#just remembering smth exists | Explore Tumblr Posts and Blogs

mustasekittens · 4 months

Text

congratulations christopher!

self indulgent near-future in which when christopher graduates high school buck n eddie take hiim to hawaii to celebrate and they all have a nice vacation over here. friend n i were brainrotting it a bit and we decided buck definitely hyperfixated on hawaii and stuff (history, nature, geography, mythology, etc)

#buddie #christopher diaz #eddie diaz #evan buckley #911 abc #mustasekittens #i still struggle drawing all 3 of them its a nightmare #anyways gavin is getting really tall and i thought it would be kinda funny if he was almost taller than eddie once he's an adult #my friend and i expanded on buck's hawaii hyperfixation so there's def gonna be a short comic to follow this up LOL #the lei christopher is wearing is called a maile lei #theyre usually worn by men but anyone can wear a maile :]#maile lei are usually worn at grads/proms/weddings or just cuz!#buddie are married at this point. (wink wink. bucks ring. wink)#i shouldve made buck more sunburned #idk if people even read tags this far but anyways more little details #also idk smth smth buck wearing yellow eddie wearing blue n chris wearing green (although not exactly) bc theyre a weird blended family #the brand of shirts the 3 of them r wearing is called sig zane and its a local (fancy) aloha wear brand here! its based in hilo!!#my local friend who's from big island brought it up to me and i remembered it existed #i see people wear sig zane all the time here on oahu but i am so shit at remembering names. that is extended to clothing brands LMFAO #what i mean by fancy aloha wear i mean these fucking shirts cost upwards of $130-145 EACH.#and they are fucking BEAUTIFUL.#i did take some liberties with the designs for the 3 of them tho #buck and christopher's are almost directly referencing existing designs from their catalogue while i smplified one for eddie's #christopher's is an ulu (breadfruit) pattern and i kinda ate that ngl #i was originally gonna just use some stamp brushes i found on the csp asset store but they looked so tacky i just decided to draw them LOL #anyways enjoy this self indulgent stupid stuff who cares anymore

85 notes · View notes

kindaasrikal · 3 months

Text

Guys imagine CHEN was Morro’s dad, and neither of them, ANY of them, knew. Like we have NO IDEA who this guys bio parents are and we have no idea who the previous elemental master of wind was. Its fully possible Morro is the brother to Skylor because Chen was a FREAK-

Guys hear me out PLEASE-

53 notes · View notes

myuminji · 8 months

Text

cw blood, death, and long rambles below:

luca's death from being caught in the crossfire of his fight with nai... vash trying to stop their bleeding (he fails), so he dazedly carries them in his arms to find help (to home? it's far, too far, but maybe if he runs fast enough to find someone..)

hearing luca repeatedly saying it's cold and it hurts, and the only thing he can do is apologise until they stop their hiccups and pleas—and then it's just silence.

(why he continues trudging forward on the sand for help, he doesn't know. he just wants them back, anyone would do.)

knives taking away luca's body because he found something 'interesting' (for conrad as a gift, he thinks) and vash who's barely standing on one leg desperately chasing after them (he fails, again) and comes back home empty-handed with not even a body to bury...

(it's as if they'd never existed in the first place. they're gone. they're not coming back.)

just thinking how flawed luca is because they've expected and accepted they should be forgotten and hated since it's well deserved of them. have you not known their past? how selfish and inconsiderate they are their whole life?

they thought it was an obvious answer, so they always assumed vash would hate them once they died, and vash hates that (not them; but their assumptions. never them).

I think luca unknowingly insisting their beliefs on him makes him do the complete opposite. now vash still wears their sunglasses out of spite, as proof that he's not going to forget them (aka an unconventional keepsake)

#smth smth looking through their (orange) lenses as a ground reminder they exist and he's not going to forget about them #one time he couldn't remember where he put his sunglasses and he's about ransack his whole room #(he's just so scared of losing the thing that reminds him of them)#myutosis

101 notes · View notes

rearranging-deck-chairs · 9 months

Text

the doctor isnt neurodivergent or autistic or adhd or nonbinary or genderqueer or asexual. what the doctor is, is Not From Here

