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#light of my life!! always be happy and healthy 💙
taemmin · 2 years
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[0718] happy birthday to the incomparable ACE of shinee! from the bottom of my heart, thank you for coming into my life ♡
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yamikawas · 2 years
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REGARDLESS OF WHAT ANYONE SAYS. Yoomtah loves you and only you! And she loves you just the way you are, she would never want you to change yourself for her! And she will make sure that no one can hurt you ever again
UAUUUAUAHAAASJDHJSBDJFBNBFJJDBFNJSJD.N,NNNNNNN ;///;.................???......YOOMIEEEEEEEEEEEEE MY BELOVED I WANT TO HOLD HER FOREVER...............................WAAHHHHHHHH
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#CAN I JUST.CAN I JUST NUZZLE UP TO HER AND RELAX IN HER ARMS 24/7 I WOULD BE HAPPY FOREVER THEN#[STARING AT THIS ASK FOR 2948394738285 HOURS UNTIL IM NORMAL]#YOOMTAH MY BELOVED YOOMTAH MY DARLING YOOMTAH MY SWEETHEART YOOMTAH MY DEAREST#I JUST WANNA HUG HER AND EVERYTHING WILL BE OK.OK<3<3<3#I THINK IT WOULD BE NICE IF SHE COULD JUST KISS ME ALL OVER MY FACE UNTIL I FORGET EVERYTHING ELSE TBH#I LIKE WHEN.YOOMTAH.....................................#GOD.SHE IS LITERALLY EVERYTHING TO ME HER LOVE MEANS THE WORLD AND MORE#THERE ARE NOT MUCH WORDS IN MY BRAIN I JUST WANT TO STARE AT HER LOVELY FACE AND TELEPATHICALLY SEND HER ALL OF MY LOVE#I HOPE SHE KNOWS HOW MUCH I ADORE HER I HOPE SHE KNOWS I WOULD DO ANYTHING FOR HER SHE DESERVES TO KNOW<<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<33#I WISH SHE WAS HERE TO KEEP ME SAFE WITH HER AND MAKE SURE NO ONE CAN HURT ME........................#BUT I WANNA PROTECT HER TOO I WOULD DO ANYTHING TO MAKE SURE SHES ALWAYS HAPPY AND HEALTHY#AND I WANNA CUDDLE UP TO HER AND JUST ABSORB ALL THE LOVE THROUGH MY SKIN AND INTO MY BRAIN#SHES SO CUTE AND LOVABLE AND FUN AND I JUST.SHE LOVES M E ???!!!?!?!!?!?!@??@?!??!?!!!?!?!?!?!!??OH MY GOD#IM SO LUCKY TO HAVE HER🌠🧡💝🌻✨💚💗💛👩‍❤️‍💋‍👩💝💖🍋❣🌼💜💋🌩🌻💜💟❤💛💙🌠⚠️💞💗💚💘💕⚠️💫🌈💚✨💚🧡💗💌💓⚡🌈💝❤💜❤🌻💖💫⚠️🍋#I WANNA HOLD HER FOREVER AND EVER AND EVER AND EVER AND EVER AND EVER AND EVER AND EVER AND EVER AND EVER AND EVER AND EVER AND EVER AND#YOOMTAH MY LOVEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE......................................#I WOULD DO ANYTHING IF IT MEANT SHE WOULD KEEP LOVING ME I WOULD LITERALLY KILL FOR HER#SHES MY EVERYTHING AND I JUST.NEED HER FOREVER IN ORDER TO SURVIVE I NEED TO BE HER ONE AND ONLY#SHE IS THE LIGHT OF MY LIFE THE REASON I EXIST I DONT KNOW WHAT ID DO WITHOUT HER ID PROBABLY BE DEAD#I JUST NEED HER TO BE MINE AND I NEED TO BE HERS I NEED TO TO NEVER LOOK AT OR THINK ABT ANYONE OTHER THAN ME AGAIN#I LOVE HER.SO MUCH.SO SO SO SO MUCH.SHE IS MY SOULMATE MY LIFE REVOLVES AROUND ONLY HER#YOOMTAH WHEN SHE IS MY BELOVED (ALWAYS AND FOREVER AND FOR ALL OF ETERNITY)
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cosmica-candy · 2 months
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Hi I absolutely adore electrolyte I would die for him. He should be friends with my xylitol nova kid mayhaps
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Oh oh oh you like Electrolyte cookie? Here he is! And below the cut? Fan fic draft + more art 💙
Deep space, sugar star belt, 12:38 am, Xylitol time.
Xylitol Nova cookie was stepping down the hallways, a small note pad in his hand,
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repare ward, check
Ship docks, check
Housing wing, check
Lounge wing, check
He sighed flipping through his notes
Check, check, check, check, double check
Then his eyes caught it, an in checked line
Children's and Infant hospital wing he smiled keenly to himself tucking it away in his breast pocket
"How have I missed that?" He sighed no matter, he quickly turned heel making a quick pace for the hospital again...
His heels clicked on the floor as the fellow cookies at bots stepped out of there leaders way, giving a buzz, salute or bow to him.
Walking to the reception window, he looked at his influx of happy and healthy new parents and families, a strange pull in heart loomed... He never had parents. Just a lab grown body designed to lead. It was him. Always him. History has his eyes on him.
"Xylitol Nova! Sir! What an pleasant surprise!" Cooed the charge nurse Orbit, her white hair pulled into a messy bun, once being prim and proper... "What brings you to our side of the hospital?"
"Ah...Yes I wanted to say hello to the new little ones...I"
"Wanted something to do sir?"
He chuckled putting up his hands "guilty has charged"
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The two walked through the hallways the Florencent lights shining through the sanitary halls, Orbit and Nova stopped at a large window looking at the nursery... Many freshly baked and bundled babies laied in an organized comb, all of them with charts lovingly written on by adoring parents, all...
