#kai's journal

[kai-da-foley]

🍵Transition Journal Entry 1: Transition Goals🌿

🌿 Get an angel fang piercing 🍵 Get tattooed 🌿 Get breast reduction surgery 🍵 Learn to make my own patterns for clothing 🌿 Start sewing my own wardrobe 🍵 Learn make-up 🌿 Get a dog bowl 🍵 Get a second collar 🌿 Learn voice-acting 🍵 Become a proffesional artist 🌿 Learn how to make perfume -> make one with my scent 🍵 Make lotion scented with my scent 🌿 Diversify the recipes I can make 🍵 Eat fruits more often 🌿 Write my story (daydreams) down 🍵 Get more in tune with my identity 🌿 Get more in tune with my spirituality 🍵 Learn to do card/magic tricks/sleight if hand

[what-if-doctor-who-was-yuri]

doc. my guy

[spectre-rumi]

I may have explored a new hobby and I made scrapbook spreads for each ninja!

(Oldest-newest made)

(credits to all owners!)

[kai-da-foley]

🤡 @caffeinated-eccentric-polymorph's personal blog! 🪻

🦜 For yapping, ask games, silliness and other less artsy things 🦩

[sleepinglionhearts]

Hobonichi updates 🖊 📖

[cobra-wives]

serious philosophical question; should one of us kick the bucket?

small comic page thingy for the INSANE fic that is zelotypia by @terrence-silver - i definitely recommend giving it a read! so much interesting perspective on that ponytail-kreese-twig trio goodness; and terry’s inner workings and detestment for everyone that john loves more than him!

[what-if-doctor-who-was-yuri]

update 2 electric booglaoo: joel smallish beans

[number1villainstan]

Chisaki slows to a stop as the wall behind him lights up, four-year-old Eri turning to watch. He knows how this goes--he knows how to behave, how to listen, after years of trying to run and trying to study these strange shadow girls. And there are their shadows now, hush, Eri, the play is starting--

"Extra, extra, extra!"

"There's a dead baby bird on the side of the road! Oh dear poor thing, who could have done this to you?"

"Detective Vulture on the case! It seems that what we have here is a baby cowbird!"

"Cowbirds? Those birds that lay their eggs in other birds' nests?"

"Cor-rect! Which would mean that this little cowbird probably died when the momma of the nest its egg was laid in pushed it out to protect her own babies!"

"What a terrible momma! That poor chick was totally innocent!"

"Not at all! Would you want a parasitic baby in your nest, gobbling up all the food for your babies, pushing your own chicks out of the nest itself? That momma was perfectly justified!"

"Are you saying this is all the baby's fault??"

"Well, it certainly wasn't the momma's!"

"Then whose fault was it, mister detective?"

"The cowbird parents'," Chisaki says, squeezing Eri's hand with his own. "For abandoning their child."

--and the wall behind him loses its spotlight as the play ends.

[h3ll0everybby1]

Hewo kiddos! <3

I was finally able to get a book to use as my agere journal, I had been holding off getting one and telling myself I didn’t n e e d one and that I was wasting money. But I said forget that and got one on a whim yesterday.

*If you have been holding off starting an agere journal but you think it would benefit you or you’d have fun doing it. This is your sign to start one!! Even if it’s a notebook from the dollar store, printer paper kept in a folder, or a fancy sketchbook. You deserve it, I know you do.

Here’s what I decided to do on mine for the very first page, but there are thousands of ideas out there or you can completely create your own.

Aahh I just noticed a grammar error, I’ll fix it, plz ignore it (>_<)

Feel free to copy mine if you’d like or do something similar, tag me if you’d like as well! I would love to see all the amazing ideas that little brain of yours comes up with 🥰

I also added some stickers on the cover, it was super fun, sadly I only have a few at the moment. You can decorate yours however you’d like, go wild! Add stickers, paint it, make a collage of printed out images of your favorite things, etc.

