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When they're busy traveling, working and miss you like crazy:

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Make-Up

title : Make-up

pairing : Jungkook x reader

genre : make-up sex, kpop smut, Jungkook smut, dirty content

warning : doggystyle, whining/whimpers, degrading, name-calling, multiple orgasms, choking, edging, spanking, fingering, very dirty content

summary : The couple haven’t talked to each other in over a week ever since the club incident that came upon them. But there friends finally bring them together as it began to go upon week 2, and Jungkook decides to take the initiative..and prove to her she’s the only one. But is it that easy for y/n?

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I came down the stairs of my private condo and towards the large modern kitchen, putting my dishes away when my phone rang. I sighed, flipping my phone on the other side to see the contact. Jin. I rolled my eyes, picking it up as i washed the 3 dishes I had. “Ma’am you need to come back here right now” “No. Why should I!?” “Because y/n! HES YOUR BOYFRIEND! You guys need to fix this!” I dropped the dishes in my hands, wiping my hands before leaning against the marble counter and put the phone in my hand.

I’m about to get ugly real quick.

“You listen here Seokjin ok!? This is HIS problem- I DIDNT GO TO THE GODAMN CLUB AND HAD A BITCH ALL OVER ME TRYNA GET IN MY PANTS OK!? Don’t tell me where to go and what the fuck to do when this is clearly HIS fault ok!? You’re fucking sick - ALL OF YALL ARE SICK OK!? This is not me to fix, I don’t have to go NOWHERE if he wants to act this way trust I CAN TOO!” I snapped, hanging up the phone afterwards and took a deep breath before slowly going back to the dishes.

I don’t wanna deal with this shit, I really don’t have the time. Not this evening I don’t. But I soon get another phone call making my eyes roll at the back of my head i’m irritation as I, this time, picked the phone up with anger and saw the contact. Hoseok. I took a deep breath, picking the phone up. “Yes?” “Open the door” I sighed, hanging up and wiping my hands before going towards the door to open it.

Hoseok came inside, closing the door as I made my way back towards the kitchen with him closely behind. “Y/n…you know what I’m gonna say right?” “And i’m not here for it” “Y/n cmon-“ “Hoseok i told you im not here for it! I’m not ok!? I told Jin that this is HIS situation to fix - not mine! Ya’ll act like IM the one who went there!” “No one is acting like nothing. We just want you guys to talk it’s going on week 2!” “I CAN GO FOR LONGER!” “Y/n don’t be like that” I huffed, finishing up the dishes before wiping the counter.

Hoseok leaned against the counter as I turned around, and looked at me with his eyes. I stared into them, knowing what I have to do. “Its 8! And I have plans!” “Well they’re now canceled, let’s go” “We’ll im not dressed-“ “Y/n” i groaned really loudly, throwing on a hoodie and sweats and put on my slides before turning off the lights and followed Hoseok out the door. “You’re sick for this” “I love you too” Hoseok opened the door for me and I got in, him going in the drivers seat and we drove off to Jungkook’s house.

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We arrived, Going inside and saw everyone in the living room, looking directly at me. “So this is the shit you dragged me over here for!?” I yelled at Hoseok, making him sigh, rubbing my shoulder. “Wow you really got her over here?” “It’s called having patience” Hoseok responded to Jin, before offering me a chair in the spacious living room. But I denied, still over the edge. “Y/n cmon” I huffed, sitting down with him behind me.

“Ok so!? MEETING! YAY! I was totally looking forward to this especially since a girl had some awesome plans tonight but I was RUDELY interrupted by this shit” I snapped, fake smiling at my ‘so called’ friends. “What plans?” I looked at Jungkook who appeared out the kitchen, shirtless. “None of your business” he huffed, sitting down on the couch. “You guys need to talk. It’s going on week 2 and it should not be like this” “Oh ask the bitch who went to the fucking club!” “Y/n what did i tell you about using that language?” “JUNGKOOK SHUT THE HELL UP!” I yelled at him, rolling my eyes as I ran my hands through my hair.

“Ya’ll don’t realize that I am PISSED right now and i’m tired of you always thinking that I have to fix things WHEN I DONT HAVE TO FIX SHIT! This is his business and this is his problem to fix - you will not force me to do anything!” I yelled at them, getting up but Hoseok sat me back down, calming me down. “Y/n it’s not like that-“ “Oh shut up Yoongi because you were there AND DIDNT EVEN STOP HIM!” I yelled at Yoongi, tears almost breaking from my eyes.

“Hoseok drive me back now” “Y/n-“ “NOW!” I yelled, a tear escaping from my eye as I stood and looked towards Hoseok. He sighed, pulling me close into his tight embrace as I poured my tears into his chest. “You guys should know better” Hoseok said softly to the others, walking me out the house and to the car. “It’s ok, it’s alright I’ll call Irene” He put me in the car and he got in the drivers and the car had called Irene.

“Hello? Hobi?” “Pick up y/n please” “I gotchu” She responded, hanging up before we drove back to my house. He held my hand the whole way as uncontrollable tears fell out of my eyes. I felt his grip tighten around my hand every time I would let out a sob or a sniff. At this point I don’t know what’s gonna happen…i’m scared, actually.

Jungkook’s POV | His house

We all sat there, frustrated and sad as i ran my hands through my hair. “We fucked up” “YOU THINK!?” I yelled out at Taehyung’s response, standing up as I tugged my long black hair. “We can fix this - he probably called Irene and-“ someone phone rang, and it was mine. I picked it up and saw Hoseok’s contact. “Hello?” “I called Irene to pick up Y/n for a minute, this is your chance to make shit work if you wanna fix things between the two” his voice echoed to all of us, making eveyrone look at me.

“What-“ “I secretly grabbed your spare key to her house and I put in on the table next to you,” I looked at the table and saw the key making me smile secretly. “You have like - an hour or two to do whatever. I’m giving you a chance and this would probably be your last before hell breaks apart. Make it happen Jungkook” He hung up and all eyes were on me. “Go. Now” Jennie said, and I grabbed my things and the key before going out the the garage and drove off to her house.

As I drove I thought about her the whole way. I looked at my car and saw Y/n on the big screen pad that was planted in the middle. I smiled, picking up my speed to make it towards her house. I hope what I have in mind, turns out to be the best for us.

Your POV | 10 pm

“Oh wow, I had a great time” “Of course! That’s what I do! Here are your shopping bags, make sure to tag me” we laughed as she walked me towards my door. “Wait…the lights are on?” She smiled, stroking my hair and hugged me once more before walking back to her car and drove off. I furrowed my eyebrow, opening my door and closing it before stomping towards where the light was coming from.

The kitchen?

I furrowed my eyebrows again and went towards it and saw food. Lots of food. I blinked, seeing a tall man figure washing his dishes. He turned around, setting a plate of food on the table and looked at me. I held back my tears, staring into his apologetic eyes. “What..Jungkook-“ “I um..cooked your favorite foods” He said, keeping his eyes on me. A tear escaped my eye as I set my shopping bags down.

“How?” “Hoseok gave me a key and..told me to make it happen” I sobbed, going towards him and he hugged me tightly as I jumped in his arms, holding me tight as he dug his face in my neck. “I’m sorry, i’m sorry please” “Shh it’s ok, it’s ok” I soothed the back of his neck as i heard his sniffles. “Don’t leave, please don’t leave I need you. You’re everything to me” “I’m not going nowhere” he held me tighter, not letting go as I kept him place.

We hugged for a moment, embracing each other’s presence as I kissed his head gently. “I missed you” he whispered, connecting our foreheads together as our hands intertwined tightly. “Yea..me too” “I’m sorry. I - it won’t happen again I promise” I hummed, my eyes falling towards the food on the table. “You cooked that?” “Of course I cooked it” we laughed as we looked at each other. “I missed you…everything. I’ve been away from you for 2 weeks - how am I still here?” I smiled, feeling his lips land on mine making me respond to the action.

We kissed until we got rough with each other, his hands feeling all over me and picked me up. He made it to the long couch, putting me on it as he hovered over me. I felt the aching cock, grinding and aching for friction on my desperate hood. “Fuck, I can’t wait” He unzipped the dress, taking it off and ripped the lacy panties I had on. “Ok ok Jungkook listen-“ he didn’t listen. Instead, he sucked me out hungrily, lapping his tongue in between my folds and clit, moaning desperately and sucking with hunger in his eyes.

“Mmh fuck, kook” “Fuck i missed her, I missed her so much i missed this pussy, this fucking pussy” I whined at he sucked with need, and hunger. His tongue flicked on top of my clit, messing with the bud making my hands grip the the couch below me at the unbearable pleasure I was receiving. “I feel like - fuck, i’m getting close” “Come for my baby girl” my eyes shut tight as my high catches up to me. And I came all over his mouth, feeling him moan and sucking all of my juices.

“Fuck, my good girl” He sucked out everything before standing up and taking off his sweats and boxers. “Come here” he sat down and I went to him, stroking it before taking the big thing in my mouth. He hissed, groaning quietly as I sucked his member slowly, but hard enough to get him squirming a little. “Fuckkk that mouth is amazing - that fucking mouth is amazing you sucking me like that? Hm like a fucking bitch?” He thrusted his hips upward, making me moan around him. “Ooh yeaaa she likes that, she likes that nasty shit doesn’t she” he put my head all the way down and thrusted his hips upward, fucking his cock up in my mouth.

“Fuck fuck fuck - shit suck that cock. Suck that shit wanna be a bitch and make me cum huh? Fucking bitch you are looking at you” his hand placement on my jaw was pretty strong, but it was so hot..I was close already.

Yes this whole time i was touching myself.

“Shit - oooh someone’s touching themselves? She’s such a slut she couldn’t take her hand off her pussy huh? She’s so horny, you’re getting turned on by this i know you are” I whined and moaned around his cock as his words made my pussy throb even more. I wasn’t gonna last. “Mmh daddy” I muffled out, whining as my fingers went in and out of my pussy faster. “You wanna cum baby? You wanna make daddy cum and cum on your fingers? Dirty bitch” I moaned again, feeling his hips quicken the pace and so did my fingers.

“Yea yea yea yea yea - i’m gonna cum. I’m gonna cum fuck” He soon came down my throat which sent me moaning like crazy, and I soon came all over my fingers. I shuddered at the orgasm, my eyes fluttering shut as I continued to suck hm off and all the cum that came with it. “Ooh there you go” I couldn’t stop moaning, this man really has me in a chokehold. I took the cock out, breaking heavily as i stared at the still hard cock standing tall.

