#klubkid

[deepseacurrent]

Thoughts during my Social Media Detox (slight TW: mental health)

I live a lonely, and currently boring life, and I’m somewhat ok with that, minus some things that i’ll explain:

I currently work and have been working in a factory for almost 4 years now, with the exception of working at a sister company of mine for 2 weeks, soon after a minor surgery last year. Since I came back, working in this field has not been enjoyable or feel like it’s even been worth it (but I currently have a couple opportunities for new work, and i have the experience now, so it’s going ok).

I’ve also been doing therapy for about 2 months now, which is going good, absolutely no complaints other than coming to terms with some things that aren’t nearly as bad as i thought (hence the medication i was taking thinking my ADHD was so much worse than it was). Since coming off the meds, it’s been a train wreck for my mind and body. I’m still recovering physically, Basically was taking an upper when it should’ve been a downer, gave me shakes and increased my heart rate too much, I honestly couldn’t hold a thought for shit cause my mind was going a mile a minute. At the moment, my mind is still a little fuzzy, and i have the faintest quiver, but I’ll be alright.

Through the detox specifically, it allowed me to just be completely alone with my thoughts in my spare time, and for the first time ever, (and I’ve had 1 other detox since creating this blog), I haven’t had any dark thoughts about my past or wanting to end my life, my only problem is that I just feel alone, and that I’m in a rut i need to get myself out of, which I’m sure I’ll manage. It helped me realize some bad habits i need to get out of as well, and that ultimately, I need a fucking hobby, or to be at least doing something that isnt working out, work, glued to my phone, repeat.

Anyways, I’m back, and I feel better than before, more mindful and aware of my days and what exactly is going on in my life, and I’m glad that things are starting to pick up. There’s a new app coming out fairly soon called Byte, which is Vine 2.0. I used to have Vine, with a big following, but wasn’t doing something I liked; Ultimately, I would love to be an online personality and possibly make a job out of it (which is why i created RIOTT). Hopefully I can do something good with that when it comes out lol.

Alright, I think I’ve ranted enough. I hope everyone’s doing well, Keep it real !

P.S.: If anyone lives in or near Toronto, feel free to hit me up.

[yourlocalclumsyfairy]

Feeling like an umpalumpa next to these goddesses. But I can’t believe I got to meet kameron Michaels and Blair st Clair. It was the best night of my life.

[krystee]

Today is World Goth Day! Been rocking black since I was old enough to pick out my own clothes... This is one of my more extreme looks for a Party Monster event back in 2006. Teachers were worried about my dark attire as a child... my mom assured them I was just being fashionable ;) #worldgothday #black #partymonster #klubkid #fashion (at Los Angeles, California) https://www.instagram.com/p/Cd4Vic_ps29/?igshid=NGJjMDIxMWI=

[ingridvictoriamua-blog]

The amazing @tiggythorn 😻😻😻 I’m in LOVE!! 💃💗💃 ・・・ Collaboration with the amazing @ines.alpha : 3D design by her / video by @ranobrac / "lashes" by @chimeralashes #clubkid #klubkid #clubkids #mask #look #makeup #mua #clubkidparty #malemuas @malemuas #lookhttq #feature_my_stuff #localqueen #muaawesome #dragperfection #tiggythorn #chimeralashes #falselashes #paperlashes #reusable #madeinnola

[katyazamolodisomethingorother]

Trixie performing I Know You All Over Again and being interrupted by Lewis😒

[allaboutadolfo]

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Never a dull day at the shop! @rockiedivaraccoon paying a visit in full face! Yass! #werk #oldschool #legendary #friend #oldschool #klubkid #underground (at Creativ Fashion Group)

[helenfaerieart]

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🌹Scarlet Envy + Lana Del Rey = MAGICAL.BEST.SHOW.EVER ❤ Thank you x Still can't believe I watched this beautiful Queen perform....Sultry Goddess ❤ #youngandbeautiful #scarletenvy #klubkids #rupaulsdragrace #sistersofseason11 #dragrace #rupaulsdragraceseason11 #lanadelrey @lanadelrey @klubkids_uk @scarletenvy 🥰 (at Freedom Bar Soho) https://www.instagram.com/p/B2363gRFScA/?igshid=a4j9r3cpb8ax

[cadaverique]

Ya know what we are? We’re fucking FROCK DESTROYERS aren’t we babe? FROCK FUCKIN DESTROYERS #frockdestroyers #klubkids #dragraceuk #despunkmyballs #drag https://www.instagram.com/p/B5NVnYKjdcX/?igshid=1qdx55g1ro07r

[deepseacurrent]

Playlists

Hey guys! So for those who don't know I have a synthwave/retrowave , and Mallsoft playlists on my YouTube channel Deep Sea Current. If anyone has any music under the following genres that they love or even make, send them my way and I'll be sure to out them in playlists in the (near) future 👌👌👌

-vaporwave

-mallsoft

-retrowave

-dreamwave

-eccobeats

-muzak

-lo-fi (more so for studying)

-future funk

[lluunnna]

Saw the beautiful kameron michaels for the second time last night in Leeds 😍

[krystee]

Throwback to when masks and raving were chic and de ri·gueur ;) #tbt #throwback #raver #mask #maskup #oldschool #rave #klubkid #retro #electro #techno (at Los Angeles Memorial Coliseum) https://www.instagram.com/p/CMTGlMpg2RS/?igshid=1i3b1ws6byshg

[asidron]

Jemek Jemowit, 2018

[wee-mii]

She owns me

[anamor-lyne]

About last night 🌈 #klubkids #wonderland at the #melkweg what a show! Charisma uniqueness never & talent!!! So much fun with the bestie! #muthatucka #crystalmethyd #jujubee #alexisstpete #pyssez #electravolt you were amazing 😃🫰🏾🙌🏾🌈😍👏🏾 #dragshow #Imanally 😊 #pridemonth #pride https://www.instagram.com/p/Ce5vDh3MZ4l/?igshid=NGJjMDIxMWI=

[piratejennny]

not only is @isshehungry visually stunning, she’s also a killer performer. last night was one of my favourite shows ive ever been to 💖💖 {#partymonsterball #klubkids #isshehungry #hungry #drag} (at The Grand)

[cadaverique]

My queens 💖 #amethystjourney #theendoftheworld #klubkids #alaskaandjeremy (at The Comedy Store - Manchester) https://www.instagram.com/p/Bz8rdZxj31w/?igshid=1ucvc5ivhpw82