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peachyxxkeens · 8 months
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Sometimes you just gotta ship your oc with Butcher
Artwork/commission from ritzel.draws
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someawkwardnerd · 9 months
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the end of the end
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meli-mouse · 3 months
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didnt draw anything big but happy belated bday to this guy who pogged in 2012
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rowanisawriter · 3 months
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Would actually really love to see your list of skincare product recommendations lol
ok hopefully no one judges me for all this but i do have a skincare ritual every morning and night, i don’t wear makeup and don’t leave the house so that’s my cope for spending money on skincare😭 so here’s the routine ive been doing for the past few years, what each step does, and the products im using today (this changes depending on my mood and how much im willing to spend lol) and obvs do research before putting anything on your face
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1) gentle cleanser to wash off the shit from the routine last night (im using glow recipe’s blueberry cleanser)
2) vitamin c serum to help fight sun damage and keep skin tone even (im using beauty of joseon’s serum)
3) moisturizer (im using glow recipe’s watermelon juice)
4) sunscreen if going outside to prevent sun damage this is critical lol (im using beauty of joseon’s sun relief)
evening
1) stronger cleanser, be careful if you have sensitive skin (im using glossier cleanser concentrate)
2) eye serum to lube up the area and keep away wrinkles, this step might be unnecessary but i got a cool serum for christmas that im still using (im using beauty of joseon’s retinal serum)
3) more anti wrinkle serum but for the rest of the face, im kinda weird about preventative treatments, do research before using retinol products (im using glossier pro retinol)
4) sleeping mask for extra moisture because my skin is dry asf (im using glow recipe’s watermelon mask)
5) face oil for extra lube and moisture lol, i basically lube the fuck out of my entire face at night because it keeps wrinkles away essentially lmao (im using herbivore’s orchid oil)
6) lip mask because my lips are always dry asf (im using laneige’s berry mask)
also forgot to say that anything you put on your face should be dragged down to your neck or else you’ll look weird with perfect skin and a neglected neck lol sorry i am so insane i need to be put away for good
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cryolyst · 2 months
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#they speak!#it's probably just the illness that's making me extra irritable but like.#roommate kept coming up to me this morning going oh did i wake you up? i'm sorry if i did. did i do that or no? i'm really sorry.#and i kept telling him to stop saying sorry because i didn't have the brain power to phrase#'you could've been more considerate of your volume but you also have the right to use the common space so it's whatever'#but he said it to me again before i went to my room just now and it's like. ok. shut up.#if you actually cared that much u would've just been quieter in the first place actually.#anyways. annoyed. there were some annoying customers in the store today but it was whatever.#i feel like my fucks to give had already worn out with all the ppl in my social circle/my parents and the recent ongoings of that#[redacted] was being passive aggressive to me in the group chat and it's like. ok! idk what u want from me.#and i'm grateful for them for coming over and helping me with cleaning last week#and it's those sorts of actions that let me know they care and want good things for me#but like. i haaaate telling them anything because even innocuous non-private things get turned into judgement with them.#also. more and more i can feel how i'm drifting away from h and now with retrospect i can see how we mutually hurt each other :)#i keep coming back to this one period where i really wanted to take them to try dimsum and they kept saying they were too scared to try it#and in their new friend group they regularly go out n get dimsum together. which on the surface is like. why didn't you want to go with /me#i told you i wanted to share what i liked and i would explain what things were and i could do the talking and you still said no#but it's also very much a reflection of how i always rolled over and enabled them. i never challenged them. i was always passive.#i also feel like i'm heavily neglecting e and a recently and i can tell how the physical distance is affecting us and idk. it's weird.#anyways. another post that should've been a journal entry! lol!#when [redacted] helped with cleaning they also buried my journal under my like#300 packets of sesame candies and i can't be bothered to dig it out. also my bandaids are missing now. <3#ik this also sounds passive aggressive but genuinely appreciate the help i just kinda hate how they think hidin everything in boxes is good#'we need to get you some more storage boxes and containers!!' actually i think that will be the opposite of helpful.#i need everything visible and on open surfaces so i can 1) remember they exist for me to use and 2) not have barriers for me to get to them