“You’re…jungkook” “You already know” I huffed, slowly standing and straddled him as i felt his XL hands roam up and down my submissive body as he bucked his hips up for the tip to touch the entrance of my pussy. I hummed, sinking down on the hard rock cock of his as he hissed at the warm feeling. “Ooouu shit that pussy wet. It’s wet isn’t it” I sunk down all the way, moaning as i rolled my hips around. “Fuck..you got bigger didn’t you” “someone’s noticed. Now ride that new dick like you mean it” i bounced up and down, my moans immediately filling the room we were in as my pace quickened by the minute.

“Fuck! This feels too good - i can’t” “yes you can you gon ride that dick till i say it’s time for you to stop” he slapped my ass making me shriek at the action. My pleasures rose, the heart beating with a quickness, and my pussy…wetter then over. “Daddy..i can’t, i’m gonna cum soon” “That’s what i love to hear” he bucked up into me, fucking up with an unhuman speed making my mouth open and my eyes roll at the back of my head as he fucked me with no mercy. “FUCKING HELL - JUNGKOOK!” “Shut up” he grabbed my throat, moving me any kind of way as he still continued to fuck up inside me.

“I’m gonna cum! Daddy make me cum daddy please” “You wanna cum on that cock, gon head baby cum for daddy. Bust a nut bitch” my eyes shut tight at his words and I came all over his cock, slicking it as i heard his chuckles as a reaction. “Fuck, extra wet. Guess we ain’t need lube after all” he put me on my stomach on the remainder of the couch, putting my ass up in the air with the dick still inside me.

“W-Wait i just came jungkook hold on - FUCK!” he vigorously fucked into me, slapping my ass or any skin he came in contact with as he fucked me with everything in him. “Fuck that pussy so good. So fucking good clenching on me like that, you holdin on aren’t you not letting me go. You not letting that dick go baby?” I moaned, grabbing everything and anything i could reach my hands too as his dick continued to go in and out inside of me. It was too much..he was definitely messing me up.

“Fuck im finna cum, i’m finna cum in that pussy you want me to cum in that pussy? Hm? You want me to cum in that pussy? You gon let me?” He grabbed my hair and tilt my head all the way back, my eyes meeting his sexy dark ones. “Y—Yes come in me. Come in my pussy daddy fill me up. I want you to fill me daddy please!” i gargled, my throat dry as ever as his pace quickened. “Fuck keep lookin at me like that you gon make me cum. Fuck….i’m cummin” “Wait - wait daddy i’m close” “Cum with me baby cum with daddy feel me fill up that tight little pussy huh, you want me to fill up that tight little pussy - shit i’m cummin” My moans got louder as his pace quickened once more then we both came, me squirting and him fucking his cum inside me.

“Good girl, feel that shit you nasty. You nasty huh” i moaned and whimpered at the still tight grip on my hair as i felt broke and drained. “Fuck, you ok?” i hummed, my eyes fluttering shut at the intense sex we had. I felt his kisses on my shoulder blades and back. “You want some food?” i nodded, laying lifeless on the couch as i continued to receive Jungkook’s sweet and gentle kisses.

Minutes later while i’m still laying lifeless on the couch, he put me in a shirt and a movie and fixed us some plates. He came to me as i sat up on the couch with my legs crossed. He handed me my food ever so innocently making me scoff and both of laugh at the action as he sat beside me scooting me closer. “I wonder what the others are thinking” i chuckled making him chuckle as well. “Well i probably have an idea” i looked at him, both smirking at each other.

“You’ve succeeded”

[adorawritesalot]

The Cafe

hi everyone! my first ever kpop one-shot (and my longest one ever)! spare me pls

pairing: widowed father!bangchan x cafe owner!fem!reader

word count: 3.5k

warnings: mentions of death, about five curse words, two idiots in love, overthinking, the L word, lmk if i missed anything

STORY UNDER THE CUT

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Chan was a regular at your cafe. And by regular you mean he comes by every day, 3:12 pm sharp. You would be stupid not to notice him; he’s too beautiful for his own good. His dark brown curls rested peacefully on his forehead, blissfully unaware of the effect they had on you, and his chiselled jaw looked like it could cut through diamonds. It didn’t matter if he was wearing a T-shirt or a coat, you could see his well-built body even through his clothes. He just looked so dreamy to you, and maybe that’s why you were thinking about him on your Sunday shift. One of the two days that he doesn’t come by the cafe. It was hard to wake up at the ass crack of dawn at the weekends long before Chan started going to your cafe. But ever since he first showed up in a black sweater and his hair unruly, asking for an iced americano to-go, waking up for your weekend shifts was even harder.  

“You need a coffee.” 

Snapping your head up quickly, you smiled at your friend tiredly, “Thanks, Hwa. Just what a girl needs at 9 am on a Sunday.” You quickly started making his drink to wake up at least just a little bit. 

“I’m just saying,” he shrugged, “you probably haven’t gotten many customers anyway. Had a long night?”  

You turned around with a fake scandalised look on your face, making him laugh. “You make me laugh, Park Seonghwa. I have a child to take care of!” you cried out jokingly, flailing your hands around. It made him look around the cafe and ponder on how far you’ve come. He had known you for quite some time now, meeting you at one of the many college parties his friends dragged him to. Back then this cafe was real only in your imagination, and he can remember the mental picture of the cafe he had when you first told him about your dream quite well, seeing as it was standing right in front of him. Well, besides the autumn decorations on every surface imaginable. He felt proud of you, and he would come to this cafe even if the coffee sucked. 

“I know, babe, but don’t you think you deserve to at least go on a date? And before you say something,” he put a finger up, making you turn back around, “maybe you can ask a hot customer, ‘cause I know damn well you don’t go anywhere else than your flat and the cafe,” he looked at the back of your head pointedly. 

You keep your eyes trained on the coffee in front of you as you think of a certain customer. Obviously, you’ve thought about asking him out, but what if he was taken? He looked to be older than you, and honestly, it would be a crime to leave that man single. And the second problem was even worse; you couldn’t, for the life of you, function properly when he was just on the other side of the counter. Yes, that may be because you haven’t felt the touch of another human being in quite some time, but you told yourself that it was just because of his stunning looks to keep your sanity.  

“Your coffee’s ready,” you turned around, smiling at him sarcastically. 

“You really don’t wanna talk about it, huh?”  

“No, not really.” 

He looked at you plainly in silence before softening up. “Just hit me up once something happens, please. Or even when nothing happens. You know that our door is always open for you, y/n.” 

“Of course, Hwa. We still have to plan the sleepover, anyway. Now shoo before the Sunday brunchers start coming,” you laughed, and it made him check his watch. 

“Oh god, I left Wooyoung in the car alone for fifteen minutes.” 

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3pm on an October Sunday had never felt as good as that day. Cleaning tables after a long day of being alone at the cafe mixed with your playlist playing softly in the background sounded like music to your ears. Even though it wasn’t by far the busiest day that the cafe had lived through, it felt like it. Your Sunday part-time worker texted you yesterday evening that he got the flu and could barely even stand up, so you told him to get well soon and then cried for an hour, like the responsible boss you are. 

After you finished cleaning up, you set the cleaning timer on all coffee machines to 4pm, turned off all the lights, put on your coat and grabbed your stuff. Stopping the music, you looked at your phone, only to see 3:10pm written on it. That means you can still catch the earlier bus without running to the bus stop and then start that series you’ve been itching to watch half an hour earlier. You add a little skip into your walk to the door, opening it. Just as you stepped out, a body stepped right in front of you. Yelping, you step back slightly, looking up at the stranger who wanted to come into the cafe, only to find Chan standing right in front of you, in that black sweater of his that you saw him in for the first time. 

He took a step back. “I’m so sorry! Are you okay?” 

You nodded at him with a laugh, “yeah, of course. I’m sorry, too. You just really scared me.” 

He then looked at your hand, which was holding the keys to the cafe, and then inside the building behind you, seeing the lights off. His expression falls and a little frown makes its way onto his face instead. “You’re closing? I thought you were here ‘till 5 today.” 

Your expression fell too, “oh my god. I forgot to put up the autumn schedule on Google,” he giggled a little at your expression, “in autumn and winter, we close at 3pm on Sundays. I’m so sorry, this is totally my fault. Do you still want coffee? The machines are not going to start the cleaning process until 4, anyway.” 

He interrupted you with a laugh, “you really don’t have to apologise, it’s nothing. But, um,” there was some hesitation in his voice, “but would you, maybe, no pressure, really, I don’t want you to feel like you have to, um.” He looked down at his feet and then back up at you with a nervous smile. “Would you want to go somewhere? With me. If you’re not busy, obviously.” 

You laughed out of shock, “Oh, um. What? I mean, really?” He smiled, his dimples on display, and nodded.  

“Yeah, sure. Sure, I would love to.” Were you dreaming? “Do you want to go in, then? O-or-” 

“No, no, I was thinking maybe, um, get street food and just go to the park around the corner? Because I don’t want you to spend time making something? Actually, scratch that, that’s just plain and stupid, maybe I should plan something fancier,” rambled Chan, combing his hand through his hair. 

“No, I think that sounds good,” you said, maybe a little too quickly, “I mean, uh, yeah. Sure, sounds good. Perfect, even.” 

“Okay!” There was that smile with the dimples. 

“Okay,” you smiled up at him sweetly, “oh!” Turning around, you locked the door quickly before turning around. “Shall we, then?” 

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The food wasn’t necessarily good, but you would honestly eat worse if it meant you could spend more time with Chan. You were sat on a bench, a first date friendly distance between your bodies. You’ve gotten to know random things about him in the past hour and a half; he is 30, just seven years older than you. You also found out that he works in the local firm that’s ten minutes away from the cafe, which is why he comes to the cafe at the same time every day, and that he likes to make music with his friends. What mattered to you more, though, was how attentive and awfully nice he was. Paying for your food, walking on the outside of the sidewalk, and actually listening to what you had to say came to him naturally.  

“I’m sorry, y/n, but I’ve gotta be somewhere at 5, so I’ll have to go,” he exclaimed after laughing at your previous statement. His words made you check the time on your phone, seeing that it was, in fact, nearing 5pm.  

“Oh, wow, I didn’t even notice it was already 5. Time flies by when you’re having fun, I guess,” you giggle at the hopeful look in his eyes once you said you had fun. 

“I had fun today, too, y/n. I’m glad you had time for me. I’ve been meaning to ask you out for a while now, and I’m happy I finally managed to do it. You’re a great person and even better company,” he stood up and look at his feet, red tinting his ears. 

