#jinnie oneshots

[hardstraykidshours]

distraction

pairing: hyunjin x afab!reader

genre: smut, angst, fluff, 18+ (minors dni)

summary: hyunjin has had a really bad week and needs to get his emotions out somehow.

length: 3.2k

warnings: profanity, sexual/suggestive content, hard dom!hyunjin, sub!reader, unprotected sex (please wrap before you tap), deepthroating, hair pulling, degradation, praise, afab reader, nsfw 18+ (minors dni)

this week had just not been hyunjin's week. the complete lack of texts or calls during the day told you that today was probably no different. except the second you see the look on his face when he walks through the door to your shared apartment, you can instantly tell that today was different from the rest of the week. today was much, much worse.

you start to cross the room towards him but pause when his shoe gets stuck while he's trying to take it off, resulting in him flinging it halfway across the room while muttering obscenities under his breath. 

he looks up at you and notes your frozen posture before loosing a heavy sigh and running his fingers through his hair, a tic you've noticed he does when he's overwhelmed or frustrated. "i'm sorry love, it's just not been a good day."

"it's okay baby, i understand," you say while finishing crossing the room towards him. wrapping your arms around his waist, you pull him into a tight hug. he embraces you back, but doesn't sink into your hold or bury his face in your neck like he usually does. "do you want to talk about it?" 

a dry laugh escapes his throat, but you hear no humor in the sound. "that's the last thing i want to talk about right now." 

you pull away slightly to look up at him. "can i do anything to help?" 

"unless you can time travel back to before i was an idol and tell me to stop before it becomes the biggest fucking nightmare of my entire life, i think i'm good," he breaks your hold on him, brushing past you to head further into the apartment.

his words leave you a bit stunned, so you don't respond for a minute. he loves dancing and performing, and he loves his fans, so you know he doesn't really mean what he said about not becoming an idol. regardless, it still shocked you, because it's the first time he's ever said something so drastic before. 

you take a second to compose your shocked expression before turning and heading into the kitchen.

"why don't you go take a shower, and i'll finish making dinner?" you say, trying to keep your voice casual. he clearly doesn't want to talk about work, so maybe reverting back to your normal routine will help him de-stress. 

"yeah, fine, whatever," he mutters, more to himself than you, before storming to the bathroom. you grin to yourself at his grumpy behavior, knowing a long, hot shower will help him relax. it always does. 

you're just finishing up dinner when you hear the water turn off. a few moments go by, and you look up to see hyunjin standing in the doorway to the bathroom, a towel wrapped around his waist and another draped across his neck that he's using to vigorously dry his hair. your smile quickly fades when you see the lines of tension still visible on his face and through his body. he's deep in thought, definitely about work, and he scrubs a hand down his face, clearly still very frustrated. "it's fucking bullshit," he spits while slamming the side of his fist into the doorframe before stalking across the hall to your bedroom to change. 

okay, now you're getting worried. you thought for sure a shower would help him cool off, just like it always does, but all it seems to have done is rile him up even more. 

he emerges from the bedroom a few moments later, wearing a fresh t-shirt and gym shorts. he joins you at the table, chair screeching across the floor when he pulls it out with more force than necessary. you tap your leg nervously while he remains silent the entire meal, the tension in the air around him palpable. 

finally, he finishes his meal and mumbles a thank you before abruptly standing. he crosses to the living room and plops down on the couch. you think he's going to put on a stupid show or a movie to help turn off his brain and unwind, but when you finish clearing the table you look over and see that he hasn't moved an inch. he's just laying there, staring at the ceiling. 

you join him in the living room, sitting next to him on the arm of the couch. you try to run your fingers through his hair, something you know he absolutely loves, but he brushes your hands away. 

"jinnie, baby, what's going on? what happened?" 

"i told you i don't want to talk about it." 

"okay, then what can i do to help you? i know this week's been a nightmare for you, so tell me what you need to feel better," your voice has taken on a pleading tone. you're starting to get a little desperate for anything else to try. 

"nothing. it just all sucks, and nothing can change that. i'm really sorry i'm being such an ass tonight. i'm just going to go to bed." 

he pushes off the couch and walks away, leaving you feeling helpless. you know he's not acting like this on purpose. he's just overwhelmed with whatever is happening with work and is lashing out, but you wish you could help him. you wish he would let you help him. 

he's a wound up ball of energy and frustration, and you don't know what to do. you've tried everything you can think of to help him release all that tension, so he can finally unwind and relax for the evening, but nothing seems to be working. 

wait. you haven't tried everything. 

when you enter the bedroom you find hyunjin on the bed in the same position he was in on the couch, on his back staring blankly at the ceiling. 

you crawl up next to him, pausing when you reach his waist. he doesn't so much as even spare you a glance, but you don't let it deter you. you're going to snap him out of this if it's the last thing you do. reaching forward, you slide his shirt up slightly and plant several warm, wet kisses along his lower abdomen. you don't miss the sharp intake of breath when he feels your warm tongue swirl across his skin. which is why you're shocked when his hands grip your shoulders and pull you away. 

"what are you doing?" he looks at you, his gaze still distant, and you can almost see the turmoil waging in his eyes. 

"i'm distracting you from whatever is going on in that head of yours," you lean forward once more, tracing your lips across his flesh again. he doesn't stop you, but he also doesn't stop his complaints. 

"it's no use baby. like i told you before, there's nothing that's going to make this night better," his mouth is telling you one thing but the growing hardness in his shorts is telling you something entirely the opposite. 

you pull back slightly to smirk up at him. "just be a good boy and listen to me so i can make you feel good." you reach for his waistband, but his hand shoots out and encircles your wrist, stopping your movements. 

"no." his voice is firm, bordering on cold, and you can't help the shocked expression that crosses your face. before you even have time to question his strange behavior, he continues. "i'm sick and tired of listening to people tell me what to do. it doesn't matter that i'm running myself ragged to do exactly what they asked. it's still not good enough. maybe we wouldn't have so many problems if someone just fucking listened to me for once!"

oh. oh. so that's what's been going on. now that you know the root of the problem, your entire plan shifts slightly. 

"i'm listening," you say as you lean back onto your heels, crossing your hands behind you. 

he runs a hand through hair and releases a heavy sigh. "i know you are, loves, you always listen, but you know that's not what i mean." 

"oh, but i do know," your voice takes on a slightly mischievous tone. "you just don't know what i mean." 

"i don't un-" he stops talking when he notices you grab the hem of your shirt and start lifting it. 

"i'm listening," you don't break eye contact as you pull the shirt up and over your head. 

"to you." one hand moves behind your back, undoing the clasps on your bra. 

"to anything you want to say." the corners of your lips tip up into a smile as you slide the straps down your arms. 

"and to anything you want to do." you rise up slightly to push your shorts off before settling back on your heels, completely bare except for your panties. 

he props himself up on his elbows to look at you. a dark glint enters his eyes, and you can tell his attention is quickly shifting away from work. 

"you need to work out all that tension from this week, and i want you to unleash it on me. however you want."

he doesn't say anything in response, just opens and closes his mouth a few times while he keeps staring at you. 

"well?" 

it's like that one word flicked a switch in his brain because he moves before you can even blink. you find yourself suddenly on your back, his body towering over you, his arms caging you in.

"i'm not in a good headspace right now," he leans down to kiss your neck, and you tip your head back when you feel his warm mouth on your skin. 

"i know," you whisper before letting out a soft moan when you feel him suck hard enough to leave a mark. 

"i'm not going to be gentle," his teeth scrape across your throat and bright hot arousal shoots through your veins. "i'm going to fuck you and use you until i can't even remember all that stupid bullshit from work." 

his dirty words skate across your skin, and you can feel your panties getting wetter by the second. 

"good," you mange to say, grinning to yourself. 

he pulls away suddenly, moving to stand next to the bed. "roll over," his voice is hard, full of authority and you cant help but think about how much it turns you on. 

you quickly oblige, turning onto your stomach and scooting to the edge of the bed when he gestures at you. 

"open," he commands while moving his shorts just enough to pull out his hard cock. your mouth practically waters at the sight of him right in front of you. you're so busy staring at his throbbing dick that you don't even realize your mouth is still closed until he's fingers sink into your hair, pulling your head back ever so slightly.

"i said open," he taps your lips with the tip of his cock, and you immediately part them. 

he wastes no time thrusting into your mouth. he hits the back of your throat, and you gag slightly around him, pulling a deep groan from him. 

he continues to relentlessly pound into you, your position giving him the ideal angle to plunge deep into your mouth. he has his hands buried into your hair, using it as leverage to pull you closer in time with his thrusts. 

it's unlike any other time you two have done this. you've always been the one in control, guiding the speed, the depth, everything. but not this time. and you realize you like it. a lot. 

something about being completely at his mercy while he roughly fucks your mouth is so incredibly arousing. the loud moans and grunts that pour from hyunjin while he keeps up his unforgiving pace only heighten the entire situation and you know your panties are completely ruined by this point. you find yourself squirming on the bed slightly, rubbing your thighs together to try and release some of the intense ache that's building between them. 

"look at you, already writhing for my touch, and i've barely done anything yet. you like this huh? does my little whore like it when i use her mouth and throat like this?" 

you nod enhusiastically as tears start to gather in your eyes from gagging while he roughly fucks your throat. one breaks loose with his next thrust and starts to trail down your cheek. he slows his pace slightly, before eventually stopping and pulling away. he brings his free hand up to gently wipe the tear away. "good girl, you're such a good little slut for me. taking me so well." 

you can't help the moan that escapes you at his dirty words. 

"i think you deserve a reward for being such a good girl, huh?" you nod eagerly, biting your lip as you think of finally getting to feel him where you so desperately want him. 

his eyes zero in on the movement, and you notice the way his cock jumps as he watches your teeth sink into your bottom lip. 

"lay on your back. center of the bed." you scramble to obey his instructions, ready for whatever he has planned next. 

"now spread your legs." 

his eyes darken even more when you do, lust clouding his vision. he stalks to the end of the bed and slowly, torturously starts to move up the length of your body, nipping and licking and sucking the entire way. 

when he finally reaches the apex of your thighs he pauses for a moment, his face directly level with your dripping pussy. 

his eyes move up to yours as he slips his fingers beneath the edge of your panties, ghosting along your pussy before he pulls the fabric away and lets it slap back against your skin. your body jolts at the sudden sharp sting, but a moan slips from your lips as the pain mixes with pleasure. 

he does it again, resulting in the same response from you. he does it a third time, this time much harder. you cry out this time, practically thrusting your cunt into his face as you beg for more. 

your reaction shreds any last semblance of self control hyunjin has, and he rips your panties from your body. before they can even hit the floor, he's back between your legs and sliding into you with one easy thrust. you throw your head back at the sensation of him filling you. he makes a few slow, experimental strokes before thrusting all the way into you, leaning forward and biting your shoulder as he does. 

you gasp at the combined feeling of his teeth on your skin and his cock deep inside your pussy. your hands move to scrape up his back, trying to pull him even closer, but he knocks them down with his arms. 

grabbing both your hands with one of his, he moves them above your head, pinning them to the bed. he uses his other hand to grip your hip, tight enough you think it might bruise. and then he starts to fuck you fast and hard, his hips snapping into yours with brutal force. 

you cry out in pleasure as he hits that spot deep inside of you over and over again. you feel a familiar pressure growing low in your belly. when he releases your hip to move his hand between you and start rolling your clit, you know it will only be a few more moments before you shatter completely.

without slowing his pace, he leans down to your ear and whispers. "cum for me, baby, i want to feel you cum on my cock." 

his words tip you over the edge, and your eyes roll back as release slams into you. he continues to fuck you relentlessly throughout your orgasm, drawing it out longer than you thought possible. 

just as you start to come down from your high, he rolls his thumb along your clit again and gives it a sharp pinch. without warning another orgasm crashes over you, rolling into the first. incoherent mumbles and moans pour from your lips as you lose yourself to the pleasure. 

in the midst of being lost in bliss you hear hyunjin utter a few sharp curses, his pace faltering before he thrusts himself deep inside of you. he collapses over top of you, barely managing to keep his body weight from crushing you as his cock pulses inside of you. 

the sensation causes a few afterschocks to roll through you, and you clench around his dick. hyunjin releases a strangled moan at the sensation, fighting off overstimulation as he finishes cumming deep inside of you. 

you both stay like that for a moment, his face buried in your neck as you try to catch your breath. eventually, he pulls out and flops onto his back beside you. 

you roll over on your side to look at him, smiling broadly when you see the stupid grin plastered on his face. 

"feel better?" you tease, snuggling closer to his side. 

"most definitely," he wraps an arm around you, and leans in to kiss you tenderly. when he pulls away, you can see the apology in his eyes before he even opens his mouth. "i'm really sorry, loves, it's been a really long, very rough week for me."

"i know-" he interjects before you can say anything else. 

"but, that doesn't mean i should have been so irritated and snappy when i came home. you have been so helpful and patient with me this entire week, and you didn't deserve for me to act like that around you." 

"it's okay," you say while gently reaching up to push some of his hair out of his face before stroking his cheek. you can see that he wants to interrupt and apologize again, so you continue before he has the chance. "i'm not here with you just for all the good days. i'm here for the days where you kick your shoe across the room, because it's stuck, and it's just one more thing that hasn't gone right. i'm here for the days when you feel like you're going to combust because you're so upset, or tired, or just plain overwhelmed. i'm here for the days you just can't control the frustration anymore. i don't need you to try and pretend to be okay around me just because i'm not what made you upset. i just want to be here and work through it with you. okay?"

a soft smile breaks across his face and he nods slightly as he leans down to press a kiss to your forehead. 

"plus," you add, throwing him a wry smirk. "we seem to have figured out just what you need when it's been one of those days."

"mmmmm, i believe you're right," a devilish expression crosses his face and his hand slides down to grip your waist. "just know that from now on, if i text you that i've had a rough day, you better be ready." he pulls you closer against him, and you can't help the small moan that escapes you when you feel that he's already hard again. 

"always," you reply breathlessly before twining your fingers around his neck and pulling his mouth to yours.

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|| Grief ~ Seokjin oneshot ||

BTS ONESHOT

Summary: Jin x Y/n. Husband x wife.

Alternate universe.

After a tragic incident, the couple struggles to keep going and find their way back to each other.

