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i was tagged by @chippedcupanddustybooks sweet bb. i am tagging @irrelephantsims @magnoliidae @simplymelaninated and anyone who hasn’t been tagged i swear i feel like the last person doing this LOL. heckin long ass questionnaire under the cut.

1. What is your full name? Brianna Leigh [Redacted] 2. What is your nickname? Breezy 3. Birthday? may 4th 4. What is your favorite book series? hmmmm series? idk.... i really like every single john grisham book and they aren’t related but when you have such a niche brand of book i feel like it counts lol.  5. Do you believe in aliens or ghosts? kinda on both. 6. Who is your favorite author? oh whew. tough one right here. idk man, i have a few? but if i had to choose i guezz i would say george orwell.   7. What is your favorite radio station? who tf listens to the radio like det anymore lmfao. i don’t have one. before i listened to 107.1 in memphis in the car sometimes, but i moved so. 8. What is your favorite flavor of anything? i loveeee pineapple anything. 9. What word would you use often to describe something great or wonderful? lit 10. What is your current favorite song? currently really into pink in the night by mitski and also sicko mode by travis scott.

11. What is your favorite word? good ole fuck(in/ed/etc.) i also really like voluptuous and bubbles. 12. What was the last song you listened to? last thing i listened to was another lifetime x nao.  13. What TV show would you recommend for everybody to watch? absolutely check out the good place. also hilda, the dragon prince, she-ra princess of power, criminal minds, law and order (the original), and snapped. 14. What is your favorite movie to watch when you’re feeling down? i used to watch the notebook religiously when it rained/felt upset like shit. but lately i’ve been watching say yes to the dress to combat my depression lol. 15. Do you play video games? yah 16. What is your biggest fear? dying alone and no one finding me. like literally alone not like meta alone “oh no one loves me” like dead ass alone somewhere isolated. 17. What is your best quality, in your opinion? hmmmmm idk that i care a lot about other people? 18. What is your worst quality, in your opinion? all of them lmfao. i’m annoying, i’m physically unattractive, i talk too damn much, i can be kind of a bitch both intentionally and unintentionally, i’m a trash writer, i can be selfish, and i self depreciate a lot (lol see above response “all of them”) and i’m sure that gets on people who love and care about me’s nerves ((but like....i mean it lmfao)) 19. Do you like cats or dogs better? whew tough. prolly cats though.  20. What is your favorite season? winter followed by a tie between spring and fall.  21. Are you in a relationship? nah lmfao.  22. What is something you miss from your childhood? not being so fuckin ugly and depressed lmfao. 23. Who is your best friend? “my person” as greys anatomy stans would say is ivy lynn [redacted] [redacted] but i also wanna shout out my home girl mary (i know you follow me on here), my home girl christina (also follows me on here but she never checks her simblr anymore), my smoothie gang bitches, my NSA bitches (which includes both ivy and mary lmfao), and my memphis as fuck family. honorable mention to loml [redacted] who is skating on thin fucking ice with me right now lmfao. 24. What is your eye color? brown 25. What is your hair color? brown 26. Who is someone you love? don’t make me answer this tumblr gods. 27. Who is someone you trust? all my best friends, my parents, my brother. 28. Who is someone you think about often? fucking murder me @ this question lmfao. my friend kate (RIP) my grandmother grannypeg (RIP) and [redacted] 29. Are you currently excited about/for something? i’m excited to spend christmas in a new country! forging new traditions and all that. 30. What is your biggest obsession? currently i’m obsessed with wedding stuff and mens fashion and how mens fashion such as suits translates into womens fashion. we love a hot lady in a tailored suit amiright? 31. What was your favorite TV show as a child? spongebob squarepants RIP :”( 32. Who of the opposite gender can you tell anything to, if anyone? [redacted] 33. Are you superstitious? kinda i guess? not really about stuff like stepping on cracks breaking mamas’ backs or opening umbrellas indoors but little things about familial traditions. 34. Do you have any unusual phobias? not really a phobia but i have misophonia. i also hate eye shit. like eye violence or anything fuckin around with eyes is a big no from me dawg. 35. Do you prefer to be in front of the camera or behind it? absolutely behind the camera. i used to be a theater kid so like being on stage i don’t mind but when it comes to the spotlight and being filmed??? no no no no no. lemme be a cinnamontawgrowfur all day.  36. What is your favorite hobby? watching movies, playing skyrim (I MISS IT SO MUCH), reading, watching music videos, modern calligraphy/hand lettering, baking (ALSO MISS IT MUCH) 37. What was the last book you read? lol a textbook about developing countries.