#which necessarily of course says something abt their (non)whiteness #(i had all these words in quotation marks first so mentally add those to whiteness too)#but we've them be black for all of 1.5 episode now so #lets see how that develops you know #also i dont think i understand the politics of that part well enough to say much abt it #not that i probably understand the politics of these parts better but #im annoyed enough abt this Thing happening these years. in these 20s i guess. the 'representation' thing #to complain abt it anyway #the dsm isnt real and it isnt gonna fuck you buddy #maybe i'll read some books and then one day i'll write an essay driven by spite and pettiness #i wonder if i can make the thesis statement about the tension between their status of main character #in a 60 year running family adventure show vs this therapy thing we're doing now #like. you cant do that. in terms of like. what story is and does. what a character is and does. it strains #in an interesting way. like im not saying they Shouldnt have done it. im just observing. that you cant do that really. i think #or maybe you can! but i'll find that out #i also dont know shit abt narratology or whatever so. need to read books first. sigh #always have to pause my thoughts to read myself in first its so annoying. esp bc i rarely really do #bc then new thoughts new things to do you cant do EVERYTHING. you can do almost nothing. bane of my existence really #but like you might even be able to say smth interesting here about whether you can call them traumatised at all #remember that article i saw around on tumblr a few years ago i think that was abt like. some scholar in the middle east maybe #saying that ptsd is a western thing bc it necessitates a Post #all of this is western. psychiatry is western. its all stories. how you conceptualise trauma is a story #whos Other is story #where youre from is a story what you stand for is a story who you are is a story #ah. checked the article. dr samah jabr. palestinian. i'll start with her book maybe

61 notes · View notes

cable-salamder · 3 months

Text

I’m on the fence abt shipping Citrus but either way I need every Citrusshipper to know it will have been Never Love An Anchor’s fault if I do pivot to y’all.

#i am so normal so normal so normal #i was just vibing to the song and suddenly i remembered these two exist and i am #maybe looking at some art will help…#..or perhaps even drawing smth myself……#i must refrain because other stuff but also hhhhhh lesbins #ninjago #lego ninjago #ninjago citrus #citrus #citrusshipping #ninjago echo #ninjago morro

21 notes · View notes

aq2003 · 5 months

Text

i enjoy how hard he's chosen to die on this hill he just like me fr

#side note i have seen ppl cook the 2009 version too for the staging and having a kiss at all. WHICH I UNDERSTAND.#considering where in theater history it originated and what context it was originally used in. but like #w the context of both the actors' thoughts on the scene and how they talk about hamlet's disgust and betrayal #2009 version reads as fundamentally nonromantic/nonsexual to me. Like if it ended on a kiss on the cheek it would be the exact same #also how hamlet talks abt 'here hung lips that i have kiss'd' re: yorick it's like this form of affection between him and a parental figure #and in making the staging and the dynamic so uncomfortable BUT also rly emphasizing the parent/child relationship in the end #u get this smth that just. Hits you (me) so hard. w just how fundamentally broken these two ppl are #how they wish for a version of the other that no longer exists etc etc etc #hamlet #david tennant #side side note im remembering that one commenter that compared the scene of kilgrave and his mom to act 3 scene 4 #to which i had a knee jerk reaction of getting so mad at because why would you compare hamlet to that thing #but also the sense of emotion that runs through both scenes is genuinely similar. the sense of betrayal and abandonment and childlike fury

26 notes · View notes

anendoandfriendo · 8 months

Text

"Fuck your online discourse" actually, no, we do think the halloween DID flag shouldn't be used but it's not because of some bullshit like "waah it's just a recolor" it's because the system that created that flag is a huge fucking racist and ableist last we checked, and we never saw ant kind of apology for being racist and ableist to endogenic systems. We never saw them stop being anti-endogenic or anti-Black (because let's be honest, Black endogenic systems specifically would be the ones most affected and hurt by this).

Like, we know people have forgotten by now, but we were THERE just before TPA became a thing, when systems like The Entropy System were fully mask-off in their bigotry (we call anti-endogenics facsists because of the personal experience of having the not-pleasure of seeing shit like the above link lmao), and such other things. We used to be very visible on Twitter as an endogenic system who's seen this shit but it was kind of taking over 99% of our focus when we were working retail instead of working at home, so we ended up tapering it away.