But one.
Xylitols brow cocked "Who's that little one? third row fourth on the left"
Nurse Orbit sighed "That would be little Electrolyte...No known father... Mother ....Just passed on..."
Xylitols flinched “so that's who that ping was earlier....“ He thought... "An orphan? What's to happen to him?"
"well, if no one is to claim him... He will be enrolled in the ranger program and become an asset to the planet..." Nurse orbit stated "its the best place for an orphan seeing how tight knit the rangers are... A found family would adore a little bundle of joy..."
"...And no ones been interested in him..?"
"Unfortunately...with his hair color and his eyes, No..."
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Nova placed a hand on the glass staring in... "....May I hold him?" His voice dripped with sorrow, all the nurses froze there heads whipping to gaze at there dear leader...
Nurse Orbit nodded adjusting her glasses... "o-of course sir..right this way..."
Leading into the warm, sterile nursery, Novas heart pounded stepping closer and closer to the infant... His eyes were closed, his deep black hair was streaked with strands and baby blue, his deep olive skin were painted by two rosy blushed cheeks.
He squirmed a bit being scooped up by orbit, before being gently placed into novas arms... He held a child before...but this...was different.
He felt time slow down, the warmth of the little bundle in his arms, all he could tell was this little life in his strong arms, completely helpless...yet. alone.
Tears trickled down thed leaders face as he held the child, gently falling into the boys cheek, he stirred awake cooing softly... His eyes fluttered open revealing pools of baby blue, untouched by the pain and grief of the cosmos
He sniffled ”Hello little one..." Nova cooed gently bouncing the bundle in his arms, Electrolyte smiled up at him his tiny arm reaching up to him, his tiny hands grabbing up twords him, Nova A big intrigued brought his free hand to him... Electrolyte cooed
Wrapping around Xylitols finger.
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Xylitol gasped softly his eyes welling with more tears than he had wept in the past century. He cuddled the boy lifting him up to his chest cooing down at him...
Nurse Orbit was equally as tearful, she held unto her badge smiling at her leader
"I'll take him" Nova whimpered holding his new son close to his chest.
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loveemagicpeace · 2 years
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Intense placements synastry💘🧚🏼‍♀️🦋
💗Houses that are the most intense in synastry are 1st, 7th, 8th house in my opinion. For and the other connections that I am describing seem to me to be strong, deep and intense. These are connections that are deep and beautiful but at the same time difficult.
🧚🏼‍♀️1st house - This is where the person will most notice your energy, your character, your personality in general, your appearance. And here the person will also find you attractive. The person here also finds you sexually attractive. This person's energy will be focused only on you.So the synastry here can make an intense and discrete energy between you. Which also means that a person's actions are seen externally. At the same time, the person can also be impulsive
💗7th house- It is the house opposite your ascendant. A part of you also shows here, but mostly relationships, marriages, romances are confirmed. This is where the person sees you as potential partner. But there is also the opposite of what you like, so here it can be intense and hostile or pleasant and healthy.
💘8th house- this one is deep & dark. This is where the person sees you as sexually attractive in a deeper way. A deeper relationship with the person and on a level of intimacy. Anger, jealousy, passion, intensity, secrets, hiddenness are felt here. Here, a person feels things that does not show outwardly. Here, more or less everything is covered but at the same time very attractive. Here you and the person can feel strong love and strong hatred at the same time. But it all comes together in an intense deep connection.
🧩Moon sex Mars-emotions are related to actions.The person feels seen and the partner notices your emotional needs.At the same time, emotions are very energetic and passionate.
🧁Venus sextile Mars- a strong romantic attraction between you two and you two instinctively know how to please and make one another happy sexually.
🔑Pluto sextile Mars- you are obsessed with this person. Both can be jealous and intense in love. They can also have impulsive reactions.I can also feel like you can't let this person out of your life. U two keep coming back to each other. Sexual and magnetic attraction.
🧸Venus sextile Pluto- strong love and deep as the ocean. Connection is an amazing and also an unforgettable love. This connection reminds me of song red hot chilli peppers- I Could Die For U.
🦋Venus in 8th house-Intense deep love is felt. The passion between two people is great. Dark-light love.You feel as if you are filled with love and that the love your partner gives you is only yours. Love is special and unique. Unforgettable.You feel as if you have fallen into deep ocean full of thoughts. You look at a person not only with your emotions but with your soul.
🧸Neptune in 1st house- It represents the illusion of love.A fantasy you create in your head. You can idealize a person and create a different idea about this person. But you always see them as dreamy, creative, mystical, compassionate.This person can give you fairy vibes. This position creates that people often feel each other's energy. Many times their energy is also directed into a dreamy state. I think the energy is stronger when neptune it is in both houses.
💙Pluto in 8th house -this represents a strong deep bond that is intense, passionate, dark, mysterious and also represents a deep transformation. Here, both person’s transformed through the relationship and become stronger.
🎸Mars in 8th house -mars here represents obsession with this person, it means that you want to be only with this person all the time. The two people have good intimacy and can be sexually addicted to each other.
-Rebekah🦋🧸🧚🏼‍♀️
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neteyamslovrr · 1 year
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Hiya!! First of all, congrats on your 2k milestone , you did that! More than well deserved 💙
Always been a big fan of your works and I was wondering if I could please get a fluff plot 5 story on Rotxo? That poor boy needs so much more love and quality time 🥺💞
Make sure to stay healthy and hydrated and don't overwork yourself! Have a wonderful, badazzling day my love😌
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OUR MARUI
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im sorry this took so long bae!! i hope u enjoy. i love our little pookie bear rotxo .sorry its short i am struggling with the fluff LMAO (they're so cute i could die)
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Moving into a marui together was a big step for all newly mated couples of Awa’atlu. It was no different for you and Rotxo. Building a marui was a way to show your connection and love for your mate. Showing your mate where you wanted to grow old and frail with them. Rotxo was proud of his handy-work, ready to finally start this new phase with you.