A/N

!TW! loss, trauma and mention of blood. Don't read if you're uncomfortable.

~ you've been warned lovelies💜 ~

5k words

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The hot water soothed the skin as it trailed down her curves, keeping the hose directed towards her neck as she let her thoughts run wild. The steam covered the glass, increasing the level of heat in the room and blurring the reflection in the mirror.

Passing a hand through her hair, she sighed, closing her eyes in an attempt to relax, letting the droplets soothe the exhaustion from her face.

Tired. Yes she was tired and sleep deprived, and the constant rumbling of thoughts inside her head were definitely not helping.

Maybe things would have been different if they turned back time.

Go back five months ago, when everything was fine. Peaceful happiness and love ran the house. Waking up every morning feeling blessed to see that beloved face next to you, and trying hard not to pinch yourself just to make sure this wasn't just a dream.

Maybe dreams were better in that way. They were fantasies, yet despite the frustration it brought -knowing they would most likely never come true, they remained what they were.

There was no morphing into something different. The pain only came once you woke up. Because then the truth gets revealed in all its ugly and repulsive wholeness. Reality sucked.

She wished this was just a nightmare so she could at least wake up and breathe out in relief, realizing none of it actually happened. Tears no longer brimmed her eyes as her hand caressed the painful part of her body and she clenched her jaw, wishing that at this point, it would all go away. However, despite her body reacting numbly, her heart felt every ounce of pain and it bled, badly.

The water turned off, she stepped out, wrapping herself in her bathrobe tying the knot as someone knocked at the door. She knew exactly who it was and sighed, pressing the water out of her hair and straightening up. "Y/n?"

"What do you want?"she responded tiredly and silence followed before the masculine voice went on, a little tense. "Dinner's ready."

Rolling her eyes, she wiped the steam off the mirror, fixing her hair and retorted. "Could've just started without me."

There was a long pause, until she heard him breathe out, knowing he was rubbing the back of his head with a wince. She didn't have to see it to know.

"I'll serve the wine and wait for the others to arrive."was his final answer and footsteps echoed down the corridor further away.

Letting out a sigh, Y/n closed her eyes for a second, trying hard not to lose it and scream her lungs out before exiting the bathroom.

Seokjin was a busy man, working hard to be in the position he was in. Being the top manager of one of the biggest commercial brand of the country had its perks but never left him time for himself.

His boss was a kind but demanding man. His business flourished thanks to their hard work and strict protocols. Sponsors were generous and in greater number every passing years, conferences were held as their investments turned out successful every time, and it allowed them to contemplate their hard work with a satisfied nod of the head.

Truly, success had become quite recurrent in his working life, and had promptly followed with his love life as he'd married his best friend, soulmate and actual love of his life. He should feel like the happiest man in the world. And he did... once.

They were this happy in love couple, making the most of their wedded life, thriving in this blissful state of marriage. There were a few petty fights they got over rather quickly, working hard to conquer every obstacle.

This time, it was worse, and no matter how much he tried to reassure himself, there did not seem to be a solution anymore as they kept drifting away from each other.

Taking a sip from a glass of wine, the handsome man frowned, clenching his jaw as he tried to push back the searing pain enrapturing his heart. It was like grasping on water or air.

No matter how hard he clenched his fist and tried to keep it close, it ended up slipping through his fingers. Three years of marriage. Could it just end so quickly? Was it possible to fall out of love after six years of being together?

Were they simply tired of each other's presence?

He wasn't.

He knew 'the incident' has scarred them both so badly it turned out as the main reason of their fallout. He remembered the screams, the tears and the way their hands clung to each other.

The moment they heard the tragic sentence, their eyes mirroring the same heartrending pain and horror.

Shutting his eyes close, Jin clenched his jaw, breathing in and out quietly as he quickly wiped the tears from the corner of his eyes. He had to be strong. He had to be there and fight for them, the 'us' they had become a few years ago.

The doorbell rang, pulling him out of his somber thoughts and he set the glass down, reaching to answer the door, composing himself with a smile before opening it wide.

"Seokjin hyung!"the tall man before him greeted with his signature dimple smile, holding out a bottle of champagne. "Namjoon, Mae, good to see you both!"Jin responded, looking at the grinning couple.

Mae smiled gracefully and shook his hand with a few kind words. Letting them in, the man of the house led them to the dining room, doing the usual mundane talk about the family, work and the latest news.

After a few minutes Y/n appeared, beautifully yet simply dressed with a black dress nicely tracing her curves and reaching just above the knee, with heels, and a pin holding up her curls reaching beneath the shoulders.

Jin watched as she greeted their friend, and his face fell at the empty smile she gave them. Her skin was a shade paler than it used to be, she had lost quite some weight and her eyes were tired.

He knew he'd grown even thinner than he used to be as well, and he could feel the exhaustion weighing on his shoulders and eyelids, and he wondered where it all went wrong, why he wasn't capable of holding them together. There was no bond, no special comprehension between them anymore, it was just mystery and darkness shading their thoughts.

The dinner was awfully long and y/n could feel her eyelids grow heavy, wishing nothing more than to lie down and sleep. Glancing at her husband from across the table, she watched as he laughed with his friend, before jumping in on a project he had had in mind for the past few days.

"What about you, Y/n? I heard you made quite the accomplishment last month!"Mae spoke up, pulling her out of her rambling thoughts. Turning to the gracious woman, she smiled and shook her head.

"That is flattering but we were a whole team on the project. We did get mind blowing results though."

And so the conversation stirred, Namjoon and Jin joined in, discussing business and then moving on to more casual subjects.

"How's Lily?"Jin inquired politely and watched as the couple grinned proudly.

"She's very well, and growing beautifully! She's always waddling around now that she knows how to walk it's very endearing."

Namjoon nodded his head, throwing in a few anecdotes about her activities which clearly implied that she had inherited her father's clumsiness, much to Mae's dismay, as she lost count of how many objects had met their tragic end on the house floor or in other random situations.

Y/n simply nodded, numbly listening and wishing to be miles away. The dinner ended nicely and the couple left, leaving her alone with her husband who sighed, rubbing on his nape as he made his way back into the living room.

Now what.

Now silence.

Confrontation?

Y/n made her way back to the table, taking ahold of her glass of wine and taking another sip, looking lost in her own thoughts. Her eyes stared into a mass of void, as she contemplated options, replaying tonight's diner, and a certain glint sparked in her eyes, anger, envy, and harsh feelings towards herself and the world.

Their penthouse offered a beautiful view of the shimmering city lights barely hidden by the garden trees. The neighborhood was peaceful and quiet and they had little to complain regarding their financial situation. Taking another sip of her wine, the young woman took the time to swallow, and spoke up with a knowing tone.

"Well they certainly looked happy."

Jin froze, staring at her for a few seconds as she turned around to face him and added bitterly, raising her eyebrows to make a point.

"One happy couple. Oh wait, I meant, happy family, you know... with the kids."

This hurt more than it should have.

"Y/n don't."he sighed, frowning slightly and setting a cup on the kitchen counter.

"Don't what, Jin?"she cut off dryly. "State facts??"

Closing his eyes shut for a second, Jin let out a breath, trying to control his emotions. He didn't want to snap and get into another fight. That's what they did everytime they talked, unenlightened of what the other was truly feeling.

"Don't start an argument, please."

Chuckling to herself, Y/n shook her head with a shrug, unbothered by the provocative words hurting both herself and her husband.

"It's true, though, isn't it?"

Refusing to answer the question as he knew the answer too well, the young man busied himself by clearing the table and filling their dish washer. Exhausted as he was, he didn't have the courage to confront her and keep up with her arguments. 

None of it would come out as helpful. If only... if only they could turn back time. Go back to these happy times as a newly wedded couple, before it all happened. 

How much he longed to hold her, lean on her and let her lean on him. Be the couple they always were and not this.. wreck of a couple they had become. Guilt gripped on his heart almost fiercely, eating him alive these days. They were both tired and uncommunicative.

"They're happy."she went on emptying her glass and setting it down on the table.

"They looked happy, healthy... they have as much as we do on a practical scale. Oh and how amazing of their little Lily to be walking now, right?"she spoke louder with a sarcastic smile.

"What's your point, Y/n?"he snapped. "Yes, their child is doing well, and we rejoiced for them, because they're our friends."

Narrowing her eyes at the man, she froze, taking in slow breaths as she processed her husband's statement. It echoed in her mind for a few seconds, and he wished to take it back, cursing his coping mechanism for voicing that out.

"We.. rejoiced..."she repeated numbly. A strange smile made its way to her face, highliting the paleness of her face.

"Yeah..."she whispered with a scoff. "Yeah. We did that."

Confusion flashed in his eyes as he stared back, somehow knowing what she was implying but refusing to admit it. A blockade had become necessary, to protect her and himself. The emotions, the pain were all too strong to feel and not let it consume him.

How many days had gone by for them to drift away so quickly? So definitively it would seem. Three years ago, they were unbeatable, strong and united. They sealed their love forever and beyond and looked towards the future with joyful anticipation.

And now there they were, tired, more different than ever, scarred from the past and terrified of the future together... or not together? 

They spent their days working, busying themselves as much as they could and spending as little time together as possible, and that was after hesitantly avoiding each other... It tore their marriage apart.

"What do you mean?"

"Oh really, what do I mean?Are you seriously telling me you don't get what I'm saying?!"

"NO I don't understand you, Y/n, I don't, not anymore! We never talk, we never communicate and things don't work out as they used to."Jin snapped angrily. "What do you want me to do??"he went on."I've tried to reach out to you for a long time, but you kept pushing me away and look where we are now."

"So this is my fault?"

"That's not what I'm saying!"he retorted impatiently.

"Then what ARE you saying?"she provoked uselessly.

"I'm saying we don't WORK!"

Silence replaced the harsh words as their eyes met, wide, and glistening with hurt. Y/n's numb expression faded and pain etched on her face.

"What the hell-"she muttered before gritting her teeth. "If it's a divorce that you want then FINE!"she yelled out exhausted of the never ending arguments.

In two long strides, Jin crossed the room, standing closer and she took in the pale color of his skin as well as the more defined tracing of his cheekbones. Guilt kept eating her alive as she processed her husband's state for the nth time. Divorce had never been an option and never would be.

The emotions were too much and she had no idea what to do with it all anymore. Loneliness weighed on her shoulders so heavily it terrified her to even think he might go with the divorce idea. Jin was the love of her life, her soulmate and she could never imagine her life without him.

"Divorce?"he repeated, mirroring her fear of the idea. Shaking his head, the young man frowned deeply. "I don't want us to get separated, I want us to COMMUNICATE. I want you to TALK to me. Ever since-"

"Don't."she cut off in a shaky voice.

"We've never talked about this!"he insisted but she shook her head firmly while taking a step back. "Don't."she repeated almost pleadingly.

"We need to talk about it. I'm sick of avoiding everything now, I'm sick of not knowing what's going on in your life, wondering pointlessly if there could be anything I could do to help, to be there for you as I should! I'm your husband and yet I can't even hold you the nights you cry yourself to sleep because we don't even sleep in the same room. We keep driving each other insane because we refuse to communicate, and frankly, I'm done with it!"

"I said I don't want to talk about it! I can't okay?!"her eyes glistened with tears as she yelled. "It's too fucking painful and I can't face it!"

"What if I need to talk about it, what if I need to share this with you, and what if I actually want to, because we promised to be there for each other for the better and for the worst. So far, this is the worst! And all of it is a fucking failure! I know you're in pain and so am I!"

"If you really need to talk about it then go see a therapist or a doctor, I'm done with this!"she cried stomping away and absentmindedly clearing the kitchen counter, putting away stuff, while Jin followed, frustrated, hurt and angry.

"I don't want some therapist I want YOU. My wife. I need you. My therapist doesn't know what it's like and we've gone through the whole trauma together. SO PLEASE, just talk to me!"

Y/n remained silent, putting away the last glass and desperately trying to contain her emotions. Jin quickly walked around the counter to the other side.

"You don't want to, fine I'll go first. I'm in pain! I'm hurting so bad I can't even imagine what it must be like for you. And it kills me to think that there is nothing I can do to ease your pain. If I could take it all away I would. But you push me away! You isolate yourself whenever you can and you think it'll all disappear in the snap of  the fingers. But it won't! Look around you! This isn't a nightmare, a dream, it's fucking real, the pain is real and we both need to wake the hell up!"

Pausing for a few seconds, the young man stared at his wife painfully, in between guilt and reproach.

"We've left each other space but we've gone too far... And now I'm scared we might never be able to go back! So PLEASE, work with me here!"

"WHAT DO YOU WANT ME TO SAY??!"she cried suddenly with tears in her eyes, facing her husband with all the emotions carefully bottled up over time.

"That I am unhappy?! That I still can't grasp why it happened to US of all people, or that I question myself EVERY SINGLE FUCKING day how I'm going to live with myself?! Should I tell you how much I hated having our friends over tonight?? You wanna know WHY?!"she yelled out, trying to stand strong and steady.

"Because I fucking envy them! Because I WANT what they have, I want what WE would've had if-..."her voice cracked and she broke down, tears rolling down her face.

Jin's face fell, furrowing his eyebrows in an attempt to grasp the wholeness of her words. The nothing but painful look in her eyes made him realize that there was a lot he didn't know, a lot they'd hidden from each other.

Covering her mouth with the back of her hand trying to hold back her sobs, Y/n swallowed, meeting his eyes with a shameful expression.

"I want-"her voice broke once more and she finished barely audible, "I want our baby back..."

The silence which followed that statement held more pain than any words they could have said. The painful event replayed in their minds, the cries, the white walls, the sentence they had feared to hear, the moment it happened. All of it.

Y/n's hand instinctively reached for her belly, as though the pain had awaken in there once more. Jin stood there, heart aching, muscles tensing up.

"I've hated myself every second, since then."she confessed through the tears, finally sharing that weight on her heart.

"I've lost our baby... and he couldn't even be born..."

To say Jin was stunned by her words would be an understatement. Never had he imagined she'd blame herself for this. Yet he wondered how he hadn't realized it before.

"I can't help but think if I'd been more careful, if I'd gone more often to check on the baby's vitals, maybe we would've found something and managed to save the baby. But I didn't! I. Didn't. And now you're a childless father. We're a childless couple."