“Chan,” you started, also standing up, “could I get your number before you go?”  

He looked back up at you for the second time that day. He thought you wouldn’t want anything more with him, maybe just chatting when he gets his coffee, but that’s about it. He let his insecurities cloud his judgement. He thought you were the one who saved this date from being a complete disaster, not knowing that this was the sweetest date you have ever been on. 

Maybe this whole dating thing isn’t as hard as he remembered it to be. Or maybe it’s just your presence that’s making it easier for him. He doesn’t know, but he thinks exchanging numbers with you could be a good idea. 

And as you part ways with him, he waves at you with a giddy smile, dialling the 3racha group chat. You wave at him with a giggle and a bright smile, calling Seonghwa quickly.  

“You won’t fucking believe what just happened.” 

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It’s been almost a month since your first date with Chan. And to be honest, you were in deep. You have been texting him almost all the time, and every time he would come by the cafe, he would stay a little longer, just to see you smile. You’ve gone on different dates in the past month, but your favourites were probably the museum and the aquarium date. 

But today marks the day of the biggest, and in your opinion the most important, date so far. You will be going to a respectable restaurant, dressed in your finest clothes. Seonghwa told you, that he thinks Chan might finally ask you to be his girlfriend, something you aren’t too sure of. Sure, you’ve fallen for him, and you would love to think he’s in the same predicament as you, but your overthinking mind cannot help but worry.  

Especially since he texted you at half past ten in the morning that he can’t go on a date today, because his work will probably keep him busy until late at night. So, you texted him that you understand and that you hope he doesn’t stay in too late, and then took a break to cry in the breakroom. Your mind was screaming at you from every corner of your brain. Why are you crying over this? It’s nothing personal, you’re sure, Chan wouldn’t do that to you, but you can’t help but worry. What if you are just another girl to him, while he is the main topic of your conversations with your best friend? 

Trying to push those thoughts away, you got up from the floor and cleaned up.   

At least your part-time worker doesn’t have to close by herself, you tell yourself to feel better about this whole thing. 

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Chan felt like an asshole. He accidentally put his daughter’s recital on Saturday instead of Friday in his calendar, so he made plans with you. Turns out, the recital is, in fact, not on Saturday. His daughter was talking about it all the way to the kindergarten, all while he was silently cussing himself out. What is he supposed to tell you? Oh god, what if Jisung and Changbin can't come today? Nari would probably stop functioning if she saw two empty seats next to Chan. And then her teacher, who already didn’t like Nari for some reason, would be mad at her. This was bad. 

Then he remembers that he’s talking about Changbin and Jisung, the two guys who were by his side every step of the way. They wouldn’t miss Nari’s recital for the world. 

You, on the other hand? He was planning on telling you everything today at dinner; from his daughter to his feelings for you. And now he had to call off the date. Driving to work had never seemed this long. His mind was running through all the possibilities. He wasn’t stupid, he knew he should’ve told you sooner. Chan was just too scared to say anything. You were probably the best thing that’s happened to him ever since the death of Nari’s mum. What would he do if he fucked this up, too? 

Brushing it away as best as he could, he texts you that he won’t be able to make it to the date due to work and that he’s sorry. Because he truly was, and all he could do was hope that you wouldn’t take anything personally. 

Thankfully, his day at work went by quickly. Nothing out of the ordinary popped up, and so he could leave peacefully at 3 pm. He really wanted to see your smile and get coffee, but he knew he couldn’t, so he drove past the cafe to Jisung’s place, where he would be picking him up. Thankfully, Jisung lived quite close, so the drive didn’t take too long. Chan pulled up to his friend’s house like he had a million times before, unlocking the car as he saw Jisung standing there. 

“Hey, Chan,” he greeted enthusiastically, receiving a greeting back, “you excited?” 

“Hell yeah. This is Nari’s biggest recital so far. I just hope everything goes well.” 

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“Excuse me, sorry, excuse me, sorry,” he muttered as he passed people to get to their chairs. 

Changbin looked at all the parents around them, “Gods, when did these people even get here? I thought we were gonna be the first ones here.” He received an enthusiastic nod from Jisung. 

“Well, we were, but then Channie hyung just had to talk to Nari’s teacher,” Jisung rolled his eyes jokingly. 

“Sorry I care about my daughter.” 

A beat of silence passed through the group. Changbin and Jisung held eye contact with raised eyebrows until Jisung averted his eyes to look at Chan, “you okay?” 

“Yeah, of course, why wouldn’t I be?” 

All three of them knew he was fucked with that response. 

“Is this about y/n?” Changbin asked, already knowing the answer. 

The lights started to dim, “we’ll talk once the recital ends.” 

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He stood up, clapping proudly as he looked at his daughter. She waved at him with the biggest smile on her little face, and he knew he had to make things right. He turned to Jisung. “Could you go to Nari? I have to talk with Bin.” 

Jisung nodded sombrely, seeing as he wanted to hear this conversation, but ran off happily to his niece.  

Changbin sighed, “so, what did you do?” 

And so, Chan tells him. Changbin knew that he hadn’t told you about Nari, but he didn’t know Chan wanted to tell you today. Chan tells him how he lied to you, and how it’s slowly eating away at his conscience. And mainly, he tells him, “I don’t want to love her, Bin. I don’t like what that means to me.” 

“What do you think it means, Chris?” 

“It means I have something to lose again, and I’m not strong enough for that anymore,” he whispers harshly. 

“Well, if I can, I’ll tell you what I think it means,” Changbin started, “I think that means having someone who can help you bear all your problems. It means having someone who is here for you all the time. But mainly, it means having someone who loves you unconditionally, Chris. And from what you’ve told me, she’s great at all of these things. And she would probably be great with Nari, too. Nari would love her,” he paused, wondering if he should say it, “Nari will love her. But you gotta let her.” 

“But, Bin,” Chan tried to reason. 

“We both know she would want you to be happy. And if that means being with y/n, which I personally think it means, then she would want you to be with her.” 

Chan finally looked back up from his shoes to his friend. Chan knew he was right. Changbin was always right. But what about you? Would you even want him? 

“Stop overthinking and go tell her how you feel, please. I’ll cry if you don’t,” Changbin joked. 

“But Nari-” Chan began, only to get interrupted. 

“We’ll take her home. Go make things right,” he replied, pushing Chan to the entrance of the building. Chan only smiled before he took off, taking long strides to his car. 

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You sighed as you wiped down the last table. It was almost 5 pm, which meant you were closing for the day. It wasn’t your normal schedule, but it was the annual maintenance day, so your customers knew about this.  

All you wanted right now was a tub of ice cream, a cheesy romance movie to make you feel even worse, and three boxes of tissues to cry into. You knew this was stupid to cry about; after all, it was just a cancelled date. But what if this was just one out of many? Maybe he just didn’t want you anymore, or he never wanted you in the first place. 

And maybe you could just cry over a man on a random Friday night. 

You stopped the playlist sombrely, turned off the lights, and grabbed your things, seeing it was eleven minutes past five. You were supposed to be sitting in the best restaurant in the city right now. 

A ring of the bell above the cafe’s door interrupted our train of thought. “Sorry, we’re closed for the day,” you turned around, only to see him standing there, dressed in that damned black sweater of his. 

“Chan,” you breathed out, “what are you doing here?” 

Chan froze for a second. He was finally here, after sitting in the traffic for ten minutes. He had plenty of time to think about what he was going to say and do. Problem was that he forgot all of it the moment he saw you. And so, his heart took over. He took quick steps towards you. He stopped just short of you.  

“I’m so sorry, y/n. I need to tell you so much, but first I want to apologise. I haven’t been truthful with you in every aspect and,” he took a breath,” I’m just so sorry. Could we sit down?” 

And as he told you about his late wife and his daughter Nari in one of the cafe’s booths, you felt like a complete asshole for overthinking this. Of course he didn’t tell you, dumbass. You wouldn’t tell yourself either. A few minutes of silence were all it took for you to realise what Chan had just said. 

“Chan,” you started, trying to find the right words as you stood up, “be honest with me right now, please. Do you see this thing between us going somewhere serious? I get that you lost your wife a few years ago, and I’m really sorry to hear that. And I get that you have a daughter, so you probably won’t want her to meet me this soon or anything, but-” 

He kissed you. 

He kissed you, and it felt like all the tension from your shoulders fell right between the two of you and then dissipated into thin air. His kiss felt like a breath of fresh air although you were losing your breath slowly, but you wouldn’t have it any other way. Your hands found their way around his neck as his hands traced your waist, bringing you even closer. 

You then parted; you were both breathing heavily, but Chan’s face had that dimpled smile you’d fallen for.  

“I’m sorry, I just had to shut you up, y/n,” he giggled, “I do see this going somewhere and I do want you to meet Nari as soon as possible, because I don’t think I can handle another day without letting you know I love you. I love you, y/n.” 

The smile you had on your face could probably brighten any of Chan’s dark days, and he just wanted to kiss you again. 

“I love you, too, Chan.” 

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Annoyed Series

Jimin

Pairing- Jimin x Named Reader

Word count- 971 Words

Includes- Everything is consensual, established relationship, teasing, brief fingering, missionary, squirting, fluff

Tag List- @mingtina @jaxminnie @yeosayang @delightfulmoonbanana @tannie13 @y00nzin0 @marsstarxhwa

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"Ha! Pay me", she giggles as my monopoly piece lands on her property

And she has freaking hotels so it's going to cost a lot

More than I have

"Three hundred Min"

"I only have one fifty left", I murmur

"You gotta borrow from the bank again"

I'm so over this game

I'm losing badly

"I'm tired baby", I tell her

She smirks, raising her eyebrow, "You liar. You're not tired. You're just tired of losing"

"Baby stop", I growl, standing up from the bed and getting the game box from my desk

"Aww poor Min, such a sore loser", she laughs

"Jo", I warn

"Such a big cry baby when you don't win"

That's it

I glare at her as I drop the box to the floor and walk right to her

Pushing her back on the game board, she yelps as I shove her night dress up and off

We just got out of the shower before we decided to play the game and she's already completely bare for me

And me, I'm just in boxers which is easy to take off

"Jimin", she squeals

"Shush", I snap, sliding two fingers in her soaked waiting cunt

She takes my fingers easily, sucking them in and clamping down on them

"You think it's funny", I growl, pulling my fingers out then slamming them back in

Her body arches as she moans, flooding my hand

"You like teasing me when you know losing is a sore spot for me?"

