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#like why would i make Felix’s outfit if I'm not going all in on actual quilted armor yk?
pathetic-gamer · 1 year
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Fashion in Fódlan: a very long, non-comprehensive, and entirely unsolicited analysis
The fe3h writers did a pretty solid job of creating three nations with clear social, economic, and political differences. The fashion stands out to me as doing exceptionally well at expressing those differences, and, just like in the real world, it works as a sort of socioeconomic barometer that helps tell Fódlan's story.
In this post, I'll break down the key clothing trends in the three regions and provide some light interpretations, largely related to $$
Please note that I'm NOT using this post to discuss historical inspirations. Also, not everyone from every region is included. In particular, anyone whose outfit is too much of just a riff on a class uniform (like the Ashen Wolves or the various minsters in the empire) is left out.
There's a part 2 now lol (church of seiros time); part 3 as well!
1. Holy Kingdom of Faerghus: function IS fashion, baby!!
Fearghus, beloved land of ice and snow and spooky folktales about watering your fields with blood and ghosts living under the ground - you did not come to fuck around. You're here to protect the commoners and go back home to a stew that may, if you're lucky, actually have some meat in it. In this kingdom, you're going to dress warm and you're going to like it. Oh, you have some extra money? Gonna spend it on something for yourself? Better be using it for something useful, like keeping your plate armor in good condition. (Please note: Catherine, though being Faeghan, is excluded because she wears the uniform of the Knights of Seiros, not her own clothes.)
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Trends:
High collars, long skirts - generally as little exposed skin as possible. (There is exactly one pair of bare hands in the entire kingdom. Mercie is getting a little bold 👀)
Fur cloaks/capes/gloves, or just fur around the cuffs and collars if they don't have a full fur cloak.
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Armor - every single man is dressed in armor, as is Ingrid. Most of the men have full suits of plate armor, but Felix, Rodrigue, and Ashe are wearing only gambesons (note the quilting in Felix's sleeve - that's what gives it away, imo). The folks in plate armor would have gambesons on as well (you can see Ingrid's underneath her breastplate), acting as padding for the plate armor. I think Gilbert is wearing plate armor with a tunic over it (a realistic historical practice).
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Fastening is accomplished with clasps and lacing, and there are relatively few buttons or adornments to be seen on the main garments - Annette is an exception, which will be addressed later.
Brief analysis:
Notice the economical use of fabric - their clothing tends to lie flat, with fabric being layered for warmth rather than pleated, gathered, or puffed. The folks in plate armor may spice it up a little with a sash of some kind if they aren't already wearing a cloak or cape. I'm assuming Gilbert's ~stylish tunic~ is keeping him warm well enough to not need a cloak or larger scarf. (Mercedes has a ruffles and puffier sleeves, plus a fuller skirt, but it's worth noting that she is currently part of a merchant house, and merchants tend to be wealthier and actually occupy a unique social class between nobles and commoners.)
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Note the colors, too. Greens, browns, and yellows are the cheapest and easiest dyes to make and use. That bright sort of tawny color that Gilbert, Annette, and Jeralt all have is easy and cheap. Gilbert's grey tunic could feasibly just be undyed wool. A true blue is difficult, but you'll note that the blue the people wear up here leans towards grey and green - could be that the dye is faded, or that it was never very blue to begin with. The only true blue is on Dimitri.
All of this reinforces the idea that Faerghus is not a rich nation, and the nobility don't live too far off from the common folk. The vast majority of the cost we see is actually their armor (worn by Dimitri, Dedue, Sylvain, Gilbert, Jeralt, Matthias, Ingrid, and also if we're getting all the way into it, Gwendal, Miklan, Lonato, and Baron Dominic as well), which is would have been pretty expensive. You'll notice they mostly wear grey armor with very little extra decoration, keeping the costs low. Ingrid, the poorest of the nobles in armor, also has the least actual plate. Felix and Rodrigue both have full cloaks, which most other people don't have (just Dimitri), but they also aren't wearing plate, so clearly that's a calculated choice.
That being said, even within these more economical fashions, we can still see clear differences between classes. Most noticeably, Felix (rich) and Ashe (not rich) have very similar outfits, but Felix's tunic/gambeson is lined with fur, while Ashe's is not.
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BTW I'm of the opinion that the Fraldariuses are the richest people in the kingdom other than the royal family, and I believe that specifically of their fancy cloaks lol
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so luxurious~
2. Adrestian Empire: look at my money bitch
Ah, the land of beauty and excess! I love to live in the capital and visit the cultural icon that is the opera and pretend that I'm not in Wealth Inequality Central. (Please note: Petra is not included, since she dresses according to Brigid's fashions. Also note: I fuck w these styles so hard, dude.)
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Trends:
Short skirts (above the knee - Dorothea has a draped over-skirt thing, but her main skirt is shorter, and Manuela has leg slits instead of a short hem), low or square necklines, open backs. In general, we're looking at a lot of exposed skin. Forgot to include Cornelia in the pics, but she has this too.
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Tailored jackets with just SO many buttons. Hanneman fits into the tailored jacket category, but isn't included in the highlights by virtue of Not Enough Buttons. (Some concept art is included here to drive the point home.)
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Finally, there's this specific very specific double-breasted neckline thing (baby edelgard is separate bc i forgot to include her when i made the first image shhhh)
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Brief analysis:
Adrestian fashion is all about displaying status and wealth, in this case through ornamentation, rich colors, uniforms denoting class/role, and also a fair amount of excess fabric.
Historically, fabric itself was one of the major indicators of wealth - in fact, certain historical styles very explicitly showed off just who was rich enough to afford, for example, a whole gown made from the same length of fabric, or even just an entire skirt panel with no piecing. In the Adrestian Empire, We've got excess fabric galore, tucked away into all those beautiful ruffles and bell sleeves, layered skirts, unnecessary capes, double collars, and puffy pants - and it's all in much more luxurious colors, too. In fact, I'm pretty sure the largest single piece of fabric on anyone in the game is Edelgard's cape, which is then also adorned with dozens of buttons and extra bits of fabric. It's almost definitely fully silk, both the outer layer and the lining. (And it's badass.)
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Look at all that fluff! Dimitri's cloak probably rivals hers in the size of the actual fabric itself, but his is likely a heavy wool (unlined, maybe?), plus has a lot of fur.
"Oh, but pg, there are capes in Faerghus, too!" yes, but in Faerghus, they live in the arctic /hj. Note the vast expanses of exposed skin down here in the empire - clearly, cold is not an issue. You'll also note that the cloaks in Faerghus were heavy and lined with fur; that's not the case here. Given the prevalence of tailored jackets and the dual colors on Ferdinand's cape, I'm guessing they're either a comparatively lightweight wool with a silk lining (typical for tailored suit jackets, nothing particularly noteworthy about that), or just fully silk. (Bernie's shawl is just cotton though, prove me wrong...) Hanneman and Manuela are exceptions, since they both have fur, but they live at Garreg Mach, not in Enbarr.
The jackets themselves, by the way, could be silk OR wool. Ferdinand's in particular (especially thropes) reminds me of early 18th c. waistcoats, which would have been full silk.
We also have much richer colors down here in the land of art and song. Red, purple, and black were all very difficult colors to maintain, and very expensive. The most expensive colors, in fact. Not gonna lie, as far as price per yardage goes, I think Hubert's outfit might rival Edelgard’s in expense.
A notable exception to the excess fabric bit is Bernadetta. However, her dress is in what is arguably the most expensive color, and is heavily decorated, so that's a reasonable trade-off, and I don't blame her. I, too, would go for a smaller amount of pretty purple silk embroidered with bright, beautiful gold and yellow instead of a bigger, more impressive-looking option. It's about the little things.
I do want to take look at Caspar, in particular. He's unique in that he's dressed in a full suit of armor. But, given that he's the second son and not set to inherit anything, unlike all his waistcoat-wearing friends, he isn't being held to some particular uniform, and even if he were, it's the ministry of military affairs. Of course they wear real armor. What's interesting is that his armor is a sort of rosy grey/brass, rather than silver, and he has a lot more decoration and flair than the folks with full armor in Faerghus, in both his throuses and thropes outfits.
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Worth noting, btw, that we have exactly zero examples of actual commoners in Adrestia, other than generic NPCs. Dorothea belongs to that peculiar niche that is opera and acting, so she is expected to dress and act like a noble, despite not having a title or property of any sort.
Adrestia - and Enbarr in particular - leads the slow march of fashion across Fódlan, given that it's a cultural hub and is so much wealthier, while Fearghus slowly picks things up over time. Thus, we have Annette, who lives closer to the empire and has disposable income, having some decorative buttons and tassels and a mock low neckline.
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It's not nearly as much as the actual Adrestians, but she's picking it up!
3. Leicester Alliance: the beeeest of both worlds~
Oh, Alliance, you messy bitch. What we see here is a mix of everything, where some of them are influenced by Faerghus, and others by Adrestia (just like how some of them have kingdom-style names and some have empire-style names), and a few fit neither camp. There are clear reasons for similarities where they exist, though, so let's take a look! (Please note: Claude is not included, since his clothes are heavily influenced by Almyra.)
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Hilda and Lysithea have the frills, puffy sleeves/skirt, short hems, low/square necklines, and expensive colors of the empire (plus, Lysithea gets a decorative veil in dark purple. How ~fancy~). This reinforces the idea that Adrestia sets the standards for fashion: Hilda cares about fashion and keeps up with the times. Lysithea lives on the border and was briefly under the control of the empire, and thus is influenced by it. Mostly, though, I think it's about how she tries to seem older and tends to see Hilda as a model of maturity (lol), so she's following that example.
Holst's armor is quite decorative, similar to Caspar's, but what stands out to me is the fringe in particular. We see the exact same fringe on Caspar, Hubert, and Edelgard, but not anywhere else.
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Lorenz and Erwin are a bit of a border case, tbh! They both wear practical, full plate armor with little in the way of extra decor (other than Lorenz's rose and Erwin's little cape thing), but Jesus christ how much does it cost to keep it all so purple like that??? That's a blatant display of wealth that would impress any empire noble.
Marianne, on the other hand, would fit right in in Faerghus, with the old fashioned long skirt, high collar, capelet, and lack of extra decoration other than some pretty trim. Makes sense, since her territory is so close to the kingdom and she's clearly not interested in trying to stay fashionable.
Judith is dressed very practically, has some fun puffy sleeves and bright but inexpensive colors, has a short cape and gambeson (a short vest one, though). I want to say leans toward Faerghus, which makes sense since it's on the border and the house did at one point split off, with part going back to the kingdom.
Now we get to the only real, honest-to-god, never-owned-land-or-property, born-as-and-remain-now peasants/commoners: Leonie and Cyril. (Raphael was born into the merchant class and was able to support himself and Maya by selling his estate, so while we can consider him a real commoner at this point, it's not nearly to the same degree.)
Their economic status is obvious from their outfits: both have very practical clothes with no extra decoration, in cheap and easily accessible colors. Leonie's cloak wrapped around her waist is purely functional - she can use it when the weather calls for it, but it's out of the way of her arrows when she doesn't need it - and looks to be pretty soft, so likely is lightweight. She has a hint of some light protective wear (note the quilted sleeve) and the same front clasps as Felix and Ashe, so i think she's also meant to be wearing a gambeson, but it's shorter and less protective. Cyril doesn't seem to have any armor at all except for the shoulder protection - we can tell from the lack of center-front closures on his shirt and the shape of the cuffs of the sleeves that he's actually just wearing a tunic (or rather, two tunics on top of each other).
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Raphael also has a very practical outfit, but notice that his is so much more protective, probably because he has a little more money than the other two. He has very limited, sparsely placed plate armor, but he is covered head-to-toe in quilted cloth armor. He's ready to get some punching done, baby!
Our real outlier, however, is Ignatz... But you bet your bottom dollar I've got an explanation for that one, too!!!!! Mans is an artist and he has rich(?) merchant parents, he can do whatever he wants.
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Absurdly unnecessary lengths of (probably not very expensive) cloth? Sure. Fancy feathers that literally no one else gets? Why not! A billion buttons, half of which arent even keeping anything closed? Curly and intricate cloak fasteners probably made of some kind of cording? Sashes and tassels and a decorative sword??? Fuck it, we ball. I love this so much, it's easily my favorite outfit in the entire game and I would ABSOLUTELY wear it irl. I already have the right haircut and glasses and boots, I'm ready
4. In conclusion
These designs really are Fódlan in a nutshell. From the quiet wealth and functionality in Felix's fur-lined gambeson to the audacious luxury of Ferdinand's waistcoat to the unrepentant anarchism of Ignatz's entire vibe, we can see the history - and future - of the continent outlined right before our eyes:
Faerghus is cold, practical, focused on survival, and probably has the most even distribution of wealth. Leicester is a mix of remnants of the empire and kingdom, with clear wealth disparity but also a relatively high amount of social mobility and communal support systems. Adrestia has significantly wealth disparity, with nobles very disconnected from their people and instead busy politicking about.
Side note I know I said I wouldn't go into the historical inspirations, BUT I do think it's interesting that the men's clothing in Adrestia - particularly the tailoring - is similar to much later styles than the men's clothing in Faerghus, and the reverse is true of the women's sleeves and necklines.
Okay that's all, thanks for reading!
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purinfelix · 3 months
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joao fluff where him and the reader decorate their house for christmas together and then bake cookies + watch christmas movies + cuddle afterwards! it’s okay if yoy don’t celebrate christmas, i could request a diff prompt :) I LOVE UR WORK AND UR USER AS WELL 💗
love actually, is all around ₊˚⊹♡
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pairing: joao felix x reader (established relationship) summary: just some good old christmas-themed fluff !! warnings: none w/c: 1k
a/n: like i said with the Gavi one, i had completely misunderstood how soon christmas actually was so i'm so so sorry for how long this took and how late it is (but also the joao Christmas tree decorating vid lowk came out at a perfect time)... still anon tysm ily and thank u for being patient !!! hope you enjoy and have a good christmas !! <3
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“No, look here Joao,” you sigh, squinting at the back of the empty cookie-mix box, “it says to put the eggs in after the butter.”
“Now why on earth would I do that,” he sighs, already grabbing two eggs from the carton and cracking them both in before you can stop him. If you weren’t so focused on the fact he cracked them both with one hand with such ease, you probably would’ve been more upset about the fact he was sabotaging the gingerbread cookies you two were attempting to make.
