5/02/24
Don’t overthink, literally take this at face-value. It just is.
You create an observation; “I haven't got”, called desire, but you are not the one afflicted by it—the observation of a person is. Most do not allow the observation itself to be free of limits or distinctions.
‘You’ defaults to observing a person trying to make sense of ‘you’; the “ ” that makes all phenomena be. All things that ‘are’, are observations. Even the ‘pursuit’ of this to attain ‘desire’ is an observation.
A true observation is not persisted in — because it literally is. [ Do you persist in making tea? ]
There is no step-by-step for the observed ‘person’. In observing a person, you connect observations of memories, thoughts, sensations, time, space, etc. to it—references. All of this is merely attaching observations to observations etc.
Assign absolutely nothing to “ ”, no thing can observe what observes it, and that includes a person. “ ” observes a person trying to comprehend it. Never the other way around.
Inquiring this, gives instant, direct experience – more than any external knowledge can. Journal about it if you have to—directly observing. Not thinking you are a person doing xyz.
Ask; when everything is only observed, what remains? And, you already are that, so what now? The answers are there.
[ being “ ” ] in its most literal sense, is giving up on all attachments, aversions, and phenomena as limits and/or definitions of “ ”. In doing so, ‘you’ acknowledge that everything is an observation of ‘you’, making yourself everything, everywhere, all at once. You observe, simply because you can, and your observation is.
Why is this person's life undesirable? Because it [is] can be! Can it be 'fixed? It already [is] can be! Everything is a pointer falling short of ‘you’.
✰ Ironically, it is merely an observation of a person that sees infinite peace, zero problems and omnipotence as empty/boring when ‘you feel that way’. This isn’t something that makes the person stop complaining and be at perfect peace; the person will complain as long as you observe it to do so. You though, you will know the full security of your peace.
It can’t even be forced; it’s simply the knowing that all you can do is be, because you already are. Be free of everything that seems otherwise. The point is, you reduce and return to this; you are “ ”, anything else is because of you. What does “ ” mean?
“ ”; the only suitable label for what is god, infinity, freedom, the literal supreme principle and beyond.
What does because mean?
“ ” ; and for that reason; everything.
There is no such thing as a state or action. No phenomena, no realization, no manifestation, no seeking, no truth, no reason, no doer, no trying, no knowledge, no rules or logic, no references of reality—they are simply forms of ‘your’ apparency; observations. The effort of a person is only an observation; and ‘you’ either attach failure or success to that.
You can observe a person seeking answers, but it is pointless to ask why of the ‘WHY.’ Experience comes from observation only; let that sink in. Basically, what you observe goes — not what you learn, try to apply, try to manifest; those are their own observations and thus, their own realities.
For example; if you narrated your observation of this person, you would glean a feeling of what’s truly ‘happening’. The observation is the same as the act.
➤ Observation of [ Luna ] trying to manifest xyz = [ Luna ] is trying to manifest xyz.
➤ Observation of [ Ember ] making tea = [ Ember ] is making tea.
➤ Observation of [ Luna ] wanting to avoid something that she thinks is going to happen = [ Luna ] wants to avoid something that is inevitable.
What about 'manifestation'?
➤ Observation of [ Luna ] applying law of assumption, imagining herself as xyz and having references that bar her from this experience [doubt, fear, criterias, desire, measures of progress] = [ Luna ] applying the law and failing.
“ ” does not imagine, nor does it think wishfully. Observations have absolutely nothing attached to them. Or it would be “Observing Luna imagining a manifestation of xyz.” There is no gap, because observation is ‘you’.
All you are doing when you seek anything; is observing limits and then asking how to free yourself of it.
Stop observing the ‘desire’ of anything. Observe without limits because it simply and can only be ‘is’. What is observed, whether attachment or aversion — IS.
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hyunjin's lesson
flufffffffffff~~~~
hyunjin (he needs his own warning)
highschool au
you're trying to teach hyunjin how to kiss and it ends in a way you wouldn't have expected.
word count: 617
"Okay so, basically," you start, looking at the boy who was sitting cross-legged on your bedroom carpet. "Do you at least know the difference between a peck and a kiss?"
He shakes his head, feline-like eyes wide looking up at where you pace. You sigh, beginning to pace again. "Uh, so a peck is a quick tap with the lips-" You pick up a random stuffed animal you had lying around. "Like this:" You peck the stuffed animal's head softly.
Hyunjin's eyes follow your lips as they land on the stuffed animal, and he can't help but wish he could kiss you. He may or may not have lied and told you he didn't know how to kiss, but it was only a half-lie. He knew how to kiss, but he just wanted an excuse to kiss you.
Oh, but why you? Why did he have to fall for you? Why his childhood best friend, who watched him glow up from the little awkward boy he was to the very attractive teenager he is today? The one who tutored him in practically all his subjects now, the one he's known all his life? He wasn't complaining exactly - you were pretty and funny, and you two just clicked. Hyunjin's friends know about this little crush of his, and Lee Know came up with this idea, the plan going perfectly so far.
He nods, "That's it? Seems easy enough," He says, smiling up at you. As he adjusts his seating position, you sit in front of him. "Okay, and a kiss is slightly longer and more intimate. You following?" He nods, eyes catching your gaze as you two begin a staring contest, tension thick enough to cut with a knife.
You both cut off the eye contact, clearing your throat as Hyunjin rubs his nape. "Got it, peck is short and sweet, kiss is longer and intimate. Okay," He says, trying to lighten the mood.
You swallow, nervously nodding. Why Hyunjin? Why did he have to be so goddam perfect? His eyes follow your every move with curiosity, wide and shining, his hands still have little bits of paint and graphite on them from when he was painting, the way his black hair is pulled up into two little pigtails from when you were messing around. How did he still look so perfect?
He hums, looking at you. He smirks inside his head, putting stage two of the plan into action: Making a Move.
"Wait, can you demonstrate a kiss? I just want to make sure I can differentiate," He says, moving to sit on the bed behind him. You hum, getting up to grab the stuffed animal again when he pulls you by your arm. You turn to look at him, confused. He stands up, and in one swift motion, a pair of lips meet yours.
You just stand there, shocked until Hyunjin pulls away. "Like that?" He says when he finally moves back, looking down at you with a small smile plastered across his face. You start to feel your face heat up, mouth opening and closing in bewilderment. He laughs and pecks your lips again, humming as he looks for a response.
"Well? Did I pass, teach?"
You open and close your mouth once more before getting up on your tippy toes and pressing another kiss to his lips, his arms wrapping around your waist as he tilts his head to the right.
It just felt right. All the tension between you two melted as you continued, him resting his forehead against yours when he pulled away.
"So, are we like dating now?" He asks humorously, looking into your eyes.
"Yeah, I guess we are Jinnie."
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