"I don't...I...I...", she babbles as I drive my fingers into her spot, her pussy so loud in the room

"What's the matter? Can't talk?", I tease meanly

With one last thrust, I pull my fingers out, her whining immediately

Pulling my boxers down, I move on top of her, holding her down on the bed as I push my hard cock into her hole

"Min", she moans, her pussy taking me and stretching so pleasurably for me

Thrusting in hard, I bottom out, her cunt clenching as I hit her spot, shouts of my name echoing off the walls

I slam my hands down on either side of her head, my right hand landing on top of the gameboard and some hotel pieces

Ignoring them, I pull my dick out then fuck back into her hard, impaling her pretty tight wet cunt on my cock

I move hard and fast, the sound of our skin smacking against each other's so pretty

Her hand moves under her, shoving game pieces away as her legs wrap tightly around my waist, her back lowering and resting on the gameboard, fake money spilling out from under her

Her boobs wiggle in my face as I drive my cock into her spot, game pieces flying off the bed and hitting the floor

"You know I hate losing baby but still you think it's a good idea to make fun of me?", I growl, both our bodies becoming sweaty and mixing together

"Nnn..no...I...I'm sorry", she whines, her hand slamming down on the bottom game board, holding onto the edge hard as I rail her into our bed

"Yeah you'll be sorry", I grunt, the pleasure out of this fucking world

She always feels so fucking good for me, always so tight, creaming my cock like a waterfall

I can fucking hear it, the squelching, it turning me on so much more knowing she's making a mess all over me

Her pussy throbs wonderfully, so tight as I drive both of us closer

Sitting up, I watch her stomach bulge with each thrust of my cock, the sight of that and of tears streaming down her face driving me crazy

"Fuck, look at your tummy baby", I murmur, mesmerized, "Bulging every time I fuck into you, I'm going that deeply"

She nods, sobbing, "Feels so good Jimin. Fuck, so good. Gonna cum"

I raise my eyebrow, "Oh are you?"

"Yyy..yes", she hiccups

Grabbing her chin, I make her look at me, "The only way I'll let you cum is if you promise you'll never make fun of me again when I lose a game"

"I promise!", she yells, "I swear!"

I nod, moving my hand to her clit and playing with it as I fuck her, "Good. You can cum"

"Fuck! Jimin!", she screams as her shaking body arches off the gameboard, her cunt squirting around my cock

My body is thrown into ecstasy and I shove my cock inside her, coming at the same time

"Joanne fuck! Yes baby!"

Her pussy is still squirting, a mixture of my cum and her squirt all over the game, the pieces, the fake money

And I don't give one shit

I rub her clit through it, her pussy milking my length at the same time she's squirting, her fingers holding onto the board so hard her knuckles are white

Her body relaxes into the bed bit by bit as the pleasure leaves us, her ragged breathing reaching my ears

I look down at her, into her beautiful fucked out brown eyes, smirking at her

Leaning down, I press my lips against hers, kissing her deeply

Her arms wrap around my neck, pulling me against her as we kiss

Moving us, I shove the game and as many pieces as I can off the bed, getting the blanket over us, our lips never separating

When the kiss ends, she lays her head on my chest, her body cuddling against mine

I hold her tightly, playing with her hair

"I love you", I tell her

"I love you", she whispers sleepy, making me smile at how sleepy she always is after sex

It's adorable

But I have one more thing to tell her before she sleeps

"Oh by the baby?"

"Yeah?"

"Looks like the game is ruined from your squirting so we can't play it anymore", I say gleefully

She sighs, "Ok Jimin"

[markberries]

television romance ﹒ km [preview]

synopsis﹕ being a self made singer was not simple, nor was it handed to you on a silver platter. a decision between your management and those at pledis ent. to have you date kim mingyu was not making your life any easier.

genre + ﹕ fluff, angst, idol au, fem reader, bit of wonu x reader in the FUTURE (what do u expect i'm a wonwoorideul.) y/n is a girl boss 🤞🏻

wc ﹕ 691

warnings ﹕ none

note ﹕ a lil something ive been working on! enjoy!

“you have got to be kidding me.”

you look between your personal manager and the ceo of the company you were signed at, dream records. they purse their lips, your manager looking down awkwardly.

“i don’t need to have a fake boyfriend for more traction, my last album did well without it,” you try your best to reason with them.

“yes, that is true, but more sales is always good!” your manager, junho explains with emphasis on the sales aspect.

ever since you were a mere teenager, you craved being onstage. you wanted to sing in front of crowds, change people’s lives, and hopefully make a difference.

you got signed to the dream record label when you were eighteen, fresh out of high school. before that, you were making cover videos on youtube in your tiny bedroom. your record label wasn’t huge, the only reason you joined was to assist one of your friends who was a producer.

you were fairly popular now, mostly in the west when it came to your pop punk sound of music. you worked hard to get where you are, and you thought that it was enough for the company you were under.

“i was doing okay without any pr stunts, i’m sure i’ll be alright without one now,” you huff, sinking into the black leather chair.

“i’ll talk to her,” junho states apologetically to the ceo. he pushes you by your shoulders outside of the office into the brightly lit hallway, and as soon as you’re out of earshot of the ceo, you turn to junho with a glare on your face.

“i don’t want to fake date anyone,” you grumble, placing your hands on your hips, “you’re one of my closest friends but i wouldn’t do this for anybody.”

“y/n, just think about it! yes, you’re doing great, no one is discrediting you for that, but you could always do better,” junho reasons with you. you roll your eyes, walking away but he follows you.

you weren’t a difficult or mean person, but what they were asking of you was just unbelievable. you’ve been working here for years, and you were their main money maker. you’ve given up so much for the sake of this company, and now they were asking you to give up the freedom of choosing your own relationships.

“i’m just frustrated, and the fact that you didn’t consult me before talking to the other party in this business deal irritates me too, this guy could be a complete weirdo!” you exclaim, pacing towards your studio.

“he’s not, i promise, he’s actually quite nice.”

you look at junho with an unimpressed expression, “how do you know that?”

“i.. met him..”

“you’ve even met him before me! junho, you know i trust you with my life. i’d do anything for you but listen to what you’re asking me to do,” you open the black door to your studio, flipping the light switch on your left. you’re greeted by your soft lights and awards sitting on your shelves.

“then trust me when i tell you this is good for you,” junho plops down on your black leather couch, the short man leaning back into the cushions. “his name is mingyu, and when we met he seemed very kind. he already signed the contract.”

your face contorts into a grimace while taking a seat in your comfortable office chair, still not even a bit convinced to go along with this agreement. you aimlessly begin spinning the chair, tapping your fingers against the arm rest.

“would you like to meet him?”

your head snaps towards your manager’s direction, eyes squinting with suspicion.

“why are you asking me this?”

junho shrugs his shoulders, “maybe if you two got along you wouldn’t mind it as much. you’ve probably heard of him anyway, he’s in the kpop industry.”

you weren’t unfamiliar when it came to kpop groups, you had quite a lot of songs in your playlists. you just weren’t an avid fan of it, probably only listening to title tracks and you didn’t know that many groups.

“hm, what group?” you ask out of curiosity.

“seventeen.”

[crucibleknight]

can you explain the directioner->hockey pipeline, please?

yes i CAN thanks for giving me an opportunity to take a break from my homework.

so, this won’t be a very long story but it is a funny one (to me). when One Direction broke up, the girlies were lost. adrift. i wasn’t among their number, so i’ve only heard secondhand accounts, but the boyband megafans needed a new place to direct their specific type of fandom.

some of them went to kpop, pretty understandably. but a LARGE chunk of them went to the NHL. why? because every year there is the NHL draft where a fresh band of young (18-20) and (sometimes) attractive guys are paraded around like show ponies and snapped up by NHL teams. I just went to double check and the 2015/2016/2017 drafts are FULL of guys that this specific subset of hockey fandom is fixated on. the timing lines up. those draft years had a lot of decent looking guys too, which helps.

i will add that hockey coverage leans on storylines—individual players and their stories/friendships with other players/relationships with their team/achievements (source: i was a hockey reporter). this is perfect for RPF fans, because there’s a basis. two guys that are really close friends on a team are ideal for writing about. two guys who are close friends despite being on different teams provide an alternate type of story to tell. people also like to fantasize about having a relationship with a player they like, just like people fantasize about other celebrities. there are hot guys in hockey, it’s just a fact (source: i’m gay and have eyes).

so the result of this is that the hockey fanbase now consists of a lot of old-timer white men who are set in their ways and fairly conservative. and then a new incoming fanbase of young women and young queer people, who like hockey for very different reasons. i fall into the second demographic, technically, though i didn’t come to hockey through the same channels. the two are often at odds. a lot of ‘traditional’ hockey fans think that being attracted to players or having an investment in more than one team means you’re a fake fan. this is, obviously, bullshit. a lot of the directioners i knew when i was active on hockey twitter knew the game like the back of their hand.

if you look up the one direction to hockey pipeline, you’ll find a lot of tweets about it. it’s pretty established in hockey circles and it’s a point of pride for a lot of people! i don’t like RPF at all and avoid engaging with it, but i do like the fact that a huge demographic of young progressive fans can push the NHL in a better direction. it has some issues too (look up the booktok & seattle kraken drama if you want to see an example), but at the end of the day i would prefer to talk hockey with a 21 year old who’s gonna use my phone number for harry styles early access tickets (real story) than with a 60 year old ‘superfan’ who thinks the NHL shouldn’t have pride night.

[hahafixon]

You Got Problems ~ *Park Seonghwa*

Summary: After confronting your ex about his infidelity, you decide to go to your favorite bar to wallow in your sorrows. Of course, your confrontation follows you there. Turns out, bartenders really do give great advice.

Pairing: Park Seonghwa X G/N!Reader

Genre: Fluffyish Oneshot

Word Count: 1857

Warning: Drinking, bad break up, swearing

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Taglist: @foxwinter​ @mxnsxngie @maeleelee @kpop-will-kill-me

A/N: This is rushed and kind of all over the place… Sorry.

You were surprised with how quiet Seonghwa’s Bar was, especially for a Friday night. However, you weren’t complaining. You needed to talk to him one on one anyways and this was the best way to do it. Besides, with no one around, you wouldn’t be judged for the things you told him.

“Well, well, well. Look what the tide brought in.” He snickered, wiping down the bar. “What can I get for you tonight?”

With a groan, you dropped dramatically on one of the barstools in front of him. “Something that will get me drunk fast.”