But even if he did, you were in no mood to be upset today - in fact, it was virtually impossible to be anything but utterly content at the scene you two had set out for yourself. You and your boyfriend had spent the better part of the afternoon decorating your apartment in time for the holiday season. And several fights with tangled Christmas lights, uncooperative sticky tape and broken baubles later, you had managed to make your shared space festive enough. Even from the kitchen you could spot the tree, who’s soft glow gave your living room an ambience and your heart a warmth that made all your efforts worth it.
You had even managed to talk your boyfriend into dressing the part, the two of you were wearing matching plaid pyjama bottoms. Meanwhile, Floki pattered around in a tiny reindeer outfit Joao had bought for him on a whim and seemed way too excited to see him in. And you couldn’t help but share his beaming smile once he finally wrestled the dog into the suit.
Watching Floki jump around your feet had distracted you from the issue at hand until you heard the sound of wet batter slapping onto itself, causing you to whip your head up to where your boyfriend stood tightly gripping a wooden spoon.
“Should it be this,” he paused, eyebrows furrowed as he searched for the right word, “wet?”
“I don’t think so …”
You leant in a little closer, worry growing in you as you looked at the concerningly runny batter. However your boyfriend was determined to go on, simply shrugging as he dumped it out onto the floured counter with a small huff. Before you could stop him he was already hands deep in the brown mush, face twisted into an almost adorably focused expression complete with a bottom lip jutted out just enough to form a pout. You found yourself resigned to just watching him as he worked through the dough, an endeared smile spread across your face - at least until he turned to you, hands covered with sticky residue and a look that had morphed from focus to frustration, and you decided you would lend a hand.
Once your gingerbread cookies, or at least your attempt at gingerbread cookies, were in the oven and the two of you had cleaned the stubborn remnants of the dough off of your hands you found yourself curled up on the couch beside your boyfriend. The combination of the pyjama pants and Christmas sweater he had insisted on wearing made Joao the embodiment of a heat pack, and the perfect thing to snuggle up to given the cold weather outside - even if he was more concerned with picking the perfect movie for the two of you to watch than reciprocating your hugs.
Still, you let out a soft hum of happiness once he finally picked one after what seemed like an eternity of searching and could set down the remote to wrap an arm around you and pull you even closer - which you had thought was physically impossible given how you kept shuffling up next to him. As the movie opening played, you felt his hand come up to catch on a strand of your hair, wrapping it around his finger to twirl it. It was a half-thought out action and a habit he had developed in quiet moments like these the two of you spent alone, a silent way of expressing his love.
“This is nice,” you heard him say softly, not needing to raise his voice anymore above a whisper given how close the two of you were. It was an obvious enough statement, but said in a way that conveyed a second message - one that said “This is nice, and I’m glad I get to experience it with you.”
“It is,” you mumbled in response, feeling the temptation of fatigue tugging your eyelids closed. Joao noticed this, and only let out an amused chuckle as he pushed your hair away from your face and offered more of his shoulder for you to lean on.
“I hope we get to have many more Christmases together,” he breathed, watching you try to fight your urge to sleep with nothing but love in his eyes.
“We will,” you said in response, which, even through your haze of sleepiness, sounded as definite as a sure fact.
You recognised the familiar feeling of Joao’s lips gently pecking your forehead as you drifted off to sleep, curled up next to him. You could just make out faintly the smell of ginger, cinammon and all the other spices you had used in your cookie batter still clinging to him. You could hear Floki pattering around in the background, the bells on his reindeer costume jingling softly, as well as the steady beat of Joao’s heart. You couldn’t remember the last time you had felt so content, so at peace, so calm, and the last thought that graced your mind was about how you would give anything to make sure you could relive this moment a thousand times again.
At least, it would’ve been - if you hadn’t been woken up rudely by the loud beeping of your kitchen timer, the distinct smell of something burning, and Joao cursing under his breath as thick clouds of smoke squeezed their way out of your oven from your gingerbread cookies, or at least what remained of them.
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dudadragneel · 3 months
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Like I promised.
One last fic before 2023 ends for me!
I don’t know why but ever since Hyunjin’s Versace fashion show I can’t stop thinking about how he said he was really nervous and like (you can tell he was). I can imagine accompanying him there and him being so excited but when you guys get there he’s so anxious, taking pictures and talking to everyone. Him telling you he’s starting to feel sick and he doesn’t know if he can stay long but deciding to anyways. Until the moment after his interview & he tugs on your sleeve and asks you to come with him to the bathroom because he feels like he’s going to throw up. You discretely going with him but stopping in the doorway to the bathroom because he can’t hold it in and you have to place your hand under his chin to catch the little that comes out before you make it to the sink, holding his long black hair back and trying to calm him down. Having to call Felix to come pick you guys up early because Hyunjin’s in such a bad state and still feels sick from nerves.
A NOT-SO-FASHION SHOW
Taking part in official events for famous brands were something important for idols and it could later mean an endorsement deal or even becoming ambassador of said brand.
Your boyfriend Hyunjin had been invited to a Versace fashion show, in collaboration with Dua Lipa and you couldn't be more excited.
- OH MY GOD BABY!!! I'M SO HAPPY FOR YOU!!
- Thank you honey! I'm happy as well!
- When is it gonna be?
- May 23rd, in Cannes!
- IN A WEEK!?
- Yes! They said that apart from the staff, I could bring someone with me. Would you do me the honor of accompanying me?
- Really? Are you sure? Wouldn't that cause a stir?
- I don't care. I love you and I want you to be with me
- Well, then. I'm more than happy to.
You said almost crying on the other side of the phone.
- I'll se you in a few days then. I love you.
- I love you too.
You couldn't hide the fact that you were excited for the fashion show, specially after he invited you. You didn't need to worry about your outfit because you trusted him to choose one for you.
The fashion show would take place in Cannes and this time Hyunjin would be going without the boys. Well, one of them, Felix, was coming along, not to the event but some other schedule. Despite that, he took some English lessons with Chan and Felix so he could be interviewed without feeling that nervous. And plus, you knew English pretty well so you could help him if he needed.
Five days passed since you found out he had been invited and he carried on with his schedules while you worked and you met on the way to the airport one day prior to the event. It never really entered your mind why they had to travel so close to the day of the events instead of going a few days before and being able to rest for a while.
Arriving there you unpacked your bags and went for a little sightseeing, lunch and some other fun stuff, which could be kind of rare in these occasions.
It was finally the day of the fashion show. It was sunny outside and the weather looked beautiful. You had breakfast together then went on to get dressed for the event. And that's when Hyunjin actually started to feel nervous, as if he had just now realized what was happening.
- Baby, I'm nervous.
He said grabbing your hands and laughing nervously.
- I know babe. But it's gonna be okay. I'll be right there with you.
You said pulling him for a kiss. You could see he was shaking a little and you wish you could just take away all that nervousness.
He got dressed before you and when he came out wearing that beige set and black purse, he looked ethereal. How could someone look so stunning wearing such a simple yet elegant and fashionable set?
- You look incredible! Oh my god!
- Thank you. Now it's your turn.
He has picked your outfit and hadn't shown you yet, but he knew you like the palm of his hand, being with you for so long, so he picked exactly what you'd love to wear in such occasion.
When you went into the dressing room with some of the female staff and you looked at what he has picked for you, you had tears in your eyes. When you put it on and looked at yourself in the mirror, tears actually rolled down your face. The outfit looked so pretty on you, the staff also smiled fondly at your reaction.
You came out and when Hyunjin saw you, he was at a loss for words. He couldn't describe how beautiful you looked in that outfit. He just kept looking at you, eyes shining like the stars and mouth agape.
- Babe? Do I look strange?
- No! You look absolutely beautiful, love!
He said picking you up, kissing you then putting you down and having you spin around to show the outfit.
- Did you like it? I tried picking something you'd not feel uncomfortable in.
- I love it! It's so beautiful! I haven't felt like this in a while! Thank you my love!
You said hugging him and kissing him.
It was now time to leave for the event. It had been a while since you last actually appeared in an official schedule as his partner, so you were a bit nervous and didn't want to attract attention to you, after all this was his event.
As soon as he got out of the van, a sea of flashes started and you were amazed by that. He turned to the car and extended his hand to you. You took a deep breath and held his hand to get out of the car and you two officially entered the venue of the event.
You could swear there were flashes coming from the sky and you even told him that, making him a laugh a little, to release some stress.
And it all started officially. Everyone wanted to take selfies with him, official photos, pictures with you as well. Adding to that, there were tons of celebrities wanting to chat with him and that was overwhelming him, all the flashes, sounds, people, the fact that he had to communicate in english. And you were helping him with the last part, making his interactions a little less stressful.
After this first round of socialization, the anxiety he was feeling earlier had grown stronger. He felt overwhelmed by his surroundings, he felt suffocated.
You were standing, looking at people and everything when he squeezed your hand, getting your attention as you could feel it shaking.
- What's wrong honey?
You said quietly behind your hand and leaning towards him. He did the same to answer you. After seeing so many scandals with idols, you learn that communicating like that can really keep you away from trouble.
- I'm starting to feel sick...
- Really?
You said a little surprised but holding his hands reassuringly.
- I don't know if I'll manage to stay here long...
- Oh baby... Leaving like this might raise suspicion...come here. Let's go somewhere a little less crowdy and quiet.
You took him away from the crowd which thankfully not everyone noticed, since there were a lot of other known names out there. When you were in a quiet space, you grabbed his hands and tried to calm him down.
- Honey, look at me. Unfortunately, you still have some things to do here. Now, let's breathe together, ok? With me.
You began a breathing exercise with him and he followed along. You brought his hand to your chest so he could feel your heartbeat and see how relaxed you were and then be able to calm himself down.
He exhaled and then looked at you.
- How are you feeling?
- A little better...thanks to you...
- Good. Do you think we can go back there now?
- Yes...
- Hey. It's gonna be alright. I'm right here with you and for you. If you don't feel well just tell me.
- Alright.
You went back to where everyone was and the second round of socialization started. More photos, more chatting. And then Donatella Versace herself came to talk to him. You could tell she had an affection for him, she treated him well, talked with him and then took some pictures. Despite feeling nervous he had a genuine smile on his face, which made you happy.
After that, he had an interview. By now he was feeling overwhelmed again and his stomach was doing flips, he could feel nausea starting to build up inside him. He took a deep breath and started his interview, you watching by his side and stepping in whenever he had any difficulty understanding the question or answering them.
However, as he was being interviewed he felt something revolting inside him. He was feeling out of breath, his heart was racing and his stomach was churning, the nausea from before growing even stronger. At some point during the interview he thought he was done, that he'd end up being sick in front of everyone but he looked at you and managed to recompose himself, even if just to finish the interview.
When it was over, it was as if the weight of the world had been lifted off his shoulders and he could now let his guard down. You were moving away from where the interview took place and Hyunjin was feeling incredibly unwell. He could feel his breakfast threatening to make an appearance, his stomach was doing flips again and his mouth had this foul taste inside. He tugged on your clothes as you were walking and you immediately halted your movements.
- What's wrong honey?
- Can you come to the restroom with me? I think I'm gonna throw up...
- Really? Let's go.
You wrapped your arms around him and tried leaving without attracting attention to the both of you. Thankfully you had gone to the restroom before so you knew where it was and you wouldn't need to ask and have people wonder what was going on. In this situation, the less attention, the better.
As you were walking, his stomach contracted, making him gag wetly and cover his mouth. It took every ounce of strength in him to control his body not to jerk forward and not to throw up in front of everyone.
But a few steps away from the bathroom, another contraction sent liquid up his throat making him gag once more, he tried to hold it in but it was too late.
You noticed his movement as he jerked forward a bit and managed to place your hand under his mouth just in time to catch that pale brown liquid before it got on his clothes and entered the restroom locking the door behind you.
You guided him to the sink and turned on the tap water to clean your hands and muffle some of the noise.
He grabbed the edges of the sink for support and took a deep breath and then his stomach jumped again, making his mouth fill with saliva and a foul taste.
He bent over to spit some of that saliva out and then straightened his back to take a deep breath again. Just then his stomach contracted, sending hot foul tasting liquid up his throat making him bend over as a thick wave of partially digested food gushed out of him.
For some unknown reason, none of you had brought a hair tie on your purses. So you held his hair back as he ducked his head when another stream made its way out followed by a wet burp bringing up another one.
- Oh baby...it's okay.
You could see he was about to start panicking, after all he was throwing up during a fashion show, and anyone could listen to what was happening inside the bathroom.
- babe--
He tried saying but was cut off by a harsh gag that arched his back, sending up even more foul pale brown liquid and then another burp brought up even more. You noticed his distress, so you used your free hand to rub his back.
- It's okay. You can let everything out. It's just you and me in here. I'm right here with you.
- Than-
He tried answering again, just to trigger his stomach one more time that now sent partially digested food out his nose as well.
- Oh god, baby....
You said as your kept rubbing his back in circles while he proceeded to throw up again, vomit mixing with was already in the sink.
- Babe...I think I'm done....
- Okay. Let's rinse your mouth and sit down. I'll call Felix to come pick us up, okay?
- Hmm...
He just nodded, head looking down while he sat down on the floor.
You decided to call Felix, who had traveled with you for another schedule and happened to be free at the moment.
- Felix? Hi!
- Oh! Hey, y/n! Is everything okay?
- Not exactly...
- What's wrong?
- It's Hyune...he threw up.
- What!? What happened?
- I guess he was anxious. I think the nerves got the best of him. Can you come pick us up? I don't think it's a good idea to stay here.
- Yeah. I'll be there in a few minutes.
- Oh! Felix, one more things. Can you tell the staff whats happening? We kind of left in a hurry to the bathroom and I think they lost sight of us and I don't have their phone numbers.
- Sure.
After you hung up, you turned your attention back to Hyunjin who still had his head down.
He just kept his eyes closed, focusing on breathing and trying to ignore the uneasy feeling that still lingered in his stomach. It just kept gurgling and he could feel everything sloshing around, to add to that, his heart was beating fast because he was too anxious about the situation.
You kneeled down in front of him and grabbed his shaking hands and squeezed them, a reassuring touch bringing him back to reality.
- Hyune? I'm right here, okay? Don't be nervous. You're with me, you can relax. You'll be okay. We'll leave in a few minutes.
- Thank you....I'm sorry...
- Don't be sorry. I already told you, a millions times, it's not your fault. Being anxious it's not a crime.
- I know...
He felt his stomach revolt again, a burning sensation up his chest, saliva pooling inside his mouth and a foul test at the back of his throat.
