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elvensorceress · 1 year
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Unless You Ask Me To
buck/eddie | very minor eddie/omc | 249K | WIP | AO3
It’s not the first time a man has ever looked at Eddie a certain way. It’s not the first time a man has ever hit on him or asked him out. It happens every so often. Not a lot. Once every six months or so? If he had to put a number to it?
But maybe it’s the first time Eddie’s actually considered saying yes.
He’s in a much better place than he was a year ago, and he’s never actually dated that many people. He met Shannon when he was nineteen and high school relationships didn’t really count, and he was technically married until not quite four years ago. And there was only one huge, sad mistake since then.
So, Eddie could say yes.
He could go on a date with this beautiful, nice man. That is a thing he can do. And maybe it would be good. Maybe it would explain a lot of things he’s always wondered about but never put into practice.
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Eddie dates a man for the first time, Buck is completely Fine(tm) and not at all having a breakdown, and the way to love and happiness is not easy but they find it anyway.
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lover-of-mine · 10 months
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Inspired by The Definition of Love and All Things Ineffable by @elvensorceress on ao3
Everything is still. Quiet. He stares like he’s never seen. He probably hasn’t. But it sings through every cell in his body. Eddie… the things Eddie sees as love…
Eddie breathes slowly and wets his lips. “All I know about the kind of love you’re asking about? Is you. Love, to me, is you.”
Buck knows it’s true because he feels it. He’s always felt it. He’s never really doubted the strength and depth of their bond, just how to qualify it.
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spotsandsocks · 2 months
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@elvensorceress Hi Jen, Happy birthday my lovely. I hope the day is fun and kind to you, bringing many good things your way.
I’ve just scribbled down a little offering to lay at your feet as a gift, inspired by your wonderful talent and gifts to the world of Demi!eddie fics. I’ll tidy it up and send to ao3 too as a gift to you but for now please forgive any typos or errors. Hope you enjoy this mini ficlit. You’re so inspirational I even have a title without having to think about it so please enjoy 683 words of 💕🌸An Unexpected Love🌸💕
There he goes again, walking past with a smile and for fuck’s sake this time a wink.
It’s really not fair. He shouldn't have to suffer like this. Except Eddie knows life isn’t really meant to be fair. If it was he wouldn’t be having a prolonged existential crisis about his best friend.
And if life was fair it wouldn’t be getting worse.
He’s never been one to lose his head over a pretty face, male or female. He’s never understood that instant burst of attraction or the sudden desire that seems to take over some people. Sure some people look nice enough, pretty eyes, kind smile, technically attractive in all the right ways that people tend to agree on the concept.
Buck looked absolutely normal the first time he met him. Nothing special, just a guy, a stroppy frat boy type guy actually, then he became a nice guy, pleasant looking, a good partner and then he became a fucking miracle, something he never thought he’d have in his life. A friend, a partner, someone to have his back and he looked like every desire Eddie didn’t know he had.
It took years but one day he’d looked and he’d realised that Buck was the most beautiful person he’d ever seen and he keeps getting more attractive too, year after year the more special he becomes the more attractive he gets.
Right now, he’s fucking gorgeous and Eddie wants him in a way he’s really not used to. He remembers feeling like this with Shannon at the start but it didn’t last as long, all their problems washed the feelings away.
He’s wanted Buck for so long now and it shows no signs of stopping. Sometimes he thinks he’s used to it. Sometimes. Except he forgets; when he’s away from Buck for a little while he forgets how much he likes his face and so when he sees him again he has to go through this whole fluttery business of taking in his face remembering all over again, how much he loves him, wants him, feel his heart skip and his stomach flip. It’s really quite unfair, he’s far too old and sensible for this kind of thing.
Buck’s on the other side of the room right now looking fucking edible and smiling at him with a look in his eye that been getting more obvious.
Eddie stares back, god he’s staring right back and he can’t hide it anymore. He doesn’t even want to.
Buck cocks his head, holding his eyes and his smile twists, and then he chuckles softly and he blushes!
God Damn it he’s blushing and that is too much. One man can’t be allowed to be that pretty and not get kissed.
Buck looks like he wants to get kissed. Like he wants to get kissed by Eddie.
Eddie stomach flips on a cocktail of desire and hope and love. Shit he’s far too old for this nonsense. Buck’s looking at him like he’s waiting, has been waiting for something forever.
So Eddie’s feet decide enough is enough and that he’s far too old to wait any longer either. He crosses the room towards an unexpected love that came into his life and stayed and now he gets to have and keep it forever.