He raised an eyebrow at you. “Rough night? Sounds like you need your usual.”

“I need a sedative and sleep for hundreds of years.”

“Must’ve been a really bad night for you to make such bad jokes like that.” He shook his head and started making your drink.

You didn’t say anything as you watched him work. He always made bartending look so effortless. It also didn’t help that he was insanely attractive, so he looked amazing as he worked. But your heart wasn’t in it tonight to shamelessly flirt with him. He was right; it had been a really rough night.

Sliding the drink in front of you like you were about to snap his hand off when you took it, he glanced at you suspiciously. “Hopefully I did it right.”

Downing the glass in one go, you passed it back to him. “You always do it right. But I’m going to need about five hundred more of these to keep me pacified until next year.”

“I’m cutting you off after like ten.” He mumbled, taking the glass back to make you another drink. “You’re not doing a very good job of being subtle, so I’ll ask, what happened?”

You looked away. 

“Oh shit. It was so bad that you don’t even want to talk about it?”

“I do and I don’t.” You dropped your head into your hands. “I just want to forget tonight even happened at all, that’s what I want.”

Another drink was set in front of you and the door to the bar opened. “Well, hey. I’m here all night. If you need anything, I’m right here. Now if you’ll excuse me, I have some other customers to help.”

You glanced over at the gaggle of girls who looked like they were only interested in drooling over Seonghwa. A pang of jealousy hit you. You hated seeing girls like this step into the bar because you were the one that found the little hole-in-the-wall place first. Seonghwa was your bartender. But you kept your mouth shut. Let them have their fun. At least someone was happy tonight. 

As he started making their drinks, you just happened to eavesdrop on their conversation.

“Oh my God, he’s so hot!” The tall one pretended to fan herself with her hand.

The one with the bad spray tan nodded enthusiastically. “So hot! What I wouldn’t give to be the one to help him out of his uniform every night!”

“You’re so bad!” The pocket sized girl smacked her friend’s bare shoulder.

“Oh my God, guys, look!” The one with glasses put her phone out between the four of them. “Remember that bar we were just at? It’s already going viral!”

“Already?”

“Yeah! Ugh, I would hate to be them right now.” Glasses shook her head. “Imagine the worst night of your life blowing up all over social media.”

You were starting to feel sick and you hadn’t even touched your second drink. Instinctively, you curled into yourself, hoping they wouldn’t recognize you. Maybe if you closed your eyes and pretended you weren’t here, they’d go away.

“What are you ladies looking at?” You heard Seonghwa’s smooth voice ask with fake curiosity.

“Oh, here.” Your heart sunk deep in your chest as Glasses showed him her phone. Not wanting to see his reaction, you kept your eyes firmly planted on the bar right in front of you. This could not be happening. And yet it made perfect sense. A crappy night was about to get ten times worse.

“Well, that’s just unfortunate. I hope whoever they are, they’re being taken care of by a trusted friend.” You heard him say. You wanted to scoff. None of your friends would want to be there for you if they found out about what happened.

Fake spray tan girl started to sputter out, “Yeah, but c’mon! They totally deserved it! I mean, who would ever want to go out with a slob like that? He did the right thing by putting them in their place!”

“Is that what you think?” Seonghwa shook his head and dumped their drinks, causing them to whine like toddlers. “If you’re going to say stupid shit like that, then you are not welcome in my bar. Now get out before I force you out.”

With a pout, the pocket-sized girl spoke, “Fine. C’mon girls. Sunghyon said he’d meet us at the bar across the street anyways.”

As soon as they left, you sighed and started to dig for your wallet. You weren’t about to stay around here and deal with his false sense of pity. You’d rather just go home and get drunk.

“Hey. What are you doing?”

“Leaving.”

“No, please stay.”

You gave him a sharp glare. “Why? So you can tell me you feel sorry for me? So you can tell me how much of an asshole he was for saying that shit? For saying I’m too needy and that I’m ugly and that he only went out with me on a dare? No. I don’t need your pity. I don’t need anything from you! So I’m going home and you can’t stop me.”

“Hey! Wait!” He yelled out at you. As soon as your hand brushed the door handle, he grabbed your other hand. Your heart jumped into your throat.

“Look, I know it doesn’t mean anything, but I am sorry for what you’re going through. He had no right to say all that shit. He was the asshole for not only leaving you behind but cheating on you. No one should have to go through that kind of shit. And this isn’t some kind of fake pity, either. Believe it or not, but I’ve been in a similar situation.”

You glanced at Seonghwa from over your shoulder. For a brief second, you were speechless. His hair was perfectly messy, brushing over his left eye. His dark eyes held his usual amount of mystery that you used to think was frustrating, but now seemed impossibly handsome. His strong hand squeezed yours and you wanted to squeeze his back.

“What do you mean?”

He gave a half smile that gave him that boyish charm that was all too attractive. “Take a seat back at the bar and I’ll tell you.”

“Alright, fine.”

Once you took your seat again, Seonghwa remade your drink and told his story. “I used to be super into this girl back when I was younger-”

“Must have been a long time ago.”

He glared at you. “Do you want me to help you or not?”

You sighed and nodded. Rolling his eyes, he continued his story, “She was super pretty and super funny. And I was too awestruck to see who she really was. She only wanted me for my money and for the free drinks I’d give her. When I finally figured out who she was, I confronted her. Though I didn’t do it as aggressively as you did with your ex, I told her how much I didn’t like her for what she put me through and she laughed in my face. She told me I was stupid for believing all of her lies. She said it was fun while it lasted but she wouldn’t miss me or even remember my name by the end of the night. And that stuck with me even to this day.”

Your eyes were wide as you stared at him, not realizing you had a new drink in front of you. “You really went through all of that?”

He nodded. “Yep. It wasn’t fun and I was heartbroken for the next few weeks, but the thing about time is it starts to make things smaller. My pain still hasn’t gone away and it never will, but I grew, thus making it smaller. Do you get where I’m coming from with all of this?”

You looked down at the bar, giving a sad nod. “Yeah, I get it. Doesn’t mean it doesn’t hurt still.”

“I know. I didn’t say it wouldn’t hurt. But you’ll grow and things will get smaller.” He then placed a hand over yours and you looked into his sparkling eyes. If you weren’t buzzed, you wouldn’t think he was looking at you with hearts in his eyes. “And besides, you’ll always have me.”

A more sincere smile tugged at your lips. “You’re right. I have you. And that’s enough.”

“Good. I’m glad I can be enough for you.”

The two of you spent a few heavenly moments just staring into each other’s eyes. You never noticed how big and handsome they were. You always knew Seonghwa was attractive, but now that you were really looking at him, you realized he was on a whole other level of beauty.

“So about your tab…”

You groaned and dropped your head onto your clasped hands. “C’mon! We were having a moment there! How could you ruin it?”

“Maybe you were having a moment.” He mumbled, but you could tell he was joking. He wasn’t a very good liar.

You glanced up at him. “What if I don’t have any money?”

“You never have money.”

“Exactly. So you shouldn’t have brought up my tab.”

He sighed, pinching the bridge with his free hand. “You’re impossible, you know that?”

“A little bit.” Sitting up, you dug through your pockets and emptied out their contents onto the bar. “This is all I’ve got.”

After a quick examination, Seonghwa gave you an unimpressed look. “A couple crumpled dollars, a few coins, a movie ticket, a hard candy, and some pocket lint. Yeah, no thanks.”

“Well, how else do you expect me to pay you?”

“Don’t you have a credit card?”

“I, uh, left it at home.”

With another dramatic sigh, he dumped your drink and slipped around the bar. You narrowed your eyes at him as he grabbed his jacket and headed for the door.

“What are you doing?”

“I don’t work for free and you left your money at home. So I’m going to close early and walk you home so you can pay me.”

You opened your mouth to protest before slowly shutting it. It didn’t sound like a bad idea. Besides, he’d get his money and you’d get to be in his company for a little while longer. You didn’t see a downside to it at all. So without further delay, you followed after him.

“I should lead! You don’t even know where I live!”

“Do too. You’ve passed out at my bar a couple of times and I’ve had to carry you home.”

“I- WHAT?!”

[yourkimjaejin]

Johnny x Moxy (Minny) Moments

Here's a couple of moments in the relationship between Johnny and his little sister Moxy, Enjoy!!! ~ Author Izzy

Studying

Moxy has a one track mind. When she’s focused on something, she won’t stop until she gets it done. 

That gets in the way when Moxy was in school at SOPA

Sometime’s the rapper would get frustrated at how things were worded, how they solved math problems, and the sheer amount of homework given was overwhelming. To avoid it, she would fake like she had dance practice. Dancing all night until she was forced to spend an all nighter finishing her work

After the fifth time Moxy wandered into practice with blood shot eyes that were barely open, Johnny stepped in telling Taeyong he’d handle it.

Johnny told her that his door was open no matter the time. He’d been through what Moxy was going thru but he didn’t have help. 

Anytime Moxy needed it, Johnny would stay up and help solve any question Moxy had regarding her homework

Eventually they formed a system where the two would take over a conference room and knock out her homework for the next day

Cute

When Moxy love’s something, she studies everything she can about it. She wouldn’t be a kpop idol if she didn’t want to know more about the Korean side of her.

But Johnny can’t get enough of Moxy’s little obsessions. He finds her one track mind sooo cute

Like when it comes to wrestling, Moxy loses her collective mind. She’ll start reacting like nobodies in the room with her. He has dozens of videos of Moxy practically hyperventilating at different segments from show

Moxy has a weird eating habit. She eats all the vegetables out of her meal before any rice or meat. Seeing her dig through every section of a meal for any veggies she forgot makes Johnny want to squeeze her.

Johnny could just shake her when Moxy reads something in Korean. It’s when she sounds out the words she doesn't know. 

The audible coo Johnny releases when Moxy’s pouts or glares in frustration

Johnny think’s Moxy is the cutest when she’s listening to music. It’s like she can’t control her body anymore. She’ll start dancing and singing no matter who's around. 

The best are when they’re in the car on the way back home from a schedule. It's those times when Johnny can tell Moxy is lost in another world while listening to her music. Sometimes the two will meet each others eyes. Johnny will smile and Moxy smiles back….yeah those are the times when Moxy is the cutest to Johnny

Awe

Johnny is in AWE of Moxy

Her Strength and Fearlessness. 