- I wanna throw up again-
You helped him up and brought him inside one of the stalls. He bent over, hands on each side of the edges of the toilet, his mouth opened with him spitting out thick saliva as unproductive gags kept coming.
You held his hair and rubbed his stomach and felt it gurgle under your touch.
- Oh baby...
A harsh gag made him jerk forward as a thick stream of vomit gushed out hitting the edges of the toilet and just barely missing both of your outfits before splashing on the water with a sickening sound. He barely had time to catch his breath as a wet burp brought up more partially digested food.
You kept rubbing his stomach up and down while he threw up one more time and after that he was left dry heaving and spitting out saliva.
- Baby, I think you're done. Take a deep breath.
- Can I hug you?
He asked, voice raspy from the strain and sounding defeated and exhausted.
You pulled him into a hug and placed his head on your shoulders and you could swear his temperature was a little high.
- I'm tired...I wanna go...
- we'll be at the hotel soon, baby. Then you can sleep all you want.
You helped him rinse his mouth and gave him some water so he could relieve some of the pain in his throat.
And just in time, the staff arrived, knocking on the restroom door.
- Y/n? Hyunjin? Are you guys in there?
- Yes.
- Felix told us what happened. He's outside waiting for you in the car.
- Is it okay for us to leave? Hyunjin's not in a good state right now, I'd rather not draw any attention.
- Yes, it is. We formed a barricade, no one will see you or take pictures.
- Okay. Well get out then.
You put Hyunjin's arm over your shoulder and wrapped your arm around his waist to help him walk, after being anxious and throwing up he was feeling weak.
Just as the staff had ensured you, there was a barricade waiting for you outside. They quickly helped Hyunjin and you get out of the place without being much noticed.
They helped Hyunjin into the car and you sat beside him and placed his head on your shoulder, as you reclined both of your seats.
Felix who was sitting in front greeted you with a concerned look on his face.
- Y/n, what happened?
- I'm not sure Lix. He said he was nervous earlier, even before we left the hotel. When we got at the venue, it felt like the entire world has its attention on us, or rather, him. There was a lot of talking, pictures. He told me he was feeling overwhelmed but it wasn't until the interview that he felt sick.
- But how did he do it?
- Despite feeling nervous, he did well. I'm proud of him.
- And how's he doing?
- He threw up a couple of times so I hope that now he can only rest.
You said turning to him and seeing he was fast asleep.
He still felt awful from the nerves but at least he was out of the crowd and could try to relax at the hotel. He still got sick a few times after you went back and the only thing he wanted was to go home. But everytime he thought about that, he remembered that he had to get into a plane and it would take a few hours to get back in Korea and that made him sick, so it became a vicious cicle.
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byeguyshiladies04 · 11 months
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pairing // felix x reader
summary // request // when you and felix are left alone backstage and he looks a little too good in his outfit you can’t help yourself...
warnings // fluff?? making out, suggestive
wc: 1.5k
A/N I still can't tell if I enjoy requests... like I enjoy writing about what people actually want to read, but I am always scared it doesn't meet their expectations
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You are currently walking the streets of Felix’s hometown, you have a few hours to waste before the concert. He wanted to show you a few of his favourite places before he takes you to meet his family tomorrow and join them in watching the concert. But tonight you would be watching from backstage.
The whole time you were walking with Felix he was trying to take pictures of you. You didn’t mind it, you were just shy and didn’t like when all the attention was on you. It was also because you didn’t know how to take a good picture of yourself, you could never get the right angle or you just thought you looked stupid. Which is one of the reasons why Felix likes to take so many pictures of you any chance he gets. You never send him any so he has to take matters into his own hands and do all the work himself.
This is also the same when it comes to sending some riskier photos to Felix, many times when he was away on tour he would message you telling you how much he missed you or more specifically missed your touch. Felix was a very physically affectionate person and that also continued over into your sex with Felix. You always wanted to send him a photo of yourself just to help him out, or give him something to look forward to when he returned home. You just could never bring yourself to do it.
Now you are currently sitting on one of the couches in the waiting room. All of the boys had gone to get their make-up done or change their outfits which left you alone, you scrolled through social media for a while before hearing the door open. You looked up from your phone to see Felix walking in alone with his hair and make-up finished.
You have to admit that you think Felix looks better without make-up covering his beautiful features such as his freckles and golden skin. But he still looks absolutely breathtaking when he is all dressed up and ready to perform, and for some reason today he looked exceptionally good. That or the fact you were a little turned on by the videos and photos stay's were posting from previous concerts.
Felix sat down on the couch opposite you which had his bag and the rest of his stuff sitting on it. He plugged in his phone scroling through the photos he took of you earlier before looking over at you. "Are you excited for tomorrow?" he asked slumping down on the couch and spreading his legs, you tried to reply but for some reason, you couldn't think of anything. "hmm" you hummed as it seemed that was the only sound you could make come out your mouth at this moment.
He looked so good in his tight leather trousers that accentuated his thick thighs and small waist, the black mesh top that covered nothing and the cropped top that exposed his abs. Everything was turning you on, no one was in the room. Maybe your two could- it wouldn't take long for you to finish- he would- No!!! Stop thinking like that, someone could walk in at any moment.
"You okay?" you nodded once again not being able to form a verbal response. You stood up from the couch you were sitting on and made your way towards Felix. You stood between his legs and looked down at him taking the phone from his hands and placing it on the couch. You lean over Felix causing him to tilt his head to look up at you, as you place your hands on his thighs. You run your hands up and down his thighs getting a little higher each time. "Babe stop it. What are you doing?" he held your wrist with both his hands stopping your movements.
"I'm not doing anything" You shook your head causing your hair to fall over your face. Felix let go of your wrists to move your hair out of the way letting you resume your movements on his thighs and also let your hands travel under his shirt feeling his abs through the mesh. You place your hands on his shoulders as he does to the back of your thighs to steady you as he helps you straddle him and sit on his lap. You place a hand under his chin tilting his head towards you placing a kiss on his lips.
"What happened to my shy girlfriend a few hours ago who wouldn't even let me take a picture of her?" he questioned. You had always been more confident when it came to getting intimate, it's like you became a different person, you don't know where it came from. It was as if when you became horny a switch flipped inside you and you became this more confident version of yourself. "She's still here lix, you just look too good for me to not do something about it"
You placed your lips back on his keeping the kiss soft, but Felix's actions became more rough and desperate as he grabbed your hips and moved you against his thighs. "Babe we can’t do this what if someone walks in?" he said but his actions didn't match his words as he pushed you down on his thighs harder rolling your hips along them.
"Then let them walk in" you breathed out pulling away from his lips and trailing your kisses down his jaw. He tilted his head to the side to give you access as your kisses trailed down his neck, you started to leave a mark on his skin but he stopped you.
"Back up here baby" he said placing a finger under your chin and tilting your head up. "I still need to go on stage, plus I can't have my parent's see this" he laughed a little. You both looked into each other's eyes for a few seconds before Felix trailed his thumb across your bottom lip pulling at it slightly. He kisses you this time a little rougher as his tongue brushes against your bottom lip and enters your mouth.
"We need to stop" he breathed against your mouth kissing you again as you pulled at his hair. "You keep saying we need to stop but you're enjoying this just as much as I am" you joked pulling away and resting your forehead against his. "I know I just don't want someone walking in and seeing us- you like this?"
"You know I don't mind it baby" You replied. "You're saying that to me now but I know it's not really you that's talking" he explained. "Of course it's me, come on, no one will come in" You kissed him again pulling him in by the back of his neck.
"Can we just stop, please? he pulled away and looked at you again rubbing his hands up and down your thighs in a comforting gesture. You nodded as he pulled you into a hug. You rested your head in the crook of his neck and wrapped your arms around his waist as Felix ran a hand along your back the other resting on the back of your thigh.
"I'm sorry" you muttered after a few moments of silence. "What are you apologizing for?" he questioned. "I got a little carried away, and I feel like I made you uncomfortable" you explained. "No! you didn't make me uncomfortable at all baby. I just didn't want someone to walk in a see us like that, I just feel it's something very private and not something people should see"
"I know but I'm still sorry," you said as you sat up to look at him. You wrapped your arms around his neck kissing him softly. "Well I accept your apology even though I don't need it," he said as you cuddled back into him closing your eyes.
Felix reached for his phone to take a picture of you cuddled up into his arms just as the door opened and Seungmin walked in. "Hi everyone!" he announced as he walked in sitting on the couch opposite you and Felix. "Hey Seungmin" you and Felix both replied enthusiastically at the same time causing you all to laugh.
"That tickles" he whispered into your ear after he stopped laughing.
After a few minutes, the rest of the members were all ready for the concert. Just before Felix had to leave you stuck your tongue out licking his neck causing him to squeal and pull away in disgust. The rest of the members and a few of the staff turned to look at the two of you to see what happened, only to see both of you laughing together. It seemed like you were in your own world and forgot about everyone standing around the room looking at you.
It caused everyone to smile and even Chan took out his phone to take a picture of you two laughing together which he would send you later. It soon became your favourite picture of you and Felix together and even became both your lock screens.
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katnisspeetaprim · 9 months
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I'm In Part 2
Bang Chan/Fem!Reader/Felix
So this is the part 2 of I'm In. Quite a few people asked for this so I hope it lives up to the hype! This is the frst ever threesome smut I've written so I'm sorry if it's not that great!
Warnings: Established relationship, piv sex, unprotected sex, idol!au, swearing, pwp, oral (m recieving)
Word Count: 3157 M.list
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Never in your life had you spent so much time cleaning your apartment and choosing your outfit. Not even when Chan came round for the first time. Deep down you knew you were over thinking things. Felix wouldn’t give a damn if your place was messy, considering what it was that he was coming round to discuss with you and Chan.
‘Babe calm down! You’ve been jittery all day.’
‘I know! But I want to make a good impression.’ You turned away from Chan and reorganised the fruit bowel for the 100th time that evening.’
‘what the-? You’ve known each other for years??’ Chan was confused, not understanding why you were acting this way. He came over and spun you round to face him, hand coming to gently stroke your cheek.
‘Baby, if you don’t want this-‘ You abruptly cut him off.
‘No it’ not that. I just want it to go well...’ You sighed and sat down on the sofa, flattening out your dress. You had decided on a simple summer dress, so that if everything went to plan, Felix would have easy access. Chan placed his warm hand on your shoulder and went to speak, when the doorbell suddenly rang.
‘He’s early.’ You chuckled. Chan smiled back and went to let his band mate in.
You stood with a smile when they rounded the corner, pulling Felix into a hug when he approached.
‘Hey Lix, I’m glad you came.’ He affectionately returned your embrace, squeezing lightly as he pulled back.
‘Me too.’ Chan cleared his throat as you pulled apart.
‘so... Shall we get to business?’
The three of you had done as you’d planned, ordered food and alcohol, so you could loosen up whilst discussing your boundaries.
‘So first off, everybody want’s this right?’ Chan lead the conversation. If somebody wasn’t comfortable, there had been lots of time to pull out and so far, nobody had voiced any concerns. You and Felix both nodded at the question, prompting his to continue.
‘Cool. Do either of you have any boundaries? Things you aren’t comfortable with?’ You and Felix shyly glanced at each other.
‘I don’t think so?’ Felix said, almost like he was asking a question.
‘Me neither.’ You replied confidently. ‘ Though nothing weird please.’ Both men laughed at your attempt to break the tension.
‘Don’t worry, unless I’ve severally misjudged him, I don’t think Felix is into any weird shit.’ Chan reassured you and Felix nodded with a chuckle.
‘So erm... Do we just start?’ You spoke sheepishly. Chan smirked at your timid attitude.
‘Eager?’ You blushed profusely.
‘Why don’t you start with making out a little? Get a feel for each other.’ Chan suggested, leaning back in his chair and licking his lips subtly. You bit your lip and turned to face Felix, looking at him through the curtain of your hair.
He was staring back, eyes now slightly darker now that this was actually happening. You stood up, maybe a little too quickly, as you tried to act calm and collected.
You made your way across the room, swaying your hips seductively as you went, until you stood directly before Felix, staring down at him.
You placed you hands on his shoulders and suddenly straddled his waist, already feeling the beginning of a boner from him as you settled.  You licked your lips as you saw the ghost of a smile tugging at the corner of his mouth.
Leaning down, you finally connected your lips to his, both sighing contently as your mouths moulded together. Your heart was beating rapidly in your chest, so hard you were surprised it couldn’t be heard by the two men in the room.  You felt Felix’ hands come to rest on your hips, squeezing as he relaxed into the kiss. Feeling a little braver, you laced your fingers through his hair and probed his mouth with your tongue.  His hair had been recently dyed for the new comeback, and you would be lying if you said he didn’t look good with the blue hair...
‘Why don’t you touch her more?’ Chan’s voice broke through the air. Felix broke the kiss to look over to the older man, before slowly bringing his gaze back to you, silently asking fro permission. You nodded with a smile and brought him back in to kiss. His hands slowly began to trail up your body, shivers running down your spine as his fingers glided over your clothed skin, until he reached your breasts. You let out a gasp when he squeezed, kneading them with his fingers.
‘You’re soft.’ Felix breathed out. He’d clearly gotten more daring, as he pulled your dress down, revealing the top of your breasts, so he could suckle on the exposed skin.
You leaned your head back, unconsciously grinding down onto Felix, causing him to moan against your skin.
You parted your eyes slightly, chancing a glance at the man sat only a few feet from you. Chan sat at the edge of his seat, leaning forwards on his thighs.
His intense gaze was laser focused on Felix’ mouth attached to your chest. You craved for a bigger reaction from your boyfriend, so you decided to move things forwards.
You abruptly stood, causing Felix to look up at you with wide eyes, thinking he’d done something wrong. You only smirked as you looked over your shoulder to Chan. His eyes now bore into you, waiting for your next move.
You reached up to the straps of your dress and teasingly pushed the material down your body. You had to admit, you did feel a little embarrassed when your naked breasts came on display, having foregone a bra. You almost lost confidence in your little plan, ready to cover up, when you heard Felix mutter out a quiet ‘fuck’ under his breath. Dark eyes stared up at you as he started breathing heavier.
‘I knew you were eager baby.’ Chan smirked, making you blush. You looked over to see him lazily palming himself through his jeans. Felix took this opportunity to stand and pull his t-shirt over his head. He lunged forwards and took you in his arms, smashing his lips against yours.
His hands began to wonder, harshly gripping your bum, making you hiss out. You reached out and began palming him through his trousers. Felix broke the kiss and rested his head on your shoulder.