His heart sunk and tears welled up his eyes at the pain he was currently witnessing and feeling. No, this was wrong, this was so terribly wrong.

His eyes travelled from her hand holding her belly, up to her face stained with tears.

Still astounded by the sudden information, Jin swallowed as he made his way to her, clenching his jaw hard. His hands held her shoulders steadily while he spoke, wanting his words to be carefully heard and understood.

"Y/n, listen to me."he began with all the seriousness in the world, fighting the tears. "You are NOT responsible for this. Don't you think for one minute that anyone should blame you. Our precious little Haru.. was never born but because of his health. He was sick. Very sick, okay? This was not due to a lack of precaution from your side."

Lifting her head to meet his eyes, the young woman sniffled, no more hiding her emotions and that brokenhearted sadness she'd managed to disguise all these days suddenly became visible as it filled her eyes.

She'd spent days, pretending to be doing all right, and avoiding her husband at all cost. She'd soon found it harder and harder to look him in the eye, convinced that she'd failed him, failed them. Directing the blame towards herself, she found it impossible to forgive herself after inflicting him so much pain. And that baby... never got a chance to live. Their baby...

But how naive of her to think the one person who knew her that well would fall for it. To her, Jin had also recoiled in his shell, and maybe they'd silently agreed to let the other mourn, believing they had to carry their own burden alone. How wrong were they, and they both seemed to realize it only now.

"Y/n, I could never blame you for this. If anything I've been blaming myself for not taking better care of you."he confessed in return. She flinched at these words and let out a shaky breath with a small shake of the head.

Her hand cupped his face while her eyes scanned his features pleadingly, forgetting the argument for a second and focusing solely on the man standing before her.

"No Jin please, you cannot blame yourself for this, you've taken better care of me than anyone could have ever done."

"This is neither your fault or mine."he spoke up gravely. "Haru was in a terrible condition, there was nothing we could do."

Tears resurfaced in their eyes at the mention of these tragic days. They held onto each other for the first time in what felt like an eternity.

"Do you hear me?"he added in a low voice, trying to hold back his own tears while he stared at his wife who nodded almost regretfully.

"I'm so so sorry.."she whispered, breaking down with a sob and this time, Jin's heart could no longer handle it. The tears rolled down his face with his heart breaking a little more. His arms immediately wrapped themselves around her trembling body. "No no no... no please don't say that, Y/n... please...I'm sorry too.. no one should have to go through what we've suffered. But I hope and I want to believe that he's in a great place where he is now."

Like a dam breaking down, she finally gave in. The tears flowed as sobs racked her body pressed against his chest with her arms folded against herself. Her hands closed on the material of his jumper, heartbroken, all the masks were down.. all that was left were just them, painfully scarred and trying to keep standing and keep going for the sake of each other.

Jin tightened his hold, as though he could carry both of their burden to lighten the weight on her heart. He wanted her to know he was there, he was never letting go, not ever again and they'd get through this.

"I miss him too.."he whispered, kissing the top of her head, closing his eyes with a released sigh.

None of them knew how long they remained in each other's embrace. And frankly, neither of them really cared. They'd been needing it for so long, after watching the other fall apart little by little, incapable of doing anything to prevent it.

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Flashback

Y/n pushed the branch out of the way and reached out to cut the lily, humming softly to herself. They were her favorite flower and she wanted the baby to see those when he'd first come home.

Just as she cut the rod, a searing pain tore inside her body, making her drop the scissors and stumble back with wide eyes. A groan escaped her mouth, hands reaching for her belly. Her lips parted and her mouth hung open, pain etched on her features. Heavy grunts of pain rose from the depth of her lungs.

A warm substance slid down her thighs and she gasped at the blood staining her clothes. Stumbling back she let out a raw cry. "SEOKJIN!"

"JIN HELP!!"she screamed in terror and pain, calling out his name again and again.

Eyes wide and heart beating faster than ever, Jin burst through the doors outside, rushing to his wife. "I'm here! I'm here! What's going on?! What is it?! Talk to me! Y/n-"

His words died in his throat at the sight of the blood and her hands grabbed onto him, eyes pleading desperately as she sobbed. "I CAN'T FEEL HIM ANYMORE!! Something's wrong! Jin something happened! Why can't I feel it anymore what happened-"

"What can't you feel Y/n, I don't-"

"THE BABY!"she yelled out with a sob. All blood drained from his face, and he had to gather all his strength not to freak out.

"All right, let's get you to the hospital."he said immediately swooping her in his arms and rushing to the car, seating her in the back, being as gentle as possible.

...........

Y/n was quickly lay down on a bed and carried through the hall to the ER where the doctors immediately took her in. Her hand never let go of Jin's hold.

It all happened so fast, the surgery, the struggle in order to save the baby, and the moment she woke up, feeling Jin's hand in hers, while his face rested on the mattress wet with tears. The unbearable pain in her heart, that emptiness she felt as her eyes scanned his face desperately. The shake of the head meant everything he couldn't word out.

"No.."she gasped, tears in her eyes while a lump formed in her throat. "No, no, Seokjin tell me this isn't-...."

It was when Jin burst in tears while holding her hand that she realized it. Her hand covered her belly, and her heart bled in the most painful way. This couldn't be... panic rose in her chest, her heart stopped and all she could do was stare in shock, while something tore inside of her.

Shaking her head in denial, a painful cry escaped her lips, vision blurred with tears. "NO! NO THIS ISN'T TRUE! NOOOO!"She screamed out in distress,  sobs now racking her body as she struggled to get out of bed despite the pain, wanting to do something, anything to change this reality.

Jin sprang to his feet, keeping her down, talking to her continuously, trying to find some words but she heard nothing. "MY BABY! GIVE ME BACK MY BABY! I WANNA SEE THE DOCTOR! LET ME GO I WANNA SEE THE DOCTOR! I NEED TO SEE MY BABY!"she yelled desperate as two nurses and a doctor burst into the room in order to stop her from hurting herself even more by standing and walking around.

"Mrs Kim-"the doctor attempted.

"MY BABY, WHERE IS HE?! I WANT MY CHILD I WANT my child..."she sobbed loudly, head falling back onto the mattress as she gave in, the pain consuming her while Jin wrapped her in his embrace, keeping her tight in his hold, wanting to keep her together.

His tears joined hers, and her arms held onto his, reaching to get a grasp on something strong, on her rock to stop the free falling.

"Please! Please... Haruya.."she whimpered, the surgery still affecting her and she felt a wave of exhaustion wash over her, numb with the pain.

Jin just held her. He'd heard the sentence from the doctor, and leaned against the wall, trying not to collapse as his heart broke into pieces. The long hours waiting for his wife to wake up..  the moment she'd learn the tragedy...

And he'd never been ready for this. No one ever would be. He'd just swore to himself to be there, to stand strong for them both. The doctor remained standing for a few minutes, painfully watching the couple alongside the nurses.

"I'm terribly sorry for your loss."he could only say to the mourning couple. With a nod of the head, they all left the room. Y/n was a sobbing mess, eyes closing shut and tears continuously streaming down her face. That was it. He was gone. The only thing they had left was that question : WHY? Why them? Why Haru?...

The sun set that day, and that reality never shifted. That's when they realized the painful fact that they were going to have to live on. Keep going...

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Stepping out of the shower, Y/n entered the room and spotted Jin already there in his pajamas. How she'd missed having him there. She didn't have to be alone during the darkest moment of the day anymore and neither did he.

Sending him a weak smile, she followed and slipped under the covers, lying down on the clean sheets. They turned around, facing each other in silence for a moment, carefully processing the evening, and what they'd discovered of each other.

"How about we go see Haru tomorrow?"Jin murmured with sad eyes. "Take the day off, and rest? We haven't gone to the cemetery together ever since the funeral."

Tears rolled down her face and she bit down on her bottom lip, nodding quietly. "Yeah,.. we'll go together."she whispered in response.

Nodding in the silence, Jin gazed at her fondly as she reached out, wiping a tear from his cheek and drawing a strand of hair out of his forehead.

"We're gonna be okay, aren't we?"

"Yeah, we're strong... and Haru.. Haru's in a better place."Jin assured, wanting to believe it. His hand reached for hers, intertwining their fingers together, their eyes never leaving each other.

"Thank you, for staying, for being there eventhough I was far from being the perfect wife..."

"There's no such thing, my darling."he murmured softly. "I love you, and you're all I need. We'll go on, together. I'm not leaving. Ever."he promised, his eyes plunged into hers, pouring in that promise. "We'll have our family, and Haru will be watching over us all. He'll be our little angel."

Scooting closer, Y/n sighed, snuggling against her husband, her rock and soulmate, as he pressed a meaningful kiss on her forehead. "I love you."she murmured, feeling lighter and strangely more at peace. She wasn't alone, neither was he. They had each other, and that way, life could go on... with remembrance of the past and confidence in the future.

Things would get better.

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ateez masterlist:

note: this should be a given, but with any of my smuts, minors dni

fanfiction:

♤ 1024UB — nsfw; choi san ♤ daddy dearest — nsfw; choi san (aubs, jinnie collab) ♤ irresistible — nsfw; choi san

series:

♤ bsitd series: mingi, seonghwa, yeosang, yunho — smut ♤ fantasy — smut ♤ flower garden — fluff, angst ♤ lawyer series: mingi, jongho, san, yeosang — smut ♤ prof. series: yunho (pt. 1, pt. 2), san (pt. 1, pt. 2), yeosang, seonghwa — smut ♤ superstar series: seonghwa, san — smut ♤ trope — angst, smut ♤ trope pt. 2 — fluff, angst, smut ♤ what's it like to fall in love...? — fluff, smut

oneshots, headcanons, drabbles:

ot8: ♤ fantasy — smut ♤ flower garden — fluff, angst ♤ making partner — smut ♤ sweetheart — smut ♤ trope — angst, smut ♤ trope pt. 2 — fluff, angst, smut ♤ what's it like to fall in love...? — fluff, smut

kim hongjoong: ♤ friends to lovers to strangers — angst, smut (trope series) ♤ the shoe on the other foot — smut

park seonghwa: ♤ assassin!seonghwa: ♤ dancing with the devil — smut, angst (pt. 1) ♤ succumbing to the angel — smut (pt. 2) ♤ sub!hwa/dominatrix!reader: ♤ safe word: evergreen — ivy — smut (pt. 1) ♤ being sensual in the dark — smut (bsitd series) ♤ first thing in the goddamn morning — smut (ft. san) ♤ going insane — smut (ft. dpr ian) ♤ jealousy isn't such a horrible sin — smut (ft. san) ♤ mesmerized by you — suggestive ♤ persistent desire — smut ♤ sun's out — smut ♤ superstar — smut (ssatz series) ♤ tragic ending — angst, smut (trope series) ♤ violet crazy form — smut (ft. dpr ian, mingi) ♤ you've got me speechless — smut (alt. san)

jeong yunho: ♤ prof!yunho: ♤ principia — smut (prof. series pt. 1) ♤ opticks — smut (prof. series pt. 2) ♤ bottle service — smut ♤ calm down — suggestive (500 event) ♤ dream in a dream — angst, smut ♤ in denial — smut ♤ let's get physical, physical — smut ♤ unrequited love — angst, smut (trope series)

kang yeosang: ♤ miscommunication — angst, smut (trope series) ♤ off limits — suggestive (500 event)

choi san: ♤tattoo!san: ♤ all tatted up — smut (pt. 1) ♤ all tatted up— back tattoo — smut (pt. 2) ♤ all tatted up— new tattoos — smut (pt. 3) ♤ absence makes the heart break — angst, smut ♤ do you remember? — smut ♤ first thing in the goddamn morning — smut (ft. seonghwa) ♤ forbidden love — angst, smut (trope series) ♤ good knight — smut (500 event) ♤ hoodie season — smut ♤ jealousy isn't such a horrible sin — smut (ft. seonghwa) ♤ knots — smut ♤ let's get physical, physical — smut ♤ prelude in e minor — smut (prof. series) ♤ shit, this is red too — smut ♤ superstar — smut (ssatz series) ♤ work trips don't have to be boring — smut ♤ "you'll never be alone" — angst ♤ you've got me speechless — smut (alt. seonghwa)

song mingi: ♤ being sensual in the dark — smut (bsitd series) ♤ betrayal — angst, smut (trope series) ♤ evidential — smut (lawyer series) ♤ otp — smut (500 event) ♤ violet crazy form — smut (ft. dpr ian, seonghwa)

jung wooyoung: ♤ absence makes the heart break — angst, smut ♤ amnesia — angst, smut (trope series) ♤ freesia — fluff (flower garden series)

choi jongho: ♤ concrete bear — smut (smt, yaya collab) ♤ don't cross that line — smut ♤ no. 1 — smut (500 event) ♤ star-crossed lovers — angst, smut (trope series)

headcanons: ♤ sleeping? spooning? seonghwa? — seonghwa (fluff) ♤ experienced — yunho (smut) ♤ chest = pillow — san (fluff) ♤ mingi hard hours #1 — mingi (smut) ♤ tattoos and a lawyer? — mingi (suggestive) ♤ yungi hard hours #1 — yunho/mingi (smut) ♤ ateez hard hours #1 — ot8 (smut) ♤ ateez watching indian movies with you — ot8 (...fluff?)

drabbles: ♤ "hi, cutie" — san (suggestive) ♤ the best friend — wooyoung (suggestive) ♤ vulnerable jealousy — jongho (suggestive)

[kangaracha]

QUEENMAKER | CHAPTER 15

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pairing chan x reader

genre ninth member au, angst, fluff, coming of age, social media, cancel culture, anxiety, depression, forbidden love,

summary To JYPE, the solution is simple; take the sole trainee that will not debut with your brand new girl group, and use her to replace the missing vocalist in your male group that insisted on starting as nine.

Unfortunately, to the fans and the members themselves, it isn't that simple.

status ongoing

taglist OPEN

a/n roo's self promotion time! i wrote a chan oneshot, please read it, i'm so very happy with myself. there's a lino one incoming too it's just uh kind of out of hand with the word count. i don't wanna hear about it.

anyway this chapter is mental, it took me so long just to make the screenshots let alone the three of us that wrote them over the last two weeks. i'm going to lie down now.