It’s hard to believe he got so lucky but he did because Buck is moving too. His friend, his love, knows him so well that he sees the decision on his face and just like he always has Buck knows just what he needs and meets him halfway.
They reach each other in the middle of the room and his beloved idiot smiles with his lip caught between his teeth and says hi.
Eddie’s never wanted anything more and he can have it.
He reaches out and pulls Buck close with a sigh of relief and Buck leans into the kiss with very satisfying enthusiasm and just like the first day he looked at his best friend and realised he was unexpectedly in love with him the world changes and becomes a little bit better
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heartshapedvows · 1 year
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Excerpt from @elvensorceress fic Unless you ask me to
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gayhoediaz · 1 year
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Cry/cries for the wip game?? 💕
you're getting three for each because ily 💕
cry:
“Yes,” Eddie nods, his voice a desperate cry as Buck feels his muscles tighten around his cock - throbbing.
“Of course I know,” Buck sighs. “It’s just rude to say it in public. I don’t know if I want to cry or rip your clothes off, and I can’t do either,” he whines quietly, before it fades into a warm chuckle, Eddie’s own soon joining the harmony, as they share a simple, chaste kiss, and then take a step apart again, eyes meeting.
Quietly - as quietly as he possibly can - Buck can’t help but lean closer to Eddie; “You better cry like that when it’s our turn.” It’s a joke - but he can’t help the way that his stomach warms at the thought - this is something they can do now. Joke about their wedding, talk about it  - not in detail, they’re not engaged yet - but they will be. Someday.
cries:
“Will you?” Buck huffs, still not slowing down - admittedly a flaw in his plan as the myriad of gasped cries pouring out of his mouth isn’t giving Eddie much of a chance to respond.
The mixture of lube and precome provides an intoxicatingly smooth slide as Buck rolls his hips, the kiss breaking in favor of breathy, broken cries of pleasure as their cocks slide over each other, both so hard that the pressure nearly proves to be as painful as it is pleasurable.
For a split second, Buck thinks his brain freezes - but he doesn’t get any more time to agonize over the slip, because a mere second later, Eddie cries out his name, his thighs shaking violently as he comes all over Buck’s chest.
send me a word and if it's in my wip i'll post the line/s it appears in!
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monsterrae1 · 2 years
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Request for Buddie with “Why are you praying before you even try a bite of the food I made?” 😄💕💕💕💕💕
Jenwyn! Thank you so much for sending this and helping with this months update of my Cordolia Verse! Here's the fic:
I will hold you in my arms (right where you belong)
Eddie is an excellent baker, he's not the best cook, after almost giving Buck food poisoning one time, Buck decided to teach him how to cook.
Or, the domestic fluff and cooking together fic.
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shortsighted-owl · 1 year
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Abbi Owl, my love, my darling! Whennnnnn is lightning strike fic going to be finished and posted?? 👀👀👀 no rush, of course! I am just sitting on your shoulder with very big duck eyes 👀 I love you so much! You’re amazing! I hope your day is going well! 💕💜💕💜💕💜💕💜💕
Jenwyn, my dear rainbow duck 🦆🌈 Thank you for your quacks and sparkly duck eyes!
I’m hoping to have Chapter one finished by Friday at the latest!
It should be three chapters total, titled: Charge separation (The lightning strike), Charge transfer (The hospital), and Charge recombination (Some amnesia!buck recovering with his Diaz boys, and Eddie realising that even without his memories, Buck’s body and actions never forget Eddie and Chris.)
Love and tea to you! ❤️ I hope you’re having a great day so far!
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JACK! You sweetheart 🥹 Thank you and I adore you! 💕💕💕 And I can’t wait to read all of your fics! 😍
Jenwyn! 💜💜💜
Not a word of a lie, if I left a comment every time I re-read Heart of Flowers/Gold, you'd probably laugh at me. I haven't properly dealt with all the feels from Eddie Diaz vs. The Feelings yet because it was beautiful and made me sob like a child, but that one is absolutely up for a re-read soon too.
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ghosthunterbuck · 2 years
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Potato cake fic???? 💕💕💕💕💕 (also hi! ily 💕)
hiiiii ily2 💙💙💙 potato cake fic my absolute beloved i SWEAR TO GOD will be out this week it's a canon compliant 5b fic that exists because i wanted to know what the fuck eddie was making with equal parts butter and potato, @zainclaw suggested dylan hollis's potato cake and i... spiraled
At two in the morning, May sends him a link to a TikTok with no caption. 
Eddie types out and sends what he believes to be the only possible response.
