#kingerkin

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Shout out to me falling headfirst into a deep Kinger shift all because GLITCH teased some new fucking pins.

IM GONNA BE A PIN?? ILL BE ABLE TO HOLD A LITTLE METAL ME?

PUH LEASE brain it was a SILHOUETTE.

And yet I am here. Kinger. Silly chess piece man.

Couldnt have been from the announcement of new episodes? Had to be the FUCKING pins.... oh my god.

~Kinger 🕯♟️ (TADC)

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🎪 KINGERKIN | KINGER FICTIONKIN FLAG

a fictionkin flag for kinger from “the amazing digital circus”!

i created these flags!

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I wish more people played with the idea of me being occasionally Lucid :(

I don't really know what else to say about that Honestly. I'm Kinger, in my timeline I was occasionally Lucid. You know when Kinger talks about how "eating" works in the circus in the first episode? Lucidity.

But- Far more often I see people instead making a new character to be a lucid counterpart for me. I'm sure other members of the circus floating around here may have seen the "Sibling episode au". I love the au very much from a non-kin perspective, its really fun, but the brother they gave me is just. He's just me. To me, they feel less like siblings and more like someone took apart my brain and put it in two different bodies.

I don't kin from that au, far from it, but it's so wierd to look at how those two are just. They're both me. The au maker just seperated my brain and called the halves brothers.

I didn't want to be rambling about that au specifically- But I suppose it's only natural when that's what made me really solidly figure out how often I was Lucid in my timeline.

I wonder how many fellow members remember me being lucid. Not just "before he lost his mind" but real moments of lucidity among the chaos. I still don't remember much about my circus, even though it's been so long since I kinfirmed. But I know I miss my friends, and hope you all are doign well.

~Kinger 🕯♟(TADC)

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Kinger thinking about Queenie lately, I sometimes pretend to hug her when I'm struggling to sleep, it makes me hyper aware my of my body. Of my legs.

She was never perfect, but she's my only love in my life. She's in no way canon, Gooseworx explicitly said there would be no romance in tadc so either we won't be mentioned or we'll only be platonic or antagonistic. I moreso hope she won't be brought up at all, I knew her in such a specific way I don't think anyone else will write...

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Kinger here again to say

To anyone and everyone from the circus, I know you did your best. Hell even Jax and Caine, I don't hate you for what you did.

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KINGER RETURNS AS OUR LOVELY CREATOR HAS CONFIRMED HER NAME WAS QUEENIE.

I WAS RIGHT I WAS RIGHT I WAS RIGHT.

VIBRATES AWAY OFF SCREEN IN EXCITEMENT

~Kinger 🕯♟

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Not a day goes by where I do not want a purple robe and/or cloak.

~Kinger (TADC) & Goat (COTL) 🕯♟ (Havent kinfirmed Goat quite yet but its inevitable tbh)

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Sitting here bouncing my leg, worlds best stim, having sudden realizations that Kinger cannot stim in any way that matters to Me Personally and this ofc has made my kin brain go absolutely bonkers.

Passing thoughts of stim hcs shouldnt give you mems /dramatic

No wonder I lost my mind back then! I'd lose it in this life too if I suddenly couldn't bounce my leg anymore!

~Kinger 🕯♟(TADC. Also nobody take this too seriously Im just being silly... But rly I couldnt do my Favorite Stim back then and I think that explains a lot)

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I havent played chess in years.. it was a childhood love of mine but I never really got good at it-

I want to pick it up again. Ill have to go against bots since I dont have any people irl to play with. But maybe that'll help me learn.

I dont think I was very good at it back then either but I dont really care.

I just want to play again. Maybe it'll feel like Im playing with Her again.

~Kinger🕯♟️(The Amazing Digital Circus)

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Sort of LGBT canons?

All my kintypes are vastly different in whether or not they display romantic or sexual feelings... Kinger misses Queenie, Shockwave and ⚡(an oc who'd rather go unnamed) are both Aroace.. Shockwave considers himself hot while ⚡ is repulsed at the concept of any sort of attraction or being attractive.

And Soundwave is gay- despite being afab and fluid + flux but generally agender to a degree ... Soundwave still comes in with the intensely and noticably gay longing for Breakdown. The one bot who cared, the only one who could make me turn my back on Megatron. He didn't- but I still long for him.

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Her name was Queenie.... Why do so many of you call her Queener. Do you not realize how dumb that sounds? "Oh but it matches Kingers name convention-" Yeah SO DOES QUEENIE AND ITS AN ACTUAL WORD THATS SAID AND ACTUALLY SOUNDS GOOD-

ahem

apologies for yelling

I don't exactly remember the extent of our relationship- Dont really remember anything at all right now. Normally I wouldnt kinfirm under these circumstances but thats for a different kinfession I suppose-

But I know her name was Queenie.

~Kinger 🕯♟ (The Amazing Digital Circus)

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For canon signs, I've always been super easily startled and comforted by enclosed spaces.

It's funny but also hurts to look back at the startle one because of how mad people get when I just scream- now I've learned to silent startle but I used to straight up jump and yell when someone came up behind me while I was hyper focused on a hobby or chore.

Actually I had a lot of canon signs for Kinger, I also have short term memory issues. Leave the room and what I'm supposed to do evaporates in thin air. Holding a conversation and the topic changes slightly for 2 seconds and I've forgotten both what I said was going to say because I diverted energy to taking in what the other person said. My trains of thought too, there one second and then frustratingly gone like they never existed.

Also I love insects.

- Kinger ◼️◻️

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Kinger here, I have a Jax canonmate and it was really comforting to see how we don't mind each other in canon. There was some heavy kinfirmation there!

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Well I don't think this was supposed to happen-

People have made some. Very interesting theories about me! (Kinger tadc). Im not sure how spread around it is so Ill just say it here. People have theorized that I created the circus and in turn became trapped within it at some point. Implying my insanity has caused me to not remember my connections to the program, but the infodumping about digital food hints at something.. more.

Well in short I like the theory! It has stuck in my brain quite a bit!!! And thats the PROBLEM-

In the process of thinking of myself/Kinger as a very intelligent man lost to the insanity of a mental prison of his own creation I have in turn

begun connecting him to another large kin of mine.

Il Dottore Genshin Impact. A fellow highly intelligent man many percieve as mad due to the lengths hes willing to go for human progress, even creating an entire hivemind of himself in the process.

And the problem here is I am WRONG. My mind is so wrong. They are not alike in the slightest but here I am, conflating the two so much that when I teeter into a dottore shift for a moment I am joking to myself that "theyre basically the same character so its like we didnt even shift haha"

I know Im not the first person to end up connecting two kins with absolutely nothing in common as if they are nearly identical but-

Oh boy.

I dont know what to do here. I dont think theres anything TO do aside from ignoring it best I can- (Or tormenting my friends with the cursed thought as well)

But I wish Id stop thinking of a blonde dottore for "human Kinger"...

Maybe I'm just too desperate for a "good guy" Dottore timeline?

~Kinger & Il Dottore 🕯♟

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