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-I do not remember if we interacted before.. But you seem cool, let's be friends 💜 

@crabrangoongirl25

-I dunno you that much yet I'm so sorry 🙏💕 You seem cool and I'm kinda intimidated 

@lilistayskz

-I don't know you that much yet I'm so sorry 😞 I hope we get to talk more and become closer hehe

@homuncvlus

-I don't know you much yet I'm so sorry 😞💞 But I see you pop up a lot in my feed and activity hehe 💓 

@nyukyujs

-I dunno you much yet 😞 But uhm I like your writing and 💞❣💕

@dwaekkiforpresident

-🧍‍♀️I'm kinda intimidated by you, 😚💕

I'M SORRY IF THESE AREN'T GREAT, I WAS QUITE LITERALLY PANICKING WHILE WRITING THIS BECAUSE WHAT IF ONE OF YOU GUYS GET OFFENDED OR SMTH SO I APOLOGIZE 🙏 I LOVE YOU ALL MWAH MWAH 😚💕💋❣💓💗

IF YOU AREN'T HERE PLEASE TELL ME DD: I MUST'VE FORGETTEN ...

[minminyoonjii]

Hey, Can you make little reader x caregiver skz scene or whole oneshot when Skz bring little reader to shopping mall or somewhere but suddenly reader gone missing and Skz panicked

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🌹CW

Gender Neutral Little! Reader|Panic Attacks|Dissociation|Genuine Toddler Babbles|Surprise Cameo|Don't Worry You're Okay Throughout The Fic|Happy Ending|Emotional Hurt/Comfort|Samchon Is Uncle

💌 This is a work of fiction, I by all means don't force ship anyone. They have the right to love whomever they want.

🍄Wordcount: 1.8K

"Angel, hold my hand," Jeongin said, pulling you close. You rolled your eyes, "I'll be fine, Innie," you smiled, taking his hand nonetheless. Jeongin ruffled your hair, "You will be, as long as you stay close," he said, intertwining your fingers. "This place is bigger than I thought," you said, looking around. Jeongin nodded, "The stalls look packed too," he said, walking within the crowd. "Is anyone hungry?" Jisung asked, holding out his wallet. Felix rubbed his stomach, "I could go for something," he said, making a beeline toward Jisung.

Jeongin nodded, "Same here," he said, following behind his lovers. The crowd began to pile in, making it harder to stay together. You winced, bumping into someone. "Sorry," they mumbled, before walking between your intertwined hands. Jeongin felt the bump but thought you held on. You stood in the middle of the crowd, trying to take control of the situation "This is fine," you mumbled, moving between the public until you reached a clearing.

"Do I have anything on me?" you whispered, patting yourself down. Nothing, none of your stuff was on you. Fear began to creep up, headspace tethering between each other. "Breath, you can't slip now," you reminded yourself, digging your nails into your palm. Anxiety lurked within your throat, making you feel sick. You looked up, and something sparkly flew past your sight, "A butterfly," you whispered. Your feet moved independently, following the butterfly to wherever it would lead you.

Soft meows rubbed against your legs "Kitty," you whispered, running your fingers through their fur. You giggled, dissociating from your current situation. The cats nuzzled into your palm, purring against your gentle strokes. It didn't take long for you to slip and zone in your focus on the kitty cats giving you attention.

Chan held a tray of fries, "Is everyone here?" he asked, doing a headcount. "Eight," he counted, furrowing his eyebrows. "Why are there only eight?" he questioned, looking back at the members. Jeongin pulled his arm out of the crowd, only to see a bag instead of a person "Oh no," he whispered under his breath. Chan's eyes wavered, "Innie, what do you mean 'Oh no' ? What happened?" he asked, taking your bag from Jeongin's hand.

"All their things are here," he said, finding your phone, wallet and other essentials. "I didn't realise they let go. I thought I was clenching their hand," Jeongin stuttered, his breathing getting raggedy. Felix wrapped his arms around Jeongin, "Breath, Innie. Breath," he said, tucking Jeongin's face against the crook of his neck. Chan rubbed Jeongin's back, "They'll be fine, I'll bring Minho and Binnie with me. They'll be alright, Jeongin-ah. I promise," he said, smiling down at Jeongin's grieve-stricken expression.

Jeongin nodded, holding Felix closer. Chan gulped, his heart twisting with worry "Dinner time is almost over, the crowd will die down soon. I can't risk losing any one of you, so find a place to sit, and send me the location," he said, pulling his boys for a big hug. "We'll find them. If the worst-case scenario does happen, Minnie phone the security. No one goes in or out until they are found," Chan said, clenching his jaw. Seungmin nodded, "Will do, hyung," he said, gripping the hem of Chan's shirt.

"Eat up. Hopefully, we'll be back in less than an hour or so," he sighed, giving them one last squeeze. Soon the group split. "Jinnie, do you think they're alright?" Seungmin whispered, hugging Hyunjin's arm. "They have to be," Hyunjin reassured, rubbing Seungmin's back. Jeongin curled up on Felix's lap "Have a bite, Innie," he said, holding up a sugar-covered strawberry. Jeongin chewed on this sweet fruit, melting into the warmth.

A shiver ran down your spine when soft footsteps came up to your figure. You turned around, seeing a man standing right above you. The man noticed the glint in your eyes, "Oh a little, what are you doing here, honey?" he asked with a worried look. You blinked, taking in your surroundings, the previously bright alleyway suddenly dark as you broke out of your disassociation. Panic boiled at a rapid pace, unable to be suppressed.

The man noticed, squatting down to your height "Hey, hey, hey. You're okay. Deep breaths, yeah?" he said, taking slow breaths for you to mimic. You followed his hand gestures, breathing in slowly and deeply. "That's it. You're doing great, honey," he praised, making sure your panic settled before he asked more questions. Your breath stuttered a few times but you managed to calm down enough to gain your vision. The man smiled, "Now, why is a little like you lost in a place like this?" he asked, keeping his hands on his knees.

"Wots of people and, and hold Ninnin's hand but the people bump into hand then Ninnin has gone," you babbled, tears brimming your eyes. The man frowned, "Someone bumped into your caregiver's hand and you got lost?" he asked, clarifying the situation. "Ah huh, then saw a butterfly so follow butterfly," you said, staring up at the man with sparkling eyes. The man cooed, "Oh, you saw a butterfly and decided to follow it?" he asked.

You nodded, "Then, then kitties come to rub my leg so play wif kitties," you explained, gesturing to the cats surrounding your body. The man chuckled, "Sounds like you had quite the adventure, honey. How about we go find your caregiver, hm? They must be so worried right now," he said, reaching out his hand for you to take. You flinched back, "Mama said not to follow strangers 'cause they bad bad," you mumbled, furrowing your eyebrows.

The man raised his hands in surrender, "I genuinely want to help you out, honey. Your caregivers can't find you in the dark like this," he explained. You whined, moving back "Nu, nu. Is scary," you said, curling into yourself. "I know you're scared honey but I need you to trust me for a bit," he said, trying to reassure you. You raised your head, "You not bad?" you whispered, looking into the man's eyes. "I'm not bad enough to hurt you, I just want to help you find your caregivers," he said, smiling softly at you.

"You promise?" you asked, sticking out your pinky finger. The man hooked his finger with yours, "I promise," he smiled, standing up. "What's your name?" you asked, tilting your head. The man chuckled, "Wooyoung," he said, carrying you up. "Woongie?" you repeated, furrowing your eyebrows. Wooyoung smiled, "You can just call me Wooyoungie Samchon," he said, holding you in place. "Woongie samchon?" you questioned, poking his cheek.

He chuckled, "You said it right, good job," he praised, finding your mispronunciation adorable. You giggled, "Woongie Samchon," you said, playfully calling his name. "Yes, Wooyoungie Samchon," he said, carrying you around the stalls. "Woongie Samchon, how we going to find my Daddy?" you asked, looking around. Wooyoung hummed, "Do you know your Daddy's name?" he asked, looking up at you. You thought for a bit, "Banchan," you said, looking back.

Wooyoung laughed, "Banchan? Are you sure, honey?" he asked, wondering if he misheard. You puffed your cheeks when he laughed, "Baba always call him Banchan hyung or Channie hyung," you frowned, crossing your arms. Wooyoung raised an eyebrow, "Honey, how many caregivers do you have?" he asked as he started to connect the pieces. You looked at your fingers and covered two, "This many," you said, showing them to Wooyoung.

"I think I know who your caregivers are, honey," he said, taking out his phone. Your eyes widened, "Woongie Samchon, know?" you asked, watching as Wooyoung scrolled through his contacts. The phone rang for a bit before the other person picked up, "Jagiya, where are you?" Wooyoung asked, pressing his phone against his shoulder. "At the food market, why?" the voice panted. Wooyoung hummed, "You sound breathless. Are you okay?" he asked, furrowing his eyebrows.

The voice sighed, "We lost our little in the crowd and we can't find them," they explained. Wooyoung smiled, knowing his guess was correct "I'm going to pass my phone to someone," he said, giving you the phone without any explanation. You took it, holding it up to your ear "Hello?" you asked. Changbin's eyes widened, "Agi-ah, is that you?" he asked, holding his phone tight. A smile etched on your lips, "Baba?" you questioned back.

A sigh of relief puffed through the phone speaker "Thank god, you're okay," he whispered, tears brimming his eyes. You jutted your bottom lip, "Want Baba," you whimpered, hands trembling around the phone. Changbin sniffled, "I know, agi. Could you pass back the phone to Wooyoung?" he asked, voice shaking. You nodded, "Woongie Samchon," you said, handing him the phone. Wooyoung pressed the phone back against his shoulder, "Jagi, they're okay. Not a single scratch or bruise. Where can I find you?" he asked, walking down the stalls.

"Take a left turn and then right. Okay, we're almost there," Wooyoung said, following Changbin's directions. You rested your head on Wooyoung's shoulder, eyes drooping from today's events. "Don't sleep yet, honey," Wooyoung cooed, looking around the area. You yawned, keeping your eyes open. A faint shout caused you and Wooyoung to turn around. Changbin run up to you both, he cupped your face "My sweet agi. You're okay," he said, taking you from Wooyoung's arms.

You nuzzled into Changbin's hold, melting into the familiarity. "No hug for me, Jagi?" Wooyoung sulked playfully, huffing his cheeks. Changbin chuckled, hugging Wooyoung tight "Thank you for finding them," he whispered, hands trembling slightly. Wooyoung smiled, "My pleasure. I think I have to get going, Sannie might call the security on me if I'm gone for too long," he said, patting Changbin's cheek. "Buhbye, Woongie Samchon," you said, waving at him. Changbin snorted, "Woongie Samchon?" he questioned, smirking at Wooyoung's tinted ears.

Wooyoung groaned, "Just go back to your lovers, Binnie," he said, walking away. Changbin laughed, "Come on, agi. Let's find the rest of the family," he said, holding you tight. Chan was the first one to squeeze you in a big hug, "You're safe. Thank goodness, you're safe," he mumbled, planting kisses all over your face. Jeongin pulled you onto his lap, eyes red from crying "I was so worried, angel," he sniffled, stroking your hair. "Ninnin don't cry," you whimpered, tears brimming your own eyes.

Jeongin smiled with glossy eyes, "I'm so sorry, angel. Don't ever get lost from us again, okay?" he whispered, holding you against his chest. You cried into his shirt, fear, guilt and anxiety fading away the moment he held you in his arms. Jeongin rocked you, rubbing your back "It's okay, Ninnin's here," he sniffled, burying his face into your hair. Minho brought the car to the entrance, "It's been a long day, I think it's time to head home," he said, stroking your tear-stained cheeks. Your caregivers looked at your half-lidded eyes, "Yeah, let's go home," they agreed, packed up their things and drove back to the comforts of their home.

[hyunverse]

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꒰ 𝐄𝐕𝐄𝐍𝐓𝐒 ꒱ؘ ࿐ ࿔*:･ﾟ

☆ 4k music fic fest event

☆ 5k cupid's corner event

꒰ 𝐎𝐓𝟖 ꒱ؘ ࿐ ࿔*:･ﾟ

☆ boyfriend activities

↪ fluff, headcanons.

☆ skz as townspeople

↪ fluff, crack, headcanons. stray kids as people in a small town.

☆ folkmore: an ot8 series

↪ a mixture of all genres and tropes. full fics. a collection of fics inspired by taylor swift's folklore and evermore albums.

☆ war of hearts (until kingdom come)

↪ an ot8 royalty au collaboration. in which stray kids members are different roles in a royalty universe.

☆ college boyfriend! (hyung line)

↪ fluff, headcanons. stray kids' hyung line as your college boyfriend.

☆ random boyfriend texts

↪ text fic, humor, fluff.

☆ random groupchat texts

↪ text fic, humor. inspired by texts from my friend group.

☆ texts you receive while sleeping

↪ text fic, humor.

☆ brother!skz texts (hyung line)

↪ brother!skz & gn!reader. text fic, humor.

texts you'd receive if stray kids members were your brother.

☆ brother!skz texts (maknae line)

↪ brother!skz & gn!reader. text fic, humor.

texts you'd receive if stray kids members were your brother.

☆ sending you a picture (texts)

↪ ot8 skz x gn!reader. text fic, humor.

reacting to them sending you a picture.

꒰ 𝐁𝐀𝐍𝐆 𝐂𝐇𝐀𝐍 ꒱ؘ ࿐ ࿔*:･ﾟ

☆ hurt comfort with bang chan

☆ single parents club

↪ single dad chan x single mum reader. strangers to lovers. first meet trope. fluff. in which you receive help from a helpful single dad while shopping with your kid.

꒰ 𝐋𝐄𝐄 𝐊𝐍𝐎𝐖 ꒱ؘ ࿐ ࿔*:･ﾟ

☆ mornings like this

↪ very soft boyfriend minho. fluff, drabble. how mornings with minho feel like.

☆ antics

↪ established marriage, fluff, drabble. a look into how minho feels about you. spoiler alert, he's stupidly fond of you and your silly habits.

☆ ways he shows you he loves you

↪lee know x gn!reader. teeth-rotting fluff. oneshot. (353 words)

a study into the different ways minho shows you he loves you.

꒰ 𝐒𝐄𝐎 𝐂𝐇𝐀𝐍𝐆𝐁𝐈𝐍 ꒱ؘ ࿐ ࿔*:･ﾟ

☆ 1:12pm

↪ established marriage, fluff, drabble. changbin loves gifting you flowers, even in the middle of a work day.