Eddie, 2:02 AM: what
May answers almost immediately. 
May, 2:03 AM: why are you awake??
Eddie raises an eyebrow and replies. 
Eddie, 2:03 AM: Could ask you the same question
His phone buzzes twice in quick succession. 
May, 2:03 AM: touché
May, 2:03 AM: anyway, you should get a djungelskog for christopher
Eddie blinks. And blinks again, but nope, his screen still says djungleskog. 
Eddie, 2:04 AM: And that is?
May, 2:04 AM: did you even watch the video?? 
Eddie rubs his face tiredly but smiles despite himself. 
Eddie, 2:05 AM: Tell you what
Eddie, 2:05 AM: Go to sleep now and I’ll show this to Buck
Eddie, 2:05 AM: You and Christopher will both have one by next week
The reply is virtually instant, and it makes Eddie snort. 
May, 2:05 AM: deal
May, 2:05 AM: gn
A long moment passes, then one more message appears. 
May, 2:07 AM: you should go to sleep too
He should. He doesn’t.
wanna talk about wips?
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bigassdiaz · 10 months
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I have so many things to read, help
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elvensorceress · 26 days
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Unless You Ask Me To - 23
fuck it friday, have a chapter?
(now established) Buddie | 15K | rating: Mature/Explicit somewhere in there | AO3
"I know what you mean,” Eddie says softly, still stroking Buck’s lovely, dense chest hair. “I never thought you’d love me this way either. I never thought I’d get to have you. Or anything like this. I’ve never felt anything like being loved by you.” It puts a lump of thick emotion in his throat and mirrored shimmers in his own eyes.
Which he tries to laugh away and brush off. Not because he’s ashamed. Just. He doesn’t need to get so caught up and overwhelmed by this every other minute.
But it’s so…
Having this? Being so thoroughly loved that Eddie feels it and doesn’t doubt it, could never doubt it? Being so in love with someone who is so amazing and devoted and fun and special and everything Eddie has ever needed and wanted in a partner? Knowing this is mutual, reciprocated, that they are deeply, massively, crazily in love with each other?
How can anyone feel something like this and not be totally overcome by it?
He’d equate it to being hit by a tsunami, but doubts Buck would appreciate that. He would glare adorably though. So adorably.
God, Eddie loves him so fucking much.
tags below 😘💕
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the-likesofus · 11 months
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Buddie Fic Recs
AKA Talented Mutuals Tuesday
Except I spent so long making this list that the timezones changed over BUT I wanted to show my mutuals some love and now that we are going into the hiatus I thought you might all like a list of quality fics to keep you occupied while there is no new Weewoo show. 
I don't know if anyone will actually want to join in on this but if you do the rules are simple:
SHOW YOUR MUTUALS SOME LOVE! Share your favourite fics, (or gifs, edits, literally anything that your very talented mutuals have made), as many or as few as you like but let's share the love around <3
Apologises in advance for the long post btw
@speaknowdiaz I would literally read anything that April writes and would probably sell a limb for the incredible WIPs I know she's still cooking up but here are a couple of my faves:
pining and anticipation (I don't want you like a best friend)
Buck challenges Eddie to try to hit on him after teasing Eddie for not having any ‘game’. This fic is very funny and very soft.
believe in one thing (i won't go away)
This fic hit me straight in the feels. Buck and Eddie go to couples therapy even though they aren't a couple and they work through some stuff.
@thosetwofirefighters Incredible amazing Nat ily xx
Say It All Out Loud
Eddie comes out to Aunt Pepa after his ‘date’ with Vanessa. I am a little bit biased towards this one because she did write it for me but it's honestly just so good!
How to Cure Boredom: Buckley Edition
The 118 are stuck at the firehouse during a slow shift and Buck entertains them all by mattress-surfing the loft stairs. It’s soft and silly and in the same universe as her other fic Safe in His Arms.
@loveyourownsmiilee The wonderful amazing Juju not only writes incredible meta and keeps us all fed with Oliver content but Juju also writes wonderful buddie fic. 
When Were You Under Me?
Who doesn’t love a Friends AU. This is Buck and Eddie as Ross and Rachel and it is hilarious and so sweet. 
You should also check out her Buddie Language Meta if you have not read it before <3
@elvensorceress Jenwyn’s work always astounds me so be sure to check these out:
Color Him Father, Color Him Love
I will scream from the rafters how much I adore this fic and yes it did make me cry (happy tears). It’s a look into Buck’s head after his sperm donor kid is born and he realizes what Christopher (and Eddie) truly mean to him. I know I have recced this before but it deserves all the love. 