Bringing over your stuff felt as if you were carrying the new stage of your life in your hands. It was exciting. Exciting enough it felt as there was a fire a light inside of you, burning from the anticipation of your new life.
Rotxo was doing more of the heavy-lifting, not because you weren’t capable, he simply insisted. “Give that to me pretty girl.” He’d say while taking a large table you were hauling across the tight fabric floor.
“I can carry it myself Rotxo.” You would pout, turning to pick up baskets of small trinkets and ornaments to decorate your shared home.
“I know you can, but I want to carry it for you.” He gave you a small peck on the cheek before moving fast to endure the heavy lifting for a little less time.
You followed behind him hastily, bouncing on the taught fabric to exude some of your radiating joy. You had been looking forward to sharing a home with him since you were teens. It was something you truly thought was surreal.
Placing the baskets down you looked at the way Rotxo crossed his arms, nodding proudly as he surveyed his new home. “Do you like it?” He looked back to you, your expression was spaced out looking in no particular direction as your eyes sparkled in the setting sun. “Is there something you don’t like? Y’know you can tell me anything.” His question was rooted in anxiousness, wary that his mate was not approving of the marui he had built for them.
Your eyes flickered over to the concerned look dripping off of Rotxo’s face, his eyebrows furrowing as his stare was begging you to give him reassurance. Snapping out of your dazed out happy state you immediately rushed over to him. Laying your soft palms on his cheeks you gave him a cheery smile.
“This is more beautiful than I ever could have imagined Rotxo. Thankyou.” He smiled back at you, putting his rough hands on your cheeks to pull you into a sweet kiss. Showing his utter love and appreciation for you.
“It’s just like you then.” His grin was shit-eating, waiting for you to pick up one the compliment he gave. Your face screwed in confusion, eyes squinting as you tried to figure out what he meant. “Because you’re beautiful my pretty girl. So beautiful.”
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diavolito · 4 months
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Happy birthday, my shining star! 🎂🎊
This year more than ever before I' m wishing you to be always surrounded by people who love you, cherish, understand and support you like an extra pair of wings helping you fly even higher, and I genuinely hope that they are with you on this day as well as on any other 🙏🏻 May you be healthy, inspired and may all your brilliant ideas and all your dreams come to life and all your goals, professional and personal, be achieved ✨
You bring us so much joy, so much peace and light, you deserve all the love, happiness and kindness in the world, and I will pray for this and support you forever! 💙
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ariesfaeries · 11 months
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Made a cleaner ref sheet for Enya my Yakuza Oc! I like this one much better than the other one :')💙
Enya Sasaki
She/Her
Birthday: August 7 1997
25
Nicknames: Enya-chan, Enny-chan, Nya-chan (<----Only Zhao can call her that)
Ethnicity- African American-Japanese (raised in Japan so mainly knows Japanese at first, but took classes to speak English fluidly)
Leo
Caretaker - Okino Sasaki (Adoptive father)
Hostess at the Rose Blossom Cabaret
Favorite animal - Pandas
Favorite drink - Slushy Taro bubble tea
Fighting style- Taekwondo
Love interest- Tiayou Zhao
All of her lore is under the cut:') (it's v long I was feeling big-brained)
Enya’s parents originally left the U.S. and moved to Kamorocho for her bio father's new job and also ran a goods and services shop and would launder money for the Omi Alliance in exchange for money because the shop her parents owned was not doing well financially and ran the risk of losing the business and home. even when Enya’s biological dad had a second job and it wasn't enough.
Her dad would work long hours often after Enya was born and didn't make much time for Enya's mother and would have countless arguments because of it leaving her mother and her alone most days. Enya was no more than 6 months old when this unfolded.
Every few months, someone is sent to collect the money from their business to be laundered. The person who would pick it up would be Tendo.
Enya’s mom ended up meeting Tendo one day when he came to collect the money they owed and Enya’s mom and Tendo had an affair (which Tendo just went along with it to make more money while Enya’s mom actually fell for him).
Tendo eventually let Enya’s mom know she didn’t mean anything to him and that he was just using her, in the end. She begged him to stay but he refused. Enya’s bio dad finds out and tried to fight Tendo, but with him being a skilled boxer, but he killed her dad from blunt force trauma.
Enya’s mother was mortified. Her mother decided wouldn’t launder any more money for the Omi and after a big fight Enya’s mom threatened to tell the authorities so Tendo made arrangements to have her killed. In that event, Enya was left alone in her crib wailing.
Eventually, the police arrived after complaints of a smell and crying in the small apartment and Enya was found and taken to an orphanage in Kamorocho. There was no information found on either of them in regard to their name as the Omi made sure the make them "disappear" Enya was spared simply because she was harmless and seemingly would "Never remember this" In the words of Tendo
Her foster dad, Okino Sasaki, a native of Ijincho finds her at the Sunflower Orphanage during a business trip while working at a corporate office in Ijincho. He always wanted kids but unfortunately, he is sterile. So in light of his successful business, he wanted to have the joy of changing a child's life giving them a healthy, happy childhood. That's where he finds 6-year-old Enya. To this day, she calls him "Oki-san" rather than father. Overall while living with Okino, overall she was happy, he made time to take her to parks and even took her to the library to look at magazines since she loves fashion so much. He also put her in Taekwondo classes after school when he worked late and even explained to only use self-defense in dire situations. Enya loved every second of it. The only strange thing was her reoccurring nightmare of screaming, and a man's face she's never seen before. She had these dreams practically once every year. Each time more fragments come out. The first figure would mumble incoherent words and the only word that was clear was the "Omi Alliance" which was one word the figure would say constantly. It wasn't until middle school that she temporarily stopped having them.