38. What was the last movie you watched? i just rewatched the swan princess the other day but in terms of watching something brand new i think it was this tom cruise movie my friend showed us and i thought she said someone else ( i don’t remember now. maybe tom hanks?) it was pretty good he was irish or sum with nicole kidman and they came to the united states and pretended to be siblings but the sexual tension was so fucking high dawg. 

39. What musical instruments do you play, if any? nothing i’m wack and a disappointment to my musically gifted family (my dad and brother)  40. What is your favorite animal?  polar bears followed by giraffes. 41. What are your top 5 favorite Tumblr blogs that you follow? i’m gonna go with my main tumblr because ion wanna hurt nobody’s feelings but i follow a celebs of color page i really love, a fashion page i really love, and a few artists i really love. 42. What superpower do you wish you had? teleportation or shape shifting.  43. When and where do you feel most at peace?  i feel most at peace when it is raining and i’m in my room, everything is clean and tidy, candles are lit, i have nothing to do so the world is my oyster, i have a nice cup of coffee or hot cocoa or tea, and i just am v i b i n g.  44. What makes you smile? seeing my friends, my brother (when he isn’t pissing me off), funny videos of red dead people falling off their horse in cinematic mode, pretty flowers, cute art, round birds. 45. What sports do you play, if any? i don’t lmfao. 46. What is your favorite drink? honestly a frozen margarita no salt. 47. When was the last time you wrote a hand-written letter or note to somebody? a month ago.  48. Are you afraid of heights? absolutely. 49. What is your biggest pet peeve? people chewing with their mouths open and people talking to me like i’m incompetent/assuming i don’t know anything about what they’re trying to talk to me about especially if it is my area of expertise lol. 50. Have you ever been to a concert? hail yeah. many. 51. Are you vegan/vegetarian? nope! 52. When you were little, what did you want to be when you grew up? honestly i don’t know but i have a distinct memory of a bunch of girls in my second grade, yours truly included, wanting to be strippers. and i don’t know why or how this came up or if we even truly knew what stripping meant but. yeah. OH i guess around the time i was in 4th/5th grade i started wanting to be a harvard law graduate and be a lawyer but i gave that up in like high school and then bounced being a lawyer back and forth in my noggin up until i applied for grad school. shout out to my mary for doing it though.  53. What fictional world would you like to live in? hmmmm idk. none of em really. 54. What is something you worry about? if i made the right decision(s) in life lol.  55. Are you scared of the dark? not really.  56. Do you like to sing? yeah i do! doesn’t mean i’m good at it though haha. 57. Have you ever skipped school? yeah lmfao. 58. What is your favorite place on the planet? i miss Rwanda a lot. but honestly my favorite place is wherever the people i love are. my family loves to travel so whenever i’m with someone i love sharing an experience? i’m in heaven. 59. Where would you like to live? idk anywhere i guess. somewhere it is mostly cold most of the time though haha. 60. Do you have any pets? my bb boi fred lives with my dad and my mom has a dog and 2 cats. we used to have 3 but one of em ran away when she moved to her house, we caught him, he ran away again. oh whale. 61. Are you more of an early bird or a night owl? oh a big time night owl. big time. 62. Do you like sunrises or sunsets better? honestly i like sunrises better but i am never awake to catch em hahah. 63. Do you know how to drive? yah and i fuckin love doing it. 64. Do you prefer earbuds or headphones? i prefer headphones. like really quality ones too. but i tend to use earbuds more often because i don’t need quality while im working out or going to class just easy grab and go. 65. Have you ever had braces? nope but i used to want some so bad. 66. What is your favorite genre of music? i love rap, dream-y pop music and dream-y rap music, i love 80s music. all 80s music really lmfao.  67. Who is your hero? mi mum and mi dad. also viola davis queen of inventing acting and every single color in the rainbow. 68. Do you read comic books? kind of. i was trying to build up a collection before i moved but i only had my BP comics. 69. What makes you the most angry? injustice and offensive ass content and behaviors. also don’t fuck with my friends. i got two dudes on my shit list right now that it is *on sight* if i ever see them again. 70. Do you prefer to read on an electronic device or with a real book? a real book all the way. idk what it is about digital reading my brain shuts the fuck down. i am super fast reader but the second i try and read something digitally it takes me maybe like 10-15 min to get through just a few sentences. 71. What is your favorite subject in school? history lol i was a history major. 72. Do you have any siblings? yeah my chicken nugget puppy brother dylan. asshole. 73. What was the last thing you bought? some historical romance i think? it’s in dutch so idrk.  74. How tall are you? 5′7 i think. 