#long distance is so hard
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I'm too horny for my own good, now is Not the Fucking Time to be thinking about that dream I had a few days ago about sucking his cock
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going back home sucks i miss my love so much
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Maybe we never had a chance.
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#poorly drawn mdzs#mdzs#wei wuxian#lan wangji#a-yuan#Ultimately...despite how hard we try to reach people - sometimes it just is not possible.#Sometimes all you can do is wish that things could have been different. You pen a note with all the things you want to say -#and then you let it go. The words stay unsent and unspoken. You just watch the rift between you grow until you're too far away to try again#It is a sad end! It is two people who want to be closer but do not have the right capacity to do anything but shut doors.#Worse yet; it's two people who feel it is not their place to try and impose anything more.#It takes so long to heal from endings like that. You never get enough closure when there is still a faint hope of 'another day'.#It's a false amicability. It's closing a door and telling yourself that at least the windows are unlocked.#WWX will keep up his friendliness as a way to hold LWJ at a distance. LWJ can only try to help so many times.#Speaking of tragedies of trying to help; Let's talk about the addiction metaphors in this episode.#WWX tells LWJ in fairly straightforward terms that he does not *want* do be doing ghost cultivation.#What he wants is to protect people - by any means necessary. If he had another option he would take it.#The path WWX 'chose' is one that is deeply mired in external shame and taboo. He jokes about it but it clearly doesn't feel great.#And I put 'chose' in quotes because just like many who find them selves in bad situations - the choice is an illusion.#He's adamant that this is 'his' choice. That he is in control.#Better to be villainized that endure the terrifying reality that you lack any ability to have choice anymore.#If he had the choice - truly had the choice - he would not be doing this.#You can't help those who don't want to be helped. So of course all LWJ can do is watch from the side. Offer a hand when he can.#This life was a tragedy and the countdown to it all blowing up started a long time ago...
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I GOT A CAT!!!!!!!
#rosie lives at my parents house and shes getting on in years so i have my very own baby for my apartment now… shes such a sweetheart and her#name is audrey#time to start a new tag for her :D!!!! im so excited im not going to be lonely anymore#long distance relationships are hard. cats are good#audrey#cats#mine
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as if he needed more ways to be everywhere at once
#my art#new life smp#scott smajor#new life scott#owengejuicetv#what if nightcrawler had the color palette of portal and the fashion sense of rey star war#actually maybe i do give him the nightcrawler legs next time i’m not sure#depends on how long this origin lasts tbh#also my Lord was it hard to stay skin accurate without laddering his character design#you know like that thing where a chars outfit is blocked into segments w tunic->belt->skirt->boots all being roughly the same distance#i never like how that looks and i am Constantly fighting for my life bc it’s so easy to do on accident#also i didn’t draw this but the thing where he ‘imprints’ on people and can swap places w them#shows up as him snapping one of his bracelets onto someone else’s wrist#+ since he’s the only one who can control them they can’t take it off
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Go for a drive with me until we end up sitting in a parking lot and talking for hours
#wlw#wlw mood#sapphic#sapphism#lesbian#idk if i’ve professed it here but i LOVE parking lot talks😤#all my fav conversations have happened in parking lots#like lets drive and sit and talk and hold hands and i’ll fall SO in love SO fast#im gay and i like sleeping#hehe you may think im online rn but this is actually another scheduled post >:)#ive been so busy lately and the sleep hasn’t been sleeping (rude)#so im actually probably asleep rn >:)#and yet you see the post anyway >:)#you could see this post and immediately nap after it goes up#and then we’d basically be sharing a long distance joint nap😤#nap buddies separated by space but not time#doomed to have beautiful sleep but never together#😔😔#okay sorry done being obnoxious and going to sleep now😤#which for you is the PAST#because i am bamboozling all of you so HARD by scheduling this😤
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from 3rd of january - chill no pressure train and long walk to get there. i put my feet in the freezing water for new years and walk ritual and put my socks back on quickly . i love to walk far just on my own + i like covering ground
#kiddo say#described#i need to get into long distance hiking saur bad#but im busy and will need to regain energy#and practice#hard to do in winter when it gets dark so early. However ! sun didnt set until almost 4 today which made a big difference#rather than dark at half 3. less oppressive .also since it is very clear and cold today tge sky stays lighter
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I need to write/draw C!Dream with hoarding/guarding behaviors because you guys have no idea how bad that fucks up your thinking. It makes you into a wild animal.