꒰ 𝐇𝐖𝐀𝐍𝐆 𝐇𝐘𝐔𝐍𝐉𝐈𝐍 ꒱ؘ ࿐ ࿔*:･ﾟ

☆ wherever you are

↪ childhood best friends to lovers. slowburn pining, fluff, angst. suggestive. (12.9k words.)

Hyunjin promised you that he'll be wherever you are. What do you do when your best friend of years — the only person you've ever loved disappears without saying goodbye? Especially when you've spent your entire life with Hyunjin, you didn't know of life without him.

☆ butterfly hairclips

↪ established marriage, fluff, drabble. joking around with hyunjin, and putting butterfly clips in his hair.

☆ you're the only friends i need

↪ best friend! hyunjin, seungmin, felix. they're not just your roommates — they're your friends for life. in which they assure you that they've always got your back.

☆ morning text

↪ established marriage, fluff, drabble. fluffy & pouty jinnie. you receive a text from hyunjin — your pouty, and needy husband.

☆ enemies to lovers with hyunjin

↪ bad boy!hyunjin x reader. enemies to lovers. oneshot. being paired with the boy who never shows up to class is hard. things get harder when he falls in love with you — even putting in effort to woo you.

☆ dance with me

↪ established marriage, fluff, drabble.

☆ 11:52pm: hyunjin comes home to you

↪ established marriage, fluff, comfort, drabble.

☆ ways hyunjin shows you he loves you

↪ fluff, drabble.

☆ combing hyunjin's hair

↪ established marriage, fluff, drabble.

☆ godspeed

↪ exes, angst, oneshot. you wish him well after a break up.

☆ first time he tells you he loves you

↪ fluff, drabble.

☆ lucky number five

↪ childhood friends to lovers, pining, fluff, oneshot. (3000 words) the five most memorable memories you have with hyunjin.

☆ kisses with hyunjin

↪ fluff, drabble.

☆ cocoa chapstick

↪ established marriage, fluff, drabble.

☆ when you know, you know

↪ super duper soft hyune. fluff, hurt comfort. oneshot. (800 words) in the darkness of the night, hyunjin asks for your reassurance.

꒰ 𝐇𝐀𝐍 𝐉𝐈𝐒𝐔𝐍𝐆 ꒱ؘ ࿐ ࿔*:･ﾟ

☆ high school sweethearts

↪ frenemies to lovers, high school au, fluff, oneshot. han jisung is insufferable, a polar opposite of you. yet, you still adore him to bits.

☆ skate

↪ fluff, drabble.

☆ happy place

↪ established marriage, comfort, drabble. based on a scene from a malaysian film, 'imaginur.' everybody needs a happy place. han jisung's happen to be a person.

꒰ 𝐋𝐄𝐄 𝐅𝐄𝐋𝐈𝐗 ꒱ؘ ࿐ ࿔*:･ﾟ

☆ wingman

↪ friends to lovers, pining, fluff, oneshot. you confront felix about his failed dates which you've set up. all hell breaks loose . . . or does it?

☆ you're the only friends i need

↪ best friend! hyunjin, seungmin, felix. they're not just your roommates — they're your friends for life. in which they assure you that they've always got your back.

☆ 6:32pm : you come home to felix

↪ domestic life, fluff, drabble. suggestive.

꒰ 𝐊𝐈𝐌 𝐒𝐄𝐔𝐍𝐆𝐌𝐈𝐍 ꒱ؘ ࿐ ࿔*:･ﾟ

☆ midnight existential crisis

↪ best friend!seungmin, roommates au, college au, hurt comfort, oneshot. a heart to heart talk with seungmin about your existential crisis.

☆ you're the only friends i need

↪ best friend! hyunjin, seungmin, felix. they're not just your roommates — they're your friends for life. in which they assure you that they've always got your back.

☆ enemies to lovers with seungmin

☆ cheer up, buttercup!

↳ hurt comfort, fluff, oneshot. (973 words) seungmin comforts you after an argument.

☆ baseball player boyfriend seungmin

☆ ways seungmin shows you he loves you

꒰ 𝐘𝐀𝐍𝐆 𝐉𝐄𝐎𝐍𝐆𝐈𝐍 ꒱ؘ ࿐ ࿔*:･ﾟ

☆ mornings like this

↪ established marriage, fluff, oneshot. how mornings with jeongin feel like.

☆ not worthy enough

↪ idol!i.n, hurt comfort, oneshot. (1336 words) your insecurities can get to the best of you sometimes. however, jeongin's always there to comfort you.

[sunshineseung]

assume it’s a smut oneshot if there’s no fluff/series indicator :) 

this won’t get updated often sorry x

Bang Chan 🐺🦘

Yardwork - The boy next door, Chris, can’t help but notice your eyes on him, and he decides to lend you a hand... and more. Vacation - Your two boyfriends fullfill your needs while you’re on your long awaited vacation (threesome w/ Monsta X’s Shownu). Day 1 - 100 days of smut Mirror - You love making Chan watch himself fall apart. Brats - You and Jeongin get in trouble with your dom, Chan (threesome w/ Jeongin). Interrogation - You get caught by the feds and the detective getting you to crack is too hot to handle... aka your boyfriend wants you to roleplay with him. Overdue - Of all the people to have a crush on you, it had to be the sweetest, most innocent boy in your class, didn’t it? Voice Messages - Your boyfriend just can’t control himself, even when he’s away. #nsfwtwt - one of your moots is a perv lol

Lee Minho 🐱🐰

I’m yours, sir - Your superior just can’t keep his hands off of you, and who are you to deny him?  Royalty - The prince is requesting your attendance to his ball(s).  Day 2 - 100 days of smut Where you Belong - You go to your church to worship God, but you soon find out who you should really be on your knees for. You Tried - When you tie down Minho while he was sleeping, he’s absolutely furious, but there’s nothing he can do about it. You’re the one in control now… right? Voice Messages - Tour is going on for too long and your boyfriend can’t wait to see you! He literally cannot wait.

Seo Changbin 🐖🐇

Keep Me Warm - Changbin finds a creative way to heat you up in the dead of Winter. Experimental - Your boyfriend, Felix, requests an... interesting birthday gift, but you give in because both of you agree that Changbin is irresistible. (threesome w/ Felix) Bully - this one sucks im sorry Day 3 - 100 days of smut Little Secret - Series - Changbin is your brother’s best friend. He comes over all the time, and you practically grew up together. If only you hadn’t gotten a crush on him. If only he knew how hard you had fallen for him. Boobs - tits. Teacher’s Pet - You gotta get your grades up somehow.  Chastity + Sounding - He’s begging to be unlocked, but he doesn’t expect the punishment.

Hwang Hyunjin 🦙🥟

Goodboy - If he wants praise, Hyunjin needs to earn it. Day 4 - 100 days of smut Psycho - Your crazy ex can’t get enough of you. Paperwork - The new CEO of the company you work for needs a companion, and you need a raise. Seems like a win-win.  Voice Messages - The memories of you get Jinnie hot and bothered while you’re away.

Han Jisung 🐹🐿️

Punch Drunk Love - Hooking up with a cute boy in your backseat isn’t uncommon for you, but it is for Jisung.  Movie Night - You... just... can’t... keep... still! Day 5 - 100 days of smut Pathetic - He’s such a loser. You can’t help but step on him.  Sexting - needy Jisung needs his needy girlfriend

Lee Felix 🐥☀️

Dirty Thoughts - He has a crush on you, and he just can’t help having... you get it. Experimental - Your boyfriend, Felix, requests an... interesting birthday gift, but you give in because both of you agree that Changbin is irresistible. (threesome w/ Changbin) Day 6 - 100 days of smut Sinner - part one / part two - You corrupt everyone’s favorite church boy. Lollipop - You need something sweet, and no one is sweeter than Felix. Pegging drabble - felix loves butt stuff Voice Messages - he’s so desperate! please hurry home!

Kim Seungmin 🐶🍒

Anniversary - First smut! - You and your boyfriend prefer carnal gifts over sentimental gifts. Kitten - Everyone thinks he’s a puppy, but you know his true nature. First Kiss - Fluff - A silly accident leads to you confessing to your crush. Day 7 - 100 days of smut Practice - He doesn’t care if you can get caught. He needs you now. Gag Gift - Merry Christmas! Seungmin gets you the gift of being gagged. Caught on Camera - Seungmin wants to preserve the memory of you falling apart in his backseat.  Alone Together - You and your boyfriend, Seungmin, are always busy, but you find the time. Voice Messages - A slight argument turns into many heated voicemails.

Yang Jeongin 🦊🍞

Fuckboy - The worst lab partner ever turns into one you can mildly tollerate. Brats - You and Jeongin get in trouble with your dom, Chan (threesome w/ Chan). Day 8 - 100 days of smut Journal - Series - Yang Jeongin babysits your two children, and he’s always been the most polite boy you’ve ever met. Unfortunately for him, he leaves his secret journal at your house one evening, and your curiosity got the better of you. Morning Dew - Soft morning cuddles turns into soft morning sex. #nsfwtwt - your moot is too horny for his own good

OT8/Multiple Members 🧭🌏

Ideal Dates - Fluff - self explanatory rlly Caught - variations of skz finding you naked What they wear - what skz wear in bed What you wear - what skz like you to wear in bed Submissive Skz - self explanatory Dominant Skz - self explanatory Skz Onlyfans - self explanatory Little things you do - things you do during sex that drive them crazy Levels of Stray Kids - Series - skz as soft/hard dom, switches, and soft/dom sub How they sound - the many, many sounds skz make in bed Skz in feminine underwear - Mini Series - their favorite underwear that might be yours Threesomes w/ bf!Chan - Chan invites one of his members to a threesome with you. How does it go? 

[hardstraykidshours]

the view

pairing: hyunjin x afab!reader

genre: smut smut smut, 18+ (minors dni)

summary: hyunjin sends you a text while he's away that keeps your mind racing for days, so you show him what's been keeping you up when he's back

length: 3.8k

warnings: profanity, sexual/suggestive content, dom!reader, sub!hyunjin, brat tamer/brat dynamics, mirror sex, handjob, orgasm denial (mentioned but never actually acted upon), slight degration, praise, name calling ("slut," "brat" all m. receiving), pet names ("good boy"), afab reader, nsfw 18+ (minors dni)

you take a sip of your coffee just as your phone pings with an incoming notification. glancing down you see that it's from hyunjin, and you quickly unlock your phone to view the message. he's been traveling for work for the last week and was supposed to come back today, but he called you last night to tell you they had to stay for an extra two to three days. you understand that it's for work and that he doesn't get to choose when he goes somewhere or for how long, but that doesn’t stop you from missing him like crazy.

you click on his message and find a photo file with a text beneath it. 

h: i can't stop thinking of you........

you quickly lower your phone and glance around the small cafe to see if anyone is around. it's a little later so the usual morning rush crowd has already come and gone, and there are only a few people still lingering. but no one is sitting even remotely close to the small corner you tucked yourself into to read. 

knowing hyunjin, you have a sneaking suspicion of what kind of photo he sent you. the two of you love to send filthy messages and risky pictures back and forth while he's away. 

what's surprising today is the time. you both typically will text like that late at night, when you're in bed and all you can think about is how horny and desperate you are for each other. with the difference in time zones, one of you is often receiving completely inappropriate content in the middle of day, so it's not out of the norm for you to be getting something like this at 10:30 in the morning. what's intriguing to you is that you know the time difference isn't that significant with his current trip which means it's barely afternoon where he is. he had to stay longer, because they had more stuff to complete so there’s no way he's not in the middle of something for work right now. 

turning back to your phone you take a sip of your coffee and hesitantly click on the picture. except it's not a photo like you originally thought. 

you immediately choke on your latte, fighting with every ounce of physical restraint you possess to not spit it across the table in shock. because playing on your phone is a video of hyunjin jerking off. 

he's in a dimly lit bathroom, and the camera is trained on his reflection in the mirror. the hand not holding his phone is wrapped around his dick, sliding slowly and firmly up and down his throbbing length. 

you can feel your panties growing wetter by the second as you watch the scene unfolding in front of you. he's still fully dressed, his cock just barely out, making it obvious he is short on time and just slipped away from work for a "bathroom break". the whole situation is just so erotic, and you can't help but rub your thighs together to relieve some of the tension. 

you quickly remember you're in a coffee shop in the middle of the morning and immediately stop, glancing around to make sure no one has noticed. 

you turn your gaze back to the screen as he starts increasing his speed and you watch as his mouth moves slightly, mumbling things you can't hear since your phone is on silent. the camera shakes slightly as his jerking grows erratic, his head thrown back, eyes closed, and plush lips parted in overwhelming pleasure as he spills himself into his hand. 

after a few moments his head rolls back, a few stands of his black hair sticking to his now sweaty forehead. he opens his eyes and a taunting smirk slowly crosses his face before everything goes black. 

you stare at the blank screen for who knows how long, still trying to process what you just watched. you both have sent plenty of explicit content before and have definitely engaged in more than your fair share of phone or videochat sex, but never have you sent videos before. it's only ever been pictures and dirty words exchanged between you throughout the day. there was a sort of understanding between you two that as much as you would get each other worked up, you would never actually act on your raging arousal until the other person could partake as well. but this changes everything. 

part of you is still in shock, part of you is frustrated that he would pleasure himself without you, and the other part of you is just plain horny. 

before you can even think of how to respond, your phone pings with another message from hyunjin. 

h: i miss you so much, i just couldn't wait until tonight. i needed to touch myself right now, needed to imagine i was there like i was supposed to be instead of here and that it was your hands wrapped around me while i came instead of mine. 

y/n: jesus christ, jinnie, i'm at a cafe. it's a good thing it's slow right now or someone else would have seen you touching your pretty cock. which you did without my permission i might add.

h: that sounds like a you problem.

y/n: excuse me? i would watch your tone or this will definitely become a you problem.

you fire back, surprised how much his messages have strayed far from his usual submissive tone. 

h: oh really? what are you going to do from hundreds of miles away?

your mouth drops open at his bold message. someone's feeling very bratty today, which seems a bit rude considering he's too far away for you to punish for his behavior. 

h: oh and i would also highly recommend you watch that video again when you can have the sound on...anyway, I should get back to work before chan starts looking for me, have a great day loves &lt;3.