‘You’re still wearing too many clothes.’ You whispered in his ear as you undid his zip and roughly pushed his trousers and boxers down. Immediately, you took him in your hand.
‘Ah...’ He couldn’t stop the whimpers that already threatened to escape him.
‘Are you gonna let her do all the work?’ Chan breathed out. He’d now also undone his trousers and slid his hand inside.
Felix laughed lightly, before moving his hand round your body, and slipping it down the front of your panties. You whined out when his fingers teased your folds.
Your eyes were closed as you clung to Felix, until you felt a presence touch you from behind.
Your eyes shot open and craned your neck back to see Chan. He’d also stripped his clothes, letting his hot skin sit against yours and feeling his hard member poking at your backside.
‘I thought you just wanted to watch?’ You breathed as Chan nibbled at your neck. He only snorted against your skin. You giggled, taking this as your cue to carry on.
Felix bought his lips back to yours as you jerked him off.  Felix’ slender fingers rubbed at your clit softly, almost too softly... When you felt Chan’s fingers sliding under your panties from behind and started stroking the folds near your entrance.
You gasped out and clung tightly to Felix, when Chan’s fingers pushed into you.
‘don’t stop.’ Felix whined out when your hand stilled on his dick. Chan growled behind you, almost protectively.
‘She goes first.’ Felix grumbled but continued rubbing at your sensitive bud. He leaned down and started licking at your neck, your head leaning back to lean on Chan’s shoulder as you sighed out.
Chan’s free hand gently turned your face so he could kiss you. You’re heart was still beating loudly in your chest. No matter how confident you thought you were, the whole situation was intense. You’d never even been naked in front of someone you weren’t dating, and now you were being fingered by not only your boyfriend, but also one of his closest friends.
Your mouth hung open as your small gasps turned into breathy moans.
‘You close baby?’ Chan whispered in your ear. Felix hunched over and took your nipple in his mouth, all while pressing harder on your clit.
‘Ah! I’m cumming!’ You moaned out loudly, causing both men to speed up their movements. The sudden explosion between your legs was enough to make your knees buckle. If it weren’t for Felix in front of you, you would be on the floor.
You hunched forwards and wrapped your arms tightly round Felix’ neck as you caught your breath, whining slightly when Chan pulled his fingers out of you.
‘Fuck. That was so sexy. You’re so lucky you get to see that everyday.’ Chan smirked at Felix’ words, but decided to stay silent. He kissed your neck as he peeled himself away from you, helping you to disregard your soaked underwear.
‘You ready to continue baby?’ You nodded with a smile, turning to face him.
‘how do you want me?’  You smirked, beginning to stroke his member.
‘Shit, here.’ He threw down a pillow on the floor, so you wouldn’t hurt your knees. Always the gentleman.
‘You ready to fuck her Felix?’ You were now on all fours in front of him, legs spread and presenting your glistening centre to him. Felix’ eyes widened when he saw you take Chan fully into your mouth, right down to his pubic bone.
‘Fuck yes!’ Felix quickly nestled himself behind you, grasping tightly to your hips. He began to stroke his member across your folds, when he suddenly froze.
‘Do I need a condom?’ he asked, almost timidly, causing Chan to let out a breathy laugh as you sucked on his cock.
‘What do you say baby? Can he go in raw? As a special treat?’ You popped off Chan and flipped your hair to look back to Felix.
‘Just fuck me already.’ That was all Felix needed to hear to position himself back at your entrance, and roughly pushed into you. The sudden unexpected roughness from Felix was enough to make you wince and hiss out.
‘Hey!’ Chan seethed out. ‘Be careful!’
‘Shit, sorry Y/N.’ Felix squeezed your hip gently.
‘It’s ok. Please move.’ You moaned out, turning back to Chan and taking him back into your mouth.
‘My god you’re so tight! Fuck!’ Felix’ movements were fast and sloppy, overwhelmed from the feel of being inside you.
‘When was the last time you did it raw?’ Chan laughed out. Felix couldn’t answer. His eyes clamped shut with sweat running down his face as he tried to stop himself from cumming early.
You moaned around Chan as you felt another orgasm building up.
‘Shit I’m gonna cum!’ Felix moaned out behind you, movements becoming faster and harder as he released himself inside you. Felix was trembling so much and gripping your hips so tightly, you were sure you would have bruises in the shape of his hands tomorrow morning.
He’s hunched over and was basically hugging you from behind as he kissed down your back, making Goosebumps appear on your skin.
Chan pulled out of your mouth as Felix caught his breath.
‘don’t get too comfortable mate.’ Chan scolded playfully, causing Felix to groan as he pulled away from you. He cast his eyes down and saw his seed leaking out of you, sending a new wave of blood to his dick.
‘Shit... That was amazing...’ Felix leaned back against the sofa still on the floor, whilst you flipped yourself over.
‘You don’t have to tell me.’ Chan smirked. Smug bastard.
‘Shut up.’ You slapped his leg as he still stood over you, smirking. Chan kneeled down between your legs and placed his fingers between your sensitive folds, making you suck in a breath as he played with your slickness. His eyes were glued to the mess Felix left behind, and he couldn’t help but push as much cum back inside you as he could, not wanting a single drop to go to waste.
‘Think you can take me too baby?’
‘Fuck yes.’ You lunged forwards and bought him into a rough kiss as he slammed into you. You cast your eyes to the side when Chan pulled away to suck on your neck. You caught sight of Felix sat there, staring. He looked completely fucked out, eyes half closed and mouth hanging open. He was laser focused on you as Chan rocked into you.
You couldn’t help but reach your hand out to stroke across his leg and over his semi hard dick. He closed his eyes and relaxed back against the sofa as you lazily stroked him.
Chan couldn’t help but notice you were paying more attention to Felix that him as he was buried inside you. He felt a pang of jealousy so, he pulled almost all the way out and roughly slammed back into you. At the sudden assault, you gasped out and snapped your head back to face Chan.
‘You’re mine baby. Don’t forget that.’ He growled in your ear, causing you to shudder with desire. Your arms buckled beneath when Chan started playing with your clit, bud going into overdrive as you started cumming again.
‘Chan! Please don’t stop!’
‘Fuck!’ He slammed into you one last time before pulling out and quickly standing up, stroking himself to release all over your breasts.
The room was silent, apart from the heavy breathing of the three of you. You look over towards Felix and noticed his chest was now glistening . You giggled lightly, knowing he’d gotten himself off to you and Chan fucking.
You suddenly felt Chan kneeling next to you, placing gentle kisses along your bare shoulder.
‘You goof baby?’ You smiled and nodded, kissing him gently before he helped you to stand.
Felix shuffled behind you as he also stood. He shifted from one foot to the other as he tried to look smaller, as if he wasn’t sure what to do with himself now that it was over.
You quickly moved to the man and hugged him tightly, not wanting him to feel used or awkward around you now.
You cringed slightly when you remembered you were covered in Chan’s cum, but Felix didn’t seem to care, since he eagerly returned your embrace.
Pulling away, you smiled warmly as you stroked his cheek, before leaning in to kiss him.
‘Ok?’
‘Yeah.’ He confirmed with a toothy smile. Chan cleared his throat slightly.
‘Baby? Why don’t you go shower and we’ll clean up here.’ He cringed, looking down at the various fluids that now covered your living room floor.
‘Me and Felix can just clean up with the sink for now.’ Felix nodded in agreement, already looking for a towel.
‘Ah, are you sure? I feel bad making you do that.’
‘Y/N! It’s fine. We don’t mind being a little smelly for a while.’ Felix laughed, basically pushing you out of the room. You laughed along as you gave in and went to the bathroom.
As you showered, Felix and Chan were scurrying around to clean the room and themselves, before you remerged.
When you rounded the corner, you saw both men sitting on the sofa now fully clothed, looking to be mid conversation. Chan’s eyes lit up when he saw you.
‘Hey! You look cozy in that.’ He chuckled, gesturing to your fluffy robe. You smiled and made your way over, forcing your way in-between them.
‘That’s rude.’ Felix joked as he made room for you. You leaned your head on Chan’s shoulder and he put his arm around you.
‘So... What were you guys talking about?’ Chan and Felix glanced at each other, before shuffling awkwardly.
‘We were thinking..’ Chan spoke up, taking the lead ounce again. ‘That if you are ok with it, we could do this again some time?’ The breath hitched in your throat at his words. Glancing up at Chan and Felix, you could see the glimmer of hope on their faces, though they tried their best to mask it.
‘If you don’t want to then don’t feel like you need to.’ Felix spoke up when you didn’t answer right away.
‘No I’d love to do it again!’ You sat up straight. ‘But maybe we can do it on a bed next time?’ You all laughed and agreed. Even tough Chan had thrown a pillow down for you, you were sure you would still have bruised knees and palms in a few hours.
‘Crap.’ Felix cursed as he fished his phone out of his pocket.’
‘What?’
‘Han’s texting me. I forgot we were supposed to meet up today.’ He let out an exasperated sigh as he forced himself to stand up. ‘I need to go.’
‘Dude, you need to plan better!’ Chan laughed out.
‘I know, I know!’
‘Come on, I’ll show you out.’ Chan stood and patted him on the back. Before following after the older man, he turned to you and leaned down to hug you, which you gladly accepted.
‘I had a good time today Felix. I hope the feeling is mutual?’
‘Definitely.’ He replied with no hesitation. ‘I should go, but I’ll text you.’
‘You better!.’
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Later that night, you and Chan were cuddling on the sofa in comfortable silence, as you both watched TV.
‘So... What happened to you just watching today?’  Chan looked down at you in surprise, unsure why you were bringing that up again.’
‘I dunno. I guess I just couldn’t help myself. He was a little tense beside you as he stroked your shoulder. ‘Does it bother you? That I joined in today?’ Chan didn’t want to ask, but you bringing it up had caused his confidence to to waver.
‘No not at all!’ Chan breathed a sigh of relief.’ I only asked since you said you were into watching.’ You explained carefully, not wanting to upset or embarrass your boyfriend.
‘Yeah..’ He trailed off nervously. ‘I guess I got caught up in the moment.’ He chuckled. You smiled and sat up, moving to straddle Chan’s lap. He instinctively grabbed onto your hips. You stroked his face lovingly, and leaned down to kiss him.
‘I love you.’
‘I love you too baby.’ You smiled and leaned down to kiss him softly.
‘so.’ Chan leaned his forehead against yours. ‘Do you think It’s too soon to schedule another date with Felix?’ You burst out laughing and smacked his chest.
‘You’re a horny mess Christopher!’
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brinxxxx · 7 months
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A Bang Chan FF (content warning 18+!!) (smut)
Whipped For You:
Chapter 5: The Mental Breakdown
Y/N POV:
I started to get ready. Wearing a tight black shirt ish dress. Nothing too revealing. It's not just me and chan at this dinner. It was was enough for him to double take. I were Smokey eye makeup with a red lip stick to match. Gold jewellery and black heels. A bag to match.
The door goes and it's Chan picking me up. I open the door to see his jaw drop at the site of me. I will admit his outfit was just as stunning. He really scrubbbed up well. Like he always does.
"Chan. Earth to Chan...?"
No response. I have an idea. I lean closer to him. Going to his ear and whisper "wakey wakey daddy" that brought him back. I giggle at his reaction, his face red like a tomato. Suddenly he forgets how to talk or breath as he chocked as I left his proximity. "We, we should get going...sh-shall we"
I loved every minute of flustering him. I can't wait to do it more. Payback. Karma. I lock up and head to his car as he opens the door for me like a gentleman he is. "Y/N you do look beautiful..."
"Thanks Mr Bang..."
"Y/N. I've told you. It's chan. Only during business call me Mr Bang. Okay?" He spoke so softly. It was dreamy. We sat in comfortable silence. It was nice.
We eventually got to this fancy looking restaurant. It was huge, they had vallet parking it was that fancy. We got in and was greeted with the other boss' s of the company.
Lee Minho, Seo Changbin, Hwang Hyunjin, Han Jisung, Lee Felix, Kim Seungmin and Yang Jeongin. JYP was meant to join but he had an emergency meeting so he couldn't make it. Even thought I was older than 4 of the bosses doesn't mean I wasn't terrified of them. Changbin was just older than me by 5 months. He loved reminding me when I worked for him.
We sat down enjoying each others company. Chatting amongst ourselves I feel someone staring at me right across the table. Chan. He didn't like how flirty chat I was doing with Minho. Infact I enjoyed it. Minho has a wife but always has flirty jokes and he knows me well enough that I can take them I could feel Chan's jealous glare between me and Minho. In fact he interrupted my conversation.
"Don't you have a wife Minho? Watch what you're doing..."
"Yeah chan. I do. It's harmless jokes. It's all friendly. Don't worry. Why would you care. She ain't yours. You've got your fiancé...no!?"
"You know my situation with my...partner. So don't even start!"
"Yes. Yes. You 'love of your life' isn't actually it. Are you still holding out for 'the one'? You better hurry up...before you know you'll be stuck with the wicked witch of the west..."
"You never I may have found her. How will you know? You know me. I like to keep my life private."
"You mean you're life so private you're supposed fiancé talks shit about you to the press? She's exposed so much shit about you. Heck she even said youve had an affair recently!"
Everyone went silent. Chan started laughing. "Well, she's talking shit. I haven't made a move on the person in mind. Let alone had an affair. She's found her person yet I'm getting the brunt for not able to find mine. I haven't seen any articles about this? Where are you hearing about this...?"
"Here...it's on Dispatch. See? She's mocking you. She's talks about how you sensitive you are in bed whil she sits and fakes it till your done. She even talks about your close relationship with...Y/N!?"
Everyone looks at you. You some how manage to perk up the courage to talk. "I'm close with all of you? I've worked hard since day one and always had a good work relationship with you all? I've never crossed any lines or done anything wrong in my line of work? I swear."
"Oh don't worry Y/N. We know you wouldn't do such a thing and plus even if you did who's to say we would sell out Chan Hyung and you? We may be your boss and yeah we work with a Chan Hyung but we are a close net family. Secrets are always kept with us. Don't stress...now shall we talk about something else? This conversation seems to be very dull...Y/N...how's is your Love Life?"- Seungmin wiggles his eyebrows about his question.
Ugh. That dreaded question. I hate being asked that. Not like I have much going on. The closest thing I had was that moment in Chan's office or at my house earlier. I spaced out thinking about that moment. I was getting really hot thinking about it and it didn't help he was right across from me gazing at me like I'm gonna be his last meal... god I want him so bad. No. I can't. I have to stay strong.