Johnny and Doyoung would frequently accompany Moxy to the gymnastics gym to keep an eye on her, making sure she didn’t get hurt 

Sometime’s Johnny couldn’t watch as she threw herself into dangerous trick after dangerous trick. Doyoung would laugh at his hyung hiding behind his fingers.

The couple of times Doyoung was able to get Johnny to look up, he couldn’t help but see why Moxy was considered one of the best from her high school’s cheer squad. 

The strength she held while flipping and cartwheeling across the mat. The fearless expression in her eyes as Johnny watched her do one last rotation at the last second to land properly. 

Her Mind

Johnny could listen to Moxy talk about her passions for hours. 

The best times are when she has an idea for music videos. Johnny can’t count the nights he’s stayed up for hours listening to Moxy’s ideas for NCT music videos

Johnny always encourages her to write them down. Hopefully one day she’ll share them with the company, he knows she will

Her Talent

Johnny is pretty sure nobody is luckier than 127 to have Moxy on their team. She has so much talent it's embarrassing 

Moxy can pick up lyrics in a snap. Choreography comes so easy to her. The versatility of her voice. 

Johnny could spend hours gushing about his little sister so make not to ask him about what’s his favorite thing about Moxy cause you’ll be stuck listening for HOURS

Sexy

There's one thing that all the 127 members know and its that Moxy is considered, by a large margin of male kpop idol’s, to be one of the sexiest female idols out there

A lot of guys take glimpses at her. She never notices because they’re stopped by her fellow members

Johnny has literally seen boys stop what they're doing and gaze at Moxy with so much longing. It makes him sick.

Johnny and Moxy will get into a ton of fights because he’ll want her to cover up  but not explain why. Most of the time, Moxy will change just to get him to shut his mouth

The worst era’s for this were Favorite and Faster. 

Favorite was bad because the stylist thought of the amazing idea “Let's show off Moxy’s body after YEARS of hiding it.”. 

Dresses that stopped right before the middle of her thigh, tight in all the right places(all the wrong places in Johnny eyes). She always wore shorts underneath so she was never afraid to dance full out. 

Faster was even WORSE! Moxy was walking around in leather crop top and pants that showed off just a bit too much for Johnny

Johnny and Yuta have mastered their glares due to this ‘problem’. Jaehyun doesn’t glare so much as he blocks the view of Moxy with his body. 

Moxy hasn’t run them down because of this but it’s coming

Driving

Whenever Moxy wanted to go somewhere, It was on Johnny's gas tank. He took her and anyone with her everywhere

The unofficial reason, Johnny wanted to practice driving in Korea. The official reason, Johnny didn’t trust Moxy alone on Korean Public Transit

But like most big brothers forced to lug their sister’s around Johnny got tired of it. So he began teaching Moxy to drive

In the end, Johnny took Msquared to take their driving test together. Marks loves to rub his higher score in Moxy’s face. 

To keep in practice, one of their older members will take them out for a drive late at night so they don’t get caught by a wandering camera. This usually ends up being Johnny and 

Side Msquared note: Mark and Moxy are saving up to buy a car together

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Taglist: @alixnsuperstxr / @1-800-call-ria / @sophrodite / @sunflower-0180

[x-heroesandvillains]

Battle of the Bands ~ *Kwak Jiseok*

Summary: It's the Battle of the Bands and you are determined to take down Xdinary Heroes once and for all! Turns out, they had the same idea...

Pairing: Kwak Jiseok X G/N!Reader

Genre: Fluffyish Oneshot

Word Count: 1025

Warning: Rushed, vulgar language

Masterlist

Taglist: @samepoisonsamevine @kpop-will-kill-me

The two of you were currently staring each other down. You were twirling your drumsticks which made him scowl as you smirked. You knew you were getting to him, totally throwing him off his game. But it didn't mean anything as the winners still haven't been announced yet.

"Would you stop that?" Jiseok lunged to grab your drumstick, but you tossed it into the air.

With grace and ease, you caught it in your other hand. "You're so cute when you're all riled up."

He rolled his eyes. "Oh shut up, you're so annoying!"

"Loving the childish taunts. Can't think of anything more clever to say?" You bat your eyelashes at him with a smirk.

Before he can say anything, one of his bandmates wraps an arm around him and laughs. "Jeez, are you two fighting again? Can't you save it for when we're on stage?"

"Shut up, Seungmin." You snap back at him and stick your tongue out at him.

He touches his chest and rolls his eyes. "Ouch, so mean."

"Hey, both of you!" The sharp voice of their leader and drummer, Gunil, made the three of you snap to attention. "Quit messing around with the competition. It's almost time for them to announce the winners and I am not about to have to pull you out of a fight until after they're done."

"Oh my God!" You heard your own leader and band vocalist, Taeran, groan from behind you, before she grabbed your ear like one would a stubborn child. "Are you causing trouble again? Sorry, Gunil, she's too damn competitive for her own good."

You bat her hand away and rub your sore ear. "Hey! You're supposed to be competitive when it comes to Battle of the Bands! Not that we really need to, as Spectacle of Convenience is going to sweep."

"Like hell you are!" Jiseok shot back, Seungmin having to hold him back. "Xdinary Heroes completely demolished you guys!"

"In your dreams! All you did was blind the judges with showmanship to hide the fact that none of you can play."

"Hey, whoa, that's a low blow, even from you!" Seungmin piped up before he whipped his head around to Gunil. "Forget the team meeting from before about being nice to our competitors! We are not about to take this lying down!"

"Seungmin, no-"

"Oh cool, are we fighting with Sock again?" Jooyeon joined the fray with Hyungjun at his side.

"It's S.o.C. for your information." Your group's own bassist, Yeseul, came up from behind Taeran, who just groaned.

"Seriously, you guys. We are not fighting tonight. I told you this earlier!"

"I'm with Taeran. We're not fighting tonight, just like I told you." Gunil shook his head, before taking a step towards your leader. "I'm really sorry about their behavior. I'm sure it was Jiseok who started it, so I'm going to apologize on his behalf."

"I didn't start it!" Jiseok shouted. "Why do you always take their side?"

Taeran shook her head. "No, I'm sure it was our petulant drummer. I'll apologize on her behalf."

You fake gagged at her words. "Okay! We get it! You both love each other! Either make out and make us puke, or get out of the way so I can finally give Jiseok the black eye he deserves!"

"Not if I beat you to it!"

Before anyone could swing or hold anyone back, a voice over the intercom asked all bands to make their way to the stage for the winners to be announced. With one last glare at Jiseok and a hard shove, you join your band on stage.

The announcer makes a big deal of how everyone played very well and that everyone is a winner. You make a snide comment about how he must not have seen Xdinary Heroes play, which earns a snicker from Yeseul, and a smile from your guitarist, Seohyeon. Taverna has to elbow you in the side to get you to knock it off.

Finally the time comes to announce the winner of the Battle of the Bands. You hold hands with your bandmates and wish for all the good luck in the world to win. Your band deserves this. Spectacle of Convenience worked really hard for years to get to this point. There was no way you were going to let them or your fans down by losing to Xdinary Heroes.

"And the winner of this year's Battle of the Bands is..." There was the usual dramatic pause before the announcer said: "STATIC!"

"STATIC?" You practically scream over the confetti cannons and applause.

Sure they were good... okay they were damn amazing, but you really thought Spectacle of Convenience had a shot to win!

As your band is ushered off stage, Taverna pulls the three of you aside with an encouraging smile. "Hey, they were amazing. And we'll work really really hard to win next year, okay? We can do this! I know we can!"

"Yeah, our fearless leader is correct!" You pipe up and throw an arm around her shoulders. "We killed it out there! And we totally one-upped Xdinary Heroes, so we shouldn't hang our heads in shame. In my mind, we're all winners, like that stupid announcer said earlier."

The sound of slow, sarcastic claps makes you all turn around to see Jiseok with a smug smirk and an anxious Gunil. "Well, well, well, look who lost."

"Says the other band who lost." You shoot back, arms folding over your chest.

"Win some, lose some. At least you didn't beat us."

"And you didn't beat us! Your insults are weak, Jiseok! Do better!"

"How about this: you were off beat during your whole song and that's what cost you the win!"

"You didn't even play the right song!"

"I did too!"

"Did not!"

Gunil glanced at Taeran. "I guess this will never be over between them."

She sighed and shook her head. "No. That's why we'll never tell them how long we've been dating. They'll kill us if they find out the reason we both started a band was to impress the other."

"I agree. We'll never tell them anything."

[soquimic]

♡ my success stories 🍧

here i will compile all of my success stories so far (through subliminals, law of attraction, law of assumption, etc.)

first story

i discovered subliminals around 2016-2017 but never tried them out cause i had way too many doubts and the sub community at that time was full of limiting beliefs and myths (the mirror belief, the “if you don’t drink water you’re gonna faint, if you obsess over it blah blah). so yeah i believed them all and i always thought i’d do it wrong if one day i decided to try the subs out.

of course, i started focusing on the physical appearance ones because my self steem was very low at that time, i didn’t like the way i looked and i always told myself that i was ugly (the new me is laughing hard at that).

my desired faces were jennie kim and irene, i thought they were REALLY pretty and i wanted to look like irene first but then i dropped the idea and went after jennie, i knew i was doing it all wrong cause i didn’t even isolate myself at a quiet place, my house at that time was really noisy and i couldn’t concentrate but now i know that the space doesn’t matter, subs will work either way, as soon as your subconscious is taking the info you’re fine.

i just listened to it for like 5 days? i didn’t persist and i didn’t know what i was doing because i was a newbie but i noticed changes!! not in that time, but later on (like one year later), a friend sent me a pic of jennie and told me: you remind me of her.

and i didn’t wanna accept it cause i thought she was joking, but one day i was trying random filters on snap and i noticed how my eyes looked more feline like and my face was soooo clear, like, after using that sub I SWEAR TO GOD, i never had to worry about acne or greasy skin anymore. it’s been years and my skin is still soft and acne free, EVEN THOUGH i eat a lot of butter and chocolate, it’s really surprising.

second story

okay so, moving on the second story, i was really struggling cause i got moved to another school that i didn’t like and well, to my surprise, we were only 4 girls in a classroom with over 20 guys, so it was a very uncomfortable feeling cause they would stare at me in areas that you’re not supposed to stare and they were really gross… i was really scared of that so i wanted to like have my own friend group of males to get to know them better and feel safe around them (they were the only ones that made me feel happy and in peace), they would defend me and stuff. i started sitting with them in the front of the classroom and they were super funny! we were 4 and another guy that joined later. i noticed this last guy was in love with me but he was different from the other guys that confessed to me cause this one was really patient, loving, caring and always respected me or my decisions but i wasn’t sure if i wanted a relationship so i just rejected him but we’re still friends to this day ^^

later i had a big argument with a friend of the group and he would mock me and take away my things, i reported his behavior to our teacher and he didn’t care at all and i really missed being friends decently with him so i started listening to a sub of fixing friendship + making a friendship better and i affirmed for like 3 days that he would respect me and talk to me again. AND GUESS WHAT, the third day we were really close again and he treated me better than before :’).

