I wouldn't say he sees them as dispensable pawns, but he does like playing around with them. He just would not mind fucking them over for his own benefit.

And at first, he was like that with Jaiden too. When he lied to her to see what she'll do. When he told her his secret to see if she'll spill. But as time went by, maybe it was when she showed him Bobby Fields, maybe it was when she swore her silence to him, maybe it was when she told him the truth behind her disappearance. Somewhere along those lines, she became part of his family.

And further along those lines, she became his only family.

He lost Vegetta first. Leo second. And his relationship with Roier has been getting worse by the day.

Suddenly, he doesn't want to fuck her over. Suddenly, she's the only person he doesn't ever want to cross. Suddenly, she's the one he first thinks of when he has to spill his secrets.

His literal first thought when he got promoted was "I'm definitely gonna tell Jaiden." before he even asked if he should keep this a secret. Because that's just what they do now, they tell each other EVERYTHING about themselves.

Everything she knows, he knows. And everything he knows, she knows.

And Jaiden. Jaiden who values Foolish so much because he was there for her when she felt alone and never left since. Who is not fond of the Federation past Cucurucho. Who knows the fucked up shit the Federation is doing behind the white walls and the smiles.

And yet she's so. Fucking. Supportive. Of everything he does. Even if it was becoming a cop for the Feds. Even if it was him trying to climb the ladder of hierarchy.

Because she knows him. She understands why he's doing what he's doing.

It's nothing noble. It's nothing heroic. He just wants to be chaotic. He just wants to have fun. And she's all for it.

Foolish wants to work for all sides while Jaiden wants to work for no sides, but they are on each other's side. They will always be on each other's sides

They are both fucked up. They are two sides of the same coin. They are best friends. They are family.

[jaidens]

my loser boyfriend

[assorted-things-n-stuff]

Rip gegg

[citruslllad]

philza: yeah my brother grian is a parrot, he's hanging out with Kristen right now for one of his death games

jaiden: oh man my cousin is also a parrot named grian! we've got the same eyes =)

phil:

jaiden:

[velvet-red-void]

the only friends ever btw <3

[feminetomboy]

What I've been working on today. I don't know if I'll finish it because it's really experimental and I can't tell if I like it or not, but yeah! Jaiden!

[catzgam3rz]

MORE! QSMP! DESIGNS!

Finally met Tallulah my BELOVED so I whipped up a design for her :D Also updated/tweaked my Wilbur design while I was at it!