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3, 13, 68 <3

oscar my dearest <3 I'm sorry this turned into a disaster jcjsjz

03: Do you regret anything?

oh for sure. there are things I regret saying and not saying, things I regret agreeing to, things I regret missing. regret is part of life. i am trying to learn to love with regret and to try to limit how much more of it I have.

getting philosophical it's the lack of sleep

13: Do you hate anyone at the moment?

so I wanted to be the Bigger Person and say no bc hate is a heavy word etc. but also like. My sister. I hate her so much. I have to interact with her and pretend I don't but a lot of my regrets are related to her, and a lot of my anxiety, and a lot of strain on my relationships with others, and a lot of my insecurities. and nothing she has ever done has made any of that worth it. so yeah. I've wasted a lot of my time hurting myself over her and she never cared. so I hate her.

and now I'm being angsty jsjfjaj I also blame this on lack of sleep. it is true tho.

68: Who’s the last person you had a deep conversation with?

my friend, who is also my sister's gf! she enjoys deep conversations and their are few people I feel comfortable enough with to have them, so its often that we'll end up talking about things.

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