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totopopopo · 3 months
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genuinely not quite sure why i am so deeply uncomfortable when it comes to telling ppl abt my personal/romantic life. like i want them to know but i also don’t like admitting to anyone out loud that i have emotions, feelings, and/or relations resembling anything beyond superficial interest. i mean jesus. how cringe. they should just intuit it all psychically or something so they can know without me ever having to bring it up myself
#like i’ve always been like this i didn’t tell my parents that i was dating my hs girlfriend for months#not bc i was scared of what they would say. i knew they’d take it fine. they knew i was gay and they knew i was close friends w her#but the thought of having to confess to my parents that i had romantic feelings for someone. and that she had romantic feelings for me.#that thought? EXCRUCIATING. MORTIFYING.#i was fine with them knowing it theoretically#but i just could not bring myself to admit to them face to face. UNPROMPTED. that i was dating somebody.#i ended up texting them as CASUALLY AS POSSIBLE in the family gc a like 12 in the morning#like hey btw just a heads up me and [girl] are dating okay bye#like lmaaooo they probably don’t even REMEMBER this now but i vividly remember drafting that text at the time like jesusss chriiiiiissstttt#but that was also true for my best friend i didn’t tell HER i was dating my gf for a while TOO and i don’t think i actually told any of our#friends just let them learn via osmosis and that was great that was ideal#i just don’t feel comfortable talking about myself to other people at all like in person#obviously writing it all out is fine like i’m sharing this on my blog bc again I don’t mind people knowing stuff#i just don’t like having a one on one conversation with anybody about any facet of my identity feelings personhood at all#and again i don’t know why that’s true. it’s kinda funny. it’s also something i’m gonna have to just suck up and take like sorry kid#welcome to the mortifying ordeal of being known#¯\_(ツ)_/¯#anyways lmao i was just thinking about that again bc. well for obvious reasons but also because it happened during pride month LMAO#and looking up pride events near me this evening reminded me of that specifically#man#i guess i haven’t changed at all since i was 16 lol#better taste in people now though i think#cest la vie and all that
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melverie · 5 months
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Aaaaaaahhhhhhhh today I've been constantly experiencing the urge to un-private today-in-the-devildom & start writing for it again
#i'm gonna ramble in the tags but#i've been talking with starr (if you're reading this--hi starr!! <3) about the blog today and sharing some of the entries#and it just made me miss it so much#+ the conversation actually made me realize some other reasons why i didn't enjoy the blog in general anymore#like i genuinely love the blog and i genuinely loved writing for it & that conversation reminded me of that#but also there were so many reasons that ultimately pushed me to more or less abandon the blog & then later private it too#so i'm kind of at a loss here#tbh i think i'm mostly just scared to pick the blog up again only for it to end exactly like last time i picked it back up#i've actually always wanted for the blog to be a source of inspiration y'know?#like the things mentioned in the entries are kinda just small ideas right#i was hoping that people would read these & feel inspired to write or draw something of their own based on my entries#that was actually what made me start the blog in the first place. the hope that i could inspire others that way#aaahhhhhh.... maybe it's on me since i could have more openly communicated that idea......#i did get to meet one wonderful person who wrote a few fics based on my entries tho!! (hi ali <3)#but yeah..there's that#also the way engagement just dropped significantly after a while#like i know i was gone for a good while & that a lot of people left the fandom and all that#but still getting maybe one reblog if i'm lucky really feels like a punch to the gut#ESPECIALLY considering that i was close to 900 followers on there#do you guys know that feeling when you proudly show someone you care about something you did only to get a disinterested answer?#yeah...#that's essentially how it feels like to me#and well as you might know the feeling of “why should i keep writing if apparently no one cares” eventually won... haha.....#but aaaahhhhh i'm still clinging onto the hope & what ifs here#that conversation with starr really just made me forget about everything that frustrated me about the blog & left me with this#longing feeling to start again lol#hey if you've made it this far into the tags let me just ask--would you care if i picked the blog back up?#would you also *show* that you care?#i'm actually quite curious (you could almost call me george lol)#anyway maybe we'll see each other on today-in-the-devildom again in the future.. who knows
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pup-pee · 4 months
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y does it feel so SO wrong 2 share ur opinion???