75. Can you cook? yeah i love cooking but saddly don’t do much of it. 76. What are three things that you love? my teddy bear my momma got me for valentines day, my st. agatha figurine, and my yikes tapestry mary got me. i realize now after reading the next question you probably meant like shit in general so. the smell of a fresh cup of coffee, snuggly warm sweaters, postcards and tiny gifts from friends. you know the ones “i just got this for you because i thought you’d like it” 77. What are three things that you hate? funky ass attitudes, the smell and feel of lavender oil, corn. 78. Do you have more female friends or more male friends? female 79. What is your sexual orientation? i’m a big ole heterosexual. sorry to disappoint :/  80. Where do you currently live? the netherlands. 81. Who was the last person you texted? my friend and former roommate. today is her birthday. 82. When was the last time you cried? like an hour ago lmfao. 83. Who is your favorite YouTuber? i don’t have one haha. vevo i guess. 84. Do you like to take selfies? do i like taking them? not really. it takes me too damn long to get one that looks good enough. i like sending stupid selfies to friends though. 85. What is your favorite app? i use twitter probably the most but my favorite app is my spider solitaire game haha. 86. What is your relationship with your parent(s) like? we are very close. i would say both of my parents are my biggest supporters and cheerleaders but how they do that looks a bit different. my mom and i are very similar but sometimes how we handle certain things is very different so we can be the best of friends one day and the completely butt heads the next. 87. What is your favorite foreign accent? i loovveeeee a scottish accent and an irish accent. also tbrh i love a good southern boy drawl. like idk if i could play for you all the way this one dude who works with my mom talks? i would because i wanna bottle it and listen to it whenever i feel bad. 88. What is a place that you’ve never been to, but you want to visit? i would really like to go to norway for my birthday. 89. What is your favorite number? i don’t have one. 90. Can you juggle? nope but i did try and learn i have a video of it somewhere lmfao. 91. Are you religious? kind of. i’m more spiritual than religious and lowkey hate saying that because it sounds so hoitietoitie but it’s true. 92. Do you find outer space or the deep ocean to be more interesting? the ocean. so much of it we haven’t explored. thinking about space makes me feel existential and dead inside.  93. Do you consider yourself to be a daredevil? nah haha 94. Are you allergic to anything? yeah i’m supposed to take one claritin a day but like i don’t. 95. Can you curl your tongue? yeah 96. Can you wiggle your ears? nope :(  97. How often do you admit that you were wrong about something? i’ll admit i’m wrong if i’m actually wrong but you’re gonna have to a helluva lot of convincing to get me there lmfao. though if my being “wrong” has caused harm to someone else i’ll apologize quicker than lightning because the last thing i would want is for my stubbornness to hurt someone i love. 98. Do you prefer the forest or the beach? um the mountains 99. What is your favorite piece of advice that anyone has ever given you? "never turn down a date. you never know who you might meet while you’re out” -my grandmother to my mother to me. 100. Are you a good liar? lmfaooooo i am a reformed liar. 101. What is your Hogwarts House? HUFFLEPUFF BAYBEEE 102. Do you talk to yourself? yah 103. Are you an introvert or an extrovert? an introvert. i may be loud and talkative sis but i promise you i’m over compensating because i want you to like me lmfao. 104. Do you keep a journal/diary? i have a private twitter does that count. 105. Do you believe in second chances? depends. 106. If you found a wallet full of money on the ground, what would you do?imma keep it real with you chief i would keeps the money lmfao. in the past i would’ve tried to return it to the owner but i am big broke bois with a lot of unexpected expenses coming up so like... yeah lmfao. we keepin that coint. 107. Do you believe that people are capable of change? sometimes. 108. Are you ticklish? yes lmfao 109. Have you ever been on a plane? yeah! 110. Do you have any piercings? yah i got my lobes pierced one on each ear, my nose, and a cartilage piercing. 111. What fictional character do you wish was real? my girl nancy drew. 112. Do you have any tattoos? yeah i got 2 of em. 113. What is the best decision that you’ve made in your life so far? idk lmfao. probably when i applied for cityterm and when i appled to go back to undergrad. 114. Do you believe in karma? Yeah but not in a “oh you hurt me? you’re gonna get your come uppins” way but in a every action affects your soul and your being kinda way.  115. Do you wear glasses or contacts? im supposed to wear glasses but ask me if im wearing em right now lmfao. 116. Do you want children? presently i don’t see myself wanting or having kids but i want to foster. 117. Who is the smartest person you know? my friends lol. 118. What is your most embarrassing memory? literally every single memory has a tinge of embarassment lol. but probz when i walked into the cafeteria my first day of highschool as a smol freshman and my knees locked up and i fell forward and my giant ass backpack (because i never used my locker ever in any grade) wrapped around my neck and had me stuck in a strange position in the middle of the parting of the tables in the cafeteria.  119. Have you ever pulled an all-nighter? hell yeah lmfao. 120. What color are most of you clothes? blue or black 121. Do you like adventures? yeah! 122. Have you ever been on TV? yeah but like on the news and shit. 123. How old are you? 24 124. What is your favorite quote? i carry your heart (i carry it in my heart) 125. Do you prefer sweet or savory foods? OOF TOUGH BUT UHHH probz sweet. 