you message him a few more times with no response, so you assume he must have turned his phone off so he could focus on work. you try and return to your original plan of drinking coffee and reading, but you can't focus on the words in your book. all you can think about is that video and his taunting message about watching it with the volume on. 

finally your curiosity and arousal get the best of you, and you drain the rest of your mug before rushing to finish the rest of your errands. you end up forgetting a few things at the grocery store, but you couldn't care less at this point. 

the second you get home you plop on the couch and pull your phone out, not even wanting to take the time to go all the way to your room before watching it again. 

the arousal you've been feeling since you first watched the video only skyrockets when you start it again. the sound of his heavy breathing fills the room while you watch him stroke his cock. as the video continues, his breaths turn to gasps and quiet moans. you can tell even through the small screen that he is struggling to stay quiet so no one hears him in the bathroom. keeping his voice down has always been hard for him in bed, so you're not surprised. 

when he flicks his thumb over the spot just below the tip that you know drives him crazy, you watch as he bites down on his lip hard. despite his teeth sinking deep into the soft flesh of his bottom lip, you still hear the whimper that escapes him. 

just when you think you couldn't possibly be more turned on, he picks up the pace and starts coming into his hand. the absolutely filthy sounds of him finishing echo from your phone speakers, and your eyes nearly roll back from how overwhelmingly erotic the noise is. your already soaked panties are now entirely ruined, and your pussy is aching for him. 

you can't help but watch the video again. and then once more with the company of your favorite vibrator. but even several orgasms later, you still don't feel better. it's as though that video has given you an itch, and no matter how hard you try you won't be able to scratch it yourself. 

a couple of days later, hyunjin is finally almost home. he's due back from the airport at any time, and you couldn't be more excited. or more pissed. 

the last few days have been essentially ruined thanks to him and that fucking video. it's all you can think about, and no matter how many times you get off on your own you want more. you want him. 

and he hasn't been helping in the slightest. he's been super busy finishing up all the things for work he needed to, so he hasn't been able to videochat or call, but he has been texting. ever since he sent that video, he's been such a brat in his messages, and it only caused you to grow more and more frustrated as time went on. 

you're so wound up you think you might explode. and the second hyunjin walks through the door to your apartment, that's exactly what you do. 

"hey, love! how are--" 

"bedroom. now." you don't even give him a chance to finish before you're interrupting him.

“what, no hello? no, ‘my love, i’m so excited you’re home?’” he remarks, quirking a brow as he leans against the closed door lazily. 

“do you really think you deserve that?” you are genuinely happy he’s finally home, especially after having to extend his trip. you also know you’re being a bit harsh, but you’re too frustrated to pretend otherwise. 

“now what could you possibly be talking about?” he does absolutely nothing to suppress the smirk that crosses his face, and you know he’s fully aware of what he did. and fucking proud of himself. 

“you know exactly what the fuck you did.” his taunting behavior is only working to rile you up further. 

“oh, do i?” he pushes off the door and starts sauntering towards you, hands tucked casually in his pockets. his entire demeanor is so out of character for him that you hesitate for a moment, unsure of what to do. when he reaches you, he wraps his arms around your waist to draw you closer, and you can’t help the way you subconsciously lean into him.

“what could i have possibly done to get you this angry?” he murmurs before leaning in to plant soft, open-mouthed kisses along your neckline. you tip your head back as you reach up and twine your fingers through his hair, enjoying his touch for the first time in so long.

his hands move down to start slowly sliding up your bare thighs, and you quickly remember that all you’re wearing is one of his t-shirts. the hem brushes his fingers, and he slips them beneath the soft fabric, trailing them up the sides of your waist and towards your aching breasts. as much as your body is desperate to give in to him and his pursuits, you know you can’t just let him get away with acting like such a brat to you.

gently grasping his wrists, you lean in closer to him. “you owe me new panties,” you whisper before pulling his earlobe in your mouth, biting the soft flesh before dragging your teeth across it, pulling a moan from deep in his throat. 

“oh?” he manages to say before gasping as you travel down the column of his neck and across his throat. 

you pause, but keep your mouth against him so he can feel your lips brush back and forth across his sensitive skin as you speak. “yes, every pair of mine has been absolutely ruined since that stunt you pulled by sending me that damned video. i’ve been soaked for days now.”

“mmm, i’m so sorry, baby,” he moans, sounding very much so unapologetic. “i was just trying to show you how much i missed you.”

when you pull away to look at him, he pops his bottom lip out in a faux pout and you grind your teeth, so fed up with his attitude. 

“oh, really? that’s what you were trying to do?” you break away from him completely and stalk towards the bedroom. you hear him following you and spin around to shoot him a deadly glare once you walk through the doorway. “i can think of about a hundred other ways to tell someone you miss them besides jerking off in the middle of the afternoon.”

“but none of them would have been nearly as fun.” 

"as fun for who? because nothing has been farther from fun than how i’ve felt for the last few days.”

“well that’s too bad, because you may not have enjoyed it, but i was having a hell of a good time.” that damn smirk is on his face again, and your blood boils at how flippant he continues to be. 

“i would sit on your face right now if i knew it would make you shut up,” you spit out before you can even think twice about what you’re saying. “but, unfortunately, i get the feeling it wouldn’t stop you from running your mouth, and not in the way that i like.”

“see, i think you like me running my mouth. i think you like it a lot more than you want to admit,” he brushes past you and walks over to your nightstand, pretending to be interested in the decorations he has seen a million times before. “i mean, you said it yourself, your panties have been soaked for days.”

his casual demeanor is infuriating, but this confident, bratty side of him is so new you’re not totally sure how to respond. all you know is part of you is insanely turned on by it, while the other part of you wants to wrap your hand around his throat and fuck him until he turns back into the whiny, submissive slut he’s supposed to be.

at your silence, he nonchalantly glances over his shoulder at you. “you can just admit it, i wouldn’t blame you for it. i do have an incredible mouth.”

he did not just…fine. if he’s wants to play, then you will play. 

you join him across the room and wrap your arms around him, immediately slipping your fingers beneath his shirt to start tracing shapes across his stomach. although he tries to not respond, you don’t miss the way his breath catches when your fingers flit along the waistband of his pants, dipping every so slightly beneath. 

“oh, they’ve been absolutely soaked alright. yesterday i just didn’t wear underwear the whole day. i figured it would help me save on laundry,” you move your arms up to pull his shirt over his head before sliding your hand down along the front of his pants, cupping his already hard cock.

“this is all i’ve been able to think about,” you start to rub your palm along his length while you speak, knowing he can’t resist the combination of your dirty words and taunting hands. “toys work fine and all, but nothing is ever quite like the real thing."

when you give him a firm squeeze he turns around, unable to hold out any longer. you quickly step just out of his reach, pulling your bottom lip into your mouth as you flash him a sly grin.

“nuh, uh. i don’t know if you deserve to touch me quite yet,” you taunt. he reaches for you again, but you back away. you continue across the room towards the bed and he follows, getting more desperate to touch you with every step.

“come on, don’t do this. you know i was just playing with you," he pleas.

without saying a word, you finally step closer and pull him into a passionate kiss. your mouths clash, tongues quickly intertwining as you guide him backward. he breaks the kiss for a moment to grin victoriously when the back of his legs suddenly hit the mattress.

the confidence in his smile quickly fades to nervousness when you firmly press on his shoulders, causing him to sit on the edge of the bed, a sinister look in your eyes. 

“i don’t think you truly understand what it was like having to watch that video. forced to be an observer to your pleasure from hundreds of miles away, not being able to touch you or taste you,” you crawl up around his body as you speak, pausing your words every now and again to kiss his chest, or suck on the side of his neck, dragging your tongue across his warm flesh.  “do you know how devastatingly erotic you look when you cum?”

you’ve now made it so you’re positioned directly behind him, sitting up on your knees. hyunjin’s gaze follows you the entire time, watching your every movement. they track the path of your hands as you start slowly dragging them down his sides and across his stomach causing his muscles to tighten involuntarily beneath your touch. 

when he doesn’t respond, you reach around him to grasp his chin firmly between your fingers, turning his head until it’s facing directly at the full length mirror positioned on the wall opposite of your bed. your eyes meet his in the reflection and he watches as you lean in close to him, dropping your voice low when you speak again. 

“i haven’t been able to think of anything but how you looked when you spilled into your hand in that bathroom. the sounds that poured from your mouth when you found your pleasure. i’ve been completely unable to focus on anything else. all my time the last few days has been spent replaying it in my head, watching the video over and over, touching myself all day long to try and release this constant tension. but no matter how many times i make myself cum, it does nothing for the ache in my pussy. an ache that you caused…and now you’re going to see what that looks like.”

you don’t miss the way his pupils dilate slightly at your words or the way a shiver rolls through his body.

“so here’s what’s going to happen. you’re going to sit here and watch in that mirror while i touch you. you are to keep your eyes on yourself, not me. i want you to see how utterly intoxicating you look when you lose yourself in pleasure. if you refuse to play by my rules, i won’t let you cum. if you look away, i won’t let you cum. if you open that bratty little mouth of yours to do anything but beg, i won’t let you cum. understood?”

he nods slightly at your commands, throat rolling as he swallows thickly. 

“now take off your pants.”

a smile grows on your face as you watch him obey immediately, quickly shedding his clothing before sitting back on the edge of the bed in front of you. his dick is already painfully hard, and you haven’t even started yet. 

wasting no time, you wrap your fingers around his length, enjoying the hiss that leaves his lips at your touch. you whisper dirty words in his ear with every movement of your hand.

“you look so pretty like this, your body on display with my hand on your cock.”

“look at that. watch how your breathing jumps and your stomach clenches when i stroke you like this.”

“do you see the way your lips part when you can’t possibly hold back a moan for a moment longer? the only thing that could make them look better is if they were wrapped around my nipples.”

he listens obediently, eyes never leaving the mirror as he takes in every detail of his erotic, stunning form being brought closer and closer to orgasm.

his dick is practically throbbing in your hold, and you can tell the addition of watching himself fall apart in front of his eyes is only adding to his pleasure, rushing him towards release faster than ever before. you start to flick your thumb over his head with every pull of your hand, and he chokes on a moan.

after a few more strokes, you lean forward to suck on the sensitive spot just below his ear, and that’s all it takes to send him hurtling over the edge. 

his head starts to fall back towards your shoulder, eyes fluttering shut as loud moans and curses pour from his lips while his orgasm tears through him. 

“no,” you command, using your free hand to tip his head back up to face the mirror again. “watch.”

he manages to open his eyes once more, focusing his gaze once more on his reflection. sweaty strands of black hair cling to his forehead, his plush lips are parted slightly, and his entire body is starting to shudder as the intensity of his release threatens to overwhelm him. you continue to stroke him even after he has finished cumming, making sure to draw out each and every aftershock of his orgasm, stopping just before he crosses the threshold into overstimulation. 

you release his cock and slowly draw your hands up and down the lengths of his arms while planting gentle kisses on his neck. for several moments the only sound in the room is hyunjin’s panting, his chest heaving as he tries to catch his breath while coming down from his high.

once he seems to have calmed down most of the way, you stand up off the bed to circle around in front of him, standing between his legs. you tip his chin until he looks up at you, his eyes still somewhat dazed from the intensity of his orgasm. 

“do you understand now?”

he nods almost robotically in response, brain clearly still trying to catch up and you bite your bottom lip while smiling to yourself, fully enjoying just how blissed out he looks in this moment. 

“good boy. now that we’ve cleared that up, i’m going to put that bratty little mouth of yours to good use and ride your face until you make me cum so hard i see stars. then you’re going to fuck me like i deserve until i forget just how badly my pussy has been aching for you.”

the dazed look in his eyes completely disappears at your filthy words and he nods enthusiastically, willing falling backwards onto the bed when you tap his chest lightly, ready to drown in your dripping cunt.

[butterflykpop]

So sorry if this is too awkward. But can I get a oneshot about Hyunjin comforting his girlfriend when she’s on her period. I honestly have the worst pain, it’s unreal! Maybe he comforts her and soothes her when she has really bad cramps??

It’s totally fine if you don’t wanna write it!

ily

Pairings. Hyunjin x fem!reader

Warnings. None just Hyunjin being the best boyfie ever

Word count. 0.5K

A/n. Hii you're my first request ahh this is exciting i really hope this was able to fullfill your desires and to you and the other readers please let me know if this was good all the feedback is needed. One more thing this is 100% not awkwaed at all like i said i will write about almost anthing anddd i hope you're feeling better my love, ilyt🫶🩷

Your pov

Being in bed all day might some wonderful to most but not when you're in this much pain.

I've been laying all day twisting and turning hoping that this pain would somehow come to an end. But these cramps seriously felt like they were never going to go away.

I was on my phone when i heard the front door open and your probably why would leave the front door open?

Well i left open knowing my boyfriend was coming over to spend some with each other, not having a glue what this guy was doing.

"Hey Hyunnie whats all that stuff for?"

He let out a soft chuckle "Their for you my love i know you have your period i got the notification from the tracking app."

"Hyunjin really? i dont even track my period."

"Well im doing it for you." He said as he let a cute laugh

"Okay baby i bought all your favorite snacks, a heating pad and of course all the kisses and cuddles you need."

"Oh thank you Jinnie you have no idea how much i needed this."

"I know baby its never easy going through this every month, I'll go heat up the heathing bad baby just give me a few minutes i'll be back"

He smiled at me while giving me a small peck on my lips.

He came back after around 10 minutes (i had to google how long it takes to heat up a heating pad😭)

He then placed the heating pad on my stomach and i couldn't help but look at while i was smilibg like a idiot, he was the only who could ever cheer me up within any moment im truly lucky to have him and call him mine.

"What are you thinking about honey."

"Nothing really just how lucky i am to be able to call you mine all you ever is make me like a princess."

"You don't do this only when i am on my period you do this at any given you can and Hyunnie i still can never find words to thank you."

"Thank me? Oh baby you never have to thank me not now not ever i'm supposed to do this is for you, its my job and duty for you to make sure you get treated like a princess, so you don't ever have to thank me."

I was starting to tear up a little just knowing my boy cares about me this much.

He definitely noticed as he was previously sitting on the bed now he changed positions now laying next to mine.

He leaned in a little slowly planting a soft kiss giving me all the butterflies.