#oh u solved the problem#urself!#like its not even about bing right or wrong its just about literally communicating & i think im doing it BAD#IM NOT AFRAID OF BING “H8ED” ON I JUST#i think i just dont like having the chance of making ppl feel bad?#or soemthing aloong those lines?#theres a line a vry easy line 2 cross#like expressing a comic book opinion right? bc its super easy 2 sway a bunch of ppl#but if ur saying smth u dont like it while some1 does it has the possibility of making that person feel bad#& I H8 THAT...idk y it makes me feel like shit????? @ the possibility???#this feels like smth i should bring up w/a therapist LMAOOOOOOO#but like same thing when i was in class right? giving a presentation i got RLLY SCARED 2 do it bc i was giving an opinion or a fact BUT I#COULD B WRONG ON THE FACT!! which is y i just never did them bc i would cry lol but its just#it kinda feels the same way#its weird bc im fine w/getting shit wrong. its only when i share an opinion when i feel stupid??????? ok not stupid just mean? i think? yea#this is possibly the reason y i get nervous sharing hcs or aus. bc it wont b “canon accurate” & then will like fuck up some1s perception id#its not like any1 reads this lashfkj i just hmmmmmmm theres defiantly smth i should b discovering here i just am not...#i want 2 share my opinion bc its a fucking opinion theres nothing wrong w/it bc its not a fact EXCEPT in the way its a fact of how i FEEL o#THINK?? like its just its strange. i think this has a lot 2 do w/me never bing listened 2 as a child LOL uhhhhhhhh hmmmmmm yeah prolly akj#I FIGURED IT OUT I GOT IT ALLLLLL UNLOCKED#god i hhhhhhhhhhh some1 make a clone of me so i can talk 2 me like a therapist or smth#this is y i cant do therapy actualyl its bc i just keep yapping then by the time im done the therapist always went tyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy#srry ramblings
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coridallasmultipass · 28 days
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#hhhhhh reread the flashback chapter i wrote w d/dirk and just hooh boy i love it so much ugh#im tempted to post it on its own but i want to save that bomb of a scene for the middle of the larger fic its in#just ughhhhhhh i love everything about how i wrote d#im going nuts bc i have been working on it since like december? ish? but the past couple months have been hell for me personally#fuck like i remember going thru an entire calendar of movie release dates for that historical year and found the perfect spot#to where it accounts for historical events and events in canon and has its own special date and how the release of the movie...#...effects how d managed to make it a success and just#fuck man i researched the hell out of that and only had to put one anachronism to grease a moment in it#like#this fic is so big for me and i am so scared that i wont finish it bc i have so many things planned out for it and so many ...#...annotations i keep adding to modify things i wrote earlier in it (which is why im not publishing any of it yet)#i want to share it w the world so fucking badly but i keep getting amazing ideas to weave in from an earlier point i already wrote#cries lol#ughhh this is why im so tempted to post the flashback as a standalone chapter/separate posting#but#i wrote it to match a scene from both the previous and next chapter so i dont wanna ruin that either#fucking writers block man ahhhh wish my life wasnt shit rn bc i need to finish it#tag edit: i used the wrong spelling of affects earlier lol#but yeah ughhhh so frustrated w life rn i have such bigger problems going on rn but#rereading my fave chapter kinda just made my day at least lmao#personal#vent#kinda i guess#delete later / /#maybe idk lol#ShitPost.exe#like this wip is over 33k words and its probably not even halfway done in terms of event points i want to happen in it lmao fml#all bc i wanted to make one punchline happen which happened a long time ago before i wanted to write all that backstory into the fic
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glimpsesofeuterpe · 6 months
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i really have to go to bed before midnight, cant deny i felt much better (and healthier) back in few times when it almost turned into a habit
