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manyblinkinglights · 2 years

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trembling because I made so MANY phone calls today. And also I had to turn down taking a test for another less well situated job. And now I have to take an ID photo for THIS job. Everything is going well but I can’t enjoy it and won’t until my PC is set up at the other end and I am receiving paid checks

#I don’t even know what my takehome will be but I’m hopinh #hoping. That it will be more than I made before.#like idk I have to pay a ton for health insurance which I’ll likely accede to cuz like.#fucking COVID?#having to get a new doctor? having to have the Cosentyx shit SORTED?#and I feel like if I weren’t crashing with my aunt #health insurance and rent would put me below my old takehome pay or something.#idk I haven’t done the math there’s no point #I’ll know what to do when I get oriented and paid.#I don’t need to figure anything out now #it would just be nice to earn a stable and reasonable amount of money even if just for a year.#Enough to have literally any freedom or course besides ‘shelter with parent or family member’#like it would be nice to get a job where if I lost it I could have savings and not immediately have Nothing #the only reason I don’t have Nothing is my family #but Nothing is right behind me breathing down my neck.

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