#to be clear. this IS an actual opinion of ours.#it is also a vent & we are fully aware we will never be able to get people to stop using it entirely.#like that would be rude/mean at best we guess.#but we're kind of in that liminal time/space where we came out as an endogenic system pre-TPA but just barely.#researching niche bullshit was a REQUIREMENt for us...until it wasn't #which we thought was supposed to happen in your 50's -- not like...somewhere in the 20's to 30's range yall #we remember niche bullshit in the plural communities that you woluldnt even DREAM of if someone gives us the correct recall trigger if your #newer than like 2 years to plurality #“the plural pride world conference did not even exist yet and then existed within like two years of us coming out” levels of transition #we're so glad the kids will be okay but we're a kid ourselves if were using that metaphor. the older teen-quasi-parent specifically. :')#if were going with that metaphor/those vibes that is #we wont always understand but we do try to at least be kind #does anyone else remember that guide to “so youve slipped into another world” or smth like that???#you had to dig for hours and hours if not DAYS/WEEKS and you could still be fucked #if your system friend did not also have it to share with you all #yeah that system popped in and said “hI” to us on our twitter when we talked about that there too and is glad people have been helped by it #iwrc that is

27 notes · View notes

nyxypoo · 28 days

Text

me when i hear new slang:

#☆— yapping #i'm so in touch with the younger generation #definitely...#NO BC EHAT IS THIS THEYWBYAJSN #i'm actually crying i feel so old #esp when my own irls use it like #IDK WHAT UR SAYING #but i can't ask bc then i just sound ancient #so i just google it when i remember it exists #learned english all my life and now ur adding new things #IT DOESNT EVEN MAKE SENSE THEYSHNSND #i sound like i was born in 1608 or smth mb guys

7 notes · View notes

anotherpapercut · 11 months

Text

I know several people who like LOVE seasons 5-7 (11th doctors run) and think the storylines and moffats writing are brilliant and I don't get it!!! what am I missing??? why does literally every single episode have the exact same stakes: Rory/Amy/the doctor is dead. forever. so dead. but wait!!! what if they aren't!!! why do so many of the explanations for why they're not actually dead feel so rushed like they were added at the last minute!! why does every single queer character act kind of weird and awkward about being queer!! why does the doctor casually say that women are inferior when no one's around!!! what the fuck!! hello!!!

#why is rory continuously proving himself as the Only Man To Ever Exist only for the characters/narrative to continuously imply hes lesser #amy tries to kiss the doctor?? at her wedding??????#when amy is stuck for 36 years why is she like i forgot how much rory loved me?? GIRL HE WAITED 1000 YEARS FOR YOU???? WHAT????#he is CONSTANTLY the butt of the joke despite being unequivocally without a doubt the best character from this era #what the fuck was up with river being their kid #THE 50TH ANNIVERSARY???? WHAT?? THAT SHIT WAS WEIRD RIGHT???#does anyone else find it annoying that moffat changed the opening theme and the tardis and the sonic and the doctor ALLLL at once #and then retconned the entire storyline the early seasons are based off of??#WHY IS THE DOCTOR SO GODDAMN ANNOYING?? LIKE SO MUCH MORE ANNOYING THAN THE OTHERS #and fucking sexist!!! so sexist!!!#anyone remember the characters who were like 'were the short fat and tall skinny gay men why do we need names' LIKE HUH???????#gay people still have names steven 😭#i feel like im going insane bc i have no one else to talk to abt it until my partner catches up #but you guys still think these seasons kinda suck right? like coming off of martha and DONNA and her AMAZING storyline #these just kinda pale in comparison right??????#the last centurion is probably the last really good plot of that era imo. none of the other plots come close to having an ending that cool #like rivers story couldve been amazing and then it was just uh. kinda weird. a bit confusing IDK #i dont want to be a dick when talking to people and like shit on smth they love but i genuinely have a hard time #finding kind things to say abt a lot of this era #also and this might just be me but i do not like amy and clara v much 😭 theyre so fuckin mean and not even funny #why were martha donna and rose sooooo well written and they all have rich backstories. we know their fuckin families!!#literally its never even fully explained what the fuck happened to amys parents 😩😩 they just move on. the only friend of theirs #ever shown is fucking river??? as a kid??#am i the only one who found all thay confusing