[therealstaples]

15 questions, 15 mutuals

((but as IF, amiright lol))

Tagged by @codeinehangover about 8 or so years ago SORRY LOLOL

1. Are you named after anyone?

My... great aunt? I think? But it’s definitely a family name, from my mother’s side, I believe.

Also, my initials used to be KEY which is cute, I guess? My parents pulled that from my dad’s sister. Names with Christian roots are super limited tho I guess, bc our names both came from the same roots. I’m Kathryn Elise, my aunt is Karen Elizabeth. Like... guys... Sahara Desert... chai tea... Midoriyama mountain... you feel?

2. When was the last time you cried?

Uhhh lol had a touch of panic this morning, made me tear up a lil. Before that, it was last night bc everything hurts and fibro is fucking stupid.

3. Do you have kids?

Lmao no

4. Do you use sarcasm a lot?

I literally do not even know. My instinct is “yes, obviously” but I think I may be too earnest to use sarcasm too terribly often. Who fuckin knows not me

5. What’s the first thing you notice about people?

Whatever’s most prominent about them, whatever image they’re asserting. Like, y’know, if a dude is wearing light wash jeans, a confederate flag belt buckle, and super clean construction boots, I know just about all I’ll ever need to know. It’s a vivid and familiar image lol

Also eyes. Lots of info there. Lots.