Over the years, Okino eventually falls for Kozumi Hideko who he later marries and allows her to move into Okino's 2 bedroom apartment. Kozumi is the bane of Enya's existence. She's overtly controlling, and combative, towards Enya, and eventually by weaseling in Okino's heart she quickly became head of the household. Okino allowed her to take over the home while he worked long hours at the office leading to screaming matches every day. Okino allowed her to do anything she wanted except one specific thing she wanted most of all. The biggest one is that Kozumi wants Okino to sell his business and move to Sotenbori, but Okino was adamant about Enya finishing school and avoid her from constantly uprooting her life as she went through that in several foster homes. Another part of it is because of her skin tone.
This rivalry between Enya and her stepmother led to her acting out a lot, cutting class, not paying attention in school, and eventually sneaking out once she entered high school. Due to her nearly getting expelled due to her retaliating against a bully, her stepmother got fed up and had a discussion with Okino and managed to manipulate him to send her to a boarding school for the rest of her time there.
While she was there, she was absolutely miserable. Some of the kids teased her more than others (apart from her skin tone, and the fact she was technically an orphan) She hated it. She hid in the bathroom most lunch periods until one day she meets Shoji Kazuhiro.
Enya fell for Shoji quickly, and from what it appeared he did too. He was her first for everything. And for a while, it was one big honeymoon stage, up until they both graduated high school. Enya did 2 years in college as a business major. Not exactly because she wanted to, but wanting to make Okino proud. Originally she wanted to be a fashion designer, but as she was told, "It wasn't practical" For those 2 years, she was under a ton of stress. Not only because of the heavy workload but because of her constant fight with Shoji. they've broken up and made up so many times. Sometimes she would go months and he would reel her back in with his charm. She really wanted it to work, but Shoji constantly ditched her to play pachinko and get wasted with his friends. There was even an instance he forget her birthday. Eventually, the stress of her relationship and doing something she didn't love in college caused her to drop out and move back home.
Enya was shooting to work with Okino, but at the time she needed experience (Even nepotism would save her) Not to mention when he's not home Kozumi makes it impossible for her (She couldn't even eat any of the food in the house because it was for "working members of the household" Some days Enya would be saved because Okino asked why she didn't eat one day he came home early and confronted Kozumi. In her normal fashion, she threw a tantrum. eventually, she started doing it covertly when he wasn't there.
Enya finally had enough of the fighting and constant struggle to even be able to feed herself and decided to go job hunting. She tried many places but to no avail, and she was rejected. Until she meets Saeko. Originally Enya came in for a drink and conversed with her, but eventually turned into her bawling her eyes out over how tough things have been, Saeko comforted her and commented on how beautiful she is and asked if she was willing to work at a cabaret. While her club was full, Saeko pulled some strings and got her a position at the Rose Blossom Cabaret.
Enya realized how quickly she had to shape up. Originally Enya is rather timid and anxious. Connecting with others wasn't her strong suit. but after getting to know some of the girls, they encouraged her that in order for her to get more tips, she needed to be more extroverted. So after a few rehearsals, she made more than enough to provide for herself, eventually getting her an apartment. And coincidently, Shoji comes back apologetically and made lots of empty promises "I wanna marry you!" "You're the love of my life!" "I can't live without you!" All that jazz was a load of crap. Unfortunately, Enya was still a tad bit naive, no, not even, just love-bombed to the point anything Shoji did or didn't do would either make or break her day. So he had a death grip on her.
It seemed like a great fairy tale at the moment for Enya because her thoughts were "Everything is going perfectly!" Until Shoji was back to his old ways. He hated the fact that she worked at a cabaret and guys would look at her. He never missed an opportunity to slut shame her in hopes she loses her confidence completely and quits. But she refused. One particular day she got into a heated argument with Shoji at her apartment to the point he punched a hole in her wall. She kicked him out and stopped seeing him for months. The final time they got back together, Shoji was allegedly "homeless" and his roommate kicked him out so we came to her house crying and begging in the pouring rain for her to "let him stay" And of course, they get back together. It was completely short-lived however while on her lunch break, she went to Gindaco Highball Tavern where she found Shoji on a date with a girl while they were still together. Enya made a big scene and threw a drink in his face. She cried for months. Until eventually she tried "casual dating" until she realized it was a terrible idea since no one took her seriously. Not to mention, being attacked and robbed after work, she quickly became paranoid. These events left her severely traumatized and with abandonment issues. After that point, she vowed to never date again.
Fast forward 5 years later,
Enya was working a normal shift at the Rose Blossom when she gets a surprise visit from Saeko, who she hasn't seen in years. This time, however, she wasn't alone. She was accompanied by Ichiban, Nanba, Adachi, Joon-gi Han, Eri, and no surprise, Zhao! With time after she was introduced to everyone she was quickly established as she gave Saeko the short of what has happened since a few years ago they met. She laughed and joked and even teared up with them all. Soon enough before their trip to Sotenbori, the Omi was mentioned. She explained to them that she has had a reoccurring dream where the word "Omi Alliance" was said several times and she saw a figure who she described in detail that immediately described Tendo. Han asked her a few questions about her childhood and recalled if she has adopted maybe there was a link to her bio parents. Soon it all started to make sense. She assumed that maybe Tendo may have something to do with her past and her bio parents. And soon asked if she could tag along on Ichiban's journey.