third story

this was my first law of attraction experience, i was getting out of a toxic relationship, and some things happened, my friends were all gone and i felt really alone at that time cause well, we all have been friends for a year almost two and i talked to them every day, we were a little kpop community and i really enjoyed it all, i had fake accusations on me and people impersonating me, calling me out for my content (i always liked to write about bloody stuff and alpha shit) and they didn’t like that as well and they started comparing me with other people, when i wanted to check on my gf, she had me blocked already. and that hurt like hell so i just stayed away from social media for a period of 4 months?

i was really demotivated and i hated everything. i would have these mini panic attacks whenever i remembered the situation and i couldn’t focus in my classes (that sadly were online at that time), it was really horrible. i still experience these attacks when i feel “pressed” or i feel i’ve done something wrong.

so yeah i was desperate, i wanted someone, someone to talk to, the situation was hard, i wanted to be heard and someone that could lend me a helping hand.

like 4 months after i joined discord and i met a lot of amazing people! to this day my social circle is still big and i have friends that are into manifestation as well, but that’s not the point, the point is that i made a special friend.

we would watch series/movies, listen to music, play together etc. and he’s such a sweetie. i fell in love with him tbh and i confessed AND HE FUCKING ACCEPTED, we’re still together btw 🤭💗 we have been together for one year and half!! AND I’M SOOOO SO HAPPY WITH HIM, he respects me a lot and is a very good person. :’D

not stories but little things i’ve manifested

lately i’ve been hella scared because EVERYTHING I THINK OF, ends up coming true!! the other day i was listening to music and i put it in random play and i thought: oh, it would be nice if x song started to play after this one AND I KID YOU NOT, IT FUCKING DIDDDD. I WAS LIKE WTH.

since my dad doesn’t celebrate halloween, i had to stay at home and i saw how all of my friends went to parties and had a lot of candies so i said: i would like to get some candies, i hope they bring some to school. BITCH THEY FRIGGIN GAVE ME A TON OF CANDIES!! EVEN MY TEACHERS 😭💗 i was so happy eating candies all dayyyy hell yeah.

i moved to another country and the situation has been hard cause my dad is a really strict person and is always putting me and my likes down AND FUCKKKK everything went better!! i don’t struggle like before and i have more freedom, i just thought that it would be nice if he treated me better and now i don’t have to fear or feel anxious when he’s around 🥹🥹 and also my siblings respect my space and don’t interrupt anymore. now i can work in peace.

a friend group/know a bunch of people, so yeah, school starts, of course i want to have friends. people told me that it would be difficult for me AND I WAS LIKE MEHH FUCK IT I KNOW I CAN, now i have a group friend and we share a lot of classes together 😁😁 i feel happy with them and i also have other friends outside of the group AND THEY ARE SOOOOO NICE WITH ME!! i have friends in every class and they have the same humor as me 👏🏼👏🏼

things i’ve thought of like wanting merch, specific food, etc: the other day i saw some itachi and manga stuff in amazon and i was like oh, i’d like to find them somewhere because i don’t wanna order AND MY COUSIN TOOK ME TO THE MALL AND WE FOUND THE FRIGGIN ITACHI FIGURES AND I ALSO BOUGHT THE CSM MANGA 🥹🥹 and whenever i think of fast food, dad calls me and asks me if i want something (when he’s almost coming home) AND HE GETS ME ANY FOOD I’D LIKE 😌

we are all powerful!!

[dearweirdme]

Why would Taennie be mediaplay or pr?? Taehyung is part of the most popular group in the world, and he's arguably the most popular member, why would he do pr? There's nothing for him to gain from it. And why now?? The taennie rumors have been circulating since late 2021 when he followed then unfollowed her on Instagram, and he was quick to take it to weverse and say it was an accident. Then the Jeju island pics came months later in May. Then the gurumi pics came around August last year. Then the Paris pics last month. And none of these things were confirmed nor denied. Taehyung usually denies dating rumors that involve him himself, so obviously this one is real and his privacy has been breached, so he can't lie and say it isn't real, but he doesn't owe us a confirmation either. It's his personal life.

Hi anon!

I don’t think you are fully understanding the meaning and workings of pr. Every (!) celeb does pr. The ways in which they do this may differ hugely, but pr is necessary to reach the top and it is necessary to stay on top. BTS has always done pr. BlackPink has always done pr.

Let’s take this out of the realm of Kpop for a minute (a little distance to see things clearly). A quick search online gave me these articles. All of these are pr.

David Beckham wants to stay in the eye of the public, so he gets papped every now and then. The British royal family has enough problems for a lifetime, so they try and avert attention. Taylor Swift means what she says, but it’s also good for her image. And Kim Kardashian’s whole life is basically pr. No matter how famous you are… there’s always going to be goals to reach, scandals to bury, or just trying to keep on top. Paps don’t go looking for celebs as they used to. Celebs have become pro-active, so they can keep control of what’s being written about them. Linking this article again:

You might think Tae and Jennie don’t need the promo, I can guarantee that their companies think differently. Tae is entering a new era. Going solo is very different from being a part of BTS.. and he possibly has something to hide (ofcourse he has!!). Jennie possibly wants to act more. She has much stuff to promote (pr) and has already gained a lot of promo for her new series on HBO. Pr is part of a celeb’s life.. whether they like it or not.

Now what you possibly mean is that Tae doesn’t need to have a fake relationship. In a perfect world, no he wouldn’t… but this world isn’t perfect and queer people sadly enough have to hide. If he chooses to combine that with a strong dose of pr.. then he certainly wouldn’t be the first one.

Ofcourse he won’t deny or confirm.. this works way better.

[lutawolf]

oh! hi Luta~ 4am thoughts have reminded of a question i've had, that i have tried to find the answer for on the internet, but failed. so i am a big brat lover, all my fav characters are bratty or have sharp tongues or more mischievous. i am also really into kpop, and all my favourite group members are either the designated brat or super mischievous. and its like, that's what I want, in my heart of hearts, but i feel like i can't. i have a really really big deep fear of saying the wrong things and making people hate me more than I already hate myself (which i've gotten to a point where i can maybe say i don't hate myself on someday, so improvement!) but even with close friends, I hold back and never get playful or poke fun. even with your blog, ngl, I read your rule about always saying at least "Hi Luta" and I immediately want to do the opposite like a dumbass jfuisbxjanzjjre. so ... are like, broken brats a thing? bc that's what i feel like i guess. i also feel like a fake human most of the time, biggest of imposters. i exist in a state on constant fear, and like, i don't fight or flight, i freeze like a deer in the headlights. and that freezing and fear is the thing that's kept me alive probably, and i think i want out of it. but what if i am just a fake wannabe brat?? ???? is that possible??? but i guess mostly i wanna know if broken brats are a thing and can they be fixed. sorry for the wall of text, my brain isn't letting me break it up bc i need a physical representation that somewhat matches my thoughts in my head. tysm for reading this far if you did. sorry for being weird on main.

Hey nonnie,

We need to address a few things you said. That honestly have me concerned.

A) It's normal to feel some struggles concerning how we view ourselves. On loving ourselves but it should be surface level not any further.

B) Dove, you are more than surface level. The kink community is not where you fix this. It's incredibly unfair to not only yourself but a Dom who would try.

C) You have a problem with authority and it has nothing to do with being a brat. There isn't a brat who respects me that has an issue addressing me. Even a a good Dominant isn't going to have an issue because it's a sign of respect.

The dangers of you entering the kink community at this point. You would push a Dom to either using their's or your safe word. If you didn't freeze and not use your safe word at all. That is never the goal of a true Dom or submissive. We aren't here to hurt each other or break people but instead help find stability. A submissive, even a brat wants to serve and please. It's not about pushing authority until someone snaps. Even if one wants to be punished it isn't done like that. Even if you aren't concerned about yourself, think of the trauma you could cause a Dom.

What I'm hearing from you is you want to fight authority. Even if you respect it. You are seeking punishment. This usually means that authority figures have repeatedly failed you all while keeping control. So you are now spiraling because you neither want control but can't trust to give it up.

The “freeze” response happens when our brain decides we cannot take on the threat nor are we able to escape. Those with a freeze response have high anxiety. Freezing releases endorphins which serve to calm the body and are also pain relievers. Why would you need pain relief? Because freezing allows one to block out scary experiences that are too difficult to process.

Are you broken? No, but maybe a little cracked and in need of tlc. I once was actually broken but now I'm a survivor. Maybe I have to carry around peppermint to sniff and say the mantra "This Too Shall Pass" but I love and am loved. I also love myself.. now. I don't know what you have been through. I won't even try to guess based off the little I know. What I do know, is for you to have written this and started thinking about the future, that you're stronger than you think. You just need some tlc 🕊 Then we can work on the kink community part.

I wish you the best. Let know if there is anything I can do to help. 💜💜💜

[decembermoonskz]

hi izzy!! just dropping by to say hello and ask how you’re doing 🤍

but also seeing what you said about the anon messages really made me think—i do believe that you (and other writers) taking down your works or leaving has scared some readers, you know? it’s just a reminder that we should appreciate all of the fics and the writers behind them, and not only mourn them when they’re gone and it’s too late.

and that’s not to say that your anons or anyone else *didn’t* appreciate them, i’m not trying to call anyone out. i think this can be said for plenty of fandoms and plenty of things outside kpop fics too. it’s just nice to appreciate things and let creators know that you appreciate their things, and not just as a last resort.

anyways. just my ramblings haha. i hope you’re having a good day / night 🤍

aww I agree with what you said rain. honestly I didn’t expect anyone to send me any messages about my fics if I’m being totally honest with you haha 😂 so it’s come as quite a surprise to me.

So I’m going to continue this under the cut so it doesn’t take up too much space. I just wanna say that tldr these are just my thoughts on why I’m really archiving my works and the feedback/plagiarizing events going on and have been going on. Feel free to disagree with me on any of this but please anyone, do not come into my inbox with any discourse or just to tell me you disagree with something.