Techno jokingly reaching for one of Dream's apples while they're chilling together and Dream slapping his hand and becoming super defensive without even realizing. He's just short of growling at Techno, and just a second ago they were joking together
Him trying to act normal afterwards he's a little hunched over his things. A minute later he slides it all back into his inventory, saying that the mess was bothering him
When Punz and Dream are together then Dream will never leave anything of his on view, even while he cooks he angles himself to hide whatever he doing from Punz. He's not even doing it on purpose
Him guarding his territory. Punz rarely enters the prison because Dream always insists they have meetings elsewhere and always has an excuse of why they don't need to go in the prison rn
Having bunker after bunker filled with every type of item and backups for all those bunkers on top of that.
Tommy digs too deep one day and finds himself on seemingly endless hallways that just lead to storage after storage after storage
#I personally have a hard time telling what makes humans and animals different so its extra bad for me#oh yeah sorry idk if you can tell#this is based of my own habits and triggers#dreblr#c!dream#dreamwastaken#.....RT!dream on his creature form covering RT!Q and growling at anything that comes close#dont kill me- *gets pulled away by a incomprehensibly long cane*#C!Dream having a wheat field so big it looks endless#you could walk and walk and walk until the portal house dissapears and still all render distance can see is field#eventually you'll hit the ocean#or a half eaten away mountain#chance is it wont be there anymore next time you come by#tw hoarding#the dog barks#the footnotes
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Bittersweet fish 🌏💫
#fish#koi fish#yin and yang#sun and moon#ldr#long distance#long distance relationship#but also it can mean anything you think it means#friendships.. identity.. world dimensions#also um. sorry if theybdont look like koi fish irl#i went off of my soul (vibes and feelings) not a reference pixture#theyre some kind of fish thats for sure …#ebonytailsart#going to turn this into a fish#may even turn the fish into acrylic charms or stickers in the future because i love them#sadly the print will not be as intense as this#but thats bevause neon cyan is impossible to print so far. well. not impossible. but its Very Hard to capture with inks#so the final product IRL would be different#but until i have a physical store you get the pretty intense version#i love you. digital art. but the average printing world is not ready for you as much as we want it to be#this print will be A5..? 5.83 inches squared#god i hope it comes back looking alright#doing test prints rn#the fish. they are in love
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Life on the farm
#gopher art#mortal kombat#subscorp#mk subzero#mk scorpion#kuai liang#hanzo hasashi#mortal kombat legends#been holding onto this one for a bit! finished it more than a month ago lol#i was originally going to save it for subscorp week but then i was like. nah. that wouldnt be entirely fair lol#and besides. ive been wanting to share it for long enough and my resolve has kinda worn down#anyway - snowblind but AU'd! heres my concept of this (which i may use later on for something idk): king kano got his shit wrecked#like way before the events of the movie. by the revenants in fact. i want him torn to shreds. you still have random roving assholes#making trouble across the wastes. but its much less dire. kuai still retires to his farm. kenshi still falls for shang tsung's bullshit#and kuai mentors him. hanzo becomes warlord of netherrealm. BUT. he and kuai keep in contact. its long distance and they make it work#sometimes scorpion vacays to Kuai's farm. as a treat. thats what this drawing is#i cant deny that i literally just want them to be happy ok. thats literally all i want for these gay old ninjas#bonus commentary: at the time of drawing this i was still figuring out how i wanted to draw hanzo. he's so fucking hard to draw#when i draw him without his mask or beard he looks so fucking off. but if i draw him with the beard it feels weird too.#babygirl why are you so hard to draw?? dont you want me to draw you?????
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Would love to have my boyfriend on top of me rn. Doesn't have to be sexual, I just want him with me physically
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Just watched the 2008 Teatro Massimo Palermo Mefistofele with @skeleton-richard and while there are a number of staging choices I did not love (LET. THE. ANGELIC CHORUS. GO. ONSTAGE.) I gotta say that Ferruccio Furlanetto's cry of "Faust! Faust! Faust!" at the end is gonna stay with me for a long time.
#it was so raw#i sobbed#mefistofele#hot faust summer#basically the cast was very good and actually i liked a lot of the aesthetic choices#but the direction did not always underscore the emotion of the scenes effectively#that said it had one of the best prison scenes i've seen#also i was told meph and faust kiss during the final scene and it was kinda hard to tell if they actually did?#it was a long-distance shot so it was kind of ambiguous#idk if they did gay kisses in operas in 2008#although this production did have lesbian smooching in the helen of troy scene#but in this time period it was definitely considered more scandalous to have two men kiss than two women
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long!!! distance!!!! sucks!!!!!!