During that time she bonded with everyone. Enya and Saeko got really close and were inseparable. She enjoyed giggling at Saeko oogling at Han and even supported and hinted that she should go for it. She learned that Nanba was a former doctor and how met Ichiban. Adachi always made jokes and the occasional pick-up line she'd laugh at and Saeko would remark how bad it was. Enya chatted with Han about his past and how things are at the Geomijul and remarked on how reserved he is. She'd do the occasional "Han-chan" Saeko does just for giggles. Enya and Ichiban bonded instantly. She loved his high energy and how optimistic he was, and his also being an orphan made him the most relatable. She listened as he shared stories about his time growing up at Shangri-La. Zhao was the biggest mystery for her. At most, he shared he was once the leader of the Liumang (that she heard about briefly, only word-of-mouth) and how a coup was formed against him so now he's no longer the leader and tags along with Ichiban and company. She was intimidated at best. There have been times he has teased her and played pranks on her. Sometimes she would get fussy about it, but his charm always prevented it from escalating. And that was one of those things she was apprehensive about. Shoji had that same charm. She didn't know what Zhao was capable of, but she did stay distant at first. He did manage to get a giggle and some banter out of her every now and again.
It wasn't until after the fight with Ishioda and the bomb was planted, Zhao made an effort to help carry Enya out after springing her ankle during the fight. He even carried her up until they were able to take a train to Kamorocho. While they were friends of course and any friend would do it, Zhao showed a great deal of concern. (Especially with him being such an aloof nonchalant guy) That's when the gears started turning in her head. The inevitable "Uh oh." when she knows she's about to get a crush. Her immediate reaction? Run. She avoided Zhao as much as she could and by that, it's usually avoiding being alone with him. But on the inside, she knew it was getting worse. She found herself looking at him consciously, any time he interacted with her she was a flustered mess. Zhao had his suspicions but never pointing out, since teasing her relentlessly was far more entertaining
Enya later finds out the truth about her parents when Ichiban and company finally made it to the Millenium Tower to fight Tendo. Once they arrived in the room, Enya confronted him, saying that she feels in some way she may be connected to her parents and that they could talk it out, and that deep down he may be a good guy at heart. The words he spoke were "Huh, you have her eyes." Enya was confused until he happily boasted about him slaughtering her parents. It was an earth-shattering moment. She was filled with rage and wanted nothing more than to kill him. While they did knock him out, they had to hold Enya back as she grabbed a glass shard and planned to stab him while knocked out. She broke down completely at that moment.
Wrapping up to Aoki, and Arakawa's funeral, she stood outside with everyone when Nanba and Saeko mentioned that Ichiban isn't leaving. While the cheers went on, One of the coworkers that knew Okino frantically found her to announce that he was sick. He had a heart attack and was in critical condition. Everyone sat in the hospital with Enya as she spent her last moments there. Kozumi stood in the corner scowling while Enya cried. She talked about how she should have visited more and should have called more often. everyone stood to comfort her as she stood around him. She could have sworn she felt him squeeze her hand. And then his heart rate increased rapidly until he flatlined. Enya was broken
After the funeral, Enya stayed cooped up in her apartment. She'd have backlogs of messages from the gang, even Han suggested stopping by and "monitoring" her, but they voted against it since it would be an invasion of privacy. Ichiban did his best to pitch an idea of how they could get her out of the house when Zhao volunteered to propose a plan to get her out for some fresh air. He didn't disclose it, but the words of Ichiban said "We're counting on you, Zhao."
Zhao made some Yaki soba knowing it's her fav food and visited her apartment. At first, she shooed him away and said she didn't want company right now. But of course, Zhao persisted 🤣 he pestered her until she nearly bolted to the door to tell him off when she opened the door to him with an apologetic face and some yaki soba. She would have naturally turned him down anyway, but with her not eating anything for 3 days with no groceries, she was in no position to say no. Zhao kept the conversation light and avoided mentioning Okino. He didn't get a giggle out of her but he did ask if she'd be willing to do her a favor. She was about to say no, but knowing he went out of his way to get her some food she desperately needed even if she would never admit it, she relented. Only to find out this "errand" was a trip to Club SEGA. She kept asking what was the favor, and he just asked her to watch him play. It wasn't until he (purposely) kept getting stuck on a level of Space Harrier, she asked if she can try. Of course, it was easy, but he figured she would get impatient enough that she'd want to beat it. After that, she perked up more and they played more games together. There were incidences where he would brush his hand across hers, and she would jolt a little but tried to focus on the game. Enya laughed a lot more and even beat Zhao at a game (with pure luck of course) It wasn't until Enya found a huge Panda in the UFO catcher, she mentioned it's been there for years and no one has been able to grab it. She tried a few times until she ran out of money. Zhao offered to try, but just like her, was unsuccessful. Enya moped a bit, but Zhao mentioned maybe it was time to go for now since he was thirsty. So they went to get Boba and she ordered her favorite: Taro Tea. Zhao opened up a bit more about his upbringing and a bit more in detail about why he's no longer the leader. He did keep it light and made some jokes, and when he felt he was starting to shift the mood talking about cooking, working at You Tian, and some of the things he knew about the arcade games.