"Ughhhm love life...? Don't have one. I'm sorry very boring. All I do is work, eat, sleep and repeat. I don't do much else... I started going to the gym recently. I liked my PT he's kinda cute. Very supportive in what my image is. He asked me out but I declined. I don't like dates, don't like dating..."
"So you're telling us...you've e had NO action for what like...months? Jesus. How you handling it solo...?" - Felix gives a wink. Knowing what he meant I choked on my drink. The cheeky bastard. What's with these guys and wanting to talk about my love life or sex life? They aren't my friends. I mean yeah we have great chat and banter but we aren't that close. Bare in mind these are MEN. I froze thinking about the moment again. My eye darted to Chan. He kinda got my message. He nods at me.
"I mean I have a very good imagination so I've managed just fine guys. Don't worry. Haha well excuse me I need to go to the ladies room."
I exit swiftly and run to the girls room. Feeling very hot and bothered. I hear chan saying he and Minho were going out for a smoke so I'm glad he wouldn't be there for when I returned. However as soon as I opened the door to go back, Chan was there standing in front of it. As if he was about to walk in...?
"Chan? This is the ladies room?"
"Yeah I know I just had to do this..."
He grabs me passionately and kisses me. Closing the door behind him and pulled me into a stall. The sub side of me started coming out. Allowing Chan to take control and do whatever he wanted. "Are you okay with this...?"
"What about your fiancé..."
"What about her..."
"Chan. She's here. I saw her in the toilet before I left..."
"Fuck it. I want YOU. Not her. Now...does this baby girl want to be good and get treated...?"
"Yes...daddy"
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xbooklover26x · 1 year
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Things about me that probably no one will ever care to know
- I love reading cos it lets me escape for a while
- I'm obsessed with the characters and they mean a lot to me cos they're a constant, they're reliable and they cant hurt me
- every night I fall asleep to scenarios i make up in my head cos I dont think I'm ever going to experience the scenarios in real life so scenarios are the best I'm gonna get
- I still love teddies and stuff cos I dont think I get enough hugs in real life, so i go to them for hugs
- I love stray kids sm bcos the way they connect with their fans sm makes me feel loved and appreciated, ik its sad
- I've always been drawn to felix bcos his soul seems so pure and hes such a beautiful person that it gives me hope for people ig
- every night I have to have at least a few hours completely alone in my room or everything can feel a bit too much
- fandoms are my safe place bcos I dont feel judged when I'm in them
- I'm a hellenic polytheist or a hellenic pagan, I havent worked that part out yet
- I feel such a huge connection and pull to the greek deities and I respect them sm
- i dont have to convince myself I believe in them like I had to with the Christian god, i truly do just believe in them
- after I got confirmed I had about a week or so where I tried so hard to be a good Christian
- I stopped following christian beliefs when I realised I didnt understand why such a benevolent god would allow so much hatred and pain on the earth
- only about 5 people know about my religion, I hate it but I'm too scared to tell people bcos I think they'll think its stupid
- I have to have music playing if I'm doing everyday tasks, it helps me focus and enjoy what in doing
- my biggest bookshelf is organised by the first letter of the last name of the author bcos it's easy for me to navigate
- I'm secretly so proud of the way my bookshelves look, I tried pretty hard to make them look nice and they bring me a lot of happiness
- last time I counted, i had 417 books, i was so proud of my collection
- I have a lot of mental health problems, but I ignore them most of the time cos my friends are more important than me
- I create a different personality for basically everyone I meet bcos it's so important to me that people like me
- I've done it so much I'm not sure what my actual personality is
- I discovered I was pansexual after I decided I enjoyed 'I Kissed A Girl' too much and did some Google quizzes during lockdown
- I hadnt heard of pansexuality before but when I looked into it the label felt so right
- I spent my 16th birthday with 2 of the most important people to me, and I loved it
- I'm scared of trying to find a fashion style to wear bcos I'm worried I'm not thin enough to make outfits look good
- I love so passionately and strongly, and I'm scared no one will return that love but I'm also kinda proud of how much I can love ig
- crying gives me a headache and itchy eyes, so when I feel like crying I watch something ik will make me laugh
- after closing night of my first (and last) school show I cried the entire night
- I make myself laugh a lot more than I probably should
- I'll go through periods of not eating fruit then one day randomly eat a banana and remember how much I like them
- I'm bad at saving money but I wanna get better
- I have a strong attachment to the show All Of Us Are Dead bcos the characters feel familiar and real
- and the cast is really pretty
- when I love something I try to force it upon my friends, usually unsuccessfully
- I think nature cam be really pretty but I'm hardly in it cos it makes my hayfever bad
- I'm learning Korean and Greek bcos I think both are such beautiful languages and I like the challenge
- the day I realised I'd matured was when I felt more drawn to characters who would be good for me in a relationship situation, rather than ones who would be kinda toxic or too difficult
- I could talk about the things I love for hours (especially stray kids right now) but I hardly ever get the chance to
- I wrote all of this to see if it would make me feel better about me to be so truthful, and ig it did a bit
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poisonouswritings · 2 years
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Hi there! May I request a headcanon for M3 react to dating MC who have the ability/power like Nico Robin from One Piece??
Um,, what the fuck is going on in One Piece
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GN!Reader, dismembered limbs, I have some NSFW questions, I know nothing about One Piece
Felix Escellun
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N...necromancer......m...e.....ets......whatever the fuck this is classified as............
He's gonna use your extra limbs in his experiments (assuming that you don't feel any pain or anything). That way he can test the effects of his spells on humans without actually endangering anyone!! That'll help him build up his repertoire of weird necromancy spells.
I feel like he would love having your help to prank Anisa and Sage. Sprouting arms from the wall to grab at them, putting toes in their foot, etc etc. He craves Chaos.
You give Stella a hand on her head as a joke and she immediately steals Felix's steamy romance novel field journal full of Very Important Research Notes and runs away and you guys have to go catch her.
Anisa Anka
Okay but imagine it's Chapter 1 and you guys fall down the tunnel and you just summon a bed of arms to catch you both and Anisa is just Violently Freaking Out until you explain what they are. Better yet, that part in Labyrinth where Sarah is falling down the hole and the arms catch her and let her pick which way she wants to go? Something like that.
She's cooking and she's distracted and she holds out a spoonful to you like 'hey come taste this' so you just spawn a mouth onto like,, a book or something and go like 'oh it tastes so good babe!' and she kinda just,,, blinks several times,,,,,, narrows her eyes,,,,,,,,,,,,, makes you taste it properly
She wants you to try on an outfit and you just spawn a copy of yourself inside the clothes and,,, I mean she can't really argue with that now can she!!
Ayanna is scared of you and that's why she did all that in chapter 6.
Imagine LoS seeing you and knowing you're from earth and then you just spawn a hand that's flipping the bird and he's like 'WHAT THE FUCK IS THAT'
Sage Lesath
Listen okay so
Sage has a question and so do I.
I know that you make duplicates of your body parts but 'from' other people's bodies??? And keep in mind I have 0 idea how anything in One Piece works. And my question is, if you copied your genitalia onto Sage, would he get any sexual stimulation from messing with it??? I don't know!!!! Someone who knows about One Piece can tell me. I'm not looking that up 'cause I'm sure it'll just lead to a lot of smutty fanfics.
Additionally can he fuck you and your clone at the same time?? I think he'd just fucking die if that was the case. Bleeding out from a bloody nose.
In other news Sage gets into a fight and you're standing on the sidelines and you just grow a forest of arms and legs and probably horrify the opponents
He passes out and you just spawn a bunch of arms and legs to carry him back to Fathom.
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iwasbored777 · 2 years
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Felix : Did you manage to get my uncle's Miraculous ?
Lila : Of course I did. That moron gave me the Bee, cause he obviously knew that brat Chloe would've just failed him again, and I took that opportunity to Venom his ass and steal his Miraculous too.
Felix : You're such a hot twisted evil b*tch, babe.
Lila : Awwww, you are too, darling.
Felix : What are you gonna do with these now ?
Lila : I'm gonna use the Butterfly to destroy Ladybug and Cat Noir and show Gabe how a real Hawk Moth looks like and I'm thinking of making you my new Bee, darling.
Felix : Wait, Bee ?!? Did you hit your head woman ? That Miraculous is a frickin hair comb, you're delusional if you think I'm gonna wear that.
Lila : Can you stop complaining already ? It's not my fault your stupid uncle lost all the other Miraculous you gave him, this is literally all I could take from him ! And reminder that Ladybug and Cat Noir kicked your ass too and retrieved the Peacock as well, so if you want to get it back from them and make sure you won't get your feather ass erased, you're gonna need to put your big boy pants and wear a damn hair comb.
Felix : But why don't you wear that hair comb yourself and give me the Butterfly instead ?
Lila : Cause I look amazing in purple, duh. And the Bee used to be Chloe's Miraculous and she's now my bestie and I can't betray my bestie like that, you know ?
Felix : But, you want to give it to me and not her ?
Lila : Cause she's an incompetent loser, obviously. C'mon darling, you're perfect for the role, after all, you're also a blonde rich cosplayer brat, you literally couldn't have been a better fit for the Bee even if you had asked for it.
Felix : I still refuse to wear a frickin hair comb.
Lila : Fine, I don't need your fragile masculine ego anyway, I'm just gonna go ask Chloe to help me as Queen Bee, I'm sure she's gonna accept it.
Felix : Wait, I changed my mind. I'm gonna wear the Bee.
Lila smirking : Oh really, but I thought ...
Felix : I still despise this whole situation, but if it means that I can take that gloating brat's Miraculous away from her, then I'm gonna do it.
Pollen : How can I serve you, my King ?
Felix : God, as if it wasn't already bad enough that I need to wear a hair comb, but now I also have a total simp as my Kwami. Hopefully, trolling that brat as the new evil Bee holder will make all of this worth it.
Pollen: Wait... Adrien, what are you doing with Lila?
Félix: I'm not Adrien, I'm Félix.
Pollen: Oh, I see. My bad. For a second there I was wondering why Adrien has this ugly hairstyle and that ridiculous outfit.
Félix: What's wrong with my outfit?
Pollen: No offense but you look like a waiter.
Lila: Thank you, sister! I told him this. It's just weird. Why won't he wear a blazer or something instead of that vest?
Pollen: Also black and white? That's so out of season.
Félix: Did Chloé teach you how to annoy me?
Pollen: Actually you wouldn't believe this. It was Zoe. She got drunk one night and told me everything she thinks about you guys. It was hilarious!
Lila: What did she say about me?
Pollen: She said she wishes Marinette actually pushed you down the stairs.
Lila: But she DID! I nearly died!
Pollen: Oh please! She would never do this! She's f*cking Ladybug!
Lila: She's doing WHAT to Ladybug?!
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soulariarym · 2 years
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May I have a dbd survivor match up please?) I'm a tall, plus sized bi woman with almost shoulder length raven colored hair with dark hazelish brown eyes. I tend to be on the quiet side, listening to others rather than being the one who does the talking.
When it comes to my friends or people that i care about, I tend to be motherly towards them. (Making sure they are taking care of themselves and being protective over them). I dress more of the gender neutral gothic/ alternative.
Relationship wise, i tend to be the one who take care of my significant other to the point i sometimes forget that i have needs. Some of my hobbies includes gaming, writing stories and poetry, reading about the missing 404 cases, drawing, and watching horror media. Thank you 😊
I match you with…
Mikeala Reid! (I think that’s how you spell her name)
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You and Mikeala fit like two peas in a pot, she loves watching movies with you, especially horror. She’s a witch how could she not love horror movies? Not only will she watch horror movies with you but she’ll also read about the 404 cases with you, if you’re so interested it has to be entertaining, she’ll question you about it and eventually start reading with you.
She’ll ask to do tarot cards for you, reading your cards is her favorite thing to do. If you actually want your cards read seriously she’ll oblige. In other cases she’ll throw in some cards for fun just to flirt with you. She’ll put in cards saying things like “the spirit things you’re oh so beautiful”, “spirit says you’d look lovely in a tub with roses, oh how wise spirit” she loves making your cheeks turn rosey red with her magic charm.
She loves reading your poetry, enthusing you to publish them. You’ll know she’s reading your poems when you see your booklet (what you write your poems in) is missing as she’s smiling like a mad man in your household doorway, even covering her mouth from her smiling so much. If you snatch the book thinking she’s making fun of you you’ll be mistaken. She’ll smile at you, kissing your cheek as she speaks. “You and your poetry is so so lovely, please speak poems to me as I sleep” being very, very serious
She adores you act protective, she thinks it’s cute too. Because of how cute she thinks it is she’ll sneak kisses all over your face every time you act this way, grabbing your waist and pulling you in for bear hugs and kisses. She’ll nuzzle and kiss your nose, giving you all the attention you could ever want
Your style? Totally up her alley, she admires your clothing style, insisting on matching because of how “cool you look”. Because she thinks you’re so cool she’ll bring you to her work, showing you off to all the customers. She’ll coo like “look at my girlfriend, she’s so beautiful right?”
I match you with…
Felix Richter!
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Felix was always interested in you, you stood out more then most people. He spotted you walking around town a few times. Immediately catching his eye. The alternative fashion taste had his stares on you, he’d never seen someone dressed like you. “Was this a bad thing?” You’d ask yourself. Bad thing? No way in fact it was quite opposite. Felix loved how you stood out, how you were your own person. Nobody likes seeing the same people dressed in the same outfits.
Felix is always interested in you and how you go about things, watching as you read your cases you love, watching your reaction to horror movies, everything about you fascinated him. It seemed he was a dog on a leash cause man would he follow you everywhere. As odd as it was you couldn’t seem to care much, hell he has a handsome face.
If you ask him why he’s always following you around he’ll smile at you as he speaks. “You’re different from everyone else and it’s really nice to see someone react to the world in such a different way” you’ll be flattered, hell had you ever met someone who talked like he did?
Felix doesn’t watch horror movies all that much but for you? He’ll sit through it. Probably getting a lot more scared then you. As scared as he gets he’ll still hold you close, holding his hand in your own while massaging it ever so slightly with his thumb. He’ll compliment your hands and how soft they are, eventually leading to him giving you a hand massage. Sometimes even making you fall asleep in his arms.