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ichigosoju · 4 months
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Chapters: 1/1 Fandom: 文豪ストレイドッグス | Bungou Stray Dogs Rating: Teen And Up Audiences Warnings: Graphic Depictions Of Violence Relationships: Dazai Osamu & Kunikida Doppo (Bungou Stray Dogs) Characters: Dazai Osamu (Bungou Stray Dogs), Kunikida Doppo (Bungou Stray Dogs), Nakajima Atsushi (Bungou Stray Dogs), Izumi Kyouka (Bungou Stray Dogs) Additional Tags: Hurt/Comfort, Emotional Hurt/Comfort, Fluff, Family Feels, Lots of everyday ADA feels I guess, And also some pain because of course, I cant write if there’s no angst at all, but there’s plenty of silliness and goofiness i promise, And also found family feels because they feel like home Summary:
Trust and understanding come naturally for Kunikida and Dazai while on the job, but there are still many more things for Kunikida to learn about his partner. Even the uncomfortable truths he'd rather not acknowledge.
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mrfoox · 10 months
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Wufjxjjsjdjd ok
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lombaxfloof · 1 year
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No one follows me here but I don't think I'll ever go back to twitter again. I've been working on a super long alister/ratchet fanfic for the past two years and forgot to draw in the meantime so i never got around to updating anything there ever again and now im too ashamed to show my face lmao... I may just use this acocunt if I continue posting art and just hope for the best 👍
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melverie · 1 year
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love all these nb theories my personal theory is it’s past barbatos vs future barbatos in that he steals mc into the past to help get the brothers on dia’s side so he can cement his position & that this was always meant to happen they just cast a memory spell so everyone forgot mc was in the past & the reason barbatos is mad at solomon isn’t because of something past solomon did but because he got help with future barb to come back in time and it’s messing with all his plans
Oh, that's a good theory!!
I don't know if you've read the devilgram for 'Tea Time With You', but Barbatos mentions that he used to travel through the three realms and through space and time without thinking much about the consequences, and then admits that that eventually lead to a terrible mistake that greatly affected both Diavolo and Solomon and that he's trying to atone for now
In the og game you also have Barbatos saying that he vowed to never look into the future again and only really use his powers if Diavolo asks him to, as well as Solomon in nb telling Nightbringer in 10-A that he's the one that made him who he his today, so there definitely are connections there
I'm not 100% sure if Barbatos would do it to help Diavolo or if it's for his own personal gain again though. He did tell Diavolo back in season 3 that he at first despised him after Diavolo trapped him and forced him to become his butler, so maybe he still hates him. Diavolo's also in a vulnerable position right now, which would make it the perfect time for a revenge time. But then again, he might also be doing this in an attempt to atone for whatever his mistake was, and I haven't really sensed any malice on Barbatos' part when it comes to Diavolo in Nightbringer so far
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I like Frozen. I like it a lot. But I REALLY wish Disney would stop acting like it’s the only Disney movie they ever made. Like there’s so many other good Disney movies out there, some even better than Frozen (at least in my opinion but so many others agree) even and they just ignore them. What I’m saying is, we need merchandise of OTHER movies, we need shorts of OTHER movies, we need rides and stuff at Disney land from OTHER movies.
So many classics get ignored now while Frozen is still getting lots of attention years and years after it was made? I’m glad Big Hero 6 is finally getting some attention on Disney plus but still...
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