#like even just fic-writing feels like a ridiculous high-stakes endeavor my emotions around it are so intense it’s exhausting 🥴
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I don’t think im cut out to be a Real Author for several (self-deprecating) reasons, but chief among them is that I WOULD be the type to have a nervous breakdown looking at my goodreads reviews every 2 seconds. which would probably make me fucking insufferable to be around
#I talked abt this in therapy recently lol#like even just fic-writing feels like a ridiculously high-stakes endeavor my emotions around it are so intense it’s exhausting 🥴#I forget how to function normally while im writing and then it gets really really intense just after posting#like my whole body is sore today bc for the past 2 days I’ve just been PACING#can’t eat unless I do it while pacing either!#this is probably an autism thing but it makes me feel Nuts#and it is a normal part of my writing process!!!! it happens every time#oh and don’t get me started on my editing process. I make myself ill doing it
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