Unless You Ask Me To
Eddie dates a man for the first time, and Buck is completely 'Fine'. This is a preemptive rec because it is one chapter away from completion and I have been saving it to binge in one sitting but knowing Jenwyn and her incredible talent I guarantee this will be worth the read. 
@spotsandsocks If anyone’s work is guaranteed to make me sob like a baby (happy, sad, or tears of laughter) it’s Spotty. 
Everything But (temptation)
This is Spotty’s newest fic and it's just brilliant. Buck is practicing extreme self-control whilst Eddie is being an irresistible menace. 
Could Have, Should Have, Would Have
Buck finally tells Eddie he loves him right before Eddie’s new boyfriend is supposed to meet Christopher. Honestly, all I can say about this fic is that it’s a masterpiece and I screamed many times while reading it. 
@shortsighted-owl Wonderful amazing Owly (Abbi). I appreciate you so and you make my dash so happy xx
Of foam-moustached kisses, and button combinations
For all your sweet domestic buddie needs this is the fic. Eddie is practicing a video game to get better than Chris and Buck makes fun of his ex-technophobe boyfriend. 
Also THIS EDIT SET to the lyrics of You’re All That I Have by Snow Patrol make me assdffgghjjklkll
@lilbuddie Okay, this one is just a brag because Minja doesn’t actually have any fics published yet (side eye) but I wanna make sure she is on everyone’s radar for when she does because yall are not ready for the incredible amazing talent that is this girl’s writing!! So go check out the snippets on her Tumblr and badger her until she finishes something plssssss
@wheelsupin-five Hi! <3
Almost Almost Almost
This adorable of Buck who is always cold and Eddie warms him up I– asfffghhjkklllll
Under Kitchen Light
SO SOFT! Buck wakes up and Eddie isn't there, Buck finds him in the kitchen. 
@rogerzsteven Simi owns my heart and by that I mean my heart is locked in a cage in Simi’s basement where it is occasionally beaten to a pulp by the most incredibly angsty fics you've ever read.
Cleanse
Buck is extremely nauseous and Eddie takes care of him while I sob over them in a corner.
build me a home underground (free from light and sound)
This fic is so brutal in all the best ways, my heart was in my throat the entire read! Buck gets trapped in a sensory deprivation room while the 118 and Athena race to find him. 
@ashavahishta another incredibly talented mutual of mine
out of ashes
Is it really a Meegs rec list if I don’t rec this fic honestly it's engraved on my soul. This is a criminal minds/greys inspired fic where Buck is kidnapped and tortured until the 118 can find him. This fic is so so well written and means a million things to me I could never explain but pleaseeeee read it!! 
@jobairdxx hello lovely xx
Oh, We Pray to Make it Through the Night
Highly recommend this fic, I do love a near-death experience fic! Buck gets injured on a call and Eddie falls asleep holding vigil at his bedside. 
Jules also writes beautiful poetry on Tumblr so go read some of that too <3
@monsterrae1 MISS RAE! YOU INCREDIBLE THING! <3
love is on its way
I know we’re all a little bit in mourning over the couch theory but it lives on in our hearts and in this fic which has six moments between Buck and Eddie on the Diaz couch (and she’s a wee bit spicy too).
Buck's café (take my heart, just not my order)
Coffee Shop AU. Buck runs the shop where the 118 order all their drinks on shift. I absolutely adore this fic! 
@alyxmastershipper RYAN!! INCREDIBLY TALENTED MUTUAL THAT YOU ARE!! 
there's always been a rainbow hangin' over your head
If “aasdsdfghhjkl” was a person it was me reading this fic. Eddie comes out to Buck, receives a quirky mug, and gets together with the love of his life. In that order.
@bekkachaos Wonderful, amazing Bekka xxx
lose yourself in the feeling
I am a sucker for ‘accidental kisses’ and this was just wonderful. Buck is so excited about Maddie and Chim getting engaged that he kisses Eddie when he tells him. 
start me up, open my eyes
Okay, the mild sexual content tag is a lie, nothing has ever been closer to smut without actually being smut than this fic, I have never been so wound up reading a fic. Bekka builds the tension so so well. 
@sibylsleaves honestly I'm still a little in shock that we're mutuals now so please excuse me while I fangirl over your incredible writing!
with a bird at your door
Eddie starts spending all his time with Buck. Which would be fine if it weren't for the fact that Buck is in love with him. This fic is the perfect mixture of pining, angst, and a happy ending. And yes I think about this fic frequently I love it okay. 