#I have no idea how long distance couples survive#I'm losing my mind over my squish being so far away#wdym I can't hug them :(#wdym there's a whole ass month left until they come back????#and like. I wanna text and call them so often but I'm scared of being too much yk#but equally it's been a week since I last heard their voice and I'm going insane#I also hate the time difference!!!!!! there's like a three hour window in which we both MIGHT be free but it's hard to coordinate :(#I just. I've never missed someone this much before#I imagine being reunited almost every day#sigh#also kinda scared about the fact that we're going to go from not having seen each other for 3 months to LIVING TOGETHER#I'm really hyped don't get me wrong#but also. aaaaaaa#(post inspired by the fact that they haven't messaged me back yet despite it being only 9am for them lol)#me? clingy? haha whaaaaaat nooooo#comso rambles#queerplatonic yearning hours#qpr yearning#queerplatonic#aroace#long distance love
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Erhm sorry about the poor lighting quality on this batch. Kinda spur of the moment conjured them up, but the downside is no natural sunlight available due to it being night hours so everything is very yellow tinted. But depending how you look at it this might help enhance the retro old fashioned feel lol





Also gotta include the online photo inspiration for this Leggy & Mr. Puzzles one. Kinda a strange idea but figured it would be comedic enough concept to warrant some art…and perhaps I think it’s just a little bit cute too. In general I just wish they had more bonding screen time together :3
#further content is that I think Leggy would whine and complain about walking long distance for a while#so would make up a way to leverage off of Mr. Puzzles long legs and hitch a ride in a baby carrier#act like her legs are sprained or something and he’d have to reluctantly oblige to carrying her the rest of the way#she’s just efficient focused like that work smart not hard 😌✨#yeah sorry these aren’t going to be looking polished#back to my regular method of posting which is very messy and simply for the sake of preserving some of my thoughts about what I doodle#hopefully it still is somewhat enjoyable for others to see though#if you came here for organization sorry jskjsksp that ain’t how we do things here#doodles#sketches#mr. puzzles fanart#smg4 puzzles and leggy#mr puzzles & leggy
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ok wait lets think of some actual things yandere!logan would do since that post failed so badly while also being shoved in my face. like, for example, yandere are incredibly obsessive about the object of their affections, while logan has enhanced senses from his mutation, so it wouldnt be unreasonable to assume he'd obsessively steal articles of clothing and other personal effects that carry a scent, and smell them almost religiously until the scent faded, desperate for a little piece of his beloved that soothes his animal hindbrain
#it really isnt hard to extrapolate yandere behavior theyre really fun but also pretty formulaic#he wouldnt murder anyone in order to fully possess them because he has a lot of hangups about being a murderer#and then he wouldnt be able to see his dadling anymore#so he'd be cognizant enough to not resort to violence#and would keep his distance at least at first because he wouldnt feel worthy of being near them or allowing himself to feel#he'd take a long time placating himself with any crumb or scrap he could find#but when he did finally snap-- probably in response to a threat-- it would be a full on kidnapping lockdown#somewhere fortified that his beloved couldnt leave because then he couldnt keep them safe#probably spend a while keeping himself away only to indulge in the occasional sniff and cuddle#but also desperate to Provide and be Good. bringing nice food and books to read#making the little prison as homey as possible#he's kind-- if gruff-- but obsessive at the same time#probably about the closest you can gwt to a yandere being Nice to you. and probably about the best scenario to get stolkholm syndrome in#hell maybe his beloved could even convince him the danger's passed and they can be let out... as long as he's close by to sweep them up#back into their little cage again#ita literally not hard to imagine this shit its soooooo straightforward how do people fuck it up
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Hm
#i miss you#it’s hard to not feel like long distance is a long series of goodbyes#of getting left#i have to remind myself it’s a long series of hellos#of passionate hugs and kisses after weeks apart#i want to see you again#i love you#i don’t know if you love me back#sometimes it feels like you love me in ways i didn’t know i could be loved#other times it feels you don’t love me at all#that you’re getting sick of me#but i know you’re the best girl#you wouldn’t make me feel that way on purpose#i’d like to spend forever with you#in a house with dogs#fill it with love#make you coffee every morning (and night)#bake bread with you#you make me dream of mundanity#and i’ve never dreamt of it before#you make me excited for a future i never thought i could have#i want you all of the time#but it’s okay that i can’t have you all of the time#we don’t have the fear we used to have#when we lived so close#under a blanket of homophobia and fear#we got away!#and now we can see the stars#i can see the stars for the first time because of you#like the blanket was pulled from over my head
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