6. What’s your eye color?

Hazel I guess

7. Scary movie or happy ending?

Neither? I don’t much like formulaic stuff like that. Like--A Quiet Place: definitively a horror film, but a lot about it is rly heartwarming. Love shit like that. Stuff that’s not actually about it’s premise, but something else that may be subtextual.

8. Any special talents?

Is that a thing people actually have? Like do people walk around with this in their back pocket to--what, pull it out at parties? I’ve never understood this concept lol.

9. Where were you born?

Alabama, USA... Heart of Dixie or whatever... Roll... Roll Toad.

10. What are your hobbies?

Uhh. I’ve been playing so much Assassin’s Creed over the past couple of months. I literally don’t even know what else I like anymore. 

11. Do you have any pets?

Yup. Not nearly as many as I had in the past. It’s just our two black labs now. Abbey and Angel, bc leave it to my mom to get her Christianity all over everything lol. Glad she did it, tho. She didn’t go to church while she was married to Dickhead #2, so she probably needed that connection. All four of us are much happier now it’s just us ladies :)

12. What sports do you play/have you played?

I tried a ton of different things right up until high school. Really just bc I was made to, but y’know. I played soccer, then softball, then basketball, dabbled in tennis for 0.2 seconds, then finally, golf for a good bit. I was pretty decent at it too, somehow lol. Thought about joining my high school’s team for the PE credit, but fuck that noise, amiright? I think that’s everything...

13. How tall are you?

5′6″. Lost an inch since high school lol. One more and I’ll be happy

14. Favorite subject in school?

Varied year to year, usually based on who my favorite teacher was. Freshman year was history, sophomore year was science (human anatomy and physiology!! YE), junior year is fully wiped from my memory, and senior year was like... civics? Economics and government. (It helped that I was Awakening around then)

15. Dream job?

Ya bitch wants to be an author, dude. But honestly, anything where people would pay me to talk endlessly about whatever bullshit would be super cool for me lol.

[productivityandcoffee]

2017 Recap + Semester 1 of Nursing School Review +2018 Goals

Oh boy... where do I even begin? This year was truly a wild one - academically and personally. It’s a long one so here’s a... shorter version (I tried)

Academic 

received my nursing program acceptance email 2 days before my bday (talk about the greatest bday gift ever) in the middle of the day, at my summer job and me dancing in front of kids  and them laughing at me omg

friends sending me congratulatory texts and calls, bless

family being less than enthusiastic about it (bc I didn’t get accepted into the main campus at home but the campus 2 hours away)

there were no “congratulations” or “you’ve worked hard for this” and certainly no “I’m proud of you” was said

locking my self in my room and cried the whole night bc i’m still a child needing my parents’ acknowledgment

proceeding to celebrate the next day bc i refuse to let 2 years worth of hard work go to waste just bc my parents don’t see my accomplishment in the same way i do

lesson learned: parents are not always right and if they don’t support your dreams, be your own support system

moved to a different city for nursing school

the workload... oh my god the workload never stops!!!

moving to a completely new city where I know no one? anxiety increased about 10000x

first nursing school midterm i ever took? i got a 56 fck

then got an 85 for a group project... a 97 on a paper.. an 86 on a midterm. these are good marks by my standards lol sorry

... then i got slapped with a 52 on physio and anatomy rip lmao

OSCEs... LET ME TELL YOU... NEVER HAVE I EVER BEEN SO STRESSED AND SO SCARED AND SO ANXIOUS W O W

but i passed the first time and got to go to clinical! (which was an amazing experience)

i love my profs and instructors. they are all v lovely and truly want to see us succeed. i greatly appreciate each and every one of them.

first time ever that I missed the allotted time to write one of my final exams bc i thought it was at 2 pm. it was at 9 am. i panicked. i called my prof as soon as i found out. she let me come in and write it at 2. i cried. i apologized. she told me ‘it’s okay. it happens.’ god bless her.

anyways... all in all first semester went good. i’m excited for the 2nd half of the year!