And before I continue I just wanna say, rain, ty for provoking all these thoughts out of me and sorry I got kinda carried away LOL This got SUPER long so don’t feel like you have to read it lovely but just know you are so one-of-a-kind and I’m so glad you stopped by today when I saw your message I smiled 🫂

So about the messages I got, I just wanna say that there were some of these ppl who replied to their own asks to me and they said they fully understand why I’m doing what I’m doing and it’s nice to know that even tho I don’t necessarily need any validation to be satisfied with my choice.

I’m going to just share my own ramblings and my own feelings towards some of these things bc I really don’t talk about it much (mainly bc it’s kind of draining for me personally)

I think some ppl do understand that this was an inevitability should writers continue to be plagiarized or essentially “left on read” when it comes to feedback (to be slightly witty and lighten this just a bit lol) this topic isn’t one I talk about a lot but I fully acknowledge and hear/see what other authors go through on an (unfortunately) regular basis.

I think the main thing I tried so hard to remind myself of is that I write for myself and no one else. More than once did I forget this and start thinking “oh please like this fic! please tell me it was worth it to write! please like it and me!” I think that’s what my thoughts began to turn into, and when that started happening I knew I needed to step back bc I really started to hate writing and I wanted to just turn away from it. I took a really long hiatus back in 2021 (iirc time is fake) and after writing tons of projects for myself and taking time off of tumblr, I came back in a much healthier mindset.

Basically, I really stopped caring about notes and feedback and for me it was life-changing.

I under no circumstances claim this is how all writers should be to feel better nor do I claim thinking like this is as easy as a snap of your fingers or that it cures all problems. It took me a while to learn this lesson (hence the hiatus) but having learned to not really care about all of that stuff I truly felt better about my writing AND myself. Any and all notes and feedback have just been pure bonuses for me and they brighten my day if I happen to get any. Heck, I’m still shocked that not one but TWO of my fics surpassed 1k notes, like, that’s crazy to me. I realized that once I stopped caring so much about feedback or notes and chose to focus whether or not I was the one who was satisfied with my work, I noticed a lot of positive things would gather towards (such as feedback or reviews).

With all of that being said, this doesn’t make the issues going on go away (though I wish it would). I can’t deny that this is pretty much the perfect time to archive my fics what with the surge of plagiarism coming into the light right now. Of course though, plagiarism has always been around and it happens to anyone over anything, they way I think in no way ignores the fact that something like that is out there and unfortunately we all take a risk when sharing anything online (tho ofc plagiarism can happen even irl but this is more focusing on online). I knew that risk going into it and it hurts when I see other people I know and people I don’t know have their hard work taken by some random stranger all so that person can get more praise from more random strangers on the Internet bc they couldn’t come up with a creative idea on their own.

I really hope that these issues can be resolved and I always send my love and support to all authors who have been affected by plagiarism. I’m glad more people are being brave and using their anger to act and call out these people and standing up for themselves or others. Putting those emotions into something positive is what I hope for the most.

Now the last thing I wanna talk about is the reason I (myself) am taking a break. I think that the timing as I mentioned couldn’t have been better what with everything going on, but these issues aren’t actually the real reason I’m taking this break but i kind of Sept my reasons reasoning under the rug bc it wasn’t necessarily as urgent as others.

My reason is simply bc I’ve kind of lost that drive to post my stuff online at all. The same thing happened when I used to draw and post art years back. I realized that I just enjoy these activities for myself and my friends rn rather than sharing it with a ton of people. Now this isn’t to say that I hate it or that I’ll never post again ever. I doubt that honestly. But I think taking this break is good for me bc I just want to talk about my fics and/or share them with friends right now and that’s enough for me. Im sad to stop posting, yes, but it feels kind of like I’m closing a chapter. That doesn’t mean I can’t change my mind later on or want to post again either! I think we forget sometimes that we can make decisions and essentially unmake them down the road. There doesn’t need to be this fear of seeming indecisive to others or anything like that. I feel like I’d love to come back and post again some time but for now I’m good. I enjoy being on tumblr to reblog posts, chat and ramble, and maybe even come back to see messages in my inbox. That alone makes me happy and I just don’t wanna add anything else to it rn.

Will I be back to posting? I feel like I will at some point, but idk when that point is exactly. For now, I’m gonna take my time and think about it. I’m gonna keep writing but I just don’t think I need to share it online rn haha and I’m content with that. I don’t believe I was ever “unappreciated” on here, I was happy sharing for the most part, and any and all feedback gave me a little pep in my step, but it wasn’t the sole reason I was posting and that in and of itself I think was the reason I didn’t quit posting on tumblr a long time ago. I do hope that for those who continue to post on tumblr, they know it’s okay to keep doing it. I don’t want them thinking that with people leaving they’re wrong or bad or insane for still posting. Everyone should just do what feels right for them. I hope more and more people will come to appreciate authors more, not just of kpop fic but any fic or any writing. I hope creatives will be appreciated and given lots of love and they will have lots of joy rather than stress in their lives. I just don’t feel like being one of those creatives right now, and that’s okay. I can always come back if or when I feel like it.

I think that’s all sorry for this word dump, this is a fic length itself 😭😂

[halalhyungwon]

sf9 and exo hehe

liviaaaaaaaa😭 i love you lol

sf9

✦ my first bias i think technically my first bias was youngbin and/or zuho but that was just bc they had some of my fave lines from the sensuous album which used to be the only thing I listened to from them and before i cared to try to stan lol but once I decided I wanted to get into them i fell for jaeyoon 🥰

✦ my current bias(es) mainly jaeyoon & dawon, but also youngbin and chani 🥰🥰🥰🥰

✦ my album and/or era ranking (or favorite of each) screeeam this is so mean..... I'll attempt to rank albums but after rpm the ranking is fake tbh first collection > turn over > 9loryUS > rpm > breaking sensation > feeling sensation > burning sensation > narcissus > wave of9 = knights of the sun = mamma mia = rumination

✦ how i got into them i originally started listening to them bc of now or never (which is forever iconic) and became obsessed with that album but still didn't decide to stan until the next year/enough era bc they were going on tour and my friend & I were like omg let's see sf9. So to prep i listened to more of their stuff and watched their video and just fell for them and now they have a permanent spot in my heart :( really did not expect to ult them but by the end of the concert I was like I LOVE these men shfgjdhdn

✦ which member would be my best friend youngbin 🥲💚

✦ something i associate with them (or with a bias/any member) i associate youngbin with popeyes bc after the concert i attended he went onto vlive eating popeyes and now my friends and I always joke that after concerts we should go to popeyes 😂

exo

✦ my first bias kyungsoo from the beginning babeyyy💯 also tao 🥲

✦ my current bias(es) kyungsoo and maybe chanyeol 🙈

✦ my album and/or era ranking (or favorite of each) omg livia,,,a whole 10year discography..... i will rank just the titles but will say universe is my fave album-wise! & lotto.

tempo > dftf > power > monster > call me baby > lotto > wolf > lucky one > universe > overdose > obsession > lmr > mama > growl > sing for you > for life > kokobop > love shot

✦ how i got into them someone posted the cmb video on their snap and I was hooked 😭 i didn't fully stan them until around sing for you tho (or I stanned but wasn't familiar with stan culture and didn't immerse myself in the fandom online til sfy)

✦ which member would be my best friend I feel like soo & I could be great friends but maybe that's just wishful thinking. I'll say minseok

✦ something i associate with them (or with a bias/any member) in general i associate them with me getting into kpop & also uni bc I got into freshman/sophomore year. I associate chanyeol with my junior year of uni bc it was when freal love came out and I just remember being very excited for it. Honestly I was a chanyeol bias but in denial hsgjsgsjsg im accepting it now tho

Thanks for this livia!! ily

[zemiraxo]

Hard life 3

As promised, here is my experience being in a friend group I didn't belong to, ever; I met this girl, N in form 2 in 2022, we clicked despite her loving anime and me kpop(not so much now), she introduced me to her friends the next day, I joined the group. We all became best friends, especially C & I, we were like sisters. However, early 2023, a new girl, R joined the group...she instantly liked me, I liked her as well, we joked about being married, big mistake being her friend. We had an argument in July, about a kpop group NCT, she said she hated the group and is suddenly a fan in 2014 when she's 6 before me!? She didn't know their debut date, so I asked questions being skeptical. I was right, she lied. She took way too long to answer all the questions and I caught her lying when I asked "Which member left NCT in the past?" KEY WORD: PAST. She said I can't remember if it was Shotaro & Sungchan(that's 2) or Lucas(all 3 left in 2023, a few months before, which is NOT THE PAST, I would've asked recently if it was them), the answer was Hansol. She then called me "fakey" as in a fake friend in a group chat with 2 of my classmates. I was hurt, then we reconciled BUT..in August I started stanning some influencers, NSB, and their friends, one of them being leo.wz, I started to crush on him..so I jokingly rizzed him in October on the 28th, when he posted, after I found his account again, he replied, since I was so happy, I sent a screenshot in the friend group chat, instant regret. 11 days later 9-11, R told Leo on tiktok "omg leo i love u" told me on the 15th that she said he's handsome. I didn't believe her so I asked for a screenshot, never got it. A few days later, we were eating lunch and I screamed "ANTS!" as I'm allergic, and she laughed so I was upset and asked her about it, she said it's funny at first as it always has by her. I passed it off, she did it again, passed off again but the third time I snapped. We argued for about 10 minutes and I screamed "R SHUT UP!!!" tears streaming down my face, I was bawling, students around were looking concerned, the others ran off, and only came back when I had a bit of trouble breathing. Then we reconciled, but that day my cousin said she roughed her up and kind of bullied her so I was mad. Bad idea being her friend again, I got the screenshot after I argued with her about it as I get angry easily over lies. I got it, it was not what she said it was, instead she said she meant to she she loves it as in dead eyes filter I told her she would've fixed it, so she lied. I WAS RIGHT, she told the others she meant that u. I was betrayed, so I told her something I have no regrets about despite saying sorry, if she didn't mean hers, I didn't mean mine, she told me I'm the worst person on earth and she hates me and doesn't care about me. Then why'd you kiss me? I told her to ask Santa for a mother for Christmas, and I didn't regret it as she lacks maternal education. And then on Ash Wednesday 2024, another one, S in the friend group called me a pick me girl and attention seeker because I wasn't talking to R, I unfriended them all cause none stood up for me, I told S she's disrespectful. My family only knows some, and my Godsister knows all, and was angry. I don't care about what people will think about me after this. Say whatever you want, I don't care.