Once they finished up, he paid for the food with Yen he had in his pocket, but noticed his wallet was missing. Enya scolded how he should be careful, but he mentioned he may have left it at Club SEGA at asked her to wait outside. 30 minutes passed and she was just about to walk in to help when he came out with the huge panda in his hand. Enya was in awe and literally asked how did he manage. He explained he paid off the worker to hold his wallet while she was in the bathroom so he had a reason to come back and asked the worker to put an "Out of Order" sign on the UFO catcher so no one takes it. He spent 30 minutes because he kept getting everything but the panda, until it was the last thing in the machine and snagged it easily. He gave back all of the plushies and kept the panda instead. Enya practically teared up and asked why did he go through that for her when he mentioned everyone was pretty worried, that he hated to see her frown, and that she was great company since "everyone was too busy to hang out" Zhao walked her back to her apartment and she thanked him. Then kinda rambled blushing on about how she's grateful and he means a lot to her, staggering and trying not to lead on she likes him a lot (though she's failing miserably because Zhao can read her like a book) and just said "You sure do talk a lot." which threw her off and he leaned in to give her a kiss. And ended with "Soo... see you tomorrow?" Enya just nodded while blushing still bewildered by what just happened. And from there, Enya and Zhao started dating C:
Option substory things:
-Enya and Ichigang try to find Okino's will before Kozumi so she doesn't sell his business and his home so she can use her money to live with her rich boyfriend she was seeing the entire time Okino was feeling sick. They later find the will and find out Okino's death was deliberate for insurance fraud and she was sent to jail for life. Enya doesn't know what to do with the business so she asked Okino's assistant to help her with keeping things running while not actively working there since her passions now are working at the Rose Blossom Cabaret and studying fashion design (She even designed a dress for one of the hostesses :D)
Shoji returns and finds Enya while she's working constantly badgering her to get back together after him being divorced and not having custody of his kids. But now she's fully healed and wants nothing to do with him. He spots a hickey on her neck and get's all combative accusing her that she replaced him and promised she'd never leave him. The guilt trip doesn't work and that was his final passive attempt. Little does she know he is affiliated with some rinky-dink street gang. Usually, she's able to fight off anyone, but there was a huge group Shoji had with him that overpowered and kidnapped her. (At this point Shoji is very much in the "If I can't have you, no one can) and help her hostage. Ofc Han noticed that everyone including Zhao couldn't get in touch with her, so naturally they found her in a warehouse tied down. Zhao did not take that well :D Shoji was beaten so bad to the point his death would have been him being spared. Han was close to making arrangements when Ichiban stopped him. And instead they called the cops and he was lock up
There it is... Enya lore :D *passes out from writing*
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linasofia · 2 years
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Armitage Summer Splash #6
Trope: Friends with benefits
Quote: “You’ve got to get over this.”
Relationship: John Porter (Strike Back) x Fem!Reader
Warnings: Allusions to sex
Thanks @legolasbadass for your help. 💙
”I can see you’re hurting.” Kate, my best friend, has a worried look in her big green eyes when she places her hand over mine. We are having a coffee at our usual table at the Grand Comptoir, a local café with a strong connection to its French big sister. ”Is he gone again?”
I sigh and nod. John left two days ago and just like last time I miss him more than I want to admit to myself. I try to persuade myself that my feelings have more to do with the fact that I’m worried for his safety when he is away and less with me missing having him in my bed all night.
”How long will he be gone this time?”
”I don’t know. As long as he needs to, I guess.”
I give her a smile and try to sound less bothered. The truth is that this is the very core of my problem. I never know how long he will be gone, where in the world he is, or what dangers await him there. He has told me only part of what he does for a living but I,ve gathered enough information over time to fill in the blanks by myself. Being a British Special Forces Operative is not exactly considered a desk job and John travels all over the world to execute operations rarely covered by the media.
Kate is my oldest and closest friend. We grew up together, learned to ride on the same horses, fell in love with members of the same boy band, graduated and finally moved to the same larger city. It was not until after we left university, that we stopped seeing each other every day. Nowadays we meet for at least coffee once a week. There are not many things we keep from each other and she reads me better than anyone else. We have seen the good and the bad times, laughed through the intense periods filled with euphoric feelings that always come with a new lover, and then later, we have both been the shoulder to cry on when the love fades to grey.
So when Kate gives me that special look, I know I cannot fool her. She says my name like it's a soft caress and my heart aches.
”Are you still only friends?”
”Yes. I know he doesn’t want anything else. We’re just having fun and enjoying each other.”
”And are you? Enjoying it?
”Yes, of course!”
”But it’s not really what you want, is it?”
”It doesn’t matter. He doesn’t want anything serious and I accept that.”
”So you once again let him leave you without telling him how you feel?” Kate’s voice is filled with questions that I know I can’t answer. I don’t know why I accept it. Maybe it is because I still carry a small flickering light of hope in my heart. Because having him as a friend who warms my bed when he is home is better than not having him at all.
”Yes,” I sigh.
”You’re not happy like this. You must see that. We have talked about this so many times. Tell him or let him go, so you can move on. You’ve got to get over this. It’s not healthy for you.”
Tears form in my eyes when I meet her gaze. I know deep inside that she is right but my heart refuses to listen to my logical brain. Maybe John will never be ready for something more. I know about his ex wife’s death and that it left a big hole in his heart even if their relationship was complicated to say the least. And his adult daughter is a fragile soul, who for long periods of time still refuses to speak to him. Maybe he is too afraid to let anyone close again.
Still, I welcome him to my bed every time he comes back home. As soon as his messages reach my phone my body seems to bloom, like a spring flower ready to meet the sun again. Over and over again, the same pattern repeats itself. There is no way I can resist him. Every time he looks at me with his azure eyes I fall helplessly and my treacherous body betrays me as soon as he pulls one of all his well-fitting t-shirts over his head. At least the life he chooses to live gives him the body to match the heroic bravery he possesses.
His mind is another story. It didn’t take many nights sleeping together before I understood that he suffers during the late hours. The name Steve haunts him but he refuses to talk to me about it. From his nightmares I can understand that Steve is no longer alive but I have no idea who he was. He must have meant a great deal to John and I wish he would let me be there for him when the memories crash down on him.
Kate coughs discreetly. I have lost myself in my thoughts again and she smiles warmly at me.
”You know I love you like a sister. I want you to be happy.”
”I know,” is all I can say. I know far too well what she is going to say next. But I am not ready to act on it. Not yet. I tell her so, with a tremble in my voice, trying to make her understand. She holds my hand and listens, like she always does. The pattern repeats itself. And I will continue to treasure the last text John sent me before he left for another unknown destination: I can’t wait to see you again.