35 notes · View notes

britneyshakespeare · 7 months

Text

hold on. i was just going through my saved pictures on my laptop and i've used this same laptop since 2017. i just came across an image titled "for whenever u need to be reminded to get over (guy's name)" (this was a guy i met in the library once who i thought was soooo charming but he was too old for me at the time and we never hit it off) and it was a screenshot of his facebook profile showing he had liked ben shapiro's official page. LOOOOOL

#i met him in 2018 when i was 19 and he was 27 and i literally never talked to him again #we exchanged info but i think he felt that i was too young for him (rightly!) the conversation wasnt even flirty just friendly #i still have him added on fb actually but he never EVER posts #i think i remember him liking exactly one post i made. i dont even remember what it was #something of a somewhat personal nature i dont remember if it was like to do w a dead grandparent #or a brother's wedding or smth. idk it was a polite and respectful like or love-react i don't remember #and i was just like 'oh wow i forgot this guy existed'#tales from diana #ben shapiro :/#we talked poetry not politics ok #he was rather handsome #i will never speak to him again in my life (and i have not in over five years)

12 notes · View notes

echoheart · 9 months

Text

Absolutely tragic when you have a super old fic you once read trapped in your head but you're pretty sure whatever site that was doesn't even exist anymore and you're doomed to remember it from afar

#shes been gone a long #time daddy #there was once this great Danny/Vlad fic one some yellow and white site and Danny got knocked up by him #they told everyone it was Danny and Sams kid but only immediate family/Danny's friends knew the truth #They have like 2 kids #BUT ANYWAYS at some point Vlad decides to go back in time to kill Jack and Danny goes back to the 80s to stop him #he was pregnant with kid 3 lmao #he dresses as a woman and it works someone politely opens a door for him and hes like OH WOW #Vlad was about to kill jack just before the accident but danny jumped in front and died instead #i remember OFTEN Clockwork coming in and judging him while he goes “I deserve this” and clockworks like #“Yes... but daniel does not”#and then smth happens where Danny's alive but I think Vlad sacrificed himself? Unclear. But Dannys with his fam #and one of his kids vanishes out of existence and only he remember bc of a time medallion and the other kid is like before also eventually #When I tell you this whole thing lives rent free in my head a lot you dont understand. It's been like 15 years. Its the worst #i will never read this again #danny phantom

12 notes · View notes

randomartblogowo · 1 month

Text

Wanted to join the whole girlblaney/Genderbend rpf trend(?) thingy so uh yeah-

(Thank you to @greengxrdens for reigniting this idea into my brain, also uh if I should redesign more drivers plz let me know, or let me know if my designs suck :3)

#do I even dare tag this again #girlblaney #oh boy #I get so nervous when I post abt rpf but then I have to remember the dsmp fandom exists #yuricar I guess or smth #also I forgot to draw little arm hairs plz forgive meh #yeah no I just wanna *breaks ribs aesthetically*

3 notes · View notes

lesbianlenas · 7 months

Text

played stardew valley for the first time and i wish so badly it was enjoyable to me 😔 i understand the appeal and how easy it is to like sit down & end up playing it for hrs if i was a different person but it is not stimulating enough to me and one thing i HATE in video games is not being able to move fast like having to walk everywhere really slow is the number 1 thing that will make me immediately stop playing a game 😭 i played for like an hr & again i get the appeal but i always said that stardew valley and animal crossing would not be the kind of game for me & i was right 😔 and yet so badly i want to be a butch lesbian tending to my farm and to romance one of the pretty women i just don’t know if it will be playable to me………

#michelle speaks #me trying to walk to the beach and feeling like my teeth were falling out of my head……#i legit stopped playing red dead redemption 2 bc of the slow walk speed in that too 😭 like that drives me CRAZY #game designers need to remember ppl w adhd exist……have an adhd option where i can make it go 10x faster PLSSSS #i also like when video games give me objectives and tell me what to do instead of just like building up smth #it took me like 20 mins before i was trying to use my ax on the male villagers like 😭 where is the combat…….#i got it when it was on sale just to see if maybe i would like it given law school but no 😔 i’ll try to play it a little more tho soon…..