He loves talking to you about his day and how it went, just ranting and ranting about everything. If he talks for too long he’ll notice and gaze at you, watching as you genuinely listen to everything he has to say. He’ll smile at you, pulling you in for a kiss on your forehead. He’ll say things like “I’m so glad to have you” or “thank you hun, don’t know what’d I’d do without you”
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luvring · 2 years
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Hcs for felix & mc during the time between CH 11 & 12?? 👀 what do u think they got up to,,,has felix been horny for mc the ENTIRE TIME??? WHAT ABOUT HIS DEPRESSION GIRL HELP IM SO SAD
— felix and mc between chapters 11 and 12
warnings: erm.. angst. horny. note from nia: anon fantastic news there is almost never a moment where felix is not horny! he was infatuated by mc and now he finally has someone to direct it to. horny depression combo. EDJFGJH /hj. /HJ. but everyone who said he knew what he was doing putting on that outfit was Right you should be loud and be proud . i went overboard i don't know what happened to the hcs i got overwhelmed with felix angst i'm so sorry i am not ok
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distraction time...you know how he said he wanted to take mc on a date. first of all, :headinhands: . second of all, i want to think mc was able to take him somewhere. his favourite bookstore maybe...for a walk...just a quiet place without many people around
he probably felt guilty about being so upset and y'know,, it not being the dream first date he wanted. but mc was just like "nope. i don't need a perfect first date or anything, felix. i just want you to know i'm here for you and to help you feel better" SMH SMH
maybe they'll have a canonical real first date later. consider these unofficial outings
fr though i don't even want to imagine felix realizing he can't use his magic. like the devastation of that scenario...help girl..."magic was all i had, all i was ever good at" and he can't even keep his favourite flower bloomed? :/ like the insecurity and genuine depression that would bring me . having mc was a saving grace
i'd think that felix, after some rest y'know, would try to do something he could usually do. even something he'd use as a warmup after exhausting himself and then he just..couldn't.
so he kept trying to do smaller and smaller things and god why is nothing working?
depressive episodes r such Ass and felix seems like the kind of person to struggle with wanting to isolate himself and also wanting mc to just,, hold him and tell him it'll be alright
i'm pretty sure he mentions them bringing him food and generally just being very helpful which is </3 i am so sad. he seems to dislike being reliant on people and :// mc is really helping him work through that
they definitely spent a lot of nights together trying to figure out what had happened to him. mc would not let him stay up alone because he'd probably spiral or stay up too late and feel worse without them
break from the pain: he still goes down in the middle of the night for his olives. actually mc brings it to him themself. he laughs
asian parent bringing up cut up fruit except your partner brings your coping mechanism olives HLESDFSOI
bath . b. bath. bath :thumbs_up: they took more baths together. it's warm and comforting and how are you going to be sad while i put suds in your hair to make you laugh
perhaps mc, seeing how terribly stressed he is, decides to read a book to him. even ask how taxidermy works. what his favourite projects were. things that don't. involve magic.
time to be sad again. he'd try to do simple spells while he was alone and every time he failed he'd get more and more frustrated which eventually boils into. sadness
and the mark would just continue to grow and he'd feel worse. before wearing the new ch 12 outfit where it's visible,, he couldn't even bring himself to look at it in the mirror :/
my god. imagining felix having a genuine breakdown at his desk just crying and venting about how useless and weak he feels and how he feels like nothing and how sorry he is to mc for being this way and having to deal with him and maybe if he was stronger maybe if he could stop messing up and tried harder and he just keeps going and going
help. sorry.
that's grounds for a completely separate hurt comfort scenario. i will tell you rn it ends with him clutching mc almost impossibly close and maybe just maybe accidentally saying i love you (i want a canonical i love you HAS THAT HAPPENED YET? but that scenario would be quite silly and fun if he did it!!!)
suggestive/nsfw starting Now // but also with all the time together and comfort and kisses and shit he was probably on the verge of losing it because Help Him He Is So Down Horrendous
like,, building off that breakdown scene. he wakes up and he's like oh god that really happened and then he looks and their face is(/lips are) so close and he's like oh god.
i would not be shocked if they made out multiple times. not even a little bit. once felix was getting more accustomed to their new routine y'know. ermmm smth smth strong emotions smth smth
i don't fully doubt that the mark is actually uncomfortable but no way in hell that was the only reason he put on that outfit. he sat there putting on the corset then started getting these images in his head of mc kissing him again and touching his chest and taking it off himself and there he goes to shove his face into a pillow absolutely flustered and sweating
WHY WOULD YOU NEED A CORSET FOR THAT OTHER THAN TO SLUT OUT
sorry.
his little smut books are on the bookshelf and he passes by that section while trying to research and he physically tenses up. has to lean his forehead against the wall telling himself to get it together. poor guy
once his horny TM overrode his depression TM then mc asked if he wanted to take a bath together again and he yelled No.
sorry but "All I can think of is you. You're on my mind every waking hour. I ache terribly for you...I want you to hold me, and touch me, and..." WHAT!!!! AND WHAT !! fuck. you want to fuck say it with your chest dear god.
that was obviously being pent up for so long he probably got caught staring at them multiple times.
insert cliche scene where their hands brush each other while reaching for a book and they make eye contact like [ ?@?@!# ]
they were both emotionally all over the place. mc is not innocent here mx. check your chest & "i want you to crack me open like one of your books" EXCUSE ME! yeah? what else mc? you want him to pin you down? you want him to try one of his favourite book scenes on you to spoil him? Get Away From Me
and i know it mentions those little awkward silences which first of all, pain. second of all, would only make all of this worse because Oh i want them so bad but Oh No this is awkward Why Is It Awkward
sorry guys i'm dead. if you want explicit nsfw i could try :heart_eyes: but not in this post i need emotional help
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howcanisayy · 2 years
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My idea was that Bang Chan was the caterpillar, LK was the cheshire cat, and Seungmin was maybe the white rabbit? Though I'm not completely sure about him & Changbin either.
Oh cool, what was your reasoning for these positions?
based on the visual information we have, I think that those are all valid interpretations. I will, however, explain where I'm coming from:
I considered Bang Chan the White Rabbit because that's the first character Alice would have met going to Wonderland, and the way the camera makes him kind of in-your-face in the first shot felt a bit like the manic ways that the white rabbit would act. On top of that, he seems to keep fiddling with the tablet like he's keeping track of things.
therefore, I can see why you would think Seungmin is the white rabbit with his relation to time. However, since he also carries a cake, it made me think that he was maybe another tea time character. Tbf, it was a complete shot in the dark for Seungmin to be the mock turtle, that's based on the idea that he seems sentimental and self absorbed because of the cake
I hesitated to give anyone the caterpillar because I couldn't find anything within the video that felt conclusive for the character. Nothing felt like it fit for this character. But I can see Bang Chan possibly fitting this- he seems to question Felix being there, almost as if he's wondering who he is, and his smirk at the end of his scene maybe him looking down at Felix.
I thought that Lee Know was the March Hare because he is one of those eccentric characters where he is in direct association with the mad hatter (something that would tie him with Han, which seems to happen often in their storylines), and he seems to be a character that flusters Felix, the way often the march hare would. He's also playing golf with cans and wearing a fancy outfit which makes me think that he is playful and dressed up for a reason, like for tea time.
The Cheshire cat was another character that I was hesitant to label. I do see what you're referring to tho: he's got the purple hair and he definitely feels like that seems eerie and mischievous and comes across felix's path in a quite notable way. I just think that the character is so known and iconic that it makes me think: why wouldn't they add more parallels?
That's actually why I thought maybe Changbin might be the Cheshire Cat, often Alice meets this character (in different adaptations) alone in the darker part of the forest like Felix met him in the dark hallway and he also gives off that sense of fear and mystery.
And yes, I wish they were more clear about the last couple of characters, especially changbin. It could be that they are alluding to more than one story or piece of media (which I've already considered in my post, but I'm not really sure to what extent).
I would really like to know what you think and how you interpreted it too, thanks for sharing!
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It Takes A Village Chapter 18
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Chris Evans x pregnant!daughter!reader
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Series summary: You find out that you're pregnant. After being kicked out of your mom's house you go to live full time with your Dad who you only saw once every few months. Will he react badly to you being a mom at such a young age?
Chapter Summary: You go out and get everything you'll need for the twins.
Series Warnings: swearing, fighting with a parent, teen pregnancy, speak of abortion.
Chapter Warnings: Teen Pregnancy
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You groaned rolling over onto your other side. It was around 4 am, you had only gotten an hour or two of sleep so far. You pulled one of your throw pillows that had found themselves on the floor and landed it down to rest your belly it before finally. You fell into a restful sleep.
Until 8 am when your dad came waltzing into your room with dodger, and pancakes. Dodger hopped onto the bed licking your face making you squirm and whine.
"Leemme alone." You sleepily muttered pushing his head away slightly.
"Okay bubba come here leave her alone." Chris sat the pancakes on your desk before pulling dodger off the bed. "Peanut! I made pancakes." He said softly.
"Go away." You sleepily glared at him. He smiled softly.
"Okay I guess I'll just have to eat them." He teased. You finally sat up a little.
"Not what I said! Give them!"
"Good morning bubba. Rough night?" Chris asked laughing at how you hair is going in different directions.
"Kinda give me the pancakes." You sat up more and made grabby hands. He chuckled passing the pancakes to you and sitting down.
"Here you go." He reached over to grabbed his plate that he brought. "So peanut after you eat get ready to go to the store! We have quite a few stops to go for the twins."
"These twins are killing me. It's so hard to sleep." You grumbled as you are your pancakes.
"Babies do that to you."
"What all do we need for them anyway?" You inquired.
"Well first I think we need to clear a corner of you room out for the cribs... So how about we move your bed from the wall. So that the cribs can be in between your bed and the wall?" He suggested.
"That'll work uh actually dad at the doctor said the babies could sleep in the same crib until they start rolling so I'm just going to get one for them until I have a bit more money," You agreed looking to the corner. "What else do they need?"
"That's works. You'll also a changing pad. We can get one to put on your dresser, they're gonna need clothes and diapers, you need to decide if your going to bottle feed or breastfeed. You also will need burp cloths, bibs, hats for them too it's getting cold, there's a lot."
"Can we wait till my next appointment to talk to the doctor about it?" You asked him.
"For what feeding?"
"Yeah."
"Sure bubba. So let's just go over what you have right now, you have two newborn onesies, and two outfits for 6-9 months. And two stuffed animals." He listed off looking at the stuff that were sat on your dresser. "I think you should clear a few draws from your dresser out or at least make room in your closet."
"I know dad." You took a bit of you pancakes.
"So how much money do you have for the crib. I'll help you out as much as you need."
"I have a thousand dollars all together."
"Okay you should be able to find a good crib then."
"Dad... How am I going to do school while I have two newborns?" You asked looking down at your plate.
"Well you do online school so when your in class they can take naps or spend time with me," he suggested, "when you work, I can babysit, Ethan already told you he wants to babysit. I'm sure nana and Papa will also be willingly watch them."
"I guess so." You shrugged.
"When did the doctor say they were due again?"
"November 5th." You said resting your plate on you belly.
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"What else do they need?" You asked Chris. He thought for a moment.
"Well we got everything, but diapers, burp cloths, bibs, and bottles so one more stop," Chris said as he finished putting the stuff in the car. "How money do you have left do you need help?"
"Dad... I should have enough. I hope I have enough." You sighed.
"Okay." He said helping you into the passenger seat then he put the cart away and got in the car. "But-"
"But I'll let you pay I end up not having enough. Obviously." You rolled your eyes rest your hands on your belly. "Dad did you ever wonder what I'd be like when mom was pregnant with me?"
"Of course I did! I imagine you to look just like me with bright blue eyes."
"Not what I look like dad. Like what my personality would be." You corrected.
"Oh well of course why are wondering what Flynn and Felix will be like?" He asked you keeping his eyes on the road.
"Yeah."
"They'll be kind and sweet just like their momma." He assured.
You could only hope so.
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A/n: I might change the divider but I don't know.
Taglist: @toastisgood @coldmuffinpartycloud @thevelvetseries @uniquebeautyqueen @kaitieskidmore1 @peggycarter-steverogers
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volturicangetit · 4 years
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D.V/A.V/J.V/F.V- soft moments
anon: ANY OF THE VOLTURI GUARDS WITH 9, 10, 12, AND 13 FROM YOUR PROMPTS.
9 ” Vampires? God no, those fuckers can go back to the ’ Vampire Diaries ’, I’ll have a wolf. “
10 ” Fuck me. “ ” I might. “
12 ” There is blood on my new couch, my phone just broke and I’m already in big debt so, no, I won’t calm down. “.
13 ” Cool cape, mosquito boy. “
A/N: I decided to just use one prompt for every guard so yeah, because I just couldn’t choose between them. <#
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DEMITRI:
A steady knock on your window pulls your attention away from your book. You look up at your left towards your window. A dark figure with two bright red eyes is staring at you. A normal person would be terrified, but not you. You have gotten to know the person as Demitri. You met him two months back when you had gotten lost in the city that you now call your home, Volterra. He had shown you around and brought you back to your house and you have stayed friends ever since. He comes by almost every night to check up on you and hang out at your place for a bit. You quickly throw the book down onto the couch you are sitting on and jump up, running to the window. You open it and Demitri silently makes his way inside. You quickly close the window behind him to prevent any more cold air from coming into your warm home. Demitri wraps his arms around you and pulls you into a tight hug. His cold skin is concealed by a thick layer of clothes. His normally formal outfit of a robe and blouse is now replaced by a pair of sweatpants and a sweater. You didn't know any better than 'casual Demitri' but if any of his coven members saw him like this, it would be a culture shock. "Demi," you croak out. "Can't breath.". You give him some pats on his back so signal him to let you go. He quickly releases you from his grip and walks over to the couch before letting himself fall onto the soft furniture. His fingers run over the cotton fabric that covers it.
"So, what have you been up to?" he asks. A smile appears onto your face at the sound of his voice. God, you loved his accent. You walk over to him and grab the book that is lying beside him. He looks at the cover. "A vampire novella?" he asks. You shake your head, smacking his head with the book softly before plopping onto the couch next to him and continuing your book.
"Vampires? God no, those fuckers can go back to the ’ Vampire Diaries ’, I’ll have a wolf," you say before pointing at the white wolf printed into the cover of the book. Demitri fake pouts as he holds a hand over his heart. "Oh, how it breaks my old heart to hear that.". You know about Demitri's vampirism. You don't know the in's and out's of it but it also isn't very hard to guess judging by his red eyes and unusual clothing when you first met.