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luxuryandbrown · 3 years
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Knowing how to pick yourself up is so important.
It’s a skill that’s required to be successful at anything. Regardless if you want to be a ceo, homemaker, or move up in corporate - you have to know how to pick yourself up when you’re down. Why? Because you always have to put in the work even on the days you don’t feel like it. For example, there are days when my morning routine, cup of coffee, affirmations and self care regimen just don’t cut it.
There are days when my energy is depleted, I don’t feel like doing anything and my vibration is low. It’s healthy to allow myself to just FEEL those emotions, but after while I have to know when to pick myself up. I could easily let those negative emotions take over for days at a time but I can’t afford to.
I pick myself up by:
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🎵 playing music that makes me feel like that bitch - it’s something about that 2014-2016 Beyoncé that gets me hype lol. Whether you prefer a podcast, or music, play it! Make sure it’s uplifting and empowering (none of that sad shit). This is an instant mood booster.
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🚿 taking a long hot shower - need I say more? Long showers fix everything for me lol. I stay in there, reflect, think and just relax. If you have kids like me, then you know how hard it can be to get alone time. Being in the shower is sometimes the only alone time I get for that day so I cherish it.
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🕯 lighting my favorite candle - aromatherapy is the truth. As soon as I smell vanilla or lavender it lifts my spirits. It doesn’t help drastically, but when paired with all the other things it makes me feel so much better.
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📓 writing a letter love to myself - the most impactful tactic! I enjoy writing love letters to myself or reading the old ones I’ve written previously to remind myself how amazing I am. We are our biggest critics so it’s important to take a second to remind yourself that you’re that bitch, JUST AS YOU ARE! You don’t need a man, more money, a handbag or anything else to make you into your higher self because you’re amazing just as you are.
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🧼 cleaning or decluttering a space - obviously when you’re feeling down, cleaning can be the last thing you want to do but I’ve found it helps with anxiety a lot. Just start with a small area (like a dresser or bed side table) then try your best to keep going around the room. A messy room or home will make you feel more anxious so I promise this will help.
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📝 listing all of my proudest accomplishments - this is another tactic to remind myself how great I am. As life goes on and I go from one goal to another, I forget to be happy and proud of myself. Sometimes our mood can be low because we’re comparing ourselves to who we SHOULD be or what we SHOULD’VE accomplished by now. Instead, just use this moment to appreciate how much you’ve done and overcome thus far.
Disclaimer: this isn’t a quick fix for depression or serious mental issues. I’ve never had that so I can’t imagine what that must feel like or make a list of remedies for it. However, this is for the average person that suffers from occasional low moods, sadness, fatigue, self doubt, anxiety, etc.
Like I said, it’s healthy to just feel your emotions but it’s also just as important to not let those negative emotions take over for long periods of time. We’re all way too powerful beings to allow that to happen. We hold so much power over our emotions and minds that we forget about. If you have other ideas on how to pick yourself up, let me know please 💙
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I’ve decided that today is a Give Lots of Love day, so: HI STEF!!!! You are one of the first people I interacted with in this fandom, and THE FIRST person I’ve ever showed my art to, and there is NOTHING I could have done back then that would have made my life better right now — because of you and your immense support and kindness, I have become a part of (im(correct)o) the best fandom out there ❤️ and it’s the best fandom out there in no small part because of you. You are a warm breeze in the spring, a bonfire in the summer, a favourite sweater in the fall, fluffy socks and family in the winter — in other words, you are wonderfully kind, comforting, compassionate, inspiring; I’ve had a lot of days where you are just the light I need ☀️ you and your strong-ass self have given so much to us, and we are so thankful for you — you’re a f*cking treasure! I can’t get over how passionate and loving you are! I know life has been kinda rough lately, but please know that you will ALWAYS, no matter WHAT be loved ❤️ if I can ever give back the love and support you’ve provided me with, I will be there in a flash 😘 please know that! I hope you are happy and healthy right now! You’re such an amazing person, and you will never ever stop being amazing (no matter what happens or how hard you might try 😉) lots and lots and lots and lots and lots and lots and lots and lots and lots and lots and lots and lots and lots and lots and lots and lots and lots and lots and lots and lots and lots and lots of love to you, my love ❤️🧡💛💚💙💜
Att, I don't even know where to start. I read this first thing this morning and it has stayed with me all day.
You are truly one of the sweetest person I have met on this site and I am so grateful for your constant kindness towards me. If anyone is a treasure it's you!
I was and continue to be so honored that you shared your art with me and it always makes me smile when you post something new. I love to see your talent grow.
I'm always here if you need me, no matter what love. ❤️❤️
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#HappyJiminDay #HAPPY_BIRTHDAY_JIMINIE  #to_JM October 13th of 2021 - Our Rare Treasure is Here... He is Jimin!!
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My lovely charming prince Jiminie,
Since the first time I saw you, I felt deeply inside of my heart, that you were one of the purest souls I ever met in my life.
Your essence of light, joy and kindness overflows everywhere you pass, bringing to our hearts, the most heartwarming sensation of peace and caring!!!
Perhaps for you, who are always surrounded by love and sure to constantly hear how loved and amazing you are, it may seem silly, but please believe me when I say that you are one of the most precious human beings who has ever lived in this Earth...
Absolutely everything about you carries an affectionate and sweet magnetism so great, that it's almost like you're able to break through the barriers of pain and suffering and put in place, only good things.
I can say with all the certainty in the world that you, with your graceful dancing, your playful and gentle atmosphere, your pure heart, your velvety, tender voice, have healed my heart more times than I can count, and there will never be enough words to express how grateful I feel that God allowed me to meet you.