6 notes · View notes

fecto-forgo · 7 days

Note

If zan summoned a galactic nova, and was able to use that wish, what do you think she'd wish for?

she wouldnt succeed w the summoning bc zan is herself n does not have a streak of success abt anything

jk i believe in her.anyways likely the same as she wishes to the supposed shooting star on twitter:for hyness to remember her name, bc zan partizanne does not mind being hurt or thrown around or being sacrificed for their god, but she does mind her beloved leader struggles (she hopes he just struggles she hopes hes genuinely trying) w remembering her name.w remembering her.its such a little wish for such a big task, isnt it?

#mail #the only time she acknowledges anything possibly negative on twitter is saying she doesnt mind if he forgets her name #that shes comically insistent everyone remembers n later on again.literally wishes hed remember it so she does actually care #he doesnt lol #its so fascinating? she doesnt wish for him to be kinder or go back to how he was before #she just wants him to remember her.girls one standard is that.#ah fuck smth just slide by behind my phone like a cheap indie game jpeg sliding behind a door to be creepy #what da hell post cancelled #sorry nyways depending on how you interpret some stuff abt hyness its up in the air if his forgetfulness of that #is from the corruption or a pre existing problem.so the possibility hes always kinda ignored her #despite her emotional dependency on needing his attention n praise n that makes me sad to think abt !

4 notes · View notes

boxchewr · 1 month

Text

i would be a bad media critic because i have a tendency to only consume as much of a piece of media as i want to and then go. well that's enough. and then just stop and completely disregard everything i didn't like abt what i did watch/read/play and also everything i didn't get to and base my opinion on something solely off of what i did enjoy about what i did see. and then never ever look back to finish it

#text #theres only a few exceptions to this like omori and such where i stopped but then went back to it #but a show going on for too long doesnt affect me because i will watch as much as i feel is worthwhile to me #and then go. alright that's it! pack it up boys #the 17 seasons of smth after that? doesn't exist. i dont care about it. it wont affect me #this does mean it makes it hard for me to sit through long series #like i got through exactly the first season of mha. and then just stopped #theres a lot more after that including stuff focused on the one character i really cared abt from that show #But my brain says its done. and its done #mha is basically a movie's worth of plot in my brain and thats all it is #it did better for me then demon slayer tho #i got through three episodes of demon slayer and went. this is as boring as a motherfucker and then stopped #also god fuck i cant keep up with series that continually get updated #i watched chainsaw man when it had 2 episodes and dunmesh when it had 4 #and have nawt been able to get myself to watch the stuff that came out since #im a binger at heart. i go in after the fact and absorb an entire series into my brain in one go #this is the only way i remember to finish anything

2 notes · View notes

skitskatdacat63 · 9 months

Text

I forget how comfortable my life is living w just my parents, in terms of being comfortably out, then have to listen to my brother go on a homophobic rant, that I can't tell if its a joke or not, but was really hurtful :)

#twas very uncomfortable to sit thru #the words 'what if i told you i was gay' on my tongue 'am i disgusting?'#i dont understand straight white boys #you do all this gay chicken w your friends. say all this weird stuff that makes me 🤨#(<- ex. joking abt sucking dick bcs theyre eating a 12 inch hot dog. circa cota gp lol)#but then say these horribly homophobic things #i dont understand men #i can never tell if hes joking when he says things like this #bcs he likes to be argumentative and inflammatory. and knows we'll get pissed at him for this #so its like. are you saying this bcs you truly believe it or are you just being irritating. or both #he randomly said smth abt how the romans and greeks did gross gay things #and im like. should this not make you think 'wow homosexuality has existed for centuries. ig its pretty natural!!'#<- thats always my takeaway. theres been records of it since basically the beginning of recorded history #and i look at it and feel comforted :] this has always been a thing and always will be thing #and then people like him basterdize it completely misinterpret it ;;;;#i like him but when hes back living w us I remember how horrible his views and opinions are #ugh i live w my parents and theyre so accepting abt it and willing to learn more and change #and then i remember how fucking shit the rest of my family is #well ah dw i got back at him by calling him gay sjkfkglg #catie.rambling.txt

7 notes · View notes