You shrug, putting the book down again. "Yeah, I don't know. At least wolves won't try to kill me," you say. You put your two pointer fingers up to your lips, making 'fangs' with them. "I want to suck yer' blood!" you say in a bad Dracula-like accent. Demitri lets out a laugh as he gives your arm a playful slap. "On a totally different note, want to watch a movie? Maybe 'Dracula'?" you ask. Demitri throws a pillow that is lying beside him at your head.
"Or 'The vampires assistant'?" you giggle as you shield yourself from the pillow. Demitri lets out a groan as lets his head fall back and rest against the couch. "Will you ever stop with those annoying vampire jokes?". You shake your head with a shit-eating grin on your lips. Demitri jumps up and holds a hand softly over your throat as he leans in closer. "I might just have to turn you then,". You swat his hand away from you and give him a small push against his chest before grabbing the remote of your television and turning it on, opening Netflix. "Yeah right, now shut up and watch 'Dracula' with me”
ALEC:
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You and the other higher guards are walking over to the throne room. A trial is to be held in a couple of minutes and you're presence is requested to protect the masters from a possible lash out. You got yourself a place in the Volturi a couple of hundred years ago when Alec and Jane found you on a mission. You felt a strong pull toward Alec the moment you saw him. Marcus confirmed your suspicion when he stated that you two were indeed mates. You and Alec have been inseparable ever since. Which is why it doesn't even faze you when he suddenly runs up beside you, wrapping an arm around your waist as he walks with you to the throne room. "I was wondering where you were," you say as you lean into his touch.
"I am sorry, il mio amore, some new guard had gotten into some trouble," he says. You shrug, before looking in front of you again. "It's alright,". The trip to the throne room isn't very long. From behind the door, you can already hear grunts and screaming. The vampire on trial had arrived earlier and is clearly not agreeing with the masters. Alec turns you towards him to give you a kiss. Your lips connect and you melt into his touch. The moment is short-lived though since you hear the sound of the marble floor breaking. A fight. "Fuck me," you mumble under your breath as you get yourself ready to fight off the vampire. "I might," Alec growls into your ear.
You push him off you with a smile. "Maybe if you walk me with the wanker," you say as you point towards the dark oak doors. Alec nods as he walks out in front of you and throws the doors open. He looks over his shoulder and sends a wink your way before using his speed to run towards the angry vampire. Cheeky fucker.
JANE:
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You are annoyed. No, angry. Your day had already been shitty. You missed your bus so you had to walk to work through the pouring rain. Your feet have been killing you since you woke up and your boss yelled at you for coming late. Now, when you finally got home, you find your best friend Jane on your now blood-stained couch with your neighbour lying dead beside her. You got so scared from the sight that you let your phone fall on the ground, causing the screen to break. "What the fuck, Jane? What the actual, royal fuck!" you scream at her as you run over to her to check if she's okay. She slaps away your hand tiredly. "I didn't get to drink in some time, I'm sorry," she says as wipes the remainders of blood from the corners of her mouth with the back of her hand. You shake your head as you sprint to your kitchen to get a damp cloth in an effort to safe your ruined couch.
"I got that you have to drink blood and shit, but why the fuck do you need to use my neighbour for that? He's kind, well was, thanks to you," your tone is pointed as you crouch down in front of the couch and to scrub the still fresh blood away. "He was only human," Jane shrugs as she gets up from her position on the floor. She uses her speed to run over to the kitchen and grab herself a cloth as well and starts to help you with the couch.
"Only human? What the fuck is wrong with being human?" you yell. She places a hand on your shoulder which you quickly shrug off. "Jesus, calm down,". You shake your head and throw your cloth at her head. "There is blood on my new couch, my phone just broke and I’m already in big debt so, no, I won’t calm down,". You stand up and starts to walk in circles around your living room. Everything was becoming a bit too much. Jane quickly sees the seriousness of the issues and walks over to you, pulling you into a hug to make you stand still. You break down in her arms, letting the tears that have been building up all day finally fall from your eyes. Jane rubs soft circles on your back with one hand as the others softly pet your head.
"It is going to be alright," she says in a soft voice. " I'll take care of your financials and replace your couch. Vampire money, remember?" she says. You laugh through your tears as you hear her use your term for the insane amount of money the Volturi and its members have build up over time. You nod, wrapping your arms around her small form. "It is going to be alright, I am here for you.”
FELIX:
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You are the newest and youngest member of the Volturi, having only been turned three years ago and joining them only a year into your 'second life'. The Volturi normal didn't have such young members but they changed that when Aro saw you using your gift in one of Alice's visions. The age gap between you and the rest is like an elephant in the room. Not only did you dress very different from them, but your vocabulary is also vastly different. You have been getting along with Felix because of this. You are like a breath of fresh air in his dead lungs. "Hey, beefcake!" Felix hears you call out. You have given him that nickname since the moment you met him, and he would be lying is he said it didn't bring a smile to his face. He turns around, looking down at you. "What cracka-lacking, old man?" you say. He tilts his head to the side in confusion.
"Cracka-lacking?" he asks with a smile on his face. You nod. "Yeah, like, what's up?". He nods, shrugs his shoulder before pointing over his shoulder, notifying you on what direction to go. He continues his walk and you follow him. " Not a lot, I have to bring a message to the secretary,".
You wipe some fake sweat of your forehead. "Pf, glad I showed up. You would have given her a heart attack, homie.". He frowns his forehead as he looks at you. "I can't help how fragile human hearts are," he says in a deep tone. You shake your head and give his arm a soft slap.
"Hearts are not fragile, you're just really fucking scary," you say. "Like a big bear. A big blood-sucking bear,". Felix rolls his eyes at your words as you near the secretary. Panic fills her eyes as she spots Felix but that leaves the moment she sees you. You send her a thumbs-up as you run over to her desk, sitting down into it. "Hi, what's popping?" you ask as you two do your handshake. You created a handshake with her as you spent most of your day with her. Not only was it good to be around her to gain more self-control, but since you are still very new to the vampire world you relate to her the most. "Sto bene, grazie," she says. She doesn't know much English, which is why you are teaching her some and she is teaching you Italian. Felix hands a small note he has been holding to her. She quickly reads through it before sending him a smile. She grabs a package from under her desk and hands it to him. "New clothes," she says in a thick accent.
Felix rips the brown bag of the piece of clothing. A robe. He wraps it around his shoulders to see if it fits. "Cool cape, mosquito boy," you say, earning a laugh from the secretary. "I am as much of a mosquito as you are," he says. You nod your head at him as you jump off the desk, spotting Alec at the end of the hall and walking towards him. "Sounds like something a mosquito would say," you say with a laugh before calling out to Alec.
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prodtrouver · 3 years
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Perfect Red || p.js
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Perfect Red • park jisung
Who knew the shade of red would look so attractive on a person? So attractive, it drove him mad. The shade of red has never looked so stunning before. Whereas Jisung has a major crush on you and the effect of your gracious look only made him long for you even more.
Pairing: Sociology Classmate!Park Jisung x fem!reader
Other characters: Dreamies, mention of Stray Kids’ Lee Felix, Itzy’s Ryujin and Lia
Genre: fluff, a little crack, maybe a little angst if you look closely, classmates to friends, friends to lovers,
Warnings: a lot of teasing, a few cuss words, a little tension
Word Count:  2,091
A/n: that shade of red lipstick looks stunning on Jisung, so whoever the creator is- pls give them a raise
A/n: I'm ALIVEEEEE
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Park Jisung was never fond of looks nor talking to many people. The boy would often listen attentively, or doodle random things on his notebook, or just stare into space. He only talks to his friends, the Dreamies, what people call them.
He wouldn’t pay attention to anyone else. If he was assigned to a group where he barely knows anyone, he would distant himself, only cooperating with them from time to time...
The day you transferred was the day everyone suddenly grew fond of you. Many went to approach you, asking you a lot of things about yourself. You already have a lot of friends even you are very new to the school.
That was until you came not so long ago.
Unknowingly and unwillingly, Jisung kept on looking at you. He notices how your jet black hair sometimes falls off your ear whenever you brush it back. He notices how your eyes sparkle at a silly joke someone made. He notices how you dress nicely every day, either jeans, shorts, or skirts.
“Jisunggie is staring again~~” He felt his seatmate nudge his shoulder. The younger glares at him, not believing once again that he was staring at her.
“Shut up, Chenle. I was not staring.” Jisung grips the pencil in his grasp. Chenle only hums, shrugging his shoulders and an evident teasing smile on his lips.
“As if, Pwark. You’re staring at her far too much these days, it’s quite obvious you have grown an interest in her.” Chenle raises his brows, up and down. Jisung would be lying if he said he doesn’t want to stab them.
“Shut up, I don’t have an interest in her.” Jisung pushes the older away from him, only earning his dolphin laugh.
His laugh echoing in the room, not being minded by the students for it is normal. Jisung puffs his cheeks, stealing another glance at you. He freezes, noticing your eyes on him.
“Not interested in her, hmmm,” Chenle whispers, earning another hit from Jisung.
You wave at him, cracking a sweet smile. Jisung could feel his heartbeat pounding quickly, probably almost ready to jump out of his chest and run towards you for your claim of his love.
His cheeks only become warmer, and his hands were getting sweaty, he looks away suddenly.
He quickly steals another glance, becoming confused when he sees the prominent frown on your face before you look away.
What was that for? Did he do something wrong?
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It was another day, Sociology only happens in Wednesdays and Thursdays. It was surely a disappointment for Jisung that he could only see you twice a week, lucky if he sees you in the halls.
“Jisung has a crush~ interesting!” Jeno cheers, waving his soda can in the air. Jisung covers his face, embarrassed by his Hyungs.
“Tell us who it is!” Donghyuck says, slightly slapping the shoulder of Chenle. Jisung glares at Chenle, only for the older to stick his tongue out at the latter.
“Fuck you,” Jisung lets out, earning a gasp from Jaemin and laughter from the other boys.
“Aw~ our youngster has grown up. Look, there she is.” Renjun points on the right, the boys immediately turning their heads to look at the entrance of the cafeteria.
Jisung has never felt so stunned in his whole life of being alive. He felt his breath suddenly taken away by your gorgeous look and your stunning summer outfit.
Your off-shoulder floral white crop top complimented your long jet black hair. Your blue denim shorts have small floral patches that match your top. You looked stunning, and it made Jisung have the urge to just approach you.
However, he was also being driven crazy.
Your lips, your god damn red lips.
Since when did you start wearing lipstick? The shade of red looked brilliant on you. It made your soft and plump lips stand out, almost kissable to say the most.
Jisung licks his lips, curious about how your soft lips would feel in his. Will it be warm? What will your lips taste like? Will your lips feel soft as it looks?
“I’m going back to my classroom.” Jisung wraps his bag around his shoulder, not wanting to be more tempted than he already was.
Seeing your lips move, hearing your honey voice only drove him mad even more. He looks away before you could look at him.
He slams his big hands on the table, making a loud bang which made the boys jump from their seats.
“Jesus- what’s wrong with you?” Mark asks, his bread in his mouth, his voice came out muffled.
It was Thursday, the second day of Sociology, also the second time you would see Jisung in your class.
Having the urge to pull you close to him, wrap his arms around your waist, and deeply kiss you were swimming around his head.
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You pull out the lipstick from your drawer, having second thoughts of wearing it after that day. Thoughts of confessing to him flood your head, should you just give up?
His crush on you was only getting bigger and bigger every day he sees you. He was afraid, if he sees you wearing that red lipstick, even more, he would kiss you in an instant.
If only you have the actual courage to talk to him. You always notice he looks away after you look at him.
“Again with that lipstick?” Your turn your head towards the door, seeing your best friend, Felix.
He wasn’t fond of lipstick at all, in a matter of fact, he doesn’t like it on you. He would often say you look better without it, not having the idea it could please your crush on Jisung.
“Shut up- maybe, all I want is to get noticed by my crush.” You say, earning a snicker from Felix instead.
“How about actually talk to him? I thought you enjoy talking to people.” Felix leans on your door frame, staring at you. You sigh, removing the cover of the small white cylinder. The shade of red which you like covers the sponge. Felix let out a sigh, watching you put on the lipstick on your lips.
“You do you, boo.” His deep voice makes you look at him, watching the boy leave your room. You get up from your seat, fixing your black skirt.
The usual compliments and greetings threw at you as soon as you enter the campus. A few friends greet you a wonderful morning until you enter the classroom, immediately glancing at Jisung. You see the blank look on his face, his eyes kept on you.
You exit your room, letting Felix drive you to campus.
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You make your way on your seat, preparing the things you need for your classes. You look around, laughing at the loud jokes and silly laughs of the students inside the room.
“y/n!” You turn your head, looking at the boy who shouted your name. You saw Jisung pushing him off his chair instead. The boy let out a dolphin laugh as he gives you a gesture to walk to them.
“Yah! Zhong Chenle!” Jisung cries, making the boy laugh harder. You get up from your seat, walking towards them. The confused look on your face, the soft smile on your red lips, Jisung’s adoration for you grew even more.
“Do you like someone?” Chenle suddenly asks, laughing when he sees the shocked look on your face.
“He’s tall, currently has brown hair, has pretty lips and I wish he would just look at me longer.” Jisung’s disappointed look was replaced with a confused one. He looks at you, only to see you staring at him.
You glance at Jisung who was staring at you, his stare looked unreadable. It looked serious, blank yet his eyes look like they’re saying something.
“Yes, I do. I do like someone, why do you ask?” You show a sweet soft smile, not wanting to make your crush on Jisung obvious.
Jisung lets out a sigh, a soft groan, and the look on his face cries disappointment, and this did not go unnoticed by you.
Suspicions arise in your head. Your heart doing flips, your stomach starting to get full with knots of anxiety, your head was flooded with thoughts.
“I’m just curious, tell me a few hints!” Chenle stayed all smiley, laughs manages to escape his lips.
The boy beside him already radiates gloominess and disappointment. You look at Jisung, his attention on the floor. Chenle’s smile became wider, witnessing what is called a silly crush.
“I better go, I still have things to do.” You say, walking away, afraid if you stay longer, you’ll end up saying your love for him.
Jisung looks at your lips, you were wearing that red lipstick again. That god damn red lipstick, how he wishes he could ruin your pretty lipstick with a kiss.
Your eyes just staring directly at each other until he felt his heart beating loudly again. He immediately looks away, missing the disappointed look on your face.
“What happened there?” Chenle asks, an obvious smirk on his lips. Jisung looks at him, Chenle laughs when he saw the desperate look on Jisung’s face.
“How I wish I could ruin her gorgeous red lipstick,” Jisung muttered, a very loud dolphin laugh comes out from Chenle.