I smiled in to the kiss as he caresses my cheek and delicately rub his thumb against it

I pulled away to bury my head in his chest, never wanting this moment to end, to always be with, stay with like this forever and never escaping from it.

Hyunjins pov

Y/n is always telling me how lucky she is to have me but god i am the most luckiest man to ever exist, to able be to get to love her, be with whenever i can, taking care of her like this i truly am the most blessed man ever and let alone to be able to call this girl my mine feels like a dream.

Song:

[red-airhead]

| Red | Hwang Hyunjin |

word count - 2,361

oneshot

genre - suggestive, romance

warnings - afab!reader, suggestive (MINORS DNI!!), alcohol consumption, gn terms, reader is a tease, pet names, heavy making out, reader can cook, grinding, lmk if I missed anything.

this was my first smut in a while, so I'm sorry if it's not up to your expectations. Hope you enjoy!

Tonight might have been thought a little differently than Y/N had figured it would be. It wouldn’t have been expected that they’d end up in a white button up with something as simple as red undergarments. It was date night, well, more so it was their first year anniversary with Hyunjin. Him being out all day meant that they had time to prepare for a fancy dinner at home. 

The choice of clothing wasn’t actually their idea however, it was in fact their best friend, who just so happened to be the person closest to Hyunjin, was Felix. How iconic would it be for the two of them to be on the phone while everything was being set out for the evening? Now that the outfit was decided and put on, Felix was watching them run around the house to get everything set out over facetime.

“You know it doesn’t have to be perfect, right? Hyunjin is practically obsessed with anything you do so even if it’s not perfect he’ll still like it.” Felix had said after a fit of laughter watching Y/N nearly fall with a full bottle of unopened red wine. It was true that Hyunjin loved everything that they would do for him, but this was their first year anniversary, they just had to make it perfect.

“Yeah I know but you also have to remember it’s our first year anniversary, I don’t want it to turn out badly. Everything has to be set out and ready, and he has to- Oh! Food’s done!”Their ramble on about how it had to be perfect was cut short by the ding of a timer they had for the food in the oven. They had about an hour left before Hyunjin would get home for the evening, and everything was just barely done.

“Okay, Okay I get it… It’s really sweet that you’re surprising Hyunjin with this though, I think he was so busy today that it was hard for him to plan anything. He was complaining that he couldn’t be home to spend time with you today, it was a little saddening to watch.” Felix had explained, remembering how Hyunjin was all pouty and nearly on the verge of tears thinking about how his partner of all people had to spend their first year anniversary alone. 

“Awh,, Jinnie was complaining? My poor baby, now I really hope he enjoys what I have planned.” There was just one more thing that has never been shared to anyone besides Felix from the both of them. They hadn’t had sex yet, and that was something that Y/N wanted to happen tonight. What better way to get that to start out with a nice dinner with some wine and Hyunjin’s one and only in a shirt he owns with only red and white lingerie underneath?

“Y/N. I’m sure he will, just try and shake of the nerves while you have the time. Get that wine ready and remember what I told you?” Felix had to make sure that they remembered what he had said, and while it may have seemed something to laugh at a little while ago, now it was more serious. “Yes I do, you told me to be confident and to only make the first move when I’m ready.” “Exactly. Now I have to go and get ready for bed, Chan’s almost here and knowing him he’d want to get to bed the moment he gets here. Love you Y/N!” Felix who was currently rooming with Chan already knew his schedule, and how he’d like to sleep as soon as possible.

“Alright! Tell him I said hi! I love you too lixieee!” Y/N dragged out his nickname that everyone used for him, just before he hung up. Afterwards, they immediately put on some music to replace the silence, getting the plates of food ready along with the glasses of wine and a vase full of red roses to top it off. Some face rose petals were scattered on the floor from the kitchen, dining room, and living room. Candles lit all around the place to set the mood and the lights dimmed just enough for the candles to have more of a purpose.

Y/N waited patiently leaning against the dining room table, holding both glasses of wine in their hands. Hearing the front door open they adjusted their posture and hair as much as possible, even setting a wine glass down to check the light makeup they had on before picking it up again and waiting for Hyunjin to walk into the dining room.

“Darling I’m home! Sorry I took so long they had all of this recording to do along with setting out plans for the comeback I didn’t want t- Whoa..” Hyunjin had almost immediately stopped in his tracks seeing the dining room all set up and nicely done. His mouth slightly agape with the sight before him. His partner dressed in his shirt with a perfectly set out dinner holding two wine glasses.

“Welcome home, baby. I wanted to surprise you since you’ve been working so hard. I hope you like it.” Y/N had begun to explain, handing him one of the glasses of wine, pressing a peck to his lips before smiling sweetly at their boyfriend, “So is this why you were taking forever to respond? It looks amazing, my muse.” Hyunjin complimented, nearly leaning into the peck, a free hand sliding to their waist and pulling them closer.

“Well, since you like it so much, why don’t we sit and eat. You can tell me all about your day and then we can spend all the time in the world together. How’s that sound?” They suggested, leaning into his warmth before pulling back and walking to the dining table, taking a seat across from where Hyunjin would sit, “You sure we can’t just skip the food and just spend time together?”

“Absolutely not, handsome. I know for a fact you had very little to eat seeing as no one was there to nag at you for it today. So sit down and eat.” They Mentioned, a finger now pointing to the chair for him to sit, in which he responded with a groan before sitting down and picking up the silverware provided, just before digging in. After the food had entered both of their mouths, Hyunjin almost immediately sighed in delight, a soft giggle following through afterwards. Y/N couldn’t help but do the same, and instead of giggling, they had smiled at the giggle that hyunjin emitted from himself.

“Ugh- It’s so good.. How can you cook so well? I don't understand, this is like above Lee Know’s cooking!” Hyunjin exclaimed, his feet tapping on the hardwood floor in joy, “You flatter me too much, sweetheart, but I appreciate it, thank you.” Y/N replied just before they continued eating. They listened to all of the things that Hyunjin was going on about, and while Y/N had finished their food a few moment ago, now sipping on wine, Hyunjin was still eating and of course the wine being barely touched, about 65% of the wine was still there, and it would be figured since Hyunjin seemed to be more into the food then the alcohol. 

While Hyunjin was distracted, Y/N had begun to clean up the dishes that they used, and when Hyunjin was finished with his, he went in and helped, “So other than the absolutely amazing food that you’ve set out for me, what’s next.” He asked, placing the used plates and silverware in the sink before heading to the living room where they were waiting for him. Y/n was sitting on the arm of the couch, sipping their wine before standing up and walking over to Hyunjin, who was now getting closer to the couch, “Well, the night will lead us to amazing things, so why don’t we just let it take us away?” It was strangely deep, but it was basically them quoting Hyunjin.

Hyunjin chuckled a little at the remark, sipping his wine before sitting on the middle of the couch, sighing as he began to relax and sip at his wine, just like Y/N was doing. It was quiet for a few moments before he had set down the now almost finished wine next to their fully empty glass on the side table. His eyes then fell to where Y/N was standing, who seemed to be thinking for a little bit before walking over to Hyunjin who was watching their every move. Shortly after arriving in front of Hyunjin, eyes staring back at each other, trying to read each other's body language, their hands were gently placed on his shoulder just before they had decided to straddle him.

Something about the tension was unreal now. This was new territory that neither of them have explored. Sure they’ve made out but it’s never been in.. this kind of setting. Other than the music playing in the background it was nearly silent, staring into each other’s eyes for the longest time before the first move was made. Y/N began to lean towards Hyunjin, lips now merely away from each other, “So, are you gonna kiss me or are you just going to sit there?” Hyunjin muttered, just barely a whisper, his eyes fluttering shut as their breaths began to mingle into each other. With Y/N swallowing thickly they smirk just before turning to kiss at his jawline.

A sigh was released from Hyunjin, his head tilting back in just the slightest bit. Their lips pressing kisses at his skin, occasionally nibbling as well. It was like that for a minute or two, Hyunjin letting out soft grunts when there was a specific spot that they kissed. Soon the nibbling became sucking, and shortly after that there were a few hickies laces around, of course low enough that a shirt would easily cover it, but they would definitely be noticeable if someone had most certainly searched for it. 

Shortly after, Hyunjin’s hand went to Y/N’s chin, lifting it to look at him. Their lips were slightly swollen from all the kissing and sucking, but it wasn’t as noticeable so if they went out people wouldn’t take a guess. They stared at each other again before Hyunjin guided them into a kiss, just before they swooped down again and pressed a kiss on his adams apple, “Stop teasing, you might kill me..” 

“Kill you? I’ve barely done anything darling and you’re the one who's hard..” They retorted gently, hips now pressing down onto Hyunjin’s hard-on, their clit gliding against it in the slightest bit, causing both of them to moan simultaneously, Y/N biting down on their lip, “Fuck Y/N, do that again..” Hyunjin replied with a shaky breath, head tilted back onto the couch, eyes shut. 

“What? Like this?” They hummed just before repeating the action, this time much more smoother and slower, another moan releasing from them as their hands ran down his clothed chest. Both of them ended up locking eyes once more before Hyunjin finally took the kiss he’d been longing for since they started. His hands began to desperately grab at their hips, pushing them down against his clothed hard-on, grunts emitting into the kiss. His tongue began to slip past their lips, tongues now dancing against each other as the kiss deepened. A whine had come from Y/N, causing Hyunjin to pull back and smirk at them.

“Something the matter?” He teased, pressing kisses along their jawline to their neck, a hand removing from their hip and now unbuttoning the shirt that they had been wearing all evening. When he was greeted with the sight of Y/N’s lingerie, he nearly let out a moan knowing that this entire time, it was planned, “Holy Fuck baby, you planned this all for me? You are just the absolute cutest person ever..” He muttered against their skin, a sly smirk on his lips.

Moans now getting louder from Y/N as the grinding just got needier, Hyunjin’s lips leaving trails of kisses after the shirt had been removed. Hickies were littered all over their skin and they were sure to stay for a while, “Hngh- Jinnie- That feels so good. ‘S so good baby~” They managed as breathy moans cut through their words. Shortly after those words had been said, Hyunjin was now removing his shirt, only being left in the pair of sweatpants that he had been wearing since the morning, “You’re so hot you know that? The way you look, everything about you is just perfect. And it’s all for me..” 

Lips against lips and more grinding went on for a while, both now a moaning mess from the stimulation and all of the dirty talk. Hyunjin’s red hair color running down his neck and forehead, staring up at Y/N who seemed to be in utter bliss, “You want me? Tell me how badly you want me, angel, I’ll give it to you.”

“Want you so bad, Can I have you? Please? I wanna make you feel good. So so good.. Please baby? ‘ve been waiting- so so long, need to have you now, please?” Y/N was babbling almost nonsense. Of course when it comes to sexual contact, Y/N was weak and sensitive since it had been a long time, but Hyunjin was nowhere near hesitant to the idea.

Hyunjin had just nearly snapped at the sight of them teary eyed and begging him, “Want me that bad? You can have me all you want..” His words almost slurred with lust, kisses continuing to pepper along their body before lips attaching together and making them swallow each other’s moans.

“Gonna make you cum so hard, how’s that sound baby?” Hyunjin hummed, looking up at them who was now looking at him, “Sounds so good, Jinnie. Want it so bad.” Hands were now running along his upper chest, further to the waistband of his sweats and boxers. Who knew this would be a night to remember?

| not requested |

[ectonurites]

I don’t know why that writer felt the need to make so many (awful) status quo changes when she isn’t going to be writing Kon again. I hate when writers go “I need to completely fix this character because everybody who has ever written this character is wrong and my vision will fix everything” and then cause even more damage. Crazy thing is homegirl did this all in 10 pages idk why she was planting seeds for a story arc that will never develop under her pen.

#Justice4KennyPorter

NO LITERALLY IT'S SO... like. I'm sorry but why is she going around saying stuff like this:

when she's not currently slated for anything else with Kon, and is also saying stuff like this:

which very much so implies it's not that she has stuff slated that just hasn't been announced, but that she's not gotten the greenlight on whatever this backup story was the 'opening move' of.

i just.... ghghgh. it sucks because i have liked other things I've read from her before (The Jinny Hex oneshot!!!!) but this backup story made me very very very annoyed as a Kon fan and has just felt like an unnecessary mess

[felixskzzzstay]

Scattered Stars

Synopsis: nonidol!au, Lee Felix x afab reader, slowburn, Hyunjin introduced y/n and Felix a few years ago, since then they have become really close, never did they expect what else was in store for them

Warnings: Angst, drinking, smoking, smut

Note: I’m so happy that actually is a few people that seem to like this fic, it gives me motivation to carry on writing it, I still don’t really know how long I want it to be yet, but at the moment I’m just really enjoying writing it, also, off topic from the story, if you enjoy this and want to send me any requests for any oneshots and things like that I’ll happily take them, I’ll write anything, sfw or nsfw, I really don’t mind, anyway, enjoy.

Chapter Three: Jealous

Warning: Drinking, swearing, angst

Scattered Stars masterlist

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In a flash second, Felix goes scurrying away. You’re left standing in a trance, staring at the couple in the distance. How did they even know each other? It takes what feels like hours to break out of your trance and shock and realise Felix is no longer standing next to you. “Shit!” The club is massive, and there’s about three floors to it, as they play a different genre of music on each different floor. It’ll be impossible to find him.

You run back to the group and explain what happened. “Okay, so let’s split up and search for him, we’ll cover more ground that way.” Hyunjin says with a concerned tone of voice.

You hug Chan and breathe in his relaxing scent. He strokes your hair and whispers to you soothingly, “we’ll find him, it’ll be okay.”

You all split up and go on a hunt for him.

You’ve searched everywhere on the first floor with Felix no where to be found. You start to panic, what if he’s not even in this club anymore? What if he’s ran out and is wandering the dark streets alone, intoxicated and on the verge of breaking down.

You start your search on the second floor and go over to area with booths and couches and find him slouched against one, shot glasses littering the table in front of him. You run to him. “Felix! You had me worried sick.”

Felix puts his head on your shoulder. “So now there’s another guy. I never thought she would ever do this to me and hurt me like this.”

“I know, Lix. Look, I think it’s time we get you home and into bed.”

Felix looks at you, his eyes copying that of a sad puppy. “I’ll only go home if you come back with me. It was nice when you slept with me last time.”