Personal

like i said, my anxiety got worse since i moved

it’s almost 24/7 now. during lectures. on the bus ride to and from school. the walk to the bus stop. when i’m grocery shopping. when i’m at the public library. during labs. almost had a panic attack waiting to speak to my prof about that final i missed. i was just sitting there imagining how i’d explain to her my mistake... can you believe that? 

also at my apartment. i feel it while i’m doing my homework. when im washing the dishes. idk my roommate very well and i don’t like her tbh

but i’m working on it. everyday i’m working on it. i’m working on myself. 

people scare me but i manage to make friends at school. yay. 

death of my grandfather on my dad’s side.

death of my uncle

death of my grandfather on my mom’s side. love you tatay.

having no time to grieve any of these deaths bc nursing school took up almost all of my time. 

came close to quitting nursing school bc of it. but i didn’t. 

i failed to achieve my goal of losing weight. again. but that’s okay. i realized that i had the wrong reasons for wanting to lose weight. i will work on it and i will try again next year. 

i missed my friends and family. which made me appreciate those relationships more. 

gave myself the opportunity to be picky with the kind of people i wanted to surround myself with. i’m thankful for that. 

took the time to look at the relationships i had and decided that it was time to end some of them, for my own well-being. that’s okay.

learned to cook. failed at times thank god for skip the dishes amiright

learned to love being alone. learned to love going out alone and taking myself to coffee dates. and just... appreciate me more.

goals for 2018

control my anxiety this is going to be so damn hard

lose weight. healthily. aim to be a distance runner outside. i hate gyms. but that harsh canadian winter weather tho

discipline discipline discipline is everything 

finish work at school before i go home

have more patience with roommate

communicate better 

continue to cook my own meals. and do my own chores. 

sleep and wake up at a reasonable time!! 

be a kinder person to others. be a kinder person to yourself. be a better person.

[pietro-capimagines]

1, 5, 14 & 19

1. Which is your favorite of the fics you've written for X fandom?

Probably Battered and Bruised Ch. 3 and Mornings. 

5. What is an image/set of images that you're particularly proud of?

I haven’t made a photo set before, but I do particularly love this photo set of Chris Evans 

14. Would you want to write canon for any of your fandoms (like be hired by showrunner to do an episode)? Which one?

Oh my goodddd yesssss. Probably Grey’s Anatomy because I love that show and it’s a beautiful day to save lives, amiright? 

19. Do you make up scenes at work/on the bus/at the gym? Who are the characters that pop up the most? Do you write them down?

I do, I make them up in class when I’m bored out of my mind, or when I just start daydreaming and they’re usually about Steve or Bucky or Peter. I usually don’t write them down, I just keep tabs in my head and store them in the very fanfictionness part of my mind till I reach a laptop lol. 

[houroftheantichristwolf]

Also, be consistent about your delusions to at least try to seem not purely bitter about lesbians existing. One half of yall say lesbians are women who are too ugly to get men, the other half of you say lesbians are women who are too uppity and picky to fuck men.

Like you homophobes have clashing and contradictory opinions about us and you don't even care how obvious you are. And notice it's all focused on viewing women being attracted to other women only as a last resort, like it's just not possible for women to genuinely be drawn to and attracted to other women because they are below men and their almighty irresistable cocks amiright.  Lol, or just MAYBBEEE since y'all are saying we deserve to have to go through female genital mutilation along with your other ideas of how we should be killed and tortured and eliminated from existence, you are more than aware that men and male anatomy aren't as ~irresistible~ as you want to believe lol. Sucks for you that you have insecurity issues, massive entitlement issues, that society inflated your ego with phallocentrism and that homophobic women pretend to be gay and write stories about how lesbians can turn bi with the right dick.