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“Put that lipstick on! It looks amazing on you!” Lia Says, brushing the sponge on your lips. The shade of red complimented your eye makeup. The rhinestones under your eyes made the girls’ hearts flutter.
“You look beautiful! This will surely catch his attention!” Ryujin says, laughing as she puts on the last clip on your hair. You let out a chuckle,
Jisung watches people dance to the music being played. The boys having their fun while he was just watching people have fun. He wishes you were here, talking casually with him, keeping him company, maybe even confess his adoration and love for you.
“Why are you alone?” His face sparkles a bit, looking at his side to see you there. The slightly surprised look on your face, your red eye makeup with rhinestones, your casual red outfit, and above all, those red lips on you.
‘I’m just attending the party to have fun, not catch his attention. I don’t even know if he will be there at all!”
Damn, you love that shade. He was starting to wonder if you know its effect on him.
“The boys have their fun. How about you?” He kept his attention on you, unable to remove them from you. You sit down beside him, letting out a muffled laugh.
“My girls also have their fun.” You say, watching your friends dance the party away. Jisung looks at your lips, trying to control himself from smashing his lips on yours, however, that was replaced with temptation when you suddenly smiled at him.
Your smile disappeared from your lips when Jisung suddenly grabs your hand. He gets up from his seat, immediately dragging you to a vacant room. He closes the door, turning around to look at you.
He leans closer, soon letting your lips meet. Your lips were exactly what he thought it would feel. Soft, warm, and satisfying, his urge has disappeared but the need for the claim was still there. He breaks the kiss, a smile on his face when he faces you.
“Do you know what effect you are doing to me right now?” He asks, confusing you, “Do you know how much urge I need to control because of you? Do you know how much those red lips of yours affect me?”
“Or do you need to know the temptation I need to control whenever I see that shade of red on your lips?” Jisung asks, getting no answer from you. Your crush doing this completely killed you, it was insane. Jisung walks towards you, taking your face in his palms.
“I have this crush on you, and your red lipstick has been driving me mad,” Jisung says, your eyes were wide, shocked by the confession of your crush. You crack a small smile, you rest your head on his chest as you wrap your arms around his waist.
“Then wearing that to catch your attention did work. You just never approached me.” You pout, looking at Jisung but the boy only shyly smiles. He kisses your forehead,
“Does his mean we are boyfriend and girlfriend now?” He asks, making you laugh. You nod, pecking his lips.
“Yes, we are now boyfriend and girlfriend.”
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a short one this time, ft. a lighthearted breakfast together <3
ship: felix x ace warnings: none word count: 2350
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Where there’s smoke, there’s fire (part 4)
Ace had a pretty good feeling about this morning.
He'd tried to slip away gracefully to avoid the awkward morning after, but Felix had stopped him. In Ace’s opinion, getting in some silly chatter and morning cuddles was much preferable to a walk of shame before the sun was even fully up. At the very least, it beat going to his room to start the day with a shot of gin from the mini bar like he’d originally planned.
Felix had seemed much more relaxed this morning, though he was still awkward; at this point, Ace just accepted it as part of his charm.
Suggesting to get breakfast together was a spur-of-the-moment idea—as if Ace ever had any other ones. As soon as the opportunity to spend time with Felix in a casual setting where Ace didn’t smell like week-old-liquor presented itself, Ace took it, and Felix happily accepted.
Which is why Ace wasn’t really nervous when returning to his room to get more presentable. He even had time to start cleaning his messy room in preparation for Felix's visit for tonight, because after only a quick shower and even quicker internal debate between two different shirts, Ace was ready to go.
And from the way Felix's gaze immediately drops to said shirt, he seems to have made the right choice.
“Fancy meeting you here,” Ace offers with a grin, pleased with picking the navy blue button-up with a pineapple print.
It's cute how quickly Felix's nervous demeanor seems to calm down in Ace’s company. He goes from tense and running a hand through his hair to smiling in just a second, whatever he was fretting about momentarily forgotten.
“I was worried I'd be late,” Felix says, stepping into the elevator and coming to stand way closer to Ace than is appropriate.
But this time, they don't have an audience that would make it awkward.
“You really do worry way too much,” Ace offers with a carefree smile.
“I've been told that,” Felix smiles sheepishly, before his eyes are drawn downward, to the second button of Ace's shirt that he deliberately left unbuttoned.
Following suit, Ace lets his own gaze roam appreciatively over Felix's outfit, a sadly not as tight tee with a tasteful, open vest and snugly fitting washed denim jeans. His hair is loose and looks even softer than it was in the morning.
All in all, he looks extremely kissable.
“I like the look,” Ace says, meeting Felix's eyes. And if he tilts his head up in silent invitation, nobody can prove it.
“Me too,” Felix says, returning a small smile, before flustering. “I mean—your look. The outfit,” he explains.
And somehow, the awkward floundering makes him even more kissable.
Sadly, the elevator ride isn't infinite, and they arrive at the lobby floor before Ace can instigate a make-out session.
“Shall we?” Ace offers with a smile.
“After you,” Felix agrees, oh-so-polite.
They give their room numbers at the restaurant counter, and then are off to the breakfast hall that’s somewhat crowded despite the late hour. Ace isn't surprised that people decided to sleep in after the rude wake-up in the middle of the night, but the crowd does make it somewhat of an annoying experience.
Luckily, he has company to keep him entertained while they wait in line.
Felix trails after him, which Ace doesn't mind in the slightest, but it's only when the German stops in front of the cereal section and looks at him meaningfully that Ace cocks his head in confusion.
“You were supposed to help me pick,” Felix says, deadly serious.
Ace tries not to laugh that Felix seemed to take his earlier invitation literally. He really shouldn’t be surprised at the man’s quirks anymore.
And that's how Ace ends up improvising a three-minute lecture about why corn flakes are superior to muesli.
“I see,” Felix says, nodding in understanding, reaching for the cereal—
And choosing muesli.
“Hey!” Ace exclaims, mock offended. “Didn't you listen to any of what I just said?”
“Yes. I just don't agree,” Felix says, way too nonchalant, spooning the cereal onto his bowl. “I like this one better.”
“It has raisins!” Ace exclaims, flabbergasted.
“I like raisins,” Felix points out.
“Oh, babe,” Ace sighs dramatically, shaking his head. “And here I thought you had taste.”
Ace quickly peeks back up at Felix, needing to make sure he didn't take the joke personally.
“Shut up,” Felix snorts, elbowing Ace. “Come on, let's go argue about juice next.”
After a brief conversation about juice ("Who the hell drinks apple juice!?" "I don't like the texture of orange pulp") followed by going through the rest of the breakfast selection together, Ace discovers that Felix is an incredibly picky eater.
When they sit down at a table, the difference between his and Felix's servings is hilariously prominent.
Felix's plate holds two pieces of toast, a fried egg and some sliced fruit, compared to Ace's overflowing plate featuring 90 % of the entire breakfast selection.
Usually Ace wouldn’t care about other people’s eating habits, but the knowledge makes him a little nervous about their dinner.
“Really adventurous with the white toast, I see,” Ace teases.
“At least I don't have bacon with pancakes,” Felix shoots back.
“I ran out of room on my plate!” Ace protests, but Felix only smirks behind his cup of coffee. “So, what kind of food do you like?” Ace prods, digging into his meal.
“I don't really have a preference,” Felix says diplomatically.
But Ace can smell the bullshit a mile away.
“Really?” Ace asks, raising an eyebrow. “So you wouldn't mind if I picked the place for dinner tonight?" he teases, only to realize something. “Uh… we're still on for that, right?”
“I hope so,” Felix says, smiling bashfully.
"Good, just checking!" Ace grins. "Well, since you're not picky… how about a Mexican place? What about sushi? Or an oyster bar?”
Predictably, Felix cringes at his suggestions.
“I'm… not great with spices or raw fish,” Felix admits.
“Or?” Ace pushes.
“Steak, shrimp, mushrooms, tofu, kebab, or greasy food in general,” Felix lists and Ace tries not to look too confused at how someone can so nonchalantly rule out entire food groups.
“What about Italian?” Ace asks.
“I don't like pizza, either,” Felix says apologetically.
“I'm not taking you to a pizza place for a first date!" Ace protests, while simultaneously trying to figure out how someone can not like pizza. "I was wondering how you feel about pasta or risotto?”
“That…” Felix considers. “Actually sounds nice.”
“Italian it is!” Ace grins victoriously. “I'll find a nice restaurant, just leave it to me.”
“Alright,” Felix says with a small smile.
“Now…” Ace says, realizing he's been running his mouth instead of actually eating. “Excuse me while I stuff my mouth with bacon pancakes.”
Felix huffs out a quiet laugh before following his example.
They eat in silence, or as much relative silence as a bustling dining hall allows. Ace does his best to not eat like a pig, feeling Felix’s stare on him as the other sneaks glances. After not having had any food for 24 hours, Ace is kind of surprised he didn't pass out in the parking lot, especially after the bright idea to have a few drinks on an empty stomach.
“So, how…” Ace trails off mid-sentence as he suddenly notices a couple of pigtails sticking up right beside him, narrowly missing the kid’s head when he reaches for his coffee.
“Good morning!” the kid, a little girl, beams up at him.
“Uh, hey there,” Ace says, a little taken aback at why this random child is approaching him.
“Hello,” Felix jumps into the conversation, getting the girl’s attention. “We meet again.”
Ace shoots Felix a weird look; does he know the kid?
“Did you remember to give him your number?” the girl asks Felix, tilting her head in curiosity.
A grin spreads over Ace’s face in realization, while Felix only clears his throat self-consciously. Ace didn’t really pay much attention to their company in the elevator last night, but the girl clearly remembers them.
“He did, yeah,” Ace says, shooting Felix a smug look over the table.
“Good,” the girl huffs, before turning back to Felix. “You need to stop being so forgetful, mister!” she accuses, hands on her hips.
Ace bites his lip to stop from chuckling as Felix flounders for an excuse to this sassy eight-year-old.
“You’re right,” Felix settles on. “It was silly of me, I’ll try to do better.”
While Felix is talking, the kid seems to get distracted, standing up on her tiptoes to peer into Felix’s now empty cereal bowl.
“What did you eat?” the girl asks, like a typical nosey kid.
“I had some yogurt with muesli,” Felix explains, way more patient than Ace would be in his situation.
“Do you like Froot Loops?” the kid asks.
As Felix calmly explains that the cereal in question isn’t his favorite, Ace starts discreetly scanning the room for the girl’s mother. He tolerates kids just fine, but he’d rather not have one ruin his unofficial date with Felix. Hopefully, the girl isn’t lost or something—
“There you are!” a woman appears from the crowd and gives the kid an exasperated look, Ace distantly recognizing her from the elevator last night.
“Hi mom!” the girl interrupts her cereal debate with Felix to greet the woman.
“I’m so sorry, I swear she was right behind me a second ago—” the woman glances at Ace and Felix apologetically, steering her daughter away with a hand on her small shoulders.
“No worries,” Ace defuses with a smile. “Kids, huh?”
“Always getting into trouble,” the woman agrees with a sigh, grabbing the girl’s hand. “Come on now, let’s go back to our table.”
“Bye, misters!” the girl calls.
“Goodbye,” Felix offers, and even Ace forces a smile and wave as the pair disappear into the rush of the dining hall.
“So, you got any kids?” Ace asks, having noticed how patient Felix was with the girl.
“No, I… maybe in another life,” Felix says, sounding melancholy, and Ace realizes there's probably more to that story. “Um. You?” Felix asks, clearly not wanting to elaborate.
“Nah,” Ace says. “I have a niece, though. She's a real demon. Great kid.”
“That sounds accurate,” Felix says, smiling. And somehow, Ace gets the overwhelming feeling Felix would be a great dad. “At least she has an interesting uncle.”
“Oh, you don't know the half of it!” Ace grins, taking the opportunity to tell Felix about some of his more memorable moments with his niece.
All too soon, they finish the last of their breakfasts and Ace offers to walk Felix to his room.
“Thanks for the company,” Ace says when they’re coming up to Felix’s door.
“You as well,” Felix says.
“See you tonight?”
“I'll call you,” Felix promises. “I should be available around five."
“Can't wait,” Ace grins.
Felix turns to his door, but then almost instantly whips back around to face Ace. His gaze flicks obviously to Ace's lips as he swallows.
“I have an hour before I need to leave for my meeting,” Felix says. “If you want…”
Ace's gut flutters at the implications, but then he remembers he has things to do. Though he'd much rather make out with Felix than go find a fence or shady pawn shop that will buy his shit, now is not the time.
“Sorry babe, I've got some errands to run,” Ace says good-naturedly, pretending not to see how Felix deflates in disappointment.
“I see,” Felix says.
“I'll make it up to you later,” Ace promises.
“It's okay, I should prepare for my presentation anyway,” Felix says, and upon the mention of his work, instantly seems more tense.
“Well, good luck with your work thingy. I'll be waiting to hear from you!” Ace says with fake cheer.
“Right,” Felix says, reaching for his door. “See you later.”
When the door closes in front of his face, Ace can practically feel the anxiety radiating from within the room. Ace really has his hands full, if he's going to get the guy to relax and forget about his work like he promised.
In the next thirty minutes, Ace ends up turning his own hotel room upside down while he scours it for valuables. He finds the watch he was looking for, as well as an earring behind the headboard, and some spare poker chips in one of his jacket's pockets.
He can’t help but smirk as he runs his fingers over the poker chips; it looks like destiny is trying to point him in the direction of the casino after all. And who is he to deny fate? After all, it's what brought him this far.
Ace thinks back to a couple months ago, where he—or well, his alias, Diego Sanchez—had still been living a somewhat stable life. Over the course of a year, he’d managed to pick up a few part-time jobs to fund poker tournaments and talk himself into more than a couple of loans. But as with most things, Ace had gotten too cocky, and his associates had figured out he wouldn’t be able to pay back the debts he owed.
At this point, uprooting his life and starting over was something Ace was very familiar with. For the last few weeks, he’d been motel-hopping across the country, having shaken the debt collectors off his trail while he tried to figure out the next place to settle down—at least for a little while.
Meeting Felix was just the kind of morale boost he needed right now. Even as Ace opens his wallet and finds a whopping two dollars among the handful of stolen credit cards, he knows he’s going to be okay.
He grabs his things and throws on a blazer along with shades and a hat; even if he should be safe, it doesn't hurt to protect his identity.
Finally, he heads out into the city, with an agenda of restaurant, pawn shop, and casino.
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