@mysteriouslyyounggalaxy last but certainly not least (for now). hello lovely xx
(tell the gravedigger) better dig two
Missing scenes from while eddie is trapped in the well followed by the most perfect extended reunion scene. We all know I am a sucker for fics based on the well incident, it’s literally how i started writing for buddie but omg this fic!!!! 
Remember to share the love around and happy hiatus to you all.
Love, Meegs xxxx
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exhuastedpigeon · 1 month
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Do you have any favorite Buddie fan fic writers? I've followed you since Sterek and I'm starting to fall down the Buddie rabbit hole because of your writing.
Ahhh hi anon! Another person in the Sterek to Buddie pipeline :) I'm glad my writing got you hooked!
There are SO many writers I love in the Buddie fandom and I know I'm going to forget some so if anyone wants to add to this they are more than welcome to!
These are in no particular order. Starting with people off the top of my head from tumblr
@cal-daisies-and-briars / Daisies_and_Briars Everything Cal writes blows me away. They're so talented and I love how unique their stories are!
@malewifediaz / oklahoma Amanda writes my favourite version of Eddie. Bitchy, sappy, kind, protective, goofy. Everything she writes is lovely!
@monsterrae1 / MonsterRae1 Rae's Buddie fics were some of the first Buddie fics I read since she was a Sterek person! I love how different every fic is with so much truth to the characters.
@daffi-990 / Daffi_990_ao3 Daffi's first ever fic was one of the best first fics I've read! I cannot wait to read her Rival Firefighters AU!
@devirnis / devirnis Currently sweating just thinking about some of the smut Ali has written, probably because I just finished the second chapter of let you set the pace.
@rainbow-nerdss / rainbow_nerds Sorcha's latest fic (a minor delay) is SO SO SO wonderful! I've recced it to so many people at this point.
@puppyboybuckley / callmenewbie Anxiously awaiting the next chapter of Newbie's mudslide fic!! Check it out :)
@elvensorceress / ElvenSorceress Plus or Minus is one of my favourite Buddie fics of all time! Jenwyn has such a great read on both Buck and Eddie as characters, it's so fun to read their writing.
@hmslusitania / HMSLusitania I don't think they're actively writing fic right now, but their stuff is so amazing!
And for some folks I don't have on Tumblr
hammersmiths ProsperDemeter withmeornotatall withoutthetiger glorious_spoon hattalove Leslie_Knope
I know I forgot so many people, so please feel free to add to this list for this anon!
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heartshapedvows · 1 year
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hippolotamus · 3 months
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On the 2nd Day of Fandom I present
Unless You Ask Me To by @elvensorceress
It’s not the first time a man has ever looked at Eddie a certain way. It’s not the first time a man has ever hit on him or asked him out. It happens every so often. Not a lot. Once every six months or so? If he had to put a number to it? But maybe it’s the first time Eddie’s considered saying yes. He’s in a much better place than he was a year ago, and he’s never actually dated that many people. He met Shannon when he was nineteen and high school relationships didn’t really count, and he was technically married until not quite four years ago. And there was only one huge, sad mistake since then. So, Eddie could say yes. He could go on a date with this beautiful, nice man. That is a thing he can do. And maybe it would be good. Maybe it would explain a lot of things he’s always wondered about but never put into practice. ~~~ Eddie dates a man for the first time, Buck is completely Fine(tm) and not at all having a breakdown, and the way to love and happiness is not easy but they find it anyway.
How much do I love this fic... let me count the ways. The insight that Jenwyn has into Eddie and Buck's characters is nothing short of magical. This fic ripped my heart out, shattered it, put it back together and cradled it gently. Sometimes all within the same chapter. A must read 💖
tagged by @steadfastsaturnsrings @theplaceyoustillrememberdreaming @exhuastedpigeon for today!
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monsterrae1 · 1 year
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You're amazing! 😍 Also for real, the scene? The thing that happens? Which even though you know Buck will save him, it was still just 😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭 I LOVE YOU SO MUCH! I HOPE YOU'RE HAVING A WONDERFUL DAY! 💕💕💕💕💕
I sobbed when I read that part 😭😭😭 I full on had to take a moment away from my phone and then check the tags again to make sure I hadn’t missed a big one 😂 but the entire fic was just so beautiful; you’re such an amazing and talented writer, my friend 🖤
I’m still gathering the emotional stability to read part 3! Hoping to get to it this weekend 🖤
I love you too! I hope you’re having an amazing day and rest of your week too🖤🖤🖤
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