Annddd if you’re wondering what book it is here you go:

That’s all for now, I think, my plan next is an intro and stuffies page 🧸

Lastly I hope you have a fantastic day/night 💜✨

Banner is by @llavenderkittyy I hope it’s alright to tag you

[bbyzeeiijournals]

Journaling becomes my therapy

Hi and if you guys are newly following me, I’m Zee ✨ I went back to journaling not too long ago to get out of my funk that would be the worst day of my life -miscarrying my baby.

Im still in the process of learning how to cope and to find words to show how i feel but i feel nunb. I can’t be around family due to a cousin being pregnant and they have been posting around social media about it and today I saw it when i logged back into my instagram and I found myself crying in a pit, digging myself in a grave aite of tears when I should at least be happy for her, but in reality I can’t emotionally.

Its going to be a journey to heal from loosing baby zee, as I call him. So join me in my healing process which I know will be a bumpy one but a slow but hopefully successful one to recovery from emotional pain.

Love lots,

Zee

[minyicho]

so my alarm didn’t ring and the reason why was cos I was so tired the night before that I just opened the calculator app and typed 7

[whozkay]

07.03.24

i finally solved some problems and bought a new notebook and i found this ashnikko cd for only 4$!

the class yesterday was super fast and we have a new biology teacher.

i'm super tired today but now i can finally put things back together.

i have some online classes to do and need to reorganize my plans.

for this weekend i want to register for a bone marrow donor 🩷 i always wanted to donate blood, since my blood type is rare, but i have a septum piercing and i would have to take it off and wait the bruised to heal. it would take at least six months. i don't want to take off the piercing and everytime i got a new piercing i literally faint!!

but that's not a problem to donate bone marrow! (⁠´⁠∩⁠｡⁠•⁠ ⁠ᵕ⁠ ⁠•⁠｡⁠∩⁠`⁠)

i also want to buy some stuff to decorate the controller i got so i want to enjoy this saturday.

i have a lot to do so LET'S GOOOOO

🎧 soundtrack:

(another recommendation by @calla-hummingbird)

[garadinervi]

Haunani-Kay Trask, Birth of the Modern Hawaiian Movement: Kalama Valley, O'ahu, «Hawaiian Journal of History», Volume 21, 1987, pp. 126-153, Hawaiian Historical Society, Honolulu (pdf here) [University of Hawaiʻi at Mānoa Library, Honolulu]

[ibycaceres]

☁️🖤

[dear-mahal-ko]

Happy mother’s day to everyone including those who are fur mamas and many who are still trying to have their own little bundle of joy.

My baby would have at least 3 months old if you did shine into the world but God had its reasons and baby zee, you knew I couldn’t do it either with the type of father you would have had. Coming to find out it wouldn’t have been his first rodeo even if he had two other children- your siblings to be- and haven’t done a single thing to provide for them. It truly made me question, “ What kind of Father would he have been with you?”. After loosing you, everything changed. The silence killed us at times. We self blamed ourselves, and I didn’t want to overstep and blame him due to the stress at that time when I had you in my belly. With the constant fighting, the arguments the miscommunications became misunderstanding of our ultimate goals as parents and as individuals to be better humans to you.

I don’t know If I could ever know what life could have possibly have held for me if you were around but you would have been my light in my very darkest moment after separating from your father, as to speak. You and God knew I did everything and anything to make him happy but unfortunately financially he wasn’t contributing the way it’s supposed to be at least in the relationship i had with your father.

I’m glad I still had you even in the mere span of two months going 3 months but God knew what kind of man your father was before even confirming all the questions I had doubts of, finally came to light recently.

I wish and pray you will guide me baby zee that today I come with a heavy heart wishing i could have held you yet the sound of your heart beat gives me such joy first upon hearing it. I never confirmed if you were a boy or a girl but I knew that you had a very strong heart. And baby zee, I wish and pray we will meet one day over that rainbow and hopefully one day you could send me your sibling and hopefully they have a place on earth and you guiding us from the rainbows above.

I love you Zee always and forever,

Mama 🫶🏻

(Guide mama cuz she needs some strength and angel hugs)

[lovelyracha98]

I’ve recently took up scrapbooking. This isn’t my first but I love EXO