“What?”

You turn your head to see Chan standing there, watching the exchange between the two of you. “What did he just say?” He asks with hurt in his eyes. “Did he just say you slept together?” His voice starts to rise.

You stand up quickly, rushing towards Chan. “No, no, no. He didn’t mean it like that. He means we slept next to each other, as in shared a bed and just slept.”

Chan doesn’t look convinced. “You shared a bed? With another man?”

You frown. “Not just any man, Felix, our best friend. He was hurt and wanted comfort.”

“So you comfort him, you don’t just get into bed with him!”

“Why do you have a problem with how close I am with my friends all of a sudden? I’ve shared a bed with Jinnie many times, ever since we were kids.”

“Yeah, before you met me. How do you think it makes me feel imagining you in another man’s bed?”

You bite your lip.

“Unless, you’ve shared a bed with him while me and you have been together and not told me. I’m not around to give you attention so you jump into bed with the man closest to you, is that it?”

“No! Chan, I’m not like that.” You feel tears threatening to spill out over his hurtful words.

“How do I know that? For all I know, you’ve been having sex with Felix behind my back?”

You open your mouth in shock. How could he say that? He knows how hurt Felix has been over Irene cheating on him.

“I’m leaving.” He announces.

You reach out to grab his arm. “Wait!”

He shrugs you off. “I need some space, y/n.”

You stand there and watch his figure walk further and further away from you. You slump down next to Felix in despair.

“I ruin my own relationship and now yours too.”

You cuddle into him. “You didn’t ruin anything, Lix. Irene decided she wanted to be a cheating bitch and Chan is just a bit jealous. You didn’t do anything wrong.

~~~•~~~

A few days later and you still haven’t heard anything from Chan. You think he must still want some space, you didn’t want to reach out first, you thought he’d do it when he’s ready. But after days of hearing nothing from him, you decide to plan a movie night at your place with the boys and invite Chan.

All the boys said they were in, but all you heard back from Chan was that he was busy.

You don’t let this effect your mood though. This will all work out in the end.

A knock on your door startles you from your thoughts. You answer the door. “Hey, guys!”

“I brought beer.” Changbin states, holding up a big crate of beer in one hand.

“Great! Thanks, Bin. Come in.”

The boys all file in.

You all get comfy on your couch, each with a bottle of beer in hand. You take a sip of yours. “So, what’s Chan up to that’s got him so busy?”

The boys all glance at each other. “We don’t know, he won’t even talk to us.” Han looks down. “I’m sorry, y/n.”

“Yeah, and he keeps glaring at me. I don’t know what’s gotten into him, he never had a problem with us before.” Hyunjin adds in.

“Do you think there might be something else going on? To make him act this way?” You ask.

“No idea, I tried talking to him, to try and see what was going on in his mind, but he wasn’t giving me anything.”

“Well, thanks for trying, Bin.” You smile softly at him.

Hyunjin wraps his arm around you and you place your head on his shoulder. “Let’s not talk about it for now and just enjoy tonight.”

Half way into the movie and you’re practically laying on Hyunjin with your legs in Felix’s lap. Felix places his hands on your ankles, absentmindedly rubbing soft circle around them. You feel your eyes fluttering closed at the soothing sensation.

Hyunjin nudges you. “Hey! Don’t fall asleep, we’re coming up to the best part.”

You try your hardest keeping your eyes trained on the tv in front, but Felix’s hands travel further up to your calves, messaging them, while concentrating on the movie. Soon enough, darkness overtakes you.

~~~•~~~

You feel a blanket being placed over you and open your eyes, squinting slightly to see Felix hovering over you.

You sit up, rubbing your eyes. You look around, on one else is to be seen. “Where did everyone go?”

“The guys went home, I was just about to leave too.”

You run your palm down your face. “I can’t believe I fell asleep.”

“Yeah, Hyun wasn’t too happy.” He chuckles as he sits next to you.

You sit up further so you can speak to Felix. “So, how are you feeling nowadays?”

“Yeah, I’m doing better. You’ve been a big help with that.” He strokes your cheek. “But I hope you’re okay.”

You lean into his touch and hum. “I’ll be okay.” You close your eyes briefly.

You feel Felix shuffle closer. You open your eyes to see him staring at you, with a look you’ve never seen before.

You feel yourself inching closer to him, like a magnet is pulling you in. He glances down at your lips so quickly that if you blinked you would’ve missed it. The magnet pulls you in closer and closer, he glances at your lips again, longer this time, you copy his actions, looking at his too. Your eyes follow his tongue as it swipes across his bottom lip, leaving them glistening and looking so inviting. Your lips end up mere centimetres apart, your breath mixes with his, if either of you moved any closer they’d be touching.

The sound of a phone ringing makes you both jump apart. You scramble for your phone and your heart jumps at the name that flashes across the screen. “It’s Chan.”

Felix awkwardly nods. “Right, well I better go.” He awkwardly shuffles out of your apartment, without really saying goodbye.

You shake your head, as if you’re shaking out the memory of what just happened between you to and press the green button. “Uh… hey, Chan.” You answer, not really knowing what to say.

“Hey, can we talk?”

“Yeah, sure.”

“In person? If it’s not too late to head over?”

“No, of course not. Head on over, the door’s unlocked.”

“Thank you.” With that, he hangs up.

You bite your fingernails out of nerves, wondering what he wants to talk about.

The guys don’t live very far so it doesn’t take long for him to come strolling through your door.

You stand up to greet him. “Let’s talk in the kitchen.”

Chan sits down at the table while you prepare you both a cup of tea.

You hand him one and sit across from him. “So… what is it you wanted to talk about?”

Chan sighs. “I guess firstly I just wanted to say, I’m really sorry. I was such a dick and I had no right to talk to you that way.””

You nod, not denying the fact that he talked to you like a dick. “Go on.”

“Well, how close you were with the guys never seemed to bother me at first, but recently I’ve found it’s started to effect me more and more.”

“But why? Nothing’s changed. Has something been stressing you lately?”

“I mean, I did have a stressful day at work the night I lashed out at you. Work has been stressing me out so much lately, I guess you were just the closest person to take it out on.”

You nod. You scoot your chair around so you’re sat directly next to him and grab his hands. “Why didn’t you tell me?”

“I just didn’t want to stress you out even more with everything going on with Felix as well.”

“Well, I’d much rather you tell me what’s bothering you then taking it out on me and not speaking to me for days.”

He hangs his head. “I’m so sorry.”

You grab your chin and gently lift his head to look in the eyes. “It’s fine, Chan. And, I’m sorry too, I guess. I didn’t mean to make you so uncomfortable with the friendships I have with the guys. I crossed the line a bit sharing a bed with Felix.”

Chan smiles. “So… are we okay now?”

You grab his cheeks and squish them. “We’re okay.” You pull him in to kiss you. The moment you had with Felix long forgotten.

~~~•~~~

The next day, you’re all chilling the guys’ place. You and Felix are sat as far apart as possible. Felix keeps awkwardly glancing at you.

He suddenly stands. “Y/n, can I talk to you.”

“Uh… sure.”

You both walk into the kitchen and shut the door. “Can we talk about what happened last night?”

“What do you mean?”

“You know!” He throws his arms up sporadically. He gestures between you and him. “How we nearly…”

“Oh, that. That was nothing Felix. I think we were both just feeling a little emotional. Nothing more.”

He nods, unconvinced. He looks as though he is thinking deeply.

“Lix, are you okay?”

“Yeah, I’m fine.” He answers, shaking any thoughts out of his head. “You’re right. It was nothing. I don’t know what I was thinking.”

You reach your arms out. “Hug?”

He wraps his arms around your waist.

“Are you going to stop being so awkward with me now?”

“Yeah, I’m sorry.”

“It’s fine, you idiot.” You pull away and ruffle his hair.

You both walk out with smiles on your faces. Chan eyes you both suspiciously.

When you sit down next to Chan he leans into ear to whisper to you. “What was that about?”

“Oh, it was nothing. I think he just wanted a talk. He’s still hurt over Irene.”

Chan looks over to see Felix laughing at something Han just said. “Yeah, he looks hurt.”

You tilt your head. “What’s that supposed to mean?”

He shrugs. “Nothing.” Is all he says and he stays distant for the rest of the night right up until you’re ready to go.

You go up to each of the guys and hug them goodbye, when you reach Chan to kiss him goodbye he pulls away and leans in to kiss your cheek instead. You frown as he walks away to his room after saying saying a simple bye.

~~~•~~~

You’re sat at home on the phone to Chan. “What the fuck was that just now?!” You yell.

“What are you on about?”

“You were so distant with me all night, and then when it came to me saying goodbye, you barley even paid me much attention and just rushed off to your room.”

“I was tired.”

“Really? It didn’t seem that way to me.”

“Y/n, you’re reading into too much.”

You shake your head in disbelief. “No, I don’t think I am.”

He doesn’t reply. “Do you know what? I don’t want to to argue with you anymore, I’m hanging up now.”

“So you’re just gonna leave it at that and not even talk it out?”

What the fuck is wrong with this man? One minute he’s distant and now he wants to talk it out. “Yes, I’m tired, Chan.” You mirror his words back to him and hang up.

He starts blowing up your phone with texts but you switch your phone off and head into your bedroom to curl up into your bed and forget about the drama of today.

[bulletproofscales]

BTS sfw oneshots

jinnie's piggies (ot7 , feeder jin , drabble)

pampering the leader (minjoon , chubby namjoon , hurt and comfort)

they are all staring at you (yoonmin , chubby yoongi , poping buttons , public space)

chp2  (yoonmin , fat yoongi , bdsm , dom sub dynamics , hurt/comfort , use of safe word)

stubborn Yoonie (yoonkook , chubby yoongi , shaming)

zumba at 6:30pm (sope , chubby yoongi , zumba instructor hoseok)

miss the gym? (could be ot7 , jungkook centric , chubby jungkook)

his baby, his stuffed, gassy baby (taekook , chubby jungkook , gassy)

chp2  (taekook , chubby jungkook , gassy )

weird oportunity (could be ot7 , jungkook centric , chubby jungkook , insecurities)

stress eating (ot7 , fat hyung line , stuffing , hurt comfort)

teeny tiny house (2seok , fat hoseok , breaking furniture , hurt comfort , use of safe word)

MAMAs presentation doesnt have to be perfect (namseok , double gaining , hurt comfort kinda)

Jinnie’s...piggies? (ot3 , namjinseok , fat namjoon and fat hoseok , getting stuck in chairs , breaking the couch)

a 6 month hiatus does that to you (jungkook x reader , chubby jungkook , hurt/comfort)

Coca Cola and beer (hopekook , gassy jungkook , pinning , light angst)

the realest of selves (namkook , not feederism , established relationship , fluff)

“namjin evidence” (namjin , not feederism , established  relationship , fluff and crack )

literature can be interesting? (sope , not feederism , uni professor au , fluffy , happy ending , pinning )

chairman sized (vminkook , fat jimin , getting stuck in chair , public space , wg denial)

bts x mcdonalds (ot7 , word dump , furtniture breaking , they all gain weight )

the gentler touches (trans guy hoseok , namseok , fluff , gender dysphoria , hurt comfort)

monthly charity carwash (bottom heavy seokjin , public space , carwash , word dump?)

how to train your hybrid, sorta (yoonkook , mutual gaining, fluff , stuffing

admiring you is a full time job (hopekook , drunken confessions , ripping clothes , pinning, NSFW BONUS IN SECOND CHAPTER)

a king's banquet, pocket sized (jinkook , royal au , king jungkook , chef seokjin , stuffing , fluff)

room to change (namjin , hurt/comfort , internalized homophibia , anxiety , making out , dry humping , chubby seokjin)

skinny boy big dreams (jungkook solo , feedee jungkook , small drabble , bodyshaming)

not yet afterhours ( jinkook , obese jim seokjin , muscle chub jungkook , stuffing , bakery au)

a higher gpa and a higher bmi (namkook , taejin , sopemin , fat maknae line )

a fu(filling) challenge (yoonjin, gainer seokjin, wg , fat seokjin, competitive eating , public space)

heavyweight champion of the mile high club (taekook , fat kim taehyung , feeder jeon jungkook , in public , mile high club (i guess) )

[4kimji]

new family. - k.cw & h.yj oneshot

Yunjin stands in front of her girlfriend’s door, fiddling with her colored fingernails after ringing the doorbell. It feels like ages before Yunjin sees her girlfriend’s face with a giddy expression. 

Chaewon jumps onto Yunjin, clinging onto her like a koala. “Jinnie! You’re here!”, she exclaims, feeling elated as ever. 

Yunjin chuckles after catching her, “Hi Chaewon, nice seeing you too.” The moment soon gets fearful for Yunjin as she sees a woman and man walk towards the door, blocking her only view of the house. Chaewon finally gets off of Yunjin and holds her hands. It didn’t take a genius to tell that Yunjin was scared. Would Chaewon’s parents accept her? Yunjin’s family was all the way in New York, and she was 13 hours away. 

“Mom, dad, I’d like you to meet someone special.”, Chaewon starts while wiggling her fingers. Yunjin tries to stuff a small smile on her face, taking her sweaty hands out of her jacket pockets to wave at the parents in front of her. Suddenly, Yunjin wasn’t afraid anymore.

Chaewon’s mom breaks out into a huge smile, “Hi, hi! Come in, Chaewon has said so much about you." Chaewon mutters a quiet “Mom!” under her breath, hoping her girlfriend wouldn’t hear. When Yunjin steps foot into the house, the first thing she does is take off her shoes and put them where the rest of the shoes are. She then takes off her jacket (with the help of Chaewon’s dad), hanging it on the rack.

“Come on, Jin, let me take you to the bathroom so you can wash your hands!”, Chaewon exclaims, her energy rubbing off on everyone in the room. The two hurry up the stairs and make a left, putting a beautiful, spacious, and clean bathroom in both of their views. Yunjin walks up to the sink and puts some hand soap onto her and her girlfriend’s hands. They rub their hands together, under the hot water while giggling.

Giggles fill up the one empty atmosphere. The four of them are sitting around the table, Chaewon never letting go of Yunjin’s hand even when food is put on the table.

“So, who wants some chicken?”, Chaewon’s dad asks, holding up a bowl. A bright smile lighting everyone’s faces up.