I know lately things have been tough... I think for everyone in the world. I know you have been demanding a lot about your work and this has affected your health. So I want to ask you something like a special request: please Jimin, take care of your health!!!
Nothing in the world is more important to us ARMYs than seeing you well, safe and healthy. No matter what people say, no matter the bad reviews or comments... Please don't listen to any of this.
Trust us... We love you Jimin, for being absolutely and exactly who you are!!! There is nothing in you that needs to be changed. You are already the rarest work of art in the world!!!
Today, more than ever, I want to thank the Lord for allowing me to live in the same world as you, learn from you and grow by your side. I ask God, more than ever, to take care and protect your path, always blessing you with gifts and prosperity!!!
Happy Birthday Jimin-ssi!! All the best things in this world, I wish you!!! Many happinesses and achievements!!! May God protect, enlighten and guide your steps!!! Thank you so much for being an inspiration to us all. Thank you so much for giving us so much motivation and courage. Thank you so much for being so brave. Thank you so much for never giving up. Thank you so much for always express your feelings. Thank you so much for always help us to believe in ourselves! Thank you so much for always care & love us! Thank you so much for giving us more than you best. Thank you so much for always be by our side. Thank you so much for always be a light in our way. Thank you so much for never change who you are. Thank you for... Exist!
And never forget: I’m here with you and for you, don’t matter what happens. I’ll stay by your side, because I love you, not because you’re Jimin from BTS, but because you’re Park Jimin, just our lovely Chimmy, and you’re so much more than the eyes can see…
I honestly love you so, I love the person you’re, I love the Jiminie behind the myth. I love who you’re inside, even though I know that only by my heart ♡
Ps: I made this little gift for you… I hope you can feel my love!
Yasmin de Carvalho - Brazil. 13.10.2021, 00:00hs. #miewgic #미ewgic 💙
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Secretly in real life I think you’re probably very cute
Thanks for the ask anon💜💙💚💛🧡❤
I would not know. My frienda tell me I have a pretty face or that they think that eventhough I am a bit on the heavier side (struggle with my weight a lot even with exercise and just trying to eat as healthy as possible) everything is nicely in proportion which makes it look okay/good. But I have never been the girl that got asked out or who the boys nor girls would like, so I always find it hard to accept compliments about my appearance or to answer if I am cute or not. But I do appreciate your ask, since seeing another perspective helps with seeing all the small insecurities in a different light.
Also if any of you struggle with staying healthy and happy, feel free to message me. It is a difficult journey especially in the current time where Photoshop, plastic surgery, face altering makeup arr becoming the norm on social media.
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hi you haven't been around for a long time so i was worried about you, i hope everything is going well and you are taking care of yourself. I wish you to always be healthy and happy 💙💙 If I am allowed, can I get a reading on what my married life will be like if I marry the person I love right now(J)? It's okay if you don't want to do it, have a nice day💕-Haç/taurus
Hello! Thank you for your concern! The past couple months have been VERY busy for me, but they've been okay and I'm doing good! Thank you so much for your kind words tho cuz they do truly mean a lot to me. Of course you can get a reading on this! Let's see!
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Cards used: Barbieri Zodiac Oracle, Wild Unknown Animal Spirits, Light Seers Tarot
Your marriage with J would be one full of growth. One thing that's very important is that you both will be very eager to grow together and not apart, and honestly that's half the battle of marriage. It'll be very important for you both to avoid blaming each other for things during arguments, especially things that were a team decision or effort, and even more important to make sure that neither of you ever give up on it. Your marriage will not always be sunshine and rainbows, but as long as you both are willing to have the tough talks and move through the hard times together, and work to improve things, I can see that it will be a successful one.
One or both of you may go into the marriage with past trauma or baggage. You or J might come from a broken home, or might have been married before or had a called off engagement. Or, you might just be worried that things won't work out because of an insecurity that you haven't healed yet. However, you'll both be helping each other to see things from a new perspective, and to see that the past doesn't have to dictate your future, or that others mistakes don't have to be your mistakes as well.
You will both be learning important lessons from each other, and pushing each other to achieve more in life. You'll be helping each other to see your strengths and turn them into business ventures or opportunities. You'll be helping each other to make plans to achieve your goals as well, which is great, and practical planning will be a great part of your marriage that you'll also be able to use to help push through negative times as well. Just make sure that neither of you become TOO structured, cuz rigidity can cause issues as well.
But overall, the marriage will be great, as long as you and J both put in the work needed to keep it great. Good luck, you two. <3
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Good Morning 🌄,
I hope everyone enjoyed their holiday break. My miniatures were extremely happy. Nothing makes you light up more than watching the smiles on their faces. Relaxing, enjoying good food, and spending time with the most important people in your life is great. Seeing 👀 your nieces and nephews light up and crash hard from waking so early is priceless.
With all the good, life sends reminders that we're only human. Being told someone has been lost to a brain aneurysm is heartbreaking, especially the day before the holiday. My heart 💙 went out to the person's family, friends, co-workers, children, and the person that lost their life. We always receive reminders that anything can happen at any moment without notice. Please don't wait to do things, try new things, taste new cuisines, experience the culture of others, travel, speak your truth, do what's right, help those that need you, set healthy boundaries, find love, find peace, embrace your spirituality, go back to school, take a chance on yourself, start that business, don't be afraid to fail, meet new people, let go of people that are not for you, forgive yourself and others, cry more, experience your emotional self, call people, have random conversations, take a friend out you haven't seen in awhile, and stop apologizing for being you.
Life happens to us all, so don't be so quick to judge or criticize someone just because they deal differently than you. We're all different and that's okay. Remind yourself daily we are not meant to look the same, act the same, be the same, accomplish the same, or compete with one another. Let's just live and let others live, life grabs onto us enough let's be kinder to ourselves and others.
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